#GettingOverHim

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Pretty Words to Make the Day Go By (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/285374978-pretty-words-to-make-the-day-go-by?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=ArtistWhoDoesntPost&wp_originator=EC4DfAjxkp%2F%2FGcgnxqylWL4jnMi8eaO2pXUB49fNQQ9Mei1IGjfvCQkMsat3fxGgMUASAw%2FrbcVAH4NsG3F1lUcDC1JcbmqdXCjiMMSx55jLmvpeCSD2NjNfrpUIdXfo 

 A collection of my personal poems and stories. They go through the many stages I went through while meeting, dating, and leaving a bad boyfriend. It also chronicles the healing and growth that followed. And finally, some as I learn to love myself and someone else again. 

 F*ck anyone who makes you hurt sweetheart. Learn from my mistakes and find better. No one deserves you, you're too amazing. Find the person who understands that. Until then, you can have my poems of comfort and heartbreak to make the days go by. 

[kk-kaiaw]

There are plenty of ways to die, but only love can kill and keep you alive to feel it.

-Leo Christopher

[catherineedwardblog]

𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐊𝐔 #Availablenow - https://books2read.com/Getting-Over-Him

[sam-draws-things]

Thank you to everyone who has commented/messaged and shared my request for healing heartbreak tips :) 

I knew you'd have good ideas! 

I am thinking of creating a book or something lovely to share and help the broken hearted. 

This evening's question: is closure something that someone else can give you, or is it something you have to find yourself? Any thoughts? (please do share again!)

[that-spider-chick]

Helium Baloon

It hurts a little less every time. Everytime I fall into remebering. It’s starts with a comment from my father, mentioning your name that sends me spiraling into memories of a time when I was your godess. When you fell to your knees before me, worshiping every curve, sipping kisses like oxygen, ready to suffocate rather than seperate our lips. You who whispered my name as prayer, bodies entertwined, so close that we were one being moving together. Sex and love were never seperate. We weren’t making love, we were bathing in it. Running it across our skin with velvety fingertips, rocking slowly into a climactic abyss. It wasn’t until later that I realized how rare that sort of passion is. On my bad days I fear that that was my one and only chance at something like that. On the good days I’m certain of it. Not that I won’t find love and be happy. But I believe that it will never be that. I discovered myself in you lover. You loved me like the last flower on a dying planet. Now you lay with her. I once thought that my body would be yours until the end of days. Since then I’ve tasted other skin. Brushed other souls. Kissed other men. But you’ll forever be the grand opening, the home run, my shot of whiskey, my forever scars, that coveted first love. You will always be a part of my love, though they will not know it, all they will taste is sweetness…and timidity. You are not you, lover. If i passed you in the street i wouldnt stop for small talk. The boy i swore to marry is buried somewhere behind one too many hits from your bad decision pipe. And I forgive you. I forgive you for giving up and letting go. For dying inside of yourself. I forgive you for not fighting for this. I forgive you for leaving me when I needed you most. I’ve learned to breathe on my own now. You’re my helium balloon love and I’ve finally let go. I can barely spot you in the distance.

[mermaidinthecity]

laurenalaina: Can’t wait to share my new music of how I got pushed wall the way to the hedge. #SitHappens #GettingOverHim 9.4.20 ��

[identityseeker-blog1]

Dear Leo,

Can I hate you for what I put myself through? I bounce back and forth with this. Some days I accept my part and understand that I played the biggest role in this. On those days I’m not as angry. The anger sets in when I think of everything you said. Going back to beginning of this past year, I never asked you for anything, never told you I wanted to be with you, never asked you to leave her, never asked you to choose me. So i’d first like to understand why you spun that story? Its hard to feel like it wasn’t to manipulate me, because as i said i never asked you for anything. Why put on a front, you built up hope i never had. then snatched them away in the cruelest way possible.

You portray yourself as a good person. Are you? Or is this really all my fault? Should i have listened to everyone and everything i saw. You showed me who you were so many times. Why wouldn’t I believe you?

You cause chaos and then vanish. I don’t know if you consider what you leave behind. When you leave, you don’t leave empty handed. You take my sleep with you, you take away my ability to close my eyes and dream. All I do is stay awake crying, hoping that exhaustion will come so my eyes can find some momentary relief, Do you consider this when you? Does it occur to you that it pains me to sleep in the bed where you told me so many lies, the bed where I dreamed of what we could build together. No you took my sleep and carried it with you to your room where you sleep peacefully, I remember how that feels.

