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Memoir: An Apology As To Name Changes, etc.

      Beulah Stephany Spencer-LeBaron, 2016, age 70 Dear readers, please note: I have changed names in my Memoirs, in various cases, to protect the innocent — mainly myself! I also acknowledge that in writing my memoir blogs, I know I can’t avoid hurting my family, relatives and past friends I grew up with. Anything I say at all against their church, or their religion, for example, hurts them. In…

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Poetry by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: HELEN'S HOME LIFE

TULIPSHELEN’S HOME LIFE Helen’s home life Makes mine and Marie’s Look complacent comparatively.Her home’s a hotbed for tulips Or “two lips” – in hell!While we in a heavenly hotbed dwell.Oh, well! Poor “Hel.”But one never can tellFrom the outsideIf a home’s a heaven or hell On the inside.It’s probably just as well.

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Poetry & Songs by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: HAPPY NEW YEAR MEDLEY

 HAPPY NEW YEAR!2025 IS HERE!! By Stephany Spencer-LeBaron(to tune of Auld Lang Syne)1-  Now 2025 is here,We’re all one year older;Everyone has grown;We are now much bolder.So let’s make a resolutionTo not be the problem –Only the solutionTo our problems, every one.2-  Let us spread hope and good cheerFrom here till December,‘Cause, when all‘s said and done,That’s what we…

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Poetry & Songs by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: Thanksgiving Day Medley

Our First Thanksgiving Day:A Thanksgiving Day Medleyby Stephany Spencer-LeBaron Photo by cottonbro studio on Pexels.com OUR FIRST THANKSGIVING DAY: A Thanksgiving Day Medley(Sung to Traditional tune"Thanksgiving Day" *)Across the Atlantic Ocean, A long time ago,Came Pilgrims on the Mayflower,A New World to know.Freedom of religionWas what they sought;Starvation and illnessWere problems they…

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Poetry by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: Ode To Chava Chavarin And The Tres Camarones Team

Tres Camarones = Three Shrimp Dr. Luis Alberto Urrea’s audiobook Into the Beautiful Northinspired my following lyrics: Ode To Chava Chavarin*And The Tres Camarones Teamby Stephany Spencer-LeBaron Hey!What’s in a name?I can’t say,But the vowels“Chava Chavarin”Ring in my ears today,Though I finishedListening to the novel yesterday.Like music in the rain,This sonorous nameIs motivating my…

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Pt 40-D: Esther LeBaron Spencer: Ma, Pa, Me, and Pitfalls of Polygamy

Pt 40-D: Esther LeBaron Spencer: Ma, Pa, Me, and Pitfalls of Polygamy Circa 1956: My parents and 9 of their ultimately 14 kids; shortly after leaving Short Creek, Arizona to live in nearby Hurricane, Utah Writers do not live one life, they live two. There is the living and then there is the writing. Anaïs Nin Pardon me, but it perturbs me to this day that, underlying my parents’ polygamic,…

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Poetry by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: Agenda 2021/2030 and End-times Fate

Agenda 2021/2030 and End-Times FateBy Stephany Spencer-LeBaronIf the Globalists’ Agenda to dominate Vaccinate and exterminate succeedsBy 2028 we’ll no longer be allowed To congregate.This will ensure We no longer hook-upMeet nor copulateSo humans will ceaseTo propagateTest-tube babies will Take the cake.By the time Enough sheople finally awake,It will be far and away too late –The Cabalist…

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Rebecca Kimbel: Producer, Artist, Ex-Mormon Fundy, Human Rights Advocate, and Community Activist

NOTE: The following is a re-post of a past blog post. Since that previous posting, some things have changed:E.g., Rebecca Kimbel recently published her monumental Memoir: Born in Polygamy. I bought the manuscript last week on Amazon.com. I’m now in the process of reading this masterpiece that promises to be the Bible of all books written about polygamy by Ex-Plyg, Ex-Mormon Fundies!Some material…

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Review by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: Zelph on the Shelf: Mormons, Ex-Mormons, and Censorship Culture"

