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spidermans-l-o-v-e-r · 14 days ago

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Lights Out

Pairing: Buck x Reader

Word count: 4.3K

Notes: I feel bad for not writing as much 😀😀😂😂 I feel like I should be you know.

P.S I hope you like dis one homie 🤣🤣 @bookishbuddie

P.P.S I could not bring myself to edit this 🥹🥹🥹 I done tried so hard lmao

Man 1960s Adam West Batman had been right.

“Some days you just can’t get rid of a bomb”

Okay, so that was an exaggeration.

But you’re so damn sure someone had said the “Q” word… because it had been call after call after call.

You felt like Hamilton at that point.

Nonstop.

It also didn’t help that Buck had just watched it again recently and now you were all singing different songs from it which okay wasn’t that much of a problem because it’s Hamilton.

But the issue was that there was just so much to do today. Bobby was irritated that the truck was in such disarray, but you’d been so busy that there wasn’t time between calls to clean it up and restock. It got to the point where you had to take another freaking engine because the first one was basically empty at that point.

Bobby hated driving it, and said he missed his duck Chandler, which he kept in the corner of the window.

But finally, finally, things stopped. The universe said it was time for a lil breaky break and the first thing you did was walk straight back to the barracks and crash.

You were out like a light, sleeping hard and easy to the point you hadn’t noticed Buck stumbling in behind you and falling asleep on the bed next to yours.

Eddie stops in, to grab a blanket and stays for a second, watching you two and taking pictures for Buck later. He’s so freaking tempted to secretly push Buck’s bed against yours and just between him and the walls had your arm not been hanging off the bed he would have. Everyone was going crazy trying to get you two together, it was incredibly clear to everyone but y’all, and it was driving them up the wall.

It seriously wasn’t a secret to anyone but you and Buck, the way you were pining after each other. There was a pool going on for when you two would finally get together, Eddie had even orchestrated you two ending up going out to dinner together because-

“Oops, I forgot Chris had a parent/teacher conference tonight.”

And somehow you both played off the incredibly romantic atmosphere as just the vibes of the restaurant and not actually you know anything between you two or something like that!

He had no idea how you didn’t see it either? Buck often came to him, literally gushing about you and whatever “cute” (completely normal) thing you’d just done.

The one where you were snuggling the kitten from the tree actually was super cute so like he could agree with that.

But it was just normal stuff that drove Buck crazy and ended up ruining Eddie’s life on a daily basis because you two wouldn’t just freaking sit down and talk. You kept dancing around whatever was between you two and never just put it into words.

He’d never do a thing like that.

It feels like days have passed when it’s only been maybe two hours, but you’re finally rested enough to slowly open your eyes. The barracks are dark, a bit darker than usual actually and you sit up carefully and rub at your eyes. Buck is lying on the bed next to yours, one leg hanging over the edge and scrolling through something on his phone.

“Oh hey” you mumble sleepily and he looks over at you, he looks just as sleepy and it’s cute.

“Hey,” he says, setting his phone down on his chest and looking over at you. You can just make out the curve of his cheek when he sits up. Your legs fit together nicely, you notice, looking down at them. Your knees slot between his wider stance comfortably.

“Is it like- dark in here?” Buck turns on his flashlight and you cringe away a little. He takes in your appearance, what he can see. Your shirt buttons have come undone, your hair is messy and he can just see the start of the pink bra you’re wearing.

He feels like a total perv, staring at your chest and that sliver of pink. He’s lowkey hoping you can’t see him with the light…

“That’s what I was thinking!” You push up from the bed, standing over him and he looks up at you. You’re so glad that stupid flashlight is pointing to the floor so he can’t see the blush on your cheeks, or the subtle flex of your hands from not placing them on his shoulders.

“Okay so, the door?” He gets up with you and you stumble back when his chest hits yours. He grabs your arms and your hands snap up to his forearms.

“Shit- sorry, I uh- I sometimes forget how big I am now”

Your mouth gapes open and his eyes widen.

“Thaaat was not- I didn’t- I-“

Your head tips backward and you burst out laughing. You stumble away from him and wipe at your eyes gently.

“Oh my god!” You wheeze and he groans loudly and stomps past you to the door.

“Shut up!!”

“Are all the boys in the locker room bigger than you?”

His face turns a beautiful shade of crimson and he throws the nearest object at you, a blanket evidently and you snicker and wrap yourself up in it.

“Let’s just go see what’s wrong with the lights” you gesture toward the door and he rolls his eyes, jiggling the handle.

“I’m gonna have to see if Eddie took care of my Tamagotchi while I was asleep. He’s like the best Uncle that Dionysus could-“

You hear the tone of the keyless entry again, which lowkey you wondered why they started doing that around the firehouse but it was safer that way you guessed.

“Uhhh Y/N?” He jiggles the handle more urgently this time and you look up from the bed you’d sat on.

“What’s up?”

“It’s not opening.”

You get up and shuffle over to him, rolling your eyes “Oh ha-ha Buck. Let us out.”

The keypad is making noises but it’s not responding to anything he puts in as he frantically puts in three different codes, his, Eddie’s, and… yours??

“Why do you know that?”

“We don’t need to talk about that”

“Come on” you poke him in the side and he giggles and shoves you away “This isn’t funny!”

“I’m not joking. It’s locked.”

You push him back and try the handle, shaking it and frowning.

“Oh my god”

“You literally watched me try to get out of that door six times”

“You could have been lying! You love to prank people!”

“Uh yeah?? But not when I’m involved!”

He steps back and sighs, taking out his phone.

“It’s cool, I’ll call Captain Dad.”

You crowd next to him and he hits the call button.

“Hello?” Bobby’s voice comes through the speaker and Buck lights up.

“Uhh hey Cap! The door to the barracks won’t open can you let us out?”

“Who’s us?”

“I’m here too!!” You wave at the phone and there’s a muffled screaming noise from you’re pretty sure Eddie and everyone are trying to keep him quiet. Buck blushes and clears his throat.

“Yeah Y/N is here… so like can you let us out?? I gotta pee.”

“I have an empty water bottle in the corner,” Chimney says and Bobby shoves him back.

“So. About getting you two out.”

You and Buck look at each other and he holds the phone closer.

“Is something going on??”

Bobby sighs into his phone “You’re not gonna believe me”

“Try us” Buck folds one arm across his chest.

“So you know how you two passed out pretty quickly after that snack..?”

“Yeahhh?” You look at Buck who shrugs.

“So it turns out they were drugged- uh- it was all drugged and the station got shut down, Athena is out here. But someone shut it down remotely… thus locking all the doors…”

“I told you robots were evil!” Eddie yells and you roll your eyes.

“So?? What does this mean??”

“It means we can’t get into the barracks and you guys are stuck in there for a bit until the I.T. people figure out how to get back into the system.”

“Do you mean to tell me you guys don’t just have a key?? For emergencies??” You glare at the phone and Bobby scratches the back of his head.

“That got lost a long time ago- before I was Captain and trust me, I’m getting heat for it now.”

“So what are we supposed to do?” Buck shakes his head incredulously.

“Stay put. Maybe play some cards? Take another nap? It’s gonna be a minute.”

“Well isn’t that just peachy”

“We’re a fire station! We can’t get into our own doors?”

“It’s not that simple” Athena sighs, on the phone now. “Some of these doors are apparently rigged, and we don’t know which. So getting you two out by just any means could be dangerous.”

“You two just sit tight, it’ll be okay.” Bobby chimes in.

“I’ll send you guys beef jerky under the door,” Eddie says and Buck fist pumps.

You both hang up and stand there for a bit. You’re not allowed to touch the door and you’re both lucky that all your attempts to escape hadn’t triggered something.

You walk over to the beds and flop back down, and Buck lies on the one next to you again.

“Man it’s a good thing I charged my phone” He turns on his DJ and some random songs start to play. He does a little wiggle dance and you giggle and watch him.

He gets you to dance stupidly with him before flopping back down onto the bed and looking over at you with a wide smile.

“Sooo what do we do?” He taps out the beat to the song on his chest and you shrug.

“I mean we have 60 million years to kill”

“We should play 20 questions!” Buck sits up fast, his phone clattering to the floor and you pick it up for him.

“Yeah okay, why not. That’s like the second most juvenile thing we could do” you sit crisscross on the floor and he mimics your position.

“What’s the first?”

“Spin the bottle. But theirs only two of us so you know, it’s a little rigged”

“Unless you wanna kiss the bedpost” He snickers and pulls up Pinterest, going through a few lists. “How uh- how clean do we want this?”

It’s an interesting question, a loaded question. You shift a little and set your hands in your lap, shrugging. He bites his lip and clicks on a list before handing the phone over to you.

