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Tôi chưa từng gặp cô gái nào dậy sớm, siêng năng, lạc quan, thành thật lại oán trách cuộc đời tồi tệ. Cha mẹ có thể nén cơn buồn ngủ 6 giờ thức dậy làm việc. Cha mẹ có thể nén cơn buồn ngủ 5 giờ sáng dậy tụng kinh niệm Phật cầu cho bạn bình an, hạnh phúc, thành tài. Cuốn sách bạn đọc lúc 7h chẳng làm tay bạn lạnh. Bạn dùng thời gian ở chỗ nào thì hoa sẽ nở ở chỗ ấy. Đừng thấy người khác toả sáng lại thấy mình thật thua thiệt. Mỗi người đều sống trong tiết tấu riêng của mình, đừng nhìn đông nhìn tây, đừng bị người khác ảnh hưởng. Hãy tìm điểm mấu chốt trong đời mình, quan tâm bản thân tiến về phía trước. Lý Kiện Tăng từng nói: "Bạn có bao nhiêu cái gọi là ánh sáng cho mình thì sẽ có bấy nhiêu thời khắc bạn cảm thấy sự u tối ít đi. Lúc nào cũng phải hiểu rõ chính mình. Đừng cảm thấy bản thân nhỏ bé đến vậy, cũng đừng cho mình vĩ đại nhường nào. Quý nhân tốt nhất của đời người chính là bản thân luôn nỗ lực tiến tới phía trước. Cuộc đời không phụ người cố gắng đâu." Chúc bạn sẽ gặp được một phiên bản tốt hơn trên con đường kiên trì của chính mình.

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Love October

I love it when you hug me tightly in your arms, Looking deeply into my eyes, Whispering that you love me in a calm, deep voice, Slow and soothing.

I cherish how you have remained unchanged over time, The way you affectionately call me your baby, And how your gaze is both gentle and passionate. I adore the way you still feel nervous around me, Just like our very first encounter.

I appreciate the moments you take to share your feelings with me, Even amidst your busy days. The way you hold my hands and kiss them softly, The way you embrace us both.

Your presence calms my stormy world, So I only wish to see you and feel you near, Never daring to wish for anything more.

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Dear Self,

I see the effort you’ve poured into making things work. I understand the pain you’ve endured, And how disappointment lingers like a shadow. I can see the countless fragments of your broken heart scattered on the floor.

This world can be cruel, And I know you feel its weight, Lonely in your struggles.

I’m sorry, my dear. I am truly sorry. For every moment I failed to protect you, For each time I left you feeling isolated, scared, and doubtful— You’ve had to bear it all alone.

Yet, amidst it all, I am grateful that you never abandoned me. No matter how afraid you felt, You followed my curiosity into the unknown, Even when it led to pain. You sacrificed so much for me.

And here we are again— Once more, I’ve allowed you to suffer. Please forgive me.

Can I strive to be a better person for you? I know I can, and I am trying— To shield you from harm and nurture our bond.

I love you deeply; my affection is unwavering. Today, allow me to feel exhausted. Forgive my missteps that led us down a dead-end street, A path that only brought heartache— No one else knows this pain; only you bear it.

But dear one, I promise to try harder while remaining gentle, just as you wish. Together, we will forge a brighter future. Please trust me as I have always trusted you—myself.

I love you. I really do.

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When the money runs out, it can be earned anew, Friends may fade, yet connections can be formed too. Love may end, but another can start.

Life is, after all, a dance of the heart.

Let's not fear what has yet to unfold, Nor shy away from the bold truths.

We come into this world with nothing in hand, So why be afraid to take a new stand?

Allow everything to simply take flight, And happiness will find us, shining bright

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the grace in the grief

It has been more than 6 years since the day that he left.

Time flies and every day becomes ordinary.

The days without him look so normal.

I still have worked hard, studied hard, and experienced more in many aspects of life. Never stop. Even a single day. Sometimes make mistakes. Some serious, some okay. Sometimes get some achievements, some big, some tiny.

I am curious whether I am happy generally. Perhaps no. and possibly yes.

I miss him several times every day. But it's no longer a grief. His smiles make me feel happier. His talks and gestures are still so real and lively in my mind.

I feel like I have never ever stopped on myself to make them happy. and I never regret it.

I deeply know that I will always be like this.

Accepted a deep hole in my heart and lived peacefully with the pain of losing him.

The pain is real and close. It is my closest friend. Looking at it just makes me feel so alive. I don't wanna get rid of that pain as long as stop missing about him.

We can always move on carrying out some pains alongside and we can still grow up, cant we?

It is even more beautiful and glorious, isnt it Pa ?