I grow plants hydroponically and post about my mental illness chronically, fucking peace guys, enjoy my lil slice馃馃尰馃ゥ馃鉁岋笍
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The depression is really getting me this summer. I nap and I don't feel much better. I eat and I don't feel much better. I have next to no interest in doing anything, even the things I love to do. it's all classic signs of depression. I've gone through it before. It just really sucks ass when it lasts for more than a few weeks. It's been like ... two months this time around. I know I have to keep trying and staying positive and blah blah blah. But damn, it's really hard at 30. I'll lose my job soon if I don't stop calling off. All in all, I kind of hate myself. I'm accomplishing nothing and only getting set back more.
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Walmart has the best tees. 1-3$ b.
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Like holy fuck am I bored without weed. I've been scrolling forrrr oh let's say two hours now. It's like my brain doesn't want to do anything if it can't have weed. Acting like a dang CHILD.
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Fuck the Internet and what it's become.
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I'm thirty years old; I can't fall back into an eating disorder. But man is it fucking hard right now when it seems everyone and every influencer is taking that glp1 and getting super skinny super fast.
Ahfuskrkgovoe. Fuck.
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Also I have to say it by the people that flood the sasusaku tag with Karin are the most annoying people in the entire world I'm sorry I'M SORRY but y'all have a tag. It's like they're trying to force us to accept their ship.
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"wow, another excuse. When did I become so weak?"
Journaling has been fruitful, if not a vortex at times. But at least I can talk to myself again. I didn't realize I stopped.
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I can't stop myself from calling off of work all the time due to A.poor impulse control
B. Poor physical and mental health.
I am also afraid of outside. I have no idea what's wrong with me actually. Maybe I'm just lazy and fucking insane. Or its my period. Or its this or that or anything else blah blah BLAH I am so fucking sick of being in my own head this week.
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