#FANDOM: True Colours

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LIFE IS STRANGE - MASTERLIST

Accompanying WHAT / WHO I WRITE FOR

Dividers by @/thecutestgrotto

SHORT LIST, LINKS BELOW: LIFE IS STRANGE, BEFORE THE STORM, LIFE IS STRANGE 2, TRUE COLOURS

LIFE IS STRANGE

Nothing here, yet!

BEFORE THE STORM

Nothing here, yet!

LIFE IS STRANGE 2

Nothing here, yet!

TRUE COLOURS

Alex Chen X GN!Reader

[naturecalls111]

a little; a lot; passionately; to madness

narugaa, 8.4k, rated t

[verflares]

(pre-calam) filling the compendium :-)

+ closeup and the aftermath

[shimmer-like-agirl]

My Blocked list grows whenever the River haters show their stupidity

There are plenty of characters I dislike for my own reasons, but I don’t go shitting all over any positive posts they get, especially those that get so little love from their creators. Isn’t it exhausting to be that negative all the time? Wouldn’t you rather focus on the things you love than trying to bring other people down?

[akkivee]

colours do play their part in hypmic’s character design imo, like you can interpret tdd ramuda’s lack of colours to his current fit as an emptiness and growing into a life full of colour and fun, and the way ichiro and kuukou have similar colour palettes is maybe to symbolise their similar ideals

so i’ve always wondered why are ichiro’s headphones purple lol, and idk!!!!! lately, between arb’s retrospective cards and hyppotter event, the anime and the movie, it kinda feels like we’re being shown how much ichiro relies on kuukou???? so i’ve been kinda of the opinion that it might symbolise ichiro keeping kuukou’s words at heart 🤔

[valeffelees]

stares longingly at editions of carry on i'm not allowed to buy rn

[hoovesandfloorpaws]

ngl i really do not find it cool beans to see some downright hostile/mean things being said about the harmless doodles on Lou's guitar.

he's a human being. he's online. would you also say that to his face? would you say that to a person you like?

i get light humour, but like - hello? can we still be kind maybe?

the hell is wrong with some people

[winxconfessions]

I don't like it when fans are doing race discourse about winx characters. They are not humans. They are all aliens. Chill. If someone draws musa with bright blue eyes and not brown eyes calm tf down. Especially when she has bleu eyes in the show?? This is more as an example but some people take it too far.

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LIFE IS STRANGE - WHAT / WHO I WRITE FOR

Accompanying MASTERLIST

Dividers by @/thecutestgrotto

SHORT LIST, CHARACTERS BELOW: LIFE IS STRANGE, BEFORE THE STORM, LIFE IS STRANGE 2, TRUE COLOURS

LIFE IS STRANGE

Chloe Elizabeth Price

Maxine 'Max ' Caulfield

Kate Beverly Marsh

Victoria Maribeth Chase

Warren Graham

Francis Bowers

BEFORE THE STORM

Chloe Elizabeth Price

Rachel Dawn Amber

Nathan Joshua Prescott

Stephanie Gingrich

Francis Bowers

Samantha Myers

Andrew North

Micheal North

LIFE IS STRANGE 2

Daniel Felipe Diaz

Sean Eduardo Diaz

Finnegan 'Finn' McNamara

Lucy Rose Jones 'Cassidy'

TRUE COLOURS

Alexandra 'Alex' Chen

Gabriel 'Gabe' Chen

Ryan Lucan

Stephanie Gingrich

[hxhhasmysoul]

Hi, I really like reading your JJK analyses. Do you think that Itadori ate Sukuna's finger out of his free will? A lot of fans think that Itadori deserves to be punished for Sukuna's crimes because he willingly ate the finger (and because Sukuna is apparently a force of nature so he cannot be punished). I disagree, but what do you think?

Okay, so this really touches on a lot of stuff in-world for JJK and in general, philosophically. And philosophy is not my strong suit XD

Let’s take care of the last part of this first. Sukuna is a human, not a force of nature, not a god, not a curse. He’s a human in full control of his mental faculties: not mentally ill in any way, but especially not in a way that could make him incapable of controlling himself, not intoxicated, not coerced, not controlled by an outside force through magical means. So he’s fully responsible for all his decisions regarding his actions when he has control of Yuuji’s body. He’s hard to hold accountable, true, but it’s the problem of those who’d want to punish him. You know, skill issue.

