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I should be watching netflix not studying network concepts.
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Learning to celebrate the little wins!
#fersona#While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day#I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!
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Can I have your attention for a minute
It's nothing bad!
I wanted to share a little website with you, one i have used in the past. It's called Future Me.
All it is is a little web based word processor, that you fill in a letter to your future self, fill in your email address, pick a date, and hit send. The site will store the letter, and send it to your designated email on your designated date. It's completely free, though they accept donations if you like the service.
I've used this site for YEARS, it's not at all new, but it has at times been a little bastion of hope and good things for me. Every year on my birthday, I send a letter to myself, and I receive the one I sent the year before. I write about what I've been through that year, what I've accomplished, and what my hopes are for the year to come.
I have cried every single time I've gotten that letter. I know it's from me, but by the time it comes around, I've usually forgotten I sent it. But... every year on my birthday, I receive a letter from Past Me, who cared enough to sit down and have hopes about my future. And it makes me want to pay it forward to Future Me, and dare to hope that she, too, will remember that someone cared a lot about her future, and choose to keep going even further.
Anyway, I am giving you the link now, because there are definitely going to be rough times ahead of us, but I feel like maybe writing ahead to Future You, to the You that has made it past the rough times, might make them ever so slightly easier to endure. Knowing that Future You is waiting at the end of the line to welcome you, holding onto the letters you sent.
#personal#hope#encouragement#you don't have to send for your birthdays obviously#hell write one every week if it helps#or a year from today or whatever#it doesn't have to be a grand affair#sending your love ahead to Future You may be enough on some random tuesday#send yourself a letter for 6 months from now about 1 good thing that happened#do it daily if you like how it feels#or don't do it I suppose#but I promise it's worth it
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the pitt characters + planet symbolism [1/2]
#the pitt#*#thepittedit#michael robinavitch#samira mohan#frank langdon#mel king#quicklings#userarrow#userishh#usernolan#userrin#tuserhol#userant#svenjalook#userairi#usermali#tuserambs#userrebekah#userwintersoldado#it's like 1 out of 2 in the sense that i would like to do another one and i have ideas but i almost lost my head making this so#might be in 2 months or 2 years lmao.#almost opened a spreadsheet#i guess these are like 60% headcanon since we dont know a lot about them outside the hospital#and blending some of these almost broke me. love the fact that this show is brightly lit but like give me some shadows#i think i have 10 versions of the samira one lol and im still somehow not satisfied but we move#posting it at asshour because im shy
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You allow yourself a moment to indulge in the fantasy of yourself as their chosen companion—their trusted right hand when their own fails them—before the sheer laughable impossibility of anyone finding comfort in such reliance on you clamours and shoves its way to the forefront of reasons why that can never be. You understand this. You truly do. It’s only that—
sketched some scenes from my fic
+ better quality under the cut:
#🐉#sacrosanct#eiars#VALshrue#<- AROMANTIC‼️#the silt verses#<- jon ware and muna hussen forgive me. and the rest of you i guess if youre not here for it just keep scrolling.#jart#i did start trying to colour these but it didnt really enhance them at all. so monochrome on pale grey void it is.#they all look slightly different due to being drawn at different points in the past. oh god has it been 3 months. and its making me twitch.#but its fine 👍#i just really hope no one looks at VALs acne and thinks im trying to make her look like a teenager#idgaf about problematic age gap discourse but that is an adult 1 year old saint with adult acne#anyway this is probably the last time im going to draw them in a happier situation than their canon fate for a while so savour it ig
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Peepaw Starlo struggles. Autism 2 autism communication struggles.
