#Everything's Under Control
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I'm sitting over here with popcorn as I realise the latest hmtb chapter made some of you think this sleepover is over. That it wasn't even so bad! Better than expected! Phew!
Well... Bad news. They aren't going to sleep yet.
It's not over <3
#having fun with this#they piled on the beds#but didn't go eepy eepy yet#but don't worry about it!#don't worry at all!#haha#everything's under control#(MY control though soo.....)#(place your bets on how this goes)
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#thistle#thistle dungeon meshi#falin touden#dungeon meshi#he's fine everything is fine and dandy and he has it all under control so don't ASK!!!!#my art
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It was super effective
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#undertale#deltarune#utdr#comic#crossover comic#twin runes#twin runes au#twin runes comic#kris dreemurr#frisk#toriel#asgore#was about time that they burnt these things to the ground#toriel clearly has everything under control#let her handle the rest#I guess that would be thearpeutic to burn down your own wedding bouquet after a messy divorce#little behind the scenes info: so... the whole thing with kris and frisk blacking out during the fall#the original script called for them both NOT being caught by Toriel and Asgore#but they were actually supposed to land on the ground with a loud cracking sound and not move anymore#I DID draw that in the original sketch#but looking at it from an outside perspective was INCREDIBLY dark#I knew they were gonna be fine but it might've been extremely unsettling especially after that heroic scene from Frisk#considering this comic is like 13+ I didn't really know if this was appropriate or not#so I opted for some Toriel and Asgore character development instead#and yes that part of asgore's dialog about catching Kris when the fall from high places...#IS supposed to imply that Kris has fallen from many high places before#much to their parents' chagrin
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*pats Zuko's head* This bad boy can fit so many near-death experiences.
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Read For the Spirits Chapter VIII here!
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla fanart#prince zuko#atla art#new gods au#for the spirits#zuko's crew#Royal Guard Ming#atla ming#atla oc#(But not really cause she's a canon character)#spirit touched zuko#southern water tribe#atla fanfic#atla zuko#ponytail zuko#S1 Zuko has no chill#Is this a spoiler? I think it is but at the same time it isn't because we all knew this shit was going to happen.#I mean#Zuko + any of the Poles + blind determination = trauma#And at least ONE hanging-from-a-cliff experience#The spoiler would be telling you how he got there#So this is not a spoiler#This is BAIT#*insert evil cackle*#Look at my boy's face. He's so confident. He's so cocky. He's so “lmao wtf are you talking about I've got everything under control”#famous last words#*falls to the snow and dies*
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"Everything's Under Control"
Ginger Fox #3 (November 1988)
Mike Baron and The Pander Brothers
Comico
#Ginger Fox#Mike Baron#The Pander Brothers#Comico#Great Comics#Great Comic Art#Everything's Under Control
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Ok. I'm officially scared, now.
DISCLAIMER (9/18/24): THIS NEWS IS FAKE. The article that these news sites were spreading (@TheInSneider on Twitter) has been confirmed false by executive producer/co-writer Christopher Miller and composer Daniel Pemberton.
Chrisopher Miller on Twitter:

#I'm not ok rn#it's not the 2027 delay that's got me upset btw#my faith is a litttle bit shaken#I'm actually worried they don't have everything under control now#atsv#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#spider man: across the spider verse#beyond the spiderverse
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Joke drawing that got out of hand
#homestuck#jade harley#grandpa harley#becquerel#most irresponsible grandpa ever#its ok bec got everything under control#my art
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The musical episode.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin guangyao#nie mingjue#Remember jin guangyao: If you do any treachery you will face the wrath of five horses.#When are the horses going to come into play? You'll see.#s2.ep8 had beautiful music... I listened to it on loop while drawing!#Good music to chill out to before you fly into a rage.#This episode really cements how JGY's mind works - It is a matter of long-term outcomes at the sake of nearly everything else.#Morals do not matter to him if the outcome is more favourable.#and at the center of it all - he has learned that the only person he can truly trust is himself.#In turn - the only person his actions benefit are himself.#He will do anything and everything it takes to reach a position of power - not just for the power. But because it means safety.#Because it was something he was denied and the idea of not having control in his life again is unforgivable.#'Happiness' isn't a goal. We are looking at someone still stuck at the bottom of Maslow's hierarchy of needs.#Everything and everyone is a piece in a game. Bonds and friendships are assets. People are dispensable.#He wants to climb for the sake of climbing. He wants praise and recognition because he feels it is deserved. It's all so hollow.#We could go deeper into his psyche on this.#But these are also tags under a comic in which 'evil penis music' is the punchline.
