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andsour · 3 months ago
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🧁 ୧ . ִֶָ web content , ⠀ׂ 𖹭⠀࣭ !
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lemon slices is the web series of honeylemon's short videos and vlogs , released on the group's official youtube channel since pre–debut. the series gives fans a personal glimpse into the girls' daily lives , with behind–the–scenes content , casual hangouts between the members , reactions , and more.
FAN–FAVORITE MOMENTS
in one of their earliest vlogs , the girls recorded their typical morning in the dorm , back when the six of them shared one living space. the vlog is hilariously chaotic but candid , showing joori trying to get everyone up and ready ahead of work. meilin refusing to get out of bed , ej still half–asleep while brushing her teeth , and the girls all eating breakfast together are highlights from the vlog.
a vlog uploaded after debut , showing meilin , ej , and kenzie rehearsing and preparing their iconic pre–debut dance video to "press" by cardi b. they went to the ceo of seventh heaven and said "we want to make history" , and that's what this was.
in one of her solo vlogs from 2021 , kenzie spends her off day doing pilates , eating at a cafe , and hanging out with one of her closest idol friends , mark of nct. the two casually visit coex mall , getting tickets to the aquarium , shopping , and taking pictures in a photobooth before getting dinner. it's one of the most viewed videos on the honeylemon channel.
in another vlog , the girls are seen rehearsing , getting ready before , and then unwinding after their performance at the 2024 waterbomb festival. however , it's beloved by fans because in it , the girls finally get ej to explain a few of her tattoos on camera. she shows off the tattoo of haku from spirited away that takes up most of the sleeve on her left forearm , the words beside it , and the art on that same hand , before lifting up her shirt and showing the flower on her torso— the clips have been turned every way but loose in edits on tiktok.
the girls get a few of their managers together in their practice room and teach them the choreography to what was their newest song at the time , o–m–g , introducing some of their staff members to their audience. the winner , their primary manager , maeum , is beloved by fans and still often interacts with the girls on camera.
joori , ryuhyun , and anna visit a cate cafe in seoul together on an off day , and spend the whole vlog fawning and cooing at the animals. they get particularly attached to a rescue cat that insists on sitting with them , and anna and ryuhyun plead with joori to let them bring it home with them , and even though she refuses for the entirety of the video , the kitten can later be seen roaming around the dorm in the backgrounds of later vlogs.
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honey , do! , stylized as HONEY:DO , is the popular reality and variety web series starring the members of honeylemon. available to be watched on youtube and heavenlink , the show offers fans a more light–hearted , behind–the–scenes look at the off–stage personalities and dynamics of the members through fun games and challenges. the name honey:do is a twist on the phrase "honey to–do list" , as well as the fruit honeydew.
GENERAL INFO
title : HONEY:DO ( honey , do! )
genre : reality , variety
opening theme : ding ding dong ( season one ) , dubble bubble ( season two ) , look at me! ( season three ) , 2 spicy ( season four )
country of origin : south korea
original language : korean
original release : april 15 , 2021 — present
number of episodes : ninety–eight
FAN–FAVORITE EPISODES
the thirteenth episode is a baking challenge where the members are broken into teams of two and given recipes to follow , but with a twist. each team is given randomly swapped ingredients , for example replacing sugar with salt or flower with cornstarch. chaos ensues , with some of the desserts turning out surprisingly edible while others are absolutely terrible. the staff members are made to try the desserts and vote , and the losing team are forced to wear funny headpieces to the airport as a punishment.
wearing matching uniforms , the girls split into teams of two to become students at the "honi school" for the twentieth episode. because they have an even number of members , golden hour's soohyuk makes a surprise guest appearance as their strict instructor. they compete in four challenges , or classes , for which they earn points. the lowest scoring team receives a hilarious penalty at the end of the game.
in the halloween special episode , the girls receive an invitation to a haunted candy factory and tasked with finding all of the golden tickets to win the game and earn a prize. in teams of two , they complete challenges like a clue hunt , haunted obstacle course , and ghost riddle.
in the eighty–ninth episode , the members visit a noraebang and , once again , split into teams for a singing contest. wearing silly accessories like costume glasses , lei necklaces , and shiny cheap wigs , they dramatically and playfully perform hits like shinee's replay , chappell roan's hot–to–go , 2ne1's i am the best , and chaka khan's i'm every woman , and many more , in order to win the grand prize of some samgyeopsal.