“Ladies first”

You look over the list, your cheeks blushing at some of the questions and decide to just go with the first one, it’s innocent enough.

“What’s the most outrageous thing you’ve been dared to do?”

He snickers but takes his time to think about it, and he taps his chin thoughtfully before grinning.

“One time, when I was maybe 22? I think? My friend dared me to go down to the corner store and buy a gallon of milk.”

You blink slowly and then dramatically slap your hands on your cheeks

“Whaaaat?” You gasp “How scandalous! A gallon of milk!!”

He swats your leg and you laugh at him

“You didn’t let me finish!!”

“That sounded incredibly end-of-sentence to me.”

“It’s called a dramatic pause jerk! My friend dared me to go down to the corner store and buy a gallon of milk… naked.”

Your jaw drops, because you so should have seen it coming but you didn’t, and Jesus Christ Buck.

“Did you do it??”

“Isn’t it my turn to ask you a question?” He grins smugly and you shove his leg

“Buck!! Tell me!”

“I did it” he cackles “I walked into that store butt naked and drunk and bought a gallon of milk. I think Mr. Sharpe had a heart attack when he saw me. But his son Joseph just shook his head and rang me up anyway. I’m 90% sure there’s a video of that somewhere actually.”

“Oh god, who do we need to call to get that??”

“Why do you want me to get my hands on that?” Buck slaps his hands on his cheeks like you had

“Do you wanna see me naked??”

“Is that your question??” You sass and he narrows his eyes.

Two could play at that game.

“It is, actually. Do you wanna see me naked? Y/N?”

You gape, no sound coming out of your mouth and he loves the way your cheeks start turning pink as you splutter for an answer.

“I-“

“Maybe I should start with something easier than that. Have you ever had a one-night stand?”

You scoff and pull your knees to your chest “Oh yeah that was definitely easier… uhhh. Y-yeah I have”

“Wait seriously?” His lip quirks upward in a mischievous smile and you feel your heart racing in your chest. “You?!”

“Yes me! Asshole! Why is that so hard to believe?!”

“You’re just, you’re you!” He gestures “You’re Y/N you’re a sweet little innocent bunny! You don’t have one-night stands!”

“Have you ever??” You interrogate, you almost want to take his phone and put a flashlight on him.

“Of course I have! One night stand was practically my middle name at one point!”

“Oh? So you’ve slept around a lot?”

He does not mistake the tone in your voice, it sounds oddly… jealous?? And it sends a thrill up his spine cause oh boy this is the opening he’s been waiting for.

Ha!! Fuck Eddie and his “You’ve had six thousand opportunities over the last year” Thing!!

“Is that a problem?” He snarks back and you flinch a little, your cheeks flushed. Because he hit a very tiny little, you know, baby nail on the head and you scoff again.

“This game is so stupid” You move to get up and he snatches your hand and yanks you down into his lap.

“You didn’t answer my question.” He purrs in your ear and you wriggle in his lap.

“No it’s not a freaking problem” You hiss back and he tightens his hold on your hips, keeping you planted in his lap.

“We should continue our game like this. It’s your turn.” He nuzzles his nose into your neck and you squirm in his lap.

“Buck! What are you doing?!”

“Is that your question?” He hums in your ear and you groan and let your head fall back on his shoulder. He’s not giving up and there’s a little part of you that’s going crazy over that.

“No. Shit- fine. Um-“ He hands you his phone and you look over the list trying to find the next most innocent one.

“Have you ever gone through someone’s phone before?” You mumble and he snickers and his hands slide down your torso and over your full thighs. You know he’s getting an eyeful of your open shirt from this angle and you blush.

“That’s what you want to know?” He whispers in your ear and a shiver goes down your spine and starts to pool in your stomach. You clear your throat and look at him, your head tilted to the side.

“Yup. That’s uh- that’s what I wanna know. Have you?”

His eyes trail down your neck, the smooth unmarked skin just asking to be bitten and he shrugs.

“Yeah, I have. Mostly Eddie’s”

You giggle at that and he feels you relaxing into his arms and it sends his heart fluttering.

“Your turn” he can feel your hot breath against his neck and he shifts uneasily, trying to keep you from noticing the very difficult problem he’s facing.

“What’s the naughtiest thing you’ve done in a public place?”

Whatever it is? He doesn’t care. Because he’s competing to be the answer to that question. He maneuvers you out of his lap and onto the floor. He takes a pillow from one of the beds and puts it under your head.

“Now,” he says quietly “I can’t make you scream my name like I want to.” He looks toward the door, listening to the people just on the other side of it.

“But I can sure as hell make sure you come home with me after this shift.”

“What does that-“ before you can even finish asking his lips are on yours, kissing you like he needs you to breathe. Your fingers grip the front of his shirt and tug him closer and he moans softly. His kiss is needy and all-consuming and you don’t care about breathing with the way he’s pressed into you.

Something possessive and hungry bleeds from his soul and into yours. His hands are everywhere, running over your body and down to your belt. He strips it off and gets to work unbuttoning your pants and slipping them down over your legs. Your hands immediately fly to the pink panties you’re wearing and he groans softly.

“Oh, oh I’m gonna ruin these pretty bunny”

“Buck, you perv!” You squeak and he laughs maniacally and then slides his hands back up your sides, feeling your body underneath your shirt and you shudder.

“Yeah, I know. But I think you like it.”

“Why do you get to do all the touching?” You surge forward and knock him back on his legs, he pulls you into his lap again as your fingers make quick work of his buttons and he grins wickedly. His eyes darken, watching you yank the shirt from his belt and shove it over his shoulders.

He drags his nails down your back, leaving dull red lines that make you grind your hips down into his and he growls in your ear, rutting up against you.

“That’s my eager bunny” He moans, taking his belt off and tossing it to the side then puts you back on your back, hovering over you.

“When did I become your bunny?” Your snicker is cut off by his hand sliding down the front of your panties and cupping your heated core. Your back arches and you moan softly, rolling your hips up into his hand.

“You’ve always been my bunny” He purrs against your neck, placing burning kisses in a neat little line. “Ever since that Halloween party when you showed up to my sister’s house as a zombie Playboy bunny.”

“Two years ago??” Your breath hitches when he pulls away and looks into your eyes.

“Two years ago” he confirms with a slight nod.

He watches you as he pulls his boxers down just enough to release his aching cock. You can feel the wet tip dripping hot on your thigh and you swallow thickly. He pulls your panties to the side, keeping eye contact and slowly sliding his cock between your soaked folds.

“Holy fuck” His head drops, groaning into your shoulder.

“Fucking hell” you moan with him, feeling the slick slide of him against your clit and you shudder softly.

“That’s my good girl” he growls in your ear “bet you wanna take this cock, huh? Wanna feel it slide deep inside this wet pussy.”

His dirty talk is not helping you hold back from cumming immediately. You can tell from the stutter of his hips that he’s trying to take his time but both of you have been waiting too long for this moment.

“I’m going to cum embarrassingly fast” He groans, his voice strained and you giggle and nod your head quickly.

“So am I” Your nails dig into his skin and he grinds his hips faster, whimpering in your ear.

“So it’s agreed?” He pants heavily and you feel that deep fuzzy feeling spreading through your core and he grips your hips tighter, leaving behind his fingerprints.

“Oh it’s- fuck it’s so agreed” He slaps his hand over your mouth as your orgasm crashes over you, you wrap your legs around his waist, yanking him closer to you and he moans loud enough that you slap your hand over his mouth.

He thrusts faster, the wet sounds of your cunt filling the room and driving him crazy as he rubs his cum between your folds, coating your pussy and making both of you writhe against each other as you finish together.

He doesn’t stop his hips, wringing another orgasm out of both of you before you push him away, your legs shaking and his body relaxing so hard he falls over into a pile of bones.

“Oh that was good” He drags the word out with a delirious little giggle and you gingerly roll over and slap your arm across his chest.

“That was sooo good” You agree, giggling with him and he grabs your hips, dragging you on top of him.

“Buck!”

“I don’t care I need a blankey” He purrs, dragging his hands over your bare hips and squeezing your ass.

“Did you just say blankey while holding my ass?” You snort and he slaps both his hands down making you squeak.

“Sure did” he massages your ass, purposely pushing you down against him and grinning wickedly when you try and squeeze your legs together.

“Now be a good blankey and shut up so we can nap until they get us out of here”

“Hello?”

Buck answers the phone groggily, somehow you’ve managed to slide off of him but your arm and leg are still draped over his body. He’s turned on his side and you’re both face to face, if he wasn’t so sleepy he might stop breathing altogether.

