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The fact that the writers of Boy Meets World were obviously fully aware of the gay energy surrounding Cory and Shawn's friendship, given the fact that in later seasons and GMW they leaned into that– albeit for laughs. They are the epitome of "not platonic nor romantic but a secret third thing– weird about eachother." So, in conclusion, you can't be upset fans view the male friendship as queer if you purposely write it that way, even as a joke. You reap what you sow, and you've sowed the seeds of homosexuality. I'm just picking these crops, man. I'm picking these crops and putting them into my delicious stew. The stew is my gay fanfiction but the vegetables were already there, man, I picked them from your show. You made these vegetables. I'm just cooking them. Sorry I got carried away with the garden metaphor (Mr. Feeny core)
#I thought she was the one person I couldn't live without but she's gone and you're here and I'm alive so it must be you#Weird thing to say but okay#Lest we not forget about An Affair to Forget or season 5 episode 3 I can't remember the title of that one but it's the Shory breakup ep#my posts#boy meets world#shory
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i still can't fucking believe "el camino" exists. why aren't more people talking abt it. how did this movie not stop time itself. people watch it and then just like get up and go to work after. we should still be sitting in silent, healing reflection over it. we're waking up in a world with "el camino" in it for the love of god.
#syd squeaks#just a truly twisted piece of media to make and release into the world. how did we ever live without it#sorry guys. i saw jesse in his white sweater at the end of 'el camino' and couldn't feel my legs anymore#el camino
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#you#...#you...#Congrats with surviving... I hope it wasn't too bad...#We had something similar last year#We live in a kind of a distant village#And our streets are connected to one heating system#And it was so cold last year that this station just broke#Me and my sister have been without water electricity and heat first day *giggle* It was funny to wear 2 complects of cloths and jacket#It was... like... -14 inside of home? *giggle*#On the second day we at least got electricity back and got a little heater (We were separated from parents so the have been calling 3#times per day XDD) We closed all doors to not let the heat outside#Since we got sick and couldn't take a shower#We were able to go to school but we looked like shit XDD#Then we were lying next 2 days like potatoes in one room with a heater... it felt awful XDD#They couldn't fix the main heating system for almost 3 days#It was... funny.... never want to experience the same again and hope you will not too
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My relationship with Tech is so weird cause I think I'm the only person ever who actually wants him to be dead-- I must stress that this is purely for narrative purposes, I love Tech with my whole heart and soul (genuine)-- but the way his death was carried out in canon was so bad that I'm forced to want him to live because otherwise it's a disservice to his character
#margin rambles#star wars#TECHnically#like i want his death to MEAN something!!! i dunno maybe i was spoiled with fives.#but like!! i want his death to have larger consequences!!! i want him not just to save CF99 by dying but i want it to have an impact#on the galaxy!!!#i want to see hunter and wrecker and cross and omega and phee GRIEVE. i want CF99 to act like a body trying to live without a vital organ#technically TWO vital organs!! if you count cross (which you SHOULD)#like without lungs! you technically can live with only one lung but you do need at least one to breathe!! and tech was the second lung!!#i want to see hunter literally on the verge of collapse at all times. cross AND tech AND omega in what. months??? he's gonna LOSE IT#ohhhh and wrecker. hey. so here's what they were setting up with wrecker right. wrecker with a debilitating fear of heights right#wrecker who's been slowly but surely overcoming his paralyzing phobia for two seasons right??#WRECKER WHOSE BROTHER FALLS LITERAL MILES TO HIS DEATH BECAUSE WRECKER COULDN'T CATCH HIM#CAUSE THEY WERE UP TOO HIGH. WHAT WILL THAT D O TO A MAN???#I GUESS WE'LL NEVER KNOW. CAUSE THE SHOW WRITERS WERE TOO COWARDLY TO EXPLORE THAT#and phee. listen y'all. i love them. it's a fanTASTIC dynamic. i really wish the show writers had. you know. again. expounded upon that#we needed like. entire episodes of just tech and phee. what about tech PRECISELY interests phee? DOES tech have reciprocal feelings?#if so WHY? and what makes their FRIENDSHIP? do they have inside jokes? how well do they work together as a team?#WHAT does his family think? is he himself in denial? is SHE in denial?#WHY WOULD YOU MAKE THEIR GOODBYE SCENE SUCH A BIG DEAL AND THEN NOT EXPLORE THE AFTERMATH. HUH#BROOOOOO. I AM SO TIRED OF PHEE'S CONSTANT SIDELINING IN THIS SHOW. I LOVE HER#okay rant over#(for now. i have SO many thoughts about how tech's death could've been fixed)
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Alex Lynn and Mitch Evans after the Diriyah eprix 2021
#tw crash#besties i am so sorry for the sound delay but there's nothing i can do about it unfortunately :((#found this during my 2021 rewatch#but it was during the next pre race so rome technically#i've had this video since autumn last year and never posted it for some reason but i was reminded of this moment#like we genuinely dont talk enough about it!!#mitch being like i couldn't live with myself without knowing if he was okay or not..#i love them#mitch evans#alex lynn#dario franchitti#formula e#fe#diriyah eprix 2021#mitchex
