#‘yes😞💔’ I reply to myself

[kavehayati]

No matter how much time passes I can never ever forever get over that AZAR 👹👹👹 + 🌕🐺 *jumps at him and falls on his face* -> *gets up and tries to jump on him again but guards stop him*

IS THIS THE GUY YOU GUYS SIMP OVER ✋😔

[delugyu]

bae dont be mad at me i promise youre my fav writer to interact with on tumblr 😞 i send other writers silly little asks but you get LONG asks because i love this account so much 😪 its funny that i found it though because i actually read male idol stuff very rarely and most of the kpop things i read are for girl groups so i guess its fate 😛

the subtle hate that chuu and heart attack started getting from orbits genuinely baffles me bc?!???! we're mad that one of the members is really popular and has a larger fanbase? seriously GROW UPPP shes the sweetest person to ever exist and shes such a cutie how could anyone hate her 💔

also i assumed you were american because most writers i find on this app are but dont worry girl there isnt any weird aura around your fics that gives it away LMAO but seriously i dont understand how students over there do it because the college fees are insane?? i thought the uk was expensive until i saw the cost of going to college in america and i start shaking just thinking about it bc the student debt must be horrible.. sending prayers out to all you americans 😭

what is this i hear about sub soobin 🫣 literally anything sub/loser txt related has me drooling on my knees like YES GIVE IT TO MEEEE im in love with your brain you are keeping us so well-fed! a jennifers body taehyun fic sounds amazing i cant imagine my life without darker fics 😌 and from the ask you replied to after mine i will NOT oppose oc cheating on taehyun bc lets be honest we know who she wants!! go get ur man hes DESPERATE! and hes BEOMGYU if it was actually me and i had gyu acting this way trust we would have resolved everything 6 chapters ago 😖

and yes other than the impending sense of doom that naturally washes over me with every exam season, no matter how good i am at the subject, im actually doing pretty well because the thought of a long summer break is keeping me going 🙏 i think i remember you saying youre starting a summer job soon? good luck with that!! starting a new job sounds scary but i hope you still have a lot of time to yourself and dont work too hard 😣💗 and i honestly adore seeing you reply to my asks with essays partially because it makes me feel less bad about sending so many paragraphs every time i check in so matching my energy is a much needed form of validation 😭

- 🪼

i cream so hard every time i see a long ask NNNYEAHHH

i wish there was a mysterious and cool way to react to being told i’m ur fav writer to interact with but im cheesing hard af so it’s hard to be nonchalant lolllllll twirling my hair rn 😇 flattery works…. u win…. i’m telepathically transporting a dozen roses to u rn

i mostly read gg things too lol! i feel like aespa is like the only gg with good x reader fics rn, i can’t find others here we’re in a drought </3 i do equally enjoy ship fics tho ngl LMAOO gg fics on ao3 are so fucking fire. specifically aespa writers like the smut over there literally has me 😵😵‍💫 outing myself as an insane freak but i never liked omegaverse until i started reading jiminjeong fics LOLLLLL

ur right btw it was fate 😏 brought together through txt smut but united through our ten million other interests, wow that’s so beautiful <3

anyone who hates chuu needs to be struck down by a meteor. ALL TONGUES THAT RISE AGAINST CHUU FROM LOONA SHALL FALL!!! orbits should appreciate her music more too cause her discography is soooo good, it’s so sad to see her songs not getting the same love as other post-loona projects

yeah a lot of fic writers are american, i’ve noticed too lol. land of the freak home of the depraved 🔥

that was good… letting that linger for a second…

but i’m glad to hear my fics aren’t like obnoxiously american LOL 🫶 yeahhhh colleges here are insanely expensive, we need a socialist revolution 😭 i considered going to uni in canada or europe, but i ultimately decided against it cause international applications confused and scared me lol. id love to study abroad for a semester though, it’s just sooo hard for me to choose which country cause i wanna see so many

wait now knowing that ur from the uk i need to know so bad. do u feel like u can do a good american accent? LMAOOOO i feel like british ppl are so much better at doing american accents than americans are at british accents… i can do a mean australian accent tho im not gonna lie.

