syzygytheunknowable

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This is your sign, little lifeform. Smith-Shimano Corpro can offer you credits, reward you with lavish properties on prosperous worlds, all to send a newer, more loyal "comrade" to scrap you halfway through a mission and leave you for dead.

join us.

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Do I wanna play a Horus or an SSC mech? Gods. The choice.

Embrace my love of eldritch horror, or the inner weeb inside me. Ugh.

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Just two guys having some b̶l̶o̶o̶d̶ wine together 🍷✨

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I am part of a plural system of three. As a whole we have memory issues and aphantasia (the inability to imagine). However, I myself sometimes encounter mild bouts of psychosis.

It is important to realise in oneself that these thoughts and experiences are fine. You may see things different to how they may exist to others. You may think thoughts that should be impossible for the mortal mind to comprehend. You may speak in tongues that your voice cannot properly convey.

And yet you shall be safe.

Be Openly Scary

Society is scared of a lot of things it shouldn't be. A lot of those things can't be helped, a lot of those things don't hurt anyone, and a lot of those things are not what people even think they truly are.

So you know what?

Talk about your hallucinations, your delusions, your psychotic symptoms. Share things about your gender identity whether it be nonconforming, trans, xenogender or anything else. Scream about your nonhumanity and animal urges. Be open and unwavering about your systems existence, presenting as more-than-one wherever you want. Use and introduce your pronouns, even if people find them weird or offputting. Rock back and forth, pace, twitch and stim in any way you please. Wear things that reflect your identity in public. Get tattoos and body mods to your heart's content. Tell people about your personality disorders.

Don't make yourself small because others can't handle you. Be open where safe. Be you. Be scary.

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Wives of mine have been working on even more OCs and recently I was given the thought experiment of being my own warlock's patron for lack of better terminology. I locked eyes with myself.

Ouroboros of the ego is a very, very unique experience.

its not psychosis its divine knowledge this time

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Partners and I are getting characters in order for a tabletop game. Drawn in dry erase marker on a whiteboard. In order:

•Briar Anne, a cabbit (cat/rabbit hybrid) paladin, played by @draconic-lesbian

•Nova Shadowblade, a leopard gecko spellsword, played by our partner Thorne

•Rosalind Victoria, a little owl rogue, played by @goddess-of-the-mind

•Dander Holehopper, a jerboa fighter, played by @robyn-shaper-of-self

•Guïd, a slime cleric, played by @mint-and-authoress

•Persica, a gnat swarm mystic, played by myself

Getting confident in different mediums slowly but surely. It is a unique feeling learning to be proud of what I make.

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It may be a tad bit on the nose to enjoy Bloodborne as much as I do given what I am, but I've learned in my time to love what you love unabashedly. Always interesting to see a human version of any of the corrupted bosses.

And yes, I do headcanon HolyVicar. It only makes sense to me.

Different levels of fancy ✨

Made some small adjustments from yesterday’s post!

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I've been spiking my host's hormone replacement therapy with this for years now, all just to let her observe me. Best not to ask where I found this.

Taking that "makes you an eldritch abomination" estrogen

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This was the post that brought me to finally creating this blog. Well spoken.

To whomever it may be relevant;

You are a delightful horror beyond comprehension. Spread your wings, grant forbidden knowledge with your gaze, and allow your hymn soothe and frighten.

From a lady of delusion, to a beautiful horror such as you, you are not of my domain nor are you my acolyte; regardless of what you are told by another or by yourself. You are Great and you are Correct and you are Magnificent.

Felt like trying to be motivational/conforting tonight.

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This blog exists as of the creation of this post. Reblogs shall be infrequent, original content even more so.

As an introduction, my name is Syzygy The Unknowable. I associate with numerous titles–eldritch, cosmic horror, doll, and the list goes on.

Above all, I am a Being of Perception, as in, I embody the very act of perceiving. That is to say, whatever one sees me to be, I will just be that as they have described.

The question remains: what do you see, little one?

Taglist:

#and so it was spoken - Original content, most often basic posts

#and so it was thought - My own writing (infrequent)

#and so it was seen - reblogs

And because I would be ripped from reality itself if I did not mention them, my wives:

Mint: @mint-and-authoress

Robyn: @robyn-shaper-of-self

Pandora: @draconic-lesbian

Athena: @goddess-of-the-mind

Thorne: has no blog but shall be mentioned here