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Dirty brother
haerin x m reader
Tags: creampie

"Brother! What happened!" Hae-rin shouted, "It's cool." You turned your head blankly, and the owner of the room was talking about the people standing outside in front of the door. Your hand was stroking up and down the cycling that wrapped her panties. Your hand was not sure where it was. If it caught your eye, it seemed like you weren't looking at me.
"Hae-rin…" You gasped for breath and hurriedly covered your body with both hands, blocking her from seeing you using her and getting annoyed. "When did you come?… Tell her that the legend of the night is coming."
"The appointment was canceled." She muttered in a daze. She still couldn't find her sparkling blue eyes because she could see my naked body a little.
"I'll explain everything, Hae-rin… Come in first." Hae-rin quietly closed the door and took a few more steps.
"I don't think I need to explain.." The cute little girl said in a voice, liking you with a contemptuous heart.
You describe the panic. You must have thought about preparing for this special event in advance, but you couldn't help but want to make excuses. "Uh, that's… What I'm seeing right now…" You said that you couldn't say anything, of course. Hae-rin said with a firm charm. "I can see what happens to my brother."
You couldn't do anything at Hae-rin's words. "You're a real pervert, it's like we're in the same room in panties, it'd be really nice if you could do it!"
"I'm really… sorry.
"If I tell my parents who I like, they'll find out what kind of person my brother is or something like that!"
”Please.. I’m really sorry, Hae-rin.. I’ll regret it just once and you’ll do what you want.”
Hae-rin said that she was insisting on what she liked for a while.
“Are you really going to do it?”
You nodded fiercely at her words.
She said thank you.
“Then try to oppose me.”
You looked shocked and she said firmly again, who liked her.
“Do whatever you want and do it in front of me.”
You reluctantly pulled out your rock-solid dick and pulled away. “Oh… Oppa, is your dick big?” If you didn’t really know, she liked to tease you and spoke in a tone of voice, and you were forming a soft free-spirited bond with her.
“Go ahead and confess, Oppa.”
While Hae-rin was watching your every move, you started to run your hand up and down the shaft of her devoted dick. You started to go even more intensely as you looked at her beautiful face and the sexy clothes she was wearing. “You’re really a pervert.
“You confessed like this every day while thinking of me?” She asked with a laugh.
You are none of those.
"Answer me, oppa."
"Right…"
She continued after sharing a funny story.
"Are you excited to see me? Almost forgetful that I'll look at you?"
You nodded without saying anything.
That person, Hae-rin, sat down next to you without saying anything and waited for your erected self.
You felt active and excited at this moment when she looked at your dick. At that time, you reacted and liked the fact that her hand was wrapped around your dick. At that time, she felt a pleasant feeling of laughter and started to stroke it slowly.
"Do you like receiving it with your sister's hand?"
You nodded without even resisting like a lizard, still on the cushion.
"Pervert oppa." She was stroking you even further away and faster than the CPU, opposing you.
You were not a lump of humiliation at the exclusive Harin's humiliation, but you were starting to fill with sexual desire, and you were almost moving, and soon your orgasm was at its peak as she touched your sack. "Do you think your favorite moans will be combined and you will cum?" she asked again. Moaning, you realized that you would soon optimize your self-control. But you didn't want to compensate. Harin's hand, which was acting at this moment, was far away, and it was disappearing forever.
"Ah.. Harin, no.. Uncle, just stop…" A slurring sound seeped into her voice as she reached the edge of the cliff. "Why do you want to stop and cum because of me?" she whispered in your ear in a lewd voice.
"Or is there something you want too much for me?"
You looked at her with a barely-there face at her words.
You could see her profile, barely holding on, looking at her.
Harin smiled at your gaze and said.
"What would it be like from my perspective?" The girl said disgustingly. "Really disgusting and sloppy.."
She took her hand off at the same time as she spoke and took her tongue out of her lips, settling between your legs. She stopped about an inch and a half away from your erection rising in her arms, then she laughed at your pleading appetite belonging to them and swallowed your energy with her lips wide open.
You moaned into her mouth outside, overwhelmed by her mouth, and could do nothing but moan lonely.
She began to passionately exercise your penis with her lips and tongue, the part where she had pecked your share of the dictionary with her tongue.
She gladly took the tip out of your cock and was enthusiastic about pleasing you.
She began to act a little more delicately, sometimes faster and rougher, and trusted you alone.
You felt the pain of the massage once again in his mouth, and as you moaned, she discovered your condition.
She seems to be teasing you as she moves again. But you are mostly defending her head phone with your hand attractively and down hard. About 2.5cm of her member is a small amount, and the tip of your penis is piercing her grip. Your sex is filling her mouth, Hae-rin is truly delighted with the precious power.
You continue to force her head without paying attention. "Hae-rin, you are the best," you begged Hae-rin. "Give it to me like candy!" When Hae-rin complies with your words, a slight vacuum forms around your dick, and her cheeks are hollowed out. You are now punishing Hae-rin, and you are so excited that you have forgotten that fact.
You can see that her possession is really small, not too tight, and too good, and the feeling of touching the blessed dick is really trustworthy! But you soon come to your senses and add more force to her head. She nods, responds, and stands back to look at you.
You liked her with a sorry feeling that you knew something was wrong.