YES LORD sub/loser txt is everything to me!!! the mind control is working i suddenly feel compelled to drop a snippet of the camboy soobin drabble

omg yes i love dark fics so much. i’m kinda shocked it’s been five months here and i’ve yet to write a dark fic!!! i’m soooo excited to write taehyun as jennifer hehe. i already wrote two scenes for the fic, and the first scene i wrote was actually the ending lol. i never write my fics start to finish, i just write whatever scene is calling to me at the moment 😭 i googled jennifer check’s mbti out of curiosity and it showed up with ESTP which is also taehyun’s so 😛 yum

LMFAO the mc cheating movement is alive and well! go get ur desperate pathetic side piece queen!!! “if it was actually me and i had gyu acting this way trust we would have resolved everything 6 chapters ago” REAL AS HELL IM CRYINGGGG

push thru soldier!!! summer break is near!!!! NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHATTT!! yess one thing i love about college is that the winter and summer breaks are so long. unfortunately i do spend a significant portion of that free time working LMAO ty for the good luck! i’m only part time rn cause i need to figure out something better for transportation lol, so i still have enough time for myself for now hehe 🤍

glad to hear my essay-long responses have ur approval 😁🤞 i have no self control so anything that comes to mind as i’m typing is getting written down LMAO

just rented jennifer’s body. $3.99 well spent. microwaving popcorn rn. opening up a document for plotting and drafting and other evil nonsense. we are so backkkk 🔥🔥🔥

[mangionebabymama]

I was just coming here to see if you had replied + add more comments because I wasn't done!! I was very tired and absolutely flabbergasted by the fic yesterday, I wanted to share my immediate reaction but I needed time to elaborate and read it more because it's that good!! I'm messy and I can't organize my thoughts properly but I know how much writers love to hear people's opinions soooooo: I love how you make people seem "real", sometimes describing their facial expressions and/or body language tell us more than having them tell through conversations or inner monologues. idk it's something I don't see much in fanfics, but we also express our emotions with our bodies and you do this very well. speaking of monolgues, luigi's inner thoughts when seeing the reader with another man was soooo intense and beautiful! that inner fight between his emotions vs what's fair to you is something I could see someone who's logical like him go through and again, that makes the story so much enjoyable because it sounds real! ngl, I was a lil worried about the scene where they go from "fighting" to ending up in bed together lol again, it's not easy and I've read so many fics where it was just like "?? how did they go from fighting to making out?? it makes no sense" but you made the scene flow so beautifully and it was not awkward, you built the climax at the perfect pace and his desperation made my heart break😞💔 but at the same time it was soo sexy??🤭 and again, that sex scene… YES GIRL, IT MADE ME HORNY. REALLY HORNY TBH. and yes, you should take this as a compliment! again, I feel like after reading 3-4 sex scenes in fanfictions it's always pretty much the same stuff and you know what to expect. but this one? this thing that you did? OH LORD. the description of his body, his dick (lmao) made it - you guessed it - REAL and I could picture him and I was salivating, just thinking about it rn... oh god I'm on my knees begging for a piece of that😭 the sensations, him going down on you, touching you, the STUBBLE and the sex was better than I could've ever imagined. sososososososososo emotional, passionate, I could feel all the love and longing and need and my vocabulary isn't wide enough to express how beautiful that scene is. just so you know, it's my favorite smut scene I've ever read. all of this just to say: it's all you girl! it was nice seeing all of our little suggestions in the fic, but no need to thank me, this is your wonderful little brain's hard work and I really hope you're proud of it and that you're able to enjoy this as much as we do! I'm very very proud of you and I hope you realize how talented you are!! love you mama🫂🫂🫂

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Omg 🕳️ anon, I saw your ask about whether I got this in my inbox, and I was going to respond earlier, but then the whole “are you a virgin” mess happened, and it totally pulled my attention away from everything. So that happened… but to get back to you (I’m so sorry for yapping bc I like to and I want to hit on every point you’re making here):

You’re completely fine, and you absolutely don’t have to worry bc the fic will always be here for you, and I’m always around whenever you’re ready to share your thoughts! I really appreciate that you’re taking the time to share them, because I value your opinion and insight so much. I genuinely love hearing your bbd Lu thoughts, so please never feel like they’re too “messy” to send. I understand you completely, and I get exactly what you’re trying to say.

Thank you so, so much 🥺 I’m always internally battling with how much description is too much, but usually after I finish writing a scene, I go back and revise, reconsidering whether to add another layer, especially when it comes to facial expressions. How someone feels can definitely translate differently from what you see, especially in an intimate, emotionally charged moment like this one. There’s so much angst, heartbreak, shock, betrayal… and that yearning. God, I really did try my damndest to immerse myself in that scene, especially when he was in the car for so long—just to describe what he was feeling, even though in real time it would only take a few moments. So the fact that you noticed? It really means a lot.

