#뭐길래

[anemoiawithatouchofobsession]

--- KOR translation below ----

Someone said it was lesbian awareness week?

Well, then happy lesbian awareness week to probably the first lesbian representation(?) on Korean dramas, Park Jung-eun, Ji-eun's younger sister from "What Is Love".

While watching "What Is Love? "This one part stood out to me. How... did no one in the drama make this a bigger thing? Because there's no way the script had Jung-eun say THIS line and still be forced to like Cheol-jin, her childhood friend who had come back to woo her - whose persuasiveness was almost stalker-like. Who genuinely had a lot of problems with him.

Now, saying "our daughter is weird" would have been the most logical thing for parents in the 90s, but looking back now , what if she just wasn't attracted to men, which is why she didn't want to settle down? What if she just genuinely was attracted to women? LGBTQ+ has always existed in every society, is what I think, and with the first trans women appearing on TV, it was also a societal thing.

This could have been such a good plot point to deal with - even if Jungeun fell "back in love" with men later on. The confusion of sexuality during your younger adult years is a very real thing and I'm sad that they went in a very weird Oedipus-ish way that "Jungeun is actually in love with her father and no man can match up to him for her" instead of acknowledging that she hasn't come to terms with her sexuality yet... well, it's the 90s. The fact that this went on broadcast is kinda great.

[maxidentt]

͏ ͏ ͏넌 대체 내게 뭐길래 또 나를 멈칫하게 해 절대 집착은 아냐 𝗂 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐, 𝗂 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒

͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏ ͏ ͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏𝗀𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗆𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗍𝗆𝗂 ( 𝗆𝖺𝗑𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗍 )

[psblooms]

"난 너한테 뭐길래?"

now playing: ghosting ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺ 1:24 ───ㅇ───── 3:43

ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀིˎˊ˗ angst sim jaeyun x fem! reader works word count: 754 content: implied drinking, situationships, ghosting (obviously)

note: my first official song fic (this was actually written like 2 years ago but not as a fic and I decided too put it here I hope you like it)

it was 2 am on a rainy summer night. and while everyone was enjoying their last month before going away for college, you were rolling in the warm comforter far from asleep. it can be blamed on the humid warm weather, or the noise of rain hitting the window. or rather, in the fact that the “person you were seeing in a maybe romantic light” had not answered your last text from eight hours ago and hadn't seen him in the previous two days.

in any other moment, this situation wouldn't be of importance to you and your overthinking mind, both you and jake were not the type to talk every day and be in constant contact with each other; but this time, you knew (or both of them knew) it was something different.

"are we okay?" said the last text you sent on the chat.  

you knew you had to give him some time, after all, you were the one who brought up the situation you were stuck in now. but still, the uneasy feeling in your insides was making rounds in your mind:

"Were you in the right place to bring it up?"

"what's going to happen to us now?"

your friends told you it was the right thing to do, they were on her side after plenty of sleepless nights wondering; but now, she had started to question everything. you did it to stop with the uncertainties of this relationship, to know where the both of you stand. and right now, you can no longer know if there is even a both of you.  

"what are we?" you asked finally in a loud enough voice trying to sound confident in an unpredictable place.

the night and the moon in a random house party were the only witnesses of the question, of the nervousness you felt, and of the surprised expression in jakes face.

you have always been an overthinker, everybody was aware of it.

it was not enough for you to open the messaging app every thirty minutes after sending that text, just to pretend she didn't care to not find an answer after trying to busy herself in those few minutes.

your brain refused to shut down for the day just as every night for the past two days hoping to catch a glimpse of the idea of jake thinking about you. even if you wanted to get used to waiting for an answer and consoling yourself thinking that maybe he was not using his phone and was not avidly ignoring you, the fact that you got to see a photo of the sunset sky before the rain came into town in his new post with the caption "the sky is so beautiful tonight". only added to your insomnia and overthinking.

it could pretty much be a coincidence, but after many sleepless nights on the phone with him talking about your fascination with the sky and your constant existential questions he was a listener of; it felt like he was talking to you.

which was a stupid thought to have, if he wanted to talk to you he would've answered that text.

you really started to regret ever even asking that question because here you are now - not talking- but deep down you knew it was the thing you needed to do. "what am I to you?" was the only thing you could think about after he kissed you last week.