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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖
For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!
The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^

What's been added to the 3.5 version?
📺 Streamer Mode!
I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.
Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh
This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!
⚙️ Custom Pronouns!
It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;
Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!
💗 Choose how others perceive you!
You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.
For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!
📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!
You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3
Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!
I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;
I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao
📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!
You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!
Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!
I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;
It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)
🖤 Additional Scenes Update!
Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!
If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.
After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga
🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!
I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!
I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.
Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.
How to download and play the update?
(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!
Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)
Enjoy!!
#14 days with you#14dwy#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately#Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue#—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3#Aaaaaanways!! 😮💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe#🖤 — shut up sai.
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spreading my john gaius was māori space jesus before gideon propaganda: the unimaginably old and vast being from which he comes chose him to save all of humanity and in the end he made a sacrifice of the highest order and was made anew in glory. except he didn't actually sacrifice himself, which is a crucial point that leads me to my second theory: john gaius is evil māori space jesus
#he FASCINATES me . the messiah's second coming GONE WRONG (real) (not clickbait)#ok he's not actually evil i am aware of this btw#evil just has unfortunately been my catch all descriptor for literally everything under the sun#girl help. the special interest is talking to me and telling me to think in depth about tlt meta and systems of power and imperialism and#control of knowledge again#wastrying to fit in clever wordplay about how hesacrificed his humanity (a la jesus christ) but did in fact literally sacrifice his humanit#when he made the choice to eat the souls of 10 billion people and all the animals and also planet fucking earth#and ascend to godhood#like in the bible so did jesus . but Not Like That#PUTS HIM IN A JAR AND STUDIES HIM LIKE A FASCINATING INSECT#tlt#the locked tomb#ntn spoilers#tlt meta#the locked tomb meta#john gaius#words of wyrm
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Obviously next week could prove this all dead-wrong, but I don’t think the trial’s quite over. I don’t believe the end of that episode actually took place, because I’m pretty sure we’re still firmly in the “punish Agatha” phase. Rio’s suddenly gone. Alice seems to be dead by Agatha’s hand, and no one—including Teen, who has always been on her side—seems primed to believe she was out of control. The others have been sucked beneath the power of the surrogate son who not only just told Agatha to fuck off, but went full-Wanda to do it. It just all seems too tailored to cut up any of the character progress Agatha’s made on the Road thus far. Getting harassed by her ghost mother and hearing her son’s voice don’t feel like a complete tear-down. This does. It feels like more trial.
#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#agatha harkness#show next week: punt your theory into the SUN idiot#it just felt so abrupt#like that episode felt SHORT and the ending came up like a two by four to the forehead#feels a lot like Agatha’s fears coming true#your coven will leave you. your girl vanishes. your not-son reviles you AND bears the power and control of#the witch who fucked you up so badly and foiled your power#it seems really interesting that this happens when we’re starting to really get glimpses of the softer side of Agatha#with her love for Rio and her mounting reluctant affection for the coven and her grief for her son#and now the idea that Teen needs to be bound up as a ‘familiar’ when she knows she’s been letting him in#he’s not yours Agatha. he’s not yours and he wants nothing to do with you#Wanda gets everything and Agatha gets sucked under#I find it all veeeery curious
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Animorphs #11: The Forgotten thoughts (pt. 1):
Jake describes shrinking into falcon morph as "dwindling down like a fast-burning candle" (p. 14). You okay there, kid?
"Tobias came zooming up alongside us, zipping around like he'd been born a bird" (p. 16). I mean... y'ain't wrong, Big Jake.
