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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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ah yes, my new favorite ship: The Truther x The Bullshitter
#emet-selch#hythlodaeus#ffxiv#ffxiv endwalker#ffxiv spoilers#i've been thinking about this for five weeks#posting this to distract myself from the 3+ hours i've spent rendering the stupid ancient robes fhjkgd i will die for these tragic gays#i need to read thomas more's utopia so i can go POINT!!!! at all the references like amaurot and such#ffxiv hades#hythades#hythemet
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wimdy
(reference image below cut):
#pokemon#pokemon sun and moon#solgaleo#my art#i wanna redesign a solgaleo shiny for emperor volo and was looking for reference images#found this image and idk wimdy meme was first thing that came to mind for me#i got so distracted i have drawn no other solgaleos
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im not gonna finish these
#danganronpa#sdr2#nagito komaeda#komaeda nagito#plums.art#just another reference study#kinda not slay tbh#his hair looks like dishwateer <3#mars distraction
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save me mid-century pulp romance illustrations...save me... I liked the pose on Walter Skor's illustration for The Dear Friends and i thought that a composition with "friends" right there was fitting for buddie
#buddie#911#9-1-1#buckeddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#my art#hello buddie community i am new here but in so deep.#i need them married#anyways now i got distracted reading the 1954 story this is the title page for and its giving toxic yuri so check that out...#anyways I havent drawn anything in like 3 months bc depression and illness and then figuring out drawing new characters was HARD#and ive had the reference images in CSP since late january and meant to draw this for valentines day and didnt but now the deadline of new#episodes looms so i got this done. im fairly happy with it.#you will never guess what screencaps I used for reference images bc they were the right angle.... tsunami!buck and lying on the pavement#with an extra hole in him eddie.....#MAD AS HELL I COULD NOT FIND A FONT THAT LOOKED LIKE THAT but i was not downloading a new font OR handlettering
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AU of my ocs based on this post
#refused to look up gun references for this#just wanted to draw Claire being cool cuz he is#luci and madair are both asexual and would not fuck like the post jokes#but they would still makeout and get distracted from doing their jobs#my art#my ocs#skid was here
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one thing I like about tazmuir as an author is that at any given time she will be like "here is a character," and I will think "that's nice, but I don't care. please return me to my beautiful Gideon" and then she'll be like "no. look at this other character under a microscope. they are so fucked up and full of love in such specific ways. probably they are bad at sex also." and I make a shocked face and welcome them into the pantheon in my heart, still waiting to hear from my beautiful gideon, at which point tazmuir will show me another character. and then.
#who is forcing me to care about Babs like this#jrr tolkien#that's who#not a lot of overlap between them as writers but they do love their Catholic references and tbh I can easily see jrrt getting distracted#writing a massive adventure for an unpopular minor character's implied relatives
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sunshine boyyyyy
#dick grayson#i'm trying to cement a reference sheet for him like i have for steph#i keep getting distracted. he's very pretty#which i think makes it easier to hold a consistent image in my head because it's like. ooooooooooo. he truly is a Wonder of a Boy#just the most beautiful blue eyes you ever did see#and the l'oreal hair#dick grayson has dimples...this is my final message.... <3#nightwing#dc#batfamily#fanart#sketchies
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Cover our souls with robes of black and take up the arms of night
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I wanted to design intermediary forms for the Lords in Black as sort of a Nyarlathotep/Messengers vibe.
Maybe they started out trying for intimidation when first summoned before going for whimsical terror, maybe they're forms that the LiB assume when visiting other worlds and dimensions to travel among the populace.
maybe I just really wanted to design more monster boys
#don't ask how many different forms I've designed for these assholes it's too many#Lords in Black#LiB starkid#wiggog y'wrath#nibblenephim#bliklotep#pokotho#t'noy karaxis#wiggly#nibbly#blinky#pokey#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#Nightmare Time#NPMD#starkid npmd#If someone gets the reference for Pokey's robes I'll draw something for them#I may have let my dumb gay brain go haywire when drawing Nibbly I'm so sorry I got distracted by the curves
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Procrastination means drawing the good ol' comfort ships <3
#procrastinating working on my art portfolio honestly#been thinking about it a lot but struggling to get started on it#So drawing some petermj was a good distraction#side note: this is such a weird angle to draw#the reference had a lot of soft shadows for the jaw so it was a tricky thing to figure it out a way to get it without using hard lines#im also still obsessed with this brush btw#it's one of my go-tos now#and ive been loving drawing MJ she's amazing and i miss her so much#petermj#spiderman#michelle jones#peter parker
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attempt to deter the herald of andraste from reading an inaccurate treatise on "the magickal art of dalish fresco" out loud.
