#AND I GET IT I UNDERSTAND IT I ADMIRE IT
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big thank you for everyone who voted!! hope y'all have a happy easter 🐇🌸 if you celebrate it! I'm excited to crack some confetti eggs 🥚 with my niblings!!
if you don't celebrate easter, I hope you have a good Sunday 💜
#i took the selfie today because the weather says that its going to rain tomorrow and we might not be able to celebrate it#no joke#i was kind of bummed out most of y'all voted the strpe one haha. i was only able to lose 3lbs not 5lbs!!#okay i need to vent a little#so my brother last minute cancelled a gathering bday party for my nephew and instead just want to spend it with his family#AND I GET IT I UNDERSTAND IT I ADMIRE IT#but FUCKING ASSHOLE 🤬🤣#i wanted to snuggle give my nephew bday kisses!!! and force hig and give him my gifts#aghhhhhh#another thing: a good thing about this new job is having weekends off but...#the fact that we don't get the same benefits as the permanent employees suck because we can get fired without any dispute#i am only sharing this because someone got fired yesterday without being given a warning or ''coaching''#sighhh#i will be fine it's just stressful#i am trying to see if i can save up in Nov and transfer to tacoma for a permanent position#a change seems like it would be nice for me#okay —#i am going to go to buy my favorite chocolate then go for a walk at the park#hope y'all have a great weekend 🤟🏽✌🏽#its a me#personal
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rivals
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hinata shouyou#kozume kenma#fanart#ik tons of ppl have drawn a similar concept before but ive wanted to do one too for ages AKSJKA#was so overwhelmed by how amazing the nekoma movie was last yr and didnt end up drawing anything bc i wouldnt be able to live up to it kjhf#it looks so much better on my computer screen than my phone tho what da hell.... WHATEVER itll look completely different printed out anyway#ANYWAY !! FIRST PROPER ART OF THE YEAR HELLO#this year i would like to get better AT#COMPOSITION. SHAPE LANGUAGE. 3D FORMS AND SIMPLIFICATION#i like realism and its what im used to but last year i was thinking a lot abt art i admire and its always very Shapes#obv u need to understand realism to be able to do that which is why i go to life drawing#but yea. u have to practise BOTH at the same time theyre 2 diff skill sets which can feed into each other#anyways that was my big realisation last year#the last few pieces have not been turning out Exactly how i want them to but i have to remind myself its what i can achieve#at my current skill level and i have to keep studying and looking and learning if i wanna improve#anyways. ART!!!!#took several pics of myself with a kitchen knife to use as ref for this lmao
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u don't understand senku wanted gen to understand that it's christmas SO BADLY


like he hung up those light bulbs on the tree and just started dropping hints randomly. like oh, today's perfect actually. i'd say we're right on schedule. nudge nudge wink do u get it gen do u get it
and then it FINALLY clicks to gen that it's christmas so senku pulls this classic tsundere move:

#me thinks senku enjoys impressing gen#like sure gens the only modern timer so hes the only one who will understand The Reference#but even post-stone war senku still acts this way u feel me#not saying that senku doesnt like impressing other ppl tho bc#well it's not rly abt impressing ppl per se he just likes it when other ppl admire science just like him#he just gets so smug abt it with gen#which makes his science explanations etc feel more personal idk#and so i conclude from the mini compilation ive saved in my gallery that senku particularly enjoys impressing gen#i also have a chronic disease of being delusional yes yes i know#dr stone#dcst#sengen#urghh whenever i say the word christmas too much my head plays#almost christmas means IT WASN'T CHRISTMAS#phoenix u will always be famous#dcst posting
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Team Dark Week Day 7 - Live and Learning Experience
If he can pull this off he'll earn himself a wayfinding badge for his scout sash 👌
And that's a wrap on Team Dark week!! Bit quicker with the shading and background this time because 4 panels in this style takes forever actually h a h - that said I'll be touching them up before I post this whole week of panels as a master post soon (which will include some extra little doodles I didn't get to add to the main plotline), so keep an eye out for that!
And for those of you that have been following along daily, I hope you all enjoyed this silly little hiking story!