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#very rough sketch#it's a first sketch of the day kinda rough#kinda wanna redo it some other ( not sleeping hours) time#scourge doodle#scourge the hedgehog fanart#my art <3#sonic the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog fanart#sonic fanart#fanart#my art#sketchbook#tbh we lost power and so couldn't see shit without a flash light :p literally was by the window and saw All the lights were i live go out#trippy shit#well#I'm off to bed night night!#scourge the hedgehog
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my most inhuman trait is i'm honestly not affected by the beauty of nature & whenever i'm in the countryside or sightseeing natural monuments i've never been able to feel any kind of serenity i'm always like... That's nice honey... 😊 in truth i'd always rather be somewhere where bodegas are no more than 10min away on foot & if i have to spend more than 3 days away from the city i start experiencing heidi levels of homesickness
#in this way i'm carrie bradshaw-kin#cue ديوني لبلادي by douzi#bodegas being close by are a sign of a liveable environment for me i couldn't live in ancient times cause there weren't any bodegas#i start actively decaying without them in close vicinity i don't even have to buy anything from there i just need them around me#also it's not practical to live outside of the city when you're old & diseased & crippled like my dad#not because of the bodegas but because hospitals are nowhere close by & even when they are they suck shit not worth the hassle#don't get it twisted i hate minimalism i hate brutalism ( though it really does feel like home ) & such hideousness#& i've been gorgeous places like bali & i didn't GAF but i was also really angsty at the time#i would still be just as apathetic today honestly like i'm glad everyone's enjoying themselves#that's the only thing that makes me feel any kind of amazement or like warmth#i'm mrs worldwide for things related to people only well i guess i could care in the sense of like how the climate affects them#when i take pictures of the sky it's because i know my friend likes them i like the sunshine now because i know my friend likes it ETC#i don't even care for the ocean but at the same time i would NEVER want to live anywhere landlocked O_O that's a step too far#& i haven't even been swimming since november or december 2016#last time i touched sand was on the 25th of november 2023 though with my mom#& i just enjoyed our time together IDRGAF about the actual ocean but it means a lot to her#honestly all the ocean ever does is amp up my fear of death it makes me think of how easily everyone around me can die#& how many people have died ETC that's all i kept thinking about on that day but my mom thought it would have like a calming effect on me#i didn't say anything because it's always been her escape & i didn't want to ruin the atmosphere#but honestly i just wanted to get out of there ASAP#we were sat on a sea wall to watch the waves
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maybe an unpopular opinion (?) but i love how hotch's story ends - all those times being whisked out of jack's life at the drop of a hat to go on a case for who knows how long & in the end he's whisked out of the team's lives out of the blue for who knows how long (probably forever), to be with jack & not leave him for his job ever again
in the first ep he's trying to find a name for jack that won't connect in his brain to a serial killer & after so many years being pulled both ways he finally (earns) makes a complete decision, how many cm characters get a happy ending?? a hero's ending!
#he gave & gave & gave for the job#ex-lawyer law upholder always obeying the rules without grey areas#& from the very first time we see him he's in his own grey area trying to make it fit easy into neat boxes#home And work; family And subordinates#& he couldn't make it Work to have 2 neat boxes to live in via 1 set of rules#maybe jack made a bday candle wish or something maybe hotch did#that he could have the choice taken away from him & just get to be a dad#aaron hotchner#my post#criminal minds
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something something foils moving in opposite directions Goku's always happy to seek and fight stronger opponents because he spent most of his life being the strongest guy in the room and Vegeta wants to be the strongest/is always exhausted to find stronger opponents because he spent most of his life having to navigate his survival around the whims of the strongest guy in the universe room and so Goku has a foundation of safety and stability and so spends his time craving challenge and adventure and Vegeta has a foundation of challenge and adventure and spends his time craving safety and stability and the overlaid section of their venn diagram is that the only way they know how acquire and maintain those things is through battle
#thank you this has been the laziest media analysis post of my career#dbtag#media analysis#something something a game to goku is a threat to vegeta etc#there's a pinned thought here about how Vegeta also didn't learn about the dragon balls until he was ?? 30?? and so all loss is permanent#and goku has been familiar since he was ~12 and hasn't faced a permanent consequence since he was 10 years old and even then he got closure#sometimes I think about how Vegeta saw Trunks die and how Krillin was mad at him for reacting since they could fix it with the dragon balls#but Vegeta has very limited experience with the dragon so to him in that moment that was permanent and Trunks was Dead. Forever.