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luxaofhesperides Ā· 1 year ago
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For ghostlights: baby Ellie + tired Danny + Duke the baby whisperer?
He has no idea how his parents did it.Ā 
Babies are exhausting. Toddlers more so. Any infants in the strange stage in-between? Doubly so.Ā 
Ellie is wonderful and sweet and cute and such a terror that Danny genuinely has no idea how his parents managed to raise not one, but two kids. For all their eccentricities and absent-mindedness, he and Jazz turned out pretty well. Ignoring the whole halfa thing because that’s more his fault than theirs even if Jazz says they shouldn’t have created the dangerous environment in the first place.
That environment is exactly why Danny refuses to let Ellie go to his house in Amity Park. His parents say they’ve disabled all the weapons and ecto-sensors since he’s had to reveal himself as Phantom, but he knows that things slip their minds and if they can’t guarantee that the house is safe, then Ellie isn’t going in there. Simple as that.Ā 
This means that they live somewhere else now. Danny had thought about it, during the hours Ellie was asleep and he was awake, exhausted and worn down to his bones, and took Jazz’s advice to accept Vlad’s offer of buying a house for him. Except he argued Vlad down to an apartment in a city of his choosing where he wouldn’t stand out too much and he would be safe, or as safe as he can be, from anyone trying to hunt down ghosts.Ā 
So here they are. Standing in the empty living room of their new apartment in Gotham.Ā 
Gotham may not be very safe as a city, but it’s good for two ghosts trying to pass as normal.Ā 
Danny sighs yet again, and looks at the space he’ll need to fill. At least Vlad is footing the bill. It’s the least he can do for creating Ellie. Frostbite was the one who was able to stabilize her, though it was almost too late and resulted in her reforming as a baby, just one and a half years old. Jazz is the one who’s choosing most of the furniture, thankfully, so it’s something that Danny doesn’t need to worry about it.
It’s a new start to their lives and it feels so empty. So overwhelming. How did his parents do it? How do any parents do it?
Ellie smacks a small palm against his cheek and babbles lightly.
ā€œI know, Ellie,ā€ Danny says, giving her a tired smile. ā€œDon’t worry, we’ll have this place looking good in no time.ā€
He adjusts her in his arms, then heads towards the bedroom. It’s the only room that has any furniture, and all that’s there is a bed, a crib, and a bookcase. There are a few boxes on the floor, labeled ā€˜bedroom’ and ā€˜clothing’ and ā€˜books’. Most of it came from his bedroom in Amity Park, but he’s pretty sure he caught Jazz sneaking a few things in before they closed the boxes and loaded them up into the car.Ā 
ā€œCan you be good for five minutes?ā€ he asks Ellie.Ā 
She babbles again and smacks his shoulder.
ā€œI’m taking that as an agreement. Just let me open these boxes and start unpacking before you start causing trouble, okay?ā€
Ellie makes another sound, but it seems agreeable so Danny carefully lays her down in the crib and gets to peeling off the tape on the boxes. The opens the one labeled ā€˜bedroom’ first, finding blankets and sheets folded and stacked in vacuum sealed bags. One of them is his old childhood blanket, the one he carried around everywhere that was faded with age, barely blue, with white bunnies decorating it.Ā 
He was so small when he had this. It makes him oddly emotional to unpack it and pass it on to Ellie, draping it over her so her pudgy little hands can grab at it.Ā 
This is no time to cry, though! He forces himself to focus and makes his own bed, shaking out the sheets and fluffing up the pillows. He’ll worry about washing everything later; Vlad made sure to get an apartment with an in-unit washer and dryer, which means he was actually sensible while apartment hunting for Danny.Ā 
He doesn’t mean to flop onto the bed once it’s made, but he ends up there anyways. He’s barely gotten a full six hours of uninterrupted sleep since Frostbite deemed Ellie healthy enough to leave his care. The drive up to Gotham was long and wore him down to his bones.
He doesn’t mean to fall asleep, but he does, drifting off as he wonders, distantly, when Jazz will be back from getting them dinner.
Ellie wakes him up at dawn with a loud cry. Danny jolts awake, heart pounding in his chest as he panics because Ellie isn’t here, she’s supposed to be in his arms, where is she? And then he sees the crib, where Ellie is staring at him through the bars, and he nearly collapses with relief.Ā 
ā€œMorning, El,ā€ he says, voice rough from sleep, as he picks her up. She just stares up at him, then leans forward and rests her head against his shoulder.
