#ᵗʳᵘˢᵗ ⁱˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉˢ ʳᵉᵃˡ ᵖᵃʳᵗⁿᵉʳˢʰⁱᵖ { ᵐᵘˢⁱⁿᵍˢ }

[hiveruled-moved]

WHEN DO YOU GAZE AT YOUR SOULMATE?

when they don't know you're there.

you want to see who they are at their core. your love smiles for you. they put on a brave face. they tell you off when you're out of line and they encourage you when you know your mistakes are piling up. they're the one who is always there. but there are moments you catch them unawares and that is when you watch them. you want to see the expression their face takes when they aren't being brave for you. you want to see how they smile when it isn't designed to lift your own burdens. you want to see what they say to everyone else. how they talk about you. how everyone else encourages them or if they let anyone be there at all. you want to see what is underneath it all so you can prove that's who you love. the parts of them they try to hide. the parts they think you don't already know and adore.

tagged by: @sanguinelupus

tagging:anyone that wants to do this! <3

[humilictedman-arc]

𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴 𝘢 𝘯 𝘦 ? 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘦? 𝘈 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘺, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥.

𝘞𝘩𝘰’𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵?

𝘐𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴, 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘰 𝘩 𝘦 𝘢 𝘳 𝘵 ?

                                 /// edit by alix ///

[hiveruled-moved]

@heretiical

[hiveruled-moved]

FEARS — BOLD  any fears which apply to your muse.  italicize  what makes them uncomfortable.

the dark. fire. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment. loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises. being touched. sex. chains. inner demons. hallucinations. staring. going berserk. betrayal.

tagged by: @noblework

tagging: anyone else that wants to do this!

[hiveruled-moved]

𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙗 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 ?

Cumin

You see yourself so clearly that you can see the gaping hole inside you where you lost a piece long ago. It's there and it's ragged and painful and bleeding and you don't know how no one else can see it when it takes up so much of your awareness. You run from it, fight it, try to find it but nothing bandages up that hungry mawing void inside yourself and when you're tired, uninspired, you swear it grows and grows. You promise yourself you want to be alone, promise yourself that you want to be different, want to be special, love having this hole inside you and point it out in words or song or jokes and stories and take pride in that pain, in your uniqueness in this world of grays and storm clouds. You are 5 am rain on asphalt roads and sputtering street lamps. You are petrichor musings and messy guitar chords and a thousand contradictions wrapped inside a quiet cry, an evening of coffee and jittering hands and a promise that you're okay or that you're fine until you're falling apart in someone's arms or messages and pretend you're alright in the morning. You taste so strongly but sometimes you wonder if all you are is ash.

tagged by: @starfiaer tagging: @sanguinelupus , @langdhon , @insanislupus , @godmona , @shaepschift & anyone else that wants to do this!

[hiveruled-moved]

what are you the patron saint of?

patron saint of obsession

patron saint of devotion. of dedication. of passion. of everything you won't call it, in the spaces between. patron saint of holding tight to it until it bleeds. patron saint of pushing it too far. patron saint of staring into the sun until you're blind. patron saint of gazing onto beauty until you can't see anything anymore.

tagged by: @bloodykneestm tagging: anyone that wants to do this! tag me if you want! <3

[hiveruled-moved]

What kind of love are you?

Love as a Flaw

Cowering, your love hides in the dark. In shadows and under cover of night, your love runs from corner to corner, afraid to linger, afraid to be caught. Afraid, afraid, afraid of everything. When you fall in love, it is with alarm bells ringing. Your love is a mistake, a flaw in the code, a purchase you don’t remember making and desperately want to return.

You didn’t ask for this. You didn’t want this. It’s a problem–– your problem ––and you would do anything to pass it off, burn it away, scoop it out of you with bare hands, or carved out with hooked knives before it can destroy you. Get it out, just get it out now. You don’t care who you hurt in the process, only that you can’t afford to be hurt first. Being loved by you is to be loved by a figment of the imagination. It is to be loved in halves, or not at all.

Tagged by: @insanislupus Tagging: @bloodykneestm, @idnull, @sleepdoc & anyone else that wants to do this!

[hiveruled-moved]

WHAT FLAVOR IS YOUR SOUL?

vanilla

oh heart of ice and mind of gold, what am I to do with you? you are only good in small amounts, bittersweet fledgling, you are hard for most to swallow. your spirit is strong, your wit is potent, your biting essence drives even the most daring away. but why are you hiding your sweetness? I know within you, you are soft, but humanity has made you bitter. you mask your pain and sorrow with spite and sensibility. you say you do not care about trivial things, but don't you? sweetheart relax. you can let down your drawbridge, the waters are not poisoned. I know you have looked monsters in between the eyes and scoffed at them, but please, relax. you think your armor protects you but it is smothering you slowly. little owlet, when will you learn, words can only get you so far? feelings are what makes this world pulse. do not suppress your feelings. your heart can still thaw my dear. trust.

tagged by: stolen from @firststab tagging: anyone that wants to do this!

[hiveruled-moved]

what are you the god of?

nightmares and discord

your intensity is fearsome. when you feel hurt you don’t often seek out equal and fair revenge but rather drown them in hysteria and watch them burn. you’re temperamental and your emotions are on display for the world to see. you’re the last one any human would want to upset, because even though death would not directly befall them, doom and chaos would ensue, surrounding their life until their death.

tagged by: stole it from myself tagging: anyone that wants to do this!

