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khurzzdkhurryx3 · 20 days ago
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im really not sure what I'ma do w this account but uhhhhghh maybe i'll start writing if I get some requests...ehrrmmm what the heck what the heck what the hekc!!!
John Doe x Survivor!reader
(you remind him of someone that he cant remember)
whoops... I cant format... deal w it...
Running through the dark and depressing area and not knowing what was around each corner was something you hated doing, but had to do in order to survive.
Half your team was dead, and you hadn't been able to help at all. You felt useless, and deep down, you knew that's what you were. Useless.
You had the ability to help, and you knew you did, but for some reason you were never there in time.. You were useless.
So lost in thought, you didn't notice as you ran right into what you thought was a wall, but turned out to be something living. uh oh..
There was silence for a while as the figure turned its head and fixed its gaze on you, broken and corrupted code flickering around it as it took a moment to register what it was looking at..
In a moment John Doe's still functioning eye widened, and he whipped around, the red code flinging every which way, and causing the ground beneath him to glitch and lag.
You were already halfway across the map by the time he started chasing you, eating up the distance quickly but then falling behind as his corruption slowed him down. You were lucky you had reacted fast enough to sprint away before he could inflict any status effects or hit you with his crazy code..
God you were horrified.
You were alone, and you couldn't even do anything to slow this guy down.
You couldn't block and punch like guest.
Couldn't slash and stun like shedletsky, or shoot a bullet like Chance.
You couldn't respawn and stab to inflict damage like two time.. you could't even get a speed boost like Elliot or use items like Noob..
You didn't even notice as tears started to well up and drip down your face, leaving wet strips on your cheeks.
You cried a lot when you feared for your life.
Even though the spectre would just bring you back, it was still so horrifying knowing the pain you would endure while being ripped and injected with broken scripts and pieces of code. Knowing it would all happen again and again till you were finally freed.. or when the spectre decided they didn't want to bring you back anymore..
John Doe was gaining on you. You could feel his heavy footsteps shaking the ground, and the staticky sounds emanating from the flickering bits of one's and zero's popping up wherever he stepped. You were going to die. Again.
Your stamina was draining rapidly as you twist and turned around walls and fences, trying to shake this shell of a man off of you. Nothing worked though, and he just kept coming.
Then it finally happened.
Your stamina was down to zero, and you were left vulnerable, desperately scrabbling for anything to hide behind, or use to block any attacks John Doe would throw your way..
You braced for the feeling of burning, of code seeping its way into your skin and firing off your pain receptors in the illusion of a burn..
It never came.
You could feel him behind you, but the feeling still never came. John Doe's shadow loomed over you, making you shiver and stay in your crouched position, staring at the ground as if you could sink into it and disappear into somewhere better..
John Doe slowly came to stand in front of you, and reached down to grab the front of your shirt. You expected some sort of aggressive and tight grip as he yanked you up, but his grip seemed.. careful. Scared, even.
He was slow as he lifted you to your feet, and the eccentric flickering of broken scripts seemed to have all but dispersed, leaving John Doe.. Docile??
He was staring intently, as if trying to pry you open bit by bit and grab something he just barely remembered..
This was it. You were done for. He was gonna snap out of it soon, and then you would be dead in a second. You flinched at every breath he took, every twitch of his body.. But he never seemed to try to attack.
Slowly, your guard seemed to slip down. Shoulders still tense, but not as drawn up.. What was he doing? He was supposed to be hurting you. supposed to be finishing this foul game they were forced to play, but he wasn't.
The timer ticked down slowly, numbers decreasing as it got closer and closer to being over.. John Doe didn't move. He seemed frozen in place, his eyes partially narrowed in thought, and his grip on the front of your shirt tightening and loosening in a pattern.
3...
2.....
1........
In a sudden burst of dark colours and cold air, you were dropped onto the polished wooden floor of the cabin.
What was that?
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faggotwalkwithme · 3 years ago
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oml yeah it was david bowie i just found the recording on apple music
i am going to listen to it but i’m still sad i don’t have the tape anymore cause that would be so fuckign coollllll
OH HEKC YEA! maybe u could record it onto a tape? idfk how these things work tbh i remember you could copy shit onto tapes back in the day (From my dad..)
