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You are her mother. Why did you not warn her, hold her like a rotting boat and tell her that men will not love her if she is covered in continents, if her teeth are small colonies, if her stomach is an island, if her thighs are borders? What man wants to lie down and watch the world burn in his bedroom? Your daughter’s face is a small riot, her hands are a civil war, a refugee camp behind each ear, a body littered with ugly things. But God, doesn’t she wear the world well?

Excerpt from “Ugly” by Warsan Shire (via vfanggirlv)

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And all I loved, I loved alone.

Edgar Allan Poe (via thedrunkensailboat)

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You look at me with disappointment in your eyes but i warned you from the start i really am not good enough

f.a  (via swimmingpoolforants)

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I’m tired, can’t think of anything and want only to lay my face in your lap, feel your hand on my head and remain like that through all eternity.

Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

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I thought of texting you "good morning, I can’t sleep" and then I remembered that you are on a journey which I am not a part of and that’s okay but good morning I can’t sleep

ouch

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it’s on but i don’t know whether i want to be her, fuck her or borrow her clothes.

The Frightening Truth About Desire by Daphne Gottlieb (via cateyesindisguise)

For me it’s pretty consistently all three.

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never read things you've sent to the people you've loved

never revisit that horrible feeling of vulnerability 

i dont care what the outcome of that had been; it's not worth reliving a second time

it's better to be happy and forget. 

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i havent felt bad in so long

why

i cant believe this happened 

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having depression is not going to make people feel bad for you

self harming is not going to make boys want to kiss your scars

mental disorders are fucking serious

not quirks for you to add to your personality description

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i want to be the best me

for you

i want to be the best me

for everyone

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the color of low self esteem

what i never learned from my mother was that just because someone desires you does not mean they value you. desire is the kind of thing that eats you and leaves you starving.

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I never date anyone because I get stuck on the same person for years at a time and it never works out

Don’t be like me, kids

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How i’ve been feeling the last couple of years, i don’t know if i actually explain myself