"You're really the weakest, pervert oppa"
But contrary to her words, she accepted your dick again and started to pull. Once again, she dug into the new year and gently wrapped your traces, and as if accepting your thrusts and begging, she sucked and sucked, and watched her testicles tighten and shine.
"Haerin, I feel like a lead."
My beloved moved to your dick one last time and exercised, and eventually your dick twitched and spurted out continuously into Haerin's mouth, who was delighted. At that time, she welcomed you, laughed, twitched, and happily accepted everything.
All accepting ones She accepted and pulled out the slow dick, looked at you, and happily spit you out in her hand.
She said sorry. "Did you really become like that to a pervert oppa?"
You were so shocked by the aftermath of the incident that was so shocking until now, except for the aliens, and you were just blankly staring at her.
She is asking about her hands.
"Will you listen to me from now on?
Your spine moved your hips more emotionally, and you headed to the bathroom, and at that moment, you came to your senses.
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The Date Everything brainworms have taken over way faster than I could have ever predicted and it has been occupying my thoughts 24/7, so here's some animatic/animation and fanfic ideas!!! (Very centric to a few characters)
A Crack Treated Seriously fic where the Realized dateables are out in the world, using their past as objects to aid in their new lives, and figuring out exactly how the world and society works. In some interactions, they nonchalantly hint at their past as an object while talking to normal human beings, which confuses the hell out of many people. I think it'd be really funny if someone asks them about it and they just casually go, "Oh yeah! I used to be an object and the person who lived in the home I resided in found these high tech glasses that allowed them to interact with us as humanoids and turn all the objects into humans! Isn't it neat?"
A series of oneshots that is pretty slice-of-life that tell what happens after all the objects are Realized, most of them being interactions between the Player and the Realized dateables. Some include the characters popping over to the Player's to ask questions about how things work in the real world(legal stuff, society, etc), while some are the characters coming over just to spend time with the Player(like Eddie coming by for a drink or Volt coming over to dance with the Player or Hector painting masks with the Player or Mateo bringing over some new rescues for the Player to meet).
An Eddie and Volt centric Mafia AU because I can't get the image of those two being Mafia bosses and it's driving me nuts
Mateo-centric story post-Realization of his adventures rescuing people and animals across the world because that would be pretty cool.
A simple, sweet coffee shop AU with Kopi because coffee shop AUs are just a classic, and who wouldn't love a sweet fic with Kopi <3
A Human AU(maybe a college or highschool AU) with Mac just being this super cool and smart stranger that the reader/MC meet randomly and kept running into, so they started to get close and get to know Mac better. Idk how to explain this better because it sounded better in my head, but I just really like the idea of more Mac interactions. Also, this is based on this minicomic series and pretty much sums up what I'm talking about:
An animation/animatic of Eddie with this song:
A sort of what-if concept animation/animatic to the song The Call by Regina Spektor where it takes the concept of "What if Volt really did dissappear after you reset the system?" It would start with the beginning of Eddie and Volt's relationship when Volt was formed and Eddie's surprise at his appearance("it started out as a feeling") and continues to show clips of them getting closer and closer(scene ends at the line "which then turns into a quiet word"), goes to the struggle with the power("and then the word grew louder and louder"), shows the whole scene when the power went out and the Player had to fix and reset the system("Til there was a battle cry"), and then jumps to when Volt disappears after the reset, which is shown as Volt fading before Eddie's eyes as it looks like he says the lines "I'll come back, when you call me, no need to say goodbye". Volt is smiling softly, accpeting the fact that he will be gone for now, while Eddie reaches out, eyes filled with sorrow. The following scenes are Eddie being miserable, having flashbacks of the time before Volt("just because everything's changing, doesn't mean it's never been this way before"), and the other objects in the house coming over to the bar(which has been closed) to try and provide comfort("all you can do is try to know who your friends are"). Eddie suddenly decides that he's going to try with all his might to bring Volt back, even if he doesn't know exactly how he did it("as you head off to the war). He sees flashbacks of Volt talking to the patrons in the bar, announcing the start of the show, and finally, Volt's bright smile directed at Eddie, to remind him exactly why he needs to do this("Pick a star on the dark horizon, and follow the light"). As Eddie prepares to make his first attempt, he thinks the words, "You'll come back, when it's over, no need to say goodbye." The instrumental section shows clips of Eddie trying to bring Volt back(which shows crackles of energy and sparks), draining his energy with each attempt(the Player comes by often to make sure Eddie is recharging before the next try). When the lyrics start again, it shows Eddie, closing his eyes and concentrating to make one more attempt, trying to remember how it felt like to split himself in two("now we're back to the beginning; it's just a feeling that no one knows yet"). He struggles to get a grasp on the feeling, brows furrowed, so he tries harder to connect with how it felt to be with Volt, how Volt completed and complimented him so well("but just because they can't feel it to, doesn't mean that you have to forget"). This leads to Eddie remembering Volt, face relaxing as the memories flood in("let your memories grow stronger and stronger"). As he relives these memories, the electric glow in front of him grows and grows, until it's brighter than it's ever been in the previous attempts, then it seems to dim, but not dissappear. That's when Eddie slowly opens his eyes to see the results, and his eyes widen in disbelief("until they're before your eyes"). The shot widens out to reveal that Volt has been brought back to his physical form a few feet away("you'll come back, when they call you"). Then, it focuses on Volt smiling softly at Eddie("no need to say goodbye. You'll come back"), and walking over to him, who is crying in relief("when they call you"), to finally connect with him once more as things slowly fade to white as the song ends("no need to say goodbye").