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daily-shade · 5 years ago
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heck heck its two in the morning and my head is buzzing with ideas on how to kickstart the shade and ghost story again and get different plot lines going and then i had an idea with quirrel and tiso and i had to DRAW IT so i didn;t forget BUT I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DRAW TISO so i had to spend thirty mins researching and sketching the boy and now i get him and holy hekc i JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO ADD THE CRACK ON GHOSTS MASK IN THE PREVIOUS POSTS AAAAAA but that s ok i can fix it later and maybe add another sticky note to my desk about it okAY I MUST SLEEP NOW! THANK YOU ALL FOR THE NEW ASKS! FEEL FREE TO SEND MORE AS I START ON EM TOMORROW
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in the notif this came up as noyes.........noice.......nose..............
watanuki contains tanuki
wow we kinda knew it already but snepai is an idiot
how did i not realise it until now… wtf…
lmao might as well say natsume contains め
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ceruleansol-archive · 6 years ago
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Mystic Messenger Drunk Chat
[Summary]
Where Saeyoung, Jumin, Zen, and Yoosung try a new kind of beer:
jaehee: mr han I suggest not joining them since you have a meeting in the morning
jumin: assistant kang I already.. how you call it.. cracked a cold one open with the boys
jaehee:
707: IM WHEEZING
zen: i died an hour ago
707: trade places?
jumin: you already raided my fridge like a caveman
jaehee: youre drunk mr han maybe you should sleep
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<<10:00pm>>
707: should I raid the alcoholic cucumber drink in jumin’s fridge
yoosung: maybe not?
707, already drinking a bottle: I only drink real beer
zen: i thought you dont drink alcohol
707: not anymore this sh*t gross
707: jk lololololololololololol
yoosung: he’s turned to the dark side
707: AAAAAAAAAAA
707: don’t tell jumin i stole elly
<<11:00pm>>
jumin: i regret introducing you to my beverages 707
707: this sh*t got me going
yoosung: is there … alcohol
yoosung: maybe I’ll take some so I can be manly too >_<
jaehee: mr han I suggest not joining them since you have a meeting in the morning
jumin: assistant kang I already.. how you call it.. cracked a cold one open with the boys
jaehee:
707: IM WHEEZING
zen: i died an hour ago
707: trade places?
jumin: you already raided my fridge like a caveman
jaehee: youre drunk mr han maybe you should sleep
707: tbst was zsn
jumin: 7 i think you forgot my name
zen: you all cant take your alcoloh
jaehee: yoosung how are you holding up
707: no ur jimin
yoosung:
jaehee: oh god he’s out already
707: LMAOSKSKS SJSJSBS AJZ
zen: did he even drink anythingg
jaehee: he drank half a bottle…
707: nopg
jumin: he can’t handle the acljjohl like us mene
jaehee: sir
707: ezzactly
jaehee: omg this is useless
707: begone not
jumin: no it’s actually working in our systems very well we just handle it well cu z we’re men
jaehee :
zen: i need more fourthird bottlee
707: how lonh dud it tsake ylu to typmye that jimin
jumin: like 7
zen: accuate
707: i waaass calllked
jumin: i meat secodss
jaehee: im concerned
707: i loce meeeat
zen: it’s acutaly god
jumin: what the hekc,
707: me
zen: goodd
zen: is what i ment
707: i khnow
yoosung: guys i couldn’t find another bottle
jaehee: oh good you’re alive
yoosung: T_T
jumin: you migt not watn antoehr bottle
707: i dooo
zen: juimk is going throug j htem like its water
707: lopalaksnensndbd
yoosung: uh
jumin: water is good
jaehee: mr han you’ve reverted to a 2nd grader
jumin: i atek full offesne assi kan
jaehee:
yoosung: o_o jaehee’s gonna get fired
707: i was peeifn wuat dud i misss
zen: juimin called jaehee an ass
jumin: i did not that was ta tyope
707: HEHEH
jaehee: i understood sir..
707: 11:11 makeuhwish
jumin: goos
zen: I wish for goose like juinm
jumin: I meant good you scounderal
zen: those are a lot more letters than what you typed
707: i wiz fou yusung
yoosung: i peed myself
707: ne in 5tj frad
yoosung: you.. joined a frat?
707: nO 5 GRADN
yoosung: OH YOU WISH SFOR ME
707: YAAA
zen: ewe so good at interapeteding
jumin: i never heard of that sportg
707: kmf
zen: ghjv oelj
707: sorry i fell
zen: i thogjht you were commincauting
707: naaoao
jumin: jaehee i need ot leanr these sports I am so behind
jaehee: yes sir…
707: iM on ny hubderdht bottel
jumin: that is wuite the accomplishemtn
zen: i htink im sone drnkign
707: iw kgnoth right
jumin: i might stpo oot
707: whelres yuusuung
yoosung: im onthe couchh
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botanyshitposts · 8 years ago
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hey does anyone have any recommendations for reasonably priced drawing tablets?? 