And omg yes the inner monologue!! That idea had been in my head for weeks, epecially the part about him wanting to fight, LOL. Like, my internal narrator was going off about him going to private school, being a suburbs kid, and I just knew it was perfect to include!!

I really appreciate your honest concern about the transition: from Luigi confronting you and then fighting, to grabbing you and then kissing you, leading into them hooking up. I was also super wary about how to capture that shift from one moment to the next, especially without having a super clear break in time or location 😭since because it’s the turning point of the story. So honestly, I feel like you and I were totally telepathic there—we got each other!!!

And let’s be real… seeing him almost in tears, saying how much he still loved you??? Yeah, I’d be begging for him to come inside me and tell me I’m his. That argument was intense in all the right ways 😮‍💨 Like, it was kind of hot and just I LOVE angst mmm

And I’m telling you in all sincerity, I was so nervous writing that sex scene 😭😭😭 I had never written full-on smut before, and I procrastinated for like two days straight. I finally had to sit myself down and be like, “Look, we gotta do this. And if it sucks, we can always rewrite it.” but yeah 😭 I knew I had to get into the nitty gritty of how he’d look, and I knew he had to be wearing those light grey Calvin Kleins. That was non-negotiable. and personally? If I ever had a chance with that man, and if he was my bd???? Let him have me the way I wrote that scene and then some, and his dick—yeah. Enough said. And the stubble!! The STUBBLE was so important because him with scruff?? Soooo daddyish, ugh 😩

For you to say it’s your favorite smut scene you’ve ever read?? That means the absolute world to me. Like, you have no idea 🥺!!!!!

But all in all, I know I’ve said this to so many people, but I seriously cannot thank you enough for all the help, excitement, and support you’ve given me, especially you, and all the other OG bbd anons bc you’ve all truly helped keep the fuel and fire going. Your energy has meant everything, most importantly since I had to put so many of these ideas on hold while I was swamped during the last month of school.

I’m excited to keep writing, and while I hope my process doesn’t take me ages… I also know that’s just how I work sometimes. And honestly, I don’t want to rush it or end up with something that feels “bleh.” I want to capture things the right way. And getting to do that with the help of your inspo and suggestions? That’s what makes it all worth it. It was so fun taking those little ideas from my inbox and actually bringing them to life in detail. It made the whole process feel so much more rewarding.

I’m a perfectionist at heart, I’ll admit and yeah, I do hold myself to a high (and sometimes unhealthy) standard. But seeing all this genuine love and support? It keeps me grounded. It reminds me that I am doing a great job. And that I don’t always have to beat myself up to “be better” when I’m already showing up and doing my best.

So truly, I love you back, maybe even more 🥺 and I always aspire to make you proud too!!!!

[akaakeis]

hello hello sav <3 how are you doing?

im attempting a yap ask but i dont know how much time i have on my hands so if i need to go i'll just press send and you'll have an awkward cutoff. also, it will probably be mildly ominous lolol

anyways !

i got my period for the first time since like ,, july ? i think ? which is insane the stress has been crazy

also like.. wdym september is almost over WDYM. october, november, december then ??? new year ????? ur birthday ?????????

speaking of which i've been brainstorming ideas for an (online, not money costing) present and it's like. "write something. okay, what. okay, got it. wait no that's cringe nvm." even though it's probably not cringe 😒😒

a pinterest board sounds sillyfunny hmm

okay next topic pretend you didn't read the last part because i am HORRIBLE at hiding surprises like it just makes me so happy when other people are happy and like arghhh #girlproblems

i dreamt up a new smau yesterday and ill dm u about it tmr <- hasn't finished the first one yet, hasnt even STARTED it

OH OH OH I MISS YOU SM theres nothing more to that bit i kept thinking i have to add it in somewhere and also kept forgetting but like yes. um. imy baby ily 🫶

anyways SCHOOL right. today i caught my super awesome studious top grades role model student bunking class with the school's head girl. that was crazy. and i was going to bunk english (bc the teacher SUX see next para.) but i was so surprised at seeing her sneak off school bag n all during break that i accidentally bumped into said english teacher and she smiled and said hru LIKEEE KMS NO.

i spent a good 15 minutes hiding in the bathroom from her tho. okay so lemme describe our uniforms for u. so first we have like an erm. top thingy. google "female kurta" and you'll see like this thing w/ slits at the sides etc etc. it's usually shorter than the ones shown bc. uniform. and then we also have like loose fitting pants, and uhh. imagine a doctor's white coat thingy over all that which buttons up. and then a headscarf. ANYWAYS THIS IS RELEVANT BC. theres a girl in our class, the youngest & she's 15 in october. BUT wtv uh her apron (coat thingy is called that) buttons are loose and they keep opening. so obviously the teacher had to help.