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#team dark week#teamdarkweek#rouge the bat#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#sth#For those of you following me long enough the little sketchy compilation of jokes when I masterpost this should be quite familiar haha#I plan to touch up a lot of the panels first like adding actual backgrounds to this one and shading it properly lol#shadow's wearing hiking boots here so he's gonna have to hoof it manually wish him luck!#he'll definitely be leaning nonchalantly on the car by the time rouge gets there#(he only made it there 10 minutes before she did and was certainly not at all panicked he'd miss it no siree)#(rouge just so happened to be admiring her new jewels nearby for a cool 20 minutes so the timing worked out well~)#omega has gps but it's more honorable for shadow to win this fight to understand maps on his own#(it's funny)#comic#my art#doodles#realizing I inadvertently made rouge Way taller than shadow here lmaO#i'm leaning into it by this point she's tall and that's the canon I'll live by#okay time to sleep for 48 hours whOO
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i did NOT just see someone complain that s3 is “reducing lottie to her mental illness”……….. oh my fucking god two episodes in and the horrible takes are already rampant
#also i need you to stop fucking calling travlot siblings just because you’re repulsed by the idea of them being romantic#it’s really fucking weird and annoying#what about their dynamic seems fucking familial your resistance to a specific type of dynamic is making you unable to interpret the show#i’m not even saying it’s romantic i think it’s complicated i think it’s a lot of things i think it’s fucked up#i think travis is trying to reconcile the fact that lottie gave him a significant form of trauma by sexually assaulting him#WHILE HE WAS UNDER THE SAME INFLUENCE SHE IS FORCING HIM TO BE PUT UNDER NOW#with the fact that he LIKES her. he admires her. he trusts her 😭😭 he feels safe with her#god#and lottie’s just so desperate to speak to the wilderness she’s going to really extreme fucking lengths to get her contact with it back#she’s unintentionally but actively triggering a trauma response in travis that She instilled in him#anyway#i need y’all to grow a fucking pair so we can talk about this#because it’s fucking. so incredibly crucial to understand both characters and the show as a whole#sighhh#rant over i guess#lottie matthews#travis martinez#travlot#yellowjackets#yellowjackets season 3#yj#yj season 3#yj s3#yellowjackets s3#yellowjackets spoilers#yj spoilers#yellowjackets season 3 spoilers#yj s3 spoilers
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Thank you, Sleep Token, for making it so incredibly easy to love you. ✨️
#sleep token#worshitposting#its so funny bc like once you get it once you're here#you understand it all you understand the love the admiration the awe#all of it and its just is so free flowing from everyone#like really end of the day it really is an honor to be here#and if others knew™️#if it ever clicked for them then they would see it too#like imagine knowing you could be so fully and wholly yourself#and thats what fans absolutely devour#like not to be all lightning in a bottle bc cliché but but#it really is something so rare and i think the ppl that get it know that#know that these things dont come along very often and bud we are all taking it stride by stride together#long story short again ty st#for making loving you the absolute easiest and most pleasant and happiest thing in a lot of our lives rn#at least mine#♥︎
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What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?
#fe warriors three hopes#mercedes von martritz#miklan anschutz gautier#we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it#i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way#so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault)#did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him#no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF#no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how#he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes#who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ?#like that npc stuck with me a while ok#just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now#i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo
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its two in the morning and i'm plagued by thoughts of the von zarovich brothers
#if u are my players and u see this: no you dont#curse of strahd#strahd von zarovich#sergei von zarovich#listen. LISTEN. i am a tragic and doomed sibling enjoyer#i am also an eldest sibling irl#i get strahd and his jealousy. i do. i understand it#but god. them#duty vs free will vs love#and how sergei. wonderful sergei. perfect sergei. gets everything. because of course he does#its handed to him on a silver platter#and strahd? fought with bloody hands to get what he wants. he takes and takes and takes#sergei. full of love and admiration towards strahd#i do think strahd loved sergei as best as he could#and i think that love turned to something sour when he tries to keep the order of things#sergei breaking the rules vs strahd whos had the rules drilled into him since he was a boy#strahd who felt like he had to prove himself to his parents to get their love vs sergei who got it immediately#ooooooughh im thinking so hard#i cannot stop#theyre so abdndjskakwk#strahd not allowing sergei to break free of their princely duties bc its the only thing he has left of their parents#he is the warrior. sergei is the priest. thats always how it should be#yet here he is#breaking that#breaking what his father created#and strahd realises too late that that was ever an option for him#look how happy sergei is. why cant he be allowed that? surely hes allowed that after all the blood and fighting?#why cant he get that#sibling jealousy. again. i /get/ that#god. i cant wait to tell my players more about sergei & strahd
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it kind of destroys me that kim is the one who's more outwardly affected by chuck's death than jimmy. and it's not because she cared about him more than his own brother did, chuck was never much more to her than her boss (and her partner's brother who was pretty rude to both of them). i'm sure she is sad that he's dead, but she's not really grieving that as much as she's grieving the way jimmy is so clearly in pain but won't allow himself to express it or even admit to it. not even to himself. when she breaks down crying as jimmy reads chuck's letter, it's not about the letter itself. it's the absolute lack of emotion jimmy displays as he reads it. the total disregard for his brother's last words to him. she's breaking down because she's realizing how broken he is in a way that can't be fixed. because he won't even try. won't even admit there's something wrong. and it's not like she's ever viewed him as something to be fixed, like so many others have, she just desperately wants to help him be okay. because she loves him. but she can't.
and then at his reinstatement hearing, she cries again, but this time because he does sound sincere, and genuine. she thinks, here he is. he's finally letting himself grieve. he's finally letting himself move on, by acknowledging the past and the hurt instead of ignoring it. here he is. he's himself again. but then he reveals it was all a performance. he has never been less himself. he's changing his name even. running again, from his past, from himself, from chuck. and he reveals that he thinks of her as a sucker for falling for any of it.