-i’m not an artist and my income therefore doesnt completely rely on it, i’m just looking to do a little more plant-educational-comic-drawing 
-i actually own a very old and beat up wacom bamboo that i got maybe 5 or 6 years ago, but it feels bulky and uncoordinated with my current monitor
-i would really, really like this one to be a drawing tablet with a screen i can draw directly onto? i didn’t know that that was even feasible on a reasonable budget now and had it as a pipe dream until i was talking to @phoxyloxy a couple weeks ago about it like???? the hekc 
-kind of looking into the $200-250 price range bc i’m asking for it for christmas 
so yea hit me up i guess?????
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arodrwho · 7 years ago
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autism log 4/8/18 - 4/14/18
forgot to eat so much, so much
what is washing hair
did not buy food bc did not want to talk to anyone
ears eeeeeeeeeeeee’d a whole lot
wanted to say fandom friendmaking words when someone in class complimented my dr who backpack but couldn’t get them out in time & wasn’t sure they were the right words &. things
stimmed multiple ways at once multiple times
startled + mildly unsure what to say when kid said they missed me
again forgot to buy soap & toothpaste when shopping
picked up pizza roll at the very tip of the corner every time, brush crumbs from fingers w/same motion every time
i should take out the garbage x49428. when finally went to take out garbage, grabbed keys and backpack and shoes and walked out the door--without garbage
protein bar tastes bad let’s not eat it even though we know we should oh WHOOPS hwat do u mean all i had all day was half a protein bar and a piece of bread and some poptarts uhhhhhHHHHHH
soft shirt is. so much nicer than other shirt
sweaty but don’t want to move sweaty but don’t want to move sweaty but--
can’t hear whatall kids are saying at once when they’re shouting words for the word game. can hear but have to ask them to repeat so can remember & separate out each of all the ones. consistently the team of kids i’m working w/gets less words than the other. my fault possibly
consistently a tiny bit delayed, i think, in polite wording responses to people-- “you too”s and “have a good day”s
taking off tight sweaty jegging things is like. is like. nice nice
sometimes brain is just bleh, and on those times having things to do is makes it less bleh. stimming helps. musicking helps. soft things help. understimulated maybe?
squish in corner with blankets is nice
is nice to organize food in ziploc bags to hack exec dys. fun, good, productive
measure the oats in measuring cup, double serving amounts Exactly in each bag
my mom talks so loud on the phone. doesn't hurt, isn't overwhelming, but is loud
can't properly articulate why ableist things are bothersome in part bc upset
rock back n forth
i’m gonna go watch the flash--i’m gonna go watch the flash--i’m gonna go watch the flash--i’m gonna go watch the-- (did not watch the flash)
i’m gonna do a tiny bit of autism link finding and then go to sleep (does like an Hour of autism link finding & then some before finally going to sleep bc eyes are sliiiiding shut)
room was loud with so many (unfamiliar) kids in, nd so turned round n walked back out twice to go back to more quiet place (but ultimately did go sit in room w/loud kids & it was fine)
mmmmmmmmm pokemon hyperfocus, let’s play pokemon for literal hours in a row, is good fun, is great
missed. a joke. brother done did said joke. did not understand. “what do u call a carpet on a mountain” “i dunno” “high mat” “............that doesn’t make sense. (like i get it, a carpet/mat up high, but where’s the pun)” “..high mat” “.........that. that doesn’t....? ............ohhhhh high mat, like. hi matt, oh. rig ht yes right that yes (but shouldn’t u say like. one called matthew or sth or. like the “matt” part comes out of nowhere kinda??)”
