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We are NOT admitting defeat. But I do now have three fics that have more plot than they were supposed to so it's BACK TO THE DRAWING BOARD
#jaymeow speaks#I know this is possible#you CAN write both plot heavy and yandere#it's more fun that way#however#*I* apparently cannot#Gonna figure this out#possessive behavior shouldn't be this hard to write#there's just plot going on that said behavior would get in the way of#so they can't do it#MY PLOT GUYS#MY PLOT
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it is the year 2025. you are a cardinal appointed by the late pope whom have just died. you do not know how to run the elections that brings a new pope in place. fortunately a movie published the year before was made regarding your entire job process. the movie that brought along old man/pope yaoi to the masses. you are now watching said movie for guidance.

#conclave#true fucking story apparently#conclave 2024#the movie#and#conclave 2025#the actual irl pope elections#pope election#pope francis#i cant stop laughing this cannot be a real thing#we are in the end times people#cardinal#cardinal lawmeli would be brooding his heart out over these news#i cant believe irl cardinals are watching pope yaoi#dean lawrence#they really said#EVERYONE GET MORE WOKE QUICK#the vatican#vatican
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Close enough, welcome back Bloodborne!
#I CANNOT BELIEVE#the duskbloods#from software#nintendo#nintendo switch 2#switch 2#bloodborne#soulsborne#apparently this is also switch 2 exclusive so it really is bloodborne 2 lol
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Robin takes an art class in hopes that she both (1) improves her dismissal art abilities and (2) maybe calms down for a goddamn second.
Neither of those things happen.
What happens is that she gets psychic damage because Steve is the nude model.
#Steve: Why’d you draw my dick like that?#Robin: That’s what it looks like#Steve: No it doesn’t! it - hey Munson. lemme get your opinion. *starts unzipping his pants*#Eddie: *died and went to heaven apparently*#also much later:#Robin: here. you can have this drawing of Steve to jerk off to#Eddie: Robin I cannot express enough how much that drawing does not resemble any person who has ever lived#Steve keeps the drawings. he hangs them on the fridge#no one likes that#steve harrington#robin buckley#platonic stobin
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Poster concept for @possessedpasm's big cat band, The Den, featuring Daniel (this is my celebrity crush btw)
I made it as a gift art, I hope you enjoy!
#my art#gift art#lion#it was only a matter of time sfdhkjsfd#apparently I cannot survive for long without drawing at least one (1) lion that's built like a broom (affectionately)#I even took a break from my big crocheting project to draw this jksdffd#I can't express it enough how inspiring their art is to me btw#please check them out!!
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Hozier - Like Real People Do (Live in County Wicklow)
05/16/2025
#apparently the video is geolocked?? meaning some countries cannot view this so hopefully you can live vicariously through these gifs#but i do hope they fix that soon because everyone deserves to watch this beautiful video and hear his beautiful raw vocals#hozier#andrew hozier byrne#like real people do#LRPD my beloved!!!#it really is a big day for annoying people yall (its me. im annoying people)#gifs by lifemod17#hozier gifs by lifemod17
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Yeah sure I'll let this one free into the wild
#I cannot stress enough I made this in about an hour as a joke#But um. Animation practice I guess???? It's rotoscoped from that one gif. You know the one.#I can definitely do better than this but I'm artfight prepping and also was losing my shit the whole time making this#Minos prime#Ultrakill#<- Wasn't going to maintag but. By request apparently. Here#Hrokkall shitpost#1k#<- WHY.
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the first sixtieth anniversary special: the doctor and donna are back!!!! trans people are awesome!!!! it’s rough at first, but it’ll be ok (minus coffee making the tardis malfunction) <333
the second sixtieth anniversary special:

#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#it was so good but shit fucked me UP#i thought i could handle body horror. um. apparently i cannot#but wilfred is back!!!!! and there were so many good doctor donna interactions!!!!!#AGH im so excited for next saturdayyyyyyy#also BI DOCTOR W!!!!!!!
