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[osarina]

I stand by my question, what is that letter in the background of the beast comm... is it what I think it is?

;) u know the answer to this now

[osarina]

This might have been asked before, but do you plan on writing a fic that's about you know chuuya and PMreader, maybe about the time they um... you know... did the deed after Dazai left the mafia because GIRL, I'm curious about certain things regarding that time so yeah

LMAOOOOOOOO yes i do plan on writing a fic on it 💀 it was supposed to be chuuya’s birthday fic this year but it did nawt happen i fear 😔 BUT ONE DAY

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Actually, I have a question... how and when did this blog come to life? if you don't mind sharing the story.

omg .... you know i was a lurker blog for quite a bit, and then i think in ?? december i finally gathered to courage to consider yk sharing my writing here ... but i dont think i started posting until january, and then it really started picking up around the time i started writing waterloo and then it REALLY picked up with wykyk

[osarina]

Clears throat dramatically... so I promise this is the last time I send asks until you catch up to yours from before, but ummm, I just read Storm Bringer in... five hours or so, and at the beginning, I was mildly not okay, but NOW... I cried my eyes out at certain points and smiled like an idiot in others, and this was my second time meeting the flags after reading about them in your works, and I'm just... it was a work of art, and I needed to rant about it to someone.

... thanks for hearing my rant.

Okay, apologies, and BYE 👋🏻

now how are you feeling that we're going to see it all drawn out by hoshikawa

[osarina]

RINA STAAWWWP.

You see the author you mentioned the other day, R.F Kuang (whose book I got by the way, the one you mentioned, Babel) we literally share the birth date and I have never been happier because I never once found someone who shares my birth date, especially when we realised that my brother and Keanu Reeves share the same birth date lol.

So yeah (visible happiness)

Two, the first tying I do in the morning when my system is turning on for operating when I'm still in bed is to read everything you posted when I was asleep and I like to imagine that Dazai may or may not freak out to Oda in the pregnancy scare thingy, like just him full blown losing his shit (that would be a sight for sore eyes)

Also, out of curiosity, how long have you been writing for? Like I just found out that I've been writing, reading and learning for 4 years (from 14 to now 18 and going to 19 in three months) so yeah, but you're not obligated to answer that as it's personal.

OMGGGGGG YOULL HAVE TO TELL ME HOW YOU LIKE BABEL, i’m reading it after i finish rereading the poppy war series OMG WE COULD HAVE BOOK TALK MEETINGS !!!!!!

dude 💀 could u imagine he’s sitting at the bar with them and like she texts him casually like hey can u come to mori’s office and obviously he’s like no why would i do that and she just straight up hits him with the i might be pregnant 💀and he literally chokes over his drink so bad that ango and oda have to help him 😭💀 and he’s in shock at first so doesn’t really respond when they ask him what’s wrong and then he just finally crashes out 💀💀

oh gosh i’ve been writing like on and off for almost a decade LOL. i started with 💀 pjo fanfic but then stopped writing during high school because i focused heavily on school and sports and just didn’t have the time, then picked it back up with writing original things for fun in college and learning how to worldbuild, and then when i started graduate school i circled back to fanfic like a year and a half ago bc i don’t have the energy to build my own stuff HAHAH

[osarina]

OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD, THE NEW THEME! *SCREAMS INTERNALLY* I'm literally dying, it's soooo pretty, like calming pretty and I love iiiiiit, also so freaking happy that you are out of your writing slump cuz I know that thing can be a PIA and I've been there but luckily I'm getting out of it recently and starting a new novel but I need mental preparation for it because it's dark as hell, like really dark 🫠😅😂 also a question for you, as you're the expert, do you prefer writing in past tense or present tense?

And in the end... YOU BETTER BE PROUD OF WHAT YOU WRITE, CUZ IT'S FUCKING AWESOME AND WE ALL LOVE YOU FOR IT AND WE ALL CHEER YOU ON GIRL!

(Giving you a killer hug cuz you deserve it)

I LOVE U THANK YOU <3333333

omg okay. so. for fanfiction, i prefer present tense, because i feel like it's more immersive for the reader. but when i'm reading and writing original things, i prefer past tense, because it's not really meant to be the reader themselves in the fic, but them reading the story of the main character. does that make sense?

