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Thinking of give em some cherry smoothies…

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Cool beans

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Need me a Derf smh

Literally my favorite growing up😭

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When is this girl going to hit me up? I guess they don’t want a warm welcome back.

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My chest has been feeling heavier these days. Sometimes it feels like I bring in the wrong people to my life. I remember a story I used to talk about a while back about the hearts and stars there was this emotional, psychological warfare thing going on with the two beings. Hearts were the standards and stars were the victim of their; hearts deeply society flaws, a heart gains, it stars by reducing the stars to the core. The stars ranges, but the hearts are always hungry for more. So never let someone take your light from you. If they think they could walk away to leave you dim to collide with ignorant forces then that means I’m still burning brightly just barely. 

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Can’t believe I let this monster have trophies

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Can’t believe I trusted you with my stars

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A pic I found after we first fucked I miss when he wasn’t trying to be weird and just give me head even when it was on my period but now I only see him as a predator who’s just going to find dumb bitches to boost their stinky socks off with I didn’t realize that he was trying to manipulate and toy with me after it took me so long to be sexually intimate after being r@pe by a cop he only saw that as a way to get into my pants now the bitch he decided to suddenly become more with wouldn’t go into detail but wouldn’t tell me the whole truth being the real one that I am. I reached out to her now I just saw that she was a lost cause and she posted pictures of her and him a little bit intimate just to get at me. I was not her problem, but the fact that she made me her problem is this tasteful people like that do end up married they do end up having kids but they’re not a happy family they’re just going to be that one TLC couple I can’t let him get away with it and I can’t let her have her ego getting boosted by him degrading me because she’s getting the benefit out of it and he’s getting the benefit of not being accountable for it people like that constantly tell me to ignore it so they could live in their Fuckery

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I wanna take a couple swings :3

#strikeback

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I hate cowards

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I fight

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Can’t wait tbh

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I was ready to feel the suspicions that I did. I was right to feel the disrespect that you clearly were trying to give me all I’m thinking is no amount of black eyes and bruises could match the torture you try to do to other people and leave them behind Without any explanation people like that need punishing because they don’t get disciplined enough.

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I’m pissed off with how predatory this guy had to be maybe he was happy every time I told him that he was clearly hurting me and confusing me and his response was just going to be confusing to justify the hurt in pain caused by him he might be closeted for all I know he punishes the ones that call him out on his bullshit and awards whoever he thinks is worth it this kind of God syndrome I cannot let live on. Shallow people do exist. They’re just constantly trying to replicate authenticity. 

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Idekkk I wanna c them dead sorta some lame Ik they’d make complicated unnecessary tension just to hit nd make me think stupid and uneassary uplifted hopes of seeing a male homosapien, properly, execute emotional intelligence without using me as an emotional outlet for said “emotions” this boy pissed me off and now I wanna kidnap his pet cat to fill the void in my soul

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This was a beautiful post that I felt really resonated with me because this speaks volumes on knowing people are always in that process good luck on the journey ♪( ´θ｀)ノ

Future goals

I am putting this out there for the universe to know my plans. One year from today, I will be my goal weight. I will be continuing to work on me, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I will become the ideal version of me that right now me would be proud of. I will heal my inner child that should never have gone through what she had gone through. I will look in the mirror and be proud, my outside self will match my inside self. And I will be at peace.