It's three am now, and your mind is still replaying the last conversation you had, wondering if there was a sign of a breakup in it, honestly you didn't know where to find it. you didn't even know if that was a break-up.

what was there to break?

you were never something formal, and that was the problem. there were some dates, some kisses, and some drunk I love yous; there were the holding hands and the driving you home late at night, there were the midnight facetimes and the sleepy soft encouraging words. but there was never any implication of a committed relationship.

"are we okay?" you re-read the text for the hundredth time.

and at that moment, you found it, the sign you were looking for was right there, you spent so many minutes hating and blaming yourself for the situation you were in that you weren't able to see there was in fact, an answer.

"no answer" and "unread" that was it.

just like that. he had disappeared from her life,

just like a ghost.

[j1neontherockingchair]

참 웃기지 타이밍이라는게. 어쩜 너는 또 이렇게 기가막힌 때에 다시 나타나서 나를 또 잡아 흔들어. 순수하고 뜨겁고 설레였던 그날들을 다시 떠오르게 해. 이제야 좀 안정적인 사람과 새로운 시작을 해볼까 하는 와중에 너는 뭐길래 이럴 때 나타나서 나를 방해하고 또 힘들게 해. 너란 애 어떤 애인지 알면서도 못끊어내는 내가 싫다. 다정하게 울리는 네 목소리를 들으면 난 또 17년 2월의 나로 돌아가.

하지만, 네가 행한 일종의 배신은 이미 일어난 일임을, 그로인해 나는 너에게 돌아갈 수 없음을 나는 사실 알고 있다. 그러나 그 사실을 모른 척 하고 싶은 마음이 한구석에서 피어나고 있을 뿐이다.

[everyoneswoo]

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[suisuiiii]

나의 첫인상은 뭐길래 다들 첫인상이랑 다르다는거지

[iamjine]

너는 도대체 뭐길래 아직도 이따금 부유하는지

[emptybin]

펑펑 울다 돈이 없어서 알바 면접을 봤단 얘기를 했다.

MBTI가 뭐길래 말하자마자 떨어졌다 말했다.

결국 을지로 샌드위치 가게에서 일을 했다. 단 하루였다.

단 하루를 일했다.

그렇게 펑펑 울며 소주를 홀로 마시던 교시는 웃었다.

마라탕 배달와서 먹고 올게요.

글로 표현할 수 없게 가슴이 아렸다.

[pulguaink]

000020000

해가 들어옵니다. 창가는 조금 춥긴 하지만 화분들이 놓여 있어요. 해가 없으면 살 수 없는 녹색 친구들. 샐러드에 옥수수를 골라 먹다가 내 위로 햇살이 비치는데, 새삼 가족이 된 기분입니다.

밥을 먹을 때 주변을 둘러볼 일은 별로 없습니다. 틈만 나면 핸드폰을 보는 습관이 있거든요. 인스타그램에 접속해서 피드를 구경하죠. 별다른 활동이 여의찮을 때 혹은 그렇게 느껴질 때, 무심코 핸드폰을 집어 듭니다. 그런데 최근에 스크린타임을 확인했어요. 지난 주에 12시간 인스타그램에 접속해 있었습니다. 하루에 적어도 1시간 이상 빼놓지 않고 봤더군요. 기분상 하루 40분 정도였는데요.

소셜 미디어를 소비하는 것이 특별히 재미있지는 않죠. 오늘따라 아삭한 샐러드를 우적우적 씹으면서 책을 읽을까 생각했습니다. 책 읽기는 좋아하는데요, 가끔은 책이 전하는 생각을 감당하기 어려울 때가 있습니다. 그러면 대개 몇 시쯤 시작하겠다고 한 일들이 뒤로 쭉쭉 밀려나기 시작하죠. 책이 부담스러우면 뭘 해야 할까요?

