#04-08

[csacskamacskamocska]

„Minden azon múlik, hogy tudunk-e beszélgetni azokról a dolgokról, amikben nem értünk egyet.”

A "minden" kifejezés egy picit túlzó, de nagyon hatásos. Van benne igazság. Mert aházni meg bólogani, összemosolyogni és egyetérteni nagyon egyszerű és boldogító. Beszélni arról, amiben nem egyezünk, az ijesztő és nagyon nehéz. Az örök félelem, hogy az ember elveszti a másikat. Vagy ha nem egészében őt, de elveszti a másik megbecsülését, a kivételezettséget, a tökéletes összhang illúzióját. Uh, mennyire fontos, az érzés, hogy mi összeillünk, ugyanúgy gondolkodunk, ugyanolyan az értékrendünk, ugyanazon nevetünk és sírunk, ugyanazok a terveink. És meglepetten nézed azokat, akik kb semmiben sem hasonlítanak és mégis eléldegélenk már 30 éve együtt. A titok amúgy annyi, hogy nagyra értékelik a másik különbözőségét. Szeretem, hogy ilyen vagy, hogy tudod azokat amik nekem nehézségek, hogy folyamatosan kalapálod a bemerevedéseimet, hogy nem hagysz békén beposhadni, besavanyodni. Nem ellentétesek, csak nem egyformák. Képzeld el, hogy picsa szerelmes vagy valakibe, de érzed meg tudod is, hogy rohadtul nem hasonlítotok egymásra. Nem biztos, hogy belé vagy szerelmes és nem a lehetőségbe, hogy végre van valakid, nem vagy egyedül és van egy jövőképed (család, gyerek, évente görög nyaralás, kitaposott kényelmes élet). vagy végre valaki, látszólag éppen olyan bolond, mint te és egy másik bolondnak csak nem lehet kifogása az ellen, hogy nem vagy normális. (De. Lehet :( ) Szóval az ember picsa szerelmes, de szűk a cipő. Beszélgetni azokról amiben nem értünk egyet, nem azonos azzal, hogy veszekszünk. Van egy formája az ellentétekről beszélgetésnek, amikor elmondom, hogy mit gondolok, de magasról teszek rá, hogy te mit gondolsz rólam vagy a gondolataimról. TE nem érdekelsz, a veszteségtől nem félek, megérteni nem akarlak, csak felhasznállak arra, hogy kiterjesszem magam, dominanciát éljek meg vagy provokáljak másokat. pl a tumbli erre jó példa. Azt hiszed, hogy veled beszélgetnek, mert neked válaszolnak? (tudom, ez gonosz) Van, amikor szeretném, ha megértenél és igyekszem megérteni téged. Nem foglak kevésbé kedvelni vagy szeretni, ha egy rakás apróságban nem értünk egyet. Valami megfoghatatlan dolog hozzád ragaszt, azért vagyunk barátok. És megijedek, ha úgy érzem, hogy elveszíthetlek, de nincs kényszerem rá, hogy feladjam magam e miatt. (ez az egészséges kapcsolat) Szerelemben viszont a hasonlóságokra koncentrálunk, aztán ahogy múlik a szenvedély, megijedünk a különbözőségektől. és itt jön a kulcspont, hogy tudunk-e beszélgetni arról, amiben mások vagyunk, és a kezdeti szerelem tud-e valami tartós szerelemmé válni, amiben az ember némi csodálattal nézi a másikat. Hogy pont te és pont én? Azért ez különös, érdekes, izgalmas, hihetetlen! Ez az optimista forgatókönyv, mert a pesszimista szerint másfél év után egy nap ránézel a másikra és valahogy minden mindegy már.

ja igen. Nem a gyűlölet a szeretet ellentéte, hanem a közöny. Ezért is sokkal ijesztőbb a közöny, mint a harag és ezért mondják, hogy amíg düh van, addig a kapcsolat menthető. Az más kérdés, hogy van-e jövője is.