Now, let’s take a closer look at the Yuuji part of this claim.

Free Will vs Fate

The first thing is whether free will exists in the JJK world and to what extent. And I feel it does but there’s also a fate component, for example in relation to Tengen and Six Eyes. So there’s some limitation to the free will, at least for some characters. Is Yuuji entangled by fate with anyone? He could be. There are hints that his connection to Sukuna might date back to Heian. It’s hard to tell at this point.

Choice

Then we come to the concept of choice. Let’s say Yuuji had the free will to eat the first finger on that school roof, that there was no fate involved. How much of a choice did he actually have? 

Some people like to entertain themselves by saying things like “you always have a choice” even when the choice is between two horrible outcomes. For example working a job that is very destructive to your body and mental health but having a home or having no job and becoming homeless. They like to pretend like there’s a viable choice here. 

And this is also the case with Yuuji. His choice was eat the finger and hopefully save Megumi or run and live with the guilt of whatever fate befell Megumi, likely never even finding out what actually happened, considering how secretive the sorcerers are. Is this really a viable choice? 

I don't think it is. The manga rushes through this part in a typical first chapter fashion. In the anime Megumi warns Yuuji not to eat it but he doesn’t even tell Yuuji why. He doesn’t warn Yuuji that he’s likely to die, let alone that Yuuji dying would be the preferred outcome to the alternative, aka an evil homicidal bastard returning among the living. So Yuuji is working with the information provided and to him it seems either they both die or they get both saved. To him it feels like a fair gamble at that point.

And all this disregards the circumstances of that choice:

Shock and grief of losing the only family he had merely minutes or hours earlier

Last words of the said family member which are eerily relevant to the situation with the curse

Shock of learning about the supernatural

Shock of seeing his friends badly injured and knowing they could’ve died

Mortal danger

Extreme time pressure

All these render any discussion of free will in that decision making process a little shaky. In philosophy the influence of a person’s mental condition on choice, free will and ethics is actually a field of study.

Circumstance or Part of a Plan

Yuuji was created to become Sukuna's vessel as a part of Kenjaku’s plan. And for that plan Kenjaku manipulates the lives of others and creates situations to get certain outcomes. Like they did with Yuuji's friendship with Junpei. Once Junpei was involved by Mahito but also befriend by Yuuji, mother used that to test barriers for their own plans and also to test Yuuji. And probably confirm Sukuna’d made a vow with Yuuji. Kenjaku doesn't tell the disaster cursed about the vow, but they know much more about Jujutsu and Sukuna than the curses, they knew Yuuji was going to come back to life after the detention centre. Likely because they knew Sukuna would make a vow.

This makes me ask questions like: 

Why was Sukuna's finger, an object of such importance, in an average school?

Why was Yuuji in that very school?

Why was that finger easily accessible?

Why did Yuuji find it? Was he drawn to it?

All these put complete free will on his part into question, unless we assume this was all a complete coincidence that by complete chance played into Kenjaku's plan.

But even if someone believes that, Yuuji would've been fed a finger at some point. How would it play into him being deserving of punishment? If he was coerced, would he still deserve it? What if he was tricked? Would he deserve it because he allowed himself to be incapacitated or tricked? I mean it's not an uncommon position assholes take towards victims of violence or scams.

Crimes and Complicity

Now let's look at Sukuna's crimes and Yuuji's complicity in them. 

The first time Sukuna has reign of Yuuji’s body is on that school roof. 

Sukuna then kills the curse and fantasises about massacres. The latter isn’t really a proper threat of violence because it’s not directed at any particular person or persons. That’s it, then Yuuji takes over. No crime so far. 