#what a fucking gut punch of a season finale#i've been listening to the insider podcast as i've been rewatching episodes and in 403 (i think) someone said that the reason kim gets so#upset is she wants jimmy to grieve in a way that's more normal/acceptable/understandable to her#and while i think that is probably partly true and definitely an interesting sort of character flaw to give her#i think much more than that she DOES understand that everyone grieves differently and she can accept that in theory#but she also knows jimmy. she knows that this isn't grief it's denial. which yes is one of the 5 stages but he refuses to move past that#which IS a problem. the solution probably isn't to try to pressure him into therapy he doesn't want to go to#but she doesn't pressure him. she suggests it. tells him firmly that she thinks he should. but she doesn't push back when he refuses#anyway i'm rambling. kim wexler you put up with so much i admire you deeply#better call saul#mcwexler#m
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What's your opinion on your little brother having a boyfriend?
Expressly one as nice at jon kent
honestly i think it’s great, i have no idea how the little demon bagged such a sweetheart but im not going to look a gift horse in the mouth-
plus damian is WAY nicer whenever jon’s around which is definitely a pro
#tim drake approved#i think he just looks up to and admires me so much he had to get his own super i understand it#tim drake#damian wayne#asktimdrake#dc#batman#dc rp
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I went to my first ever pride yesterday (I'm originally from the countryside and have been too exhausted or depressed every year since moving closer to the city to go babey) and it was super fun :) about 100 000 people were in the pride parade this time, apparently, which is pretty impressive considering that the entire population of oslo is about 700 000. one fuckhead preacher with a loudspeaker making an annoyance of himself where we were standing, but no one really gave a fuck (correctly) so whatever lol. it did give me a valuable real life image to hang the concept of 'vocal minority' on, because that truly was 100 000++ people being cool and having a good glittery gay time and three (3) shitheads trying to ruin it, and the only reason those three were heard at all was that they were clearly pros at evil and came with a wireless mic so people couldn't easily disconnect it and shut them up
#big shoutout to my sister for helping me get it together and actually go this year haha <3#I did almost miss my bus in the morning because I'd become too wrapped up in a deathloop meta post but well I would be like that#also on a more personal note brought on by seeing a lot of beautiful queer women all in one place...#W.omen. how are they so. you understand. all of them.#pear shaped women everywhere especially you will always have a lover a supporter a respectful but admiring perceiver in me amen#the preacher guy did fall into inadvertent comedy a lot but I don't think he realized it (ni TWERKAR mot mig!! rent free in my head now)#he was also the only one who could remember the fucking script they'd clearly brought fhdskjfa his two little henchmen#did not have the sauce and audibly mixed up words and had to correct themselves and only got to take one turn each#it really made me think about how much of that style of preaching/performance is the sheer grating continuity of it --#the sensory battery of just. words and intensity and shaming rhetoric spewed out continuously.#they all have the same cadence and style of delivery (this guy was swedish to top it all off so the accent on the english run of the script#very funny. also very funny that he thought a norwegian crowd would appreciate a swede telling them what to do#and to return to our 'national values' lmao. our national values have historically included the law of jante (unfortunately)#and wanting dudes like you to fuck off buddy. every time a pride truck came by with speakers to drown him out the crowd cheered)
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i'm gonna do something i shouldn't and vaguepost about pathologic discourse i saw on my dash, specifically about daniil dankovsky and his position in relation to labor unions/organizing
i want to start by highlighting the idea that
a.) labor unions are a good thing
and that
b.) a good character would support that good thing
so people who think a character is "good" feel that character should/would support that good thing
this is the part of the post where i would get into more nuanced discourse except because i've only played the first game (and only the bachelor and haruspex routes) and don't feel prepared to cite certain passages from memory i feel unprepared to actually address some of the arguments made
so i'll just say this
i completely and totally understand the impulse to apply the simple a-b logic highlighted in the first part of the post to a character you like, and am not immune from doing so myself. but:
danil dankovsky is not a good person.
and he waltzes into town wearing the single most expensive piece of clothing in the game on his back.
