#I WAS 18 WHEN I STARTED PLAYING
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rewatched Kurogiri's holiday story from ultra impact (not related to sketch at all)
(but it did inspire me)
on another note
finally!!
#fanart#sketch#my art#bnha#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#kurogiri#I cried a bit while playing it I missed the classic LoV I missed Kurogiri WITH the LoV it's been so long :(#and it feels like last chapter (423 atm) broke the seal of sketching them as anything but something static#it took me two or so days to just understand that Kurogiri is... yeah#I can't believe it took Horikoshi so long to bring him back but as I said and will say it again I glad it happened at all#after some thought I just want to sit with the chapters#anyway getting the preordered book was so much fun#it was full of LoV from Toga and Dabi talking about her house to Tenko being upset over being told that he doesn't have friends#and everything in-between basically only Compress left to join in the next volume#I think????#I actually want to get another one already they're so goodddd#and the translation sounds pretty good but I checked some pages not the whole book it'll be boring#it's actually so weird to think that I started a goal of reading the whole series ad it was now officially coming out like this back in 201#and now it's 2024 and the translation is pretty much ahead of anime and maybe it'll be faster than viz volumes too#since it's 2 in 1 basically - I think it's really great since I save some money but get LoV chapters every time#because they appear every 2 books at the start of the series and back then it was hard for me to get them#but I felt content seeing all the books that I bought when I was visiting family for holidays this month because there are so many of them#and I don't need any wi-fi or internet in general to read them back to back now with an addictional volume#they have some mistakes but I don't mind them it feels good to just hold all of them (and a bit heavy after like 8 books) and now it's 18
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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Do you think the reason why Joke doesn't know how to drive a car was because he went to prison before anyone could teach him
#since he wrote and failed the national entrance exam i think he started attempting the exam at the age of 18#because thats when most people finish 12th grade and his father wants him to win the overachiever competition#most strict parents can only tolerate failure a max of 3 times but joke's dad is a piece of work so ill give joke 2 years of failed attempts#that would make him 20 years old and the minimum driving age in thailand is 21 and dad wants to play by the rules#so i think that joke went to jail when he was 20 and so could not learn how to drive#he must have missed out on so many mundane things in jail#my son :(#joke jack and joker#jack & joker#jack and joker#jackjoker#idk the fandom tags so pls help
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Tumblr is so awesome
i post some art and suddenly someone brings up that it would look good as FUCKING INFECTED PAUL MATTHEWS/pos
LIKE
THIS IS THE BEST PLATFORM EVER
I'M FINDING FRIENDS
HELL YEAH
#I mean??.#This account stared off VERY SMALL#and now.#I HAVE SO MANY FRIENDS#I STARTED OFF A GACHA KID!#a ROLE PLAY ONLY#AND NOW?#I AM AN ARTIST#ALSO SOME SHIT HAPPENED AND I REALIZED I'M A HEADMATE IN A SYSTEM#AND THAT I'M TRANSMASC!#AND BISEXUAL!#I STARTED THIS ACCOUNT TWO YEARS AGO WHEN I JUST HAD TURNED 18!#OH MY FUCKING GODS!#iM A YOUNG ADULT NOW??
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What game were you playing?
It's called The Roottrees are Dead.
You're a geneologist who is contacted after a devastating crash kills several members of this billionaire family called The Roottrees. A mysterious person gives you a huge list of names and asks you to complete a family tree, with a particular emphasis on blood relatives.
You have a basic 1998-era computer with a search engine, library access, and a periodicals database, and you have to figure out what to search and how to link clues to form a family tree.
This is an example of the notes I was keeping the first little bit of the game. You can see how webby it gets. You have to search anything mentioned- companies, books, movies, magazines, they all lead to more information. Hell, the co-stars in shows and movies lead to other connections on the family tree.