It’s quiet moments like these that make his heart melt. Ellie’s had a hard life already; he wants to give her a better one, this time around.Ā 
A quick check of the time on his nearly dead phone shows that it’s barely past six in the morning, and Jazz texted him a few times. All about furniture, saying that she didn’t want to wake them and that food is in the fridge.Ā 
It’s only the mention of food that makes him realize how ravenous he’s feeling. Danny makes a beeline for the kitchen, ignoring everything else, and pulls out the boxes of take-out Jazz left stacked in the fridge. He devours it like he’s been starving for weeks, then gives Ellie her Ecto-Jello, the only food she’s allowed to eat until Frostbite gives the okay for solid, human food.Ā 
Once he’s got her burped and cleaned up, Danny looks out of the kitchen and realizes that Jazz was very productive while he was asleep. The living room isn’t empty anymore; a dark green couch is against the wall, a low, rectangular coffee table made of dark wood in front of it. Two armchairs are on both sides of the couch, and a television has been installed, fixed into the wall.Ā 
Jazz is asleep on the couch. Her legs hang off an armrest and she’s drooling slightly.Ā 
Her phone is charging on the floor, so Danny takes it and snaps a picture of her for later teasing, then sends it to himself and writes a note to her that he’s going out with Ellie to explore the neighborhood.
He’s finally feeling more settled, energized from sleep and food.
In the warm dawn light spilling in through the windows, Danny looks down at Ellie and thinks that they’ll be just fine after all.Ā 
. . .
Four months ago, Danny had hope. He was optimistic.Ā 
Gotham was a fresh start, a new lease of life for Ellie. It is Danny’s attempt to be a single parent, sacrificing college for Ellie, and he’s planning to go out and beat the gangs black and blue if they start anymore shootouts in the next year.
He had just gotten Ellie to sleep. She was actually peacefully taking a nap.
And then a drive by shooter raced down the street, gunshots echoing down the road, and Ellie work up crying. She still hasn’t stopped, despite how Danny rocked her, soothing her as best he could.
They had been outside when Ellie fell asleep, her head on his shoulder. He had been catching up with Sam and Tucker when the car drove by, people ducking and crying out to avoid the bullets. Danny instinctively covered Ellie and made them both intangible, saving them from any stray bullets, but they ruined her nap and he needs to make them pay for that.Ā 
ā€œShh,ā€ he soothes, ā€œYou’re okay. We’re both fine. It’s okay, El, it’s okay.ā€Ā 
Her little hands clutch at his back, twisting the fabric of his shirt, and she lets out a heartbreaking wail. He pats her back, hurrying down the street to get back to his apartment building, ignoring the looks people were giving them as they passed by.Ā 
ā€œI know it was scary, but you’re alright. You’re always safe with me, El.ā€
Ellie’s cries down down a little, but they don’t stop. She whimpers, burying her face against his shoulder as he finally reaches their apartment building.
The door’s locked, which wouldn’t be a problem except Danny can’t get his keys from his pocket. He knows he has them! But his pocket refuses to relinquish them and he has to stop every few seconds to pat Ellie’s back, trying in vain to calm her down.Ā 
ā€œWe’ll be inside in a second,ā€ he tells her, trying to keep the frustration out of his voice, ā€œas soon as I can get these freaking keys!ā€
ā€œHey, you alright?ā€
Danny startles, whirling around so fast it makes Ellie go quiet, clinging to him so she doesn’t get flung into the air. There’s a guy standing before him in a gray hoodie, looking at him with clear concern. It speaks to Danny’s level of constant exhaustion that he hadn’t clocked someone sneaking up behind him.Ā 
The guy offers an awkward smile. ā€œSorry, didn’t mean to scare you or anything. Um, do you need me to open to door? I live here too.ā€
Danny wonders for a moment if this someone dangerous, someone hoping to hurt Ellie, but she starts to cry again and he steps to the side. ā€œPlease. I can’t get my keys.ā€
ā€œI’m Duke, by the way. I don’t think I’ve seen you around here before.ā€
ā€œDanny,ā€ he replies, watching as Duke pulls out a large key ring, jangling with the amount of keychains on it, and easily opens the door. ā€œI’ve been here a few months, but I’m usually inside. Or walking around in the mornings with this little monster.ā€
ā€œThat would explain it,ā€ Duke says as he holds the door open, letting Danny in first. ā€œI’m usually in classes at GCU, but I decided to take a mental health day after my lab, so here I am.ā€
Danny walks in and waits for Duke to follow, making sure the door closes properly behind them. ā€œThanks. How is GCU? What do you study? I was thinking of going there myself once she gets a little older and can go to school.ā€
ā€œOh, I’m majoring in English and Human Services.ā€ He goes to say more, but Ellie wails again and Danny winces.