[coin-operatedsam]

Omg it’s my girl Gabriel innit

[meraki-sunset]

🌙Sketchdump of the mobsters🌙

Mostly Spades Slick

i used pose references for some of these👍

[wandixx]

Phantom, the Young Justice member part 4(-ish, I think) they're unconnected, don't wory

Post TUE, but like, right after

“Recognized: Phantom B-08”

Zatanna and Artemis disengaged from the spar, turning to Zeta-Tubes almost in tandem with the rest of the Team. Wally caught himself preparing to the fight.

There was simultaneously a lot and very little Team knew about Phantom. They knew his favorite constellation, his favorite level in Doomed and his typical fast-food order and which parts were better or worse than Nasty Burger in every fast food place they visited. They didn't know whether he was ghost or meta or something else, they didn't know his non-hero name or if he had one at all.

There were things falling somewhere in between on this spectrum.

But they knew for the fact that he wasn't supposed to come in today and that he didn't use Zeta-Tubes unless situation was really dire. Yet even then it usually required a lot of convincing, as seen during whole Klarion-two-Earths debacle. At some point during it, Wally considered how faster would it be if he just asked Phantom to stack up on high- calory food and run to pick him up instead. In the end he didn't say anything, because ghost agreed, sounding like he was just sentenced to the gallows. Understandable, considering his... everything around portals in general, but especially ones that feel like they're taking someone apart. But! The point was, hearing Zeta-Tube call out Phantom was not normal nor a good sign. Fact that they didn't know what was going on or expecting him was unprecedented.

Wally sprinted out to get fire blanket. They owned actual weighted blanket, carefully washed and [wietrzony] to make sure it wasn’t smelling bad to anyone with enhanced senses, but for some reason fire blanket worked on the ghost the best.

He was back before other boy fully settled against wall of the Zeta-Tube, tugging at his hair like he did when he needed to calm down. It’s not like slowly breathing really did anything for him. Wally wrapped him up, making sure it was tight enough that hands he put down would not have room to do any real damage. It tended to happen when he was like this.

Wally very carefully didn’t think about the fact that Phantom didn’t even have enough energy or presence of mind to leave Zeta-Tube even though it was always first thing he did. Even, or maybe especially, when he forgot where he was for a moment.

Rest of the Team crowded around them, talking soft encouragements, rubbing his back and hair, tapping rhythm for him to… just overall ground him, Zatanna made up some ice too. Phantom seemed to shrink away from they’re touch, as much as he could when they were everywhere. Black Canary sharply told them to back away.

They all took few steps back, because something was really wrong and they weren’t helping but they had to try and–

Light erupted from somewhere under the blanket and traveled up and down Phantom’s body. Everyone, including Black Canary, lunged towards the boy, because what was that? What was that? Was Phantom dying in front of all of them?

Tired blue eyes blinked at them from under the shock of black hair. It was still undeniably Phantom, he stood in the same place and looked the same, except of eyes and hair color and lack of general air of otherness, but-

“My name is Danny Fenton, I'm a halfa, half ghost half human hybrid created in specific lab accident and no matter what, if my family ever dies you can't let Vlad Masters become my legal guardian. Doesn't matter if it means court case, kidnapping or murder,” he rushed out, words tumbling over each other, like he made this little formula and learned it by heart and wanted to get it out before he forgot any part of it.

Everyone just… froze for a moment.

And then Phantom started hyperventilating, swaying were he stood, so they jumped back to action, dragging him out of machine and onto some chair M’gann moved in. Black Canary ran him through breathing exercise (Phantom was breathing, Phantom was breathing, Phantom was breathing and it was so wrong Wally felt hair standing on the back of his neck). With mutual effort from Robin, Kaldur and Zatanna, there was a bag of ice in ghost’s (halfa’s?) hands, to help ground him. Artemis tapped on his shoulder in tandem with Canary’s instructions, while Conner run off somewhere. There was fifty/fifty chance he went to get something or just needed to get away. M’gann flew away muttering something about making a tea.

