#I BAWLED MY EYES OUT. GOD. GODDDD

[clumsypuppy]

TOGETHER AGAIN 🩷

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Blue Lock S2 thoughts cont. Ep30-33

The HYPE for this game is LEGIT

(I already posted about this one but) BACHIRA LOVES ISAGI OH MY GODDDD 😭😭😭 I rewatched that line so many times oh my god I couldn't believe it; literally had to stop and bawl my eyes out for several minutes FUCK

Nagi's victory pose after he made the first goal! LET'S GOOOOO!!!

Also that chat between Chigiri and Reo about Nagi? Absolutely shifted my entire perspective on NaGiri vs ReoNagi, holy cow 💔

RIN'S GOAL!! I'm cheering for him SO HARD, especially now that I've seen the backstory between him and Sae. Sae's a jerk 😤

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I'll plan to watch the rest of the season tomorrow; I'll keep you updated!

[nemusnail]

FUCK nimona made me cry so much oh my godddd

(spoilers btw) (and rant warning)

Like judging from the last scene she didn't die right?? but before that I was crying like a baby, like actually bawling because it's so real

Like she had just decided not to die/evaded death, and then she knew she HAD to die to save everyone

so there was basically always going to be that outcome oh my god

and the only reason people made i love you posters and a memory wall was because the circumstances around Nimona changed, not Nimona (she changed a bit too, but she was Always Like That, evidenced by the child saving thing and her backstory. She very obviously was not a monster, as the movie drives home (though she did severally injure a bunch of guards but like,,, self defense y'all))

AND AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE COLOURS??

cuz Nimona always has some reddish/pinkish tones every time she shifts into her forms. She says "I'm Nimona!" in a three forms if I remember correctly (?), so no matter which form she shifts to, she's still herself. She's still in her colours.

THAT IS, except for every time she shifts into other people. Then she looks like them (duh), and is very obviously not herself.

and when she shifts into the monster, SHE'S IN BLACK AND WHITE. There are no nuances in her colours because people only see her as bad (though she has white in her eyes and inside her mouth, which I'm reading way too much into probably and saying that that's signalling she's good on the inside and really hasn't completely lost it morality wise).

and she's not in her colours because THAT'S NOT WHO SHE IS. She is, say it with me now, NOT A MONSTER.

Obviously this is the point of the movie and I'm not inventing a new point here but I just needed to rant and thought the colours were cool.

Also as another post pointed out, I couldn't stop seeing the she-ra parallels. So good.

Also the humour is top notch and I legitimately gasped so loud when the director stabbed golden retriever man.

Also love the possessed baby.

[the7thcrow]

CORYNN. YOU WENT TO TONIGHTS SHOW RIGHT?? DID YOU LOSE YOUR MIND DURING THE VIDEO FANS MADE FOR ATEEZ?? WASNT IT THE CONCERT AMAZING?? THOUGHTS????

HI HELLO yes i was at the show tonight and OH MY GODDDD.

so many thoughts. so so many feelings uggggghhh

firstly, my camera roll is absolutely flooded with videos of seonghwa. all the time, even when he’s not singing. this solidified i am down atrocious for the man. here’s a fun little video of his first solo screen moment:

note my “oh my f*cking god” in the background” 😵‍💫😵‍💫

but everyone looked so good. all my videos are flooded with me laugh/crying in the background. i’ve been to a decent amount of concerts, but never a kpop one, and holy FUCK the energy??? insane??? consider me floored.

speaking of being floored. about the video montage?? yeah, here’s my mental state from that point onward (excuse the state of my brows):

dude the second yunho’s lip wobbled while singing turbulence, i was DONE. immediate sobbing. i cry when other people cry so the whole time they were watching the video i just bawled me eyes out. the girl behind me literally offered me a tissue LMAO.

now i have to like, fly back across the country and return to my normal life and i have no clue how i’m supposed to do that. post concert depression is already setting in lmao, next time they come back to north america i will be there. irl friend and i are already making the plans lmao.

but i take it you enjoyed it just as much too???

[volfoss]

Top ten manga and anime!!