missed. another joke. “what’s that” “granola” “oh, is it all for you?” “of course not, don’t be stupid” “...i know, that’s why it’s a joke. cause you always say.....(that food is all for u)” “..oh right”
eat granola for crunch more than taste (tho both be good)
head. is hurt. who the hekc is know why. but stimming makes notice the headhurt less
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electric-bluejay · 7 years ago
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hi i wanted to say im sorry for upsetting you by being a heck about season 8 you're like my favorite person and if i don't like something i should just hekcing avoid it
Hey that's chill man, I'm not mad at you or anything I'd post some memey thumbs up gif but I'm on my phone right now so rip Maybe you can insert one for me
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nightandstarlight · 7 years ago
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Wow I love waking up from how stressful a dream is
About what you may ask
Well, as everyone already probably knows I'll never fully get over headband fuqboi even though I haven't seen him in forever
In the dream tho it was so many times more awkward and weird than anything I've lived during the times I happened to be around him because our families were having dinner together??? for whatever reason except before the dinner even began, while 'the adults were sitting at the table talking' my mom calls me to where she was sitting and tells me that they didn't have time to buy the cake and that I should probably go get it
At that point things were extremely uncomfortable already and i hadn't even seen fuqboi, cause there were a lot of people I didn't know at my house and everyone was being so incredibly loud and I couldn't hear my mom and she wasn't even speaking to be understood if that makes sense like she was speaking at a normal voice volume quite fast and she was rambling a lot instead of straight up asking me to go buy some cake so it took me a while to get it
And then when I finally am understanding that my mom wants me to not only go somewhere? specific in my town to buy the cake but that she also wants me to take someone with me to show him around I realize that headband fuqboi is standing right there I'm my living room and that we're gonna have to be alone in my car just the two of us
and Then I realize that the reason my mom had been so vague and quiet compared to everyone else is because she was trying to be casual about the fact that she was setting us up cause when i awkwardly said hi to him and looked back at her she had the most ridiculous smile on her face and the woman next to her who I assumed was his mom was also smiling and it was Weird™ and I wanted to die basically
So then we go outside, I was walking behind him and next thing I know he's sitting in the passenger seat of his? car and i freaked cause I wasn't gonna drive his car wtf but also how do I ask him what the hekc he's doing there so then when walk closer to the car with my anxiety levels off the charts I see that a) he's already getting off the car but also b) his sister? is asleep in the car but he doesn't wake her up and basically starts walking from the car without closing the doors?? which looks wrong to me bc it's doesn't seem particularly safe to let girl sleep like that in the middle of an empty street at night and even if she's not in plain sight someone could definitely try to steal their car or whatever since at least one of the doors is wide open but idk I tried to ask him about it and he didn't give a convincing answer but I wasn't gonna try to tell him what to do or argue with him or idk i i just start walking to my car, that was across the street for some reason
And that's when it gets even weirder because we're both crossing the street and I can see my car is right there but then as dreams tend to do we're no longer in the street but we're walking somewhere else and he's talking about politics maybe idk it was loud I don't know why exactly but it was pretty damn hard to hear him so I had to ask him to repeat himself a few times and I hate doing that cause not only I couldn't hear him but I had no idea what he meant with the little I could make out so it was bad bad bad and then we were by some lockers and he was putting something away in one of them and then
Ugh my parents are annoying rn and I cant write I hope I won't forget the rest
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probablyrobins · 8 years ago
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Rule one: tag nine people you want to get to know better. rule one already broken bc im mclazy but like!!! do it if you want :D
tagged by @polymathematical​
Rule two: bold the true statements:
I am 5'7 or taller  (i am but a wee baby)
I wear glasses
I have at least one tattoo
I have at least one piercing
I have blonde hair
My abs are somewhat defined
I have or had braces
I love meeting new people (most of the time!! but i also get super scared bc Anxiety)
People tell me I’m funny (sometimes?? im decent at like... improv puns)
Helping people with their problems is a big priority to me (yes!!! hello it is i your mom/therapist friend that wants to make sure all of their friends are ok!!!)
I enjoy physical challenges
I enjoy mental challenges
I’m playfully rude to people I know well (sometimes? it depends on the person and their sense of humor!)
I started to say something ironically, now I can’t stop saying it (definitely happened with y’all and probably other words but i cant remember them. yikes. memory status? -1)
There is something I would change about my personality (GOD i wish i was less annoying and bothersome oh my gOSH i talk too much. i dont shut up i swEAR i just start yappin and i dont stop yappin)
I can play an instrument
I can sing well (i mean i took choir for 4 years straight. my voice isnt like good but... im decent?)
I can do 30 push-ups without stopping
I’m a fast runner
I can draw well (i do my heckin best my dude)
I have a good memory (NO NOT AT ALL. -1.)