#a good example is that one of the names you're given is like lauren roottree#and you find out by searching her that she's an author#so you swap to the library tab and search all of her books under both last names#and find a special edition of one book that has a photo of her you inventory#and then it mentions her father was this one roottree#and on page 6 of random excerpts she mentions 'uncle jr'#so you know one of her uncles names has a 'jr' in it and you can look at the master list of names#and find a roottree with 'jr' in it#but you also have to know on the family tree where he fits in age order among the 5 kids of that generation#certain other names and keywords lead you to a book about the history of candy#and an ad for it from the 1930s where they say the 5 flavors were inspired by the 5 children#each sharing an initial with the kids#you use those first letters to narrow down the list further and get them in age order#or you have this dude having an affair with this girl#but he has 4 ex wives#so you see a mention of later in his life#his daughter#and by her last name you know like on the family tree there is only one wife with 2 children and so that must be the affair girl#because the girls have her last name#and you have to find names; professions; and photos for all of them; with bonuses for finding their spouse names#so... yeah#it's really hard to stop once you've started#but I locked in 18 entries on the family tree- i expect another handful to lock in very soon#so i made a list of keywords to search off of when i resume playing#ask
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“I have this scene in my head for my fic that I really love but i don’t feel like writing all of the other stuff to get to it.”
I see this comment like 5 times a day in fic writing spaces lol
a scene that you don’t want to write is a scene you don’t want to read. don’t write stuff you don’t want to read.
me, personally: wait until the scenes that get you to that first initial scene you were excited about are just as interesting as that scene too. it won’t be the first, second, or third thing you think of. if u have a scene you really want to write, write that, and keep writing only those exciting scenes that come to you. eventually you have a million interesting scenes for your fic and they become puzzle pieces for you to arrange and then eventually the strings come together and you realize you really do have an interesting way to get to that original scene, and you’re just as excited to write it, if you haven’t already written it when you were brainstorming other scenes earlier in the writing process that you didn’t even realize could carry your story like that.
#My process is 1) write the initial scene — the first one I thought of that inspired the fic#2) daydream (preferably to a custom playlist) and write ONLY THE DIALOGUE that I like from my daydreams#3) discover common threads while daydreaming and thus discover a theme#4) now that I have my theme; my favorite dialogue lines; and my inspiration scene I begin drafting#Drafting includes writing around the dialogue and filling in the gaps with action#I find that dialogue drives my plot usually but I’m trying to get better at throwing chaotic events at my characters#and forcing them to respond to circumstances beyond their control/beyond the consequences of their choices#Drafting is also the point where I start writing only the exciting stuff and stringing it all together like a lunatic#5) once you have enough scenes to string together and you’ve put the puzzle together: reread and revise#6) put it down and don’t touch it dont think about it don’t do anything to it for like at least 3 days to 1 week#7) reread with fresh eyes and revise again#8) repeat steps 6 and 7 until you have desired fic#Sometimes if I really don’t like the way a story is working though I’ll play around with scenes#like “what if I remove this scene? How does that affect things? Is this a loadbearing scene in the story or is it superfluous?”#“What if I delete chapters 5-15 and just totally rewrite everything in that space”#that one is a rough one to go through and is the reason why I have some fics that have never seen the light of day 😂#this is all coming from pre-2021 ghostlycod#back when I was in the marvel fandom and writing 100k self insert OC fanfics#14-18 year old me wrote like an Ancient Greek poet#pure genius masterpieces with masterclass articulation#and idk what happened but it’s like at 25 I’ve suddenly gone brain dead#I envy 14 year old me so much when I’m writing now#That girl was just humming along to Lorde on repeat creating multiple full length novels at the same time all written with English Premium
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Patrick Troughton - billed as Pat - helps the stricken French nobility (and flashes the audience) as Sir Andrew Ffoulkes, a staunch ally of the title character in The Adventures of the Scarlet Pimpernel (ITP, 1955 - 1956)
