#032212

[vaxieon]

So I’ve started just writing out a Krieg POV fic of my headcanon between his experiment days to meeting the VH/getting with Maya. It’s been like 10 years between me writing actual fanfiction so sorry if its rough but BL3 got me motivated.

I uh, don’t want to make an account on a fanfic site for one thing so  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Memory of a Monster: Chapter 1

“That’s all I can do for today, I can’t push any further or we’ll end up with with another failed experiment on our hands.”

We strained to lift up our head to gauge what the verdict would be this time. Whether they would force her to go beyond the limits of our twisted body regardless of warning or get bored and move onto the next unfortunate Pandoran they scooped into their greedy hands. The few seconds of silence between the lone woman and Hyperion envoy felt unbearably heavy.

“Jack isn’t going to like this lack of progress Samuels...” There were footsteps, we still couldn’t see past the blinding veil of white that clouded our eyes.

“You better get this skaglick to go through fucking hoops by next checkup or we will terminate it.” With a clamor of armored bodies moving across the steel floor, the envoy must have turned toward the exit of the laboratory room as we heard the airtight door sharply hiss open. “Unhook it, we’re bringing in the next one. Jack will expect 032212 to have something to show for all his wasted time.”

A gentle touch behind rubber gloves grazed our body, Dr. Samuels...yes, we recognize this. She was always careful to not harm us any further than what she had to, the only one from what we can recall through faded memories who has given us kindness since you were born. You only know very little before this mass of walls and mourning, here where so many lives have been taken only for you to emerge out like some kind of parasite. My own mind is slowly dwindling down into the depths of yours, I can remember a time before where I had my own life apart from you. Vault hunting like every other better than average fool who lived on this planet, the mines… Dahl? I can’t recall. All I know is that you were no more but a nagging little tone gnawing at the bottom of my brain when the purple washed over us back then; but now, as we keep drowning further and further into the eridium you get stronger and stronger.

“I’m sorry,” a small whisper slipped out from under her thick surgical mask, we could hear another inhale, as if she was going to say more but it was steadily exhaled after a small pause. We didn’t need to see her to know that she looked tired, she always does. Blonde hair messily tied up in a short ponytail, face pale and ragged, eyebags almost weighing down her skin from lack of sleep. Who knows how she had gotten wrapped so deep into this; she was immeasurably smart, one could assume that Hyperion had simply just sought her out against her will, as was the case for many that resided in the research station.

“Such sweet soliloquy to gift upon the damned,” you ramble through a sharp inhale as our muscles tense at the needles slowly being pulled out of the layers of our skin. An attempt at a reply I could only guess, to which Samuel’s offered no further words and instead kept busy focusing at her task at hand. Even through the gargled nonsense you spit out, you understood that she was genuine in her apology as it was painfully obvious she was as trapped as we were. Eventually the last injector was carefully pulled free and the second she unlatched us from the machines, we fell limp to the floor. The envoy wasting no time lifting us and shackling our wrists before roughly tossing our body in the all to familiar transport crate.

“Mark 033112 as a no feed for a week, water every two days.”

The claustrophobic crate shook and groaned as it was pushed out almost as quickly as it was brought in, making room for the other. We could almost count the rotation of each wheel as our head lay rattling against the bottom.

1, 2, 3…

[marymerchandice]

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[love-faithfully-blog]

Prove to me that you’re not like everyone else.

[moontos-blog]

032212 Fanaccount (encounter with B.A.P.)

032212 - B.A.P.'s Arrival at the airport in SG

At the airport, we didn't have much interaction cos they left for their hotel and i could only see them. No one (among the members) looked my way.

STALKING TIME

Oh then like after they freshen up at the hotel we followed their van and we were like the ONLY fans who followed. Because the journey was long, we got SO MUCH fan service. We were mostly on Youngjae's side and there were also Zelo and Jongup.

And I know I said my bias was Daehyun but somehow at 3am in the morning I couldn't sleep so I wrote Youngjae a letter. It was pink!

Then in front of the card I bolded his name clearly with the words "I LOVE YOU" and showed it thru the glass. AND HE READ IT!!!