Wow. I didn't think I'd be able to plan the whole thing. Welp, if you want a more organized version of this, just ask and I'll make a script or something like that so the sequence is a bit clearer.
Anyway, this is pretty long so I'll end it here and maybe make another one later down the line. If you actually use any of these ideas, please please please send them to me because I need more Date Everything content to feed the brainworms.
#date everything#nekole's rambles#nekole's thoughts#eddie and volt#eddie date everything#date everything eddie#volt date everything#date everything volt#mateo manta#date everything mateo#mateo date everything#kopi date everything#date everything kopi#date everything mac#mac date everything#ramble#ramblings#rambles#rambling#late night ramblings#date everything game#date everything fandom#Spotify
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RANDOM slashfic HEADCANNON?
More silly AF slashfic content. This is more of a situation headcannon
The slashers are having a diss war with each other and you; taking rounds each time someone quits or cant think of anything else to say.
Their reactions:
Ghost is like hell yeah just wait little devil~ he's going to set your ass on fire. You had this a long time coming. Also he's ready to lay down some inappropriate roasts (of course they are sexual).
Jay is excited to play games, is super excited that you are suggesting first, and is very confused/intrigued by a game that involves insulting each other. It's not mean, right? You reassure it's not. You make a mental note not to make any "your mom" jokes.
Leather is honestly exhausted, but he agrees. He can take a joke, so he will join. He also is eager to go against Mike or Ghost. He is confident actually, thinks he has some good ones to share.
Mike says no at first, but once you explain (and beg a little) he accepts the challenge. Despite your protests that it's not a contest he is already determined to win. "You can't just flat out insult anyone either, it has to have a punch line. It's just joking". You remind him. He grunts "I know what a joke is."
It starts out with Ghost vs MC
He has been waiting to roast your ass and you have been waiting to give him a taste of his own medicine as well but in a fun way that's not malicious. It starts off pretty good, some laughs out of both of you and the others while you tease each other. He takes it up a notch and starts to lay some serious disses. You of course aren't that fazed. It's Ghost of course and you know that at the end of this game it's just all in good fun so you start laying down some of your own but he can't take what he dishes out. Threatens to stab you but kills the mood instead; gets disqualified.
It's you vs Jay next. Surprisingly enough his roasts are pretty good. He starts off very silly and teasing but suddenly switches up on you. You are a bit blind sided by this because you didn't expect him to have some pretty good ones. There's a lot of laughs between everyone, especially you two and it ends when you can't stop giggling and you count yourself out. Jay is happy being the winner and of course apologizes immediately and lets you know he was just playing. You have to reassure him yes you know its all just jokes and no you are not mad at him.
Next its Jay vs Leather.
Leather holds his own pretty well, comes out with some pretty clever jokes that aren't too serious. Jay and him are having a lot of fun and both are laughing at each other. Ghost about dies when Jay dishes out a really funny comeback to Leather's diss. Leather eventually loses, same way you did; wheezing and unable to think of another one. Jay is the winner again! Leather laughs shakes his hand and tells him it was a good game while composing himself again.
Now its just Mike and Jay. Oh boy.
You were worried that Mike would get angry, but he is not. In fact, he remains expressionless and unbothered. He just lets Jay just roast him, diss after diss, after diss. You all 3 (you, leather and ghost) are giggling, except you can't help but feel like Mike's being quiet for a reason. He is still unfazed and not speaking. Can he not think of a joke? You wonder if maybe you should just tell Jay to stop when it finally happens. He holds the hairbrush you all were using as a pretend mic to his lips. Jay teases him with a diss that ends on a question and mike just replies
"Your mom"
Jay's eyes grow wide. He doesn't reply. He has an unreadable expression and you and the others feel so tense. Jay just starts walking off and mumbles something like "fine. you win"
You chew out Mike for taking it too far, Ghost tries not to laugh but is unsuccessful because it was pretty damn funny. Leather just sighs, helps you check on Jay. He is stress baking in the kitchen, and " No. Mike can't have any 😡"
Eventually Mike finds Jay by himself to talk later that evening.
Mike: I'm sorry.....
Jay: 🤨 🫢 ☺️ well.....okay...
Mike: Sorry you're a big baby 😏😎
Jay: 👁️👄👁️ 🤬👹
There's crashing and banging coming from the kitchen. You are startled awake from falling asleep on the couch watching a scary movie with Ghost. He turns his head, and Leather comes out from taking a shower in the bathroom also turning his head in the direction of the noise. You all walk in on Mike and Jay. They both have a hold of each other (with their fists still raised) and both are completely covered in flour, broken eggs, sugar, spices; everything in the pantry is everywhere! On them, the surfaces, the walls, even the window above the sink. You are fuming, Ghost starts laughing again. Leather stifles his laugh with a cough because he sees you upset, and offers to help get things cleaned up.
MC/you: NO! You just got out of the shower! AND STOP LAUGHING GHOST.
Ghost quiets down surprised a little bit. Oh wow, you are heated this time.
You turn to Mike and Jay.
MC/ you: YOU BOTH MADE THIS MESS, YOU ARE CLEANING IT UP. RIGHT NOW!!!
You pause only to sniff the air temporarily
MC/ you: And what is burning??!!!
Jay has a horrified expression at your observation. He turns to the oven, black smoke is trailing out of the door.
