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I wake up early sometimes at 5:30 to run.

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"the world is so unfair I have to die"

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L. V., tore a page from the epilogue

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i am the person i am because i’ve had an irrational, unfixable fear of throwing up for as long as i can remember

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there are js some songs that are mine

like I dont exactly own them but they belong to me

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you're so pretty he says to me

except Im not the type of pretty that makes people hold their breaths or turn their heads

I'm not the type of pretty people wanted to be

I live in constant envy

it lives in me until it consumes me

until it is me

until i'm the ugly emotion I feel inside and out

until i'm the girl staring at a million more so much better than me

until Im comparing myself to every face to every person with a body smaller bigger than mine

until I can't possibly see anything besides flaws

tell me my dear

am I more than just ugly body parts sewn together and baked up into a pie you force yourself to call beautiful?

am I more than a girl you will leave once a more 'beautiful' one comes along?

am I worth more than just your hideous lies wrapped up and given to me to sugarcoat my appearance?

tell me my dear

would you still love me if I wasn't the so called 'beautiful' girl you see me as?

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its so ass when smb says smt abt smt im insecure about and I get defensive and mad and they're confused like they didnt rlly do anything wrong but im hurt anyway

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i'm tired of pretending the things you said didn't hurt me

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if only you knew the disgusting things I did to feel pretty

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you never realise how alone you truly are until the thoughts get too loud and there's no one to call

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cause only those i really love will ever really know me.

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Coming back isn't an excuse for leaving in the first place

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ÖMRÜMÜN EN GÜZEL YILLARINDA Bİ DELİ KARASAVDAYA TUTULMUŞUM.

Haberin yok mu zalim ben sen diye kalbimi mahvedip durmuşum

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If my future kids end up like me

they wont go to sleep earlier than 3

3:00

good night

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𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪— 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙢𝙗𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙚. 𝙭𝙤 -𝙞 𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘ 🪷🍓

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Guess who broke a bowl

and cut her finger

again.

3 times.

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mentally taking a drag of my mental cigarette because I don’t smoke but life has been very smokable lately