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Reading TGCF: Extra 2, Chapter 137

For those who don't know, I am reading TGCF for the first time and sharing my thoughts!
If you have not read it, there will be spoilers! Consider this a warning.
Also- if you want to follow along, I am aiming to post updates daily. You can find all the posts in the tag Bloopitynoot reads TGCF. You can also check out the intro post for context on my read BUT if you followed along with my SVSSS read, the rules and vibe are the same.

The air conditioner is working overtime and yet, I am still here craving that hot beverage.
With today's chapter I have a dirty chai with milk and sugar.
Let's go chapter 137!!!

This is so painful. San Lang is really going to make him say they slept together while Xie Lian is in crisis thinking he was assaulted. p216
Okay but it is kind of cute that Hua Cheng's people took up a custom of tying red strings to their fingers because of the their love. p217
jeeze. Seems like the entire city is in on this plot though (they are not at all). p219
My heart! "He must accompany his beloved, who has apparently fallen unwell recently." p220
The reverse gege!!! p221
"San Lang-gege, shall we go to your house now? Or later?" god. the way this 100% unlocked something in Hua Cheng. Feral as hell. p222
I wonder how many times Xie Lian has had encounters in the bath throughout these books. Add this one with e-ming and Hua Cheng to the counter! p223
oh okay. Something did this to Xie Lian, it wasn't a cnc situation with Hua Cheng doing spells or some shit. p227

This is going to be a disaster. Xie Lian has no power or memory and he's leaving to go on a sneaky solo mission p227
Gender excellence, "What's with that pretty boy?! He looks so gentle, so how is he such a brute?!" 229
oh no. The village has little Xie Lian statues of the scrap collector and Xie Lian is so confused. p231
Poor buddy just found out about his whole life from random people. p233
I weep! "In my heart, you are the only god" p238
That "...we meet again" stirred my emotions. What the fuck, I'm feeling way to much about it. p239
Okay, but good for Xie Lian for calling Hua Cheng out on his bullshit. He really did make some bad calls during those couple days. p241
Amnesia plot- Check.
I am low key glad to be out of this set of extras.
It is cute that their love is eternal and soul deep, but my god, in most amnesia plotlines that center around undying love- it get's icky. This was a bit ick for me.
#bloopitynoot reads tgcf#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#mxtx#tgcf mxtx#tgcf spoilers#mxtx tgcf#xie lian#hua cheng#extra 2#the amnesia plot#no fear#the memories have been returned
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Let's Check In On Sheepwave!
One could quite accurately accuse me of being a Sheepwave "fan". In fact, one could quite reasonably claim that Sheepwave has a hand in most of the best things coming out lately. I've spoken at length in the past about Good Sensory, On Domestication of Masters, and From Pawn to Princess; all three of those continue to be incredible and very much worth your time. But, because that apparently wasn't enough, we've got more.
To wit:
The Princess and The Predator by sheepwave, Slylittleprincess
Released: May 2025; Ongoing; part of the HDG Princessification Writing Jam
18k words; 5 chapters released
Significant Tags: AU, Vampirism, Forced Age Regression
Lynn Walsh is a thermal management engineer fighting for her life after her ship crashed on an icy forest planet. Tamai Armetisia, Ninth Bloom is a huntress affini looking to do a rescue mission. When Lynn’s ship is finally found, the two are fated to meet, and maybe they're exactly what the other needs most.
The premise here is pretty simple: what if Tamai Armetisia of Cat and Mouse was the affini who found Lynn Walsh? The result is a dark mirror of From Pawn to Princess. Slylittleprincess and Sheepwave working together isn't just for powerful, traumatic, deadass affini, it's also for blood-drinking "Mommies" who really wants to molest their little girls.
Y'all... Tamai is fucked up. It's great. There's so much blood! Mind the tags on this one, it's a spicy meatball. However, having just read the fifth chapter, I can confirm that it's also incredibly funny. Like, these two are having fun with this, and it really shows. If you liked Cat and Mouse, you'll love this.