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#frisk ut#starlo uty#ceroba uty#martlet uty#dalv uty#feisty four uty#the cowboy hat draws#FALLS OVER. THIS TOOK OVER A MONTH.#Mostly because of being busy IRL but also because I decided on a new rendering method#Aaaand it was ten times as time consuming and I don't like the end result at all. LMAO. You live and learn I suppose#I hope this is comprehensible um. I think a lot about Starlo being so used to understanding Clover easily and being one of their favorites#And going to Frisk and 1. not really understanding how they communicate and 2. feeling like he isn't their favorite LOL#Idk how well that reads but! Peepaw Starlo musings#Starlo tries his best and doesn't always get it right but he's in a better place now#I know Clover's absence feels very strange here but I just couldn't find a place to put them oops.#Drawing this made me realize I really gotta practice my backgrounds. Hough. Definitely in the new year!#Also I haven't played poker in years so anything that's wrong? Uh monster poker is different. Yup. Thumbs up emoji
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Another year, Another lesbian pride gown moment🌸
#deliart#pride 2024#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jolyne cujoh#hermes costello#jolymes#stone ocean#I MADE IT . LAST DAY BUT I MANAGED TO FINISH IT BEFORE JUNE ENDED#This artwork file ended up with well over 500 layers#i would check the specifics but im not gonna open that thing and wait for a solid 3 mins for it to load LMAO#there are soo many things i wanna change and do differently but its the last day of pride month so times up!#wait i had to change a thing so i opened the clip file and we were on 546 layers not counting differently named ones#like copied layers. of which there are multiple. “layer 133 copy 2 copy 1”. its bad. im NOT gonna merge layers tho.#either way. i wanted the dress fabric layers to have a bit of a butterfly wing feel but i got a little sidelined#maybe ill make a more direct version next year?
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at work
#one piece#paulie#iceburg#(cells at work opening plays)#this belongs in a monthly sketch log honestly but its only week 1 of the month and i quite like it so here u go ...#fun instance where the characters just kind of posed themselves and i found sfuff to read into! like:#*stuff ...#this would take place a few years before the mugis arrive in w7— slightly more casual look on iceburg#& still kinda rookie-ish paulie: one arm behind back respectfully while listening but not enough sense to point his cigar away from his boss#id also like to point out: coffee stains on an 'urgent' client folder
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if theres 1 million yukio stans im one of them, if theres 1000 yukio stans im one of them, if theres 1 yukio stan its me, if theres 0 yukio stans im no longer alive. if the whole world is against yukio then im against the whole world
first image is a manga redraw, original will be below cut as well as ID's repeated from alt text
first ID: redraw of several manga panels from blue exorcist. they are colored and painted in cool colors. panel 1: yukio suddenly calls "rin!" causing rin to jolt his head towards yukio. panel 2: yukio stares intensely at rin, saying "Satan is a demon. And demons will say anything to trick humans… so don't listen!" rin looks surprised. panel 3: yukio getting really into it saying "Got it? You have control of your flame now! That's the result of hard work the rest of us can barely imagine! You're helping people! So you aren't wrong!" panel 4: yukio breathing heavily from his outburst. panel 5: rin rubbing his neck and blushing with a big grin on his face. yukio asks "W-what's… that look on your face?" to which rin responds "Huh? Heh heh heh heh! You hardly ever compliment me! So I'm blushing!" panel 6: zoomed out picture of rin punching yukio's arm. yukio says "I didn't compliment you! I was just stating facts!" rin says "c'mon, admit it!" and yukio says "Seriously! I didn't!"
second ID: digital portrait of yukio okumura smirking devilishly, with a pale blue left eye, dressed in a coat with a harsh white background.
third ID: digital painting of yukio and rin's eyes (intended to be at the moment of yukio's face-heel turn). yukio is glaring, his left eye aflame, and rin is confused and concerned.
fourth ID: crude drawing of rin saying "Why don't we let the guy whose every plan could be reasonably construed as an abstract suicide attempt take a crack at it" (text post by theboost), while pointing over his shoulder at yukio
fifth ID: crude drawing of rin running holding a steel chair over his head and yelling "Yukio you crazy bitch!" (in all caps and with a lot of exclamation points at the end). the background is a photo of the arctic.