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honey's passport is a travel reality series that follows the honeylemon members as they explore locations around the world , from warm tropical paradises to snowy mountain peaks , broadcast by jtbc and also streamed on heavenlink. the show highlights the members' personalities and relationships as they immerse themselves in new cultures , face exciting challenges , and create new memories. the first season took place in the mamanuca islands , fiji and the second in interlaken , switzerland.
GENERAL INFO
title : honey's passport
genre : reality show
opening theme : blue lemonade ( season one ) , candy pop! ( season two )
closing theme : turtle ( season one ) , 1 to 10 ( season 2 )
country of origin : south korea
original language : korean
original release : may 21 , 2023 — present
number of episodes : sixteen
FAN–FAVORITE MOMENTS
interactions with locals and even being recognized in some instances. the girls do challenges that force them to leave their comfort zones and have conversations with people , that end up either being quite pleasant or silly.
one day in fiji , the girls all split up and engaged in various activites ; ryuhyun and melin went on a quest to try all kinds of fijian foods , ej somehow convinced an extremely skittish joori to go snorkeling with sharks with her , while anna and kenzie opted to relax and took mud baths at a spa.
in the final episode of season one , the girls all get together around a bonfire on the beach and read letters they were tasked with writing to each other before the trip. the scene is really emotional , with all six of them getting teary as they express their admiration for each other and discuss their friendships and career. ej tries to lighten the mood by cracking a joke at one point , but just ends up crying too , which actually does make the rest of the girls laugh.
in an episode of season two , the girls are introduced to activities like skiing , snowboarding , and ice skating. while anna is a natural , apparently having done all of this while growing up in canada , the rest of the girls struggle to pick the skills up , leading to hilarious wipeouts and competition. they do , for the most part , eventually get the hang of it with guidance from anna and the instructors.
the fanservice mama... off the charts. so much hand–holding , impromptu cheek kisses , affectionate touching , words of affirmation , sharing clothes and beds , "dates" ( 80% of the time , ej and kenzie at the scene of the crime ). let's just say they were robbed of a glaad award nomination!
one night in the swiss chalet , the girls get ( responsibly ) wine–drunk and play a game of mafia. the game is filled with laughter and dramatics as they get a little too into their roles , and eventually gets so intense that , hilariously , at one point their conversation is almost completely censored with beeps due to them playfully cursing at each other.
a third season of the show has been confirmed to be coming out this year , rumored to have been filmed somewhere in south america.
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honey-lemonz · 2 years ago
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Anyone got discord and play genshin?
I can share my tags with you, and we can be buddies in genshin lol, but ill send em privately
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bellafragolina · 3 years ago
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Thank you -Crow anon
honeylemon, thank you! I love writing, and i'm always happy to see people also like the professor enough to request him!
i hope you stick around! and chat with me sometime too! i'd love to hear any ideas you have, about anything!
~Renee
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thottyhrs · 5 years ago
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I was pretty sad last night so, I wrote myself a little comfort fic. Thought I’d post it here since I kinda like how it came out, plus I haven’t posted any of my writing on here yet. ^^;
I stared down at my phone with tired, burning eyes. My thumb gently tracing the edges, my gaze never leaving the screen. It wasn’t anything special, just some texts from friends. However, reading them with dark thoughts clouding my mind gave them dark intentions. I took a deep sigh, tossing the phone across my bed before wrapping up in my blanket. No one would care if I left this room, if I ever woke up, if I even existed. They’d be better off without me...
Tears started welling up in my eyes. I could feel the flood gates about to crack. That is, until I heard a knock at the door. “Dear? Is everything alright?”
I quickly sat up, trying to look presentable as the door opened. I couldn’t help but smile, seeing who it was. Asgore, the cute dummy, had a concerned look on his face. “I’m sorry if I’m bothering you. It’s just... I haven’t seen you all day. Are you sick?” He asked as he pressed a paw against my forehead. I shook my head. “It’s nothing.” I replied, turning away. I didn’t want to look at him, cause it would be easy to tell that it wasn’t just nothing.
I guess he didn’t even need to see my face. My body gently bounced as he sat beside me on the edge of the bed. “You can talk to me if something’s troubling on you.” He said, offering me a comforting smile with a hand over mine. I instinctively intertwined our fingers, squeezing tightly. “You have so much on your plate already...”
“That doesn’t mean you have to bottle it up for my sake.”
