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can u beliebe my oc became canon ---

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this is lilith.

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Megan Nolan, from her novel titled "Acts of Desperation," originally published in March 2021

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3 reasons to play nikki.

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I’ve never colored a manga panel before so this is my first attempt, I’d love to get better at it. Felt like I was coloring a color book lol

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This is Alice from Pandora Hearts by Jun Mochizuki

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— Joey de Jesus, from "Ancha (Redux)," published in Roadmap

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in a nut shell: this oc is the ugly duckling who turned to a swan --- but then the swan gets intoxicated with how pretty ppl find her lol.

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𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒 / 𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 - in progress

[ the loved one ] - era of gods. once regarded the goddess of desire, her story is most known for causing the downfall of the wishing one. as depicted by the text and faewish sprites account : she made a deceptively beautiful wish which corrupted the wishing one's divine form and transformed him into next incarnation. despite being the embodiment of desire, the loved one became riddled with tremendous guilt that caused her own godlike status to deteriorate.

[ philomia ] - recent history. the reincarnated goddess remanifested as the exiled queen philomia. known for her affinity with music, philomia was once regarded dearly by the citizens of heartcraft kingdom. however, rumors of her affiliation with demons triggered her pitiful downfall. unfortunate events started to plague those who were closest to her, until she was left all alone in her palace. her only solace was a bear during the period her mind started to experience intense hallucinations. despite her castle being regarded as a recent architecture, it appears heavily connected to the exile queen's detoriating mind as it became home to esslings.

[ lilium / lilith ] - her current life. similar to her [SN] counterpart she manifest the story of the ugly duckling. formerly a resident in stoneville, lilium was an adopted daughter and maid to a noble house. despite having a scar on her face, and was dubbed ugly by those around her, lilium was known to have an angelic voice and superior affinity to whim much to her adopted and jealous sister's dismay. after enduring years of verbal and emotional abuse, as well as countless of plagiarism from her sister, lilium severs times with her family by making a deal with a devil. in exchange for having a beautiful face, lilium is cursed to having an unfulfilled heart : which causes her to never again be satisfied. taking on a new name and identity as lilith, she joins the heartcraft kingdom's queen electoral race.

although SN dubbed her previous identity as ashley, i wanted to pull away from her canon strings and further re-establish that she is my interpretation of an IN character. both games introduces a concept of timeline, and therefore it will not surprise me if a character like lilith does eventually appear. however, until then : i still want to use the concept of the swan + loved one at my own leisure.

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Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐈𝐑𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐎𝐍𝐄.

t'was a tale as old as time : the ugly little duckling became a swan. but what happens after ? well, the white swan fell in love and her deceitfully beautiful wish became nothing more than a tragically beautiful nightmare.

𝐒𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐑 - independently private rendition of the loved one + exile queen philomia from infinity nikki ; liberal inspiration is taken from the goddess of desire from shinning nikki, a game i did not play, but researched on. most likely written for friends, but consider this an original character that focuses on the mysterious goddess dubbed the loved one by the faewish sprites. ( ailli : she / her, 25+) crossover verse is inevitable.

NOTE: i did not play any other nikki games prior to infinity nikki, and while i do find inspiration with lilith and find her story fascinating, i will take my own leisure in interpreting her character and potentially incorporating the lore of the exile queen philomia + the loved one through various life cycles.

QUICK NOTES / GUIDELINES :

01. hello, hello, once again i will reiterate this is an extremely private and likely very slow activity blog. i work very strange and inconsistent hours, and thus availability has been rather scarce. discord is available to mutuals, where i eagerly await to plot / chat / geek out about our muse. also duplicate friendly.

02. due to my work schedule, shipping is not a priority in this blog and it shall remain reserved for close friends that are interested in plotting something beyond the ship. i am ship-exclusive, so i only ship with one version of said muse. once again be aware that i am very low-activity.

03. needless to say, i am someone who adores plotting. i love complex plots, plots that compliments canon, plots that derails from canon, i think plotting is great. my motivation for threads is honestly influenced by context, and if we have that i can definitely go ham. of course, i know not everyone carries my same preference, but i will do my best to accommodate.

04. please be aware : i have grown extremely tired with drama / gossips circulating around the rpc. i will follow / unfollow people at my own discretion and would prefer to stay away from any spectacle or public showcasing. frankly i am just here to write, have fun with mutuals, and preferably not pick sides. my current stance on call out is rather neutral, and i would prefer to make my own conclusion rather take on the pressure of public outcry. i take this level of judgement seriously.

05. keep in mind : i do not do character exclusives. i do not have the energy to commit to anyone's portrayal nor do i want to make anyone expect / wait from me in general. as mentioned above i am really busy, so i cannot and will not do an exclusive writing with any character. i do practice having mains, but even then i am just a very chill and lazy blog lmao.

06. i ask that you tagged your nsfw content, particularly anything involving nsfw imagery. due to the nature of my job, i have free access to tumblr and would prefer not to see any nsfw visuals if it can be tagged and avoided. i am very attentive when it comes to adding tags in my filter list, and if the untagged offence happens repeatedly then this will be one of the few reasons i will unfollow.