OK!! im gonna uhhh cheat a bit and do 10 of each ok <3

manga:

xxxholic (i feel thats obvious <3) but its like my fave thing ever and just has such a good supernatural comedy plot but is also like serious and one of those things that legit changed how i thought about things (in a good way <3)

tsubasa reservoir chronicles!! its the sister series to xxxholic and is like found family road tripping across dimensions and oh my godddd its so good!!

chobits uwu, IF you can get past the well, horniness, of the first 15 chapters, its soo soooo good, its like a story about finding your person and it just aughhh its so powerful......

i feel i need to have jojo on here somewhere so bam here. good series would kill araki if i could etc

OMG i nearly forgot abt stop!! hibari kun! important thing to note abt me is that i rly enjoy going back and seeing trans rep in older manga and this like?? handles it not great but the characters r near and dear to my heart and the art is rly pretty <3

OH MY GOD I NEARLY FORGOT BUT DORORO!!!!!!!! like the art is gorgeous the story is rly rly good and the characters are so good. it DOES have an anime but i maintain the manga is the best way to like consume it? its just rly rly well handled and rly fun.... if u can like ignore the uhhhh mild transphobic shit in the second half, but its rly good and dororo (character) is trans as fuck and my best friend!!

DOUBLE HOUSE OMG!!!!!! literally THEEEEE trans manga thats kinda older and its just so soft and so sweet and aughhhh its not officially translated into english but u can find it online but its so good.....

OMG OMG... like anything by junji ito!! uzumaki is my fave but gyo is rly rly good and tomie.... ough its so good!! i rly like horror manga <3 honorable mention for this spot since i havent finished it yet, but the drifting classroom has been rly good so far <3

NARUTO sorry sorry for enjoying it buttttt its good <3 i read it mostly for sakura my best friend but its a rly good series and even tho its long as shit it didnt rly like get bad? other than the 100 chapter stretch where i was going to kill someone bc it was so boring <3

OUGH OUGHHHH yes i nearly forgot about x/1999!! its like clamps magnum opus and its just a like rly epic sci fi story, but also unfortunately continues from tokyo babylon (gross gross icky :( ) but its so good and the characters are really good and it would be SOOO much higher if it was actually finished :(

anime:

DEATH PARADE OH MY GODDDD literally like my fave anime of all time its so good and so powerful and makes me cry every single time... it is everything to me

mob psycho 100!! also like one of those that fundamentally changed my brain but the artstyle slaps so much and its rly rly fun!!

great teacher onizuka! its uh a very very big thing of if u can ignore some of the more questionable aspects of it, but it was like one of my first animes and its smth that i rly treasure. its a like rly light hearted comedy abt this former motorcycle gang leader who wants to become a teacher, but gets assigned to a rly rly tough class and uses like RLY unorthodox ways to solve the problems... its like oddly heartwarming and the openings slap sooo hard

OH MY GOD I NEARLY FORGOT ABOUT ASSASSINATION CLASSROOM.... again its a thing of ignoring the fanservice but i legit cannot think abt the ending w/o bawling my eyes out... its like a popular one but its popular for a reason imo? its fun <3

again feel obligated to put jjba on here <3

OHH YEAH!! what ive seen of doctor stone is rly good! im a bit further ahead in the manga but the artstyle is rly good and if u can look past a bit of fan service... ough its so good. its just like rly fun and scratches an itch in my brain <3

OH YEAH!!! hunter x hunter!!! its rly fun and i rly need to finish the manga someday, but its like a long term one that i rly rly enjoy <3

YEAH YEAH I NEARLY FORGOT!!!!!! but i rly rly enjoy gangsta!! its like idk rly fun and the main three are in a poly relationship in my mind <3 i rly love the characters and the setting a lot <3

YEAH OMG YEAH1!! K-ON!!!!! its like a slice of life and while i dont normally like those... k-on is rly good <3 its just a soft little series and makes me rly happy (havent finished it but god its just rly good <3)

i feel so bad that i never finished this one BUT i rly enjoyed the millionare detective: balance UNLIMITED when i watched it! im a chronic never finishes shows person (except if it sucks in which case i will binge it) but its animated rly nice and its a fun premise <3

[kinktae]

