#(of restless dreams. orfeo)

[immortalpheus]

(holds up the plushie ray) hasta la salt (turns Orpheus into a marketable plushie)

ALTHOUGH THE IMMORTAL WAS CAUGHT IN SUCH BLAST, IT SEEMS TO HAVE SUMMONED THE OTHERS AS WELL… ?

[pookystolenkissworld]

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[immortalpheus]

CW: this blog will contain heavy themes of sacrificing, death, derealization and possibly more. proceed with caution.

THE MANOR HELD BUT A QUIET HUM OF THE CICADAS OF THE NIGHT THRIVING OUTSIDE AND THE CREAKING, OLD FLOORBOARDS THAT SEEM YET TO HAVE BEEN REPLACED IN PRESUMABLY A LONG WHILE; WITHERING WITHIN EVERY STEP ALONE, AS WITH THE SHELVES AND WINDOWS. FOR AN AREA SO WILLING TO “GUESTS” FROM HERE AND THERE, IT DOESN’T SEEM TO BE CARED FOR WITH A GREAT DEAL OF EFFORT - IT SEEMS OUR HOST HAS OTHER THINGS TO ATTEND, CERTAINLY IMPORTANT, NO?

THOUGH THE AREA, EVEN WITH THE HINT OF THE MOONLIGHT, REMAINED TO BE SHROUDED IN MURKINESS, A WOODEN DESK WAS ILLUMINATED BY THE BRIGHT GLOW OF A CANDLE AND A THIN PAPER SITUATED ON IT; AS WORN AS EVERYTHING ELSE IN THE ROOM, THE WORDS WEARY AND DRIED LONG AGO. 

LET US TAKE A READ.

GREETINGS.

I AM IMMORTAL BUT IF IT MUST BE SPOKEN, THE ONE I ONCE WERE - “ORPHEUS”, THEN DO AS YOU MUST. I ONLY WISH TO ACHIEVE AND ATTAIN A SOLE THING WITHIN HERE, THE PLIGHT OF IDENTITY IS BUT LITTLE FURTHER THAN TO IT. 

THUS, DO NOT MAKE ME BEAR IT; MY MIND MUSTN’T LET TIME TAKE AHOLD OF IT THE NEXT.

ABIDE TO THE RULES OF THIS PLACE BUT NOT TO “LIFE”, I MAY SPEAK TO YOU THEN.

SPACED BELOW THE MESSAGE ARE WORDS MORE CARVED; AKIN TO A PRECISE SCULPTURE, CHISELED AWAY AGAINST THE PAPER. NEXT TO THEM, A SHARP EYE THAT BEHOLDS AN ALMOST DANGEROUS GLINT ALONE IS ILLUSTRATED, BOXED WITHIN CORNERS - A “SIGNATURE” FROM THE WRITER.

OLETUS MANOR BLOG GUIDELINES. FAILURE TO COMPLY WILL RESULT IN AN IMMEDIATE CEASE OF RESIDENCE.

I. DISCRIMINATORY OR FAR FROM GOOD TASTE PAGES WRITTEN BY THE RESIDENTS MAY OR WILL BE BURNT OR DISCARDED WITHOUT HESITATION.

II. DO NOT HURRY THE RESPONSES THAT WILL BE GIVEN IN DUE TIME.

III. OPINIONS OF IMMORTAL OR OTHER CHARACTERS ALIKE ARE OFTEN NOT BE REFLECTED THROUGH THE MUN, SAM OR VICTOR. THEY/THEM PRONOUNS.

IV. PAGES THAT ARE WRITTEN WITH FLIRTATIOUS INTENTIONS WILL BE ACCEPTED AS ANY NORMAL ONES BUT RECIPROCATION IS AS THIN AS FATE REMAINS. DO NOT GO OVERBOARD.

V. WHAT TRUTHS DOES YOUR MIND SOUGHT FROM THE ONE WHO LIES AND WILL DO SO ALL THE SAME AGAIN?

IN THE DARK SUBSTANCE, THERE WAS A MESMERIZING THING WITHIN THE WORDS; SUCH SHOULD ONLY BE NATURAL WITH A WARNING THAT FAR FROM FELT LIKE THE HISSING OF A SNAKE BY ONE'S EAR, THE VENOM AWAITING-- INSTEAD, A PHANTOM GAZE FALLS UPON THE READER WHO CANNOT ACT AS OUTLIER, THE DARK BIRDS OUTSIDE CAWS RINGING AGAINST THE MIND.