This is one of those books that hinges on the whole idea that things break, even for space-people. Ships crash, because crashes happen. Random weapons malfunctions are a fact of life, if you carry weapons around. Shit happens. Even to alien invaders.
The whole first part of this book lends weight to my hypothesis that Jake is the most, like, aware of being mentally ill. He kind of just accepts that he's hallucinating, chalks it up to "Things I wish I'd never seen... things I'd done I wish I couldn't remember" and then goes back to planning the mission. Marco is the most aware the others are falling apart, that "One of us would snap" (#5), Cassie's the most conscious of the shifting team dynamics, and of course Tobias is the identified patient. But it's Jake who most openly accepts okay, I'm losing my mind; I'll worry about that later. "The good thing about rushing is it didn't give me too much time to think," according to Jake, "thinking meant worry, and worry gets in the way of getting things done" (p. 33).
Animorphs books can be read here | Book Club schedule is here
#sure i have problems. but turning myself into a bird fixed like 40% of them. can we talk about rachel's hypervigilance or#cassie's anhedonia or ax's complex grief or marco's growing detachment or jake's depression-insomnia instead? for once in our lives?#animorphs#animorphs book club#the forgotten#jake berenson#identified patient = the one person that everyone in the family *perceives* as mentally ill#used to describe a system where (on close examination) mom has ptsd *and* dad has depression *and* daughter has adhd#but they all *believe* that their situation would be fine if son could just get the panic attacks under control#tobias is like#while everyone else is like “IF WE CAN JUST FIX TOBIAS EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT JUST FINE”
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Just got back from seeing Sonic 3 and HOOOOOOLY SHIT y’all. Oh my fucking god. OH my god. Ohhhh my g o d
#IT. WAS. PHENOMENAL. PERFECTION. LITERALLY EVERYTHING I COULD HAVE ASKED FOR#SPOILERS AHEAD IN THE TAGS BEWARE#They gave us Shadow on a motorcycle. Shadow with a GUN. Shadow flexing by POPPING OFF HIS LIMITER RINGS LIKE A BADASS#AND!!! THE MOST GORGEOUS CREATURE I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY GODDAMN LIFE. HOMIE WENT SUPER SHADOW AND HE WAS G L O R I O U S#THE LIGHT FUR…..THE SPARKLES…..THE GLOWINGGGGG!! HE WAS GLOWING!!!!!!#WE GOT LIVE AND LEARN!!!!! WE GOT LIVE AND LEARN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ALSO genuine family bonding? Sonic Team bonding? SONADOW BONDING???#Shadow’s little smiles during the flashbacks with Maria MY GOD I WAS GOING TO BLOW UP.#Shadow did the Akira slide on his bike and I said repeatedly under my breath I’m not a furry I’m not a furry I’m NOT a furry#I’M NOT I SWEAR#I’M JUST A HARDCORE SHADOW GIRLIE#Homie had me swooning tho I WILL NOT LIE!!!#I felt so bad for my friends I was probably insufferable for the entire film I tried SO hard to reign my fangirling back#I squealed and stimmed a LOT. SORRY Y’ALL THE AUTISM LEAPT OUT. THAT WAS BEYOND MY CONTROL#OH AND THE END?????? METAL SONIC??? A M Y??????#I KNEW they were gonna tease Amy I had a feeling#Also also it was so funny as we were walking out of the theater this guy was like ‘TAKE THAT OBAMA!!!’ and waited for an answer#And then he was like okay nobody got that. But then I said ‘I PISSED ON THE MOON YOU IDIOT!!’ and he started CHEERING LMAOOO#That movie was a religious experience. For ME. I feel like I’ve ascended to heaven#I’m so. Fucking happy right now I’m SO happy it was so good I’m going to cry#I love you Shadow the Hedgehog I love you Sonic the Hedgehog I’m going to break apart literally right now#Also one more BIG thing but I’m putting that in a separate post. Hold on.#Shima speaks#Sonic 3#Sonic#Sonic the Hedgehog#Sonic movie 3#Sonic spoilers
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― Even if the past has been changed a little bit...Everything is still under control.