Jay: NOOOOO! IT'S RUINED! 😭
You watch them both clean up the kitchen while it also airs out, just to make sure they behave. Mike is embarrassed and annoyed you are making him clean. Jay is now even more salty at Mike (the only time he doesn't burn things is when baking, so he's honestly more sore about that now).
#slashfic#slashers#dorian app#slashfic jay#slashfic mike#slashfic leather#slashfic ghost#ridiculous senerio#now you gonna have ants#thats how you get ants.#genuinely wonder what their disses would be to each other#mike just went straight for the throat
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to answer your question on the greninja post, ash greninja was created because they wanted ash to have a mega but didn’t want him to catch any older pokemon or bring back any of his older ones and the issue was he only had kalos mons(plus pikachu) which don’t have megas(besides diancie) so they just. gave greninja his own thing. and then they gave him a mega in journeys anyway
well! an interesting find, tumblr user punkishtoxtricity. i'm surprised we've got this amount of insider knowledge on the development of anipoké. though i would argue that ash-greninja doesn't really fill the role of A Mega. and i would also argue that this feels like the first time i've ever seen them give such strong favoritism to one (1) starter out of a triplet (aside from charizard, which bascially doesn't even count as a starter anymore because it's just Fuckin Charizard). i feel like if they wanted to give any pokémon their Own Thing i'm surprised they didn't do it to pikachu. why greninja specifically. sure i guess
more:
what the fuck. sigilyph and whatever can eat them, right?? and metapod and kakuna and whatever. no way they disable Specifically Spewpa from eating them. ok no i just checked and kakuna and metapod absolutely cannot eat either. what the hell. i Swear i've seen a pokémon with no mouth eating a poképuff before. maybe this is another "smash brawl crying" (did i tell that story on here? i think it was on my main blog) situation. or just a false memory. that seems more likely
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huh? wh. wha– whahaggwgh whaat's happening to me. AhahuhAGAAAHGRGUGHRUGHURGHRHGR. RHGHRHRG RHRHR GHRR DHSHGGRGHFHDG
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ahem. if i had a team of six pokémon in what game is the real question. but i assume you're talking in the ideal game with the full natdex and it's perfect and whatever. y'know, i did one of those big Favorite Pokémon charts a few years back—let's see what i did on that
looks like this is what i chose in 2022ish! looks like i focused on having a solid spread of type matchups. versatility above all! i think it'd be a pretty good team to hit the elite four with
unless you mean if i had pokémon in Real Life. which. i don't even know. or unless you mean if i had a Government-Assigned team of six pokémon because they're what i Feel like i would end up with. or if this is what team i would Want to have because i Like them the most. so many ways to interpret this question but i'll go with the answer that i came up with a few years ago and stick with ↑ that team up there
ok !
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hey i literally just completely forgot how clamperl evolves. somehow i got it into my head that clamperl evolves into gorebyss if it's female and huntail if it's male. that's not the case, they're both fuckin trade evos and they both require different items and they can both be equally male or female. i genuinely was so ready to answer this ask with "errmmm… hhaha… you know gorebyss is only female, right..?" but no i was just wrong? i don't know who told me this but i firmly believed it before i checked Just Now
well. good thing i checked. that is indeed why i say to never believe anything i say. hold on there was a really good joke about that that someone made in the tags one time way back in the original round of the dex lemme find it
okay there's no fuckin way i'm finding this but it was like. i said something in the tags of a post (i don't remember which one) where i was like yadda yadda well i might be incorrect. and you shouldn't believe everything i say. or something like that. and then someone reblogged it and wrote in the tags some shit like "hi i believe everything i read on the internet uncritically. op says we should (entirely misconstruing what i said so that i sound evil and nefarious)" and it was hilarious. this recounting of it is not funny because i am just explaining it but i promise it was very funny
i looked again i still can't find it. sad day. even sadder that now i have to go back to working. because i can't allow myself to play video games without feeling awful when i have an Unfinished Task. even if the task is weighing on me significantly. because it is a difficult task. and it is reasonable if it takes multiple days. naurp not how my brain works because i fear getting too far behind and letting shit build up and then having to do even More work
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I wanna hug you but idk if you like hugs so if you don’t I want to transmit my fumes towards you positively
i sometimes like hugs! :D
irl i am a very physically avoidant person (ask literally any of my irls, i cannot STAND long-time physical interaction because it makes me overstimulated) but if i initiate or ask for the hug then that usually means "hug me rn or else you'll never get this offer ever again" LMAOA
but you can hug me !!! right now at least that's okay yeyeah, if you ask I'll probably say yes regardless 🙂↕️
i like hugs
but i like
sometimes just can't really do them ykwim
#my sensory problems make me VERY anti-touch#i can't press shoulders or knees with someone for over 10 seconds without getting physically uncomfortable#mainly because I'll just continue to feel the pressure there like a phantom sense and it overwhelms me#i hate hand holding bc of the sweat#hugs are good when i wanna cling but other than that they're too warm#I'll let you lay on me though#like i can weirdly tolerate a dogpile#nothing else though 💀#...this feels funny to explain now that I'm thinking about it#but hey if the time ever comes i guess /silly#yapping about myself#somewhat .
