#BASICALLY MY DMS ARE OPEN LMAO

[heartblobs]

This year I want to try and be more social on here because I want to be all of your friends and talk about our little pixel babies and gush but I am SO awkward 😭

[threads-strings]

how would donn react to someone (specifically an orphan) coming back to meet him, following him to the pub and the docks, basically trying to insert themself into his life after he bought them from bailey?

(i'm too embarrassed to just throw my pc at him through pms so i'm doing it through anon)

You don’t have to be embarrassed but if you’re more comfy with it you can do like a lil signature so I know it‘s the same anon/PC you ask for

Donn would think they‘re just highkey crazy, probably feel a little bad that this „kid“ (he just calls ppl kid that are way younger than him) is walking after him like some lost puppy, but he‘d still wreck their shit every time. Basically hey they‘re around me, free use toy. Not my fault they keep putting themselves into situations (<- 100% his fault). I think he‘d assault them a few times thinking eventually they‘ll stop coming around but when they KEEP coming he‘d be. Hey why the fuck are you still here kid. Are you daft. Do you have a death wish or something.

I imagine he‘d literally treat them like a stray, be dismissive at first and try „shoo“ them away and then at some point he‘s starting to leave some food outside (figuratively throwing them a bone) cuz he‘d get a little concerned this orphan keeps coming back to get their shit rocked. THAT‘S tho if the orphan isn’t trying to manipulate his life or work tho, or acting up otherwise (if they follow him around like Kylar and get possessive he‘d turn more cruel to get rid of them 💀).

[the-kipsabian]

i really just dont think more than one person cares that i write fics tbh

and yes i love that one person so so so much and i love creating with and for them and its the light of my miserable existence

but it would just.. sometimes be nice. to be acknowledged when i do share something publicly

and yes i know it only matters that im happy and im writing for a niche ship within a niche fandom; trust me ive heard it all before. it doesnt change the fact that i feel like i dont even exist as a writer, like in general. within the fandom or otherwise

and idk its just very demotivating and it sucks so

[celeste-the-witch]

Hi! I'm Celeste! I'm a 22 year old autistic transbian who's fairly disabled! I'm also utterly obsessed with other trans people and want to break the world record for the number of people in a polycule lmao :3. My dms are open to any above age transfem, cis girl or transmasc. Kink list after the "keep reading."

Dni (do not interact): chasers, cis men who try to flirt with me, terfs, "sissy" accounts, trans fetish bots and people who will get upset if I offhandedly mention some of my lighter issues instead of just asking me not to do that (I'd stop doing it if requested yknow).

Please donate to my paypal, cashapp or venmo btw. I'm really struggling financially. You can even negotiate terms for continued donations (depending on specifics i may be willing to be a sugar baby or something similar). The link is in my linktree in my bio.

My diagnostic in case yall wanna fake claim me (list included to cover things not included in this diagnostic. They are on my medical file though):

Pet play

Degredation

Cnc

Any form of bindings

Eye coverings and gags

Free use

Hypnosis

Knife play

Being choked to the point of nearly passing out

Being bred

Orientation play (transmascs only)

Basically, I'm super submissive and want to be used to the extreme lol :3. I'm fairly new to the kink community, so I'll probably get more specific as I discover more terms and learn more about myself!

[sakeenaza]

INTRODUCTION!! I'd also like to add that commissions are, of course, open, but since I am still a beginner I would really appreciate if yall go easy on asking for realistic drawings! I'm very excited to be sharing my artwork with all of you!! Have a great day to everyone!!!

Some stuff about me: im a 13 yo girl trying to survive in our canadian weather (actually im turning 13 on march 26 soo basically 13 hehe) :)

my pronouns are she/her, but i dont mind if you use anything else! i make some pretty cool drawings in my opinion, and i love seeing all of your guys' art!! I'm a funko pop collector, as well as a poster collector. (if you were to walk into my room you could tell lmao)

other fandoms im in are the MCU, DCU, xmen, mlp, sherlock, b99, atyd, harry potter, stranger things, house md, dead poets society, good omens, percy jackson, legend of zelda, umbrella academy, cruella, hamilton, sonic and several others that I genuinely cant recall, like the countless amout of anime :b

I enjoy almost all genres of music, but indie rock and stuff like cavetown, bwu, billie eilesh take up most of my brainspace. i love rock bands like nirvana, arctic monkeys, the last shadow puppets and maneskin. i am unfortunately one of those people that goes into their liked songs and presses shuffle 😬 (i legit have over 700 songs in there and i love them all)

some of my fav movies are the sonic trilogy, captain america: civil war, all the spidermans, cruella, christopher robin, jjk 0, dead poets society and it. i love film in general, and aspire to get into the art of film making. i love to paint, sketch and scrapbook.

some of my favorite things: drawing, reading, writing, comics, video games, and greek mythology!!

my dms are always open if anyone wants to share their art, vent, or just want to be friends! my username is the same on all platforms and i am completely okay with making requested art! basically i will happily do commissions no matter the cost, and if im feeling extra nice i'll give some people some free commissions! (VERY RARE DONT GET MAD IF YOU DONT GET IT FOR FREE ILY ALL 😭)

im also pansexual!! :D Love everyone!! 🏳️‍🌈😤

If youd like to be friends, dm me here or on discord!! username: sakeenaza

[thereweredragonshere]

Howdy! More on the How To Draw Your Night Fury series...

This ones yet another major road block I've encountered (tho it feels like everything i draw is just one roadblock after another but thats besides the point)

The wings (shoulders? Shoulder arms? I dont know what to call them, the appendage that makes up the wing) and how they attach to the body!

1. Do the wing arms attach flat with back, or just below it? Ie is it flush with the back?

2. Where they wings attach to the body doesn't look to be flush with the back either. Is it? Or does it attach below the back/spine? The back seems to rise above where the wings attach

General advice on the wings (how the attach to the body and such) is also appreciated!!