Link Click: Bridon Arc · EP2
#时光代理人#shi guang dai li ren#link click#linkclicknet#time agents#anisource#dailyanimatedgifs#animangahive#fyanimegifs#dailyanime#linkclickedit#animeedit#donghua#anime#chinese animation#chinese anime#*5#s3ep2#lu guang#yes everything is still under control...im fine...they are fine... all is good...
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Obsession Spiral
Danny was flying high in the sky, heading towards Town Hall. He needed to see Vlad. As he flew, he thought about how he reconciled with him. He had called a temporary truce, and asked Vlad to bring his short term Plasmius Maximus. They both used it, preventing any potential argument from escalating into a ghost fight. Then they had a long hard talk, figuring out the miscommunications and working out most of the problems.
Part of it had been Vlad’s Obsession with Family clashing with his revenge for his belief that Jack is the one who killed him. Danny had managed to get it into his head that stealing someone to form a family would never work. Vlad would do better if he shifted his focus on to creating his own family elsewhere, possibly adopting like Bruce Wayne did.
Danny had also asked for a clear story on Vlad’s Death, despite the taboo. It had been hard but he had agreed Jack was the cause in the end. He had asked Vlad to find a different way to get back at Jack. His nature as a Protective Spirit would not allow Vlad to get his revenge through killing him, but he could look the other way for other things.
Breaking out of his thoughts he turned invisible and slipped into the building, floating into Vlad’s office. Vlad looked up as he appeared. “Daniel! I wasn’t expecting to see you, what with that whole battle with Undergrowth earlier.”
Danny nodded, “Normally I would be taking a nap after the fight, but something has been bothering me and I wanted your opinion on it.”
Vlad frowned. “This seems more serious than just your usual ghost fights. If I can help you I will.”
Danny hesitated but managed to push through his uncomfort, “I’ve been thinking. Ghosts and undead with cores have their Obsessions, which make it healthy for them to focus on those things long term. But Liminals, they only have some ecto in their bodies. Maddie and Jack have been contaminated with ecto a long time and they might as well be living ghosts with how Obsessed they are with hunting ghosts. I don’t know how to check and see, but I’ve been feeling like something is almost… wrong with them. Like they have fallen way too far into obsession and if we don’t break them out of it they will be unrecoverable.”
By the point Danny finished he was hugging himself, face covered in a worried frown as he stared at the floor. Vlad looked off to the side, considering. “I have not given things much thought, but it is possible you are right. Despite my feelings for Jack, he has been… much more one-minded than he used to be.”
Danny looked up at him. “Do you know what we could do? The only thing I can think of is getting them far away from anything ghost and preventing them from working on projects. Which probably means something like a mental health ward or prison…”
Vlad breathed out a sigh. “I will look into it. Why don’t you go ask Frostbite if he knows anything. We might have to involve outsiders and getting the portal in Amity shut down. I know you have been pondering on what you will do after high school. It might be best if you start working on your ability to portal so if we are forced to take that option you can get back to the Realms.”
Danny nodded and then said goodbye. He hoped that they didn’t have to do anything that drastic, but after his trips for Clockwork he generally had a good sense of how things would go. It would probably be hard, but safer for him in the end.
#dp x dc#dc x dp#vlad plasmius#Vlad redemption#Basically the Fenton parents are caught in a obsession spiral and can’t get out themselves#It’s not the same as a ghost obsession but ectoplasm is emotionally charged so strong things can stick around#Picturing Danny as 17-18 here#The Justice League will end up getting involved and everything under control#Will Danny Join the JL or JLD? idk
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You Won't Regret You Got Up
littlechivalry
Stranger Things modern AU, no Upsde Down
Pre relationship Steddie, established Eddie & Chrissy and Robin & Steve bestie-ism
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"I'm dying," Eddie said, coughing. "I cant go any further." He collapsed to the curb and pressed his forehead into his denim clad knees.
"Don't say that, Eddie," Chrissy said, her voice soft and pleading. "We're so close."
"Go on without me, you have to. They won't wait for us." His chest ached, his quads burned, his feet really hurt. The new boots had been a bad decision.
Chrissy planted her feet, hands set firmly on her hips. Eddie felt the darkness rise around him and wondered if she planned to cheer him back to life.