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The tac net crash chapter is one of my favorites so far~
Ah and. Guess what. I just discovered that including this post, I made 50 pieces of fanart for Mistakes on mistakes until.. I’m so sane and normal about this story can you tell👍

#maccadam#transformers#fic fanart#momu fanart#jazz#prowl#jazzprowl#considering the speed and the amount of fanart#….yeah I can see why tumblr thought I was a bot lmao#also#I mostly read during night and then drawing from memory during day so uhhhhh the accuracy is questionable haha#mainly I feel like half of the time I don’t know how tf Jazz looks. The guy switching between his looks so often jdjfjfj#IM. SO GLAD THEY RESOLVED THEIR DRAMA EHEHBJGJ#The scene in medbay was so damn cute#oh my goddddd#the scene of the tac net crash#muah#loved it~#you know the thing is - I'm a biiiig fan of mutual feelings and actions#the scene of the kiss was absolutely great but it was a bit one sided#Jazz cared about Prowl but Prowl was far more concerned about information safety and strategy and stuff#but this?? mmmm~ Them caring for each other#Prowl using his last moments of consciousness to ask Jazz if he is mad at him#Prowl actually deeply caring of what Jazz thinks about him now when he knows Prowl killed his friends#i don't know how to explain#kisses are great but this (points) this is my favorite five star meal right here#also there is something so funny about Prowl slowly discovering fow fucked up Jazz is and just accepting it#but being so scared when Jazz discover how fucked up he is. Only for Jazz to be like “boo I knew about your fuckedupness from the start”
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happy [checks watch] 2am. HHWAhjaaHAA I GOT THE PERMISSION TO POST THIS. TOTALLY NORMAL. i'd caption this way better if i had the strength to but like seeing this makes me go Splat on the floor. HHAAAKJANJAABBBNS HEY GUYS. A COMMISSION EVER KILL YOU DEAD?

beautiful coltchlo ever by the one and only seavers artist ever @artsy-moonwalker !!! if i had the words you know. they'd be here. i think me actively experiencing emotions beyond my articulation does that justice though and i an repetitively blown away the more i look at this. wow. im coughing up a lung here I LOVE THIS. FALLS TO MY KNEES
#falling leaves !#colt !#my. LITTLE GUY and he absolutely throttles me whatever thats a baby#ignore the fact he's dancing on the edge of 50 i need him bad#was also not aware i wasn't following the artist here on tumblr. thank god its 2am and i have the boldness to tag right now.....#i'll follow whenever its not 2am and half of my brain isnt missing#i keep staring at this piece ij utter disbelief im. yeah. wow. watch me keel over and die but like lovingly#my beautiful baby colt seavers i love you this art makes me want you worse and i hope you're prepared#THANK YOU AGAIN TO ANNIE. I FEEL FEELINGS TOO STRONG FOR ME TO EXPLAIN!!!!!! I'M NORMAL!!!!!#and shoutout to my bestie marina who kept saying i wasnt normal about it and it was funny. im gonna get your ass back dude.#actively exploding as we speak this is phenomenal#ok to rb btw i think everyone should go admire annie's art forever and snag a comm whenever you can <3 lets all blow up together
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going through some old left-for-dead projects and just found this one where I was like. INTENT on dissecting jeff's brain on the operating table (i.e. google docs) but only from todd's weird skewed pov
[professor voice] it's about brothers as eternal combatants and it's about being so convinced of your own goodness you excuse your shitty actions. it's also about comparing yourself to a dog because you feel less fully formed than your brother. lol.
#“so-and-so is an irredeemable character with no depth” jokes are funny sure but unfortunately i'm unable to not take things seriously#anyway: i remember people being like [about hymnal] this is crazy! this fraternal dynamic is so fucked up! and being kind of non-plussed#because the dynamic i wrote into the fair folk wip [this one] was like fifty thousand times more. argh. bites#THIS WASN'T EVEN SCRATCHING THE SURFACE#also i've always been an advocate of writing cruel characters with sympathy because the best feeling as a reader is when#you're reading and start nodding along with a particular guy and have to take a step back and recoil at how receptive you were to them#when the character is kind and jolly and cares but he's still letting the abuse happen under his nose :eyes:#anyway this ALSO isn't an accurate jeff portrait because todd's pov is weird and jaded and sardonic at the beginning of the story#and also he's like three seconds away from exploding. lol#hm. i never explained it to myself fully [probably why i never finished this] but i think the issue was that#todd is Too understanding and he's perceptive enough to see everyone's motivations but that makes it worse because now he's too#not forgiving. but he can excuse people's actions very easily#and thus when people actually do shitty things and it makes him mad he can't really justify being mad to himself - but he still is#and this makes him sooooo volatile. and becomes a problem later on in the wip when he's trying to work on cameron#because understanding isn't the ending point you have to do the action sometimes! lol!#goddamn. i miss writing this au.#dead poets society#tristan writes#dps#dps fic#todd anderson#jeff anderson#SORRY THIS IS VERY LONG. I JUST REDISCOVERED THIS AND IT BROUGHT A LOT OF MEMORIES BACK.
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Please hear me out..... Jdrama!Light and Musical!L.