I dont know what the etiquette on sending images in asks is (whether in the ask or send a dm or whatever), so my apologies if this is not something people do!

But here's a drawing I did of Svea (a Night Fury oc of mine) which used the line of action technique

There's problems with it and I think I know where. You can dissasemble this if you like, I appreciate any and all advice! But this is where a lot of my problems with the back and shoulder/wing are most visible!! Figured it might be a useful guide to illustrate the issue

Hiya! Sorry this one took me a while to get to also lmao

In the image you sent, the wings look generally fine to me! I think the issue you’re having there is the perspective is ever so slightly off

The angle you’re going for would only have one wing-arm completely visible, as yes, the back does rise slightly above where the wings join.

In general, the wings do attach to the very top of the body. The spine rises ever so slightly above the membrane of the wings.

This might better illustrate what I mean. The membrane of the wings have a tiny bit of the back coming over them, basically just the spine and nothing else. Whereas the actual arm of the wing attaches directly at the shoulder, and is in line with the body, even going slightly above the back when in a resting stance

Something else to remember- Toothless has massive and strong wings. There is a LOT of muscle connecting them to his shoulders, that extends down to just behind his front legs and onto the flat area of his back. Dude is POWERFUL

I remember something that I used to struggle with is thinking of the wings as a separate entity to tag on instead of actually being apart of him. The wings bend and move along side the body. They are sleek and fast like the rest of toothless.

Sorry if this one’s a little more lacking in information. It can often be hard to put things into words, but if you’d like further clarification on things do feel free to ask some more questions! (When my inbox is back open lmao)

[heavenlyraindrops]

“ᴏʙꜱᴇꜱꜱᴇᴅ.” | ᴋᴇɴ ꜱᴀᴛᴏ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ { ɪɪ }

☆ Warnings: profanity, sports!photographer!reader, fem!reader, afab!reader, social media au/smau, texting, profanity, pretty unserious tbh

☆ 1.3k words | Available on: Tumblr, AO3

Seeing the notification pop up in your dms was certainly a strange, albeit pleasant surprised.

It was from his account. Your fingers shook as you tapped the screen, opening the chat.

Hey, is this [name]? I just wanted to apologize again for breaking your camera.

You stared at it, unsure how to respond. 

For one, you had no social skills, and, secondly, this was the guy who was not only a massively famous and successful athlete but also a rando you’d been taking pictures of since school. You wondered if he’d scrolled down on your account to see the numerous images of him posted from your college days. 

Its fine, you replied nonchalantly.

On the other side of the screen, Kenji was going feral. “Fuck, Mina, she seems pissed.”

Mina simply stared at him (well, not stared but you know.) and he rolled his eyes at her lack of response, turning back to his phone.

Well, I’m more than willing to replace the stuff for you, he typed out quickly.

Your phone pinged. You frowned at the text. 

If you want ig. 

Oh? My god? Who the fuck replies like that?

While you were stressing out over your disgustingly dry, and even rude reply, Kenji was falling off his couch at seeing your message on screen. He cursed, elbow twisting awkwardly as he hit the floor, but he ignored it, holding the phone up. “She hates me, Mina.”

Mina glided through the air to hover over his face. “You’ll be fine, Ken,” she said. “Perhaps you could even befriend her. You said she went to your college.”

“Are you even listening to a word I said?! She hates me.”

His phone pinged and he stared at your second message. 

Sorry, I meant only if it’s not a hassle for you. 

Relief surged through him. it’s definitely not a hassle!

Well then in that case I don’t mind.

Within a couple of days you found new equipment waiting on your doorstep. You weren’t complaining- and it was an expensive model, too. Higher quality than the one you’d had before. 

Taika nudged you knowingly. “The Ken Sato got you that?”

“The Ken Sato was the one who broke it in the first place,” you grumbled in retribution, and she rolled her eyes but didn’t retort any further. 

“Text him to tell him you got it.”

“What?”

“Come on!” She shoved your phone into your hands, and your face burned. “Look, stop trying to deny you have the hots for him and just-“

“Okay!” exasperated, you lifted a hand. “I’ll do it.”

Hey just texting to let you know the stuff arrived btw, you sent.

You certainly hadn’t expected a reply only moments later.

cool! There’s nothing wrong with it, right?

“Isn’t he, like, a famous baseball star?” You muttered as you typed out a reply. “Isn’t he supposed to be busy?”

Taika wiggled her eyebrows. “Well, I wonder what that means for you if he’s replying so quickly then!” She squealed, and you smacked her away by the shoulder. 

Nope it’s great. It’s even better than the equipment I used before actually

Three dots appeared on your screen to indicate he was typing. And then:

Yeah haha now you can take even better pictures of me, right? Judging by your earlier posts you seem to be a pretty big fan.

You froze.

Taika froze.

On the other side of the screen, on his couch, Kenji froze.

“Was that too forward?” He muttered to himself. “Oh dammit, I was trying to make a joke.”

“Oh my god, I’m so fucked,” you said to Taika, pacing the room. “He saw the pictures.”

She clicked her tongue. “They were kinda sorta public for anyone to see. You’d basically showcased your entire crush on that account.”

“He’s gonna think I’m a psycho, or a stalker or something!”

“I bet he thinks you’re adorable.”

You stopped and turned and glared at her. She flicked her head at the device clutched in your hands. 

“Text him back, [name].”

With shaking hands, you did.

Is it obvious lmao? In that case I guess so.

Typing…

His reply lit up your screen.

Can’t wait to see what picture of me you post next ;)

-

You were feeling bold. You were feeling frisky. Perhaps a little… daring.

The next day, you decided to upload the final pictures the online magazine you were photographing for had chosen onto your instagram account.

And, of course, you picked the one of Kenji as the first one.

Not long after your conversation the other day, you’d seen that he’d decided to follow you back. You wondered what that meant, its implications, but brushed it off for fear of overthinking. 

