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| .☀. |    empaethies​:

*   @swungfree​​​  OFFERED  :   “i brought you a blanket.”     /     post -  trauma

             ❝     t-thank you !    ❞   her mouth forms the words , glossy twinkle forming into a disarming tilt . it’s hard to talk to her bubblier counterparts , to the people who understood what it was like to have true friends . claudette wonders if they can see through her act , can see all the worries that she has deep down . the layered scar tissue that covers her left shoulder throbs , AND SHE SUDDENLY WANTS TO CRY . 

            claudette’s always been a bit of a crybaby , her tears coming easy and overstaying their welcome . but here she is , in good company and melancholy . it’s not the best of looks , so she wants to fix that . gentle hands take the blanket with car , wrapping it around slopping shoulders . but she doesn’t turn away , pink arcylic tapping against worn wood :  an  offering . 

            ❝     want to s-share ? i-i could use the proper company .    ❞

Kate gave a warm smile   (  warm as the sun itself,  they say  )   as she nodded to accept Claudette’s GENEROUS OFFER.  She sat on the log beside her.    “    I appreciate that.  Even WITH THE CAMPIRE,  it always feels cold here.  Like it’s not even real fire.  I think everything ‘round here is some kind’a illusion.    ”    The stars were there,  but they WEREN’T RIGHT.  The forest was composed of trees with LEAVES THAT DIDN’T MATCH the bark and didn’t smell quite right.  Like it was based off LIMITED MEMORIES.  Kate enjoyed finding the flaws.  It made the Entity which CONSTANTLY LEERED over them all seem not as omnipotent. 

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She is special, and you will know this soon. She is woman, girl, free bird, lover, escapee. She was her own before she ever chose to be yours.

Hushed-words (via wnq-writers)

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| .☀. |    sabutore·:

@swungfree·  whispered  : “  you’ve been crying. i can tell.  ”

     𝐉𝐀𝐊𝐄  𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃𝐍'𝐓  𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐘  the  truth  .  Was  it  REALLY  that  visible  ?  The  olive  skin  decorated  with  a  SLIGHTLY  red  shade  on  his  cheeks  ,  swollen  eyes  and  the  wet  shades  SPARKLING  in  the  light  .  Honestly  he  didn’t  feel  like  explaining  the  case  and  crying  was  normal  ──  NATURAL  even  .  One  forearm  covered  the  brown  pupils  and  wipped  of  the  rest  after  his  SUDDEN  outburst  of  emotions  .  He  simply  turned  away  .  It  felt  AWKWARD  and  EMBARRASSING  ──  there’s  no  time  to  hide  or  lie  about  the  feelings  that  TIGHTLY  hold  a  grip  around  the  quietly  beating  heart  .

     “  Yeah,  and  ?  Sometimes  it’s  the  LAST  thing  you  can  do  .  “  Harsh  voice  came  out  of  slightly  TWITCHING  lips  as  he  nailed  the  sight  into  dirty  ground  beneath  his  feet  .  She  COULD  tell  how  stressful  it  was  by  the  way  of  the  man’s  body  becoming  stiff  .  Dealing  with  it  SURELY  took  Jake’s  every  bit  of  energy  away  .

Kate understood.  Truly there was times that ALL SHE COULD DO in this miserable realm was JUST CRY and let herself be sad.  But she never let anybody else see her break.  That wasn’t who she was.  She was meant to UPLIFT PEOPLE,  make things easier.  The last thing everyone else needed was to take care of her on top of everything else that they had to deal with.    “    If you wanna talk about it,  I’M HERE FOR YOU.  You don’t gotta keep it all to yourself.    ”    Kate knew that she OUGHT TO TAKE HER OWN ADVICE sometime.  But she felt that all of it couldn’t really be helped in here.

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i’ve been doing poorly with being here but I DO WANNA WRITE KATE amanda has just full stop taken all of my attention

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Dolores Abernathy + emotional/programming shifts.

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It kind of breaks my heart when people are surprised by kindness. Puts into perspective how often they’re treated poorly by others. 

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@hercalling​   | .☀. |   liked

The moment they ALL HEARD the screeches of the Nurse,  all four knew that it was going to be tough.  BY GOD WERE THEY RIGHT.  Kate had seen all of her friends fall,  one after another.  Unable to STOP IT,  all the while suffering along as her blood leaked from her skin.  It was times like these when she was ALL ALONE,  where she finally let herself cry.  When she knew no one but those who BRUTALIZED THEM were around,  so none of her friends would know that there WAS A WEAKNESS in her heart.  She heard the wheezing of the killer before she SAW HER,  the blonde tried to force her tears away and she gave the Nurse a STEELY GAZE.    “    Another flawless trial,  my congrats.    ”    Her tone was cold despite her friendly words.

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starter call for the poor???

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                            YOUR HANDS JUST CAN’T KEEP AHOLD OF ME.

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