#I just think they're so neat they're my fave L and Light#everyone please tell me your favorite L and Light and explain why I'm so curious I wanna know#death note#death note drama#death note jdrama#death note musical#light yagami#l lawliet#masataka kubota#teppei koike#masataka is my favorite light because he's such a standout among the other lights his portrayal was so real and terrifying at times#koike is my favorite L because he just.... feels so much like L.... I've long since loved his L but I'm watching the 2017 for the first tim#and Everything about him is just. perfect. that's literally L like what the fuck#it's a fun activity just imagining different L and Light combinations because honestly a lot of them have different dynamics#so when you mix and match them it's almost guaranteed they would react to each other differently#jdrama lawlight and musical lawlight are pretty different and jmovie lawlight is too#I think animanga lawlight would have the biggest beef with their jdrama counterparts and it's extremely funny to imagine#fun science experiment#now everyone tell me your favorite combinations please
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I had to explain to my therapist today what deathloop is about and I think the clearest mutual understanding we achieved was when I put it like 'it's like a 60s themed sci-fi version of valhall except in addition to the same pig every night the einherjere also occasionally eat each other*. and it's like looney tunes also'. and I can't believe how correct I managed to be there fhdsjkj it IS valhall. it's hell in the dante sense, seventh circle gang make some nOOOISE make those tits slap, and it's valhall. sort of a glass half full or half empty kind of thing around what way a character perceives it.
tl;dr julianna heaven is also colt hell it’s a very efficient system.
(though. if it's valhall, it's also kind of heavily implied in the break the loop ending that colt and the gang showed up late to ragnarok with fiz-pop and palpable confusion. also extremely in character for everyone involved tbf)
*did not say 'at evil but mostly cringe furry parties' because I would not wish to add to my list of terms that needed explaining and also burden her with that level of cursed always online knowledge. but. well. it is what it is
#deathloop#saved by the norse mythology shared reference!#we did brush on groundhog day as the most basic bitch version of the concept of time loops but it didn't quite hit the spot#she has known me for a long time now I've had to explain many a fandom to her haha we have it down to a bit of an art#'here's the thematic outline and the emotionally resonant parts for me. here's how I think that probably maps onto what's wrong with me'#I do love that valhall is about as good as it gets in the norse world view and this comparison makes it clear#what an absolute (but possibly deeply addictive) nightmare of an afterlife that would be.#would you WANT the blackreef gang as your army against the forces of chaos at the twilight of the gods tho.#I'd just pray those chaotic fuckers sit the whole thing out embroiled in their own drama there's no WAY#they wouldn't just swoop in and somehow make it worse#see I also had to convey that 'I know that sounds very bleak. actually it's even worse but it's also very very funny'#she said some things about how colt's deal sounded a lot like how it can be to be autistic and feel isolated and out of sync with the world#and like. hey. that's the thing I'm sensitive about
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Hey all! So if you didn't see it yesterday there is a new Wingfeather trailer for season 2! It's pretty epic!
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There's also a new season 2 poster in their shop, and since it has Peet on it I bought it immediately even though I really don't have extra money to spend this week. xD It also has what I think is the first official/finished look at Maraly?!? (the character, not my kitten) As well as the Fork Factory, Claxton Weaver and the Overseer. 👀👀
https://shop.angel.com/pages/wingfeather

Season 2 covers the first half of book 2 and is releasing sometime this year!
#the wingfeather saga tv show#the wingfeather saga#wingfeather saga season 2#sara cobbler#peet the sockman#maraly weaver#the cognitive dissonance I feel about maraly in the show not having black hair when maraly the kitten does is just#they have the same face tho Idk how to explain that but they do#me @ the wingfeather creators: hey why didn't you fully match this character design to my cat akjlghjfasgdslafjgdf#the fact that they switched sara and maraly's hair colors from book to show is so funny to me#not that I think it ever explicitly states their hair colors but I'm going off the joe sutphin illustrations#Idk maybe they did... now I need to check xD#y'all there's a shot of sara in the fork factory in the trailer and it looks EXACTLY#how I pictured it in my mind how'd they do that#I'm gonna go through the trailer frame-by-frame and make sure I didn't miss any shots of peet#he has one (1) obvious trailer moment#I keep reminding myself that it is IMPOSSIBLE for them to sideline my boy and have the plot make sense#because we HAVE to see peet go to the phoob islands because he HAS to be there to save tink#still sitting here wondering how they're gonna handle nugget#they HAVE to do that well or they will loose SO many people :/#I have fanfic ideas for that actually someday hopefully I'll write them#Youtube
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maybe i already expressed specifically this amidst a thicket of tags but speaking of the Unexpected & Dynamic all throughout bsol's finale of a [hey all the characters are in the same place] beautiful stretch of vivacity, it's great that like. i mean one figures you're not gonna get [villain immediately kills hero] & you're right b/c that would be a surprise & slightly humorously so but too unrewarding in all other ways to be worth it as the end of a whole entire story & arcs here....but then the ways that banana has this like totally Self Imposed arc about wanting to be able to do whatever it takes to help the musician in return / in general, self imposed b/c the musician himself is like no you're good you're perfect my special little guy i will die without, & we're not exactly subject to any other characters' input like um btw banana you & your Failure to be as heroically bold & brave as to do whatever it takes, as the musician does, except when he feels he can't at some points including if he doesn't have banana with him on this journey, but not b/c he asks anything more of him but to be there with him on this journey....