Hi I just binge read Bitchin’ and I love 🥺 I felt every embarrassment, want, and deception in my gut. truly felt what the characters were going through. thank you so much for writing her!

bitchin 10 ask. I love u all :D

Anonymous said: Hi rose! I just wanted to say thank you for your hard work on Bitchin’! I know there was a lot going on during the writing process , and I just wanted to say how proud of you I am for finishing it!!! Can’t wait to see what’s next! 💜

Anonymous said: bitchin was everything i didn’t know i needed, thank you for making me smile, laugh and bawl my eyes out at 3 am. The ending was perfection, ofc i’m sad that it’s ending but i’m fulfilled. thank you again

deliciouslydisturbed365 said: Bitchin’ could not have ended more perfect - though I wish there had been makeup sex simply because I’m a selfish/horny bitch. 😂 I can’t wait to read your Taehyung and Yara series 😂😘😘

da-unicorn-queen02 said: Omgggg Roseeeee :(((((( Bitchin‘ :((((( the most beautiful fanfic I’ve read no cap I just cried reading the last part :((( never thought it would hurt so much to reach the end of it🥺🥺 you did such an amazing job with it and thank you for feeding us with the best stories idk what I’d do without them🥰🥰 

Anonymous said: Now that the Bitchin' come to an end, it is time to reread all over again ahaghahaga

ichiyas said: I just binge read bitchin and OH MY GOD THE FEELS, the ANGST, THE FLUFF... THE SIN AND SMUT. It was all perfect! Honestly it was like a movie in my head your writing is incredible and it was so flawless. My heart aches that it’s over cause I feel like a part of my world is gone (like when you finish a good series- tbh every time I watch ATLA). What I wanted to say was that you’re so talented and thank you so much for blessing us with this story 💖💕

ichiyas said: Also lol I found myself saying just fucking text him/her or google shit to y/n and Jungkook and then I realised oh wait this is the 1980s, they don’t have Smart Phones or the World Wide Web 😂😂😂 made me realise how easy we have it nowadays lol. But also the 80s was a banging time, not that I was alive for it lololol, but the films, fashion and music was great. Sorry I’m just rambling now. Bitchin was a blast, totally radical ✌🏼😍 10000000000/10 recommend

taevkimchi said: The last chapter of bitchin’ was so good ! 😔💓 I cried when I got to the part she got the letter / paper and when they said i missed you to each other the song that was playing on my phone was zero O’clock and it was so beautiful because I felt so much emotion while reading and listening at the same time I literally cried. Seriously. You are such a talented writer I can’t wait to read more of your future works soon!

Anonymous said: AHH BITCHIN PT 10. Feels. That- you need to write a book

Anonymous said: IM SCREAMING I LOVED BITCHIN! it was well written and i think you’re an amazing writer and person keep up the good work!

Anonymous said: this is not an ask, but im just here to say that bitchin was one of the best stories I've read on this site! i canNOT explain how much i enjoyed it. it was a fucking rollercoaster to say the least, and Godddd am I in love with your writing style. You're a brilliant writer, I wish you success in everything you do !!!!! I really loved this story, actually, ALL your stories omfg. you're so talented, it's crazy. sending lots and lots of love your way! -a nerd named zara♡

Anonymous said: was listening to if you leave by orchestral manoeuvres in the dark while reading the bitchin finale and I cried.. literally cried tears from my eyes

kpopbias1 said: meat·head /ˈmētˌhed/ Noun INFORMAL a stupid person. "listen, meathead, do as you're told" I never loved the word meathead as much as I did now. ”I never saw a meathead cry before.” 😭 I love it so much! I love your works! I've been reading your work since 2016 (I think) and I've enjoyed my journey (of course you would've known the most because I always stayed anonymous because I was shy.) I've enjoyed being here to watch your progress and dive into new interests. If I could I would write with u

Anonymous said: YOU FUCKING BITCH!!! STOP MAKING ME CRY OMG:((( NOW I WANT A BOYFRIEND:(((( BLEASE BE MY BOYFRIEND:(((?😗 YOU CAN BE THE JUNGKOOK TO MY YN!!!😍

Anonymous said: Damn... bitchin was bitchin!