ā€œI’m so sorry. That drive by woke her up and it’s really rattled her.ā€
ā€œHey, no need to apologize. I get it, Gotham is rough to kids.ā€
Danny tries rocking her back and forth, but it doesn’t help. He resigns himself to another hour of her crying before she exhausts herself, and makes for the stairs, going up to the fourth floor. Duke holds open the door again, then follows after them. It makes Danny wonder if Duke is planning to do something to them, then decides he can beat Duke in a fight, so it’s fine.
Duke doesn’t try to hurt them or steal Ellie away. He opens the door to their floor and stops before they do. ā€œI’m in here,ā€ he says, ā€œIf you ever need me to open more doors.ā€
ā€œThanks. Um, actually, I might need help opening mine?ā€
Duke just smiles and makes his way back to them, following them farther into the hall until Danny stops in front of his apartment.Ā 
ā€œIf I could just get my keys,ā€ he starts.
ā€œHere, let me hold her for a second so you can get them,ā€ Duke offers. Danny wants to insist that it’s fine, but Ellie cries directly into his ear and Danny, at the end of his rope, passes her over.Ā 
Like magic, Ellie settles as soon as she’s in Duke’s arms. She sniffles and hides her face away, clutching to Duke’s hoodie, but she stops crying. They both go still, surprised, and stare down at her.Ā 
ā€œSeriously?ā€ Danny says as he finally pulls out his keys, ā€œAre you trying to say that I’m the problem?ā€
Ellie babbles lightly, and Duke turns his head to futilely hide his grin.
He grumbles as he unlocks the door and pushes it open. Ellie is acting as if she’s never been upset before a day in her life, making herself at home in Duke’s arms.Ā 
ā€œI can’t believe this. Betrayed by my own blood.ā€
Duke laughs as he follows Danny into his apartment, lightly patting Ellie’s back. ā€œIt’s always the smallest, cutest ones that do this.ā€
ā€œYeah? Do you work with a lot of kids or something? Used to being betrayed by the little ones?ā€
ā€œI don’t work with kids per se,ā€ Duke says, ā€œBut my foster family is a hot mess and the youngest of them likes to keep us all on our toes.ā€
ā€œFamily,ā€ Danny says in a tired, fond tone.
ā€œFamily,ā€ Duke agrees.
With his door open and Ellie calm, Danny’s ready to just lay face down on the floor for the rest of the day and not deal with anything else. He moves to take Ellie back, holding his arms out, and Duke tries to pass her over.
The key word being tries.Ā 
Ellie tightens her grip and kicks at Danny. She refuses to be taken away from Duke, making him awkwardly try to pry her off his hoodie. Danny really hopes Duke doesn’t notice how she goes slightly intangible to make his hands fall through her arms and legs. It shouldn’t be noticeable, but it’s hard to focus on anything but a kid that clings to you, so Danny holds out for Duke’s goodwill and silence.
ā€œAs nice as it is to meet you, you need to go back to your… parent?ā€ Danny nods when Duke looks at him in askance. ā€œYou need to go back to your parent. Okay? Come on, kid, he’s waiting for you.ā€
Ellie shakes her head, makes a frustrated noise, and then turns and reaches out a grabby hand towards Danny.Ā 
She still refuses to be taken from Duke when Danny tries to pick her up again, so he settles with just letting her hold two of his fingers.Ā 
ā€œI’m so sorry about this,ā€ he says to Duke, face burning. This is why he hasn’t been going out and being social since he moved in; Ellie is a handful even on the best days, and Danny doesn’t want someone to judge him as unfit to parent her and have her taken away.