"Edward Munson if you do not get up right now I'm gonna order those cinnamon roll pancakes you like and just throw them away."
Eddie was jolted to his feet. "You wouldn't."
Chrissy smirked. "I absolutely would."
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The diner was pretty big and very busy but Eddie and Chrissy knew their path by heart, nodding to the cashier on the way past.
Gareth waved them over from their booth in the corner. "What took you guys so long?"
Eddie laughed awkwardly, "Uh, you know how girls ar-" he was cut off by a quick elbow to the side that left him gasping as Chrissy moved past him to slide into the bench.
"The bus stalled out a few stops away. Eddie didn't want to wait for the next one so we decided to walk it," she said, shoving the guys further down the curved seat.
Freak grinned. "How far?"
Eddie opened his mouth but before he could answer, Chrissy cut in. "A mile, if that."
"Okay," Eddie said. "It was way more than that. I can walk a mile, no problem. Hell, five miles. No big deal."
Gareth grinned, slow and mean, before looking from Eddie to Chrissy.
Eddie turned to face Chrissy and saw a matching grin on her face. Maybe slightly less mean. "That sounds like a challenge."
Eddie felt his stomach crash inside him. He and Chrissy had been friends since middle school when he dared her to join him on stage at the talent show and she immediately stole his jacket and a tambourine from the band room.
Corroded Coffin featuring Chrissy Cunningham placed second and Eddie learned never to underestimate the petite blonde.
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An hour later after ordering food and being harangued by his friends, having brunch while being harangued by his friends, driving to the gym in Jeff's Chrysler being harangued by his friends, insisting he needed a break to digest so he wouldn't cramp and still being harangued by his friends Eddie found himself doing something he never thought he would, somewhere he hoped he would never see... walking into Gareth's gym, and after a few perfunctory stretches onto a treadmill.
Chrissy and the rest of the band were standing by with paper cups of water and a towel Chrissy had snagged from the receptionist at the front desk. Gareth had charmed the woman out of a handful of guest passes, an empty manila folder, and the use of her sharpie and was standing in front of the treadmill with a sign that said, "WE R THE CHAMPUONS."
Eddie would be laughing at them if he could catch his breath.
In a fit of hubris he had set the machine, with Chrissy's guidance - and despite her warnings - for intervals so the speed would rise and lower at what felt like random moments while the incline shifted madly under his feet.
Eddie hadn't even changed clothes and his leather jacket felt like an anchor on his back.
Twenty minutes in and Eddie was only upright from sheer force of will and stubbornness.
A mile? He had four more of these to do?
He thought about taking off his jacket for another five minutes before finally doing it. His belts, hastily unwound from their strangling denim loops followed and Eddie got a second wind from the relief.
In retrospect he should have taken Jeff's sneakers when they were offered. They were a size too big but they would have been better than his boots.
Chrissy had cheered him on for the first two miles but as he got closer to the halfway point of the trudge from hell what little he could see of her through his curtain of sweat soaked hair looked concerned.
Seriously concerned.
Eddie forced himself upright.
He could at least finish this. He was feeling the weight of his own braggadocio but he wasn't a quitter.
Eddie tossed his hair back and if he'd had the breath he would have laughed at the way his friends flinched away from the flying sweat.
Another half mile went better and he felt refreshed, his confidence had taken a knock but he was back in it now.
Then he had one mile left to go and the treadmill slanted upwards, the steepest angle so far. Simultaneously the speed went up. Chrissy had controlled it so it wouldn't go too fast but the combination of speed and angle meant Eddie was half jogging uphill and he could feel his legs begin to tremble.
He closed his eyes for a moment and felt himself miss a step. He lurched to the side and heard Chrissy gasp.
Eddie opened his eyes to see a thin arm reach across him to the controls of the machine and slowly the angle went back down and it got slower. Eddie kept going, waving Chrissy away from the controls, and made his way through the last mile half hanging off of the grab bars.
Eventually the machine came to a juddering halt and Eddie let himself collapse forward, his forearms resting on the console at the front.