Wally felt really lost but also overwhelmed by the need to do something, so he tried singing (or humming, at least) some songs that you’re supposed to play when resuscitating someone. Then it hit him, that it felt too fast, maybe because his main thing was being fast and he was a bit too wrung out to focus on being slower, maybe because song itself was too fast, he didn’t know. He sang something slower anyway.

He could almost see the moment when Phantom, or Danny, he said his name was Danny, calmed down enough to understand where he was.

“Hello Danny”

The boy slumped a bit and refused to make eye contact with anyone.

“Hi Black Canary”

“Are you quite alright?”

“Who is attacking?” Wally blurted out without really thinking. They needed to know and, honestly, he was known to be the guy who never thought before he spoke.

Pha-nny whipped to look at him, visibly startled, which was not a good look considering he wasn't really epitome of calm even before.

“No one I know about, why would they?” he asked, sounding way too clueless about it.

“You used very quick mode of transportation, that is also really triggering to you,” Kaldur explained patiently, “one that you usually only travel through in case of emergencies—”

“And had panic attack as soon as you showed up which had not happened after first three times, meaning you were already pretty shaken before going in,” Robin interrupted.

“We want to know happened to make you use it this time?”

There was another slow blink.

“No one is attacking anymore. I won. I won. I saved them. I won,” he said, descending into panicked mutter. Black Canary motioned them to move away again, because clearly, crowd was not helping him.

“Hey, breathing is constant demand, don't forget about it,” Artemis snapped.

“Who did you win with? Who did you save?”

Phantom just glanced at Black Canary and got back to staring into middle distance, technically present in mind and body but clearly not fully. Wally didn’t want to know what horrors made him crash so hard. There were few things that could make him stop joking, even less that could do this.

“Would you…” Phantom whispered and then his breath hitched. Ghost just stared at all of them for a moment, jumping from person to person like terrified rabbit, wide eyed and terrified. Something glass or ceramic shattered behind them.

“Oh, Danny”

“M’gann what’s going on?”

“We’re alive Danny,” she said with conviction surprisingly strong with how soft she sounded before “We’re alive and well and whatever you saw or think you saw, it was a lie. We’re alive and well”

“But-”

“He didn’t kill us”

Artemis pushed her way back to the ghost and shook him by his shoulders.

“What happened, Phantom?”

Phantom or well, Danny, looked through her like he was once again recalling something, that shouldn't be in his mind to be recalled.

And then he explained future that won’t happen, with sauce explosions, dead families and court of talking eyes.

And then he made them promise. Wally doubted any of them would be able to keep it, and everyone knew that, but they promised either way.

[fandom]

Ships

Week Ending April 8th, 2024

Buddie +3 Evan Buckley & Edmundo Diaz, 9-1-1

Farcille -1 Falin Touden & Marcille Donato, Dungeon Meshi

Radioapple -1 Lucifer Morningstar & Alastor, Hazbin Hotel

Shourtney Shayne Topp & Courtney Miller, Smosh

Ineffable Husbands -2 Aziraphale & Crowley, Good Omens

Bucktommy Evan Buckley & Tommy Kinard, 9-1-1

Destiel +5 Dean Winchester & Castiel, Supernatural

Huskerdust -3 Husk & Angel Dust, Hazbin Hotel

Satosugu -3 Gojo Satoru & Geto Suguru, Jujutsu Kaisen

Hannigram -2 Hannibal Lecter & Will Graham, Hannibal

Ivantill Ivan & Till, Alien Stage

Narilamb -3 Narinder & the Lamb, Cult of the Lamb

Percabeth -6 Percy Jackson & Annabeth Chase, the Percy Jackson universe

Soukoku Nakahara Chuuya & Dazai Osamu, Bungou Stray Dogs

Steddie -2 Steve Harrington & Eddie Munson, Stranger Things

Jegulus -2 James Potter & Regulus Black, the Harry Potter universe

Phan Daniel Howell & Phil Lester, YouTubers

Ghostsoap -8 Simon “Ghost” Riley & John “Soap” MacTavish, the Call of Duty franchise

Zukka -8 Zuko & Sokka, Avatar: The Last Airbender

Labru Laios Touden & Kabru, Dungeon Meshi

The number in italics indicates how many spots a ship moved up or down from the previous week. Bolded ships weren’t on the list last week.