유독 씹히는 게 많은 옥수수… 아니, 샐러드였습니다. ‘곱씹다’라는 말이 괜히 있는 게 아닌가 봐요. 씹으면 씹을수록 자꾸 생각이 납니다. 나는 어여쁜 화분들이랑 나란히 밥을 먹고 있어요… 결국 점심을 먹고 나서 딱 15분만 글을 쓰겠다고 다짐하고 머릿속으로 글을 써 내려가기 시작했죠. 여러 잡생각도 많이 났습니다. 지난 글에서 호기롭게 존댓말을 써봤는데, 이것도 새로 개척해야 하는 영역이었어요. 마음에는 들지 않지만, 그래도 꿋꿋이 잘 썼죠?

‘기왕 쓸 거면 잘 써야…’ 누가 남긴 댓글처럼 설거지를 하다가 문득 떠올랐습니다. 아무리 그래도 잘 쓰는 것을 목표로 해야 하는 거 아닌가? 하지만 그러다가 쓰는 게 싫어지면 어떡해? 그런데 또 누가 덧붙이더군요. ‘잘 쓰면 어련히 재미있겠지…’ 에이! 잘 쓰는 게 뭐길래?

칩거, 침잠, 은둔의 고수였던 주인장은 자신을 파고들다 못해 이런 말을 했습니다. ‘잘 쓴다는 것은 좋은 글을 쓰는 것이 아니라 좋은 매개가 되어 글을 쓴다는 뜻이다’. 나 자신이 그�� 잘 드는 펜이면 족하다는 것이죠. 역시, N개의 프로젝트를 다수 무산시켜온 사람의 말도 귀담아 들을 필요가 있습니다. 난 이제 흡족한 마음으로 '포스트' 버튼을 클릭합니다. 고마워, 해, 풀, 옥수수.

[abcthv9597]

140218 - BTS on Twitter:

#오늘의방탄 안달났어 나 안달났어...! 방탄이 뭐길래..! 오늘 더쇼 #방탄소년단 의 #상남자 무대를 큰 함성으로 채워주신 아미들 고맙습니다** #정국_날다

[anemoiawithatouchofobsession]

Choi Soo Jong you sonofa I will make sure you pay for this one day

Even in his anniversary post.... she was his family's daughter in law first and an actress last!!! like??? the fact that you should be kissing the ground she is walking on by the pure fact that you are her junior??? And that she was a much better actress before she married you??? And was a much better actress than you in general but literally sacrificed her acting after you kept her at home and had her have 4 miscarriages so you can have your two children??? I seriously cannot really stand him tbh I'm so sorry

(i will be posting quite some stuff from the naver blog ohys83 because they share quite a lot of opinions with me!)

[psblooms]

masterlist.ᐟˎˊ˗ the little library

social media au

𐙚 lee heeseung secret proposals

𐙚 sim jaeyun santa doesn’t know you like I do

𐙚 park jongseong love you a latte

one shots

𐙚 park sunghoon safety net

𐙚 sim jaeyun “난 너한테 뭐길래?"

𐙚 lee heeseung and I would’ve married you if you’d have stuck around

𐙚 park jongseong falling for you (literally)

scenarios

𐙚 en- hyung line stupid in love

𐙚 en- hyung line we know what we are

𐙚 en- hyung line maple syrup, coffee, pancakes for two. I will always love you

𐙚 en- hyung line how can my day be bad when I'm with you?

headcanons

𐙚 en- hyung line thus with a kiss I die

𐙚 en- hyung line I would not wish any companion in the world but you

𐙚 en- hyung line xo

time stamps

𐙚 park sunghoon [19:01]

𐙚 park jongseong [22:57]

𐙚 sim jaeyun [0:26]

𐙚 lee heeseung [16:59]

drabbles

𐙚 park sunghoon sun-dried linens

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[samsongeko1]

벤츠 제치고 법인차 '1위'…이재용 회장도 탄 '회장님 차' 뭐길래

[agtv7004]

(빈라덴도 5,000만 달러인데 이 중국 아줌마는 뭐길래 1,500만 달러의 현상금을 건 걸까?에서)

[userminghao]

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