And speaking of fucked up...
Hazing at the Floret Party by4WheelSword, sheepwave, and Slylittleprincess
Released: May 2025
26k words; 7 chapters; ongoing
Noteworthy tags: sorority/frat house sex basement
Abby is a nineteen year old independent college student surrounded by floret friends. her focus on her studies has put her in the target of a wellness check. she doesn't want to risk being domesticated, so she decides to go to a floret party. All she has to do is make an appearance, stay sober, and avoid pushy affini, and she can go back to studying for her finals. what's the worst that could happen?
Hey. You. You know that feeling? That feeling when your friend drags you to a party you didn't really want to go to? And someone hands you a drink, and you realize it tastes kinda funny, and then things start to get completely fucking out of hand?
Y'wanna kink off that feeling in a dark comedy where nothing truly awful can actually happen (well, nothing worse than getting taken as a pet by a benevolent mind control alien, anyways)?
NOW HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT PISS?!
I can say from interaction with their work that 4WheelSword, Slylittleprincess, and yes, Sheepwave, are all extremely normal about both piss (noun) and piss (verb). I would like to briefly quote from chapter 4:
“I know how much you like the catheter, my love. Treat yourself.”
And I swear to god, this is the authors speaking directly to each other. Now, I've long ago given up any pretense of pretending I don't have at least a piss (verb) kink. And if you haven't... this one might get to you. I will also add that there's a running gag in every chapter and with every single chapter it gets funnier and funnier. You'll see what I mean.
SPEAKING OF OUTPUT...

Good Sensory (Omegaverse) by sheepwave
For Slylittleprincess.
Released: June 2025
81k words (???!?), 18 chapters (!?!?!)
Notable Tags: Not HDG, Omegaverse
An autistic kinky romance story about learning to unmask and be loved as the person you actually are, rather than the one you think you're supposed to be. Sally Fable is a 22 year old transgender omega who doesn't click with most people. she is easily overwhelmed. bad textures, bad sensations, all of it. she also has a lot of experience being made fun of for how passionate she can get. Marsha Lywick is an alpha in her late forties who wasn't born as one, who wants to break Sally's masking habits and turn her into the cutest little bonded companion imaginable.
You've read Good Sensory, right? The kinky, fun romance story? With an affini who stalks the main character, drugs her nonconsensually, and otherwise acts like a dangerous predator, but it's genuinely fluffy and nice? Like, in chapter 2 of Good Sensory, Marsha figures out what's good sensory for Sally, then remodels her home and her own body to match it, and that's kinda crazy but also kinda neat and believable for an affini?
I want you to imagine for a moment what it might look like for this story to be transposed into the real world. Where Marsha is not an affini bound by benevolence, but a human. Where her power is enabled not by the compact, but by other means. What might that look like? What might Poppy Versiona look like?
The answer is. Um.
Woaw.
Let me tell you, without the context of HDG and the compact, the scenes where Marsha drugs Sally sure do pick up some new connotations!
So one major difference is that they're all humans. Another change is that they fuck. Like, rather a lot. It's a rather central point at this moment. This story is disgustingly filthy, pulls no punches, and somehow takes every horrifying yandere thing about the original Good Sensory and cranks it up to 11. I will confess, I am only a third of the way through it, as I've been savoring it to read to a partner, but the things it's setting up, the things it's doing... This story is goddamn incredible.
(It has been presented to me that the latest hot gossip on the street is that Sheepwave and Slylittleprincess might be more than just coauthors. I take no position on these allegations, beyond "Okay, yay!" It would certainly explain this output!)
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I'm on some haterade today
And on picolos bbrae dynamic I hate it so much.
He wants so desperately make her gars gal and it takes away from Raven.