GIVING YOU THE TIGHTEST HUG BACK, I LOVE U SM

[osarina]

YAAAAAY! THE QUEEN IS BACK! Missed you girl and missed seeing the account active with asks just wanted to say I'm SO excited for the new fic you're planning, also I've been somewhat more addicted to love and deepspace and I'm starting to see why you like Rafayel but I will always be a Sylus girlie but ummm can we discuss Caleb 😅🤭

Anywho, hope you have all the great things with this new month and I hope the ideas, creativity and imagination never leaves your mind as we'll be doomed then 😉

I MISSED YOUUUUUU <333 OMG YES. CAN WE DISCUSS CALEB... he's literally the ONLY one of the boys who has made me stray from rafayel .... the yan vibes go crazy you guys know i love my yans .....

ILY <3333 i hope you have a wonderful day beloved im giving u the tightest hug

[osarina]

It's me again and I couldn't help when I was thinking (god spare us when I do that) like I know you wrote a Dazai and Reader dancing scene in wasteland but can we just imagine how it would turn out with PM Reader and ADA Dazai, maybe the port mafia and the agency are both attending an event and for both sides they are like just two people dancing together but others like Chuuya and people who knew about them are just watching, wondering what the F was happening between them... especially after Kunikida and Yosano met PM reader in the last chapter you released in (WYKYK) so yeah, anywho, I'll be out if your hair now and hope you're doing good and life is going smoothly for you and if it's not... well I hope it does get better

actually fun fact there's a scene like this i have planned in the good old fashioned lover boy / killer queen fic thats been on the wykyk masterlist FOREVER and i haven't written it yet lOL. it was one of the first i had planned, but i havent gotten around to it. it's supposed to be set after doa arc </3

[osarina]

Carina... I say this in the gentlest of tones... but if PM reader in beast fic dies, I swear to god... I'm gonna RIOT ( well not really, I love whatever the queen gives us) but like can't my girl be happy for once, that's your baby why do this to her.

Also, said it before, will say it again the way you put love and soul into your works appears by the amount of emotions I get when I'm reading like really *sigh* chef's kiss.

But don't forget to take breaks, focus on yourself and remember that you deserve good times when you overwork yourself, love u tons and sending hugs MUAH 💕

And the new comm, I'm obsessed with PM reader more than Dazai at this point ✨️✨️

<.< I SHOW MY LOVE BY DELIVERING SUFFERING TO MY FAVS </333 unfortunately that means mr dazai and miss pmreader are the prime receivers of terrible fates THAT BEING SAID U GUYS WILL BE HAPPY WITH THIS YEARS BDAY FIC I PROMISE. think of it as an apology for beastzai

BUT WAHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU SO DEEPLY IM GOING TO CRY, YOU HAVE MY FULL HEART IM GIVING YOU THE TIGHTEST HUG EVER

[osarina]

You'll probably see this waaaay later but hope you're doing great! Also thanks for influencing me to download hsr and take care of urself!

ILY <333 DID YOU ADD ME ??? IF U DIDNT U MUST

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Heeey, long time no see my dear!

So, first of all, remember when I once asked you about uni majors and all that, I'm happy to say that I finally went ahead to linguistics and am having Russian and english languages and I couldn't be happier, I feel like I'm in my place and can be free to speak english without people wondering why I do it since my mother tongue is Arabic so yeah! I have been trying to get back to writing my novel again, and I hope writing goes well for you, too. (Dying to read your new beast fic, I'm waiting like crazy)

Second of all, I just wanted to you to know how much of a safe haven this blog became for me ever since I found it, it brings me comfort having someone so real and relatable and who tries to help everyone such as yourself and I really really hope life goes the way you wish for it to go because you deserve it! And don't let anyone bring you down.

Also, I'm on the same train as you with the immune system thingy, I'm literally fighting for my life right here with this new flu 🥲

Love and hugs to you from yours truly 💕💕💕🫂

HELLO LOVELY 🫶🫶🫶

OMG!!!! i’m so happy to hear you found your path in uni!!!! linguistics is so interesting—i would love to hear about your studies! also not to be a rf kuang fanpage but one of her books (babel) i’ve heard is really centered around linguistics and colonialism so that might be right up your alley 🙈 i haven’t read it yet, i plan to read it after i finish rereading the poppy war series.

I WISH YOU THE BEST WITH YOUR NOVEL 🫂 i’ve also started my own original project on the side, so i’ll probably be a bit slower with fanfics 😔 altho i do plan on getting this beast fic out first and foremost bc it’s consuming my brain HAHAH

🥹i love u so much, im glad my blog can be a safe place for you—it makes me so happy to hear. i rlly love this little community we’ve built here so much u guys all have my heart

UGH NOT YOU SUFFERING TOO 😔😔😔 one day our immune systems will give us a break 😔 i hope you recover quickly lovely 😔

MWAH MWAH ALL OF THE LOVE TO U 🫶🫂

[osarina]

Hiiii, came here to vent because I'm such an introvert and it's annoying *sigh*

So, I started Uni about three weeks ago but I only have to go one day a week and I can't for the life of me make friends, I'm shitty at socialising and I don't know what to do lol but it's not that bad yet it's not that good either.