You captioned the post “These were the chosen pictures for XY Sports Magazine! Glad to have played a role in blah blah blah blah blah blah Kenji please text me again blah blah.” 

And then you threw your phone down onto the couch, and waited. 

-

Kenji almost spat his drink out when he saw your very next post, the day after your conversation, and also to see that he was the first picture. 

What even is this? Flirting? Banter? What the fuck? I’m into it?

He debated between leaving a comment or a direct message, but settled for comment. It was flashier that way. According to him. 

“Glad to see I’m your muse,” he typed, and waited for you to see it. His heart was in his throat. 

-

Of course you saw it.

And you had no idea what to reply to it.

So you simply liked it, pinned it, and hoped that it spoke enough words that you were too flustered to type. 

-

This turned into a regular thing. He’d text you, you’d post him every time you were hired at a game he played at, he’d comment, people in the replies would go feral at his appearance in your comment sections, and then you’d text him. If he ever saw you at a game, on the sidelines of the pitch- not in the stands- he’d wink at you, and fuck that bastard knows my camera’s gonna end up pointed at him for most of the game, doesn’t he? 

You wouldn’t call it a friendship that you two had- you genuinely had no idea what the fuck it was, but you sure as hell weren’t complaining. 

You were lazing around in your bed- it was barely even morning, and you had an off day yet your son of a bitch that you called an internal clock had woken you up at six, when your phone pinged. You picked it up.

Kenji: hey can I have your actual number this time?

Kenji: beats dming you here 

You: sure it’s (xxx-xxx-xxx)

Kenji: thanks.

You stared into space.

Okay, maybe this… relationship between your two needed a label put onto it. You stared back at the screen.

It probably wasn’t going to happen any time soon. 

[bisnes-socks]

okay let's go bananas 🍌

what jumps out at me about bananas is how fruity it is. in many ways lmao.

first of all, i want to talk about his skill once again. because these lyrics are skilled.

so in rap music there are rhyme schemes and there are thematical schemes. a rhyme scheme is about rhyming words and how you alternate between different rhyme types. a thematical scheme is about what you're talking about and how you bake one lyrical theme into different meanings through metaphor. most rap songs will have multiple thematical schemes through the song, and holding on to one thematical scheme for several bars let alone verses takes skill.

well. bananas holds on to one thematical scheme through the whole entire song. and that theme is, basically, fruit and vegetable.  there are ten different fruits and vegetables mentioned in the song and multiple of them are not only there to help a rhyme scheme but because they have metaphorical or innuendo meanings that fit the lyrical content, the subject of the song. they further the plot, so to speak.

on top of that, i'd say at least three of them also work to multiply the fruit theme and lift it into a different level, but i'll talk about that more a bit later.

he is really skilled at using this fruit and veg scheme to "further the plot" and paint a picture. so let's look at some of the bars.

"pokella on mandariinit kainalossa" meaning "the bouncer has mandarins under his armpits". if you understand the line, it's not only hilarious but informative. if you don't, let me explain. this line refers to a finnish slang term mandariinikana, mandarin chicken. mandariinikana is someone who pretends and acts like their biceps are bigger than they actually are. mandariinikana will hold their arms a bit further away from their torso, to make it look like their muscles are so big their arms simply cannot just rest at their sides and touch their body - but in reality, there is no muscle there. in fact, what is actually between their "biceps" and their torso is just air, empty space. so much space you could fit mandarins in their armpits. hence -> "pokella on mandariinit kainalossa" is not only a clever bar in the fruit scheme, it also tells us so much about what kind of character this bouncer is. a very smart line!

"en ole greippi, en ole lime, olen makea ja onnelline" meaning "i'm not a greip fruit, i'm not a lime, i'm sweet and happy" excellent use of the fruit scheme! what does this bar tell us? greip fruits and limes are sour. he denounces being sour, and underlines that he is sweet. which, by the way! in finnish makea works the same way as cool in english. if someone is makea (or makee) that means they are cool. i think he uses makea here to mean both sweet and cool at the same time.

second verse "aamulla kurkut silmillä ja mun otsaan on kasvanut tatti" again, such a cool and informative way to use the thematical scheme. "aamulla kurkut silmillä" meaning "cucumbers on my eyelids in the morning" paints a vivid picture and gives us so much information about where we are in the story. "otsaan on kasvanut tatti" now we're once again deep in finnish territory but i'll try. tatti otsassa (bolete mushroom on the forehead) is a cleaner version of kyrpä otsassa (cock on the forehead) and, do not ask me where this comes from, but kyrpä otsassa means you're very annoyed and put out. so again, using the thematical scheme in a clever way, he has informed us of the mood in the story now.

and so we get to the eggplant. now. eggplant, peach and banana (and the way he's been using bananas in his live shows..) are what i meant before, when i said some of these fruits are opening up another level to this fruity thematical scheme.

because like.

this song is pretty gay. and i don't think that's an accident.

it's not just that the bouncer is checking him out, it's that he notices. giving the bouncer the good old look back, hm? and his DM's are full of eggplants, dick pics. is this a gay club, where everyone is "going bananas"? because hear me out.

jere would have grown up at a time where fruittari was a term used to describe certain type of men. and yes the word fruittari comes from the english word fruit. fruittari men weren't necessarily gay, they were just sort of.. male fashionistas? at a time where it was, i guess, so unusual for men to care about their looks that it needed a term lmao.

now like i said, fruittari men weren't necessarily gay, but then that word isn't really used anymore, not in that way. and i would argue that to refer to any man as any type of fruit, in today's finland, would come across as calling them gay.

so for him to build an entire fruit scheme to describe both himself and other (male) charcters in the song? yeah that's kinda fruity in the gay way lmao.