#Damirae#antibbrae#Because I don't know how to tag apparently#And I get called mouth breather instead of informed#I hate that ship#Actually no#I feel like being petty and Immature#anti bbrae#YALL NEED TO LEARN TO JUST SCROLL AWAY#Gonna call me a mouth breather when you don't know how to just.. Be nice.#It's always like this with that ship#God forbid I don't like raven being turned Instagram goth girly with her cute bf#She's supposed to be weary of love#Her powers can accidently make someone fall in love. It's a huge power dynamic
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Random 2023 art I never posted.
#rvb#red vs blue#chucker#rvb church#rvb tucker#rvb felix#rvb sister#rvb tex#rvb carolina#rvb north#rvb lopez#Don't tag Lo/lix (I have to put a disclaimer just in case every time I mention the two of them in one post because I'm scared).#First two comics: modern AU & some GTA type of AU I don't know how to explain. This Tucker design is OUTDATED.#There was a time where I willingly drew characters that weren't Lopez apparently.#mine
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A Waterparks/iDKHOW joint tour would fix me
#pinned tag#awsten and dallon are friends. they politcally align#apparently they last played together with idkhow opening for parx in 2018. so it's been a reasonable amount of time#universe i'm asking this of you because it makes so much sense#i'm sad because it's logistically unreasonable for me to see fob and idkhow playing boston calling on different days.#and the money in vs value gotten just isn't reasonable#the student discount is literally 10 dollars too 😭 deal so bad i want to buy LESS#but see this is no random combo of bands. parx X idkhow simply makes sense#waterparks#idkhow#I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME#I said this#waterparks band#parx#awsten 🙏 if you're out there 🙏 after you finish writing the album please call Dallon James Weeks. and dallon please don't retire 🙏
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forever hilarious to me that tennis is promoted as this prestigious highbrow big-brain sport when most tennis fans these days are like. yeah this is my favorite player. yeah i don't know why they're like that. yes they are stupid. no i will not choose somebody else.
#wta tennis#atp tennis#i feel like the era of...shall we say 'federer-esque' players is waning#which i think can in part be related to the loss of the one-handed-backhand#as the sport moves more toward a necessity for fitness and athleticism players do not put as much emphasis on 'art'#which imo is fine! i think the 'art' of tennis is too protected in some ways. which i maybe will expand on later.#but i think it's too much for the tags of a (mostly) silly post#but yeah you can hear a lot of commentators touch on it#i know nadal even said something abt it recently(ish)#but i think as tennis is gradually less associated with this abstract 'image' (e.g. the obsession with federer's 'grace' and 'class')#players are coming in thinking 'this is a physical battle and i am going to win' and very much leaning into the *competition*#which not to say that they're ignoring/denying the mental aspects at all because i actually do think many players are very strategic/aware#and in truth i think many tennis players ARE actually very smart#but i also think it's less apparent because more and more players are able to just hit the shit out of the ball and call it a day#which leaves you with the occasional shot/point/game/set/match etc where it seems like they don't know what the fuck they're doing#but you think about most sports which evolve in phases#it's very normal for certain player profiles to become more or less popular as the landscape of the sport changes#or as new techniques/strategies are developed#or as new communities/populations become interested!#extreme example but think of like. high jump's fosbury flop. that was one guy!#one guy who changed the entire fucking sport! so it makes perfect sense that tennis is continuing to evolve#given how many unique players have come and gone#and how much the sport is changing externally as well as internally#anyways. this got out of hand but i love sports and i love tennis and i love my brainless players.#this whole post was inspired by rewatching sabalenka v boulter and aryna completely missed an overhead by like five feet. lol#love her <3
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Jewish culture is finding literally the best music artist ever and finding out they only have a hundred listeners or less 😭
#jumblr#personal thoughts tag#OR that their top-streamed song has only. 3k streams. which is a lot but. not enough for how GOOD it is#me with jewish cowboy (luna pier). it's literally exactly my goal in life apparently. being a jewish cowboy#i'm just blown away at how many awesome jewish artists there are who only have a few hundred streams/fans/whatever at MOST#i don't care how often i talk about this because i have always *loved* jewish music#i don't even know why. it just has always sounded like the best kinds of music out there y'know?#i've been getting into traditional yiddish folk as of late and ouuugh i love it
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The way people scream "the door was big enough for two people" about The Titanic (1997) except it's "the glass coffin was big enough for two people if they really tried!!!"
