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#good omens#´hello friends!! how are you!!#I hope you're doing well! ( ´ ▽ ` )#I have a big cough but otherwise I am good! It's nothign bad I am just very slimey#usually I am not a cough person I am not sure where this is coming from#most of the time I just get a stuffy nose#has my nose gotten stronger#but there are good news too I have already found a VERY good chestnut to put into my pocket this autumn!! its very small! (❁´▽`❁)#it's been a very warm autumn in Germany so far so it has not really felt like fall yet#but yesterday it was all rainy and stormy and I had two new books and it was the best day possible to have a slimey cough (:#and now I feel SO much autumn I am close to buying a set of window colors#I do not know what I would to with the window colors I just have this strong urge in me to buy a window color set#the last time I did a window color was at the birtday of a class mate I think she turned 9 and I made a deer#but for some reason we did this craft 5 minutes before we all had to leave so we had to carry our window color deer home wet#unfortunatly for the deer and me I fell down the stairs of her house and smeared the deer all over me and i screamed the entire drive home#which wasn't very long but it probably felt very long for the mother who had a screaming child covered in window color deer inside her car
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Birds of a Feather previous / next
#my art#feralnette au#birds of a feather#long tags#sorry I went apeshit in the tags#LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW#I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO#its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical#and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread#as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational#in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away#and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do#shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again#legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it#but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings#alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird#she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her#knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself#between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot#and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo#essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that#busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way#to show her she's self sabotaging#cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD
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what if i told you guys i actually decided not to drop out of college
#bee talks#not marine biology#‘take a year off’ but I don’t think I would have gone back to be honest#I was doing really bad for a while but I’ve been doing better#and things with my family are. easier to manage now and I don’t feel like I’m walking a tightrope trying to keep all my parents in my life#and I. I talked to my aunt and she helped me make a plan for the next two years.#well what actually happened was I asked her for help and we made a pros and cons list of dropping out#and well. staying at school had some major pros that going home didn’t#so then we made a plan#about my classes and about my job and where I might live. we went through everything#my aunt is good with things like that. I love her a lot#and she is going to help me#i felt really alone for a while like I couldn’t ask anyone for help#but I can#I love my aunt so much#I love my uncle too#and my mom#but my aunt is really really helping me right now#also i taught my aunt what ‘’locked in’ means and she won’t stop saying it#she renamed my group chat with her and my uncle to ‘LOCKED IN 💕🙌’ lmao#anyway sorry for talking so much in the tags I figured probably no one wanted to read a long post but you can skip the tags if you want to
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#pokemon#pokemon sv#grusha#iono#snowshockshipping#aquanutart#not an update to the post but!! i was working on this since before i wrote it and now i finished!#so even though there are barely any actual pokemon in it... (shoutout to rotom and bellibolt) ...i'll put it up!#it's canon in the dlc that grusha was one of iono's original fans#and that her content used to cheer him up#..though it makes me feel kinda bad how he rips on her newer content LOL so i'm choosing to interpret it how i want#which is that grusha was one of iono's original stans but is just cringing so hard about it now#that he doesn't want anyone to know because he thinks it's 'uncool'#look i don't think you can be that fixated on what's cool or not without being incredibly scared of looking uncool yourself#iono is supposed to be sneezing because of that anime thing where you sneeze if someone is talking about you#but alternately she was just out in the snow with grusha#(btw sorry if penny is ooc here. i actually only know her from the tcg card because i (still) haven't gotten to actually playing sv whoopss#(and i haven't seen her in the anime yet either so i kinda just was like.. 'who else probably watches streams?' and included her)#i meant to make stuff about these characters back when they were just revealed and we didn't really know much about them yet#so this may be a holdover from that whoops
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oh my god somehow I forgot to post this
#status as in she could (with effort) kill him if she wanted to#have i shared this?????????????#i totally forgot this was in my folder until i was looking what to post on twt#Price: oh my god what did I do- was it the food- did i forgot our anniversary#Meanwhile Raven: woah that feels really nice I should do it often#I had a friend who had a very deep voice#and i would do this randomly#yes he is also scared of me#LMAO NO WAIT THAT MAKES ME SOUND BAD listen i ask for perm beforehand ok#but he would still look at me nervously#until he calms down and just continue talking with his friends while my hand rest there#i wonder what you're doing now JX#hope you got the engineering degree you really wanted....and got a girlfriend with short hair LMAO#last i heard from him was when he got accepted to Monash#anyways#gummmyart#doodle#my oc#cod oc#[oc]Raven#PriceRaven
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my mom casually remarked that she got spanked maybe once in her life and barely remembers while her brothers did get beat and like that just broke something in me. this whole time I’ve been arguing about physical abuse with the one person in the family who never had to go through it. i feel kind of stupid. because Jesus. of course she would never understand. of fucking course she doesn’t get it.
