#✨️trauma✨️

[mossy-chaos]

Whelp, now we have confirmed family issues

[gods-favorite-exorcist]

Being both asexual and Hypersexual is so strange, cuz one day I'll be disgusted by the concept of kissing and the next day I'll be the horniest mf you'll ever meet

[greenbean-4ever]

Oh can we have angst Lloyd hc list? If you don’t mind ofc

of course!! once I started writing, I couldn't stop. the poor boy has so much trauma I couldn't make a short list🥲🌱

◇ he was never able to make friends at Darkley's, not because he wasn't "bad" enough

◇ but because, as Garmadon's son, he failed to live up to his reputation and name

◇ on every night before his birthday, Lloyd stayed awake until twelve o'clock just to sing himself happy birthday to sleep

◇ I know that we all headcannon this, but after everything he's been through, he has panic attacks. especially at night

◇ Lloyd never remembers his dreams, ever. there is no reasonable explanation for that, but it's worse when he gets nightmares because he doesn't know why he just woke up with tears in his face

◇ all he ever knows is the event that triggered the nightmare, but nothing else

◇ before the Tomorrow's Tea, the comic shop was his favorite place. but after that moment, it was very difficult for him to go back there

◇ in time, it became his comfort place again but he takes Kai every time just in case he has flashbacks and/or panic attacks

◇ he paces a LOT when nervous, and when that doesn't work, screaming into his pillow does the trick

◇ he blames himself for every mistake the ninja make as a team

◇ even though Garmadon is back, Lloyd still misses his dad. the kinder side of him

◇ it will be dawn, and he will be up studying hundreds of scrolls just to not think of the things that have happened to him over the years

◇ most of the time, he feels like he's too much for the others and tends to stay quiet. this is now normal for the ninja, but it doesn't mean it felt right

◇ Lloyd doesn't want to be a burden, so he just releases all his frustrations by fighting

◇ by this, I mean he was so frustrated all the time that he started getting involved in a lot of street fights

◇ there were moments when the ninja wouldn't hear from him in days. but when he came back, he looked a little bit more at peace with himself

[crazedmadscientist]

It's so strange being a fanfic writer with undiagnosed mental issues like wdym my only therapy rn is writing mpreg and smut, but I also constantly have to take breaks cuz some days I'm too tired to even get up from my bed.

[metalsiren]

with that said i love my babies sawyer and connor. i think they're really neat and i hope you all love them as much as i do.

[twobruhsinahottub]

My brain situation as the twink-hunk-bear pyramid lmao.

I probably shouldve put "lily" as no leaning cause she is a child and not a gay/queer dude but like eh i think calling her a twink is funny cause irl she grew up to be one (lily is like irl/body us but her personality froze as a kid. She grew up to become us as we see it. Shes not present anymore but shes still part of us. She kinda grew into Sonny (twinkish bear) so i use Sonny Carisi to represent her)

(Stolen idea from @gayhenrycreel )

[synthsays]

Wembley Backstory Headcanon

⚠ TW: mention of abuse ⚠

I wrote this a while ago so ignore whatever spelling or word mistakes it may have it was written on a whim in the middle of the night ;-; so without further ado here's my take on wembley's ✨️ f-ed up backetstory ✨️

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So gobo is shown to at least frequently yell at wembley (assuming the cartoon is part of the canon) as well as the other characters with examples of him[wembley] covering his face and otherwise protecting himself from said yeller. This could mean one of two things, he has this as a natural reflex OR it shows past experience of someone who was yelling at him also wanting to cause harm physically. Now fraggle family dynamics are weird within the show. But fraggles are proven to have family because of traveling matt & gobo. Now Wembley is shown to be, most likely, the youngest of the group. And has been shown living with gobo since the beginning of the show. It is assumed the fraggles who are related live together, going off of gobo living with Matt since he was little. But Wembley shows no relation (besides being best friends) to gobo. Wembley might have been previously living with other fraggles, may or may not be his family, that verbally and possibly physically abused him. Going further out on a limb, this may have been the cause for his wembling problem, for one reason or another. To continue, Wembley may have run away from home to live with his best friend gobo, given he had a recent vacancy in his cave due to Matt leaving. Wembley is still yelled at by gobo every once and a while, but doesn't seem to mind besides "protecting" himself. One thing I forgot to mention earlier is a possible reason wembley's "wembling fits" get so bad.