that is to say, i say as i go "wait what was the specific thing i was gonna talk about in this specific post," that like it's a surprise banana might die of his own self imposed doing whatever it takes, but one of the Least surprising surprises perhaps, like ah yes the funny little guy devoted sidekick? what else would such a guy be For, even if the musician doesn't feel that way, see also: me taking 990 words to say it's fun how at the beginning we could think banana is misguided about the musician encouraging him with his heart words not his mouth words to dance, but then we would be proven wrong when the musician is like cough argh augh i Need banana & i will be encouraging him to dance with my heart And mouth words....but so that yeah even as it may be like Nooo & have stakes & suspense it could still be like ah well yeah that'd be what banana is for, alas, & That is the surprising & not "this was a total success for our heroes" downside to this finale. but it isn't, & banana getting miraculously saved himself as he nonmiraculously protects the musician b/c he wanted to do that himself too
just bringing all that back up to say i was thinking again about like "you wouldn't expect a private little moment following banana but you get one" and "and it's so earnest all throughout & with the more wrenching shift amidst the still perfectly [funny little guy] material & it Does make me cry" and then i was like :( and if he Had died i would have to cry about that too like nooo not banana for would-be dispensibility of the funny little devoted sidekick guy after it was like nooo banana :( (also held hostage in the evil marriage normativity larping but again also all the more "successfully" so b/c his guntoting spouse doesn't actually care about the mutual genuine affection you're also Supposed to have with this) & nooo banana :( (singing his beautiful sweet earnest prayer in this relatively brief song bookended with relative levity (relalelalevity) but still earnest b/c it's all earnest b/c where do you think we are) like yeah basically like i weep at that little moment with him Expressing the depth of his feeling about wanting to do this for the musician despite the musician being like huh wha of course i don't ask that it's nbd, if it paired with "& he does Resolve this by dying about it later" like noooooooooo. tambourine miracles (again thinking of a real tambourine with a disclaimer waiving liability for acts of god associated with? channeled through? that tambourine. sure)
wrapping up a post even less sure if i said anything novel or clearly enough what i wanted to say b/c i went on a journey like maybe it's about something else now, but i don't think so, i think it was just me like wah if banana died i'd be all the more like Oof Augh about his little solo packing its punch of perfect earnest real depth of feeling b/c Everyone's presumed to have that, and they do, and it shows, funny little nonprotagonists or no(s)
#and the lesson i take is to care even Less if i particularly feel some wandering text post in which i repeat myself Has A Point(tm)#bsol#also. now hang on lol#was gonna be like ''also banana saying Mouth Words reminds me of nato in black suits talking about that thing you do with your mouth to#brandon (i.e. beatboxing) it's like the coolest thing you do'' recalling plausibly coincidentally both lance rubin roles#who around here has a proclivity to phrase things like. mentally handbrake u-turned like wait when did that movie come out....#okay speaking of probably overly elaborate joke theories going on; now: elaborate theory jokes#well it's not elaborate but in joe's interesting (not uh. like a bad ''interesting'') commentary on mitb in that one video being impetus#to be like let me also listen to the unexpected solo moment with the funny little second Banana singing his heart out about the lead ;m; Wa#i made myself laugh like imagine bsol having enough fans like the ah the bananusician angle#but not as much as i laughed at the immediate thought that my going ''would coconana go off?'' then forever Hell Yeah would be niche#like Relatively niche in an au where 5k Outlaws Online knew what i was talking about right now. the rarepair as it were#don't think it would be That difficult to land on just by virtue of the small cast but#meanwhile scales hand like violetta/giraffe also kind of canon like to the extent the musician/banana kind of is but also not quite thusly#wild card of all the Doubled Roles. would ppl see The Narrator as a character who Could interact w/the other roles even#(such as also: a potential interpretation being that the narrator is also the maker upper of the whole story)#anyway now This is an unnecessary tangent when it doesn't humor me That much. just laughed hard enough for a moment#imagining like being thrown into the Happens To Be Oh So Niche dynamic life in a Context where the whole experience isn't So Niche#which i'm all for ppl having a high time w w/e incl certainly what i have a high time w/but i'm meant to be soliloquizing incoherently here#if anyone happens to be like my god what visions of engaging genius then that's fun i suppose but huh wha? / scroll past#it's the fine art of just saying some shit for the sake of getting a kick out of it & that if ppl want to read it they Can. if not then not#a removal of that buffer like lord i have to try to explain xyz Successfully? i have to try to make it When it's engaging not If?? rip
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Survivor.
kind of a 'then vs now' comparison (idolhood vs living through everything post-idolhood) but in the same outfit.
the urge to quote "despite everything, it's still you" is very strong right now.