I sighed in defeat as tears threatened to pour again. My lip quivered as I dug my nails into the blanket covering my legs. He gently caressed my cheek, his thumb wiping my eyes. “Please, darling...”
He forced me to look at him. I felt shameful, crying in front of him. I pressed my head against his chest, feeling the cold metal of his armor against my skin. “I don’t want to talk... I just need a hug...”
“That, I can do.” He said as moved his whole body on the bed, sitting me on his lap and wrapping his arms around me. His muzzle nestled in my hair as I hid my face in his shoulder, tears streaming down my cheeks. He rubbed my back as I weeped. “It’s alright... I’m here, little one.”
My entire being melted in his embrace. Sometimes I wonder if his hugs had magical properties or something, cause every time we cuddled, I would feel so much better. I moved my head back, staring down at my hands as I traced the emblem on his chest. “You’ve been dealing with demons... do they ever stop talking?” I asked him. He let out a bittersweet chuckle. “If they do, I’ll let you know.”
He knew what I was going through better than anyone else, the chatter of dark thoughts. I can’t imagine what he goes through everyday, all the pain he endures...
My hands trembled as my heart hurt. I really am pathetic, aren’t I? He planted a kiss on my forehead as he took both hands in his. “It helps to have others to drown them out.”
“Sometimes I wonder if I do...” I muttered. It broke my heart to say that. I cared about my friends, my family, Asgore... but I always wondered why any of them cared about me. “You do, I promise.” He said. The tone he spoke in assured me he wasn’t lying. “If your my reason to keep moving forward, allow me to be yours.”
Fuck...! I took deep breathes, trying desperately to stop myself from bawling my eyes out. He cupped my cheeks, smiling down at me. I nuzzled against his touch as he leaned down, pressing his lips against mine. I immediately wrapped my arms around his neck. I felt so light, kissing him like this. It wasn’t like our normal kisses, this one had so much weight and meaning. As if to tell him, you’ve always been my reason to keep going. I pulled away, pressing my forehead against his. “I love you so much...”
“I love you too, my flower. So, so much.”
He emphasized both ‘so’s by kissing my cheeks, causing a giggle to escape me. “Thanks... I really need that.”
“Happy to help.” He replied, grinning from ear to ear. “I have to speak with someone about castle security. I shouldn’t be too long, though. Would you like me to bring back some snacks and we can lay in bed for the rest of the evening?”
I nodded in response. Snuggle time with this big oaf, I couldn’t pass that up. He stood up from the bed, taking my hand and planting a kiss. “I won’t be gone for more than an hour.”
I watched him walk towards the door, smiling like a lovestruck idiot. “Hey...”
He turned his head back to me with a raised eyebrow. “Hurry back, fluffybuns.”
He blushed, letting out a snicker. He gave me the sweetest smile. “Of course, honeylemon.”
I giggled at the nickname, cheeks turning red. I waved as he walked out the room, leaving me alone again. I picked up my phone from the edge of the bed. I guess I really do have someone who cared about me...
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sharklights · 5 years ago
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I hope so
Is there a big hero 6 fandom? Is it nice? Are there artists there
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itz-darktrax · 5 years ago
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Cyberpunked Chapter 2 - Superpowered
After a long night of fighting flying villains and getting cyberpunked, Gogo decided to head home. She could not walk or drive because the implants felt heavy, so she decided to head home with Krei's new self-driving bus system designed by Honey Lemon. She then arrived at her apartment, where Honey Lemon was waiting for her. She then opened the door to her apartment to see HoneyLemon. When she opened the door, Honey came rushing towards her. "Gogo, You're alive! I thought I will never see you again!" She said in sorrow while giving her a big hug! "I'm sorry for every putting you into this mess." "It's fine." Gogo replied, " It's what friends are for." While hugging Gogo, HoneyLemon noticed that something odd under her hair. "Gogo, what's that under your hair?" Honey asked. "It's nothing, just a cybernetic transplant that controls my brain while it heals. No biggie." She replied. "Alright, it's time to take a nap. I'm exhausted from the battle last night and hauling these heavy cybernetic limbs around. I'm off to bed." She said with a yawn. "Sweet dreams, Gogo!"