5 minutes later, deterrence successful. no one is reading anything.
ouch. anchor malfunction after closing a rift.
two elves, standing 5 feet apart, because they're Emotionally Detached Professionals™
(uhhh pretend the vallaslin is on there, it's deeply annoying to draw on a small scale without ruining the facial expressions fjfsfhg)
#dirthamen vallaslin even worse bc the lines are so thin and it goes where you would expect the cheekbone indicators to be...#solavellan#jpg#solas#afira lavellan#i think if you put long hair and an outfit on solas he would very easily revert to his silmarillion elf origins#but you could not do that to my lavellan. she is a bit inherently undignified#it is just not her natural habitat... she would not survive in an arlathan au...#i did not reference these poses so everyone needs to clap#bc the hands are not upside down. i think.#if they are then don't worry about it#this was way too high effort but it is a distraction from looking at the news and that's what's important#anyway thank you for coming to this shipping tag essay#i just think they're neat........#the professional distance makes me laugh a little bit hsdjfhsd#😐-----😐#i think solas is presumably Miserably Guilt Ridden in several directions at once (somewhat worse than average day for him)#while lavellan is on a ''wow! important reminder to never trust anyone :) a learning experience for me :)''#sort of mindset
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hey hi im having swirling and spinning luxubar thoughts again. let's look at these lines.
i imagine he phrases it this way because it's a casual, laid-back way of expressing this idea. "more recently, i go by the name Xigbar, but you can call me Luxu if you want, I don't care either way." (and the fact that he doesn't have a strong preference about the name he's called still says something about his relationship to his own identity, i think!)
but absolutely i feel this can be interpreted on a deeper level, too. the question is about who he is—about his identity in isolation—but the way he responds defines him relationally—"these days they call me Xigbar, but hey, whatever suits you." a sense of identity that is fluid, dependent on who he serves, on what role he plays.
a sense of identity made even more tragic by the fact that, no, Xigbar isn't his real name, and neither was Braig, but neither is Luxu.
[this is Chirithy, speaking about the Master of Masters.]
even the name Luxu, considered his "true identity", was bestowed on him by his master. every identity we have ever known for Xigbar, every name he's ever had, has been a name he assumed in pursuit of someone else's goal. Braig and Bragi were names he acquired from his vessels. Luxu and even Xigbar were names he was given by his superiors. he has only ever been defined in relation to someone else, by someone else's past or someone else's ambitions.
#this also might be why he responds initially with ''haven't heard *that name* in a long while''#putting rhetorical distance between himself and what is presumed to be his own name#i came to this coffee shop to work on my fic but instead im xigposting. but the fic would also have been xigposting huh#this is thematic development. this is productive writing time. i didnt get distracted. it's all according to keikaku.#1 mutual is grinning at my ''according to keikaku'' reference. they know what else i mean by that.#kh#xigbar scholarship tag#blakeposts#xigbar#luxu
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I know this would never happen in canon for several reasons, but can you imagine being some random gossipy vampire who somehow finds out about Domi and Noé's whole Deal? Like.
"A noblewoman has been low-key letting her platonic friend drink her blood, and even sometimes drinking his."
Seemingly acceptable in vampire society, if maybe a little saucy. Even if we swap in the equivalent human "canoodling" (to use Vanitas's word), they're not the only ones in high society doing some casual messing around.
"The friend she's letting drink her blood is her grandfather's non-noble ward."
Potentially adds some scandal for those that care about class, but it's not too much crazier for the time and place.
"The noblewoman has been secretly in love with her friend since childhood, but the man sees their intimacy as purely platonic and physical."
Oh honey.
"The friend genuinely doesn't seem to realize that chewing on each other's necks could have any implications other than platonic."
We've entered weird territory. Does this guy live under a rock??? Has his friend encouraged this??
"The friend seems like he might be gay, or at least actively falling in love with and physically attracted to a man, despite his ongoing physical involvement with the noblewoman."
So is this guy using her? Is he an idiot? This poor woman has to be in some level of denial not to realize this is a doomed entanglement, right?
"The friend was in love with and used to drink the blood of the noblewoman's dead identical brother. He thinks about him when he bites her"
Girl run.
#''gay'' is an anachronistic word in this context. but trying to sub in something period appropriate would be distracting in a different way#anyway this is a silly and somewhat oversimplified post. but#I saw someone refer to Noé as ''Domi's gay boyfriend'' the other day and I couldn't get that out of my head#I had to lightheartedly rotate them for a while#vnc#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#dominoé#jokes
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Wrong species of snake, but vaguely inspired by A Snake Named Voldemort. He's Nagini shaped and Harry's most favourite plushie cuddle buddy.
Timelapse under the cut
#tomarrymort#tomarry#harrymort#harry potter#lord voldemort#my art#digital art#hp fanart#snake voldemort#Voldemort Weighted Blanket#i kept getting distracted while drawing this because the snake references were so fucking cute!#reticulated python#snake
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holy fuck he’s beautiful
#I wass just trying to get reference pics and got distracted#started playing with filters and shit#ekko
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some girls
#ignore how theyre in the same pose its good for references and designing characters okaey#my art#doodles#i drew the second one on accident while getting very distracted trying to design the first one so thats why they look similar#oc: patches#<- the top one#havent named the other one yet
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