“They’re about to come in” Eddie hisses through the speaker and Buck's eyes shoot open.

“Wait- wait fuck wait” He sits up and you groan and try and reach for him.

“You have three minutes, officially. I’ll stall as long as I can, send me a text.”

“Wait how do you know we need time??” Buck starts shaking you like a madman and you yelp and bat at his hands.

“Oh, Evan.” He sounds so disappointed when he says it “I’m your best friend. I’ve already got an order in to Toni’s for pickup and Chris put a bottle of wine in the fridge for us. You’re telling me everything”

Eddie hangs up and Buck throws your shirt at you while he struggles to button his shirt and zip his pants.

“Eddie says we have three minutes and he’s gonna stall for more time.”

Buck is done in record time, and literally starts helping you button your shirt up while you tuck it into your pants.

“I guess your one-night stands really came in handy” You puff out a laugh and he smiles as he starts to gather your hair up into a bun and you finish adjusting your bra and the last few buttons on your uniform.

“Oh I’ve slowed down over time” you giggle at his modesty and he turns you around to make sure your makeup isn’t smeared.

“H-hey Buck?” You stop his hands and he looks at you, enjoying your flushed cheeks and just slightly disheveled look.

“Yes, bunny?” He grins at your blush and you roll your eyes and swat his chest

“Never mind” you turn to clean up the blankets and pillow on the floor when he catches your wrist, yanking you against his chest.

“It’s your turn”

Your eyes widen and he bites his lip, looking you up and down slowly. You look to the door for a second before stepping closer and looking down at your feet.

“Were you uh… were you serious when you said that like… You wanted me to come home with you after your shift?”

Eddie (Thiccc) DiASS: Are you two ready?

Buck looks down at the notification from Eddie, he wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you flush against him and you squeak.

Former Twinkerbelle: 30 seconds

He tosses his phone to the bed and winks before dipping you and smashing his mouth into yours. Your entire body tenses for all of five seconds before you eagerly kiss back, wrapping your arms around his neck and biting at his lip and he moans softly.

“I was incredibly serious doll face” He yanks you back up, causing your head to spin and you stumble a little.

“Hoooly shit” you’re so giddy it makes Buck all giggly and giddy with you and you sigh dreamily. Evan Buckley is everything you could want in a man.

“Was it good? That was pretty smooth wasn’t it?” He pats himself on the back and you slap his arm and finish fixing yourself up.

“Yes Evan, it was good. You’ve practiced that with Eddie haven’t you?” You eye him from your peripheral vision and he blushes.

“No”

“You’re blushing” You turn to him and he grins widely.

“He actually taught me first and then we practiced”

“It really paid off”

You stand on your toes, just about to peck his lips when suddenly the door swings open. Buck shoves you down on the bed and you shriek and tumble off of it.

“I’m freeeeee” He sings and runs from the room and you sit up from the floor.

“Are you kidding me?! I’m gonna kill you!” You push up from the floor and take off after him and he screams in a high-pitched voice and starts running faster.

“And you think these two are gonna end up together within the next three days?” Hen watches the two of you racing around the firetruck and scoffs at Eddie.

Eddie stares at the picture of you that Buck had sent. It’s a close-up of your hazy smile, your eyes half lidded, and coming down from your orgasm. You hadn’t even realized he’d taken it.

You’ll find out as soon as you open your phone that evening when he convinces you to make a movie with him in his bed.

“I’m thinking about taking the money and getting a PS5 for me and Chris.”

“I’m gonna need like, a two hour rain check by the way” Buck runs in circles around Eddie and shoves him in your path.

“Will she be joining us?” Eddie stumbles into you and you smack into his chest and go flying backward.

“If she doesn’t kill me first”

#words by rhys #rhys writes #911 x reader #911 fox #911 show #911 abc #evan buckley #evan buck buckely #evan buckley imagine #evan buckley x reader #eddie diaz #Rhys requests

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spidermans-l-o-v-e-r · 15 days ago

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It’s a miracle I’m gonna post a fic today

#words by rhys #rhys writes #Rhys speaks

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spidermans-l-o-v-e-r · 16 days ago

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HAAHHAHAAHAHAHAH YES

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spidermans-l-o-v-e-r · 16 days ago

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#I don’t care if only one person answers #I just need to know 😂😂😂#words by rhys #rhys writes #911 x reader #eddie diaz #911 fox #911 show #911 abc #evan buckley #evan buckley x reader #evan buckley imagine #evan buck buckely

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spidermans-l-o-v-e-r · 20 days ago

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Lights out preview

#words by rhys #rhys writes #911 x reader #911 fox #911 show #911 abc #evan buckley #evan buck buckely #evan buckley imagine #evan buckley x reader

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spidermans-l-o-v-e-r · 1 month ago

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Where are you, I miss you.

Alright let’s see.

So first I’ve been burying myself in books imma be real, 😂😂😂😭 I’ve read 70 this year 😏😏 like I’ve really caught the reading bug.

Then I was feeling very unstable for about two weeks, not really sure why…. AND THEN YOU KNOW MY PERIOD STARTED and I went…. Oh yeahhhhh….

Then I had debilitating cramps for a couple hours (that was fun)

And I’m finally back on track!

I’m working on a fic request rn and it’s around 7k and not even close to being done… so I think I’m gonna set it aside for a second and write something a bit shorter and put that out.

Oh and I’ve been working on Episode 16 of Strawberries and Cream 😏😏😏

So yeah that’s what I’ve been doing 😂😂😂 what about you how are you!

#rhys speaks #I really wish I could write and read at the same time #catch me audiobooking #don’t get mad when the sentence don’t make sense because I accidentally typed what I was listening to 😂😂😂

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spidermans-l-o-v-e-r · 1 month ago

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I’m no longer alive. Just spent the last two hours in fetal position due to cramps

I’m still alive, still writing. I’m just you know once again going through it 😂😂😂 it’s FINE IM FINE

#rhys speaks #catch me sobbing #I really actually almost did start crying it was funny #I kept telling myself they could be worse but you know what NAH I THINK THOSE WERE THE “WORSE ones

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spidermans-l-o-v-e-r · 1 month ago

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I’m still alive, still writing. I’m just you know once again going through it 😂😂😂 it’s FINE IM FINE

#Rhys speaks #it’s not fine lmao but you know what it’s literally 2am this day can get better

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spidermans-l-o-v-e-r · 2 months ago

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✨Strawberries and Cream✨

Pairing: Eddie Diaz x Reader

Notes: I’m so sorry I thought I posted this already 😂😂😂😂

p.s I think I like writing this again but I ain’t gonna jinx it

p.p.s man did I NOT read this before posting it

Episode 14: Crystal Lake

You know, if you weren’t stuck in the car with an absolute crazy person, this might be a fun drive. He did have a pretty good playlist going, and he did indeed have all your favorite stuff in the back.

The trees around you are so calming, the forest sucks you in and holds you in a comforting embrace… as comfortable as this situation can be.

But that doesn’t stop that little, tiny, itty bitty, blaring siren going off in the back of your head.

There’s a bomb in the station, and oh yeah! I’ve been kidnapped!!!!!

The hours are passing by slowly, but Nero seems to be cheering up; he even starts humming along to some of the songs. He smiles when a specific Taylor Swift song comes on.

“You remember this one?” He reaches over and takes your hand, rubbing soft circles on the back of it. “Our third? Date I think… when we got caught in that downpour… god you were so pretty-“ He laughs a little “And you made me get out of the car and dance with you”

Lover plays through the speakers, and you can’t help but tear up a little because Eddie secretly loves this song, no matter how much he denies it. He knows every word.

“That’s when I fell in love with you.” He looks over at you, and you smile, wiping away your tears quickly.

“I remember”

You feel his hand tighten a little around yours more, and his body language softens immediately. Playing along is definitely starting to work.

“You remember what I asked you?” He asks, and you shake your head, holding his hand now with both of yours

“I asked you to promise that you’d never leave me.”

He looks over at you for a second, there’s no joy in his eyes anymore, there’s no soul there.

“But I guess not everyone keeps their promises.”

Okay, maybe it wasn’t working as well as you thought. He doesn’t let go of your hand, though, he just holds it tighter now, sighing softly as he goes back to staring at the road.

It was such a roller coaster with him, one second you think you’re on his good side… and then the next it’s back to this.

“Do you love him?” Nero asks after a while, turning the radio down

“Hm?” You say, lifting your head. You’d started to drift off slowly after another long period of silence.

“Eddie. Do you love him?”

You’d said it before, he knew you did… he’d studied your life for weeks. He was starting to unravel more and more before your eyes.

“I'm not sure who you’re talking about,” you say hesitantly, and he thinks for a moment, flexing his fingers around your hand.