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After 2 hours of napping, Gogo finally woke up. She was feeling better with her cybernetic legs. She then was greeted with a phone call from Liv Amara. "Rise and shine, sleepyhead!" greeted Liv. "Liv? How did you know I was taking a nap?" she questioned. "Easy, your cybernetics allow me to monitor your current health and body status," she replied. "Anyways, I have a surprise for you. Just think fast and run. Liv then ended the call. Gogo thinking to herself, "Think fast." She then exhales sharply and starts to run. The wall suddenly came towards her and making her fall. "Ow! How did that happen?" She then tried to run again, this time outside. "Alright, think fast." She then exhaled and started to run again, this time she ran faster than the wind! No one could lay eyes on her. She overtook vehicles on the freeway and zoomed past the tori gate bridge in a blink of the eye. The fastest women alive just got even faster.
(Sorry for the short chapter this week. I was busy with school yesterday. But anyways here it is. I’m having so much fun writing this! Gogo having real superpowers with her cybernetics! Fred is super jealous right now lol. As always feedback, questions, and suggestions are welcomed! Just make sure to ask questions in an ask please. Thanks)
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violetwolfraven · 6 years ago
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“That’s my only wish.”
Fanfiction Advent Calender Day 21: Tomadashi
(I took the opportunity to write mild angst because that’s just how I roll.)
(If you were wondering, this takes place in my Mutant AU where Tadashi is a mutant, since Big Hero 6 is technically Marvel. His power is that he can take on the powers of any mutant he touches at reduced strength. He can store up to 3 powers at once. Basically, the woman he touches before going in to rescue Callahan is a teleporter, and he instinctively teleports away and survives. Still, no one knows that he survived.)
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The holidays were a time for happiness, but Gogo just wasn’t in the mood.
Actually, nobody in their friend group really was. Not even Honeylemon, who, up until this year, always gave the best presents and made everyone way too much hot cocoa.
But now, no one even acknowledged that it was the holiday season. None of them were in the mood for celebrating after...
Tadashi was always the one who got most excited, like a little kid. He always planned a Secret Santa, started stupid holiday games, and for some godforsaken reason, did at least one flash mob per year with the dance club (which he had been in since he got into school.) usually to All I Want For Christmas is You.
Now, nobody was planning a Secret Santa, nobody was playing games, and certainly nobody was doing any flash mobs. It took the holiday mood out of the entire lab. Even the kids who had never been friends with Tadashi were feeling his absence.
Gogo was feeling it even more than the others, besides Hiro, even if none of them knew it.
Tadashi and her were never together. Not really. But sometimes with empty labs and not having slept in 48 hours, being partnered in a project that was due tomorrow that they weren’t done with yet, one thing lead to another and... they never talked about it with their friends. They closest thing they got to acknowledging it was happened was a cup of coffee, not inviting anyone else.
Now, Gogo just wanted to see his face. Just wanted to see that stupid boy distracting everyone with a flash mob. She wanted to yell at him that he was going to make her finish late.
It wasn’t Christmas without Tadashi Hamada being annoying.
All this, Gogo thought of as she tried and failed to fall asleep.
At least, she thought she wasn’t asleep.
Someone was on the dorm balcony.
Gogo remained still, moving her head just enough to check on her roommate. Honeylemon was asleep. She hadn’t heard the footsteps on their balcony.
Being a hero meant that Gogo had a lot of enemies. Whoever was there could be any one of them, and if Honey wasn’t awake to help her, Gogo could probably take them on her own, but being half asleep and having someone to lose was a disadvantage. She needed to be careful.
She’d have to make them think she was asleep, then move quick enough that they wouldn’t expect it. Thankfully, Gogo had never had a problem with speed.
Three, two, one.
Gogo was up in a milisecond, grabbing the knife on her bedside table and moving quick as she ripped open the door.
She barely managed to stop herself in time to keep from slitting Tadashi Hamada’s throat.
Tadashi didn’t move, a knife still to his throat.
That didn’t stop him from looking supremely pissed off.
“Jesus, Gogo!” he hissed, “What the hell?”
Gogo couldn’t move. Every muscle in her body was clenched, frozen.
Tadashi looked almost exactly like she remembered. Messy black hair, brown eyes and...
A web of barely-healed scars across the right side of his face, disappearing down his neck under his shirt.
“Tadashi?” She whispered.
Tadashi cursed under his breath, “Gogo, I can ex—“
“What is there to explain?” Gogo asked, putting the knife down, “I’m dreaming. Again. Go away, please. I can’t deal with this right now.”