[its-tea-time-darling]

😭😭😭

this was so beautiful i cried 😭🖤

Back in the beginning of the glade when there weren't a lot of boys minho and gally were really close, yes of course they had their arguments but that didn't matter, they cared for eachother a lot. sometimes when both of them couldn't sleep they would move away from the rest of the gladers and lay on the soft grass and just stare up at the sky, looking at the stars. they would talk for hours about anything and everything,they would share secrets and insecurities, knowing its only them and the stars that would hear. throughout their time in the maze they grew apart more and more but when everything goes down and they leave gally in the maze, its hard on minho, he finds himself thinking about the other boy, hoping he's okay and that somehow, he and the others will survive.

When gally shows up in the lab, minho doesn't even know what went through his head, all he remembers is Gally's dark, possessed eyes and the gun pointed at them. he didn't remember grabbing the spear, he didn't remember throwing it, all he knows is that he killed one of his closest friends, the person that knew him most. minho doesn't really have time to let it all sink in, constantly running and fighting ever since they left the maze. he finds himself thinking of the other boy again when he's taken by wckd, when he's in the simulation, getting tortured so they can tap his blood for their stupid cure. he would die over and over or he would see his dead friends in the glade, sometimes he wished he could actually join them there, in the glade, safe and at home, he hasn't seen gally there yet, maybe he was hiding, waiting for minho. he wanted to give up so bad, just wanting to be at home with his friends. but he can't give up, somewhere deep inside he knows that his friends wil come to safe him. when they do he's so unbelievable happy but it doesn't last long and they are running from wckd again in seconds, he thinks they're safe again until they hear the wckd soldiers, maybe this really is the end. in a flash 3 of the 4 soldiers are shot down, the boys stare at the leftover soldier before he takes of his mask.

gally. what the fuck. thats all he thinks at that moment.

at the safe haven the stars are clearer, they feel familiar yet new but welcoming. another thing that feels familiar but also new is the hands running through Minho's hair. they belong to gally, the same gally who he spent countless nights in the glade with watching the stars, the same gally he had hit with a spear, the same gally who somehow survived and saved minho. the same gally who knew basically everything about him. this wasn't the first time at the safe havent that they were laying like this, on a spot on the beach, far away from the rest of the camp both on their backs looking up at the stars, just like they used to. things weren't the same anymore, nothing was, the sand itched their skin and the stars looked different, they heard the sound of the waves instead of the sound of the maze changing and the grievers growling. something that had also changed was the space between them, back at the glade they would lie apart atleast a meter or so, here minho's head was resting on gally chest, Gally's hands carding through the dark brown hair.

everything was different but somehow it felt the same, maybe even better.

it was just the stars and them, no secrets, no space. just love and trust.

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Bunni plays Richard and Alice, and gets an ending, and DIES INSIDE, WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK

* okay seriously i was COMPLETELY WRONG about every expectation i had, holy fucking shit

* In the end the final flashback was EVEN WORSE than I ever expected, oh god i wanna throw up! I don’t know if things could have gone differently due to my choices, but the way it went down this time was just... oh god... “I am gonna bawl my eyes out if Barney dies” HEY YOU KNOW WHAT’S EVEN WORSE THAN THAT?? He was dying and his mother had to mercy kill him so he wouldnt suffer What the fuck, what the holy everyloving fuck jesus christ god no The only choice i had in the matter was that i gave him back his toy car to hold while he fell asleep, and then it appeared on his grave at the ending and i got a few extra lines of continuity hoping that Barney is going on an adventure with Daddy in his big ol car... Fuck fucking christ god no oh godddd

* and like HEY LETS JUST RUB SOME SALT IN THE WOUND apparantly the grave we were visiting all this time was empty cos nobody could even find her husband’s body so like.. she doesnt even have the consolation of knowing they’ll be together in death

* oh and DEAR GOD there was a REALLY ATMOSPHERIC scene before it really fucking surreal and confusing oh god you’re just left with the dying barney sitting there on the floor and no choice and no items except your gun and i knew right them what i was supposed to do but i tried to leave and backtrack and find anything that could help and then all you can do is return to that empty church and find that it isnt empty anymore there’s some weird nameless faceless grandpa hiding in the confessional booth, and you can talk to him about this horrible horrible story and your horrible horrible choice and you never get to actually see who he is or anything but i choose to believe he actually did want to help, and all.. the conversation with him helped it be a little less painful at least

