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[b1zcuit-box]

... Maybe we should go back to pretending we're one person?.. Not like we act like everyone else like this anyways..

plus some people don't believe us and Biz panics every time they think about this wanting to be normal and sane..

We don't even use the resources for us. We just.. Sit here?.. Not remembering anything, feeling this immense guilt for breathing and existing, so...- would it be better?... Would it be okay?.. If we just... Pretending like we weren't here in the first place? It's just Biz, like it's always been in a way?.. Won't change anything ig..- our "protectors" and "caretakers" as they claim to be don't do anything..

They know we can't fix ourselves like that

Who am I kidding no one cares about what I have to say- I have a problematic source, no one cares. Especially about this, we're constantly ignored, forgotten, left out, ect by SO MANY PEOPLE... Only few remember we exist.. This is our legacy huh?

Nobodies.

[jinmepark]

I'm finally free from commissions so I'm drawing bunny to clean the rust off a bit

[bard-of-beasts]

I used to think all of them were women.. UNTIL I HEARD THEIR VOICES

[xaytheloser]

chat is this anything

[buttercantpickaname]

I hope III knows that what he’s doing for so many artists is genuinely so heartwarming. Especially after RCA was… being RCA.

I rarely post art myself. I don’t believe by any means that I’m good at what I do. But still, I’ve kept trying, and I’ve seen improvement, and no doubt I’ll see more as I keep drawing.

But years ago when I posted drawings (terrible. drawings.) and posted that fanart into discord servers, or on social media and I saw that the person I made it for has seen it and liked it? I was overjoyed, and it encouraged me to keep going. I’ve come a long way since then.

By liking, sharing and interacting with fanart III is not only giving those artists the exposure that they 1000% deserve but also inspiring those people to keep going, to continue what they do. I love seeing artists support and inspire other artists, including musicians supporting fan artists.

So III: THANK YOU. Thank you for sharing so much fanart from so many skilled artists in this community. I have no doubt it means a lot to them.

[bum-tan]

Honestly, I'm genuinely surprised that Cartman isn't the bicycle of the South Park Fandom and that the ships involving him aren't as enjoyed as other ships.

Don't get me wrong ! I love Creek and Stendy, and I believe they are popular in their own rights; I just find it weird that ships with Cartman aren't nearly as popular as they could be, especially considering the fact that almost every prominent character has material and a bit of chemistry with him in the show.

For instance:

-Cartman's rivalry with Kyle and their complex frenemies/love-hate dynamic with intense interactions due to often conflicting morals and ideals, which is the base of many episodes. The fact that their very identities are complete opposite from one another, but they still share similar key traits such as being stubborn, egotistical, and driven. Their mutual obsession and the odd codependent nature of their relationship where they just have to one up the other. The constant back and forth where Kyle wants Cartman to change and become a better person, while Cartman wants to break Kyle and prove he is just as bad, if not worse than him. Of course, let's not forget that on the occasions where they do team up towards a common goal and set aside their differences, they work efficiently together. Moreover, they get along surprisingly well when they simply hang out and there is no clashing beliefs or morally charged disagreements. But what makes this ship truly interesting is that despite everything, it has been shown multiple times that they still care for each other, which adds even more nuance to their overall dynamic.

-His evolving relationship with Butters, that started off as extremely harmful and one-sided, is now a more balanced friendship. Butters, who is nice to everyone in general, is especially nice to Cartman and seems to hold him in high regards not just because/in spite of being afraid of him. He is more likely to choose Cartman's side every time there is a conflict and often provides unconditional support. As for Cartman, he has stopped tormenting Butters and he is even nice to him on some occasions due to Butters' loyalty. Furthermore, it has been shown that Cartman confides in Butters, which indicates a certain level of trust on his end, cementing that Butters is a close friend he can rely on. Of course their relationship is still far from perfect, but Butters isn't as naive anymore; he is now familiar with Cartman's cruel nature, having been personally subjected to it. Butters will stand up to Cartman when he reaches his limits and openly express his frustration at times because he no longer blindly chases after his approval. Nevertheless, he still sticks around and helps Cartman because he does care about him.