“You’ve been dreaming about me?” Tadashi sighed, “Come out here, please. We should talk.”
...
Gogo didn’t want to wake up. Even though it wasn’t real, Tadashi holding her as they sat on the outdoor couch felt just like it had on movie nights, except without their friends piling on.
Somehow, it was nice as just the two of them, even not being real.
“So, you think you’re dreaming?” Tadashi asked after a while of silence.
“What else would this be?” Gogo countered, “You’re dead.”
“And my scars?”
“Me trying to find any possible way you could be alive.”
Tadashi nodded, seeming sad for some reason. When she’d dreamed of him before, he’d never been sad.
“So tell me about these dreams you’ve been having.”
Gogo shrugged, “Why? Dream you doesn’t remember?”
Tadashi just took a deep breath, “Let’s just say for a minute I don’t.”
“Sometimes it’s this,” Gogo explained, “Us talking. Other nights, it’s hanging out with the group. And some nights, it’s... those late nights in the lab when no one else was there.”
Tadashi chuckled, “Wow. I’m flattered. I guess it’s nice to know you miss me, but...”
He trailed off, looking sad again.
“I wish you’d lived long enough for me to tell you,” Gogo mumbled, “I was always so scared to. It seems so stupid now. Guess dream you will work.”
She took a deep breath.
“I love you, Tadashi Hamada.”
Gogo felt Tadashi inhale sharply before responding.
“You wanted to tell me all this time? It’s been almost a year.”
“It might be corny, but...” Gogo shrugged, “That’s my only wish.”
“I love you, too, Gogo Tomago. And I want you to know that you don’t have to miss me, or wonder where I ended up or whatever. I’m okay. I’m at peace. I just think you should know that.”
Gogo nodded, trying not to cry, “That’s good to know. And I know I’m just dreaming this, but...”
The kiss was different than before, which Gogo didn’t know how that was possible, but it felt right. It felt like she imagined it should.
“Go back to sleep now,” Tadashi whispered against her lips, “I won’t be here when you wake up.”
Even knowing that, Gogo slept better than she had in a long time.
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vanaera · 6 years ago
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Aera how are uu? Did u get some rest? How's ur college life? Is it get more 'hectic'? Because i am!! It's my 3rd year and the tasks is getting more complex! But everytime the notification appears and it's from u, all the tiredness seems gone right away. Ur writings really help that much, i always read it repeatedly before going to bed! I hope u get some rest and please don't burden yourself with all the request, and post only when u want to do it. I love uuu 💛💛💛
Oh, my honeylemon, you're here again attacking me with LOOVEEE!!!! Honestly, I'm not okay :((((((( I didn't get to rest for the few days because this week is hellish bc it demanded 2 hellish reports and 30+ pages required reading and my writing block is making me feel so useless and unmotivated in finishing what I'm currently writing 😭😭😭
Also, OMG you're in your 3rd year?! I'M GONNA SEND YOU ALL MY SUPPORT HON!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!YOU WILL MAKE IT!!!!
All of my anxieties and tiredness, though, felt a little lighter when I!!!SAW!!!THIS!!!! To be a writer whose works you read at night before bedtime - OH. MY. GOD. I'M BURSTING WITH SO MUCH FEELS!!!! Growing up, my mother always told me bedtime stories. And probably it's because my mother's love for books and writing (yes, she writes! Most of them are poems for my dad!!!), and how my childhood is surrounded with wonderful people and wonderful places I can only seea nd feel in books, I started to love books! I started to dream of being able to also write one!!! And omygohd, I'm already becoming a part of your life SBJZKSSBXJSK THANK YOU SO, SO, SO MUCH!!!!
After I get throught his week, I promise I'll take better care of my health😂😂😂 Oh and thank you for that kindly reminder!!! I've decided not long ago to lessen the fics I release for the betterment of my mental health (I've been a slump for a long, long time) and also for me to have more time learning more about writing so I can release better pieces! And seeing how I felt so proud and happy writing and posting again, I think the rest and routine I'm currently applying are doing wonders for me!!!!
Thank you so much for always looking out for me and thank you so, so much for always making me find more reasons to smile in my days!!! I love, love, love you so much!!!!