"Told you," he panted. "Told you I could do it. And with a handicap too." Eddie raised a foot, waving his thick soled boot at his friends for a moment before dropping it back down.
He felt like he might vomit himself inside out but Eddie was fairly confident that could wait until he got home. Steeling himself he moved to step off of the treadmill only to have his knees collapse underneath him.
"Whoa there, man," Gareth said, holding Eddie upright.
"I'm cool," Eddie said, feebly batting at Gareth's hands. "Jus' gotta catch my breath."
Eddie staggered over to the bench against the wall and let himself sink into the seat.
He was too tired to raise his head but he watched his friends move back and forth around him until Jeff and Gareth walked away and only Chrissy's pristine white Van's were in his field of view.
She moved to sit next to him and Eddie shifted down the bench, groaning a bit at the motion.
"You did it," she said softly.
"Did I," Eddie muttered, leaning back against the wall, his chin pressed to his chest. "Doesn't feel like much of a victory."
"Seven years ago we thought you were never gonna walk again. Now every step is a victory," she said, her voice soft but steely.
Eddie clenched his eyes closed. So much time had passed but there was a part of him that would forever exist in that moment. His overturned van filling with smoke, the pressure of his seat belt the only thing holding him in place. And Chrissy's voice, harder than he had ever heard it, ordering him to stay with her, to stay awake.
He had done it. He had stayed for her, and for his friends and for Wayne. Fought through the accident and the recovery, another lifetime of physical and occupational therapy learning how to do things again.
It took him months to walk again, even longer to run. The manual dexterity to play guitar took a year and he still needs a capo for some songs.
Over time Eddie had stopped the therapy, stopped the exercise. He went back to his life as usual. And it was okay. He would never be the man he had been before the accident but he was doing better, doing well enough not to think about it anymore.
Except at moments like this.
They sat together in silence as the gym's playlist transitioned from the 00's boyband playlist to a 90's r&b playlist.
As the last notes of Boyz II Men's End of the Road faded out Eddie pushed himself to his feet.
"You know how you've been trying to get me to work out more," he said.
Chrissy stood as well. "Of course."
Eddie took a deep breath. "Let's do it."
Chrissy offered her hand for a high five. Eddie feebly slapped at it before letting himself lean on her shoulder and start the slow walk out of the gym.
---
Two days after the brunch debacle that Eddie refused to think about he found himself following Chrissy into a gym. Unlike Gareth's, all chrome and glass, this one was smaller, warmer.
The floors in the main hallway were covered in linoleum tile and Eddie could see small studios branching off where hardwood gleamed softly in the sunlight pouring through windows.
"It used to be a community center," Chrissy said as they walked up to the receptionn desk.
"It still is," the girl at the counter said, smiling. "The community has changed a little bit but the feeling never goes away."
The name tag pinned to her shirt pocket said Robin in rainbow colors and Eddie looked from her smiling face to Chrissy's beside him.
Chrissy Cunningham Patented Pining - Level 3? Already?
Oh, this could be bad.
The girl, Robin, talked them through the community gym's rules and set up. Most of it went over both Eddie and Chrissy's heads but for different reasons.
Though given Eddie had caught how many times Robin stumbled over her words things might not be as hopeless as he feared.
Eddie caught something about schedules and trainers and specialty classes but the rest was a blur mostly aimed at Chrissy who seemed to be lapping it up.
Finally Robin clapped. "Okay. Tour time." She looked over Eddie's shoulder and snapped her fingers.
Before Eddie had the chance a guy walked around them to join Robin in front of the desk.
"Hey dingus, I'm going to give Chrissy a tour of the facilities. Can you take Eddie around?"
The man turned to say something but before he could she cut him off. "Eddie? This is Steve. Steve, Eddie."
And then Robin was gone. Chrissy threw back a look and all Eddie could do was shrug before she hurried off in the other woman's wake.
"Wow," the guy - Steve, according to the girl and his own rainbow nametag - said. "That was way too smooth."
This guy was hot. Eddie knew there were gonna be hot guys, it was a gym, that was expected. A too-tight baby blue ringer tee and shorts at a length that couldn't possibly be legal only highlighted miles of mole spotted golden skin. Topped off with a head of hair that made Eddie's hands itch with want and that sweet face? Eddie was a goner.