[hiveruled-moved]

what romance trope are you?

forced proximity

wow you really are a stubborn bastard... when have you ever apologised for something without being told to first? also, stop holding grudges and running away from your issues when things get hard. the only time you ever seem to address them is when you have quite literally no other choice. love for you is difficult because you have probably never told someone that you liked them in your life. make the first move you stupid bitch or you are gonna be single forever

tagged by: @trailnapped

tagging: anyone that wants to do this!

[hiveruled-moved]

WHAT SHAPE DOES YOUR PAIN TAKE?

Sea

You're drowning. A sea of emotions, responsibilities, people, things, everything. You just can't handle it all, you need to escape, but you can't. Even talking to someone and being told it's okay, compliments, nice things people say, it all adds up to drown you further. Guilt, for feeling this way when everyone's being nice and you're not enough. Will you sink or swim?

tagged by: @langdhon <3 tagging: Anyone that wants to do this!

[hiveruled-moved]

𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑 𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐎𝐅𝐅 ?

MORALS = MORALITY

Every story has themes, with lessons within those themes. Your death was in service of one (or more) of these, your life made forfeit in favor of imparting wisdom... or what the author presented as wisdom. Were you too kind? Too trusting? Too forgiving? Did a cruel author kill you to prove that happy endings do not exist? Or were you too proud to ask for help? Too angry to let the past go? Did the author hold a mirror up to the protagonist, showing them your death where the reflection was supposed to go? On one hand, your death is pitiable, for it does not belong to you. On the other, you have been granted a gift many spend their whole lives searching for: A purpose. May you find comfort and truth within the circumstances of your demise (and may we all).

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘. @wihlliams​​​ <3

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆. anyone that wants to do this!

[hiveruled-moved]

    what form of gentle affection are you?  

brushing loose hair behind your lover's ear

 The gentle tenderness and care... deep yearning from the barest brush of skin... wanting to ask for more but being unsure... you spend a lot of time worrying about whether or not you will find love, and sometimes aren’t even sure if romance is something worth pursuing. you have spent so long being on your own, you simply struggle to picture yourself beside another person. perhaps you even secretly worry that you are too much for another person. it it important to not think of yourself as someone unlovable, as you are just as deserving of romance as any. however, it is also important to not place your value on relationships; you are a complete person on your own.

Tagged by: @langdhon ! <3 Tagging: @jedilone , @desafrey, @wihlliams​ & anyone else that wants to do this!

[hiveruled-moved]

Which Tarot Card Are You?

THE MOON.

You’re intuitive, moody, and probably more than a bit psychic. You sense things before they happen, and your emotions ebb and flow according to your surroundings and the people you’re with at the time. Sometimes the intensity of your emotions or the depth of your insight frightens you. You know what you feel, but you don’t always know why you feel it, and that can make you twitchy and nervous about what’s yet to come.

You’re also one of the first to sense when things aren’t what they should be. You can usually tell if someone’s troubled or unwell – even strangers. You sense changes in the weather, and you’ve had precognitive dreams. You’ll be thinking about a loved one and they’ll phone the next day. You’ve got such a strong inner light guiding you forward, but you don’t always trust it. When you step out in your faith, you’ll learn a lot about the metaphysical world and about your own soul’s journey.

When you’re feeling out of sorts, your apprehensions can get the better of you. You’re suspicious of people – often unnecessarily. You allow yourself to be confused and overwhelmed by all the feelings and emotions that come at you. You imagine all kinds of drama and crises in your head, which are usually all unfounded. When you feel powerless, like everyone wants a piece of you, it’s a sure sign that you need to retreat into your own company for a bit. Writing out your thoughts in a personal journal or blog and spending time in meditation will soon get you balanced again.

tagged by: @langdhon​ ! 

tagging: anyone that wants to do this <3 

[hiveruled-moved]

   ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴠɪʟʟᴀɪɴ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ?

Righteously evil

You've been hurt. What you're doing is wrong. There is no doubt. But it's what you need to do. You were not going to roll over and let it just happen. So you did what you had to. And you will continue doing what you had to. When you die, its with fury in your eyes. Your opponent says you're stubborn, having kept this up for this long. you laugh, and spit in their face. You curse them until your very last breath.

Tagged by: stolen from @langdhon​ ! <3

Tagging: anyone that wants to do this! 

[hiveruled-moved]

What tragic horror character trope are you?

The harbinger

the harbingers have been through fire. you've got the scars to show for it. some people say harbingers are jaded- scary, even, to people who don't understand that the harbinger has seen the edge of the world and survived it. but being the harbinger means you're cursed to watch younger, brighter eyes fall for the same traps you did. trying to help isn't enough for you; you know what they're getting themselves into, and you want to protect them the way no one ever protected you, so why won't they just listen? it's frustrating. it's terrifying. no one should have to live through what you did, and i hope you know that you can't protect everyone but it's damn noble of you to try. it's not your job to save the world but i hope you know you've already made a difference to everyone who has taken your words to heart.

Tagged by : @secondemeritus​ 

Tagging : anyone that wants to do this! <3