-Kenny being Cartman's best friend and arguably the one who understands him the most out of anyone in the gang due to their similarities like having the same humor, which usually makes Kenny go along with Cartman's antics, and the same interests (anime, video games, horror movies). The fact that they both have dysfunctional households (Kenny's troubled home with parents who always fight, and Cartman being the son of a neglectful single mother); as well as the fact they're both outcasts because Kenny is poor and Cartman is fat (poor, fatherless, his mom is a whore-) which are all things they can bond over. The occasional rivalry they have (the coon), though not as intense as the one between Kyle and Cartman, is still entertaining. How the show sometime hints at Cartman being aware of Kenny's multiple deaths and immortality (more consistently than other characters like Stan or Kyle, mind you) which adds more potential to their dynamic. Their mutual care for one another albeit in an unconventional way. Adding to all of that is how their relationship has its highs and lows, but they still ultimately remain close friends.

-The fact that Stan is one, if not the only person, Cartman is ever consistently nice to; while he may rip on him for having a crush on Wendy and for being too sensitive at times, it's never truly mean spirited more than it is to tease him. Most of the animosity he showcases towards Stan stems from him, more often than not, siding with Kyle during disagreements as Kyle is the most "reasonable" between the two. More proof of that would be how Cartman will sometime go out of his way to help Stan out when he is distressed, without any ulterior motives or grand agenda whatsoever. He will also encourage Stan when the latter forms his own opinion and acts on his own accord, all while disregarding others' expectations. Of course, this is all only when Stan isn't getting in his way, because it's still Cartman we're talking about; but even then, it's apparent that he likes Stan, even if the other doesn't seem to particularly like him. They do have moments, though, where Stan seems to genuinely enjoy Cartman's company when the other kids aren't around. All in all, their dynamic is just as compelling as the others to explore.

-The episode where Wendy has a crush on Cartman and kisses him. That episode clearly shows they can get along when they work together and that Wendy can find him attractive. However, their overall relationship throughout the show is tense and antagonistic; Wendy is not scared to call him out and put him in his place for what she thinks is just, that alone makes her stand out to Cartman because she doesn't match the image he has of girls (His passive mom, other girls at school who'd rather just ignore him, the girls in the media he consumes etc.). While he usually dismisses Wendy or makes fun of her, he does feel intimidated by her, as shown in the episode where she beats him up. Cartman seems especially mean to Wendy since he dislikes being so openly criticized, especially by a girl. However, it can also be inferred that he respects her even if it's in his own twisted way. As for Wendy ? Well, she is frustrated with him mainly due to his obnoxious and bigoted behaviour, but doesn't harbour personal hatred towards him like Kyle. The implications and potential of their dynamic are what makes the pairing interesting.

Obviously, there is also Cartman's entire relationship with Heidi before and after they started dating, which I don't think I even need to expand on as it was canon in the show and had its dynamic fully explored throughout season 20. All of this, despite Heidi not even being a recurring character, as opposed to the ones I previously mentioned along with others like Craig, and his friends (Clyde, Tolkien, Jimmy, Tweek, etc.) which, by the way, I could go on and on about as well (shout out to people who shipped or still ship Cartman's rare pairs).

Clearly, Cartman is a very compelling character, and he has interacted with almost every kid in the show. There are people who have shipped characters for less (Dip, for example, which is also a ship I like, so I am part of those people), so why not ship him sometimes ?

It's understandable that some fans just don't like Cartman due to how much of a bad person he is, (he is supposed to be hated. Afterall, he represents so much of what is wrong in our society), so it would feel wrong for them to put him under any other light than "horrible bastard". Other fans are just not comfortable shipping him in general since he doesn't fit the usual aesthetic as he is fat (I would argue that doesn't necessarily make him ugly, but I digress).