#And we talked before in a 2am post about Vegeta having never experienced grief born of love and I stand by it because his feelings then wer#still very new and very odd and not something he'd accepted until that moment so it was raw power but not as powerful as it could've been#all this to say in my heart of hearts I think Vegeta deserves to retire at the end of super (if super continues) -- not as a warrior#but as an infantryman. he's a prince and now he's got his domain and his family and his planet to look after and I think he deserves#to go home and stay home and help piccolo bully gohan into training more often when goku inevitably leaves to hop the multiverse#geets wanted to take a sabbatical when Bulla was born but didn't get the chance because Freeza coming back freaked him out too much#but whether freeza gets a redemption arc or gets defeated -- Granolah's arc seemed to shift his perspective on being the strongest#and I just grips fist I just think it would be a really nice full circle for Vegeta to inherit his throne in a way he never expected and#finally get his kingdom to look after and protect in the way that he was looking forward to being king of his own planet all those years ag#Goku's got Broly and Jiren and Hit and all the others to keep him busy and happy now -- and if Freeza gets a redemption arc he'll probably#continue playing slap-ass with Goku for the rest of his life -- and Vegeta's got Gohan and Piccolo and Goten and Trunks#I just think them getting a nice bittersweet 'This is where we part ways' would be really nice for both of them because !!#They couldn't have done this without each other. They couldn't have known this kind of life was possible without each other.#So they swap lots and live happier than they ever imagined they could be#especially since Vegeta has proved to himself that he can close any gap Goku creates in progress that's not a concern anymore#And obvs the door's always open!! There's no point closing it Vegeta's tried the locks they don't work on Goku#anyway here's me putting the whole essay in the tags again#this isn't an essay as much as it is stream of consciousness tag blogging#anyway i'm too lazy to write fic or draw comics so we get ramblings instead
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smh... there has been a recent spike in activity in my house again, which feels like a completely different being.
Which means my upstairs neighbors are either back in their uneducated woo-woo shit and have managed to invite something else in OR (I think more likely) they accidentally left a standing invation that something else took advantage of.
Regardless, I'm going to have to ward our space so whatever is going on can stay up their with them and I am absolutely ✨️trash✨️ at any kind of banishing/warding. I can cleanse and that's about it in that department, so it will certainly be a challenge for me to make more than a wet paperbag level of defense.
#I hate this#why couldn't we live next to normal people 😭#I just like living in a space where thing's don't move without reasons and I don't feel things looking at me for more than a few months
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#didn't have a big party for my 30th for reasons that were partly distance and partly insecurities/depression#this year being back closer to where my people are decided to do a big party instead this weekend#my first since my 21st (which was... a struggle for also distance related reasons and may have reinforced said insecurities)#i am having to remind myself. i am doing my best none of us get to practice this life#interrupting this to say i just mindlessly slapped at a tickle on my arm only to discover it was HUGE#not the sandflies we've been getting all day but a moth or something at least a cm big! (i grabbed it and threw it away without looking)#anyway. what was i saying. having a little moment where my insecurities are coming back in the middle of the night#and i wonder if i have - again - asked for less than i truly want because i didn't feel like anyone would give the full thing to me#but the point is: i asked for something i wanted and that's something that takes practice. and the point is: i get to try again next year a#d next year and next year. and the point is: we only live this life once but it is not a short life and there will be more chances#to celebrate with the people i love. to ask for what i want. to learn to listen to what i actually want before i make myself smaller out#of habit#but i DID ask for a party and i DID ask for someone who isn't me to host it (a thing i haven't asked for since probably my 21st tbh) and#that's already growth#and it will be fun! i'm a bit sad that no one from my most recent chapter of life can be there but it's no secret that social was hard ther#so i only have 3 friends i wanted to invite anyway and all of them live several hours away#(and one of them i knew couldn't come already when i planned it - she's at a hens party - but we talked about it and decided to go ahead)#idk. really it's ok. but part of why i'm doing this is as a challenge to my own insecurities (as well as because it will be fun!) and i#really pray this year will see some of those insecurities dwindling. that i will be able to really believe that i am lovable and loved.#that's my prayer.
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Finally saw Wicked live in Broadway this week and let me say that something has changed within me, something is not the same
#i cried for the whole thing like especially act 2#we were the last ones left inside of the theater cause I wouldn’t stop crying and get out of my seat 😭😭😭#i did want more merch than what I took but they didn’t have a lot f things left so I have a cup and a t-shirt#but I mean I already have a glinda pen shiz pin glinda necklaces and glinda bracelets why does it feel like not enough#i would sell my soul to see it again.#i would.#anyway lot of rambling but this is really a life experience#wicked#aura wanders again#for good has destroyed me.#i already couldn't listen to a note of it without crying but after seing it live it’s evé worrseeeee#so anyway i just designed a glinda tattoo
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I made that post prior to looking at the tags, glad to see we're all in agreement that Smoke is the hot twin.