now, i'm not saying this is a coming out song. i'm saying he's clever to recognise the implications of the fruit and veg scheme and to lean into it, rather than trying to no-homo the scheme. i don't think he cares what people make of his sexuality. i mean hell, it could be a coming out song! or it could just be him being gay for 3 minutes for the thematical scheme of it all. who knows! either way it fucking slaps.

my unpopular(?) opinion is that bananas doesn't have a deep secret meaning behind it, i think it's about what it says on the tin: partying. but of course, when you look at the placement of the song on the album, you can make conclusions if partying also works as a metaphor of some sort in the album narrative. or it could very well be the sort of partying that ultimately has had to end, part of the toxic lifestyle that snuck into his life after the whirldwind of 2023.

however. this song sounds kinda old school to me, for multiple reasons. the sound itself fits this new käärijä era, but thematically and lyrically this also has the ghost of like välikuolema or even like puuta heinää or something. this sounds like the bratty yapper käärijä.

and towards the end of the song you hear these synth hits that remind me of early 2000's, idk like in da club by 50cent etc. so even more old school.

and there's one detail that kind of dates this song. at the very end he says "paita auki Copacabanas". i don't think he means the actual real copacabana in brasil, i think he means a club in helsinki that had a famous dance floor that could fit like hundreds of people. and the club was known for letting absolutely no-one skip the queue, because you could not reserve tables on the restaurant side of the establishment after nine - and in the beginning of the song he is queuing.

well, copacabana hasn't existed in years. i don't remember exactly when it closed, but a new club opened to where is used to be in 2016, so it's been at least 8-9 years. 

so maybe it's a nostalgic song? or maybe it's about slipping into old habits? i don't know.

what i do know it's damn clever either way.

this post is dedicated to anon, who asked me about bananas, got me thinking about it, and so i wrote like the entire thematical scheme bit at 1:30 am

[haveateadude]

bleak horizons iii.

summary *. ⋆ ⋆·˚ opening up it's not easy, isn't it?

warnings *. ⋆ ⋆·˚ depression, self-harm mention, and disordered eating (not explicitly mentioned but you can clearly see it's there)

author notes *. ⋆ ⋆·˚ helloooo welcome to part 3!!!!!! i think this might be the last part (if u have an idea on how this can continue feel free to tell me. u can send a request or just leave the idea in the comments). also just saying, this stuff is based on MY issues and experiences with mental health, so this might not be truthful to everyone. my insta is @/starsfinder_ if anyone wants to vent or just talk :))

remember you're not alone if you're going through a shitty moment, trust me!! ik everyone says to ask for help, and even if that's soo fucking true i know some people are not listened (even if that's literally a fucking RIGHT). so, as i said, you can dm me <33 take care of yourselves pleaseee. can't stress enough how much i want y'all to know you're not alone. hi. hello. i care!!!!!!!! and i'm here!!!!!! so please listen to me when i say everything's going to be alright :)) i love youuuuuu

also, sorry for any mistakes. i'm sooo tired rn lmao

pt1 — pt2 — pt3

I told you a lie, désolé, mon amour

I'm trying my best, don't know what's in store

The next week, I stepped out of therapy crying. I got into the car, slamming the door.

“Hey,” Ellie says softly, looking at me with her hands resting on the wheel, her gaze full of worry. “You okay?”

“Drive.”

“But—”

“Just drive.”

“Okay.”

Ellie starts driving. I wipe my tears, feeling overwhelmed. My mother had called yesterday and made me feel like shit. I wasn't doing my best at school. Ellie and I hadn't gone out since Christmas. So basically, everything was shit. I've also had urges to relapse, and they're just not going away.

I cry. Ellie drives. This is okay. It's okay. Except that it's not, and I haven't told my therapist anything about myself yet. My mother hasn't spoken to me in weeks, and my father sent a cat video on WhatsApp this morning. And Ellie’s knuckles are turning white from how hard she’s gripping the wheel, which makes my heart ache because I know she cares. It makes me want to tell her everything, but the words are stuck in my throat, and I can't seem to get them out.

We arrive at the apartment a couple of minutes later. Ellie doesn’t immediately open the doors, and I've calmed down enough to answer when she asks, “Baby? Are you feeling okay?”

I nod, looking away. The people that I see walking around look sad.

“I’m fine.”

“It’s okay if you’re not, though,” she says. I stay quiet, doubting it. Ellie nudges me with her elbow, looking for an answer. “Hey.”

“Yeah,” I say. “I know.”

Ellie pats me on the thigh before getting out of the car. I get out, too. I don't bother eating dinner that night; I just go straight to bed and fall asleep.

The next few days felt monotonous. I've fallen back into my sadness, the type that isn't bitter but sweet. It doesn't make me want to relapse. It makes me want to stay in bed more hours than I'd like, takes my appetite away, and leaves me feeling nothing but numbness.

I wake up, go to work, study, attend uni, come home, and sleep. The cycle repeats and repeats, and I'm so, so very tired.

Today, I took the day off. I knew I was too tired to do anything, so I planned to rot in bed. Ellie knocks on the door, but I don't answer. I hear the door creak open and the light from the living room creeping in.

"Hey," Ellie says, her voice coming from behind me. "Mind if I lay next to you?"

"It's fine," I say with a hoarse voice. I feel the bed sink at my side, and then Ellie is behind me, wrapping her arm around my torso and nuzzling her face into my neck, leaving a kiss right there. I feel cozy and comfortable. I don't know if this will last. I hope it does because it's a feeling I've never experienced before—someone comforting me? That has never happened.

"Do you want to talk about what's going on?" she asks. I stay quiet. "I care about you. I'm worried."

I do want to talk about it, but at the same time, I don't.

"I'm fine."

"You always say that… You haven't gotten out of bed since you came from work, and the frozen lasagna you were going to make for yourself last weekend has been in the fridge since then." She stays quiet for a second, her fingertips caressing my arm. "You're not doing fine, baby."

Millions of thoughts go through my head. Thoughts I don't say. I don't want her to leave; I don't want her to see how I feel.