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andsour · 10 months ago
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₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ... only friend
characters : mackenzie "kenzie" noh , mark lee
warnings : none i think! it's not necessarily angst , but lmk if there's something i should add
notes : this takes place in summer of 2017! it's more like a prologue. named after the song "only friend" by wallows <3
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“hey, remember the first week you got here—”
“oh god,”
“when— when we—” mark struggles to speak, cut off by his own obnoxious laughter. “and then you started crying—”
“not funny! you guys told me there was a ghost in the practice room and then left me alone in there!” kenzie defends her only somewhat younger self. it was two years ago, but the memory is fresh in her mind.
“okay, but dude, it was necessary,” he snickers, and technically, he’s right. would she have come out of the shell of shyness and nerves she’d formed around herself with time? probably. but scaring her out of it worked well enough, in the end. “i mean, look at us now.”
“i should’ve gotten you back,” she pouts, but it melts into a smile.
the chains make this horrible screeching sound as she digs her shoe into the mulch below her, twisting herself a little in the swing. they’re at this playground, deserted due to the late hour, that’s just a five–minute walk away from the sm trainee dorms.
this is something they used to do all the time— sneak out of their respective dorms when everyone else was asleep, walk to a nearby convenience store and buy soda and snacks, then come back here to hang out and talk all night. after mark debuted, it became their primary way of seeing each other, albeit much less often.
“you’ll never get to now, though,” he doesn’t mean for it to come out sounding as sad as it does, clearing his throat afterwards.
“yeah…” she mumbles, looking down at her half–eaten cup of instant noodles, poking around at it with the wooden convenience store chopsticks.
she really, really wanted things to work out as sm. after all, this had been her dream. she dropped her whole life— her family, all her friends, school, competitive dance— and came all the way to seoul just to train here. she thought she had it all figured out, so close to her goals she could taste them. then she went on tv and those netizens said all those terrible things, and the boys all debuted and herin left, and she felt so alone all of a sudden. her goals had started to taste bitter, rotten.
after a long discussion with her parents, they agreed to let her stay in korea with her aunt and uncle full–time so she can continue going to hanlim and hopefully try again somewhere else, so it’s not like it’s completely over. just an end of an era.
still, these past two years have been the best of kenzie’s life. she’s learned so much, made so many meaningful connections. she may have hated being crammed into a tiny dorm with all the other girls and having no privacy, but she’d still shed a few tears with them when she officially moved out a couple days ago. she’s always going to have a soft spot for the time she spent here.
“it’s gonna be really weird. it already is. like, i can’t just go downstairs and talk to you anymore,” mark says, his hoodie pulled up over his head and black face mask tucked under his chin. he’s not quite swinging, just rocking back and forth. “what am i gonna do without you?”
“i think you’ll live,” she scrunches her nose. “you still have your whole group, all our friends.”
mark shakes his head, a soft smile pulling at his lips. “nah, it’s different,” he pauses, looking over at her. “you’re my person, y’know?”
a familiar warmth floods kenzie’s chest at the words, flowing right from where her heart is.
she guesses now, more than ever, would be the right time to finally get this off of her chest. after tonight, mark’s going to be even busier with his career and kenzie’s technically going back to being a normal teenager. he’ll travel the world, meet all types of girls, all prettier and more interesting than she is. who knows if they’ll ever even see each other again.
but then she thinks again.
she shouldn’t risk ruining the night. and it’s not that even that big a deal, really. he’s just one boy out of millions in the world, crushes come and go faster than the winds change. even quicker than the speed of light. surely, she’ll sooner feel nothing but friendship for mark lee before the world ends.
“so, what now?” mark inquires. “any ideas where you’re gonna go?”
kenzie tilts her head at the question. she actually hasn’t given that much thought. “i dunno. i think i’m just gonna focus on school and dance for right now, then probably start auditioning later. or maybe i’ll go back home and become a professional clerk at whole foods.” she says sardonically, shrugging, and mark chuckles.
“and i’ll come buy frozen pizzas from that whole foods every time i visit— fund your career, y’know,” he promises, leaning close enough in his swing to nudge her with his elbow, and the sheer sincerity in his voice is enough to make kenzie giggle. “but for real, though. we’ll still get together and hang out and stuff. nothing’s gonna change. right?”
everything is going to change. kenzie knows this for a fact.
but tonight, absolutely nothing has to change.
“right.”