#like no fucking wonder. that’s why she doesn’t get it. she will never understand and I’ve been wasting my time#im really trying hard to not turn this into a no contact situation because it doesn’t have to be#and I told her to her face sobbing and hands shaking#I told her that right now it is her choice. if you keep pushing I will. the ball is in your fucking court#control yourself or I will never talk to you again#because she doesn’t have to be like this. it can be a good move in the end where we’re all excited about my new life#or it can be a bad one if you make it that way. im moving because of you and you have the power to make it so i never come back if you want#i gave her a very clear warning. dont try shit anymore im done#I’ve never done that before. I’ve never had to threaten her before#me thinking about how hard it is to even threaten to withhold affection from my parents#vs my dad giving me the silent treatment even as I begged sobbing on the ground for just a hint of acknowledgement that he doesn’t hate me#god I hate them#I hate how they make me feel#cw abuse#cw child abuse#vent post
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can't stop thinking about mav and teenage bradley. anyway this scene wont leave my head so heres my pitch. bradley stays out super late with his friends on a school night the day before he has a big test or smth and mav wakes him up for school cause he's here rn and is like come on i'll take you to school bradley: wait, I'm not catching the bus? maverick: you missed the bus, kid. bradley: how late am I? maverick: it's almost the end of third period, I think. bradley: THIRD PERIOD? bradley: why didn't you wake me up sooner, I had a test second period?!! maverick: well luckily you had a dentist appointment this morning bradley: i didn't have a— [pauses to think and starts to smile at mav] bradley: mav— maverick: get in the car, bradley
#songposts#based on something my mom used to do for me when my insomnia was really bad. she would call me in and take me to school halfway through#so i could sleep in a bit#even if i wasnt up cause of insomnia and i was doing smth else like playing video games if i asked she would#and mav feels like the kind of parent that would absolutely prioritize their childs health over their grades#anyway this wouldnt leave me alone and now its out there! yay!#top gun#top gun 1986#pete maverick mitchell#bradley rooster bradshaw
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Please pray for the repose of the soul for my boss. His wife has informed us that he passed away this morning in his sleep. Pray for his family, so that they may have consolation at this time.
Please pray also for us, his employees. Our jobs are guaranteed through December, but after that it’s unknown whether the person elected to fill his vacancy will want to retain us or to hire new staff.
Thank you
#fury's life#prayer request#I just wish I had more time to learn from him#I’ve only been here 6 months as of today#I feel so bad for his wife#she was really overwhelmed the last time I saw her#and now this
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Being a detective, Renee notices the little things. It was only a second, but she saw Vincent tense up at being questioned; was he nervous? Vincent looked back at the living room, then smiled reassuringly, "O-Oh I need to head to my office...I'll be back by the evening." What could he be doing?