"I'm trying, though." It's easy to say since Ellie isn't looking at my face directly. Tears threaten to spill from my eyes. I blink them away; I blink, blink, and blink again. Fast.

Ellie stays quiet, her breath tickling my neck. She kisses the back of my head again, her hand holding mine. I hold it to my chest. "I know. But you don't have to be alone in this."

That hits me like a truck. I wasn't expecting to be held by her, let alone her saying I don't have to be alone. A tear falls from my eye, landing on the pillow. I sniff, and Ellie holds me tighter, not saying anything. She tucks a strand of hair behind my ear with her free hand and kisses my temple.

"I'm sorry," I say, in a moment of pathetic weakness. She hugs me even closer.

"Hey, no. Don't apologize. C'mon, turn around."

I let go of her hand, turning around. Her left hand cups my face and she kisses my cheek, then my forehead, and then she kisses the tears that fall on my cheeks. When she pulls away, she gives me a small smile, "You're going to be okay."

She doesn't want you. She's your friend; she doesn't want you. She will fall in love with you, not your brain nor your scars, and when she finds out about the way you think, she'll leave.

I wake up on Ellie's chest, it feels good to be comforted, I've found. Her phone is on the nightstand, so I just reach it and look at the time. It's eight o'clock. I've fallen asleep for two hours. I try to make myself more comfortable on her chest, attempting not to wake her, but my movements fail and she stirs.

"Hey," she says, her voice still laced with sleep. "What time is it?"

"It's still night," I say, closing my eyes. "We slept for two hours.'

"Feeling better?" I feel comfortable enough to shake my head. "Do you want to talk about it? I told you, I'm worried. And don't bullshit me with the whole 'I'm fine' shit, yeah?"

I stay quiet as her thumb caresses my back, "Did I tell you why I'm going to therapy?" Ellie shakes her head. "Well—back home I had some… issues. Mental health stuff related. I kept going back to depressive episodes. And one day I just asked for help from my mom, because I—I just couldn't stop self harming."

"Baby," Ellie says, hugging me tighter and kissing the top of my head. "What happened? Did your mother react well?"

"Yeah. Surprisingly. I got help. Got better. Sometimes it comes back, and I still get urges sometimes, but I can control it. It isn't as bad as it was before. But lately, it's just—yeah."

"You don't do that anymore, do you?" She asks, worried.

"No," I shake my head. "Not anymore."

"And what about the urges, do you still get them?" I nod, slowly. Ellie plays with my hair. "And therapy? Is it helping?"

"I haven't told her anything, yet. I—I don't know, I can't talk about it."

"What if I go to the next session? If you're okay with that, of course. If you still don't feel comfortable we can look for another therapist or another way to get you help."

I hide my face in her chest when she says the last word. I don't know why I've been refusing to get help. I don't know why I don't like that word. I sigh as Ellie stops playing with my hair and begins rubbing my back.

"I think—I think I would like it if you go with me."

"Okay. Okay, then. I'll go." The room falls to silence again for a few seconds. I feel ashamed for telling her. "I'm sorry you have to go through this… I wish I could do more."

"You're doing more than enough," I assure her. It's my time to hug her tighter. "You’re the first person I’ve talked to about this."

"Yeah?" She seems surprised. "I'm glad you talked to me. I'm here for you if you need anything—I mean it. You just have to tell me, I will listen… You could've told me sooner."

"I'm sorry."

"Hey, don't apologize. I’m just saying, I'm here for you. I've been there for you, always. And… is there something I can do to help?"

"Just be there," I say. "That's enough."

"Mhm, I'll stay."

I think she wants you, a little voice in my head says. I think she loves you, and I don't think she'll ever leave.

Maybe I'll be okay, after all.

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

flash comms (｡･∀･)ﾉﾞ

hello hello ! as it says the tin, im opening up flash comms for the next week-ish up until the 26th

the comms are short. flat rate $7 for 1k words

ill take them thru ko-fi as usual.

basically - i'll have a period where they're open and three days in which i'll be posting them. and then i'll open up the slots again. it'll be 12 slots total.

no hard limits on what you can ask me for except for the following: no snuff, scat or feederism. shipfic and reader insert are fine. if you request smth nsfw, i may ask for a covered up img for of your id so i can see your bday per standard practice.

any ship is fine but if it's one that's gonna get me in trouble i might not post it anywhere lmao

writing for: bnha, jjk, bllk, hq, hsr, bg3, and rdr2

these are meant to be short please keep that in mind when submitting whatever prompt you are interested in having me write. if i feel like something is out of the range, ill let you know and we can workshop smth else

you're also welcome to have me write request that expands on an au that i've written or talked about.

i'll open 6 slots today (11/18) and i'll post them over the course of the next week (11/19-11/29)

i might open some additional slots depending on how quickly my brain allows me to do this but im also in finals crunch time so no promises.

how it works

same as my normal comms shoot me a dm telling me u are interested. pls have an age on yr acc before doing this

ill send you a google form to fill out where you can put your request and all other info

when you're done filling it - i'll direct you to ko-fi where you can pay

ill try to give you an estimate on what day your comm is getting posted but ill be working at them in a random order just fyi

first batch (6/6 slots taken) — 11/18

second batch - currently closed!

edit : the first batch took much longer then expected, sorry for delay.

i had a couple of people / mutuals who reached out, enough that it filled up my second set of slots. so i think i will work on finishing those first and then see when i can reopen commissions in general.

sorry to anyone who was hoping to comm me on this round!!

if you're feeling kind and dont have any interest in getting a comm from me / just feel like it, tips are also appreciated but not necessary. my ko-fi is here though if u like

[viperbunnies]

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Nyallo and welcome to the blog! Tato | 🇵🇭 | 20s | They/them | Sharing! | Gmt +8 ଳ I go by Tato or Tater! (I also go by Yuu if you're from Sky) Welcome to my Art/Fandom blog! I mainly post art of my faves (mostly Jamil Viper) , and my oc x canons (maybe some canonxcanon too in the future depends on the fandom)

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Do not repost my art or use for A*i learning!