“I have a gift for you.”

You perk up a little. “Oh?”

“Mhmmm… It’s in the trunk. He pulls over to the side of the road and gets out, walking to the back. You look in the rear view mirror for a second before frantically looking around the car for something, anything to leave as a marker. You pull open the glove box and find a whole mess of things, including a Polaroid of Nero… and Aurora. You cringe a bit… It’slike looking in a mirror, but you can see a lake behind them.

Lake must equal cabin, hopefully.

You take the gum from your mouth and the secret second tracker you’d swiped and stick them together before clicking it on.

“Nero?? I gotta pee! C-can I??” You call out of the window, shutting the glove box quickly, and he looks around to your side

“Make it quick, cause you know it’s literally illegal to do that.”

You get out of the car and look at him. “I’m pretty sure you and I don’t care about legalities,” you joke, and he snorts, tossing you a tissue box before going back to digging through the trunk. You hurry off a ways and look around, trying to find a safe place to hide it. You dig a little hole in the brush with your hands and stick it in there.

“Nice and safe from the elements,” you say proudly.

You look at the tissue box and scrunch your nose up.

“And now to pee in the wild”

Nero is leaning against the car, looking away from you, trying to hide his laughter as you douse your hands in hand sanitizer. You wriggle uncomfortably

“They don’t feel clean,” you say, and he looks at you, a levity in his eyes that wasn’t there before

“You used hand sanitizer, Ari, I’m pretty sure they’re cleaner than with soap.”

He kept going back and forth with your name and her name… You shuddered, pretending it was about your hands, and he laughed finally, pulling you into his chest for a hug.

“They’re clean, baby, I promise you.”

You look up at him, swallowing thickly.

“So uh… a surprise, huh?”

He reaches through the open window and pulls out a bag, handing it to you.

“It was her favorite…she wore it all the time. It’s new! Don’t worry, it’s… It’s a new one.”

You pull the dress from the bag, and it is very pretty. It’s a sweet yellow sundress with a tie front and spaghetti straps.

“I hope you like it.”

“It’s beautiful,” You say, holding it out in front of you.

“I was hoping you’d say that.” He opens the passenger door for you and nods.

“Go put it on.”

Oh mans was crazy crazy huh?

You climb into the backseat and shut the door. He turns away, giving you privacy, and you sigh, pulling off the shirt you’re wearing and starting to change.

“I even have new shoes for you,” he says through the window, and you freeze.

“New shoes?” You ask, your voice an octave higher than normal

“Mhmm. You always had the best style. I hope I’ve done you justice.”

“You know I’m really happy with these ones,” You say as you look down to tie the front of the dress.

“And why’s that?”

You nearly shoot out of the roof as Nero appears in the window, his arms rest on the windowsill, his face close to yours. His voice is deeper, more gravelly seeming as he stares at you.

“I want you to wear the shoes.”

“I’ll wear the shoes.”

He passes them in through the window, a pair of white wedges. You take off your shoes carefully and wrap them up in your clothes, doing your best to keep that tracker hidden.

“You picked a good pair,” you say as you open the door and step out. He stares at you, his mouth falling open slightly. You walk around to the trunk and stuff your clothes in it, hopefully in a place he’ll leave them alone.

“So?” You walk towards him, the setting sun shining behind you in a soft halo around you. “How do I look?”

He takes a step toward you, pulling you by your wrist into his chest.

And he kisses you.

His hand holds your waist, the other cupping the back of your head gently and pulling you into him more. You’re so taken aback by it, you freeze, not even breathing. His eyes open, and he stares right at you.

“You even taste like her,” He whispers as he pulls his face away, and you shake your head slowly, tears falling.

“Nero-“

“Shhh.. Ari, it’s gonna be okay. I know- I know I frightened you, I’m sorry. I just… You look so beautiful.” He kisses your cheek and wraps his arms around you

“God, you look so beautiful.”

You wrap your arms around his neck, sniffling a little as you try to stop the tears.

Where was Eddie?

Eddie isn’t worried about you.

Okay, that’s not true; he’s never been more worried in his entire life. But he’s sitting on the floor of Bucks' living room, eating Pizza with Buck, Tommy, Maddie, and Chim, and…. He’s not worried.

Because he told Buck that he was sleeping over, that he couldn’t stand to be alone at his house… your house. And Buck eagerly accepted this; he didn’t want to be alone either.

He told Tommy he really needed a hug while they were cutting the pizza, and he accepted him with open arms, rubbing his back and promising they wouldn’t stop until they caught up with you.

The three of them are sharing Bucks bed tonight, and Maddie has already taken pictures for you of them all trying to figure out how to fit in it together.

Buck flops on the bed and curls into a little ball.

“Okay, so long as I don’t move, I think Eddie can lie across the bottom, but you have to curl up, too,” he tells Tommy. Eddie lies across the bottom on his stomach and props himself up on his elbow to watch this idiocy happen.

“Nah, I’ll be fine.” Tommy lays his head on Bucks so he’s diagonal and looks up at him.

“This okay?”

Buck swallows nervously, his cheeks flushing, “Uh-“

“Fuck it,” Eddie gets up and pushes Tommy onto the bed and gets on the other side of him.

“You’re the middle spoon.”

Maddie throws her head back laughing as she records this, and Chimney jumps on top of them.

“Wait, wait, me too!!”

“Oh my god, we’re gonna break my bed!”

“Buck should be in the middle, he’s a cuddler,” Maddie says, and they all arrange themselves so Buck is between Tommy and Eddie, and Chimney is still laid out like a starfish on all of them.

“This is perfect.”

Eddie had also invited Chim and Maddie over. He told Maddie he wanted to help watch Jee Yun because she needed a break from all of this, too, because her sister was abducted, and she deserved to be able to grieve without her daughter around.

Eric, his therapist? Would be so proud of him right now.

He lays his head back on the couch, shutting his eyes slowly, his body drooping slightly. Jee Yun coos softly, and he jolts back awake, pulling her closer to his chest.

“Hey… hey little girl,” He smiles, rocking her slowly in his arms. “What’s with all the noises, huh?” He grabs a bottle from the coffee table in front of him and holds it to her, watching her drink

“You know you’re gonna make a great dad one day,” Maddie says quietly. They’d all fallen asleep watching Tangled. Jee Yun (and Buck) loved it, and it always put her to sleep.

“I dunno… maybe” He smiles a little “Y/N and I…we haven’t even had time to discuss that, you know?”

“You will, and even if you decide not to have kids, I am so ready for my built-in babysitters.”

He chuckles quietly, getting up and putting her into the little bed Buck bought her for and tucking her in.

He hears the shutter of a camera and rolls his eyes, turning around.

“Really, Mads?”

“You’re putting a baby in a bed, and I’m not supposed to immediately document that?? Uncle Eddie? No, Daddy Eddie.”

“Haha, you know your cousin calls me that?”

You stare out the window as you finally pull up to the cabin. It’s past 10 at this point, you’ve been driving all day, and you’re exhausted. You could use a nice hot shower and a six-day nap at this point.

Nero gets out of the car and comes around to your side, helping you out.

“I came here a couple of days ago, got everything all cleaned up for you just the way we like it. I-I wanted to surprise you.”

“You didn’t have to do all of this for me.” You stretch a bit as he goes to the trunk to grab some bags.

“I wanted to. I packed everything you’ll need, including a few extras,” he winks when he says that, and your stomach flips as he shuts the trunk and leads you to the cabin door.

“I want you… Y/N,” he says as he unlocks the door, “But I won’t ever force you. You have to believe that”

And weirdly enough? Something inside of you does believe him. Because as long as you’re his “Ari,” He really isn’tgoing to do anything to hurt you.

You follow him into the cabin, looking around. It’s truly beautiful there, honestly, maybe under different circumstances, you’d really like being there. It’s kind of hard to make the best of things if you’re being honest, but in order to stay safe and stay alive, you’re going to do it with everything you’ve got.

Not to mention you’re a huge Star Wars fan, “Do, or do not. There is no try.”

Nero was right; he does have everything set up for you two, down to a fully packed fridge. You look around in it, rummaging through to try and find something to eat.

Step 1: Win your freedom through his stomach.

“Are you hungry?” You start pulling things out to make a stir fry, and he comes over. Putting his arms around your waist

“Yeah, I could eat. What did you have in mind?”

“Just a stir fry.. if that’s something you’re cool with”

“Of course it is,” He lays his head on your shoulder, breathing in your shampoo. “But I’ll do it. Why don’t you go sit down?”