#fave spotting#patrick troughton#the adventures of the scarlet pimpernel#doctor who#classic doctor who#two#itp#itc#1955#I've had a nice rhythm going lately with pairing a 50 min series (usually The Saint these days‚ tho not for much longer...) with a shorter#25 min one to dip into when I've less time or whatever. with The Adventurer over (adieu and farewell Gene Bradley you insane#multi talented everything) i thought I'd change it up a little and go for a much earlier itc series for a different tone. so early in fact#that they weren't even ITC yet; the company was then known as the Incorporated Television Programme Company‚ ITP for short‚ but be not#fooled; this is in every way the Lew Grade led company that would come to dominate the commercial tv world in the decades to follow#The Adventures of Robin Hood is usually identified as the first ITC production but in fact it beat this series to the screen by only#3 days and the two shows were presumably in production simultaneously. Hood went on to be the making of ITC and Lew Grade and lasted#a whopping 143 episodes over 4 years; Pimpernel made it to only 18 despite being planned as a 39 part series (standard length for these#early itc shows). exactly what went wrong i dont know; Goring was heavily involved in production as well as starring and maybe that played#a part‚ or maybe the popular success of Hood meant this show was no longer affordable. idk im just speculating but from#what I've seen it's fairly fun. starting on ITV just a week after the network commenced transmission‚ it's safe to say this didn't capture#the public imagination like Hood did and it does seem to have been rather forgotten about. Pat is actually a series regular and these#pics come from a few different eps among the first few. he isn't in the very first (nor is the Pimpernel's other faithful companion#played by Anthony Newlands) and i do wonder if that was a pilot (it has Robert Shaw as the Pimpernel's right hand and to my#knowledge he doesn't reappear; he'd make up for it with a starring role in one of ITC's next series‚ The Buccaneers#but yes he's here and he's fantastic and gets to be dashing and heroic (tho never moreso than Goring of course). he's also the one of the#three heroes who best suits the powdered hair look (Newlands looks quite unfortunate). and of course i know what im doing with that#last shirtless pic.. you're welcome Pat girlies (gender neutral)#maybe I'll make another post after I've seen a few more eps but i wasn't going to commit to a Pat post for every episode im afraid
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Big things coming soon? Maybe? Possibly? Could be clickbait? Hm.....
#I WANT TO START STREAMING AGAIN#BUT I'M SO SCARED#AND MY PERFECTIONIST TENDENCIES ARE KICKING MY ASS#I CAN'T STREAM UNTIL IT'S ALL SET UP AND READY AND PERFECT#'oh just do it anyway'#NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAAAAND#It's so hard to do#🥺🥺🥺#Even when I do think 'I should just do it right now. Go live without anything prepared just. Do it.'#I still don't do it#Because like#'Oh well I wanna play my favorite game Funny Fantasy for 18 hours instead :3'#It is 100% a self-discipline issue#Because I could always either play FF on stream (not happening)#Or I could just. I don't know. Play less of it?#Maybe hit like. An hour or two a day?#And spend the rest of the weekend actually working towards my goals?#But I have a disease.#And it's called 'You're never going to be able to make this work unless it's perfect so why even try'#And it eats at me.#Anyway I NEED to quit my job.#So I better get a support net set up quick huh?#I know quitting your job and THEN starting streaming as a career is NOT viable hskdfljh#So.#I have to stream while I still DO have the job#Until I've got a community who I can rely on.#But GOD is it hard#Screaming and yelling into the void
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Being a genshin fan who is in love with timelines is so frustrating. A million and a half contradictions be upon ye
#once again thinking about the webtoon and how its timeline is so so fucked#i havent read it in a while but im thinking about diluc again#crow rambles#genshin#genshin is just Schrodinger's passage of timr#time effects certain characters. like for example. the webtoon is supposed to be like right before the game if i remember right#HOWEVER collei cant be older than 11 in the comics#shes clearly a teen in game however. id place her around 14/15 since she is definitely older and sumeru came out. well technically 2 years#later but whatever. anyways she seems to be the only character affected by this passage.#i guess there could be the assumption that vy virtue of meeting the traveler the characters become frozen in time#since the traveler is a descender and not of teyvat#but still. very annoying to people (me) who love timelines (me)#the real reason is that its a gacha with a constant updating story and aging old chatacters up would be a pain in the asshole#but its sooo frustrating. to me. four lantern rites and no one aged a day...#dont even get me started on arlecchino bro. 18 when she became the knave#HOWEVER i assume (or maybe its canon?) lyney and lynette were some of her first children#lyney and Lynette were like. 10/11 when they met her#theyre around 20 now. meaning arlecchino is like. 28/29??? which sounds so off#she should be st the club#you could also argue for a gap year beteeen ehen she started adopting children but whstever#why yes skirk DID get me thinking about genshin again#pause actually. funny reasoning is that somehow the abyss is changing the flow of time#like logically ik its like a simpsons thing where time passes but age doesnt change#but still. i like timelines. let me play with the passage of time hoyo
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Yep okay I am once again pivoting directly back into Reborn mode (again)