I for one think it's okay to like Cartman and it's worth addressing that ships involving him deserve more love. Does this mean I condone his actions and agree with his problematic mindset? No. I like him in the realm of fiction only, and that doesn't stop me from exploring and playing around with his character in ways like shipping (whether romantic or platonic).

A ship isn't always "this would be so cute and nice, and it's totally canon!" Sometimes it's "This relationship is fascinating, and exploring it further would be really interesting." It's really fun too.

Got too deep there for a moment lol. Anyways, thanks for reading until the end if you're still here and have a nice day. I'm out !

[butterfilledpockets]

tis my bday :] strange feeling being 20

[scramratz]

Hi mister scramratz

My name is Alejandro and im a 14 year old bisexual transman. Ive been watching your videos on tiktok foorr about a year now? Or atleast several months. I really love and relate to your content alot. I love hearing about your anecdotes and just your experience with this whole trans thing. You make me feel like im not alone and that there is hope even if life is dookie bum fart. I currently live in a VERY red and unaccepting neighborhood and am constantly teased for being an "emo lesbian" if i see someone who used to know me in middle school, god forbid. But i watch your videos alot after school and keep watching because of the relatability, honesty and humor you throw in the mix. Im an artist too and i hope soon, or when i get the experience, i can make comics/videos like you. You rock my guy. Dont let up!

From Ale

Thanks for this, Alejandro! I'll admit I teared up a bit. It's nice hearing how much my art means to others! I've been In a bit of a rut artistically this last month. To know that you and others not only like what i make but keep going back to it, puts my mind at ease. I wish I could post more often, but alas, I must work.

I'm sorry you live in an unaccepting environment. It's hard enough as an adult, I can't imagine how hard it must be as a trans kid. The fact that you are so sure of yourself so young leaves no doubt in my mind that you'll survive, though. If no one else believes in you, at the very least, believe in yourself. It makes life much more bearable. The good thing is, you're not alone! The world is filled with good people around every corner. People who will accept you without debate. People who will love you unconditionally. But you have to find them, and you have to let them know you, and that's the scary part.

Don't wait to make those comics. Do it now! Even if the anatomy is off and the lineart is shitty. The world needs more art, especially from folks like you! The scramratz comics started as doodles from the psych ward.

Just start, man. Start now and you'll be a pro before you're my age.

[foldingfittedsheets]

I came up to tell my beloved some heartfelt shit about how they carried the load for me so much when my illness was at its worst and even though there’s a lot on my plate right now it’s nothing they put there and it’s okay and then I saw their nose twitch and we both stared silently into each others eyes while I watched them try to figure out what treat I had just eaten that they could faintly smell on my breath.

[singing-not-sleeping-beauty]

It is very important to me that you all know Senor Scratchy's real name is Peanut Butter

[nanenna]

Some days I feel like I'm full of beginnings but no endings (sometimes middles that I can "yes and..." my way to finding a beginning for, but no endings). The ADHD urge to start something and never finish I swear on the ancients! Augh! I'm so frustrated! Why, brain, why?!

So anyway, I'm gonna ramble about another new idea under the cut.

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Okay so you may or may not remember the very intimidating fic idea that's just Danny living out Cast Away (2000) but instead of an island he's trapped in the destroyed remains of Amity Park. That whole thing hinged on no one knowing who Danny was and having to uncover what happened while trying to help Danny basically learn how to be alive again.

But what if we borrow a little from Danny was the first villain AU? Instead of hiding the destruction of Amity, the GIW blame Phantom and use it to justify themselves despite no further ghost attacks happening. They basically celebrate themselves as having done the job of defeating the "Ghost King Phantom" (he wasn't/isn't, but the rest of the world doesn't know that) and all his minions, but look at the cost! They have to make sure this never happens again. (We could have the GIW basically become CADMUS after there were no more ghost attacks but meta humans were becoming the new concern.)