“What? No Nero I-“

“Don’t fight me.” His arms wrap a little tighter around you, and he gives you a little jolt

“We’ve been driving for forever, I know you hate long trips, and you know I hate doing dishes. So if I promise not to make a ton, will you let me cook for you?”

It’s not really a question because you know he’s gonna do it for you anyway, but he just wants you to feel like you have a choice even if you really don’t.

“Alright, I’ll do the dishes.” You smile a little… so much for plan A.

A half hour later, Nero is serving you a giant bowl, okay, it’s not giant, but it might as well be because there’s no way you can eat everything he’s given you, and you hope that doesn’t offend him. He watches you as you hold your spoon in your hand, blowing on it gently, really, you’re just trying to buy a little time, because what if he secretly drugged it or something? Because he’d made you go sit down in the living room, and unfortunately, it was the softest, most wonderful couch you’d ever put your butt on, and you ended up passing out. He woke you with a soft kiss on your forehead and a little shake of your shoulder.

You weren’t hesitating for long, but you notice him frown as he leans down and takes a bite of his bowl, staring directly at you. Okay, maybe you’d been blowing a little longer than necessary, but he’s not stupid. You smile sheepishly and take an even bigger bite, showing that you “trust him,” and he hums in approval, that brilliant smile back on his face.

Of course, he’s a damn good cook.

You moan softly as you chew because god does this man understand seasonings and flavor combinations? You take another bite, your eyes closing slowly, and he snorts, shaking his head. Your eyes pop open, and you look at him.

“That good, huh?” He asks, and you scoff, trying to feign indifference

“It’s not bad.”

He tosses his head back laughing, his hand on his chest as he wheezes. He wipes away a little tear and balls up his napkin, throwing it at you.

“Oh, shut the fuck up, that’s the best stir fry you’ve ever had and you know it. You’ve never been able to resist it. You think I don’t remember all the times you’d beg me with those pretty little eyes and that little lip wobble? “Oh, Nero, will you make it for me? Please?” He says in a high-pitched voice, and you can't help but giggle, covering your mouth as you shake your head

“Oops, sorry, don’t remember doing that!”

“Uh huh, and I bet you don’t remember how I’d spank you when you lied. Now shut up and eat.”

Your eyes widen, and you do as he says, shoveling more food into your mouth.

Really…really delicious food.

As promised, once you’re done eating, you get to the dishes, you collect the bowls and cups, and bring them over to the sink as Nero excuses himself for a moment and steps outside.

You look through the large window in front of you. It’s pitch black out there, so there’s no point in trying to make a run for it currently… which, considering he’s literally out front, is probably a super dumb idea anyway.

Not to mention, he knows the entire area, there wouldn’t be many places to hide, plus you know there are bears. Wolves probably. Maybe a couple of deer. You wonder if there’s moose in the area; those guys are jerks.

“You daydreaming again?” Nero comes back into the cabin, leaning against the front door, and your head turns to look at him

“Uhhh…maybe. Do you uh- you think there’s any moose around here? Meece??” Moo-susis?”

He chuckles and comes over, his hands behind his back as he approaches you.

“I don’t think that’s a word, babe.”

“It could be, you don’t know,” you sass, and he wraps his arms around your waist, he rests his chin on your shoulder, watching you scrub the dish in front of you before taking it from your hands and rinsing it.

“I was a linguistics major, remember? I think I know words.”

“How many languages do you know?” You ask, curiosity burning through you, unfortunately. But maybe knowing your kidnapper is a good way of figuring out shit to use against them. You know, movie-type stuff.

“26”

Your jaw drops, and he snickers, turning you in his arms and grabbing the dish towel to dry your hands.

“You were just as surprised the first time I told you.”

He pulls away a little, looking to the floor before reaching into his pocket and pulling out a ring box. It’s a velvety, soft, black box. Your heart clenches in your chest, and you look up at him…he looks conflicted, almost?

“I want you to have this.” Nero takes your hand, sliding an ice blue sapphire ring on your finger. It’s beautiful, the silver setting makes it stand out even more.

“I didn’t want anyone to steal it… when they-“ He coughs awkwardly, his voice shaking. “When uh- when they took heraway. I couldn’t- I couldn’t bury it with her. I want you to have it.”

“Nero… I-“

“Please? Just. Please.” His hands are shaking as he cups your face. “Please just take it, Ari,” he whispers as he kisses your forehead. Tears are streaming down his face as he rests his forehead against yours.

“We’re gonna make it this time, baby.”

This was getting serious.

He leaves you alone, kissing your hand softly before walking to the bedroom, the only bedroom in this place. You turn back to the sink, staring at the sudsy water in front of you, and sigh. There wasn’t any escape; he kept the car keys on him at all times, not to mention you didn’t even know where you were, it’s not like you could run through the woods.

But playing the damsel in distress wasn’t really your thing.

On the other hand…

Maybe it was best to play along, for as long as it took Eddie to find you. And he would find you, you knew that. None of them would rest until they did. You’re just praying they’ve figured out the connection between Joel and Nero.

You finish up the dishes and dry your hands, taking your time to really dry them. Carefully rubbing each finger, patting dry the tops and

“Are you okay?” Nero is standing in front of you now, and you blink rapidly, shaking your head. When did he come back out??

He guides you over to the kitchen table and pulls a chair out for you.

“I’m sorry if I overwhelmed you, maybe it was too soon.”

Oh. You think?

“No, no, it’s beautiful,” You say, staring at it on your finger. Because it is beautiful. It is everything someone could ever want in a ring. The similarities between you two were insane, and there’s just a small, deep part of you growing… a little flower blooming in your heart, making you wish you had met her…making you wish you’d gotten the chance to know this girl. But it seemed by the way Nero looked into your eyes as you studied the ring that maybe you knew her better than you thought you did.

He gets up from the table, kissing the top of your head, and leaves you to your thoughts. His hands linger on your shoulder for a minute before he pulls away and goes to the bedroom again.

You’re lost in thought again, thinking about what kind of ring Eddie would get you, if things came to that. He’d put so much thought and care into it, oh, he’d take ring shopping… but at the end, he’d throw in just one last little surprise, so when he proposed, you’d be putty in his hands.

It’s hard not to be putty in his hands. His really…really nice hands.

You’re broken from your daydream when you hear a weird noise coming from the other side of the couch. You look over from your seat at the table to see Nero blowing up an air mattress.

“What are you doing?” You get up from the table and walk over to him, absentmindedly wiping your hands with the towel again

“Oh, I figured you’d want the bedroom. So I’m setting this up for myself. It’s easier to just do it now before we settle in.”

“You’re… letting me have the bedroom?” You say skeptically, and he stops the pump

“That’s what I said, isn’t it?”

“You don’t want to sleep with me?” It’s a stupid question. But how could you not?? Ask that? Because huh?!

“Do you want me to sleep with you?”

You’re not even sure how to answer that. Your first thought is hell no. But what if you say that and he gets mad?? You shrug awkwardly, and he smiles softly.

“I know you don’t, it’s okay. I didn’t think you’d want to on the first couple of nights anyway.”

“Nero?” You say hesitantly as he puts a pillow case over his pillow

“Hm?”

“I want you to sleep with me.”

His hands freeze, he looks up at you slowly, “Y-you what?”

“I want you to sleep with me, I’m afraid of the dark, I… I don’t want to be alone.”

He just stares at you, blinking slowly like he can’t quite figure you out. But he’s not going to refuse you, hell no, he’d be stupid to do that.

“Are you sure?” He swallows thickly, and you nod

“I’m sure.”

“Okay… uh, just let me set my stuff up in there, I guess. You can change your mind whenever you want, honey, I’llunderstand, okay?”

“Okay… thanks”

He keeps giving you looks as he picks his stuff back up, he pulls the plug on the air mattress, but keeps it in the middle ofthe floor just in case. You watch him from the couch, letting your head fall back against it as he transfers his stuff into the other room.

Was it wise to sleep in the same bed? You’re not sure. But gaining trust was more important than anything at this point…and you know, not gonna lie, you honestly were afraid of the dark like… especially in a random ass cabin in the middle of nowhere?

Oh, you’d seen that movie. Buck forced you to watch it with him and Eddie, and you stayed curled up in Eddie’s lap for most of it, to which Buck later told you was his plan to get you and Eddie to share a bed. He’d made Eddie sleep with you two, claiming he was also kinda scared.

He even took pictures of you cuddling in the morning.

“Hey, if you’re gettin’ tired, we can hit the hay.”

You hadn’t even realized Nero had come back out and was watching you again, you hadn’t realized you daydreaming was real dreaming, and that you’d fallen asleep waiting for him to get set up.