Duke shakes his head, stepping closer. ā€œIt’s all good, man. I don’t mind. It’s not like I had any plans today. I’m already skipping my classes, might as well spend it with you two than sleep all day.ā€
ā€œAre you sure? I’d be happy to invite you in, but I know Ellie can be a lot and not everyone wants to spend their day off with a baby.ā€
ā€œI’m sure. Besides, I’d just be down the hall anyways. It’s no skin off my back, man.ā€
ā€œWell,ā€ Danny says, stepping to the side to give Duke full access to his open doorway, ā€œCome on in, then.ā€
Ellie keeps them connected, one hand in Duke’s hoodie and the other holding Danny’s fingers, and though her cheeks are still red from how hard she had been crying, she’s calm now with her eyes shining with mischief.Ā 
As the door closes behind them, Danny realizes that this is the first time someone he’s not related to has been inside his apartment. Not even Vlad has come in, always choosing to invite Danny and Ellie out for lunch instead.Ā 
It should make him nervous, but Duke is calm and easy going and kind.Ā 
He’s making silly faces at Ellie to make her laugh, completely at ease with her in his arms, as if he’s done this a thousand times before.Ā 
Gotham is a second chance at life for Ellie. It’s a sacrifice for Danny, to be alone and without friends or family around. He’d been ready to give up everything for Ellie, to focus solely on raising her, but with Duke filling his apartment with laughter, he thinks that he can make a life here too.
All he needs to do is take that first step, reach his hand out, ask Duke to stick around.
He can do this.
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shadyhouse Ā· 4 months ago
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hey šŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ if anyones able to throw a few bucks at me so i can get lunch at work the next few days itd be very much appreciated, I typically spend around $6-$10 a day thanks to my employee discount but im broker than broke rn and just embarrassed myself with a declined card šŸ™ƒ literally anything helps i just wanna be able to eat
vnm: tobias_leviathan
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr
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depresseddepot Ā· 6 days ago
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started planning out an actual real budget to see what sort of housing I could afford if I lived alone and it is. not great !
#i think i might still try to do it though#im purposefully not burning any bridges with my family so i can have a place to move back into if it doesnt work#but i make literally JUSTTT enough to afford it#with my retirement and life insurance i can afford to put away an extra $300 on top and have like $150 (MAYBE) left for the month#which. is less towards savings than i really want#because im trying to save for grad school a new car and a down payment#i did budget for $400 a month on groceries which doesnt include what i would get for food assistance or from food banks#which is a little bit more and helps me breathe a little#but this all hinges on my ability to find rental housing with all utilities included for 1k or under#there ARE some near me that have all or most included for less than that but obv until im actively looking to move out im not banking on any#sorry i know people dont like hearing money talk but i need to talk momey very frankly for 3-5 hours#after which i will promptly and unexpectedly burst into tears and thats how you know the conversation is over#im also an idiot dumbass and didnt really pay attention to how much i was spending on gas when i drove from the bigger city near me#(aka the place i will probably end up living)#i dont want to lower my savings though :( i like to save :( number go up#and also the idea that it could take me longer than 10 years to save up for a down payment fills me with teeth grinding rage#i want to live alone so badly i want to make it work#i have to remind myself that im rounding expenses up and paychecks down on purpose#but i also. dont know what the next step is?? i have it all saved already lmfao#i cant move out until august at the absolute earliest but like. because i live at home do i just. sit and wait? until i find a good place?#things happening in rapid succession scare me and it seems like the turn around for apartment touring -> moving in is very fast#i was 16 when i last moved idk how to do that!#but like. do they just. move the stuff in#yes this is exactly how moving works i know#i think really what i need to do is tell my parents in august that im going to move out#because if they're ready to move furniture then maybe the brain can take over and make decisions and sign contracts quickly#before the loser has time to even start getting freaky about things#any ghosts looking to be a second source of income
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rawbin-hsr Ā· 4 months ago
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I JUST GOT A CALL BACK FROM THE JOB I APPLIED TO AAAAH I’M SO EXCITED !!!! THEY’RE GONNA PUT ME IN TOMORROW ALREADY I’M SO. HAPPY. OMG.
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roncheg Ā· 1 year ago
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I want to share something, long post:)
This week i am intensely feeling that time is, indeed, relative.
So many things happened at once and I am very happy in the moment, f* anxiety, I decided to fully enjoy the experience (thanks, therapyā˜ŗļø).
So, last February things at my previous job became unbearable and i quit juuust before the burnout started to affect me for real.
No, that's not right, I've got health problems from this, it WAS affecting me badly (sincerely, fuck people, who do this to other people, I hope they'll burn in hell for causing me that much stress).
The following months were filled with existential and financial dread, weak attempts at getting my life back on track and even figuring out what I am and what I want and can do (do not recommend, it feels awful but I've got some of my documents in order; got my oven repaired (it's been broken for years); got the second piercing in my ear; fallen hard in a new fandom and got an old-new friend)).