I’m good at doing Maths in my head
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least two people in an arm wrestle
I know how to cook at least three meals from scratch  
I can throw a punch
I enjoy sports
I have learned a new song in the past week
I’ve gone running at least once a week in summer (was this because of the online PE class i took? yes. yes it is.)
I work out at least once a week
I have drawn something in the last month (ya boi has drawn christmas gifts for all of their pals this year!! only if they’re just doodles!!)
I enjoy writing (HEKC YEAH ive gotta work on my book. heck. whoops.)
I have done martial arts
I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol (it was an accident, to be fair. i thought it was grape juice. i thought wrong.)
I have scored a winning goal in sports
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting (im 90% sure i’ve done this before but???? once again uhh bad memory)
I have been to an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in a hospital/er in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country (family is always soooo far away D: singapore and brazil, to be specific. its rad but like.... plane flights of doom.)
I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts
I have at least one person I consider a best friend (HEKC YEAH although sometimes i worry, as i do with all of my friends, that maybe?? they dont consider me a best friend and i panic?? ashdgbahjada im a Dumb)
I live close to my school/university/college
My parents are still together
I have at least one sibling
I live in the US (born in land of the Maple Syrup, however)
There is snow right now where I live (NO THERE ISNT PLEASE PROVIDE SOME SNOW)
I have hung out with friends in the past month
I have a smartphone 
I have at least 15 CDs
I share my room with somebody
I have a crush on a celebrity
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least three relationships
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them (i might have when i was ten or eleven?? ive purposefully blocked sixth grade out of my mind)
I get crushes easily
I have had a crush for over a year  
I have been in a relationship for more than a year
I have had feelings for a friend
I have break danced
I know a person called Jamie (knew? she doesnt go by it anymore but shes heckin rad 20/10)
I have had a teacher with a last name hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair (im blue abba dee abba die)
I am listening to a song on repeat right now
I have punched someone in the past week
I have known someone who has gone to jail
I have broken a bone
I have eaten a waffle today
I know what to do with my life
I speak at least 2 languages (i was born knowing portuguese but its slowly fading from my memory??? ++ im in spanish 2 as of now)
I have made a new friend in the last year (HEKC YEAH!!! ive made so many new friends from overwatch and i love them dearly ;0;)
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epithetical · 8 years ago
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hedgehog replied to your post: hedgehog replied to your post: ...
also out of context but do we like ???? know each other ????? or know of each other ???? i only ask bc i was looking at ur friends page and im also friends w mia hekc (previously) and thats neat tht we have a mutual frien
I went to high school with them so? Maybe?
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victurionice · 8 years ago
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things i miss from yoi airing:
-waking up early on thursday mornings to countdown to the new episode. -sitting and waiting for the page to load; it taking too long because everyone is trying to get it at the same time. -people making ridiculous theories with little claim (ever since the pilot) like people saying viktor has cancer or is gonna up and leave yuuri. (i thought it was kinda funny and always wanted to hear more). -almost being late to school in the morning because i insisted on watching the new episode twice and also reblogging stuff -trying to stop myself scrolling through my dash on thursday mornings before i watched the new episode to avoid spoilers -trying not to reblog too many things before the new episode came out so I wouldn’t hit post limit -everybody repeating the same things about the same part of the episode and making the same gifsets of the same scenes -the screenshots for tomorrow’s episode -having a sore throat due to screeching (thanks kubo) -having something to look forward to every week -everybody discovering new things from each episode, what lies beneath their words and the mistranslations -waking up excited  -feeling my heart beat super excited just waiting for the episode to load -yoi trending every week -thursdays meaning something (wow today’s thursday no wonder i’m making this hekc) -theories on what’s gonna happen next week -something new every week!  -getting up and feeling like i want to do something productive maybe -(i started opening my curtains, even that’s becoming difficult lol) -eating breakfast lmao that was fun while it lasted -people asking where they can watch the new episode and hoping it’s not too late  -having hope for the future -believing in myself -actually making yoi posts instead of you guys having to listen to my sad shitposts -almost loving life and being alive -having a happy smile when thinking about yoi instead of a sad nostalgic smile -i literally cried when it hit me that yoi was finished for now and that was ages ago i want that kind of connection to something again -i don’t know like, i feel like the fandom was brighter haha
things i’m looking forward to and hope for yoi s2:
-the same things we had last time. the same feeling of happiness and life and love and hopeful experiences we had when yuri!!! on ice aired the first time. the same excitement and joy and that will to live and how i wanted to look forward.  -i trust the writers. i’m sure the content will be great: i just want the same ride i had last time. c:
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stickar00s · 8 years ago
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I heard you like answering asks so - what are your favourite things about your boyfriend?