“If you want to,” you mutter sleepily, letting your head fall to the side as you blink your eyes open at him, and he smiles, helps you up from the couch, and keeps his arm around you as he guides you into the bedroom.

You wake up a little to get into the pajamas he gave you, which incidentally is just one of his t-shirts, but you’re too tired to complain much, and you’re sure it wouldn’t go over well anyway. You watch him take off his pants and pull his shirt over his head, he lays his pants on the chair in the corner, and walks over to the bed.

He is fine as hell. God, if only he weren’t crazy, you know you and Eddie would be thirsting over him together. The tattoos covering his arms are gorgeous. He seems like the kind of guy to have a story behind each one. He turns to the side to set his slippers on the floor, and you see it, just a simple date, forever branded into his skin. You reach your fingers out, and he flinches for a second

“I’m sorry I-“

“It’s her birthday,” he says quietly, before shutting off the lights and getting into bed. He pushes you back slowly onto your back and kisses you, intertwining your fingers with his. Your breath hitches, and he smirks, going to kiss your neck.

“That’s this weekend,” You say as he sucks on your pulse point, and you huff, rubbing your thighs together.

“Mhm… and don’t worry, baby. I’ll make it one you remember.”

He pulls away now, pulling you into his chest and cuddling you.

“Goodnight Firefly”

A nickname, one that would explain the little firefly underneath the date.

“Goodnight, Nero.”

You wake up around three am to pee, you slip from his arms and creep over to the chair in the corner.

Sleeping together = He’s in the room.

He’s in the room = His clothes are in the room.

His clothes in the room = The car keys

You can’t drive off, you don’t know where you are, but maybe you can do something to the car and get stuck there? Because with the picture and tracker you planted, you know they’ll find you. You hear the clink of the keys and freeze. Nero sighs softly, turning over in bed, and you wait a full two minutes before you move again. You grab the keys and sneak out of the bedroom, hightailing it out to the car.

“Okay… okay. What can I do??” You look around the car frantically, and you don’t have much time. You find a pack of nails in the glove box and pop it open; it’ll have to do for now. You go to the back wheels and stick a couple of nails in each one, creating a slow leak. Maybe if you can figure out how to get back to the little town you passed, you’d be able to get some help. You sneak back into the house and back into the bedroom where Nero is still asleep. You quietly place the keys back in his pocket and go to use the bathroom. When you come out, Nero is sitting up in bed, and your heart drops. His bedside lamp is on, and he’s just staring at the blankets covering his lap.

“Nero?” You say quietly

Oh shit, did he find out??

He keeps staring at the blankets, and that’s when you notice the tears streaming down his face.

“Nero?!” You hurry to the bed, climbing on and crawling over to him. “Hey… hey, look at me.”

“I had the dream again,” He whispers. “The one where I watch them bury you… But here you are, you’re right here. He pulls you into his lap and wraps his arms tightly around you, practically squeezing the air out of your lungs.

“You’re right here. My baby, my sweet, sweet Aurora, you’re here with me.” He rocks back and forth slowly, rubbing your hair, but the tears don’t stop, and soon you feel them streaming down your cheeks.

“I-I’m here… Nero, I’m right here.” You whisper back, holding onto him, “I’m right here, baby.”

No matter how shitty this situation is… You understand. You understand his insanity… you’d do the same thing if Eddie had died…

Okay, actually fuck no you wouldn’t. But you know you’d think about it!!!

He lies back, holding you tightly in his arms as he breathes slowly.

“Where were you?” He asks quietly, and you try your best to keep your breathing and tone even

“Did you get out of bed?” You ask, and he shakes his head, “Couldn’t move.”

“I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you.”

“Where were you?”

“In the other bathroom,” you say casually, and he thinks for a moment.

“What’s wrong with the en-suite? Do you not like it?”

“No! Of course, I do! It’s gorgeous! A girl just needs her privacy sometimes, you know.”

You’re praying he just accepts this and shuts up. He pulls you tighter against him and snickers into your neck.

“Oh, you totally had to take a dump, didn’t you?”

“Are you kidding me!!” You turn over and slap at his chest, and he laughs hard, trying to grab your hands

“No!! I just wanted privacy!”

“Yeah fucking right,” he laughs, and you punch him in the chest before turning over and huffing embarrassedly.

Hey, it was better than him knowing you snuck off to the car, right?

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Strawberries and Cream

Pairing: Eddie Diaz x Reader

Notes: I’m literally doing this all from my iPad mini, including editing so you know I’m sorry if it’s TRASH. I’m so glad to finally put this out! 😀😀😀 15 is uhhh slow goin! But I’m workin on it!!! Please understand I am now on my phone editing this while walking the dog

Chapter 13: Criminal Minds

Tommy doesn’t even try to stop you as you go running to the trailer, he just jogs alongside you. You rip the door open and run in and Eddie grabs your waist, Athena mutes the line

“What the hell do you think you’re doing?!”

“It’s him, Eddie it’s him” Your hands are shaking and he turns you in his arms

“Who??”

“The man from the club. The one you guys beat up??? He’s got Buck”

“What the hell???”

“Hi Y/N, glad to see you’re awake” you hear over the phone and you cling to Eddie

“You don’t have eyes on me, but I have them on you. My name is Nero, it’s nice to make your acquaintance, now, if you’ll unmute me. I want Eddie”

You rush over and hit the unmute button and Athena pulls you back

“What do you want him for?!” You yell and he laughs evilly

“That was actually really good” you hear over the line and Eddie face palms

“Buck!! Buck, are you okay??” You cry and Athena glares at Eddie. He grabs your waist, pulling you back against his chest

“I’m fi-“You hear a smash and your blood runs cold

“I let him have his compliment, my dear Evan. I thank you for that. But let’s get down to business. You bring me, Eddie, I let him go. Simple as that”

“That’s stupid!! Why do you even want them!” You say and you can hear the eye roll.

“Oh, honey. Could it be that they possibly beat the shit out of me and humiliated me???”

“Because you were being a total creep!! To like, a bunch of women!! They had every right to kick your ass!! It’s your fault I ended up in that stupid coma!!”

“Technically, the anesthesia was the reason. That’s right, I know things. I was on drugs, Y/N I didn’t mean it”

“Am I supposed to care?! You did shitty things drugs or not and you got your ass whooped for it. Just take the L and leave my family alone!”

“I just wanted to dance with you, I just wanted one fucking dance”

“This is gonna sound so stupid, but you could have asked.”

“Right, right, with your three, six fucking foot bodyguards on you at all times”

“6’2” Tommy interrupts him

“Is this really the time” Eddie whispers, sounding completely exasperated and Athena whacks Tommy in the chest

“If you know me so well? You should know the kind of person that I am! And had you just asked, and just been nice?? I would have said yes and I would have asked them to leave us alone as long as you were respectful”

“Are we really arguing with this man right now?” Athena says under her breath and Nero sighs

“You’re such a fucking Buckley. Do all of you have to be this stubborn?”

“Well, when you’re doing something stupid!! Now give him back!!!”

“No? I’m not- I’m not just gonna give him back because you asked??”

“What if I asked nicely? Can you please give us Buck back?”

“Are- are you shitting me?”

“Well??” You throw your hands in the air “I asked nicely!!!”

“Y/N?? I’m a bad guy??? Bad guys don’t just give in because you fucking ask nicely?!?!!”

“Well you didn’t have to be so rude about it” You scoff and he groans loudly

“Jesus. Sorry?? Happy?? Now can you please just fucking send Diaz in so we can get this over with??? He and I have a walk to go on”

“No!!!” You yell

“Okay. Say goodbye to your cousin”

You hear a gun cock and you freeze

“Make the fucking decision Y/N”

“No, no wait! Wait, I'll come in!” Eddie yells and you look back at him like he’s grown six heads

“What?!”

“Just send him out, and I’ll trade places with him okay please”

“Eddie??” Your voice cracks and he starts to take off his gear

“See? That's what I’m talking about! He’ll be out back, Tommy you might wanna get him he’s heavy as fuck when he’s knocked out”

“No. No no no this is stupid no, we can work something out” You try to fight Eddie’s gear back on and he shakes his head, taking your hands in his”

“I can save you and Buck, baby. You don’t have to make the decision, I’m making it for you”

“That is so romantic” Nero sighs as you hear him dragging Buck. “Don’t get any ideas either, I’ll tell you when Buck is ready”

“Please no no please no” You sob and Eddie holds you “ It’s gonna be okay, I promise you it’ll be okay. We’ll be okay”

Nero gives the go-ahead for Tommy and he and Eddie walk out, Athena has to pry you off of him as you scream at him to come back. She fully does not agree to this but she can’t stop him, he’ll go in there no matter what. He takes a hidden camera with him, giving you one last kiss before he leaves the trailer

“Isn’t this fun?” Nero says, leaning against the door as he watches Tommy and Eddie approach “I’m surprised she let you come” He’s got two guns, trained on both Eddie and Tommy

“Take him and leave. Mr. Diaz?” He steps aside and Eddie sighs, looking at Tommy

“Take care of them, please”

“Well, I'll be damned” Nero laughs as they hear shouting behind them. You’re running straight for them, and Eddie curses loudly

“Are you shitting me!” Tommy yells as he lets Buck go and tries to catch you. You slip right through his arms, running for Eddie

“Don’t you fucking dare!” He yells at you, and you dive at the door, tumbling in. Nero shrugs and slams the door shut. Locking it tight while Eddie slams his body against it

“No! No, we had a fucking deal! You give her back!”