[homiu-l]

i miss when "goon" just means you were a lower tier henchman for a big time crime lord

[the-daily-felt]

Draw each member of The Felt but in the shape of their respective numbers

Day 154

(they look so fucking stupid)

[sugdensdingle]

Affair era 2014 (2015)

[lanwangjihouse]

[lance-thunder-reporting-live]

Good morning Amity Park, I'm your ghostly weatherman, Lance Thunder. Today's Sunday, August 4, and there’s a 10% chance of rain. Highs are in the mid eighties, and the lows are in the mid seventies.

The Fentons used a device which expels all ghosts within a 10 mile radius Wednesday night when the family was threatened by the Wisconsin Ghost. Due to adaptations made to this invention, it was able to keep all ghosts away for much longer than the last time it was used.

Unfortunately, their son, Daniel Fenton, disappeared along with the ghosts. It appears that the Wisconsin Ghost kidnapped Daniel and when the ghosts were forcibly removed from Amity Park, Daniel went with them.

Ghosts have slowly begun returning to Amity Park after the ghost expelling device’s effects wore off last night and luckily, Jack and Madeline Fenton were able to find their son early this morning in the southern outskirts of Chicago. Daniel Fenton is unharmed and was able to escape from the Wisconsin Ghost himself without injury.

The Fentons will not be driving today.

[felixs-voice-makes-me-wanna]

he’s so stinkin precious.

[blondebrainpowered]

Vivienne Westwood, 1992

Photographer: David Secombe

[vhscorp]

L'amour est source d'insomnies, le manque d’amour aussi…

V. H. SCORP

[crimsonkies]

⋆˚࿔ #𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

_ is an independent and selective portrayal of Kaia Calugarul born Moreau

Kaia was born twentysix years ago into one of the wealthiest families in New York. As the daughter of a respected judge and lawyer, fate was born in her cradle. She studied law at Harvard before opening her own law firm in New York. While her older brother decided to join the police, just like her father once did before he went to court. However, Kaia wanted more. Her intention was to put the criminals where they belong - in prison. So she closed her office two years ago and is now one of the most successful prosecutors in the New York court. A battle between her own feelings and the law.

𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 ▬ Prosecutor at the New York Court, knows about supernatural human beings, married to @oceansmadness , semi active, minors do not interact, open for plotting no matter what genre, wire:crimsonskies, english & german but german prefered. Pinterest

Real love doesn't need grand gestures. It shows itself in the smallest glances and touches. - @oceansmadness 🖤

[omniscientviewmaster]

Felt doodles of varying quality . Shamelessly stealing @txistugay designs as per usual

[fandom]

'Tis better to have booped and lost than never to have booped at all.

We hope your clicky fingers have recovered from this April Fools' Day boop-fest. Adding to the April 1st chaos, Smosh's Shayne Topp and Courtney Miller announced their marriage and yes, it's real. Also real? Canon bisexual Evan Buckley, to the delight of 9-1-1 fans everywhere. Y'all celebrated both International Transgender Day of Visibility and International Asexuality Day with an outpouring of love and support. Dungeon Meshi continues its run as the top anime series of the spring. Finally, the action (and jokes) just won't stop in Fantasy High: Junior Year. This is Tumblr's Week in Review.

Boop

Dungeon Meshi

9-1-1

Artists on Tumblr

April Fools' Day

Hazbin Hotel

Palestine

Evan Buckley | 9-1-1

Hermitcraft

Baldur's Gate 3

Buddie | Evan Buckley & Edmundo Diaz, 9-1-1

Cats of Tumblr

Smosh

Good Omens

International Transgender Day of Visibility

Laios Touden | Dungeon Meshi

International Asexuality Day

Marcille Donato | Dungeon Meshi

Fantasy High: Junior Year

Pokémon