My relatives were understanding for about 2months, then there were dreadful probing questions - are you looking for a job? will you work soon? (and I spent last 15years working, busting my ass - I have resources to be unemployed for about a year). Thanks for feeding my anxiety, I guess.
Unfortunately, I found out that I am not ready to work as an artist on commission, it's too taxing on my ability to create, that path is closed for me now(((
Three month later at a pretty low point I secured a job in a completely different field than my previous career path, though it did have qualities, I thought I needed the most - easy, boring, close to home.
After a month it was unbearable, so, last Tuesday at a lunch break I casually went to a job searching app; sent my resume to a couple of companies in a field related to my previous professional experience, got a couple of interview invites, called them back right away; AND
one of the companies turned out to be a start-up that some of my colleagues from previous-previous job founded)
By last Thursday I went to the coziest interview I've ever had in my life; this Monday I quit a boring job; by this Wednesday I started working at the start-up; it's been 3 days and I have SO MANY adventures related to the new place, so many positive feelings about it, I still kinda cannot believe that this is happening.
And I really feel like a lifetime has passed since this Monday. So, yeah. Time is relative.
Wish me luck.
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insert-game Ā· 6 months ago
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just a little heads up and sneak peak… i am opening an etsy shop very soon to help fundraise for top surgery…. i will be selling bracelets and necklaces at first, then maybe i’ll also do keychains and phone charms and lanyards and such… please check it out when it’s open :)
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midsummerafternoon Ā· 4 months ago
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xanaofficial: keep it confidential. feb 17th 12pm pst / 3pm est. see you there, lover. šŸ”® (February 14, 2025)
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naomiknight-17 Ā· 8 months ago
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Some days I'm able to go to cardiac rehab or go grocery shopping without too much trouble and I'm like "Oh my god I've been faking disability this whole time look at me I function fine I'm just a lazy asshole"
And then the next day I'm so exhausted and in so much pain I'm like. Oh. Right. Yeah no this isn't fake. Ow.
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queenerdloser Ā· 6 months ago
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woke up at 6:30a to beat the crowds at target (did not really work lol) and proceeded to be on errand duty for the next several hours. not loving it friends but tbh at least i wasn't doing it in heavy snow and the crowds were not as bad as they could have been, so i think my decision to switch my last chunk of shopping from saturday to monday was all in all a good one.
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arionaleilani Ā· 4 months ago
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hello hey howdy hi. i'm sorting through my projects from the past few years and establishing where i'm at with them and what next steps for them are. i'm scheduling hours to write more consistently (creating "shifts" for me to clock in/out for, essentially) because i know how my brain works and i know approaching it as an actual job of sorts with stricter hours is what i need, at least right now, to kickstart my brain into being productive again. this will likely change once i'm back in the groove of things and finding balance again, but this is what my head needs for now, so it's what i'm gonna do.
once i've sorted through everything, reorganized it and have a game plan crafted, i will recreate my writeblr intro post and start making new wip posts for the projects that i decide to work on finishing first. so that'll be cool! i miss being more active in my writing and posting about it like i was in 2023. last year slowed me down and the start of 2025 has been kicking my ass, but hey, i turn 25 on the 15th and i've been saying i want to be published before i turn 26, so i'm gonna work on that and make some god damn progress on shit.
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swantear Ā· 5 months ago
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in a nut shell: this oc is the ugly duckling who turned to a swan --- but then the swan gets intoxicated with how pretty ppl find her lol.
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silverislander Ā· 6 months ago
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bonkers that i still gotta work rn. like ahhhh everything's on fire, my mom starts chemo this week, i didn't make a resolution for this year bc all i can think to want is to survive it lol. also i gotta make a slideshow
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two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat Ā· 9 months ago
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Ooooookay so not sure im gonna keep going to walmart to get my groceries unless absolutely necessary cuz the one closest to my house is awful
Its fucking massive. The app tells you the wrong aisles for everything. And there were way too many fucking people. Not a fan.
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onetobeamup Ā· 1 year ago
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Me feeling so cool and normal about going up a pant size
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sassyandclassy94 Ā· 1 year ago
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I wish my manager realized that once I’m in the back mopping the floor near the end of my shift, I don’t want conversation anymore. I just want to mop with my music😫
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autumnhobbit Ā· 2 years ago
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going to jump off a bridge over……food
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