ssugar4thepill

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i am an idea—a flimsy concept.

and with all i do, never will you remain content.

under your hands i am a puppet

my integrity resides within you, yet you refuse to accept it.

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rereading my poetry for comfort because i know i only have myself

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everything’s better in my head

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it’s easier to reflect on the past than anticipate the future

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you can’t fix problems that aren’t yours

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i wish i had spontaneous friends, like yes i wanna go to the beach at 2am

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sometimes i’d like to feel something, but it’s probably better this way

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just cursed him out in my journal <3

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he’s such a whiny man baby, like he literally cant even figure out what he wants

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why do i have to speak why is it not enough to show up somewhere and have giant eyes

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it is literally impossible for me to trust or love a man

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i reminisce about the old you too much it’s unhealthy

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my fault for having no friends </3

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creds to owner

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i don’t even feel real anymore

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