Then Gojou comes and arrogantly and irresponsibly decides that it’s a good idea to check Yuuji’s control over Sukuna in the open, there isn’t even a veil raised, no crowd control. Sukuna proceeds to do some property damage - his first actual crime. Is Yuuji responsible for that? Not really, he’s a traumatised and badly hurt minor who was pressured to relinquish control of his own body by an adult. 

The second time Sukuna comes out is in the detention centre.

Yuuji waits for his friends to be far away and then gives Sukuna control. It is very much a calculated risk, Yuuji believes in his ability to prevent Sukuna from rampaging and assesses the cursed womb as a bigger danger to everyone than Sukuna in his body, and he’s mostly right. 

Sukuna does more property damage and severely beats up Megumi and kills Yuuji. The latter is Yuuji’s choice to stop him from killing Megumi. So yeah, he’s responsible for Megumi’s injuries because he didn’t factor in how his own injuries and mental exhaustion would prevent him from fully controlling Sukuna. And in a kind of twisted way Yuuji is responsible for Sukuna’s last crime of killing Yuuji himself, because if he didn’t come back Sukuna wouldn’t have killed him.

Then Sukuna tricks Yuuji into a vow and makes Yuuji unaware of the existence of the said vow..

For Sukuna’s third outing Yuuji isn’t responsible in the least.

Yuuji gets killed by Chousou and if he was left alone, he and Sukuna could’ve died then and there. The only reason he survives and Sukuna is let loose is because the twins and then Jougo force feed him more fingers overwhelming his soul’s capacity to cage Sukuna. Considering the level of trauma Yuuji had sustained then, it takes him more time than at the detention centre to take back control. And yeah, Sukuna commits a mass murder.. And more property damage ;-)

So.

Even if someone decides that Yuuji had completely free will to eat the first finger (I wouldn’t if it’s not obvious so far), under regular circumstances Yuuji is perfectly capable of caging Sukuna, rendering him incapable of committing any crimes apart from verbal harassment and threats of violence. 

The sorcerers knew that perfectly well, because Gojou has tested it, on the roof and then by feeding Yuuji another finger after Wasuke’s cremation. 

The elders decided to murder Yuuji, and his two new friends as collateral. Thus created an abnormally traumatic situation. Which led to Yuuji losing control over Sukuna. 

Not learning from that debacle that Yuuji should be kept away from harm so they can slowly feed him the fingers, the sorcerers put Yuuji on the front line in Shibuya. And the whole Shibuya incident is orchestrated by Kenjaku, though not micromanaged. I don’t think they predicted Sukuna’s rampage. That was on the twins a bit but mostly on Jougo, the former are kids, Jougou is ancient, he should’ve known better.  

Blame - Who Deserves Punishment?

That all being said. Yuuji would’ve been fed Sukuna’s fingers one way or the other. He ended up under the care of the sorcerers who went the most fucking irresponsible way possible about handling that. 

Would the mass murder in Shibuya not happen if Kenjaku fed Yuuji the fingers under different circumstances and Yuuji was under their care? Maybe it would, maybe it wouldn’t. Would other mass murder happen instead? Maybe, maybe not. Would Sukuna have killed Gojou? Absolutely. Unless Gojou’d stayed in the box. 

This whole idea reeks of the fandom’s dislike of Yuuji. Nobody talks like that about Gojou and the elders where it’s pretty easy to point to the ways they are very clearly complicit in various tragedies in JJK, including the way the Shibuya incident went. 

And I guess they forget that Kenjaku exists?

Yuuji is a child and new to the jujutsu world. He follows instructions and puts trust in the adults in the jujutsu world. Most detrimentally to himself, he puts trust into Gojou who fails him over and over again. 

Yuuji doesn’t proactively go into the world to seek the fingers or fight curses. He finds himself in situations and tries to handle them, but he’s not the creator of the said situations. He’s not the driver of the events. He doesn’t act recklessly. 

Even if we consider eating the first finger, Yuuji's act of full free will. Yuuji ate the finger out of desperation and ignorance but still he managed to prevent Sukuna from doing any harm. He handled his questionable choice.