Wembley is shown to desperately want others' approval aka for others to like him. This may also be a sign of trauma, perhaps. Because his friends yell at him he tries to make them happy by agreeing with them all the time. This causes problems however when he has to choose between them. Not wanting anyone to be unhappy (aka "hate" him) be basically short circuits his brain trying to decide. But then his friend yells at him for fainting or wembling too much. This may cause all of them to leave, or at least change their mind. They think of Wembley as a burden sometimes, even though many times he faints it's just from him trying to make everyone happy. In some instances they will gaslight or even bully him, which really can't be good. Not trying to be rude to the rest of the fraggle five, they've just made some bad choices regarding wembley. In some episodes it's shown that Wembley has low self esteem, but he still tries to look on the bright side. This low self esteem may be because of his friend's bad habits of making fun of him[wembley]. Wembley sang a whole song abt "who would want to love a wimp like me?" Poor wembley. Continuing my personal theories, this low self esteem may have also come from the previous abusive fraggles, not really mattering if they were related or not. If I remember correctly, I think Wembley thinks he deserves this, or at least that it's normal. Wembley is also often seen putting others before him, even if they may not have done the same. For a few rare times you can see Wembley snap from his normal happy self, crying or making angry outbursts at others. This may be a sign he bottles up his emotions, as well as gobo stating Wembley is sensitive. This may link to the "abuse" theory.

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[florenceandthejellybean]

Being at my dads house for the 1st time in nearly 2 years (I've seen him since I just haven't been at his house) is such an insane experience.

Like wdym I see my old bed and immediately want to get into it and feel safe like i did when i was younger?

Wdym I'm sad that things have been rearranged without me there to see it?

Wdym I feel weird that it's clean here and I still have the urge to start tidying it?

Wdym I want to be here more even though I've experienced some pretty traumatic shit here?

I want to abolish it from existence and never leave at the same time and idk how to deal with that.

My not crying streak is definitely gonna be lost tonight icl

[strangerwheelerthings]

It's thinking about Nancy’s PTSD induced fear of hospitals hours. How willing she would be to go check in on Max, and support everyone there, but how shakey her hands would be the entire time. How her pulse won't calm down, and she's feeling bit lightheaded and her chest hurts, but she's not going to abandon Max to that place so she sits quietly on her hands so the tremors aren't visible. She stays to the back, because she knows she can't pull off a smile right then.

Her ploy is successful, and her pain goes unnoticed. Until Jonathan is there at the same time. Only then does like see like, and her breathing comes just slightly easier. Neither of them stop coming back though. Nothing will ever stop them from protecting the ones they love.

[dracl-dragon]

:P

What’s something all of your OCs have in common?

[massivenerd23]

I Hate Everything About You - Three Day's Grace

Bad Blood - Taylor Swift

Proof that you CAN relate to breakup songs without ever being in a relationship if you have enough family issues :)

[tapiocakisses]

there is a man in my apartment

[spiteful-angry-bees]

Me, as a child, at visitation sobbing while playing see you again on magic tiles, being emotionally abandoned by my dad

My dad and his new gf

[babyblankyerror]

What if Stanley had spent more time in non-english speaking countries? Like he ends up knowing English but it's broken and unused? His main language is Spanish and he knows a bit of other Latin languages- then you get to his English and it's heavily New Jersey pre-school

[winesharksea]

kit was locked in a basement and abused for most of his childhood and jace was locked in a remote country estate and abused for most of his childhood and ash was locked in a princess tower and abused for most of his childhood and that's why they are the blonde grimms fairy tale heroines crew for life ✨️