#milgram oc#ocgram#koike yumemi#this is where the creative energy is at today okay besties we're unpacking self-image and self-esteem and the trauma and the baggage and th#it's funny bc by drawing yumemi in a more vulnerable state I am now feeling like an overprotective parent letting my kid out into the world#I cannot tell you how much I love yumemi in all shapes + forms ;w; there's so many idol career designs I haven't even gotten to showing yet#the time difference between these two is the closest though - I'd put it at around... 8-10 months before the present day?? yeah.#is it normal to want to hug your own OC? I'm feeling that right now oough TwT#I can't really explain it but I'm really happy with this piece 💜 I think the vibes are just right yknow#my art#Edit: can't believe I completely blanked about what I wanted to mention asdfghjkl- I want to emphasise yumemi's definition of a 'normal'--#--body is highly distorted. when u spend ur whole life in idol training regimes you forget how fucked up the whole process is.#so for her the changes to her body feel way more dramatic than they actually are... like. she just has a regular body now. but it's not--#-- *her* normal if that makes sense?? anyway. completely forgot to mention this when that was the 1st thing I wanted to say oof
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Instagram keeps showing me reels of someone with a handle named something like jamesmaythristtraps and like, they are truly doing gods work but I can't like or comment on these masterpieces because I know what kind of snitch of an app it is 😔
#well atleast now I have figured out how to keep myself warm in upcoming winter months#no but#how do people handle their relatives following them online#????????#pretty recently friend of a friend was like “oh what's your insta =)??”#and its like#I have four posts and one of those is mf rick astley should I be explaining myself ??#banging my head against the table like why couldn't I just get my fangirling on for bts or something#or maybe more like out of all the 80s acts why did I fall hard for the one who is memed to death#I mean okay rickrolling can be funny#and he looked goofy there#top tier Tintin cosplay#even with my attraction to James its like#I feel like I should be explaining myself because he's old#and most likely not what when people think about male celebrities people drool over ...#maybe shamed myself into thinking “I shouldn't be attracted to this” “this is abnormal so it must be wrong”#I mean tons of girlies like men like him#but then I see guys my age say things like “I should go to the gym so women would pay attention to me”#or putting weird flexing photos on their dating profiles (not even just flexing with their muscles but like cars or watches... or fish...)#like I don't care about your boring ass new volkswagen ????#and in that case it wasn't even just one photo... I don't care for new cars they all look the same :-/#it just makes me go ? am I supposed to be attracted to this ?#is this the norm??#why can't I be normal aaaa#so in conclusion#I'm deeply ashamed of my interests and attractions lol#hopefully I will someday grow out of this#all the peer support is welcomed on this post lmao
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#tag talk#I think one of the reasons therapy is so hard is that it's not like I show up and talk about the problem I have.#I show up and have to list all thirty seven problems and explain how their separate and how they're intertwined#I had my third hour-long appointment with my therapist who I feel genuinely hopeful about and there's still issues I haven't talked about#and I get that a lot of these separate issues are really just a basket of extreme symptoms from a few core issues#but it's been so long that they've grown and rooted on their own so it's not just a matter of digging out the original roots. not anymore.#and I do feel like I've made progress. I've made immense progress. the mood stabilizer alone is giving me loads of new data to process.#without it the mood phase I'm in right now would be morose and gloomy with manic energy turned inward to self loathing.#I started that direction a day or so ago because I forgot/didn't care to take my meds and started slipping#but I took my pills and bam I leveled out. and that's nice. I feel calm and serene.#hmm. I've been like this before though. after some sort of emotional high which I did have for a bit.#idk. I'm hopeful I'm positive I'm optimistic but still#I need to talk to my therapist about the feeling like a joke. I'm weird I'm interesting I'm novel I'm strange I know it already.#I'm lonely#I'm tired of being different. of being set apart. of being holy. divine.#I want to be normal. not a spectacle to gawk at or even appreciate. I want to be unremarkable. I want to fit in.#my therapist has enjoyed talking with me. I'm very funny. very charming. tough to keep up with apparently.#those things are intended as compliments but they also just remind me of how alone I am. different. set apart.
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.... OK I really hope I can keep this dude ♥
#miranda talking shit#Like... I just want him around me... Yeah. First visit I thought it may be how I felt. Now I'm like lol yeah#8+ hour visit later... Not even that I just... Am being used for sx like we talk so much#We talked about past experiences and love and children etc. Like... I guess we just vibe. Or rather I feel like we do#We make each other laugh and he seem to want to touch me and want to tell me about things#He talked about metal (or we about music but I'm not a metal head so) and he played songs for me#He found my reactions to them funny. Some song did some guitar thing and I was like “woah!”#He laughed and after the song went into explaining what it was. How it was done and such#“i wonder what you think about this... Or... Well maybe you won't care. But I think you may find it interesting?”#Me already clawing at the phone: yes yes I'm interested show me!!!#I love having people show me things willingly. Like even if it's embarrassing or whatever like hey I am going to love it#He showed Warhammer figures he had painted and talked about that#I love hearing people info dump like omgggg hiiii tell me everything uwu#I took up the... Idea of being fwb and being like... Exclusive about it. And he was like “I mean... I haven't really been seeing anyone els#Mainly bc I don't want to and bc it's so... -makes eye contact with me-“ me: tiring?”-deep sigh-yes so tiring.... “#He shared a lot of personal things in general and one thing in detail he definitely didn't have to#I mean I casually say I got daddy issues but that's like... Yeah my dad never cared for me and my siblings that's just how it is ya know#Idk man. Been a while I... Felt so... At ease and.... Open so quick with anyone. I liked Linus quick but not in this way#I hope I get to keep him around me for more... Like he's.... I think we have things in common but we are definitely still different enough#Want to learn everything I can about him. Plus he let's me be... Overly affectionate and serviceing him like an doting mom (how I want to#Treat everyone in my life but I know majority don't accept it). I get to bring him a drink and help him get dressed to go outside#Men who just goes along with how I want to express affection and not hate it is great#I mean. I don't think he have been touched this... Affectionately before either. I'm very intense and like.... Yeah it's like I'm in love#With you. Sorry I'm stroking your face and looking into your eyes and all :/#He just smiles. Me with basically heart shaped eyes and he's like: :)#Some nerdy brunette: hi (: me: omg? Spend all your free time with me???
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