#zip it#it's the way he obsessively murderously defends everyone he loves#it's how that wasn't what he needed to save his child and he never got over it#it's wearing the protective charm not because he believes in it but because Annie made it#I think a lot about Smoke and Annie's stillborn child and how we get very little of it but the hints in the corners paint such an image#of the father Smoke never got to be#I think it says something that he couldn't kill Stack but he couldn't live forever for him either#when he had to choose a forever he chose Annie and his child without hesitation#and Annie KNEW what his choice would be when she asked him to kill her
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One of the several things that are very frustrating about how the Maud storyline played out this season is that, from Maud's perspective, the con she plays makes little sense; Oscar isn't an important enough or wealthy enough target for this to be her last great con before she disappears off into the ether, but without that motivation she fact that she burns the bridge behind her by disappearing means that she won't be able to play New York society again.
Perhaps her plan is to play multiple cities, far enough apart (in distance as well as the timing of the cons) that word hopefully won't spread; perhaps there was a reason she wanted to cash out as it were as soon as possible and latched on to Oscar because he happened to be nearby and wealthy enough. But we get no indication of her motivations, and that is what is so irritating and unfulfilling about this plotline; there is no attention paid to her as a character, rather than a hollow mover of plot, at all.
And this, in turn, makes that whole plot feel rudderless and absurd. The necessity of it is indisputable; it has to happen to precipitate the Ada-Agnes role-reversal at the end of the season, and so I'm not saying Oscar shouldn't have lost the money or even that Maud shouldn't have taken it (though there were plenty of more interesting and historically informed ways that plot could've played out). But the fact of creating a character, especially a female character, who is so transparently a plot device rather than a person the writers spent any time thinking about, is deeply frustrating--especially on this show, which otherwise so reliably treats its female characters like human beings.
#she makes no sense!! that is what is so frustrating.#why would she ever blow her cover why would she not just keep siphoning cash off oscar as long as she could#and then move onto the next man in a way that seemed like romantic intrigue rather than a con#unless understandably she wanted to live on her own terms without being beholden to a man; but they set her up as so talented and#experienced at what she's doing that it seems improbable that she couldn't have figured out a way to con herself some serious money without#pretending to flirt with oscar van rhijn for several months#we get so few puzzle pieces about her to put together and then they do not even fit with each other and it is. frustrating.#maud beaton#the gilded age
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the reason why shaming bi women for dating men when they can "do so much better by dating a woman" upsets me so much is because the last relationship i had destroyed any belief in personal love, it caused aural migraines and kidney stones in the months after the breakup, and i'm seriously terrified that no, i never will date again because my trust is so irrevocably ruined, and this ex-fiancee of mine was a woman lmfao
like i'm so serious if you get it in your head that women will always be a net better relationship you are going to get yourself so fucking hurt by being blind to the actual real problems in the relationship and writing it off as "well it's better because it's sapphic". no!!! that's not even what happened to me but i'm BEGGING you guys NO DON'T DO THIS TO YOURSELF, anyone is capable of harm even if they aren't abusive, real harm can still be done!!
and no, i haven't healed, i have been triggered multiple times by innocuous things that send me spiraling into uncontrollable sobbing, just my god please accept that heartbreak has nothing to do with the gender makeup of the relationship
#i couldn't even handle jokes in my favor about the breakup#i still probably can't#like i'm glad she dumped me at this point but no i'm not#purely because i could've lived my whole fucking life without this trauma#and also done something else with those now wasted 5 years of dating and 8 years of friendship#and before anyone asks: my dating ratio is a perfect 50/50 between men and women lmfao#well one of my exes goes by she/they now and we're patching things up#they were she/her when we were dating so ykwim
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we coined a new term :3 oath is a life preserver, which is a facet that embodies the system's will to live <3
#we've been looking for something that fit him and we couldn't find anything that was Right hkjhg#we also debated calling the role Volimate NOT AFTER US but after volition since he also helps his system find their will to live#but we didnt know how to explain that the name comes from our niche viddy game guy so hgkjh life preserver is more descriptive anyway#we also debated calling the role just Oath like how Faucet's a faucet hkjgh (alternates were Vowmate and Vowkeep)#but i dont think everyone's life preservers are made from the promise they made 10 years ago to never try That again hgkjh#we'll live. we'll keep living!! just gotta survive and that'll be enough <3#ANYWAY NEW TERM FOR DAD YIPPEE YAY!!#still gotta figure something out for scotts he's the only guy without a name for his role :/ we KNOW his role but theres no word for it?#best we can find is urge holder? not correct tho! we'll coin another one if nothing pops up hkhg ough. the yearner. craving and wanting.#anyway TWIRLS#oh we could make an Official Post about coining this but also. faucet...
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