I know that's not the issue with the trap or the reason why Strahm failed (it's to showcase his flaws and also show how being Jigsaw is about anticipating the moves of the victim and how even traps with a way out are more of an execution than anything - something we get a good look at with the eye trap in Saw X - to put it rather simply) but I just think it's funny to imagine people screaming that.
Also I like thinking about the two of them squished together in the box. Still enemies at that point. But undeniably attracted to one another. And pressed so, so close...
#saw#saw franchise#personal#my opinion#peter strahm#glass coffin#saw v#I know what the trap is for thematically and plot-wise#but I like to have fun here#and I'm allowed to be frustrated by something I also enjoy#the disclaimer in the middle of the post is because apparently some people don't know how to fucking read tags#and I don't want to attract the same asshole I did the last time I posted about this trap
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I have a gift for y'all today !!! 😊 Ever wanted to find a line in Re:Kinder in a single place for the sake of reference?? How about multiple chunks of lines. how about all the little variations that arise in the text with it's many endings, item descriptions, text that comes from interacting with the enviroment, and character info from the menu without having to boot up the game and go through it at long minutes!!???
well i sure did😊 Since I do a lot of fanart and think up my own silly theories and thoughts that need me to reference the game lines a lot, i have made a transcript for it for convenience's sake. A weirdly thorough transcript handwritten and proofread by me including all character lines available in-game. And I'm sharing it with you all today for anyone that wants it !!! :3 To use as a reference for creative fanworks or a quick search for a line in-game, whatever you wish to use it for!!
It uses the english translation of the game by vgperson. So naturally all credit for the game lines available in here is to her and Parun who made the game.
I did my best to organize it in a way easy to digest. Do note that I'm still human, and there's still the chance for mistake in it no matter how much I've proofread it, since I'm not even an english native speaker ^^. But I hope it serves you well nonetheless if you wish to use it.
That's my gift for today!!! Not the usual art, but still a project I'm proud of. Enjoy!!! 😊
#re:kinder#rekinder#not art#now goofy commentary for those who read my tags#i may have spent at the very minimum around 35 hours on it 😁 because thats what my pomodoro timer got to count in sum#but then again i spent more time without timing it as well so. we'll never know how many hours in total I've put into this#no regrets it was fun because shocking fact of all i enjoy this game🫣 (/s)#you could say but michael there are long playthroughs available on YouTube#couldnt you reference that instead of making a transcript#to that i say... they don't play the game like i do im picky as hell they dont show me every nook and cranny possible#and also i dont like scrubbing through those i thought just pressing ctrlF on a script would be easier. AND IT IS JAJSJSJSJSJS#but thats personal preference all in all#and im used to using transcripts for fanworks coming from earthbound. like there's one for the main game dialogue online and i love it a lot#for this game to not have any felt like some sort of crime considering how cool the story and the lines it has are#its also plenty useful for a game you're writing the spanish wiki for#yes i am doing that apparently my hobby became community work since i got into this game#gotta put that free time before turning 18 and getting a job onto something why not make resources just because i can#anyway fun fact while proofreading i noticed that everytime yuuichi was on scene there was a typo because i got too excited or emotional#either i was laughing because of how evil he is or i was getting unreasonably angry at the treatment he recieved in the past#in section 9 which is true end confrontation i was doing mistakes left and right until the fabled princess line scene#there i was bawling like a baby but THE ERRORS STOPPED ABRUPTLY LIKE I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ALL UNTIL THE SCENE ENDED#THEN THERE WERE A BUTLOAD OF MISTAKES ITS INCREDIBLY FUNNY😭 i was fighting for my life holding in all those typos because i couldnt see#so this transcript was made with a lot of emotion laugh and tears and now you know#now i can get bagk to drawing this is the thing i mentioned i was doing fot a while#content feeding schedule crazy rn
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Was talking to my partner about BPD and I mentioned that BPD and DID have almost exactly the same symptoms and they were like "What no that's not true" so I looked it up and the first thing I see is a person with DID complaining about the DSM because BPD and DID have almost exactly the same symptoms