"boys rn think many things they will stare at u and then in the future u will not get married" — mrs j 2024 😻 LIKE GIRL WHAT. and then she fatshamed a girl WHO ISN'T EVEN FAT BTW SHE'S LIKE. HEALTHY. AND HEALTHIER THAN MOST OF US SHE'S PHYSICALLY ACTIVE WORKS OUT AND EATS FRUITS AND STUFF um oops gtg i think.. and oh also she like ,, has hormone stuff but wtf woman. u dont even know proper english anyways gtg TELL ME AB UR HOMECOMING (?) and school is so stressful rn dont get stressed ily sav! <3

um so im gonna bawl my eyes out i was in the middle of typing out my reply AND IT DELETED ITSELF!! this is a cruel, cruel joke! ANYWAY HI LINA!! im doing good, hope you're doing well!!!!! <3

I MISSED YOUR YAP ASKS SM so happy to be receiving this 🙂‍↕️ have an amazing day at school!!

SINCE JULY??? i hate my period but i think i would lose it if i didnt have my period for a month cause i would convince myself i have conceived jesus in my uterus and am going to be a teen mother... SO ITS GOOD YOU GOT IT BUT I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER PERIODS SUCK SO BAD 💔

god it's so weird that september is ending... SPEAKING OF WHICH I HAVE AN ARTICLE DUE TO MY MAGAZINE ON OCT 1 I FORGOT today im locking in so hard on my school work and job... im also starting babysitting the side hustles are going crazy rn...but the thing is time is passing so funkily?? idk but it feels so slow during the day but before yk it you've been in the cycle for a rly long time and its the end of the month!!! i rmbr asking my friends this week if it still felt like it was the beginning of the month for them and they were like "no...?" LIKE OKAY THEN just slap me in the face and call me a freak at that point goodness 😞 but timeline 4 me we have october + halloween, november + thanksgiving, december + christmas, january + new year + BDAY!!!!, february + valentines day, THEN march + your bday <333 

im gonna act like i didnt see that one! im 45% blind in my right eye and fully blind in my left... matter of fact i cant see much of nothing 🫡

NEW SMAU WEEEEEEE im so excited to hear about it!!!!! ga(c)r is heavily staring at u from the corner of the room BUT SHE CAN WAIT

BRO I MISS YOU SO BADDD ilysm imysm chronically online era come back to us this summer PLEASE 

YES SCHOOL‼️ HELLO NOT THE ACADEMIC WEAPON I WOULD BE SO RATTLED IF I WITNESSED THAT? your teacher freaks me out i think id cry if i bumped into them LIKE I WOULD GENUINELY TWEAK!! especially the smile i can only imagine it looking creepy tbh

15 minutes in the bathroom u are so valid lina 😞 ALSO FEMALE KURTAS ARE SO CUTE THEY LOOK SO COMFY?? YOUR WHOLE UNIFORM SOUNDS SO COMFORTABLE 💔 i remember when i went to priv school i had to wear fitted polos and skorts CAUSE THEY WOULDNT LET GIRLS WEAR PANTS UNLESS IT WAS WINTER THAT WAS RIDICULOUS anyway back on topic that girl is pretty young for your class 🧍‍♀️ what r the age cutoffs like there?? cause usually the youngest ppl in my grade are both late august/early september idk

"boys rn think many things they will stare at u and then in the future u will not get married" GIRLL SHUT UP 😭 whos gonna tell her! FATSHAMED??? there is no way.... THATS ACTUALLY INSANE I BET THAT GIRL IS MORE ACTIVE THAN HER SHE NEEDS TO SHUT UP ⁉️ just messed up to do that in general like keep it to yourself ffs 😞 "u dont even know proper english" CLOCKED HER SO HARD i fear u are correct 

