swimmingmiracletheorist

[swimmingmiracletheorist]

Like leaves 🍃 in the fall

What you call love for me

Isn't love at all

Just words floating away

Like leaves in the fall🍂

I see you with her

My heart breaks again and again

Where you truly belong

While I hide all this pain 😔

My messages, straight from my heart

Meet only cold emojis in return

While you share your couple dreams with her

Leaving me here to burn

What should I understand from this?

That what we have isn't real?

That all those moments meant nothing

While my tears still silently steal?

Your love is just a moment

A flash in time that's gone

While I'm still here holding on

To memories that feel so wrong

If this isn't love

Then why does it hurt so much?

Why do I still care

For someone I can't touch?

[swimmingmiracletheorist]

You shine💫 for her, I see it clear,

While I'm left waiting in the REAR😔.

This CRAZY feeling 😣 I can't kill.

You say you're mine 💞, your heart's with me,

But actions and words don't 🤥 seem to agree.

My eyes show one thing 🫣, your lips another,

Which should I trust? I can't recover 😒.

My heart's in pieces,💔❤️‍🩹

yet loves you still ❤️‍🔥.

[swimmingmiracletheorist]

“I’ve always liked quiet people: You never know if they’re dancing in a daydream or if they’re carrying the weight of the world.”

— John Green, Looking for Alaska

[swimmingmiracletheorist]

Tell me how ???

Joy and pain, a tangled blur.

Bittersweet vision: you with her,

Hearts entwined, yet torn apart,

Your lies, a dagger through my heart.

Eyes locked, you swear your love's true,

While living life with someone new.

How can you play this cruel game?

Your words and actions not the same.

Tell me how ??

[swimmingmiracletheorist]

Loving them...more than me,

Their thoughts first, I decree.

Too much? Can't help but feel,

It's okay, it's no big deal.

But don't forget what's true:

You need some loving too.

#selflove #love #selflesslove hopelessromantic