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#postcard legacy#postcard gen 3#vincent kingsley#renee reichmann#louis kingsley#payton wilkinson#harvey kingsley#leilani kahananui by duusheen#i would love to know anyones thoughts on what he could be doing!#is it something good or bad?#he could be doing anything at all...#and payton is here too! she set aside the awkward past (long ago) with bryce and leilani so they are now all friends again#its good to see payton doing well 💕 i feel really bad for her yknow
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man, you know, nobody asked me, but I have such conflicting opinions on some of the fat falin art, where on one hand: it's always nice to see A Fat Body in fanart anywhere + it's being done in positive ways, for funsies and on the other hand, there is something so familiar about how you are automatically The Fat One if you are a woman simply standing next to a more petite woman, bc I've had a 0% hitrate in seeing people change Marcille's body type and keep Falin's, or change both of them. it's just Falin
#it gives me a negative feeling that I seldom/never get from seeing fat art which is rare#like she's not fat out of thin air For Fun And No Other Reason and she's not fat bc of context#(out of thin air being like just picking a character you like and changing their design just cuz. Kabru maybe.)#(and Because Of Context being the way ppl draw fat Usagi from sailor moon. which i have been meaning to do btw)#but rather she's fat just bc to be Not the thinnest woman in the room is to be fat. like it happens specifically by scale#because marcille is so much physically smaller and petite and falin is bigger in the ways that a Human Woman is bigger#than an elf woman#and it's funny bc it's something i see all the time already#people also really don't seem to have an interest in making marcille butch in fanart in a way#that is sort of sad for me bc it's like ah well she's the thin small one so of course she gets to be feminine#if you're physically bigger then of course you get to be masc of course of course of course...#i also love good butch art esp fat butch stuff but this is about the phenomenon where if you're with#a thinner shorter woman then that means you're the butch now which is a place I have been to#and I did not like it there#I think part of why That sticks it to me is bc marcille has such a Butch Girlfriend personality and falin acts so demure LMAO#but she's slightly bigger so the writing is on the wall#sergle.txt#Godspeed to you if you choose to read these thoughts in bad faith bc I can't give you more clarifying statements if I try#like I said. conflicting feelings#i don't know if anyone else has similar thoughts it May Just Be Me#I don't think ppl think about this stuff when they make their fan redesigns but it gives me a certain feeling
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I've been loving ur mombin comics, but where is the other mom? what trans hottie is not paying her child support out here? (this is said with a lot of love and affection, im very curious abt how she got into that situation, if you have thoughts abt it <3)
ajsjhsdfh i wasn't going to answer this because it's explained in the next comic but kudos to you for being the only person to say 'who's the other mom' instead of 'WHO'S THE DAD'
also the way this is worded made me laugh for like 5 minutes thank you so much xx
#ramble#mombin™#anon i love you we are holding hands together right now#the amount of comments that were like 'who's the DAD' and not 'who's the other parent/donor'#sometimes!! there isn't a dad!!!!#i have a really bad feeling that this comic is going to reveal some people's very nasty opinions about trans women#'but robin is a lesbian she wouldn't get pregnant by a trans woman' so you admit that you think gender+attraction is defined by genitals#this wasn't meant to be a vent i'm so sorry#but to answer your question yes there is a trans girl somewhere out there who was on like a weekend trip or something and has NO idea
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my personal headcanon is that after flemythal uses the well's power on my lavellan for the first time, it sort of forcibly readjusts her accent when speaking elvhen, from "reasonably fluent modern dalish" to "crisply upper-class ancient arlathan". and she doesn't actually notice this at the time, bc by the time it happens, she's already Experienced Crestwood, and doesn't speak elvhen often otherwise.
but the next time she talks to solas and drops in a word or phrase in (stilted and unhappy) conversation, he very much does notice the shift, and feels a sense of palpable horror that she's already been a bit changed.
#solavellan#txt#afira lavellan#i just think that thing needs to have EFFECTS. weirdly specific ones.#my lavellan was very unironically like ''but i'm doing it for the greater good of the people :)'' and solas is just kind of#screaming cat.jpg that someone is making his EXACT mistake except it's not even removable like vallaslin was#also i think lavellan should truly have the worst week of all time#get yelled at by ancient elves who are alive but really mean.#take on unnatural knowledge despite normally calm apostate bf pleading not to do it.#feels weird and heavy and like 50000 weeping souls at all times.#go to crestwood and get told ''you're important. i love you. your tattoos are bad. you're perfect regardless ofc. actually it's over. bye''#and THEN go get mind controlled by The Mother Goddess Herself. whom she barely believed in to begin with.#and then have a mild crisis of faith/developing straight up anti-theism bc she's like#''what do you MEAN she was alive and just not answering prayers?? i'll kill her again if i could.''#but on the bright side. at least she is now so fast at translating elvhen texts.#so she does not have to talk to solas as often about them fgsdhfg
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A lil guy !
#honkai star rail#dan heng#genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy#so dan heng in a hoodie#now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw#but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today#since shes been in the hospital for many many days#so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos#and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good#and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner#and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool#and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those#are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email#and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct#then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way#but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now#so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv#while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now#on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it#and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once#this is literally a personalized attack to me#and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie#and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening#and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down#that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this#and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!