sixth ID: the original manga panels the previous redraw is based on. they are in black and white. panel 1: yukio suddenly calls "rin!" causing rin to jolt his head towards yukio. panel 2: yukio stares intensely at rin, saying "Satan is a demon. And demons will say anything to trick humans… so don't listen!" rin looks surprised. panel 3: yukio getting really into it saying "Got it? You have control of your flame now! That's the result of hard work the rest of us can barely imagine! You're helping people! So you aren't wrong!" panel 4: yukio breathing heavily from his outburst.
seventh ID: part 2 of the manga panels (they were consolidated into one image for the redraw) panel 5: rin rubbing his neck and blushing with a big grin on his face. yukio asks "W-what's… that look on your face?" to which rin responds "Huh? Heh heh heh heh! You hardly ever compliment me! So I'm blushing!" panel 6: zoomed out picture of rin punching yukio's arm. yukio says "I didn't compliment you! I was just stating facts!" rin says "c'mon, admit it!" and yukio says "Seriously! I didn't!"
end IDs.
#does it make me look more or less insane posting these together than separately#see my problem is yukio is the character i like so much that i get embarrassed posting about him . my number 1. my goat#i dont even really like the shonen genre anymore but ive kept up with the blue exorcist manga for like 10 years. FOR HIM#MyShrimp#his brother is here too i guess#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura#ao no exorcist spoilers#blue exorcist spoilers#aoex#art#2025#2024#< if you look closely the portrait says '24... i drew it in like december and just never posted it lol#eyes pic is also something i drew a few months ago and never posted before#'satan is a demon' chat is this true?
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Of course they'd be jumpin on a pile of leaves, it's basically mandatory.
#This had been in my WIP but I won't be able to add bg details and render this the way I imagined it this month so I'm just gonna wrap#this up before the winter season comes.#I don't think I practiced drawing a fall background this year?#Someone once told me they don't like diving in a pile of autumn leaves because it's where the little bugs and spiders hide.#After that I've been lowkey paranoid something poking under my shirt is a spider or some centipede#when I'm messing with a bunch of dried leaves.#1. I don't wanna get bitten by a spider or a centipede. 2. I don't wanna accidentally squish them. Creepy 😭#connverse#Steven Quartz Universe#Connie Maheswaran#SU#Steven Universe#autumn#my shiz#Steven Universe fanart
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Cringetober Day 1. Screenshot Redraw
inspired by this early eah scene where raven "lets her bad side out" playing guitar and my cousin and I go "apple's probably losing it" and then they cut to her and she's making this face ↓
#starting off cringetober strong with day 1 on day 4 lol#I'm gonna steamroll through 2 and 3 today (and I have 4 unposted from last year so that's convenient)#prompt months are a good excuse to a draw bunch of media But last week my cousin and I rewatched some eah (my first time since high school)#so it's in my brain right now anyway :)#ever after high#eah#raven queen#apple white#rapple#tagging rapple because I made this with rapple intent but technically this is literally just what happened LOL#I Still feel like I didn't push her expression quite a far as they did but you can look at the screenshot. she's sooo funny she's so#unsubtle#this also started out as a meme redraw can you guess the meme#huge shoutout to the heart card in the bg looking like a deliberate choice on my part to make this look romantic#september 2024#(yes I did start this a little early)#cringetober 2024
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from the homumiko mines
#dgs#tgaa#dgs spoilers#tgaa spoilers#homumiko#idk why mikotoba is taller in the kiss. hes on his tiptoes#the first one is inspired by the moment when sholmes puts his hands on ryu's neck so he can feel how cold they are from blood loss lol#anyway i continue to be deeply fascinated with early years homumiko#i feel like my view of their relationship is more slowburn than most#like. they were both not at their best when they met and i can very much see a scenario where they start living together w/out necessarily#liking each other#the last one in based on a line in 1-5 where gregson (?) says that after an hour of blood loss even sholmes piped down or something#which makes me think he would not shut up beforehand. and i think he'd say some stuff He Really Shouldn't Have#but susato wrote it off as delirium + she was too worried abt her dad and messing with the crime scene#que like 5 months later her going .........ohhhhhh#thats not how you write que i think. anyway