* and then you just go back to the empty grave marking your dead husband, and you have a horrible scene of her breaking down and yelling at him cos she knows he’d believe she’s stronger than this, and he’d tell her not to kill herself, but she really wants to die if she has to take her son’s life and god, she talks about how she attempted suicide once before from depression back when they first married, and he saved her from doing it, and now she wishes she could have died back then and never brought her son into the world if he’s just gonna suffer like this oh godddddd

* and then we get back to the present day and its all ‘aww richard really cares about you’ and ‘oh that silly richard being a comic relief’ and ‘hooray we managed to escape’ and then THE BIGGEST FUCKING EVIL PLOT TWIST HOLY JESUS FUCK

* richard i have never wanted to reach thru a screen and strangle a man more than this moment jesus fuck

* mr purposely vague ‘oh im just a generic good guy’ protagonist was lying THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME and god its even worse cos like all of his personality was still real he’s a sick fuck who THINKS he’s a good guy, and tries to be all friendly like, and just like.. compartmentalizes it away in the back of his head and pretends he hasn’t committed this damn sin, that he still counts as good if he’s just ~polite~

* FUCK SERIOUSLY MAN I have never been so terrified to hear the word brussel sprouts! I didnt even think to mention the brussel sprouts line back when I heard it! you just hear one of the gang members mention some stupid folksy idiom about brussel sprouts during the flashbacks I should have fucking known it was richard, it fits with his goddamn fake good guy persona! he slips up and mentions it after you leave the prison, he doenst know you heard him say it before GOD FUCKING DAMN YOU YOU SICK FUCK

* and like.. well.. at least it seems I was wrong about the cannibalism. Or at least, as far as richard knows they werent doing that to the victims. But it feels like he didnt know or care what happened to the people he kidnapped, all part of his strategy to put it out of mind and pretend he’s still the good guy... But GOD thats kinda EVEN WORSE that we dont even know what they were doing to the victims! Richard says they were ‘kept in relative comfort’ and compares it to being in this prison. ‘At least they had food and clothes, they wouldnt have that outside’. YEAH BUT YOURE FUCKING KEEPING THEM AS SLAVES AND POSSIBLY *SEX SLAVES* AND GOD JESUS FUCKING CHRIST And we get a partial answer to what happened to the kids from that diary. Apparantly Lucy was (for some reason) valued very highly as a slave, so much so that they’d actually pay the expense of finding insulin to keep her alive. Thats what makes me think it might have been sex slavery, i mean.. they’re valuing this one child slave higher than the rest. The other theory is that maybe Lucy was actually Richard’s daughter that he mentioned as his excuse for working for this gang, he says he was ensured that his family would be kept safe as long as he sacrificed other people... God its so fucked up. And then he tries to justify it to Alice by saying blablabla we do what we have to do to survive and morality is relative and ohhhh we’re not the bad guys i mean they’d suffer more if they died in the cold compared to living longer in pain and slavery AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE WORST PART IS???

* i got THE FUCKIN WORST ENDING, JESUS CHRIST somehow my choices during my first run led to an ending where alice agrees to join richard’s shit gang i cant even blame her for it, she was fuckin mentally shattered by having to euthanise her son and then she had a scrap of hope with an apparant friendship with an apparantly moral man and then he fucking turns out to be this sort of shit and she has no reason to keep going and i suppose this is technically ‘good’ cos she decided to live, but she also decided to be led away by a manipulative fuckass and join an evil slavery cult and god she probably feels like she’s already a ‘sinner’ cos of what she did to her kid so she belongs with them GAHHHH this is a story of a villain who’s convinced he’s good, and a good person who’s convinced she’s a villain! T_T

* I hope I can find a better ending to this...

* I hope there’s an ending where richard gets bitchslapped in the face with a two-by-four

* Seriously did i just get this ending because I tried to act like a decent friend to Richard and then just SUDDEN TWIST he was evil the whole time and GAHHHH

* fuck you richard fucking fuck you dont deserve top billing in the title