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i mean, my ex isn't about to kick me out or anything. but it's awkward sticking around. and i'm not really keen on moving back in with my parents.

how is she here too? i would've thought i was the only one cursed with this thing.

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anyways, we've been talkin about our futures and stuff, me and her. a couple of weeks after meeting and not even officially being together is wayy to early to ask someone to move in with them, right? how do we feel about that.

how is she here too? i would've thought i was the only one cursed with this thing.

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how is she here too? i would've thought i was the only one cursed with this thing.

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//I’M BUSY RN BUT THAT ANON CALLING LOCHLAND’S SORRY THING A FUCKIGN “UKELELE APOLGOY” HAS ME IN SHAKBLES AAA

//SAME 💔💔💔💔 THE MENTAL IMAGE OF LOCH PULLING A COLLEEN BALLINGER IS TERIFYING AND HILARIOUS

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No matter. I have a show soon. Which will thankfully get me as far away from this as possible.

Why are my private conversations posted here.

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It seems I can't get rid of them either. What an awful place this is.

Why are my private conversations posted here.

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it was yeah. my moms have heard enough about it for anyone ever. i didnt think you would ever really say sorry or anything. just like. dont do it again. dont do that to her again.

im like glad your realizing that and stuff. its good to know when you mess up. sorry i havent really talked or interacted with you in like a month.

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… Not like it wasn’t justified. Sorry, for uhm, almost killing your girlfriend. I’ll apologize to her in the morning. I know she’s sleeping.

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thanks. and yeah she is. it means a lot to like actually have you not pretend it didnt happen.

im like glad your realizing that and stuff. its good to know when you mess up. sorry i havent really talked or interacted with you in like a month.

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… Not like it wasn’t justified. Sorry, for uhm, almost killing your girlfriend. I’ll apologize to her in the morning. I know she’s sleeping.

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Why are my private conversations posted here.

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So. Uhm. I don’t think I’m gonna like say something heavily manufactured or edited because. That seems very very weak. So. We’re rambling.

Dusk kicked my ass. I’m kinda glad for it because I…realized a lot of shit. Since I’m not in my spiral anymore.

I think a lot you can tell by now but I’m… not the best person. I tried to keep telling myself I was but I am. Not. I’m pretty shitty, actually? I’ve said- I’ve done- horrible things since like. May. I’ve completely lost it on people who didn’t deserve and took my anger out on people just trying to help and the fact it took me so long to realize that is awful.

I want to apologize. To Oleana for pointing out an insecurity and habit that doesn’t define who she is as a person. For Gabriel(?), Rora, and Raymond for mocking them and their family as a whole over my own personal issues. For Log and Brandy for tearing into them. For Skyfire for going so far as fighting them. For Mick who just wanted me to chill the fuck out and I did the opposite of that. To Hop, for being an ungrateful prick a lot. I’m sorry to Dusk for bragging about Hisui because I was so certain I was invincible.

… And to Pippin. Because learning your loved ones have passed in horrific ways and then using it as a ‘gotcha’ is all sorts of horrifically fucked up and wrong. Maybe I don’t like her but. There are lines. And I proved I was all things she said I was for saying it.

I’m not asking you forgiveness or forgetfulness, something I know you will never do. I’m not asking for a second chance either. I have to change. I have to. I’ve seen how horrible people can get when left unchecked and-

I’m. Extremely. There’s something wrong with me, to put it blunt. And. And it’s going to keep hurting people if I don’t check it.

I’ll still be on the app because. It’s the only way I can contact my therapist and two friends. But I’m not exactly…I dunno. I’m not gonna be talking that much.

…That’s all.

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Well, I suppose I can't get out of using this, now that it's practically latched itself onto my computer and won't let me do anything else. I'll save something up to see if I can get it fixed, because it has been nothing but this thing for the past day or so. I'll need to go to the library to schedule my shows then.

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i had fist fight in mind when talking about it. sure he doesn't deserve it but i'm not actually doing anything. just getting in on what is i guess normal on here. conceptual fight. i know i'd beat his ass so best to keep it that way.

hey glad to see im not the only 1 here whos borrowin anotha acc! it really is weird seein every1 elses problems tho :/

-nephi! ( @seraphs-journey )

oh hey cool! glad to know getting someone else's stuff outta nowhere isn't just me.

and it is! i don't know these people. i mean, i guess whoever has this normally does. but i don't really care about them ya'know? i guess i am too old for this because i'm definitely not getting involved in crazy drama or whatever. unless you want to count my love life but thats not even that crazy.

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//ooc post

Hi hi Emmy's mun here :] while this is pinned there is a current ongoing story event found under the tag: event: all bark / all bite

It jumps between private messages and direct posts from past versions of Emmy's moms, right when they were getting to know each other, detailing their day-to-days and their early interactions.

Sabine's tag is #firefang, previous posts from her, and involving her, including earlier ones from Emmy, can be found here. Her text color is red, and her username in private message posts is Xdamita229

Tabby's tag is #metalsound, previous posts from her, and involving her, including earlier ones from Emmy, can be found here. Her text color is green, and her username in private message posts is misstabby.

Out of event posts will be tagged as such, and have Emmy's typical post tags, she still has access to this account, just isn't posting regularly and is kinda unaware its being used by others right now.

Emmy will be back fully eventually:) hectic times on planet mun rn. but feel free 2 still shoot asks directed at her ill still answer outside of the event if i get to it :) and feel free to send stuff to Tabby or Sabine also!!

interacts from @lesbiancervidologist ok byeeeeee:)

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maybe i should go fight my ex or something after everythings finalized. just get in on it a little and see what happens.

hey glad to see im not the only 1 here whos borrowin anotha acc! it really is weird seein every1 elses problems tho :/

-nephi! ( @seraphs-journey )

oh hey cool! glad to know getting someone else's stuff outta nowhere isn't just me.

and it is! i don't know these people. i mean, i guess whoever has this normally does. but i don't really care about them ya'know? i guess i am too old for this because i'm definitely not getting involved in crazy drama or whatever. unless you want to count my love life but thats not even that crazy.

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hey glad to see im not the only 1 here whos borrowin anotha acc! it really is weird seein every1 elses problems tho :/

-nephi! ( @seraphs-journey )

oh hey cool! glad to know getting someone else's stuff outta nowhere isn't just me.

and it is! i don't know these people. i mean, i guess whoever has this normally does. but i don't really care about them ya'know? i guess i am too old for this because i'm definitely not getting involved in crazy drama or whatever. unless you want to count my love life but thats not even that crazy.

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but also everyone seems to hate each other here. not really feeling all the negativity, y'know? don't see the point. maybe i'm too old for this. bigger veluza to fry and whatever. like paying rent.

huh. i'm already following people here.

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which is wake up, work, maybe go to a club, maybe see this singer i've been talking with, sleep. cycle repeats.

huh. i'm already following people here.