When you leave you take my sanity. How do you expect me to not question every moment and every second of our interactions since the day we met. I wonder how much of my destruction did you plan and how much was accidental. You take away my trust, not only in the world but in me, I believed everything. How could I ever trust my judgement again. My eyes left me so blind to you. Did you ever stop to think that I will see you in every man from now on. Did you ever stop to think that like so many girls i dreamed of  a prince charming, did it occur to you that the fear you left in me might leave me to scared to notice him when he comes.

I don’t reach out to you because it makes me feel good. The humiliation of a unanswered text or plea for love does not make my heart sore like you seem to think it does. I reach out to you because my mind is not yet capable of understanding. Understanding how someone who was so ingrained in my life has ceased to exist. My brain is not ready to let you go.

You left me with no remorse. The situation is irreversible, i know. But you owe me su much more than your excuses.  I moved the world for you, I showed you love I didn’t know i was capable of.

Love doesn’t sound the same anymore. Happy doesn’t feel the same anymore. You took so much from me and I want to forgive you. Because it has to have met something right. Somewhere in all of this you had to love me right. No one holds on for that long if they don’t love you….right?

Do you feel bad at all? Do you think about me, or do I only cross your mind when your guilt is staring you in the face.

The worse part of it all is you gave me no goodbye, so I have to pick myself and move on with no closure no last word, barely a memory of the last time  I saw you.

You didn’t have to break me, I’ll never get over that.

I don’t want to regret you or wonder. I want to move past this soul crushing pain and forget you ever entered my life, since thats what you did to me. Crushed me then went right on living.

I understand why people live in fear of loving, its people like you that crush those courageousness enough to open there hearts.

You’ll never read this and you’ll never even care.

Bye,

The girl you left behind

[catherineedwardblog]

Falling in love for the first time should be the most amazing feeling in the world. For me, it was the exact opposite. 𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐊𝐔 #Availablenow - Link in Bio #ContemporaryRomance #ResistingHer #GettingOverHim #MovingOnDuology #SecondChanceRomance #SecondChanceAtLove #RomanceReads #Kindlereads #romance https://www.instagram.com/p/CBBzXoupQEX/?igshid=1lifegdq4m6na

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[biggerthantexas-blog1]

relationships

...are hard.

i never thought about my boyfriend’s exs until 3 years down the line.

i guess i was naïve, thinking if you meet the one then obviously they are fresh for your taking. no, this was not the case for me. neither would it be the case for many people to be honest. how often do you hear about people marrying the one they lost their virginity to? apart from true christians, i would say 90% of successful relationships come after the two people have experimented on others. and even then, christians are eager to get down and busy so they get married like 2 months into dating lmao

point is, i need to get over myself. im not special, im not anyone’s first and probably never will be.

[marisadonnelly]

And suddenly, you remembered you were already and always whole.⠀ ⠀ _____ Book: Somewhere On A Highway⠀

[appu2804-blog]

Forgetting....

Why is it that sometimes you really want to forget things but you cant??Why is that even though you want to forget it badly,you cant???Somewhere,I feel like this episode of my life will always choose to haunt me every minute of the day...I loved him and he is no more but why is it that even if I want to forget his death scene by my mind and heart, I AM NOT ABLE TO...Yes,I want to remember our sweet memories but whenever I do,his death comes in popping...I dont think I will ever come out of this..I think a small piece of my heart died with him..I wake up as if there is no more life inside me..I never expect anything from the day..All I do is that he would be with me...FOREVER AND EVER...But I know that it is not possible..HE IS DEAD AND HE WILL NEVER RETURN BACK...All I am doing now is trying to forget him....I am trying this hard thing called FORGETTING....

[mermaidinthecity]

laurenalaina: Practice what you peach 🍑 #DontTextYourExJustBecauseYoureQuarantined #PeachingToTheChoir #GettingOverHim

[dearguppy]

my goal

Would you find it odd if I told you that my goal was to fail. Yes, well it is correct. Today my goal is to fail. To try, and to fail. The only way to get good at something, is to get past the failure. So, failure is the beginning, and so if that is true. Then that’s all I wish to do. 

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