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[More info + Tags below!]

ASKS ARE OPEN ଳ All my social media are linked on my strawpage, if it's not there it's not mine. ଳ I'm a bit selective with who I follow back, you can ask to be mutuals but please do so only if we've interacted with each other / or if I've interacted with your post before (I usually won't say no). I'm uncomfortable if you ask to be mutuals and we've never interacted before. ଳ DMS are closed to avoid bot mails, but Mutuals are always free to dm me here (Or ask for my Discord handle if you want to chat!) ଳ I don't mind tags especially from moots! Can be for tag games or stuff i'll like! ଳ I don't mind if you make content featuring my OCs, given that it's done respectfully and SFW. ଳ English is not my first language + I'm neurodivergent, there are times where I may not understand your statement. Clarify it to me gently if I do.

Faves (I'm normal about them): 💙 - All time faves, they have a very special place in my heart. ଳ TWST: Jamil 💙, Sebek, Kalim, Silver, Trey, Jade, Najma ଳ HSR: Boothill 💙, Argenti, Stelle, Robin, Kafka ଳ Genshin: Yoimiya 💙, Furina, Arlecchino, Cyno, Dehya ଳ Dunmeshi: Marcille 💙, Falin 💙, Thistle, Lycion, Fleki ଳ Other Animanga: Higashiyama Kobeni, Bokuto Koutarou 💙, Aira Shiratori, Other interests: Designing OCs, Marine Life, Sky:COTL, R1999, GL/Yuri, JJBA Vocaloid, Various Animangas that I cba to list

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Art related: #Taters doodles - My art tag #Taters fave - Art I'm particularly proud of #Mashed tater - Style experiments/ Art studies / Practices #Viper sightings - Miniseries of Jamil doodles.

OC / OC x Canon ship related: #Oz Damarys - My main twst oc (they're kinda the blog mascot lmao) #Yuudai Yumehara - Based on ingame yuu #Ozml - Main tag for my Jamil oc x canon ship (mute it if you want) #AuroraVoid - Main tag for my Silver oc x canon ship #Croccymouse - Main tag for my Yuu and Sebek ship #Riverofmementos - Tag for my oc x canon Idia platonic ship Miscellaneous: #Taters yap - Some yap session, can be irl or fandom related. #Taters misc - random things, varying from pet photos to low effort doodles #Taters straw - Findings from my strawpage #Taters gaming - Gameplay from the many games i play x.x # (Moot's name)tot - Mutuals! #Taters treasure box - Gifts from others! #Taters brainrot - keysmashing/screaming in tags #Tato fave - art I really like

ARCHIVE: ଳ Old intro post ଳ Color My Tree (Holiday messages!)

[staybabblingbaby]

I saw someone ask @jisunggy and thought it was a fun idea sooooo

moots as stray kids members? ╰(*°▽°*)╯

LMAO you asked this so long ago I'm so sorry, I was in the middle of dying 💜 Probably not going to be anywhere near as poetic as @jisunggy (seriously, they made me tear up T^T) but I'll do my best! Also, I'm restricting this to Moots I actually talk to, bc I don't wanna b tagging folks who have never spoken to me (even tho I absolutely do adore those moots too <3) OK SO!

@brbwritingfanfic - That's my boy Han, right there. This is mostly based on vibes, but like, also, we can go down so many rabbit hole conversations together and end up so far from where we started it's crazy. My adhd buddy 💜 She's also so adorable and passionate, I love getting to listen (or, well, read lmao) to all the things she gets hyped about. It's seriously so fun

@lazyfacecowboy - I.N! she's not the maknae of my moots, but she IS the one I want to bundle up in a blanket the most lol. I want to be a cool older sibling figure to her but I'm so awkward and lame it's not a role i can take on xD Regardless, I love her to bits and I always worry about her. I also think she's more mature than me and cooler than me in every way, so she's very I.N coded tbh xD

@jisunggy - The man, the myth, the legend! I HAVE to pick Felix for Jisunggy, I know their bias is obviously the other Sunshine twin, but I can't help it! Jisunggy is basically my extrovert on this website lmao. Picked me up by my scruff and said "We're going for ice-cream!" and I've been in their pocket ever since. Jisunggy just has a way of making me smile and feel included in this wonderful community we call fandom. I'm STILL getting Bubble Squad tags from them and I hope they never stop 💜 They tag me in things sometimes and it reminds that I occupy another person's brain every now and then and I can't tell you what that does for my self esteem. I'm starstruck by them all the time always.

@thatgirlangelb - My og. my beloved. my daughter, the apple of my eye. She's so Hyunjin coded to me, i'm not even kidding. She's stuck by me from the start, and most of BFP and even some of Soulmate Garden would not exist without her. She's always so encouraging and sweet and I want to pick her brain apart because she has the BEST ideas. Nothing gets my creativity flowing quite like a conversation with her, she's like magic. I'm kissing her brain all the time.