#pwbpd 🤝 pwdid#having episodes of acting entirely differently usually able to be categorized into specifc states#having dissociative derealizing or depersonalizing episodess#rapid and extreme changes in personality often based on situation#all of this being atttributable to childhood trauma#afaik the only big difference is memory loss vs impulsiveness#i think i remember a psychiatrist proposing unifying them and just calling them 'dissociative disorder with memory loss' and '#'dissocative disorder with impulsive behaviour' or something#which i support because apparently it's a common experience on both sides of the aisle to have an unclear diagnosis between the two#especially since if you have both memory loss and impulsiveness... i mean fucked if i know what you have. super disorder#i guess to be fair in order to get diagnosed with bpd you don't have to have all the symptoms that would get you a did diagnosis#especially memory loss. i've looked into it and apparently memory loss is one of those things that's associated with bpd just not a criteria#i definitely have some memory loss after especially bad episodes#somebody described them as comorbid and i was like what does that even look like.#how would you distinguish betweenhaving comorbid bpd and did vs having just one#you can have impulsiveness when you switch alters and you can have memory loss when you have an episode#so like#how can you even know if you have both vs just having one#idk i think the next edition of the dsm is probably gonna change em up something fierce#can't wait to be rediagnosed with There's Something Wrong With Your Personality: Crossover Edition#i guess this is why psychiatry is so ehhhh as a field though#everyone is different and there really isn't a hard line between disorders#fucking. i forgot. the fucking community parlance for having an episode is literally almost the sam#with bpd it's 'splitting' with did it's 'switching'#is there... is there any community overlap? like are there communities for both pwbpd and pwdid?#anyway#gonna stop rambling about psychiatry in the tags#incoherent rambling
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"i miss drunk kane" yeah uh considering the shit that he'd fucking get into whenever alcohol was involved, I'd rather NOT people miss that era, actually!
#patrick kane#pkaneposting#song:just chatting#song:serious#i don't know what truly happened that day in madison (none of us do)#but that alone should be enough proof on why we uh.. probably shouldn't be celebrating his drunken days#i've seen multiple folks say he's stopped drinking (or atleast limits it)#idk how true it is but if it is true good for him honestly#and because ik someone's gonna try and twist this: I'm not saying alcohol is bad or evil#but alcoholism probably isn't something to celebrate#alcohol tw#<-forgot to tag that. my bad yall#mild edit because apparently this needs to be said: this isn't an anti-kane post nor am i saying he's evil#but he's definitely no saint and i don't want people glorifying his drunken self- especially when it's rumored he has (had?) alcohol issues#and im not going to pretend that he hasnt done inexcusable things; he has.#and just because those behaviors were 'a long time ago' doesn't make it any less wrong
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present tense get behind me i will avenge you i will write in present tense in a way that is so scrumptious no one will ever underestimate you again ever
#writing#obviously referred to that poll from earlier#but like. been reading the tags and apparently people see present tense as inherently less worthy/serious than past tense#similarly to what happens with first person/third person#and like. i get preference ofc i do but i don't think one thing is inherently more proper than the other#it just depends on genre and story structure?#for me fics almost invariably work in present tense regardless of how much action is or isn't there#bc if it isn't about action (i.e.: pwp) it's still about introspection more often than not and i find present tense gives#a very close and personal feel to the narration even when you're writing in third person#and that just works for introspection yknow?#but some of the finest prose i've come across has been a) in fics and b) in present tense#and i don't think past tense could've made it better. in fact i think it was probably as good as it was BECAUSE of it being present tense#some of my favourite stuff i have ever written is in present tense too and it 100% wouldn't work in past tense i know bc i tried#still bangers though. present tense my beloved actually