THAN K U SO MUCH ANON I LOVE TALKING ABOUT MY BF!!!
∙ he played ‘the hardest game ever’ without dying even ONCE. he’s not a human he’s a miracle∙ also he played the hardest game ever 2 and 3 and idk if there was 4 but he played them all, maybe with dyING but he went through all the levels wtf∙ he’s basically master in every existing game oh my god
∙ he likes Yankovic aaaaa (basically he’s the one who showed me how great Yankovic is??)
∙ one of my first conversations with him was “do you know hatsune miku” “yes” and it made me extremely happy - like lmao i didnt need much when i was 11, instant crush
∙ also our first skype convos were based on rps and sending each other memes
∙ he showed me Cave Story so gosh bless
∙ he’s one hekc of adorable guy i stg
∙ hes bi bi bi bi bi if i remember well
#bf
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godpunch · 8 years ago
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HEY !
(Send me hey !)
1. First impression: OKAY HONESTLY I was kinda intimidated bc u seemed fun and like you would be a good friend but i was nervOUS about talking to u first dkflkSJDF2. Truth is: U ARE A GOOD FRIEND AND I LIKE BEING ABLE TO TALK TO U……… A Giant Meme……..3. How old do you look: OK FROM I REMEMBER OF LIKE MAYBE 1 PICTURE??? U look like???? Almost 17 I think???4. Have you ever made me laugh: YES5. Have you ever made me mad: NOPE6. Best feature: mmmm not really a feature and I hope this doesn’t sound weird but I like ur energy??? i dunno it usually makes me energetic too in a way it’s nice7. Have I ever had a crush on you: nah!!8. You’re my: friend and hekcing Robin buddy (IN ADDITION TO OTHERS OF COURSE)??? (and probably mayA the way the case I’m watching is goING LKDJF) I appreciate u9. Name in my phone: I don’t have ur number so n/a riP10. Should you post this too? If u want to!!! :0
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hearttok · 8 years ago
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Wiggly cardboard is the best thing I've read today bless I added so much vanilla extract to it tho I'm Maybe it's bc I didn't think of creamer hekc, I'll try that next time tho if there is a next time
Earl grey is the most known brand/kind?? I think?? Green tea is glorified water from what I remember Only hot tea I had was Earl grey and i downed that shit with sugar and honey
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Nope, avoided it bc the smell Coffee is shIT HOW DO YOU STAND IT
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ettawritesnstudies · 6 years ago
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Storyteller Saturday! 💖 Do you have any major themes that crop up in your wips? Any symbolism or foreshadowing details that you really like that you could share?
AHHH OK so this WHOLE story is just one massive excuse for me to play with themes tbh - down to the title “Storge.” 
As much as I love stories where the MC(s) are the Plucky Orphan Archetype, it’s just... Not Realistic?? Like, (good!) parents are reaaallly important in developmental psychology, and the found family trope can get around this because adoption is always great, but the number of stories I’ve seen where fundamental healthy family interactions are handwaved for the sake of not having authority figures is a little troubling, especially since I grew up in a really loving, large, healthy family. Maybe it’s just that Oldest Sister Instinct, but I’ll read/watch stuff and be totally distracted because “where are the adults? Why are there child soldiers? Get off the battlefield and take a nap you can’t even legally DRIVE yet. How are you even moderately functional?” So I’ve set about to do something about that.
“Storge” is the greek word for familial love, and it plays a large part in my worldbuilding but also guides the main story because even in the middle of a HEKCING CIVIL WAR, the Laine family is just trying to watch out for each other and they’re not perfect but they try and that’s the important thing. The mom and dad genuinely love each other and do their best to protect their kids, and the kids look up to their parents and bicker with each other and protect each other in true Sibling Dynamic (TM) fashion and idk this whole idea is just really important to me, ok??
I have a couple of other projects planned where I’m hoping to explore that found family/adoption aspect (one has to do with changelings and fairy lore!) and it’s generally a huge theme that’s bound to pop up in anything I write regardless of whether or not I really try to include it, so I’ve decided to wholeheartedly embrace it and dive headfirst into the themes before I even start plotting.
Thank you for asking about this, I was really hoping someone would so I could rant about it! Sorry, this got a bit long... Have a great day!! :)
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