ILL TELL YOU ABOUT HOMECOMING NOW ILL GIVE U THE RUNDOWN OF EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED 🗣️

so like around 2:30 a bunch of my friends met up at one girl's house and we all got dressed and did makeup together!! my friend kaila did my makeup and i also did my friend jaslene's makeup THEN i had to book it and get to a hair appointment i had at a salon to get my hair done for the dance 💔 

after i finished getting my hair done i met with my friends at a restaurant and we all had dinner!! we took some photos outside while we were there and while we were taking photos my foot WAS DEMOLISHED by jaslene's boot heel thing anyway my foot was stepped on and it hurt cause i had open toe heels it was so bad hhhh BUT IM FINE NOW I THINK ‼️‼️

after dinner we all drove to the dance in one car and we were vibing out to baby + hot to go during the drive I COOKED UP THE RAP IN BABY SO HARD im famous amongst my friend group for the rap i always get the mic for that part 🫡 

when we got to the dance it was 7:00 and we just had a bunch of fun until 10:00 😭 hugged literally everyone that i knew i love seeing people at dances cause they always look so gorgeous!!!! lots of jumping around in the crowd and scream-shouting lyrics to songs that played... tons of fun 🙂‍↕️ my voice is practically gone now and my feet hurt since i was jumping around in heels the entire night BUT WE ARE SO CHILL it was really enjoyable!!

i agree school is super stressful rn... ill try not to!! you too <3 take care + have an amazing day at school!! ily lina <3 xx

[akaakeis]

good morning sav baby pookie pie !!!!

wrong account but im Too Lazy To Gaf

i dont have much to yap today unfortunately bc im eepy as shit and things !!1!1!!1!2!!!!!2!£(#9£(£+£8_!!"!_933😋🫵🤭💥

i hope youre doing well!! i read ur stuff on the sideblog btw if u ever need to talk then i am here. anyways I SAY ANYWAYS TOO MUCH anyways i have SCHOOL on SATURDAY which I was just reminded of,,,,, think ill cry myself to sleep. okok im thinking wait. ok. oh yes ask me about the new tsukki fic if u want.

n e ways i had thr cooledt conversation with a cool person today <- im not doinf ok about it AND NY CRAMPS R KILLING ME LIKE I WILL EXPLODE THEM RGHRHHHFHGHH

i want to watch a movie for once omgggg so much work not enougj girl

ALSO I HAD THESE CARDBOARD CUTOUTS OF MANGA PANELS AND IM PRETTY SURE THIS ONE GIRL AT SCHOOL STOLE SUNA & KITA :((

fortunately me being abnormal as i am i have a second pic of suna BUT KITA:(( AND THE UM :(

rRHAT WAS MY FAVOURITE ONE :(( ANyWAYS!!! A GIRL GOTTA GET HER BEAUTY SLEEP ILY BB <333333 my cute little galvanised square steel structure with screws borrowed from aunt and eco-friendly wood veneer<3333

im ab to indulge in some serious ipad kid behavior by answering this ask while i eat my little lunch... also confession i was an ipad kid in like.. 2015...

SORRY IM SO LATE TO ANSWER THIS LINA GOOD MORNING LOVE <3 new theme eats i love her and the new user‼️

aaa thank you !! we r gonna IGNORE the sideblog she doesnt exist actually wdym 🙅‍♀️ AND WDYM SCHOOL ON A SATURDAY HELLO???2?2! why on earth how on earth what on earth 😞 if u cry yourself to sleep i will put spoons in the freezer for u xoxo (see what i did there...) I WOULDVE ASKED AB THE TSUKKI FIC BUT ITS ALREADY OUT IM SORRY I DIDNT HAVE TIME TO ANSWER THIS EARLIER AND REPLY AND STUFF UGH 💔

i wanna hear abt this person oh? dm me when u see this lina 🙂‍↕️ AND NOOO I HOPE YOUR CRAMPS GO AWAY!! IF I COULD TAKE THEM AWAY FROM U I WOULD :(( FEEL BETTER SOON

that is too real alina. being a student is the equivalent of trying to get out of an avalanche as more and more snow piles on top of u its NOT demure or mindful

SOMEOEN STOLE KITA AND SUNA?? i would NOT take that holy... i would pick a fight if i knew who it was bc im being so serious... i love them tm... I REALLY HOPE YOU GET THEM BACK

SLEEP WELL LINA ILY!! my cutie patootie cheese roll matcha latte marshmallow fluff biodegradable compostable ceramic plate <3333 (i laughed an obscene amount while writing this)