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double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#blyla#artists on tumblr#listen i just have a thing for jedi + clones it seems and we cannot forget dartain the ogs (i will draw that tonight + tomorrow not now)#tcw made aayla so cool bro i love her#can you tell i've been on a mellon_soup kick !! i love her references so much bro#one day i will draw foxiyo. that day may be tomorrow i don't know#prequel-era ships are elite sorry everything else is Lame except for han/leia rebelcaptain and kanera (reylo's fine ig)#tcw is also the only thing that salvages anidala for me however! this is not an anidala post i am getting so off-topic whoa#i am unmedicated.#anyway yayyyy double upload#by the way in my head the accelerated aging thing just straight-up doesn't exist#cuz it's one of the dumbest things star wars has ever done i think it just doesn't make sense#anyway ^^)b#listen i'm not ALWAYS gonna go the cheap route and do the gradient thing instead of color i just don't wannaaaa. too much work#“jedi can't have attachments!!!!” and you can't have fun apparently#besides attachment and .-+ love +-. are different things and the jedi USED to know that before they contracted stupid disease#aayla secura#commander bly#would've drawn bly's armor cause it's cool but friiiick dude i already did it for rex and I AIN'T DOIN' IT AGAIN#(will do it again for darman because i'm a masochist)#hey. he's a commando it's different#at least i finally get to throw my etain headcanons into the ring#why am i talking about other ships on a blyla post. whatever#i'll color something eventually. sketching is just significantly easier and more fun#actually scratch that heck y'all i'll do what i wanna do#(affectionate dw)#my art
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keep your enemies closer or whatever
#gax#gentle kisses bc i cannot draw anything else apparently#they deserve to be tender and confused about it#6333#3363#f1 rpf#my art#rustappen
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wake up honey new mistria dnd campaign dropped [based on this tiktok]
#fields of mistria#fom Eiland#fom Ryis#fom Dell#fom Balor#the song is Let's Kill Tonight by Panic! At The Disco#my video#jrcss#apparently I cannot draw dice to save my life#and I was too lazy to get mine#wherever they are#for a reference#Mistria
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BURN CRASH ROMANCE !
need y'all to know that eat them alive is my current roman empire and i will be drawing so much redbull oscar
go read eat them alive by @drivestraight ♥️
#the gallery#talk fast by 5sos is so very maxcar#im trying to do a bit more like. In Depth stuff with some symbolism and all that#but i needed to doodle thhis and let my brainworms out lolol#yeah expect a lot more of this !!! Lot More#which. i refresh the maxcar ao3 page constantly and then there as a shining beautiful light...eat them alive...#yall ever love something so much you cant even express it . yeah .#to say im obsessed its a huge understatement#oscar piastri#formula 1#f1 fanart#EDIT IM SOOOO SO SORRY I GOT THE TITLE WRONG I CANNOT MAKE DECISIONS PAST 9PM APPARENTLY#oscbull
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I was just thinking about the fact that in so many Merlin fics, Merlin keeps being an healer/doctor/medic, which makes sense, since that’s how he started his life, by helping people however he could, but now consider this:
Merlin, who has lived so long and more than probably witnessed the deaths of thousands, even of those he loved, cherished and respected. So what if a millennia of life completely flipped his view on what it means to heal and study medicine. What if after all Merlin saw, everything that happened had the opposite effect on him, which means that he stopped trying and left the job to someone else.
Merlin still helps, surely, in the end, it’s in his nature as human, but we can already see how he changed, even only after ten years of being in Camelot and witnessing death after death.
What if he despaired because disease spread and not even his magic could help it, what if his magic decided that humans had to live with their own course of actions and so his magic simply refused to help them, which got Merlin just angry at the prospect of doing this for so many years.
But now take into consideration when Arthur returns:
I believe Arthur would be the healer/doctor/medic this time around.
He would be eager to help everyone he can, because that’s also in his nature, but since he can’t do it anymore in the way he once did, he has to find another path for him, a path that would make him heal too, heal from all the times he killed, instead of helping someone in danger.
Arthur lived a life of death even before Merlin could start to think about killing someone.
Arthur had his hands smeared with blood since he was a child. Being Uther’s son was automatically, in both magical people and peasants’ perspective, who lived under Uther’s tyranny, a sin and a guilt, even before Arthur could pick up a sword.
He did not just kill sorcerers, but he was raised with a mind of a killer of justice. To defend his kingdom, his father, his counsellors, his court and his people no matter what he felt regarding it, was and had always been his main duty.
He was trapped in a murderous cycle, literally, where he couldn’t do anything but raise himself to believe that the only way to help people was to kill them.
On one side, we have a man who spent his life helping people and who got tired of death, and on the other side, we got another man who spent it killing people and still got tired of death.
But to Arthur and Merlin it happened in different ways.
Where Merlin left the responsibility to someone else, Arthur decided to take that responsibility himself, in the hope that maybe, one day, he could bring back to life all those he had condemned for the simple act of living as themselves.
#this is just to say that to read an au with arthur as a doctor would be very great#he’s usually a ceo or someone with a certain amount of power which absolutely makes sense#especially if the fics are not canon compliant#but it would be great to navigate the idea of arthur still being himself of course#but trying to be better#and all of this by merlin’s side#me thinks it would be very neat#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#merlin x arthur#merlin fanfic#also because sometimes it happened to me to read of arthur coming back and becoming a cop#because that’s apparently the most similar job#which if we are watching merlin under a cop propaganda show#also makes sense#but if we are reading fics also under a reality perspective#it would mean that arthur is still part of that failed system that brings death upon people instead of life#so it would make more sense for him to be in the medicine field instead of a cop who is part of a system that cannot be changed#if not dismantled from its root and defunded#which now that I think about it would also make sense for arthur#usually in fics merlin is the activist or the one who goes against authority#true very true#but what if arthur slowly changes his mind and decides to take part in that too#in a life full of real justice instead of a pretend one#where he can actually truly help people like he wishes to do#and this is also just my way of saying ‘how cool it would be to have a merthur fic with arthur either as a paediatrician or a veterinarian’#ao3
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Its actively disheartening to have seen so many reactions to Wen Yifan in the first frost be 'shes constantly being saved' or declarations that Sang Yan is healing her.