Oh shit, he's talking to me.
"Huh," Eddie said.
"She's usually a nightmare when she tries to flirt--" Steve turned to face Eddie, a nervous look on his face. "I mean-- uh, Robin is normally shy around clients. She gets--"
Eddie waved him off. "No, no, don't worry. Chrissy is a disaster lesbian, so if Robin..."
Steve nodded. "Absolutely. Me too--" He caught himself with a laugh. "A disaster, I mean. Not a lesbian. Bisexual. Me. I mean," Steve said, pointing a thumb at his own chest before laughing. "You? If you don't mind me asking, that is? No pressure."
Eddie shook his head. "No, I-- I'm gay."
Steve sighed. "How's your disaster threshold?"
And Eddie thought oh no, he's a dork too? Eddie just shrugged. There was nothing else he could say.
Steve smiled and Eddie knew he was absolutely done for.
A half hour later found Eddie and Chrissy walking out of the gym holding hands. Their other hands were full of brochures.
"The dodgeball team looks like fun," Chrissy offered.
"Not a chance in hell," Eddie replied. "Heavy Metal Meditation?" Eddie had no idea what that meant but he had to admit he was curious. He loved metal but even he had to admit it was more mindless than mindful.
"I'll pass but if you think you'll enjoy it, have fun," Chrissy answered before pulling them both to a stop.
She turned to face him and her eyes were serious. "I'm really glad you're doing this, you know."
Eddie opened his mouth to say something, though he wasn't sure what response she wanted.
Chrissy waved him off. "No, I just. I know you don't like exercise and stuff but you're my best friend and I could have lost you and so seeing you open to try new things, to take care of yourself? That's really special."
Eddie pulled free of Chrissy's grip to wrap his arms around her, the pamphlets in his other hand crunching against her back.
He left a smacking kiss on her cheek and stepped back. "Miss Chrysanthemum Cunningham, I would do anything for you. Even," he shuddered, "exercise."
She laughed as they linked arms and kept walking down the street.
---
Eddie wasn't sure what to expect from meditation. Except for the long hair the teacher looked nothing like a metal head but Eddie had never met anyone so chilled out in his life and after the first class he was hooked.
A few months later found Eddie settled on one of the low benches that lined the wall outside of the studio after class, relaxing into the heavy thrum the music left in his bones.
"Be honest. Argyle is giving you guys edibles, isn't he?"
Eddie looked up to see Steve standing over him, a clipboard in his hands. Today's outfit was butter yellow, another in a long line of matching tee shirts and shorts Eddie was pretty sure were intended to drive him insane.
This vision in oleo joined Eddie on the bench, nudging him further down the seat.
"It's okay, you can tell me."
"What," Eddie sputtered. "High? What? No-- it's meditation? Argyle isn't getting us high."
Steve smiled. "I don't know... I've heard the music blasting, I can't imagine it's very restful."
"You should join us one day." Eddie let himself lean over and bump his shoulder into the other man.
"Not my speed," Steve laughed.
"Oh," Eddie murmured. "I'm intrigued. Where do you get your gym jollies, Stevie?"
Their awkward introduction had evolved into something Eddie was happy to call a friendship and they had spent too many days hanging around the reception fesk and watching the delicate courtship of their favorite lesbians to be strangers.
Steve knew what brand of deodorant Eddie preferred and that he was scared of spiders despite having one tattooed on his body and Eddie knew that Steve was allergic to hazelnuts and called them filberts because it 'didn't sound as cute, those stupid jerks', and that he purposefully bought his tee shirts a size too small but claimed the shorts were his actual size.
which was either absolute bullshit or if true some kind of punishment from god for me, specifically
They were friends. And Eddie was cool with that. So what if Steve was hot. And sweet. And kind of a dork. And maybe he made Eddie feel comfortable in a way he had never been before. It didn't mean anything.
If Eddie flirted a little now and then it didn't have to mean anything, did it? Steve gave as good as he got, anyway.
It was fine.
"You should check out my class one of these days, Eds," Steve said.