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I never loved the idea of "retiring from a fandom" PEOPLE CAN STILL BE IN IT EVEN IF THEY'RE NOT MAKING CONTENT OF IT EVERY DAY !! If you ever see me enter a fandom, you better believe I'm never leaving it. They're like little trinkets I collect to put up on my shelf to admire forever. I look at them like wow :D all the things I like :D all up there hangin' out :D
#esp with artists#i feel like there's always this thing online where ''ah‚ its been a few months since (x) drew (fandom)‚ they must not like it anymore :/''#like there's a pressure to keep making content to prove that you're a fan ..?#like hell no I can be klance's no.1 fan even if it's been years since ive made a painting of them#i still like rottmnt even if its been like 6 months or so#I DIDNT GO ANYWHERE !!!! IM STILL HERE !!!!!#ash rambles
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This is my propaganda
So glad to hear that aah ToT I love them a lot too
#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jshk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jibaku shonen hanako kun#my art#yugi amane#shijima mei#aoi akane#mitsuba sousuke#mirai tbhk#me: doesn't post for 1 month#also me: post two things on the same day#this will not be the norm though lol#this makes me so happy to hear dshgdsn#they really are at first just a group I really wanted to see interact but they are living rent free in my head for more than 5 years now#so happy to see other person liking them aaaah#lil doodle of them because this made me happy yay#this is a different artstyle every post but youhou
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Edi's birthday playdate yesterday, including new friend, Grim. Edi was a little disappointed that a boy was invited and spent part of her party on the other side of the acre pouting under a tree. But eventually she warmed up and they all played!
#grim is 2 and in the prime of Feeling Himself#edi thought that was gross and horrible#but his mom corrected him big time for getting too In Her Business and then edi was like#oh ok actually lets play#get whooped? all good#eden#1 year#12 months#pip#6 years#zozo#helly#grim
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I love your take on Crowley!
I know that the early, non-Diasomnia stories aren't really your thing, but are you reading the novels at all?
I have been following some of the fan translations and the second book seems intense! Would love to hear what you think about them.
thank you! 💚💚💚 I'm not really sure why you think I don't like the earlier arcs though, I love pretty much all the characters and their storis! (I think 5 and 1 are my favorite of the past episodes, though 6 infected me with the Shroud brainrot something fierce.) I just...ESPECIALLY love diasomnia. :') but there is room in my heart for all of these dweebs! like, who among us is not just as ride-or-die for Adeuce as they are for us.
that said, I don't really follow the other adaptations like the manga (aside from a dip-in just to see the new Yuus) or the novels, though I keep meaning to check them out! I do like seeing the differences between the different forms of media, and how certain things get adapted one way or another! but alas, time/a lack of accessibility stands in our way more often than not. :( someday...someday I will have time to consume all of the media...
#art#twisted wonderland#i have been playing this game since the day it came out#and believe me i could not have stuck with it for the past three and a half years if i was not deep into all of these idiots#not to harp on it but i do think it's funny because i actually. really did not like the diasomnias at first.#it was like a month before their cards/personal stories were added and so we knew almost NOTHING about them#the website descriptions basically make everyone sound awful#so i thought they were kind of mean/boring compared to everyone else!#(except maybe lilia but i was mad at him for the two seconds of 'girl? 👀' hope i had when they were revealed)#but once their cards came out i fell just as hard for them as i did the rest of this silly game#well. sebek took a little longer. but his ketchup incident converted me.#anyway i have so much sentimentality for episode 1 especially#the prologue was like 'oh this is actually a very silly game! oh there is a plot!'#episode 1 was like 'oh i LIKE these characters and what they're doing with them'#(i think ace punching riddle was the moment i decided i REALLY liked this game) (sorry riddle) (you were being a huge dick though)#also...ink drips. ink drips everywhere.#look when i say this game is laser-focused at me and my tastes specifically i am not kidding
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