I just discovered a most valuable and wonderful Website, “Zelph on the Shelf: Mormons, Ex-Mormons, and Censorship Culture.” I read part of it. So very much look forward to reading more when I have time.Although I presently believe we are spiritual beings having a physical experience — in other words, I am no longer a Social-Scientific-Thinker — no longer atheist/ agnostic — Nevertheless, “Zelph…

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Review by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: Scott Anderson's "The 4 O'Clock Murders"

Investigative Journalist Scott Anderson, Author of The 4 O’clock Murders Scott Anderson’s “The 4 O’clock Murders,” published in 1993, is a must-read for those interested in a documentary of America’s most bizarre but now apparently defunct crime family. The Doc chronicles the history of this extremist cult initiated in the late 1960s by the sociopathic serial killer, Ervil LeBaron. (He was my…

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Poetry by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: LOOKING FOR LOVE IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES

      –LOOKING FOR LOVE IN ALL THE WRONG PLACESDoes low self-esteemCause womanizers’ chase?Is scoring Ladies All some MenHave going for their race!What the fuck then! Such lousy luck thenFor womenWhen the womanizers’ journey Is playing the field, the pen.Then I’ll never give in again …Never yield againTo the self-serving “Little head” of little menSeeking fulfillment again.Just wish I’d never…

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Poetry by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: FROTHING AT THE MOUTH

FROTHING AT THE MOUTH   FROTHING AT THE MOUTHIt infuriates me! It froths my mouthThat pushy Beth A-hole, Corralled me into her “pen” again To write for her “pad” —Her newsletter!Then whiplashed meInto her “automobile”To further wrap Her noose about my neck,Then squeeze it!She’s a hornet like Irit.I can’t take such shit!Betsy Boots, Who roota-toot-tootsHer flutes and horn,Is another controller —A…

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Poetry by Stephany Spencer- LeBaron: Battle of the Bulge

BATTLE OF THE BULGE BATTLE OF THE BULGEBy Stephany Spencer-LeBaron When it comes to food,I long for resistance.Stuffing to stuff holesFor Psychic subsistenceEndangers physical substance.So I’m forced to keep grubAt a dastardly distance, Plus emend my daily existence.Food and I have a Con-coexistence:Victuals cause hunger With perpetual persistence –That ever-gnawing craving For fattening…

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Pt 37: Memoir of a Plyg: EDIFICATION at Utah’s Hurricane High School

Pt 37: Memoir of a Plyg: EDIFICATION at Utah’s Hurricane High School  1959: Members of my Hurricane, Utah Jr. High School Class (I’m on right, 2nd row from front) He who has a why to live can bear almost any how. That which does not kill us makes us stronger. He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes…

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Poetry by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: Oh,JustTo Be Me!

Oh, Just To Be Me! (A poem from my Diary as an adolescent Mormon girl)I’m in middle row, 2nd to leftRelated Oh, Just To Be Just Me!I was born some time agoWay out in the sticksIn a  Mormon colony in MexicoIn nineteen-forty-six.My parents moved to the U.S.When I was only one –Right after The Great DepressionAnd World War II were done.We’re now eleven kids,Though I’m only twelve;For everything…

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Cousin Homer's Kiss

COUSIN HOMER’S KISS~ From my Memoir Blog ~Part 19-C:Esther LeBaron Spencer – And More Perils of Polygamy(See: stephanyspencer.com) Beulah Stephany Spencer-LeBaron in 1962, age 16 on our ranch in Colonia LeBaron, Chihuahua, Mexico. Nearly all men can stand adversity,But if you want to test a man’s character, Give him power.Abraham Lincoln COUSIN HOMER’S KISSIn Cousin Homer’s kissThere’d be no…

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Poetry by Stephany Spencer-LeBaron: Tips From Tony: Emote the Emotion

TIPS FROM TONY:Emote the EmotionEmote the emotionOver-and-overYou want to feelSays Tony Robbins,Motivational SpeakerAnd guru likeDoctors Dyer and Phil.Says Tony:To change our emotion Change our motion –We’re at the wheel.Changing physiologyChanges emotions.It’s a done deal.Stand tall and proudWhen feeling afraid.Sing a happy tuneTo also aid.Sitting erect when feeling badOr turning frowns upside…