Crumbs this game means so much to me
#heart of the void#of a city reborn (pokémon reborn)#I actually associate it a lot with selfshipping because I began playing it at about the same time as I found out about selfshipping online#though I had learned of the game itself about six months beforehand from someone I used to watch on youtube starting a playthrough#I actually started playing myself because he (I think) ended up on reshiram route and at the time I thought zekrom was better/nicer#so I wanted to see what that one was like by playing myself#however that was back when episode 18 was the last one available - now that 19/the full game is out I do prefer reshiram#(or at least I prefer anna’s route over lin’s route - where reshiram route is one of the requirements for reaching anna’s route)#I haven’t actually played the game much for far too long of a time.. but!#I am the recorder of the gameplay footage that will accompany the reborn fandub (which we’re currently casting for if anyone wants to join)#so that will allow me to re-experience the game~ which I’m looking forward to! ^-^#(..can you tell that I am hyped about it =P)#anyway. to tie all this back to here: I’d like to talk more about the game from a selfshipping context as well as the game by itself#so maybe I’ll have the motivation to do so here more!!#..on top of everything else I have to get done this month. like my research project report >~<#all that means I may not actually achieve this much.. but the desire is nevertheless there#and responsibilities are not my concern at twenty past midnight anyway. I should go to bed now
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#delete later#just watched mickey 17#and it's so good#but i can't get that one scene off my mind#like when mickey 18 started playing with mickey 17's hair??#i can't remember if he was tugging it or not#but god damn#fully reconsidering the whole would you fuck your clone question
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back to that point of they artistically hide microphones and speakers if they aren’t ready to show them, like in those nemu and kuukou shots, if honobono’s mic and/or speakers have nothing to do with vines and lights, i would be shocked lmao
#this is vee speaking#like i think it would be super sick if the set up wound up being like a ventriloquist stage but nvm that lol#there was a person on my feed forever wondering if honobono existed back in 2017-18 when the story just got started#and i think it’s valid to wonder since there’s proof sasara wasn’t quite finished conceptually when they introduced him in tdd lmao#even if she didn’t i think kr did a really cool job sowing the seeds that hifumi’s ability and maybe even his rose speakers#are the parts of his soul that honobono has touched being reflected and thus has you wondering if that was the intent all along lol#like hifumi’s ability to control people parallels honobono playing with people like the world’s her dollhouse#and we know chuuoku kept her around for her undisclosed ability which could be control based like hifumi’s and rei’s#i think it’d be cool if her ability was named ‘ensnare’ to play off hifumi’s ‘enchant’ lol
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Getting back into cookie run was the worst possible thing I could have done I want to write a FANFIC!!! Why?? I don't have the time for the fanfic I want to write,, :'(
I am absolutely blaming the fandom by the way the only reason I want to write anything is because I can't find any fanfic with what I want smh
#All the fanfics are about other cookies where are my Gingerbrave centric stories D:#God help me every time I have to wait to play more of the main story the urge grows bigger#I fear my resolve will not last long but will my motivation when I start it?#Anyway nothing (if I in fact try to write anything) is getring written until I'm caught up with the story#And I have all of beast-yeast + chapters 11-18 of crispia to do still#So that's gonna take a while#Anyway frustration vented I'm gonna go back to trying to motivate myself to read the skill descriptions and learn how to make teams
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my mom said shes gonna come visit me for my birthday like. let me have One good birthday?
#the first 18 have been shit leave the rest of birthdays ALONE ok#also im mostly terrified of her entering my room#cause this has become like my safe space. ive been thinking of putting up posters and play music out loud.#and one visit would change ALL that#ugh. ill spend extra money and go to their house for my birthday but she's not coming here#it would make no sense either? like there's no hotels nearby she'll have to stay an hour away and ill have classes and flights are expensive#but i cant exactly tell her no when she's paying for this year of college#ugh ill feel so much better once i start earning on my own. ill get a summer SOMETHING next summer#and from next year i can finally apply to be a TA. which i will.#given that they only take A grade students my best bet is maths 1 gen bio or programming#and programming means i have to spend hours every week at a lab plus other things so. not that.#plus the only ppl ive seen go for cp TA are ppl who want to connect with the profs etc.#gen bio sounds nice. if i get it.#idk.#its not a LOT. but it would pay enough to cover like. everyday expenses.