Then Yuuji was captured by Gojou, the strongest of the sorcerers and an adult. A person fully aware of curses, jujutsu and the threat of Sukuna. And Gojou decided to let Yuuji live, even though he could’ve killed Yuuji on that very school roof. Gojou kept Yuuji alive despite the elders’ will. He kept Yuuji alive knowing full well that by doing so he put a target on Yuuji’s back because he dragged the boy into his little political scuffles with the elders. He kept Yuuji alive and didn’t protect him, and didn't really put much work into educating Yuuji so he could protect himself better at least.

The truth is, if we’re looking to blame someone for Sukuna’s crimes, other than Sukuna (and he is the one to blame first and foremost!), or at least Kenjaku or Jougo, then it’s mostly Gojou and the elders to a lesser degree.

[haveyoureadthisfanfic]

Summary: Cas is brought back to life post-canon, and Dean goes to therapy so that he can feel that he is in the position to finally be able to return the love confession. 

Author: @imyourhoneybeespn

Note from submitter: Dean gets tattoos as a form of bodily autonomy, and he's just so full of love for everyone in his life he can't help but to make them all about his family 

[sunaddicted]

Darkest Dreams (Lamen)

TWs: mentions of canon compliant child abuse; PTSD; self loathing; vomiting.

There's some hurt comfort to balance things out but Laurent is in a very dark headspace in this so please, heed the tags and take care 💛

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Laurent couldn't say for how long he had been staring at the ceiling - he just knew that it had been long enough to start feeling antsy about it, palms sweaty and eyes dry.

It was a wonder that all the minute fidgeting hadn't woken Damen up; it wasn't like he was a particularly heavy sleeper but he supposed that in the safety of their chambers, in a time of peace, Damen's subconscious let him sleep the night off without care.

Mostly, Laurent was happy that he hadn't woken the other man up - happy that his own anxieties and terrors hadn't tainted Damen's dreams. However, there was a smaller, much more selfish part of him that resented his lover’s peaceful sleep, so close and yet too far away to notice his distress, bubbling under his skin like a malady. He wanted Damen to blink his eyes open and ask him what was wrong; to extend his strong arms and wrap him up in the kind of hold that made him feel safe, rather than trapped; to kiss the top of his head comfortingly, murmuring Akielon poetry in his hair to try and lull him back to sleep.

No matter that Laurent most definitely had no intentions of speaking about the dream that had woken him up, nor was he in the mindframe to be touched without feeling like he was being flayed alive.

The mere thought of a hand sliding down his back was enough to make him nauseous.

He sat up carefully, making sure not to jostle the bed - that too was something Laurent had practice with: slithering out of Uncle’s bed in the dark without waking him up was an art that he had perfected night after night.

The marble floor under his feet was freezing but he welcomed the sensation, it was something different than the oppressive and humid heat of the sheets that only made him think about of sex-smelling sweat and tangled limbs.

He thought he’d been doing better than that.

(continues on ao3)

[misiahasahardname]

i miss these two…

(also there are some kinda self indulgent headcanons below the cut)

[merakimagic]

“Hi there! The name’s Raph! Do you want to join me and my brothers smashing some watermelon?”

“We can eat them later! Next one Lee!

“Step back a bit further, Michelangelo. We don’t want to accidentally portal you too, don’t we?”

“Oops yeah. Hey D-Captain, it’s your turn!”

“You can have my turn. I’m going for a swim”

“Want to try this one? You can use my bat”

@tmnt-fandom-family-reunion

Raph: *sigh*

Raph: guess that means we’re in. Thanks for the invite but Raph apologies for the mess my little brothers are about to make.

@tmnt-fandom-family-reunion

[princeofpittsburgh]

scott mccall haters r so fucking crazy. like what is ur problem

[jackattack20writes]

24 hours ago I liked a ship in a real “I just think their neat” vibe but then I had Revelations about it and it’s suddenly turned into a brain rot mix of “oh my god why did you half ass this so badly in canon” and “oh my god there’s so little in canon I can twist it however I want in fanfics” because both characters got the bare minimum character development after the halfway point in the manga with minimal backstories.

So that’s fun.

That’s really what I needed more and different brain rots to the ones I already had.