“The deals changed! And you keep trying to break that down, your precious little girlfriend is going to be full of lead!”

The banging stops as you pant wildly, sprawled out on the floor

“I’m okay Eddie! Just trust me!” You call out and Nero raises his gun to you, you recoil but the hit never comes

“Shut up” he hisses, dragging you to your feet and tossing you into a scorched chair

“You’re so fucking lucky I think you’re pretty or I would have pistol whipped your ass. What were you thinking?! I said I wanted Eddie! Why did you come?!”

“Because I love him. And I love Buck and Tommy, and I can’t let you hurt them”

“How noble”

“Are bullets really made of lead?” You ask and he looks at you, then looks at the gun, turning his wrist over

“I mean yeah, and like a bunch of other stuff… why?”

“I don’t know,” you shrug “Just always kinda wondered”

“I mean do you want me to Google it?”

“Yeah why not”

“Are you two actually doing this right now?!!” You hear Eddie through the phone speaker and Nero rolls his eyes

“It’s a good fucking question??”

He sits on the floor next to you, setting one of the guns down and keeping the other on you as he starts googling

“Can we please discuss getting Y/N back?” Athena sounds tired and she’s got every right

“Yeah… yeah just give me a second. Hold this” he switches the safety on and hands you the gun and your eyes widen

“I know you don’t know how to turn it off. I need both hands”

“He did not just hand you the gun,” Tommy says

“He did”

“Okay it says here, Bullets can be made from a variety of materials, including metals, plastics, and rubber, and their construction depends on their intended use”

“What’s your intended use?” You ask and he shrugs, taking the gun back

“Murder.”

“Oh! That's…that’s so nice! H-hopefully you bought the right ones…”

“I’m sure I did” He pats your head lovingly and Eddie groans loudly

“Great! We found out what bullets are made of!! Can we please have Y/N back??”

“We discussed this”

“Just cause you say it nicely doesn’t mean he’s gonna give me back,” You say and he coos at you

“That’s my girl! Look, Eddie! She’s learning!!”

“What do you really want?” You ask, looking him over and he shrugs

“How about, not getting my ass kicked in the middle of the club and then thrown out into the fucking alley where I got my wallet stolen! Oh yeah!! And my fucking identity!! I’ve literally been ruined”

“This sounds like a you problem” Buck groans softly and you perk up

“Buck?? Buck is that you? Are you okay?”

“My head hurts” He whines and Nero rolls his eyes

“I barely hit you”

“You pistol-whipped me three times!! I’ve got a freaking concussion!!”

“How would you know” He scoffs and Buck nearly jumps through the phone to strangle him

“Can we please get back on track!” Athena yells at all of you and you look and Nero

“I think you can listen to that one,” You say and he nods along

“You’re right. Anyway, I don’t need Eddie anymore… I’ve got something better. So we’re just going to be on our way..”

He stands up and holds out his hand and you hesitate, before taking it. He pulls you up flush against his chest and you narrow your eyes

“You know if you weren’t a psychopath, I’d probably think that move was hot”

“Hey!” Eddie yells

“He’s attractive!! Under you know, all the fucking crazy!!”

“I’m going to take that as a compliment” He growls, yanking you tighter against him

“Let’s fucking go”

“How are you planning on getting out of here??” You ask and he grins widely

“You really think I didn’t have an exit strategy?”

“I mean I don’t know you so…”

You can hear Eddie yelling as he hangs up, taking your hand and leading you over to a set of stairs

“Better fuckin hurry before your boyfriend and Hulk Jr come breaking down the door”

You run down the stairs, tripping over your shoes and he groans

“You had to wear the damn platforms”

“Why do you even know what shoes I have?!” You ask as he drags you behind him down a damp corridor, it’s not very well-lit and you wonder where the hell he’s taking you.

“Because Y/N it took me a long damn time to plan this?? And I’m not going to fuck it up by not knowing your every move. I thought Eddie’s idea to take you to that house last week was very romantic by the way”

You freeze in your tracks and he turns back

“You- you were there?”

He listens for a moment, to see if someone has caught on and sighs.

“I didn’t stick around. I’d planned to grab Eddie, that night. But… you guys were so happy-“

“So why would you break us up now?”

“I don’t want to talk about this. Get moving”

You run along silently for a while until you come to a fork, he stops for a second, tossing you to the floor to let you rest and you cross your arms over your chest, pulling your knees up

“If you tell me you don’t know which way to go I’m gonna laugh at you,” You say, letting your head fall back and he sneers at you

“Of course, I know which way to go, I’m so sorry I wanted you to have a break”

“I’m just saying, it’s gonna be really funny if we have to turn around.”

“You know you’re really damn chipper for having been kidnapped”

“What do you want me to do?? Be a sniveling, crying mess??? That’s not going to solve my problem of getting away from you before you kill me!”

He looks at you for a minute, narrowing his eyes before shaking his head and sitting down across from you

“Are you hungry?”

“Are you joking?”

“Fine, be hungry see if I give a fuck” He pulls out a bag of pretzels from his pocket and pops one in his mouth

“I can’t accept random food from a psychopath sorry,” you say and he rolls his eyes

“And here I thought it was because of the peanut allergy”

Your mouth drops open and he winks “I told you I know all about you sweetheart”

It’s quiet for a few minutes before he sighs, letting his head fall against the wall behind him.

“I am sorry. For the way, I danced with you… I- I was on drugs and I know that’s not an excuse. I know it’s not… but it’s the reason and, I don’t know. I’m not usually like that” he chuckles awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck “I’m sorry”

You look at him, your eyes narrowing. You can tell he means this apology. He’s threatened to murder you… and yet he’s apologizing for grinding on you.

“Are you seriously doing this because you got your identity stolen? It just…. Feels deeper than that”

He looks at you, offering you the bag of pretzels and you gingerly take it, popping one in your mouth too. He wouldn’t eat them if they were laced

“Have you ever heard the name Aurora Din?”

Eddie is beside himself. If he could rip out his hair he would, if he could blow up that entire damn tunnel system just to find you he would.

The transmitter you swiped has gotten weaker the further you go but it’s still slowly moving along, although it’s a bit laggy. They’re watching your little dot, just chillin' there.

“Did they stop?” Buck asks, holding an ice pack to his head as Tommy wipes up his lip

“It looks like it” Athena sighs. As soon as Nero hung up she’d had to tell Eddie the entire plan you’d come up with. You’d trade places with him, having a transmitter hidden in your shoe and they’d be following it and Eddie screamed about what a shitty plan that was and how could they possibly go through with it

He apologized immediately after Athena gave him the look

“Look we’ve called in back up and everyone is searching the best thing you can do is-“

“If you tell us to go home,” Buck says and she puts her hands on her hips

“Pair up with Officers Nolan and Juarez. I know you’re not going anywhere. But I need to know I can trust the three of you, I need to know that the three of you will work with them, not against them.”

“We promise, Mom” Buck sighs, rubbing his head

Eddie hugs Athena, holding her tightly “I-I’m sorry. I know you’re doing your best… I promise we’ll be good”

She hugs him back, patting his back and kissing his forehead

“I know you will baby” Her voice breaks as she pulls away from Eddie

“Alright, they’re outside waiting for you. Let’s go find her”

Officer Juarez is very excited to see Eddie again, and even under the circumstances he can’t help but chuckle a little with her as they walk along the tunnels with flashlights. Your tracker started moving again not too long ago, faster this time.

“It seems like this Nero guy hasn’t had the best last year or so” John reads the report from his phone

“His girlfriend died in a bad accident…”

“Am I supposed to be sympathetic? He kidnapped mine” Eddie says, stepping over a plastic baggy

“Her name was Aurora Din” He reads off “Huh she would have been the same age as Y/N… same hair color too”

“Let me see that” Eddie reaches over for the phone and Buck and Celina crowd around it. They look over Nero’s profile and Eddie looks over at John

“Do you have anything on Aurora?”