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andsour · 11 months ago
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trauma candy salad hnlm edition !!
content warning : trauma dumping , illness and death of a parent , death by suicide , absent parents , toxic workplace , body shaming , toxic relationships , implied drug and alcohol abuse , cheating. none of this is actually depicted in detail , but it is discussed by the characters in a flippant joking manner. lmk if there's anything i missed and i'll add it immediately !! ib : @bluwavez <3
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the video starts with joori sitting cross–legged on the floor, dressed in a pink pyjama set and holding up a pack of candies as she waits to begin before whoever’s behind the phone camera whispers, “okay, go!”.
“hello, i’m joori, and when i was a kid my family lost our house and had to move in with my grandma because my dad got sick, so i decided to become an idol so i could be, like, rich and save our family, right? then right before i debuted, he died.” she shares bluntly. “i brought the sweet & sour strawberry chews!” she drops a handful of the unpeeled candies into the bowl.
“hi, guys! i’m ryuhyun, and i never had any real friends growing up because i was homeschooled, so obviously i was really excited to become a trainee and finally make some friends, just for everyone to hate me because they thought i got their friend cut on purpose. i brought strawberry milk candy.” she explains, pushing her glasses up higher on the bridge of her nose before pouring the still–wrapped candy into the bowl. she looks up at the camera like she’s just remembered something. “it’s okay, they all like me now.” she adds sweetly, chuckling along with the other girls.
“hey, i’m meilin, and i was always praised by my dance instructors growing up for staying late at the studio and being so hard–working and driven, but it was really just because neither of my parents were ever home and i didn’t have anything better to do,” meilin shares. “i brought skittles!”
“hiiii! my name’s kenzie, and when i was thirteen on the mickey mouse club, i got bullied for being “annoying” and “ugly” by people on the internet so i left that company and changed literally everything about myself but it didn’t matter because they still don’t like me. i brought nerds gummy clusters!” she explains animatedly, all in one breath, pouring the contents of the bag into the bowl.
“i’m ej, i brought twizzlers nibs, and when i was in first grade, my mom killed herself.” ej states simply, dumping what she can into the bowl and then picking off the pieces that get stuck to the inside of the bag. the video is abnormally quiet as she does so, then cuts abruptly.
“i’m joori, and when i asked our creative director why she refused to put a song i worked really hard on, on our album, that, mind you, our producers had already approved of, she told me it was dogshit! i brought watermelon sour patch kids.” she says, smiling stiffly, which makes the rest of the girls laugh, breaking the tense atmosphere.
anna has to take a second to collect herself, still cracking up, before she starts. “hi, i’m anna, and that same creative director told me i was fat and it was ruining all of our concept pictures,” she forces an exaggerated frown before snickering. “i brought peach rings!”
“i’m ej, and a year ago my mentally unstable ex–girlfriend trashed my room while she screamed at and broke up with me for the hundredth time, but i did cheat on her with her—” the camera whips around to reveal kenzie with her jaw ajar, shocked at being exposed at first, before she clamps a hand over her mouth and laughs, then turns back to ej. “— so it was warranted, i guess. i brought haitai plum candies.” she shrugs, before dumping the candy into the bowl.
“i’m meilin, and a guy led me on for a year, let me buy him a bunch of shit and treated me like his girlfriend, just to tell me he wanted to back to being only friends, then, like, a week later popped out with another girl on his private instagram, and when i confronted him about it he was like, “well, i never asked you to do all that!”,” meilin mockingly puts on an exaggerated deep voice when she says the last part, then rolls her eyes. “and that’s why his group’s comeback flopped. i brought sweet tart chews.”
“ryuhyun again!” the girl chimes, waving to the camera. “at a fansign when we first debuted, this fan straight–up acted like i didn’t exist— like, they wouldn’t even look at me or let me sign their stuff. i didn’t get any gifts. then, people on twitter called me a crybaby for getting up and leaving half–way through… so i could go cry.” she admits the last part sheepishly, laughing at herself a little with the other girls. “i brought gummy bears.”
“i’m anna, and whenever i made a mistake while i was singing opera solos in a literal children’s chorus, because i was a literal child, my mom would get angry and refuse to talk to me for days,” she shares. “i brought jolly ranchers!”
“i’m kenzie and when i was eighteen, i dated this fucking loser— his name is kim daehyun, by the way—” kenzie starts as the rest of the group laughs scandalously at the name–drop. “and when he’d get mad at me, which was basically all the time, he’d repeat my hate comments to me. i stayed with him for eight months, though, and hooked up with him, like, three times after we broke up. i brought green apple sour straws!”