Now to the main point... CAN WE ACKNOWLEDGE HOW SMART AND TACTICAL PM!READER IS BECAUSE THIS GIRL PULLED THE BEST MOVE IN THE LAST CHAPTER. Literally, she's gonna turn the tables on everyone, and I'm here for it! And Dazai, my baby, he's so loyal and must be protected at all costs and the star, the man, the legend, Chuuya because that man is the best of friends I swear.

Also, I hope you're doing better as I saw that you weren't having the best time for the last few weeks, so I just wanna say, you got this okay, might not seem that way sometimes but you're stronger than whatever is bothering you and if you're not, that's okay too, I'm here to listen and all of us are.

Have a great day, Carina!

i too am an introvert </3 so i totally get the frustratons. i struggle so hard with reaching out to people and making friends. ive gotten very lucky at grad school and work because everyone here are extroverts :')) and they decided to latch onto me and dont let me go back into a shell. in undergrad though, i honestly was dealing with the same thing + covid happened in the middle of my college years which made it even worse. honestly the only thing i can really recommend is trying to get involved with clubs to find people that like similar things to you, but i know it's easier said than done :') BUT its been a while since you sent this, so i hope things have gotten better for you <33

I LITERALLY HAVE SO MUCH FUN WRITING HER KDJHFAISUHFSAU sometimes i get worried because HAHAH she's like objectively meant to be much smarter than i am, so im sitting here trying to write from the pov of a character that's supposed to be much smarter than me and it literally makes my brain melt LMAOOO. like the politics scenes are the funnest for me to write, but they're also the hardest.

ilysm <333 im giving you the tightest hug ever i adore you with my whole heart i really needed to hear that :')

[osarina]

Rinaa I neeed help, and from anyone on the blog that can help.

So I'm currently supposed to be picking what I want to study at uni but I literally have zero interest in anything so I can't choose anything.

Any help with how to choose a major?

TRY EVERYTHING - are you going into your first year of uni ??? then all i can rec is just try everything you can, and find whatever you enjoy learning the most!! i wish i had tried more things in college than i did </3

[osarina]

Carina!! First of all first time sending an ask but you will be seeing more of me so hopefully that's okay? Second of all, I suddenly had this thought that 'Do I wanna know?' Arctic Monkeys might for some reason be so civizai and pmreader coded especially lines like:

'That the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can't say tomorrow day'

'I dreamt about you nearly every night this week

How many secrets can you keep?' Chapter three* cough*

So yeah, I'm done now, just needed to drop this here! Bye and happy birthday in advance!!

Also sorry for whenever I start sending more asks and get annoying 😅😂

AHHHHHH WELCOME WELCOME IM OPENING MY ARMS TO GIVE U THE LARGEST HUG EVER - I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE MORE OF U IN MY INBOX <333 DON'T BE SHY

and YESSSSSS OMLLLLL do i wanna know is one of my fav songs its SOOOO pmreader & civzai coded GODDDD THE HOW MANY SECRETS CAN U KEEP LINE IS PERFECT FOR THEM

[osarina]

I come here bearing news!!!! I'm so excited!

First things first, I might have finally decided on what I want to study but I'm still undecided between two majors so thought I would tell you and to the more important thing.

I finally found the courage to post the prologue of bsd series I had in my head for a while and now I thought to myself why not so here I am!!

Sry, I'm just so excited and proud that I did that as I am someone who usually has anxiety to do literally anything.

Also wnated to ask how you were doing? How was the trip?

AHHHHHHH THAT'S SO EXCITING!!!! I'M GLAD THAT YOU POSTED YOUR FIC <333 i'm so proud of you, that's so exciting

i'm doing good!! the trip was great, i was happy to see my cousins again after so long. we just dropped my sister off at her uni </3 how have you been?? what did you decide on for studying??

[osarina]

KInda late but happy birthday!!!!!! I hope this new year of yours to be so pleasant and bring you all the good things and more and more of Dazai in your head for you and us 😅😂🎉🥳🎂🎉✨️🎈 I'm so glad to have discovered your blog and you are the same zodiac sign as my best friend so love it!!!!! Happy birthday again!!!!

YOU'RE NOT LATE MY LOVELY <333333 THANK YOU SO MUCH I ADORE YOU <33 IM SENDING U SO MANY KISSES AND TIGHT HUGS RN