“Yup right here” Celina clicks through a few things and Eddie starts reading

“Buck? Tommy??” He looks up and Tommy steps away a bit, holding his phone up

“I have no signal”

“Do you need to call someone??” Celina asks and Tommy nods

“We need to call Y/Ns Doctor, now”

Fifteen minutes later Joel Din arrives on the scene, they take him straight to the trailer and Athena radios John. John hands it over to Eddie

“Joel- Joel do you know a Nero??”

“You mean Nero Pike? He was going to be my son-in-law… that name is too rare not to know him. Why??”

“We think we know why he kidnapped Y/N” Buck says

“He did what?!” Joel has to sit down for a minute, Bobby offers him a cup of water and he downs it

“What the hell do you mean, he kidnapped her?! He would never do that!”

“Well, he did. He wasn’t after us at all, he knew she’d come running in headfirst” Eddie explains, running his hand through his hair

“He kidnapped her”

“Why the hell would he do that???”

“Oh I don’t know-“ Tommy says sarcastically “Because Y/N is a dead ringer for your daughter??”

“When you said that were similar, I didn’t know you meant that similar! They’re almost identical Joel, right down to the same color lipgloss!”

“Bet it’s the same brand too” Buck scoffs and Juarez snorts

“Okay. Okay. Yes. She’s…eerily similar to Aurora, that’s why I loved her so much Eddie. That’s why I couldn’t give up on her. Had I known Nero had seen her? I- I don’t know I would have talked to him. He’s not- he’s never been like this Eddie. I know he’s been off the deep end since her death but I didn’t know it was this bad. You have to believe me”

“Of course, I believe you” Eddie sighs

“Do you have any idea where he’d take her?” John asks and Joel sighs, holding his head in his hands

“There’s a cabin, they used to go to. I don’t know where it is but I know I can find out. I just need time”

“You might not have time,” Celina says and they all look at her. She shrugs awkwardly and Buck starts to fake strangle her. Tommy grabs his waist and pulls him away and she laughs

“Please, hurry” Eddie begs him “The tracker is starting to die again” he hands John back the radio and turns to the three of them

“My fucking girlfriends been abducted and you’re all joking around??”

“My cousin- no my sister has been abducted” Buck stands in front of him “She’s not just important to you Eddie. But if I don’t lighten the fuck up it’s not gonna be good alright?? If we don’t have some sort of levity to this shitty fucking situation I’m gonna lose it”

Eddie curses, smashing his flashlight against the wall and Buck cringes a little. Tommy comes over, putting his arm over Eddie’s shoulders

“Feel better?”

“Yeah… sorry about that” He picks up the smashed light and John shrugs

“Needed new batteries anyway”

Buck giggles and Eddie reaches out for him “Bring it in buddy. I’m sorry I was being such an asshole”

Buck hugs him tightly, sighing into his shoulder “We’re fighting the same battle, remember I’m in your corner”

“I know, I’m with you too man”

Celina looks over at Tommy and John as Eddie and Buck stand together, rubbing each other's backs

“I feel like we’re interrupting something”

“Are you sure he’s dating the right Buckley?” John asks

“You know sometimes I wonder that too”

“Oh come on!! Bros supporting bros!” Buck yells at them

“You don’t see me hugging Eddie like that!” Tommy throws his hands in the air and Buck lets go

“Do you want to hug Eddie like that???”

“I mean yeah! It seems nice!”

Eddie opens his arms, waving his hands “Come on buddy come and get it. You too” He points at John and John steps back

“No- no I'm fine it’s-“ Eddie hugs Tommy and they both bring John into a group hug and Celina laughs at them

“Oh, you’re not getting out of this!” Buck drags Celina in with them and puts her in the middle

“Is this always what it’s like to be Y/N??” She asks as they squish her between them

“Yup!!”

Nero lifts the grate cover climbs out and turns around to reach down for you. He pulls you up and replaces it carefully. You seem to have come out in some woodsy area

“So…what happened next?” You ask as he takes your hand, pulling you through the woods

He’d been telling you all about Aurora, his fiancee and Joel Din’s daughter. That was how he’d known so much about you, he snuck into the hospital, disguised as a nurse and had made copies of your charts. He found out the rest on his own, breaking into Buck and Eddie’s places, even into Maddie’s at one point. He’d left as soon as he found Jee-Yun and didn’t come back.

The last moments he’d spent with Aurora were jarring, to say the least.

“A drunk driver…took my world from me and everything I had to live for. I threw myself into drugs and drinking. The last words I ever heard my angel say… were “I love you”

He chokes up a little and you felt a pang of grief in your chest, nothing he’s doing is okay. It’ll never be okay, and you’ll get back to Eddie, you know you will.

But you can understand it.

“I was gonna go home, after doing one last line… call it a night… when I saw you.”

You look up at him, and he’s looking right back at you

“I’d thought I’d died. I thought that last line had killed me, not that I’d mind. But no, I heard Eddie call you Y/N and I knew you weren’t her… you know she even had that same dress? Fashion Nova right?”

“Yeah…”

“Yeah I thought so, I’d gotten it for her” He chuckles and shakes his head “I couldn’t breathe, I needed you. I still need you”

“I can’t replace her, Nero. No one can” you say quietly, watching your steps again and he keeps his eyes on you

“I'm not looking to replace her. I’m looking to make it easier”

“We could have been friends” You bite your lip, holding back tears and he shakes his head, going back to pulling you along

“I don’t want a friend. I want my life back. Now if you’d kindly shut up and keep up” he waves the gun and you glare at him

“Can you please put that thing away? I know you’re not going to hurt me, Nero”

“Says fucking who??” He scoffs

“You’d shoot Aurora?” You ask seriously and he stops again, staring at you. He glares because he knows he’s been found out. You could get away from him now, so he does what he has to do, he fires off a warning shot, it grazes the tip of your ear and you yelp

“Don’t you say her fucking name”

It’s quiet after that, very quiet. Your soft pants echo around you as you trudge through the forest behind him. He doesn’t turn to you, doesn’t say a word, he hardly even makes sure you’re keeping up.

“Nero?” You say softly “I-I need a break again”

It’s been at least an hour since he’d shot at you, you’re sure. You have no idea where the hell you two are going or how no one’s found you yet, you’re just praying the tracker is still working

He stops walking, sitting on a nearby log and points to the ground in front of you, he stops you before you sit down, handing you his jacket to sit on. You thank him quietly and sit down, stretching your legs out in front of you and letting your head fall back

“How much further?” You ask and he shrugs, looking at his watch. He won’t look at you anymore

“Nero?”

“Can you please shut up”

“I sound like her too, don’t I?”

You can’t beat em? Join 'em.

“Yes.” He deadpans and you nod slowly, looking away from him

“Do you want me to change my voice?” You ask in a weird deep voice and he snorts, shaking his head, unable to contain his chuckles

“Really?”

“How about this one?” You say in a weird stitch-type voice and he lets his head fall back as he laughs

“Jesus shut up Ari”

You both freeze, it’s like all of the air has been sucked from the space around you. He slowly tips his head back up and stares at you, his eyes are so lifeless, so… cold. You swallow thickly and he stands up, holding out his hand to you. You take it, this time he just pulls you up, not making any moves, not making any jokes. He doesn’t let go of your hand this time though, he just quietly leads you through the forest again.

You don’t bother him anymore after that, and that seems to calm him down, his grip on your hand doesn’t loosen though and you don’t blame him. Eventually, you come out to a road, there’s a car up ahead, it looks like it’s been sitting there all day with how covered in leaves it is. He comes up to the car, brushes off a few of the leaves and opens the door

“Get in”

You look at him, hesitating, and he shakes his head, reaching for your ear and you rear back. He glares and you slip past him, sitting in the passenger seat. He slams the door shut and you watch as he removes the leaves from the car, clearly, he’d done it himself to make it look abandoned had anyone come across it. He gets in a few minutes later, tossing his gun into your lap and putting his hands on the wheel

“We’ve got a long drive ahead of us. I’ve already got all your favorite snacks and drinks in the back. We’ll make a quick stop to go pee, and if you fucking try anything Y/N. I blow your entire family to pieces”

“What does that mean?” You turn to him and he starts the car

“It means there’s a bomb somewhere in the 118. And unless we make it to the cabin together? I’m going to set it off. It’s your choice whether I do or not. Now, how about some music?”

#words by rhys #rhys writes #911 x reader #eddie diaz #911 fox #eddie diaz x reader #911 show #911 abc #evan buckley #the rookie #the rookie crossover #john nolan #celina juarez #strawberries and cream

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