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SUCH ODDITY, THOUGH THE WRITER HAS PLAYED THEIR PART, THE PAGE CANNOT HELP BUT SEEM INCOMPLETE, AN ENDING UNFINISHED TO A RIGHTFUL FRUITION. TEMPTINGLY, A QUILL REMAINS NEARBY THE PAGE AS ITS COMPANION, SUBMERGED IN A SMALL VIAL OF INK THAT SEEMED TO BE ENDLESS. 

GO ON.

IMPORTANT / GENERAL INFORMATION REGARDING THE AU.

[immortalpheus]

CW: themes of derealization, sacrificing/death and possibly more. be aware. can possibly become disturbing at times.

WORN OUT WORDS READ :

GREETINGS. I AM IMMORTAL BUT IF YOU MUST CALL ME BY THE NAME I ONCE WERE, ORPHEUS, DO AS YOU MUST. I AM HERE TO ACHIEVE ONE THING ONLY.

THERE IS MORE BELOW - SEE?

GUIDELINES.

WORDS THAT ARE DISCRIMINATORY OR OUTRIGHT DISGUSTING - I WILL NOT HESITATE TO BURN YOUR DAMNED WORDS.

DO NOT RUSH ME. I HAVE OTHER AFFAIRS I MUST ATTEND TO.

opinions of IMMORTAL are not reflected through I, ???. NOT FOR NOW. god why are you like this!

I WILL TRY TO DRAW WHAT I MAY OF THIS CYCLE. this is not the “truth” you seek just yet, is it? he’s lied before.

I DO NOT CARE IF YOU WISH TO USE YOUR WORDS TO FLIRT WITH I THIS TIME BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN I RECIPROCATE - I AM TOO BUSY.

THE PAGE IS NOT ENDED, THERE IS SPACE FOR MORE AND A PEN LIES NEARBY. GO ON.

[immortalpheus]

just a quick summary of the important stuff from orfeos page for those who can’t read it / extra details ^^

he wakes up from the dream plays at last with many trials and error & around this time, ****** gives him the same knowledge that immortalpheus technically knows as well about the actual cycles (though the latter to a much greater extent at this point).

however, the guilt of everything that happened to eurydice (with her having been outright gone the entire dream similar to canon) still ends up lasting so he ends up resetting the cycle himself due to what he now knows regarding the cycles. he ends up getting put on square one and continues the cycles normally with each reset taking away his memories fully as usual until later on, but eurydice takes the place of any LG’s from then on.

[immortalpheus]

TW: implications of suicide/death

A PAPER FOUND RESTING AGAINST FLOWERS. THE INK IS OLD AND SHAKY AS IF DONE WITH UNSTEADY HANDS.

these gardens always were your favorite, right? you would grab my hand and tug me along every time - pointing out every new one that blossomed that day. I remember each one clearly, don’t worry. there’s a list on my desk now for whoever might find it after this.

this should’ve never been your resting place but I hope it.

brings you peace. but I can’t find the same solace you brought when you took me

writing this now is pathetic, I know. no amount of apologies that I give to you will ever make up for any of it. why was I ever given this role to play? it shouldn’t have ever been me when I only failed you each time. maybe I should’ve never woken up in the first place, you were happier then at least..

weren’t you?

no. I don’t even deserve to have lived in that dream, if only for moments. it should’ve been me who was taken. you were too young.

even now that I’ve woken up, this house feels empty with only the ghosts to have kept me company after all of this time. every creak of the floorboards, the tapping - I can’t help but think it’s you. I keep making plates for two. only the illusion of you remains that not even now I can discard.

it has told me of the unknown, of these.. “cycles”. I don’t even care, why should I. am I only meant to drown further within the tides of regret? maybe it rejoices in my hopelessness and confusion that twists and spirals within my mind now. I don’t know.

… only one thing I can really remember, there’s a way to give us another chance.

ive been freed from the clutches of her play after all, there’s no need to play those roles anymore. so, I have a plan.

I will no longer be “orfeo” but we will still meet again. I will play someone else for you then - the father you should’ve had, the one who should’ve kept watch over you, the one who isn’t left to be the only one standing amongst this earth when he has no right to.

so please, promise me. you’ve always been braver, much more than I, eurydice, can you be just once more?

I’ll be there soon this time. you won’t walk within this limbo alone again. I won’t turn back now. I will guide us out of here, I swear.

goodnight my daughter and farewell for now, “orfeo”.