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[starryfictives]

Dearest Octavia,

I miss you, Via. I miss the way the lights would dance in your eyes. I miss the times you'd smile when you thought I'd looked away. I miss the way you would tug on your sleeves when you were nervous or embarrassed.

I miss stargazing with you. I miss trying to understand what it's like to be a teenager again. I miss trying to find mutual interests between us, only to have you suggest going to Stylish Occult.

Do you have such vividly fond memories of me, I wonder...

I remember when you were still so small and you begged me to tell you everything I know... I ended up describing photosynthesis and how water current follows the lunar cycle for hours that night, only stopping when Stella reminded me that it was time for bed...

How I miss those times. They were simpler, happier... I was able to push my own thoughts aside with such ease when I looked at you smiling up at me.

Those big, wondering eyes... Sparkling with the lights of a billion curious stars... I wonder if you remember those times as vividly as I do...

You were still so young, after all...

I hope that, wherever you are now-- whomever you are now, you are somewhere where you can see the stars and the moon. I hope that you've found a store that sells your favorite items and that it is close by and affordable. I hope that, when you see the stars, you think of me. And that, when you think of me now, you smile. I hope that you have forgiven me for my shortcomings as a father. It was never my intention to fail you, after all...

I hope that, whatever is happening in your life right now, you're happy and confident and invincible. I hope that no amount of negativity could ever break you or your spirit, and I hope that you are surrounded with the purest of positivity... That you're living the life that you deserve, a peaceful one where you know without even the shadow of a doubt that you are so very loved!

As I always promised, you will be okay. Fly high, my little starlight! ❤️

Your dad,

Stolas

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I miss Blitz. I miss the softness in his touch when I was staying with him. I miss the gentleness in his voice, like he was worried I may shatter at the smallest things.

Things were hard during that point in my life... I'd failed Via. But Blitz was there through it all. He was my rock...

I miss the possibility of one day having a family with him... the idea that Loona and Via could be like sisters...

I miss all of them so much. The stars seem to be more dull in their glow when they're not around...

Blitz, Loona, Via, if any of you see this- Feel free to DM me or send an Ask... Please.

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So many Blitz fictives apologizing for these things... But I meant what I said in source. "Always"

Yes, I am sad that I hurt Via with my actions. Yes, I have regrets. But saving Blitz was never and will never be one of those regrets.

Anyway, just felt the need to reblog this... hope you're doing well, Blitz!

Stolas, I miss you very much. I just can’t put it into words right now, but I hope you’re okay after the finale… You’ve risked SO MUCH just for me, and I personally don’t feel like I deserve it after how shit went down. I’m sorry I made you lose your own daughter.. I’m sorry for everything, really. -Blitz (Helluva Boss fictive)

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I hope you've gotten to see the stars since this was posted. I miss my daughter deeply. I hope she's well.

To any Stolas Hey dad. It's been a bit since I typed. I just miss you a lot right now. I know things were rough for you and I'm so happy you loved me as much as you could. You were always trying your best to be a good dad. I hope you're happy wherever you are. Can you do me a favor and stargaze the next time you have a chance? It's pretty cloudy here and raining nonstop so I can't see the stars. Tell me if they're as pretty as I remember. I haven't fronted in a long time so it's a shame I can't recall them. Anyway, I'll hop off here. Keep your chin up out there. I love you. ~An Octavia Fictive, Helluva Boss

x

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BYF:

This blog belongs (primarily) to a Stolas fictive. I use He/Him pronouns. My tag is #Stolas

Stardust (a Vassago fictive) will likely make posts here and there as well. Stardust uses He/She/They/Star pronouns. His tag is #Stardust

I would love Asks, so please don't hesitate to interact! Especially if you are a sourcemate!

No minors please! We're bodily in our late 20s at the time of posting this (almost 27).

I'm okay with doubles, kins, etc! Don't be shy!

Tags:

[#via my light] - Posts about Via

[#Blitzy~] - Posts about Blitz

[#loona his moon] - Posts about Loona

[#Stolas] - Posts by Stolas

[#Stardust] - Posts by Stardust (Vassago Fictive)

[#reblog] - Reblogged posts