#I am barely conscious

[slowparts]

me vs soft sleepy holiday piano music at work who will win

[somebluemelodies]

familoier is holding on by the thinnest fucking thread like qroier is now the only one canonically alive but we also haven’t heard jack shit about his condition after the swap in cinta 2 while his consciousness is still in a fucking rat and his batshit loner ass twin brother is pretending to be him after listening to a disfigured voice that no one knows anything about bc the last time we heard it he was talking to qroier’s husband way back in like september or october who is currently trying to pretend everything is fine post purgatory return

[dragongirlbunny]

uuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[quirinah]

oogh. imminent film deadline art imposter syndrome crashout. ogh

[teyrnacousland]

I was hoping my queue would last longer than my sickness, oops.

[100frogsinatrenchcoat]

I’ve done to the conclusion that actually Parties Are Bad And Boring and also they should come with instruction guides for specific flavors of party and what the social expectations are.

[gottagetshiver]

shiver i looked at your reblog of that dream art and noticed no comments and that seems suspicious to me. please, share your thoughts with the class are you barking like i am

My apologies anon. My thoughts are as follows:

Dritties dritties dritties dritties wanna suck on them dritties boobs tits yum Dritties DRITTIES I should text omegaverse man TITS

[twilight-princess240]

I'm probably going to regret posting this and might delete it at some point, who knows, but I want to get this off my chest. I'll probably regret doing this on a public post on Tumblr later.

Is it weird to miss someone who you've only talked to briefly on here who deactivated their account for a reason or another, and since you don't know if there's any other social media out there they have along with the fact that you still didn't talk to them much, you'll probably never encounter them again?

Because that happened to me. I found an account by chance while perusing Tumblr, and I was interested in what posts were on there despite them being 18+ and NSFW. I honestly liked the content when looking through it and I even sent a message through the ask function admitting as such despite being unusually shy for some reason, maybe because at the time I didn't post anything (until my rant about my girl Alyssa Targaryen not too long ago) and I usually prefer to keep to myself.

I admittedly wasn't sure what the response would be and suddenly I felt like the biggest shrinking violet on the planet at the time. It was probably because it was the first time I had ever sent an ask on anyone's account, not to mention this was probably the first guy I reached out to on my own initiative outside of those I was already comfortable around on Discord. I was so nervous and to a certain extent, scared, because even though I was 22 at the time I never knew I could be so shy. I must have been pretty red in the face from my shyness too.

But he reached out to me about my ask through Tumblr's messages function, and he was honestly really kind. In the first message he sent to me, he thanked me for the kindness in my ask, and I was so surprised that he directly reached out to me that not only did my shyness kick in full force, I admittedly didn't respond to it for a month. When I finally responded, he understood I was shy for reasons I couldn't explain at the time, and surprisingly, despite my shyness still lingering, I felt comfortable around him. He assured me that he didn't feel uncomfortable about the fact that I liked a lot of his posts, which I was feeling really conscious about and had admitted to him. I felt like I could come out of my shell at least a bit, open up a little, at least to the point where I was willing to keep talking to him if we could. There were times where there were bumps in the road, where I wasn't sure if we had gotten off on the wrong foot or something or I was wondering if I was annoying or a load because of a tendency to just run my mouth at times, but overall I honestly enjoyed talking to him and his company even if it was solely through Tumblr's messages function.

However, it wasn't for long. We only talked for a few months, and even then, it was really brief and spread out partially due to different time zones. He was dealing with a lot of hate from anons who knew they could get away with it because they could hide behind screens. It was one of the key reasons if not the key reason why he eventually deactivated his blog, last year actually, and probably hasn't returned. Our final exchange, in October last year, was me wishing him luck since he was deleting his blog and possibly not returning, and he thanked me and wished me the best as well. And we both moved on with our lives.

But here's why I think I'm weird when concerning this topic and for even writing all this. It's because somehow, I miss him and feel a wish to reconnect with him and talk with him again. Aside from us talking very sparsely, I'm not sure if we even really knew each other after our message exchanging. As a result of all that, I feel like I shouldn't miss him. Yet I do, and I feel a strange desire to reconnect with him and talk with him again. I try to quash those feelings because not only will it probably never happen, to an extent I feel like it doesn't feel right to miss him and want to reconnect with him after only exchanging messages with him briefly and it being almost a year since he left.

Oh boy, this was practically an essay. While I do feel a bit better about getting this off my chest, I'm probably going to be cringing at myself for this and considering when to delete it as well. It scares me a bit, the fact that even though I didn't mention the person's name at all, someone might still figure out who I'm talking about and somehow get it to him. Well, it's still up in the air as to whether this is going to be deleted or not, but it all depends on how much I regret posting this and how mortified and conscious I feel at least a bit later over even writing this to begin with.

[godlovesdykes]

i feel like i live in a different world than everyone else wrt covid. like everyone else has come here from some universe where the last three years never happened and they can just go about their days maskless and uncaring. does anyone hear me? does anyone notice? am i banging on a glass wall? will no one pay any attention??????

[fastwalker]

people are so proud of themselves whenever they tell you they're using chatgpt. why are you BRAGGING about being lazy and making yourself retarded??? why do you think someone would be impressed by that???

[isalabells]

I will NEVER stop yelling about this. Fucking fav!!! Possibly the greatest picture/text combo ever y/y.

The comment section on the world wide web makes you believe everyone is still so outraged by this and yet. Turns out the internet is once again lying to you. Köln fans, they Get it.

blahblahblah sooo disrespectful why didn't Jogi kick him off for good like he did with Kuranyi WAS ERLAUBEN.

Because it was fucking funny. Next question.

[js337]

*to the tune of the spongebob theme* guess who only got three and a half hours of sleep

[micahdotgov]

my favourite parts of all the president's men are easily whenever dustin hoffman sits like a slut

[xielexalt]

peak just dropped

[lystring]

😭

[butts-bouncing-on-the-beltway]

If you've never heard an LRAD go off in person, I *genuinely* do not want to hear your opinion about methods of resistance in the US.