Zelo was so cute he kept on bowing and showing us an "ok" sign then smiled. Jongup was like A LOST SHEEP >< he's super cute!

Youngguk smiled and waved at us and so did daehyun. Oh and I did a heart shape with my fingers and Zelo was SHOOO CUTE! HE HAD NO IDEA HOW TO DO IT and he was like trying so hard for us~

We went to their showcase place and since we were the only van who followed there were only me and my friends. Himchan exited the van first so since it was super quiet, i said "HIMCHAN OPPA (he turns) ..... SARANGHAE (he bowed and smiled and waved)" Lol i did that mainly cos I wanted to call for his attention then the other members came out.

Though Daehyun was like in front of me I don't know why but my heart didn't call for him. Youngjae was the last person behind.

I put out my hand and called "Youngjae oppa" to signal him to take my letter but DAMN security guard!

The security guard pushed me away when Youngjae was about to reach out for it. Even he was shocked so I ran ahead and said "Youngjae oppa, please take my present (all in korean)" THEN THEN THEN ... He looked at me STRAIGHT IN THE EYE ...HE TOOK THE LETTER AND SMILED AND BOWED AT ME! WE MADE EYE CONTACT AND MY HAND AND HIS HAND WERE BOTH ON THE PAPER!!!

KYAAAAAA!!! I think he wanted to remember me or smth cos I swear the way he looked at me was like *melts* ~~~ That was the highlight!

Though Daehyun looked at me, smiled and waved it didn't feel the same *(OMG LIKE THE FANFIC) ... plus he has too many fans! ><

Hahah hmmm contents of letter was mostly to take care of himself, don't go on diets, I love him, asking him to accept my heart! ♥

*My friend is talking about this fanfic specifically this chapter lol

SO YEAH I CALL THIS A BRIEF FAN ACCOUNT OF MY FRIEND'S STALKING EXPERIENCE IN SECRET'S SHOWCASE, W/ B.A.P. AS THEIR GUESTS LOL.... AND HOW/WHY SHE CHANGED HER BIAS FROM DAEHYUN TO OUR BRAINY YOUNGJAE. "It started with a pink love letter" XDD Those are her original tweets to me. i asked her if i can share it here and she agreed. Thank you, Fizah!

i really envy her. huuu. When are they coming to PH? i want to see my MOONTOS. and my RABBIT.

cr: FIZAH

[marymerchandice]

I just added this listing on Poshmark: NEw LuLaRoe Lynnae Long Sleeve Blue Top Medium.

[daisychaindoll]

#hungergameproblems

S: Oh hi cop!

K: 45 in a 15 zone!!

M: YOLO!!!!!!

[kingof-bears]

9:30

1. hair = dyed! it's not much different tho, a little lighter/redder but it's all good:) 

2. went to bbt afterwards with gloria omgggg everything there was so good :L but i couldn't finish my strawberry milk tea. had banana/oreo honey toast? and little egg things aha, they were so good. i wanna go back now even tho i'm still super full three hours later. 

3. i need to sort out my priorities and budget my time/money more wisely. lately i've been wasting a lot of money on just food and i feel bad when i actually buy anything else. + of course everyone wants to hang out tomorrow... there are another like 9 days of spring break guys :,) 

4. ready to relax, get some work done for oil pastel, get jewelry designs done, chill with friends, sleep in.

[angsarapmongmahalin]

Bukas na ba talaga? parang kinakabahan talaga ako. Hindi naman dahil sa ayoko na or wat pero parang may mali. haha k. sabi ko kasi bago ko magpa-ganun, dapat ma settle ko muna lahat ng need ko ayusin sa school. parang sign na din kumbaga, kaya parang kinakabahan ako kasi masisira ka yung promise ko sa sarili ko. mali yun dba? kaya, wait ko sign till tom morning. at pag nangyari ang sign, sa monday na lang talaga. 

haha. ako lang nakakaintindi sa post ko. Kwneto ko pag nangyari na. Goodnight.

/i passed the pre-board exam. hello graduation, sure na sure. wow, haha! Thanks be to God. :)