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Fucked up creature that spawns from the Ultimate Weapon after four souls stew in it for God knows how long honestly
#homestuck#artblocked#fanart#homestuck fanart#john egbert#rose lalonde#dave strider#jade harley#ultimate weapon#i had a thought at like 5 am and went “holy shit i have to draw this” so it is a bit bad#sorry i just can't draw well when i don't sleep at night lol#it just seemed so fucking cool but ill probably just forget about it later once i fall asleep officially#does this count as an au#no idea#i guess since im not really gonna write anything about this thing right now no not really?#i really tried to mix all of the animal parts evenly lolll#rose is a horse because of maplehoof honestly#im tired of cat rose#roxy is the cat!!!! she has a literal cat as her symbol!!!!!!!!!#so horse rose#i get the feeling that rose would turn out to be a horse girl in some other timeline ngl#she just seems like she would be one either out of spite or geniune horse love#im babbling lmaoooo this is what i get for not fucking sleeping lol#first fish rose... then horse rose#im doing everything in my power to avoid cat rose bro#the rest are obvious i dont need to explain why jades a dog#or why daves a crow#or even why johns a bunny#anyway vote on their name and/or title#coolest one i pick
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Y'all ever get emotional about friendships?
#rant time (in a good way):#my little sister has made some new friends via public school#and they're fandom people!#so she went to thunderbolts with them and is planning to see fantastic four and superman#and i think they introduced her to kpop demon hunters which she then introduced us to#plus she's watching arcane thanks to them#and it's just. SO interesting#because a lot of that stuff she would never check out on her own/with us#don't know why. maybe it's just not her jam?#but she's watching it and really liking it now#and you'd think i'd be offended that she's finding this with her friends and not her family but i'm not because i have SO been there#with pacific rim and love and monsters and phineas and ferb#they're all things i never would have watched on my own but my friends introduced me to it! and because of them i LOVED it!!#and even if i would have liked it if i'd found it individually my friends showed me it. ya know? and that feeling is just great#because i'll always think of laughingphoenixleader when i hear a ben rector song#or christian-latte-anon during pacific rim#or undying-lilies while watching the bad batch or when i see six crimson cranes#or magpie-trove for love and monsters#and just. a hundred other things and people and i just love the way love and stories work hand in hand#i love this thing because i loved the person first. and now my little sister is getting that#and she's getting the experience of trying something she might normally shy away from or think is weird but because her friends love it#she'll try it! and it's good! that feeling is UNMATCHED IDK GUYS I JUST LIKE IT A LOT#anyways if you've ever suggested a thing to me. just know i think of you every time i see it or read it or hear it#or even think of it. the people i love and the things i love are inextricably linked#okay rant over!
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i thought about aphmau & levin & malachi & now i need to lie down .
#MY BABIESSSS#WAUUGHHHHHH#MALACHI MY BABY BOY. UGH..MY BABY. MY BABY BOY. MY . MSMDMSMFNDHFNKSRNEHDHF#i need to get my feelings about them into words because i'm actually so ill about aphmau's first 2 boys#no offense to lilith and alina you have occupied zero space in my mind the past decade#but those baby boys......#i feel bad i literally forget about lilith garnet though im sorry like i think i was invested at the time but now like#i must remind myself of her existence#and alina i didn't really see s3 so my main memory of her is just when aph was pregnant with her......#i feel for lilith though that she got double named after past relationships of her parents lmao that's crazy#i fw it but the fact it was not once but twice is so funny and dreadful for her#we should name her after your dead wife.... no let's name her a veryvery similiar name to my dead wife it's what she would have wanted.....#let's also name her after your situationship stuck in another dimension....#yes..... good......#we are so good at naming babies ......#naming a fictional baby after another character important to the parent is a trope i love#but to do it TWICE to ONE BABY with two of your respective past loves is sooo wild for that baby#“why is my sister's name rose” “because your mother loves roses” “thanks mom” “no problem Lilith Garnet Lauren Arin Zoelle”#how did this turn into a lilith post???????????????#came for the levin & malachi post stayed for zvahlne bullying a baby girl in the tags for her name IM SORRY LILITH#zvahlne yaps#aphmau#aphblr#minecraft diaries#mcd#mcd levin#mcd malachi#the tags are my playground i love it down here
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