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Batfamily - 530*160

Artist : Lan.C

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I cant help and wonder if i never started play videogames.. would my life be better? Tho my relationship with Ozan would be basically nonexistent. But all of my lost friendships would be back since i wouldnt isolate myself so much. I dont even enjoy gaming that much. Not with my friends atleast. Except for ozan. But i know that’s because playing with them feels so much like a responsibility instead of fun. I have to be there everyday or someone gets upset. Its driving me nuts.

Everyday i complain about how i dont wanna play bg3.. BALDURS GATE 3?? MY FAVOURITE GAME. COMPLAINING? Its not the games fault. Its them, i feel forced to play it. And then the fact that i cant do my own thing cuz obv its a multiplayer thing so we gotta be together and shit. And i wanna give one friend the best experience possible cuz she isnt gonna play solo.. which is also absurd imo. I really dont get it but thats her life. I just wish i could take a break of them without losing the friendship or atleast damaging it. But rn its definitely hurting. I feel less and less enjoyment by the day. And it doesnt fucking help that two friends are sometimes have something going on and it gets awkward. ARHGG JUST DONT DO IT WHEN IM THERE. go fight or be passive aggressive all you want, just dont do it right infront of me. What the fuck do you want me to do? I wanna leave so bad but leaving inbetween is so awkward. I just gotta do that tho. Im so sick of that. But i cant leave in the middle of the game, especially when jts val. God ive been complaining more than that i have said that im having fun. Its fun sometimes but i dread the gaming session. Everyday. I cant even have a normal dinner after work cuz they wanna play asap and i feel guilty for not showing on time. Fuck now i think about it. Maybe i should just quit playing with them forever. Maybe after bg3 cuz i would be a dick for leaving mid playthrough. They cant fix their shit. Especially her, idk what it is but shes upset quite a lot and i have no idea what is happening. And then he gets annoyed cuz she’s upset again and im always left in the dark. Its so annoying. I dont like playing with them, i wish they would just have control over their own emotions. SOMETIMES EMOTIONS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HIDDEN, SOMETIMES REALISING UR FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS ARE STUPID AND U SHOULD KNOW THAT. GOD WHAT ARE YOU? UR NOT A TODDLER ANYMORE. MY LITTLE SISTER HAS MORE GRIP ON HER EMOTIONS THAN YOU ADULTS. UR ALL 25+

Act like it

Damn i really needed this rant. I cant rant this to anyone without sounding like an absolute jerk, which i am. And without people thinking these people are actually bad people. Cuz they are great. On their own. Together they are my worst nightmare.

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Batfamily - 530*160

Artist : Lan.C

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fruits basket has helped me move on from so much trauma that it took me five rewatches to simp for any character bc I was just too focused on the plot to care about the shoujo part

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Im such a fake person. What if i just see her as a good friend cuz i like her? What if i dont like her at all? WHAT IF I DONT LIKE ANYONE AND THIS IS JUST ALL FAKE. do i even have feelings

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I gotta be honest. I think she already knows. I told anders and diana and obviously ozan knows so its just a matter of time before anyone says anything.

Im just gonna pretend nothing happened. Wdym ive been in love with for months? Thats not true k just see u as a good friend.

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Omg i am an actuaL STALKER I FOUND ONE OF THEIR SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS

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Pls let me stalk my crush in peace

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Kyo & Tohru & Yuki- Fruits Basket Manga Illustration arts part II

Part 1 // Part2 // Part3

Anime S1 // S2 // S3 Final

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God fucking damn it. She could kill my cat and i would still forgive her.

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Maybe i do feel a bit betrayed, i told her in confidence and only ozan and her knew about how i was feeling and she just told him about it? It makes me wonder what else she tells others about me.

Maybe this is a blessing in disguise, i can see her in a new light. A worse light so i can lose my feelings for her.

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I rather live in the past than think of the future

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God i cant believe i fell for someone i never met. O thought this crush would last a week or so but its been TWO MONTHS, CAN I GET RID OF THIS WEIRD CRUSH ON HER.

To be fair the way she talks to me is just so nice, i know shes just very friendly but god i would have killed to be the one she loves

She makes me smile when we talk and play together

She makes me stumble over my own words and lose my sense of rationality, i cant think straight when shes with me. I just say and think whatever that comes to my mind and i regret many things ive said.

I make bad jokes so i can have a chance of hearing her laugh again.

She has the most beautiful laugh. If angels were real, her laugh is what they would sound like.

I genuinely wish her the best and i hope she finds someone who can treat her like shes the only princess in the world. I could never be in a relationship with her. Due to many reasons

I truly dont deserve her, she deserves someone who can give her a good future, someone with a diploma, someone who is attractive, someone who genuinely makes her feel comfortable and happy.

I would only hold her back. Thats why i will never confess (and ofc i know that she would reject me but then the friendship would be in jeopardy)

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The best night I ever had thanks

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I had my first dnd session! It went terrible! Every dice check i had failed except for one (i chopped a dead rat)

Because i failed to hit any of the enemies my party members took my money for doing nothing so im broke

The bartender got angry at me cuz he knew i was lying and my clothes are bloody😭😭

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I tried installing mods for bg3 and after an hour watching tutorials and then hours trying, it did not work..

I couldnt download anything from nexus mods?

I just want pretty clothes for astarion :(

Well tomorrow trying again