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🕯 🌠skinny by winter🌠 🕯

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Me: 🙂

My dismorphia: stop you literally look like this🙄

Me: 🙃

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🌠🌠If I'm not 90 to 100 pounds by June, I'm ending it all🌠🌠

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PRO ANA RULES AND COMMANDMENTS

1. If you aren’t thin you aren’t attractive.

2. Being thin is more important than being healthy.

3. You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.

4. Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.

5. Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself afterwords.

6. Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.

7. What the scale says is the most important thing.

8. Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad.

9. You can never EVER be too thin.

10. Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success.

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...beautiful

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I'm gonna be going on this 5 bite diet for a while. Here it is if you want to try it:

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Looking for an ana coach 🌠

Requirements:

No sexists

No racists

No homophobes

18+

No creeps

Experienced

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Me: ya know, I'm really hungry. I should eat

Ana: idk who tf you think you are to be making these decisions

Me: it's my body, b!tch

Ana:

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me: *eats a single dorito*

also me: ight imma go read ana’s creed and pray

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I just tried to make my families special dip and I messed up, had a breakdown, if I see it again, I'm going to lose it. So my mental health is apparently SHIT. And now I'm not gonna eat to punish myself

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When you (190) and your mom (250) can wear the same clothes.

The smallest and most disappointing things

You just went shopping and put together a fire outfit in your head that you are going to wear the next day. When you actually put it on, you can barely look at yourself in the mirror because you look so disgusting.

When you are craving anything sweet and try to make a replacement food that is also healthy and you start hyping it up in your head and start to really look forward to eating it, but it actually turns out to be DISGUSTING.

When you have barely eaten anything for the day and you decide that it MIGHT be okay to eat something but your parents say “do you really think you should be eating that?”

When you try on your summer / winter clothes for the first time since last year and they are tighter than you remember.

When your older sister who is taller than you can fit into the clothes that you can not fit into.

****CONTINUE THE CHAIN ****

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Hunger is happiness

(TW) My stomach grumbles, but I won't eat, eating is for the weak, hunger is for the strong. Staring at the moon, I take another drag of my cigarette to kill my tastebuds, the taste of nicotine burns my tongue and stings my throat. It's so cold, it's always cold, I start shivering, I could almost hear my bones hitting each other. Oh, my bones! How I love them, I worked so hard to finally be able to feel my collarbones, to see a thigh gap. All the hungry nights, all the days I binged and wanted to slit wrists. But like most nice things it came with a price, my life, my hope, my happiness. At least now, I'm twistedly beautiful. I'm a sight to see whether I make you happy or nauseous. People ask me, "What was it like to always be hungry?" I'd take a deep breath, look them in the eyes and say."Well, hunger was horrible, then, hunger was happiness." A tear fell from my eye, landing on my chest, it was cold. "Come in sweetheart, it's lights out." "Okay, Nurse Jackie." I turned my head to look at the moon once more, teeth chattering. "Goodbye, Ana, Mia."

-Imhungry💜

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💜 Emptiness is pure

Starvation is the cure.

- starving in suburbia

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Heyyyy, how ya'll doing

I'm looking for a ana buddy, here are some requirements

Must be 18- (I'm 16)

Not pro ana

Agere friendly

Cannot be anti lgbtq+, racist, against any religion, or sexist

Feel free to text, I don't stab.

Snap: Gamma-Lea

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Water and gum is THE ana meal.

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This is the egg fast. I'm on day 1/4, and if I don't lose any weight, someone will die. If you decide to do this make sure to follow the rules, stay safe!