#(As in. Things they/I assume while communicating. As in. Slight difference of texting etiquette I guess?) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

misskamelie · 1 year ago

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Wrt the situation(tm), I managed to resolve the communication issue between us and it's been pretty chill since then. I care about them a whole lot, but there's still something I cannot quite grasp about what I feel towards them

#it's like. Okay fine I want to see them but it's. Idk I don't even have a specific reason to want that #I'd be fine just sharing space w them. Going on a walk getting something to eat together #To be in silence in the same room each doing their own thing #Idk man I cannot understand if this is a very specific and odd thing (compared to what I feel toward others) or if this is slightly skewed #Because of the obvious and clear physical distance between us #there really is no point in bringing any of this up either because of the obvious current logistics and situation #But I really hope I get to see them in person within the year. First I'll have to find the confidence to say so to them tho #(In a 'look. I'd pass by anyway at one point but I *am* in good part motivated by the possibility to see you and hang out w you' kinda way)#it is also slightly difficult to share the correct amount of info on the situation w my friends because #While most of them have more experience than me w relationships none of them had something comparable to this #so there's 1) distance issue and 2) cultural issue because it's clear the difference of cultures plays smt into how we interact #(As in. Things they/I assume while communicating. As in. Slight difference of texting etiquette I guess?)#also like. I might complain about not getting attention but in reality? I'd get tired about *too* much attention and eagerness #Even just. How do I talk about it to others? I don't really know what words I could use to describe the relationship between us #I generally say 'friend' or 'a friend I care a lot for' if that has some significance #my post #ah who cares I have some exams to take care of first

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