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It has certainly been

quite some time before I ended up logging on to see what everyone else has been up to. I've been around just mainly focusing on my studies is all. 

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That does make me feel better and sounds wonderful. I'm so happy for you. I hope things continue to look up for you. Tell that to even my own family. Not only do my parent's prefer work over us...Sebastian was always too busy getting into some sort of trouble to even think about checking up on me. He said it himself when I first arrived that he really didn't care about what I did in my room. It didn't matter if I didn't have anyone to associate with that I could call a friend. None of that mattered to any of them. It's okay though...I'm doing what I can to find my special place. So I won't have to be so alone.

Thank you, Joseph. I am happy, if that’ll make you feel better. I found my sister, I live in a really nice house with seemingly nice people, and I think I’m well on my way to learning a lot about myself that I didn’t know before. I think things are panning out in my favor. Hey, no. You aren’t pathetic. People are very different with how they interact with each other, and friendships are formed in various different ways. Talking to you now, I can’t see why anyone wouldn’t want to be your friend. You’re very sweet, and very kind.

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What's so confusing about that? It's pretty black and white if you ask me.

We're all here learning how to be a proper submissive and dominant for whoever our future may have in store for us. I simply wish to talk about punishments and stuff with whoever that person may be. It's punishments. I'm...pretty sure the same thing was covered with the dominant's...right?

You are terribly confusing.

There’s that term again: ‘such information’.  You’re making something that you ascertain that’s benign, into something much more.  

Are you scared of being punished or something?

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Companionship, Miss.

No it isn't that at all. It's not even the fact that it's terrible. It's because I would much rather develop a bond with someone prior to exchanging such information with them. 

Then what are you searching for?  

Why?  You’d led me to believe ‘such things’ weren’t so terrible.  Are we toeing the line of traumatic information here?

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You do too you know. You deserve to be very happy. That's the reason why I came here after all. To find that place. Having only my nannies to speak with up to a certain point is pretty pathetic. Not really. I hardly left my room unless I absolutely had to. Along with eating and bathing of course. That is a very good thing.

Of course. And you deserve it if you want it. Everyone deserves something that’ll make them happy, after all. That’s why we’re all here in the first place, you know? .. Lonely? Do you not have many friends, Joseph? Good. I’m glad to see we’re on the same page.

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It's definitely taking a lot of adjusting to but at the same time this is something that I really want. To have that chance of possibly finding someone to help me not feel so lonely anymore. I couldn't agree with you more Freya.

I know what you mean. I didn’t do much of any research, really.I’m still trying to get my sea legs when it comes to this sort of thing. But we all have time, you know? There’s no deadline, or anything. As long as your personal comfort is still in tact, then I think we’re gonna be okay.

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That's not...at all what I am trying to search for. 

And I have told you that I don't want to go into such details. Especially with someone who's only just started talking to me. I have the right to say no and I am using it. I don't wish to speak over such things with someone I've only just met. 

Again, you'd have explicitly stated what specifically you found interesting. And you've confirmed my theory: you're trying to spark conversation. Who knows, perhaps you'll find a special someone who titters over punishments too.

But I mind. I have requested you go into detail; this shyness isn't serving you. Let's hear more about what's made you squirm.

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It was in no way me trying to bait anyone for such replies. I was trying to make up for my lack of conversing since I haven't been the most talkative person upon my arrival. 

I'd prefer not to go into such details if you don't mind.

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About punishments? I wasn't at all trying to be coy about it whatsoever. It was the punishments.

I...do I have to?

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Wasn't entirely sure I was being shy with that...

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I mean I did a little bit of research before arriving here and all to get an idea as to what I was getting into but I wasn't entirely expecting all of that.

Oh! Oh. I could see why that would be a little.. eye opening. Or shocking. Especially if you’re seeing it for the first time.

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What did you see, if you don’t mind me asking?

Just some of the facts they were showing regarding punishments and all while explaining some of the reasons as to why a submissive could be punished to begin with. 

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Exactly. I want to be ready for whatever could possibly come my way in the future. You never know.

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Excellent point. It’s always good to be prepared.

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Why would I be tired of this place? 

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I'd hope I wouldn't get in trouble or anything but it's always nice to have knowledge of this stuff because you never know what could happen.

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Funny. I thought something very similar myself.

Just in case? Just in case you get punished, Joseph? You seem fairly well behaved, I wouldn’t be too worried.

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Well Today's Lessons

were definitely interesting to say the least. I don't think I was quite expecting what I ended up seeing but I did make sure to jot down a few notes for just in case purposes.