@chancloud8 - My darling 🥰💍 Another ring for you, cos you deserve it 💜 Maybe it's a bit on the nose, but I'm assigning her our beloved leader Bangchan 💜💜💜 She's seriously been a rock for me lately and I don't know what I'd do without her 💔 She's always hearing out my stupid, crazy ideas and patiently letting me lore drop about the most obscure shit. 90% of the lore I babble on about in her DMs won't even be written or make it into the stories they're for but she's always got an open ear and a word of encouragement for me. She's one of those people I never realized I needed in my life until she was there, and now it feels like I've known her forever. You'll have to make your escape from me out of my cold, dead hands, beloved 🥰

@sh0dor1 - My most recent moot! I did not realize we weren't moots until I was double-checking if I knew everyone's pronouns and I was like, "wait, where's Sho?" so I literally followed them right before I started this post. I'm so sorry my dude T^T ANYWAYS! I am gently placing this one in the 'Felix' category. Hype man personified, they're literally so encouraging and lovely to speak to. We don't talk much outside of my replies, but I LOVE getting the chance to pick their brain and babble back and forth when we do talk. My motormouth soulmate 💜 If you put us in a room together I'm pretty sure we could take over the world by pure volume of words. They're always so bright and funny too. A lovely individual 10/10 would recommend

Anyways yeah, I love you all and I appreciate you and you make this hellsite so much better just by bein around 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[bucksaiga]

I do not want to do discourse but I am quite tired so feel free to scroll past this or ignore it idc

First and foremost I do not care if other positivity projects exist. They can exist in unique ways for unique reasons. It's a beautiful thing. I'm sure people love what they do and they're doing it for fun. Personally? I love what I do. A normal amount. And I do it my own way. Kinley Café is my heartbeat and it's always been a project that I deeply enjoy and that I am passionate about. I ask for nothing in return except the chance to touch other people's lives and make them smile by sending out your orders.

I am so comforted by the amount of love and support I receive. It's motivating and has helped me through difficult times. I have been so distracted spreading joy that I've basically breezed through what is usually the most difficult month of my life.

And yet. And yet!! I have been reported as spam so the café does not come up in searches (it's limited/partially shadowbanned I guess you can say. I constantly worry that this affects people getting notified when they receive treats because I want them to know someone is thinking of them. But I have been communicating with Tumblr about it, so don't worry too much). I have received phishing links in DMs and on the order form. And more recently, a password protected blog that hasn't had any activity in 40 days receives nearly a dozen notifications out of the blue because of a months old post circulating as some sort of gotcha, and I find out someone is telling people that I copied an idea (from myself btw) and sent out anons trying to encourage people to call me out over...stealing my own idea?

And I don't wanna hear "they didn't know it was me" because nobody asked me shit! I didn't show anybody any disrespect. In fact, I was being supportive! I showed love! I took the time out to make something because I wanted to continue to encourage the spread the positivity.

And yet, people made accusations even though I was being kind? Do you want a trampoline since you like fucking jumping to conclusions?

KC has been open for FIVE weeks. And I've dealt with all this in a short period of time for absolutely no reason. I've been nothing but kind and supportive of others. I genuinely and sincerely try my best.

I don't wanna let this taint something beautiful or let anything discourage me from doing this again. But I swear to god.....this shit is getting really annoying and bringing out the worst in me. lmao why am I fighting for my life during this little hiatus? I'm dedicating my free time to creating things, and collaborating with others just to spread love and kindness. I don't want anything but peace and quiet.

What's next? Do I have to keep dealing with dumbassery? Or can I go back to sending out treats and going on about my fucking business? Because I do not have time for this. I do not want all this static!!!

I've turned off reblogs. If you want to talk to me privately that's fine but this has been a little overwhelming and I just wanted to get this off my chest.

[milkamel]

Pinned post (updated!)

Regarding asks:

Requests are closedddd!! (I've been very busy with irl stuff so what I'm capable of drawing is my own ideas) IF THE REQUESTS ARE OPEN: - I can draw cookie run stuff, characters (please no OCs), ships romantic or platonic; - Also keep in mind that drawing takes a while and it might take time to draw/I might refuse;

Askbox is open, so it’s fine if you wanna send in an ask! - Literally ask me anything (except for nsfw topics) though it'd be cool if you asked about some stuff I'm into the most at the moment- /jk jk (unless? please do) - Please don't spam much, there are a lot of stuff in my inbox so it's a bit hard to reply to everyone. As much as I appreciate that you take your time to write me a message getting nonsensical messages a bit tiring and confusing sometimes... - Also, if you ask me something in the askbox there's a bigger chance I see it. Like any important/urgent questions -> go there. Or dms work too (though it's better if you didn't- I get very spooked) (Please do keep in mind that I'm low energy and a very anxious person so I won't reply immediately. Or sometimes not at all- It's my own issue and probably has nothing to do with you. I'm easily overwhelmed it's my biggest flaw lmao)

> Also you CAN use my art but CREDIT me please. Whether it's a translation/voice acting/etc, have fun! Just don't use AI and don't use my art for something harmful/malicious/rude. No need to ask for permission <3

Oh, and my other socials: > Twitter/X > Bluesky > AO3 > Tiktok > Strawpage (If you write there I'll answer on my twt)

TAGS TO NAVIGATE: #mmelart - my art; #mmelwriting - fanfics/one shots/etc; #mmelask - asks I answered; #mmelyapping - me talking about some random stuff; ALSO IMPORTANT: #Kross Pain Sharing AU - all the post regarding that AU and fanfic <3 + masterpost (kinda) #Slumbering Truth AU - my crk AU comics, etc. + masterpost (For aldi au stuff go to - @aldiverseau - I haven't visited that page in a while and I'm terrified to do that. Rn it's just the archive of what happened during that day)

💥 Boundaries💥 (still have no idea what exactly I should write)

Basic DNI... I guess?

Please don't be rude. This blog is MY blog so if you have issues with me posting something there's a magical button called "block". If you're being jokingly mean indicate sometimes it even though most of the time I'd get that it's a joke;

Please I beg do not drag me into any dramas/discourses/whatever is going on (unless it's VERY important and dangerous). Proship/anti included, none of that. I'm just here to hang out and post my art I don't want to burden myself with more stress than I already experience daily. I'd rather go touch grass;

Do not use AI when it comes to my stuff. Come on now this should be obvious;

I don't think my blog has a lot of suggestive topics (like once in a millenia) but I suppose if you're under 15 DNI;

Speaking of suggestive if you stumbled on my nsfw twitter please don't repost anything from there as I'm uncomfortable. Also if you're a minor dni with it in any way, respect my privacy and boundaries and we're all cool okay?