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Do I actually not like Waitress any more or am I just in a mood where everything I see sucks irrevocably from now on that's the real question. Uh yeah I don't think it's good that Ogie is romanticized/treated as a good guy for stalking a woman and also it's propaganda for women who go through with unwanted pregnancies being a-okay afterwards as if them loving their child fixes everything and postpartum doesn't exist. Also I get what they were going for with Jenna getting a bakery through Joe giving one to her rather than her winning the contest because it's showing that her connections with people are important in helping her but I dunno it's kinda :/. I get the point of stories where abuse victims need help to escape because a lot of abuse victims in real life are in that situation but it rings hollow if there's a contest she can do right there that she never ended up doing. And her identity got subsumed into her child I guess that's great. At least it did the bare minimum of having her say that abortion is cool she just personally doesn't want to do it
#I am not main tagging this even though the fandom's probably not that big#sweeney todd remains the best musical involving pies#I would forgive this musical for everything if someone had called the police on Ogie and gotten him arrested#his story about a cat drives me particularly insane#that's so clearly playing into the misogynistic trope that you shouldn't take no as an answer from women#and if they say no they really mean yes. I don't know how anyone defends him when that part is in there. the metaphor is paper thin#Dawn should've shot him#I would probably find him compelling if the narrative treated him with the seriousness this subject matter deserves tbh#like as an incel who gets shoved to the curb with Earl#or if Dawn getting stuck with him was treated as the tragedy it is#he's worse than Earl because at least Jenna initially consented to being with him. helluva low bar but she did it#apparently women will change their minds about not wanting kids and about not wanting to be with creeps. fuck off#this blog is an anti ogie eincorn space
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I always found it slightly awkward how media makes siblings or people who see each other as siblings call each other brother/sister all the time as in real life you almost never see people do that with their own siblings (maybe someone out there like that)
In the case of Arkham Shadows I see why they did though because Bruce quite literally tells Harvey he loves him and Harvey says it back. Can't have the audience think Batman is in love with the DA.
They had Bruce pay for his college, pay for his campaign, pay for his surgery, pay for his therapy and had Harvey have him as his best man at his wedding. Wow..... Sugar baby Harvey is real.....
The calling sibling title thing is less common in English than in some other languages for sure- me and a couple of my siblings do it on occasion, but it's for a bit then. More common is when I call one of my close family friends "my sister" or "my nephew" when talking about them to someone else because it's faster and easier to say that than to say "my friend who I've known since she was born and lived with for a few years and consider a little sister" or "child of a close family friend who considers me an aunt" to someone who doesn't know them. Which is a lot of words to say that if they wanted to fully sell me on the brothers thing they should have either had a different bit or should have referred to the other as "my brother" when talking to an unrelated character instead.
But "oh no we have to make Bruce not look gay" has been a problem DC has struggled with more than once for many decades and it basically never works so I guess at least they didn't try to solve it this time by having Bruce pick a lady love over Harvey or cutting the holding hands thing
Because I saw that scrapbook! I know Harvey has been Bruce's sugar baby since he was ten years old! But we can't have Bruce take Harvey's hand and call him the love of his life because ok technically that's Gotham but also because gay. And we can't have Bruce take Harvey's hand and call him his best friend because they're not ten anymore and somehow that seems gay also. So brothers it is, I guess. Even if I think my brothers would bite my finger if I ever tried to pay for everything for them on that scale, guess it's different at billionaire levels
#I'm actually simultaneously a believer in grew up like brothers and absolutely down bad romantically#(and harvey as a representation of Gotham itself as a love)#like an election in two (three) positions at once#but the point remains- you can't really fully cover the care by slapping a brother label on it like dc tries to to avoid it being too gay ig#which is very funny because did you see all the bi Tim and Dick stuff in Gotham Knights- but Robin has always had more freedom than Batman#in the 'can we let anyone think he's anything other than totally straight' department#anyway now I'm thinking about how on earth-3 all the characters get a morality flip#but Two Face/Three Face is the only one i can think of who gets a gender flip as well#as if 'oh if we had just originally conceived of Dent as a woman it would have been better (morally) because then it wouldn't have ended up#looking so gay'#but no they did not explore that thread because apparently uh having love interests in the joker and riddler was more important#which you'd think should reflect back on standard issue harv eddy and clown but uh. not really no they don't want to admit it#and i suppose 'well no three face wouldn't have a thing for owlman because he's technically not a version of Bruce he's a version of b's#brother'#but like then again. if Harvey is his brother. then shouldn't something have been used there to connect it#in any way at all#but no#instead I'm left with many thoughts about Harvey as a brother as a lover as a personification of gotham and as a woman but#i am still very sleepy rn so i don't know how many of those thoughts are coherent#but all that to say#YEAH SUGAR BABY HARVEY#guess it wouldn't be comforting for Harvey to shakily ask what he is#and Bruce to answer 'you're my companion who i turn to for affection in and give you obscene amounts of money in turn'#but like. it also wouldn't have been incorrect.#... though 'sugar baby harv as part of the representation of Gotham itself' probably has something to it too#but i digress I'm sleepy#pocket talks to people#anon#* i meant 'electron' not 'election' in that earlier tag
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Just read The Miniaturist and I have never read a book that made me cry but still disappointed me so much.
#the book is well written too#like it is easy and captures your attention and you can read it without getting bored#but damn i dunno it just left me so ???huh????#like i get where the author was going with this but she doesn't really go to the core of it you know#it falls in execution i guess???#it was slow paced and then near the end was so fast like she was in a hurry to finish the book and fill her checklist with plotpoints#objectively the two most interesting characters johannes and marin aren't fleshed out enough#nella's pov is interesting but the limits of it are shown here and not in a way that benefits the story#and the mystery with the miniaturist falls so flat in just a few pages near the end???#like i don't need to get all my questions answered but we're given one that personally makes me feel awkward about how to handle it#and the prologue doesn't make much sense??? like it does in a strict way but it feels pointless#however one good point of the book is how it is structured like a classic tragedy#lol i put my whole commentary in the tags but that's because my thoughts are still a mess and can't write a comprehensive text#anyway who has read it???#and apparently there's a show too???? i just found out and i am like ok????#the miniaturist
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#long talk in tags incoming i guess#i don't understand why people keep following me when everything i do is complaining lately#and not about dnp per se. but about how the work is done and how their team *coughs* martyn *coughs* is handling stuff#i'm just looking at all this mess and i can't agree with basically anything#everything goes against my beliefs when it comes to work organisation. customer focus and etc.#and i'm trying SO hard to mildly help for free. and i'm just getting ignored. but that's like.. basic fixing and shit#any decent company would do it and say thank you for noticing and letting us know#but not irl merch lmao#and it all feels and looks like a massive joke#and i'm so so tired to basically pay for existence of this mess#i'm rethinking a lot of tour related decisions i made. and i know the reason i made them was about travelling more than the show itself#so i don't completely regret it#i'm just so tired of being spat in the face (figuratively speaking) over and over again#and tired of no one taking their job seriously ffs#neither martyn nor dnp nor their fucking editors#and i'm doing all that not for attention or whatever. but because I really care for the words to be correct and for the fucking text..#.. to be in the middle. like idc about the credit or WHO i need to ask for it to be fixed. i just want it to be fixed#so it looks good and how it should look#like. it's not that hard to put a little care into the things you do and getting paid for#I don't understand how it became so normalized. how being a bad manager is okay if you work with a fanbase and you're a 'small company'#a small company who has more than enough money to hire people to check things btw. if only anyone cared#i'm just so so tired of caring. because apparently it's not something everyone else does.#and i can let it slide when it comes to dnp. they are not being literally hired to do it. but others..... yeah#today was a moment when i thought 'that's a perfect opportunity to leave. enough.'#but the tour is in 1.5 months and i have tickets so i can't leave lmao#what kind of joke that is? oh and i know i'm fully responsible for this mild breakdown#personal
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