Steve taught a class?
"You teach a class?"
"Yeah," Steve snorted. "What did you think I do here every day?"
"I assumed you were here for decorative purposes." Eddie flailed at Steve's... everything.
Steve only laughed and brushed Eddie's waving hands out of his face.
Steve looked up at the clock on the wall before standing. "I have to go but Thursday morning, okay? 10:30?"
"Yeah, sure," Eddie said. "Thursday. I'll be the one in all black."
Steve started walking backwards. "As long as it's spandex." He turned away and was off down the hall before Eddie could ask any follow up questions.
Spandex? What the hell have I gotten myself into?
---
"Jazzercise," Eddie squawked, letting go of the hem of his sweatshirt to reach for Chrissy's hand. He had bigger problems now than somebody getting a flash of his black spandex encased goods.
Chrissy had leapt at the chance to join Eddie and now he knew why.
"Jazzercise," Chrissy echoed with a disturbing amount of relish, swatting him away gently. "We are gonna kick ass."
"You are. There's no way I'm coordinated enough for this," he muttered, jerking to the side as another in a long line of nearly identical old ladies in matching leotard shouldered past.
"That's what I said," Robin murmured from her place next to Chrissy. "And look at me now."
Eddie did. She was wearing jeans and a tank top.
"Can you work out in that," he asked.
"Oh, absolutely not," Robin said. "I told you I'm not coordinated. I tried when we first started working here and barely made it past the warm ups. I tripped over my own legwarmers during a stretch and took out three of the granny brigade. Mrs Chavez still hasn't forgiven me."
She gestured to an iron haired woman in a goldenrod catsuit glaring daggers at them.
"Now I just man the hydration station and play Candy Crush on my phone. Plus I act as bouncer."
"Bouncer," Chrissy echoed, a giggle in her voice that Eddie could only call disgustingly besotted.
"Oh yeah," Robin said. "They're old, not dead. I'm here to protect Steve's virtue, what's left of it."
Robin threw Eddie a wink and blew a kiss to Chrissy before making her way inside.
"You two are disgusting," Eddie hissed, and Chrissy only giggled in response, her hand pressed to her chest after she caught the kiss.
"Green does not look good on you, Eddie," Chrissy muttered. "Robin said Steve is interested, that he was really excited you agreed to try his class. You know, you're taking care of your health, now maybe it's time to take care of your heart? Take a chance? I hate to be gender normative but man up, Munson. "
"Oh sure," Eddie said. "I'll just march up to him and say 'hey Steve, I would like to do you'."
Eddie kept his voice low to make sure none of the old biddies in the studio could hear him but he still had to camp it up for Chrissy.
She seemed to enjoy the show at least, her grin was contagious.
Until Eddie realized she wasn't actually looking at him.
"I mean, I'm down," Steve said, his voice coming from behind Eddie. "I'd prefer to take you to dinner first if that's okay?"
Eddie froze in place.
He could see Chrissy's eyes moving from him to somewhere over his shoulder at Steve presumably before she giggled again. "I'm going to go in and... get some water."
Eddie watched her run inside, dodging past lines of women and a few men stretching on the floor. He saw her half tackle Robin out of her folding chair.
"I'm never going to hear the end of this," Eddie muttered.
"You," Steve laughed. "Robin's been on my case to ask you out for weeks now."
"Weeks," Eddie asked. "Wow, yeah... crazy..."
He finally turned to face Steve, absolutely resplendent in a grey and pink set of his usual uniform with pink head- and wristbands to match.
Eddie imagined his own face was about the same shade.
"You know," he sputtered. "I was only taking this class for you so if we have a date then I don't have to--"
"I dont know," Steve said, planting his hands in his hips. "I didn't peg you for a quitter."
"You haven't pegged me at all," Eddie muttered between his teeth.
Steve laughed and moved past Eddie. "Come on, time for class. Afterwards we can get a coffee and see how things go."
Eddie sighed. They hadn't even been on a date yet and he was pretty sure he would follow Steve anywhere, and not just for the view.
"Hey Stevie," he called. "How do you feel about cinnamon roll pancakes?"
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