For personal reasons stepping away from drawing utmv. Don't mind discussing it occasionally but rn cookie run is my main focus. Thanks for understanding;

GONNA ADD MORE SOON...

As long as you’re respectful and kind you’re welcome here! Treat others the way you want to be treated yourself <3

(last update 21/06/2025, day first and then month lol)

[v3ronicasawyer]

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last updated: 22/06/25

about me!:

pronouns: the people i know irl refer to me as she/her, since that’s what i was born with, and i am technically a girl, but i honestly really don’t mind, use whatever pronouns you want, it doesn’t bother me, i’m open to any (+please lmk what pronouns you’re most comfortable with!! just because i’m not too bothered with my own, doesn’t mean i don’t care about others, i try my best to be as respectful as possible)

stuff i enjoy??: listening to music, playing games, reading, and watching edits and such of my current hyper fixation (which has been heather for like 2-3 years 😼), watching youtube, raccoon facts, raccoons in general, animal facts in general, animals, asks!!

relationship status: single

dms: open!!

- i’m also extremely socially awkward, and i kind of suck at communication, so sorry 🙏

i have OCD, GAD and MDD ( currently ongoing autism diagnosis ) and things kind of suck right now, so yeah ;-;

basic dni

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uhh interests cause yeah:

-heathers!!!

-mean girls! (musical and movie)

-but im a cheerleader

-class of 09

-musicals

-LEGO

-collecting stuff

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music? artists? idk:

- musical cast recordings, obviously, mitski , TV girl (no, not just their “tiktok songs”), radiohead, billie eilish, reneé rapp, adrianne lenker, beabadoobee, dazey and the scouts, kimya dawson, alex g, i’m also a fan of some emo / goth music (thanks to my aunt), but i wont list it all here lmao

- and then just a lot of music in general? i like a lot, so these are just some of the main artists / bands i like.

send me a dm if you want (please i’m lonely), i get far too anxious to dm first, but if we’re mutuals, then it’s most likely that i want to be your friend, i don’t bite!

you can call me anything you’d like, i’m not sure if i want to share my name on here, and i can’t come up with a fake one, but i’ll probably just tell you if we get close enough

if you made it to the end and actually read this, then thankyou! i’m not really expecting anyone to

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(account made 20/01/25)

[psilliguykai]

i admit i havent listened to much of will wood other than a handful of songs, but im still curious abt ur wwww au:3 here r some questions!!

so like are they all kinda the embodiment of different albums? or is this kind of cccc but with ww covers instead?

and do the 4 have songs that are entirely "theirs"/their pov/embody them kinda like the heart acoustic for heart or be born for mind(if that makes sense)? plus what songs would they be i need to listen to more will wood and ponder cccc lmao

also is there a juno incident equivalent??:0 and are they still stuck in a loop?

Yayayayayay !! Thank you for asking :D this got Way Too Long so answers are under the cut :,))

To the first question: both! They’re still 3 guys trying to kind of. operate/Be one guy [William!] and this is basically CCCC but with Will Wood’s songs But each member of HMSW is also Sorta the embodiment of their respective albums. Like they still do the things original HMSW do but their personalities and actions are also based on their albums. I hope this makes sense but lemme know if more clarification would help !!

“Will they get songs that are entirely “theirs”?” yes!! I’d say they’ll probably end up having Roughly the same number of shared and solo songs. Possibly even more exclusively from each member’s perspective? Details are gonna be somewhat worked out as I go along but short answer is Yes :3

short answer to“what songs would they be” is also kind of Yes sorry 😭 there will be at least 27 [probably more??? Depends on how long my motivation lasts :,]] tracks. TNA, ICIMI, EIAL and SELF-iSH will each get at least 3 [almost certainly more] songs featured in the album since each character gets a sorta “solo” like in CCCC, and each character primarily sings from their respective album :)) I also wanna include some “bonus” tracks using unreleased/unofficial songs, poems, etc. so if you’re asking what to listen to uhhh all of it? I’m so sorry 😭 I Will be including a link to the YT version of each song as written covers are posted though so realistically you really don’t have to worry about it until each part of the au comes out. If you want particular WW song recommendations though feel free to shoot me a dm! I’ve got uhhh a couple [<- understatement]

“Is there a Juno incident equivalent?” I’ve been thinking it this a lot but also not enough lmao- this answer might become outdated as I add a little more depth/details to the story but at the moment: probably and I wish I could tell you about it so bad but I haven’t fleshed it out well enough yet :,)

uhhh here as an apology for being an utter Fool extra lore drop !! Cotard has a halo with the like . “Cut here” pattern from the SELF-iSH album cover and can pull the scissors out from it as an equivalent to the OG Soul’s trident . They’re magical. Sorta. This will be better illustrated in the ref sheets lol-

And as for the last question: yes! I think some details are outlined in the master doc but this is the 2012th loop [William splits and recombines fairly regularly and quickly. Or he used to - his split periods have gotten longer over time and the loop WWWW takes place over is longer than any of his past ones] . [3/3/25 edit: that previous part is now outdated!! The loop number and lengths are now ambiguous as the whole “2012th loop” thing just never really sat right with me sorryyyy] Soul remembers everything [or as much as his brain will naturally retain]. H/M get “reset” every time they combine and split again but physical changes stay and they sometimes get memories in dreams or senses of Deja vu etc. Whole doesn’t really. Experience the loops [the literal time loop is sorta contained within Marybell so only HMS experience it as an actual Loop] but he does experience mental health cycles based on HMS’s repeated actions.

Sorry this got so long but tysm for asking about this!!! I super appreciate it :DD and hey to everyone else. My ask box is still open if you. Wanna ask about the AU. You know you want to ooohhh you wanna ask about wwww soooo bad … [/silly . But I mean if you are interested-]

Anyways uhh yeah thank you Jaggy !! ^^