#i love daniil i truly do#but i don't think you can apply 'it's just a game' logic to his fashion choices#you don't think it says something that daniil's coat is more rare and expensive than big vlad's?#i know it's kind of incorrect to call it “expensive” when it's not an item with an in-game price in rubles#but for god's sake#it's a full length coat made of snakeskin leather#i've seen pieces of snakeskin leather in person btw and they are PRICEY#like MAYBE i could be convinced that vlad's coat was more expensive somehow but probably fucking not!#listen. to me daniil dankovsky is a liberal noble#and to me even that is admirable in it's own way (flawed as it may be)#at absolute best he's some sort of right leaning menshevik adjacent to the RSDLP but both of those options are basically wishcasting#he's not a hardcore pro union guy ok yes he can criticize big vlad but mere criticism of working conditions does not a labor organizer make#once again. the most likely option is that daniil dankovsky is some form of liberal nobility#basically it would explain how he can gesture towards radicalism (with the utopians)#while also being able to take certain reactionary positions (also. kind of. with the utopians. and just how he acts in the game)#i could keep yapping but the thing about the politics of pathologic is that they are never ever ever simple and easy to understand#even when limited to the local politics of the town on the gorkhon and not applied to the larger context of early 20th century russia#btw me saying that dankovsky could be adjacent to the RSDLP mostly has to do with the interpretation that pathologic takes place in 1924#just for reference#im not getting into that any further than i already have pathologic is full of contradictory rabbit holes as it is#if you are confused please return to my points about him owning a snakeskin leather coat and not being a good person#pathologic#pathologic meta
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re: Mack giving Sid baby fever, I’m picturing the year 2041, when Sid is faced with his 15 year old child, who has inherited all of their father’s border collie slash hungry falcon energy and is intent on putting all of it towards like…competitive geoguessr. increasingly complicated rubik’s cubes. ice sculpture.
ok i actually feel like sid would be VERY good at understanding a child who was intensely, obsessively into something and spent all their time working hard to improve at it, even if the activity itself was something that was a total mystery to sid. he would be like i may not understand the thing but i understand you, profoundly
#i also think if he had a child who was just like here for the vibes and a good time with the boys (gender neutral)#he wouldn't like TOTALLY get it but he could understand and even admire it#like you want your child to have a better life than you did. you want your child to be mike#i'm trying to think of the type of child he would have the hardest time connecting with
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Solo Leveling Season 2's Final Scene
#sung jinwoo#solo leveling#PEAK#PEAKKKKKKKK#THIS IS CINEMA BRO OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDD#OKAY I NEED TO CALM DOWN#LISTEN#it's a bit sad that they shortened the scene with him thinking about his mother cause that was a nice touch but i can understand why#BUTTTTT#THE WAY THE SOLDIERS APPEARED OUT BY ONE FROM HIS SHADOW#AND THE WAY THEY KNEELEDDDDDDDD AS HE WALKED IN FRONT OF THEM#THE SLOW-MO WHEN HE PULLED ON HIS TIE#THE CLOSE UP WITH THAT FUCKING SMIRK???? HELLO???? SIR??????#NAHHHHH BRO THAT GOT ME TWEAKING FOR REALLLLLL#CINEMA CINEMA CINEMA anime has never PEAKED so hard bro wtfffff#ALSOOOOOO i love love loveeeee how they did the scene with cha staring into the horizon thinking about wanting to get stronger so she can#catch up to him and be worthy to stand by his side like that's PEAK ROMANCE to me idc what anybody says SHE admires HIM and HE admires HER#i'm so done with toxic relationships in anime bro i need to see a couple respecting each other's strength and treat each other with kindnes#and I know they'll be straightforward with their feelings too so UGHHHH LOVE THEM#the way cha's eyes glimmered when she thought about him... girl you're cooked
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While I am having a lot of fun working on Hermitcraft A Day May, it has left me with very little time to write, and I feel itchy. I want. To write.
#spazzcat barks#delete later#@_@ the siren song it is calling me#i am but a moth flying as hard as i can towards the moon but the lights the lights the lights the lights#i might have to miss a couple days XD#i still have a little bit of writing time at work#but thats on my phone#i crave my laptop screen#i want to he able to see more than 2 sentences at a time#[gnawing on the bars of my enclosure]#everyone: no one is forcing you to do hadm you can stop at any ti--#you dont understand you dont understand this is the longest ive ever done an art-a-day challenge#my iron will is admirable but finite my patience is white knuckled aaaaaaaaaa#anyway#im going to bed now XD#needed to get that out of my system
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the eroticism of showering top surgery scars with gentle touches and bite marks and kisses and hickeys and
#i get sad when i think about how my post-op body has never been Made Love To. which feels rediculous#in desperate need of t4t admiration and yearning and pride and understanding#.doc
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