I'm thinking instead of some random kids calling because they saw a ghost floating over a field of half buried corpses, they instead were a bunch of teens sneaking into Amity because it's where the first supervillain was defeated (and then they saw said villain guarding a field of half buried corpses).

Instead of coming in all gentle to try and help this unknown spirit move on, the heroes come in hot with basically the entire JLD and half the JL ready to find and thwart the return a conqueror tyrant they believe to be on par with Trigon or Darkseid.

And Danny? Has no idea. He woke up alone in an empty, abandoned, destroyed city. I bet he still fixed up a radio at some point out of pure boredom but that's only going to have so much news and well... he's stuck. None of that's going to ever affect him. The weather forecast is nice he guesses, but everything else is just blah blah blah, he'd rather listen to music. Or maybe he does listen but it's more out of loneliness than to pay attention to what they're saying. So a whole bunch of people in weird costumes show up out of nowhere and Danny has not a single clue. No idea they can hurt him. No idea they want to.

[xaytheloser]

local insane man tries to kidnap child for the reported 23rd time this week with an insect net

[buttercantpickaname]

Things I love about the ST fandom

Of course there are plenty of things I don’t love seeing from Sleep Token fans… but those things get complained about all the time. Of course it’s fair to complain about these things but positives are good too. Every fandom has That Side that nobody likes. What about all the amazing things that we see all the time?

Here’s a list of things I love about this fandom :D

1. When we put a “V” in place of the first letter of something related to Vessel.

Vose. Veet. Veeth. Please never stop doing this because I love seeing this, it’s so funny for some reason.

2. We all call IV “IVy”

It’s fun and I love that nickname. And it rolls off the tongue so much better than “Four 😐”.

3. Our collective obsession over that damn flamingo

I love how none of us have shut up about that flamingo since with was first shown with the smhtdf website. There’s even some theories that it’s actually important in some way/connected to the lore which is pretty fun :D

4. The Fanart

…Oh my god the fanart.

There are so many amazing artists across so many different platforms making some beautiful artworks! I’ve seen digital art, paintings, cosplays, animations, even stickers and plushies. This fandom is so creative and I love it.

5. Vessel from the older stuff (One and Two EPs) is Baby Vessel

I don’t think I can explain this one but I don’t think I need to. Baby Vessel.

6. The amount of love and support I see for the band

Fanart, signs at rituals, Projekt Atlantic/Euclid, and just the way that fans show their admiration for the band. I love how we’re all making sure that the band knows they’re loved. :)

Honestly I could list so many more things. Maybe I will later but that’s all I’m gonna put here for now. But also feel free to add some things! :D

[apfelhalm]

i see a lot of headcanons for bottom!Lochlan, but have you considered:

the longer this thing between them goes on, the softer and more indulgent Saxon becomes with Lochlan. and sure, why not? Lochlan can have this, have him, as a treat, just this once. (no, it's not because he's been secretly thinking about it, imagining what it would be like to be the one on the receiving end.) after all, old habits die hard and what kind of a big brother would he be if he didn't teach Lochy how to properly fuck someone? except. neither of them anticipated how into it Saxon would be or that by the end he'd be a complete whimpering mess. turns out that mr. "i'm a pleaser, Saxon" is the perfect service top and mr. "toxic masculinity frat bro" actually loves to be pushed into a mattress and fucked within an inch of his life <3

[narratorstrash]

Okay, but what if Cole got a tattoo of a lily in honor of his mother after she died, huh? What if he got one of a detailed blue power source when Zane sacrificed himself to take down the Overlord, hm? What if he got another of the Samurai X insignia when the team lost Nya, huh?

What if he grieved so hard he had to physically change himself to let the world know just how much he cared despite knowing how it would end? What if the heart of the earthquake shook so hard, the ravines it left behind were too great to be filled? What if the strong, responsible character loved so much that it changed him at his very core?

What if to love is to be changed— for better and for worse?

[d4isywhims]

i saw this house on pinterest and i have an ungodly urge to build it in ts4