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Writing fanfic with like 90% of the plot already planned is so funny but also so painful because every time there’s a mystery I purposefully put into the story as something that will be foreshadowed to revealed and revealed later in just praying people don’t think its a plot hole.
Like for example, the timeline OG Cale and Choi Han living in being different from TBoaH with some similarities. (The major differences being that Lily Henituse is alive, and while the rest of the continent took a pretty hard hit with the war, the Roan Kingdom managed to rebuild some of itself later in the war) , this one is so important because like, things aren’t supposed to be that way! I didn’t change canon for no reason! That happened for a reason! Guys! I swear!
Same thing with like KRS and OG Cale being able to hear eachother since they were young through their dreams, like that also has a reasoning behind it I promiseeee guys I swear😭😭 it’s like my biggest irrational fear that people will think that I’m just doing these things with nothing to back them up even though I know I shouldn’t rlly think abt it too much and just write the story like I intended 😭😭
I feel like a part of writing fanfic, especially LCF fanfic that makes me so nervous is the fact that canon is already and established and really well written universe. If things change, I feel like I need to make it OBVIOUS that they changed on purpose and not cause I’m changing things for the sake of changing them.
Sometimes I re read older chapters and go “wow, the delivery of this line sucked! I should re-write that slightly” because I’ve gotten better at phrasing things but WHAT IF ITS TOO LATEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 when I don’t have a limited vocabulary anymore it’s going to be the day I write something real good
Like I’m reading the early chaoters of [In the Borderline] and it’s like, FUCK some of these things just look like a dues ex machina even though they have reasons behind them.
I think a huge part of it is because of the wording, and how sudden everything is, I should have emphasized the characters confusion to these things to as a way to show that yes, things are off, BUT I DIDNT BECAUSE WHEN I WAS WRITING I FORGOT TO PROOF READ 😭😭😭😭 AND NOW ITS TOO LATEEE
Idk I’m just saying stuff at this point, but I guess my point is for a story like lcf, I want my fanfic to be something good becauee I really love lcf. I want to be able to write a story that shows how much I love the characters and things I want to see happening, but without erasing importance of characters or anything from TCF because I firmly believe that KRS is important no matter what.
There are things I will never change, like KRS being the one to name Raon, KRS being the children averaging whatever years old’s father, KRS having the silver shield(cause I think that’s like THE ancient power that represents him, that and Vitality of the Heart)
In a regression fic like [In the Borderline], where the time line has diverged so much, and in general is a fic that plays the long game when it comes to plot points, I just want it to be clear that everything happens for a reason and that I’ll never change KRS’s importance to the story, cause in that fic, OG Cale and KRS are both so important.
Choi Han too but he’s like, supposed to be cool and mysterious rn I can’t reveal too much abt him and TBoaH and why the world Cale and Choi Han lived in has so many differences from TboaH novel
#rambling#im just talking abt thoughts and feelings I have while writing my fic#and like my woes as a author#I know I shouldn’t care too much#but I just think abt it yknow#cause like I don’t play abt series I like#I love tcf#and I love KRS#and I love OG Cale#and I love Choi Han#and I love all the tcf characters except the ones I dont love#KRS is such an important character to me and I’m so worried that it’s going to come off as him not being as important as OG Cale#when that’s so not the case#it’s just taking so long to get to the cataclysm because the story starts off when the regression goes back to Cale and KRS being 14#instead of 18 like it is in canon#WHICH ALSO HAPPENS FOR A REASON BTW#I should draw KRS#I miss him#sometimes he stresses me out and makes me feel like I’m going to cough out blood and grow gray hairs#because he never tells anyone anything#LIKE HIS HEALONG POWER#KIM ROKSOO PLEASE TELL SOMEONE ABOUT VITALITY OF THE HEART IM ACTUALLY LOSING IT#but I still love him#he’s such a good character#he’s also very hard to write and every day I hope I’m not making him ooc#on accident
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mikey with a first half brace in the u17s game against france, when i say goat i mean goat
#i’m 🥹 peach of a finish that second pen too cool as you like right into the bottom corner#this level is too easy for him i rly hope we monitor his fitness the next year or so#have him round the first team and start properly integrating him when he’s 18#super subs and that you don’t want an 18 yr old kid to be playing too frequently#*that second one (it wasn’t a pen idk what i’m yapping on about)
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