“girl.” anna chides off–camera as the others snicker.
kenzie shakes her head and waves her hands, embarrassed by her past self. “i’ve learned since then, i promise!”
“hey, i’m ej, and i spent the year i turned twenty–one getting fucked up and partying every night, and i almost lost my job because of it,” ej explains, carding her free hand through her dark hair. “i brought mini starbursts.”
the video cuts, but ej is still in the frame, joined by joori who has an arm draped over her shoulder. “i’m joori and i basically had to stage an intervention so she wouldn’t lose her job. best friends!” the girl smiles widely, hugging ej closer. “oh and, i brought trolli sour bite night crawlers!”
the gummy worms fall onto the pile of candy in the bowl with a thud. an unsteady hand holds the camera over the bowl while the girls use their hands to mix the candy together, their voices and laughter overlapping in the background. it cuts again to ej violently shaking the bowl to better mix the candy and making a mess. finally, it ends with kenzie holding up a peace sign while the rest of the group poses behind her, chewing on their candy as they chime, “byeeee!”
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andsour · 3 months ago
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🎀 for ej
₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ... slipping  through  my  fingers
characters  :  go "ej"  eunji  ,  dad
warnings : childhood trauma (?) idk the actual traumatic event that leads to ej acting the way she does isn't mentioned or even alluded to , but she behaves like a child with trauma would in this drabble. lmk if there's anything you think should be added!
notes : this takes place in 2009 , when ej is eight years old. it's really really old lol i found it while going through my drafts.
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there are exactly twenty–four wooden slats nailed into ej’s bedframe, holding her mattress up and keeping the whole bed from falling apart.
being her main hiding place after having yet another emotional outburst, eunji’s had plenty of time to count them— hundreds of times now, it feels like. laying flat on her back, arms at her sides, with nothing better to do, she’s even memorized the weird patterns on each, sometimes reaching out to trace them with her tiny fingers.
she had actually started the day off well, but when dad refused to give her more time to play at the park, it felt like the end of the world. she kicked and screamed and cried the whole way home, where she was immediately sent to her room to calm down.
she did not calm down.
she trashed her bedroom first, making a point to direct every hard–cover book she’d ripped from her ladybug–themed bookcase and every heavy, plastic toy at her door, just so her dad would hear it, before finally melting into a puddle of tears when she ran out of things to throw. then, she crawled under the bed and cried until she couldn’t anymore.
there’s a little cobweb in the corner (luckily, she isn’t afraid of spiders— or any bug, for that matter), a few balled up socks, the bulbasaur plushie she’d wanted to bring to school for show–and–tell last monday and threw a fit over when she couldn’t find it.
mostly, it’s just quiet down here. dark, since the light from her bedside lamp only reaches so far. safe.
eunji’s eyelids, sore from the crying, have grown heavy, but just as she feels herself actually falling asleep, the squeal of her bedroom door being opened has her jolting right back awake.
her dad sighs heavily at the mess of toys and books before him, takes careful steps over it all before his socked feet come into eunji’s view, standing before the bed. then, he’s climbing under to be with her, absentmindedly whispering about being his "bad back" to himself as his body comes into contact with the floor.
wordlessly, she scoots over until her arm is pressed up against the trim of the wall, making room for her father. he still doesn’t fit all the way under— his whole left arm and leg stick out from the side of the bed. it must look really funny from the outside, she figures.
there’s a beat of silence. it’s obvious that he never really knows what to say when it comes to her. her older brother, jisung, was never like this. he’s never had to deal with raising a bad kid before.
she keeps thinking that, some day, he won’t come looking for her. that her father will finally have had enough of her, just like everyone else, and she’ll finally get what she deserves— to be left alone.
but, for now, he just asks, “feeling better?”
eunji nods, suddenly yawning, earning an endeared chuckle from the man. “and sleepy.”
“yeah? well, dinner’s almost ready. i made your favorite.”
suddenly, she’s wide awake, voice suddenly pitched high with excitement. “pancakes? with shrimp?”
“mhm. and scallions— that green stuff you like— too. c’mon, let’s get out of here.”
and so they do.
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honey-lemonz · 2 years ago
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I AM AT 55 PITY.
Kazuha please.
KAZUHA PLEEEAASSSEE.
My heizou needs you.
My ayaka in the spiral abyss needs you.
Please my favorite anemo character, come home. I have you guaranteed after losing Miko to Jean. Please.
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