Sang Yan as a character is aware that he cannot heal her, he hasnt even been able to fully Access her at this point — including the times they were in highschool. TFF has been making a point to show that he's always been good to her, but goodness and kindness can't "heal" a person, especially one who genuinely feels as though they can't recieve it.
And that loops right back into that very aggravating first point, that Yifan is always being saved and has no agency. In every way that matters, Yifan has saved herself. Shes managed to extricate herself from her familys grasp, even through abuse and grief she managed to keep her scores high, she managed to make it to university and build a career from the ground up, she's even managed to stand up against these family members that have traumatized and retraumatized her repeatedly.
Whsn she doesnt ask Sang Yan for help and he has to rush in and help her its not just a dashing romantic moment, its also her doing what she does best. Saving herself alone. The main crux of Wen Yifans arc isnt whether she can to be saved and fixed, its that constantly saving herself is what's been beating her down and her reception of new love is being hindered by it.
The drama makes it a point to show that she is consistently being harmed in places Sang Yan cant even access, like her workplace and her home, and that she has been taking every Correct Step advised and it still hasnt helped her. She's a victim of familial abuse, literal incest (presumedly), and several forms of harassment from a number of places. Her being on survival mode is whats forcing her hand in being unable to connect with people, and as a woman theres many ways in which that Cannot change without societal reform.
Very depressing to see a character whos arc and hurt is being dealt with so delicately recieve responses in this way.. Sang Yan wanting to support her and be there for her is something of a wish fulfillment fantasy but its also a plead for rest. Yifan is so busy saving herself that its chipping away at her soul. She is constantly on guard, she can't even shower without waiting for that hand to creep around the curtain. Romance is not a vehicle to "return" people to what they were, instead the show is pleading for her to truly try trusting all the people in her circle so that she can finally find new joy and create new happiness.
#please help us theyre applying short drama logic to everything#this isnt even really a complete write down of what i want to say#but its really weird#that a show THIS blatant in what its trying to say#thats pushing it THIS obviously to the point she is literally sleepwalking to find rest#still gets treated like a the green flag can fix her❤️ situation#not even gonna fully get into it but genuinely on an intl audience side its becoming apparent that people think#cdramas especially moderns just cannot have anything Really Real to say#and its damaged audience expectations and reception greatly#the first frost
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Gsgw HC designs :D Not entirely canonically accurate tbh, took liberties. I'm totally right guys tho, trust. Saheon implied to have dark eyes? Smh, they're gold, guys, source? Trust me bro. Minseong totally has a mole + double dimples, Haje rocks a bob, J3 has long hair, and gov't agency standard suits are open suit jackets with warmer color palette leaning into dark purples/brown, while corp has blue/grey with closed/button up. Youngeun has curly hair guys, trust me :/ she told me.
But, had so much fun with these omfg? Fought the same-face demons and actually won, I'm so happy messing with shapes! Literally kept drawing until I got winded/stuck.
#gsgw spoilers#i mean baek's eye tbh counts? i suppose?#needed to finalize some of these designs. for me.#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#fanart#digital art#character design#kim soleum#baek saheon#goedamchulgeun#ghost story gotta work#gsgw#park minseong#j3#eun haje#go youngeun#wanna fiddle with some more tbh. like saheon's purple eye.#already dreading drawing some more of the guys while still not having the Same Face Shape all the time#but agent choi.... agent bronze.... ily#anyways j3 is described as wolf-LIKE i think so I think (making shit the fuck up) there's another mouth along the neck#but i think he cannot control how curly/thick/color of his hair because of the wolf contamination so he lets it rock#also I SWEAR chp.151 confirms he wears a cap? which YAY because his face is hidden in the shadow all the time. to me.#hes not even trying to be ominous.#my bad if theres spelling errors locked in drawing too hard#crying screaming throwing up when i imagine drawing lizard guy because protag and him look similar apparently#LIKE WYDM SIMILIAR#THE SHOULD HAVE TOTALLY DIFF SHAPESSSSSSSSSS.#i joke not totally accurate but there's a lot of wiggle room tbh#ref official art if there was any and used wiki to get descriptions
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get back episode 1: paul and glyn johns ?? rubbing noses??
#the beatles#paul mccartney#*mine: gifs#lmfao this is so unserious everyone just kept asking about it and a screenshot cannot do it justice#i was avoiding it bc i thought i'd have to download get back but apparently i already did at some point#also john just watching this whole exchange i would have bitten him#fuck edited the caption bc I realized my question mark placement made it seem like I'm questioning if that's glyn#no it is but Why
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