#I am crying all over again
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#i don't even care bro#i read nothing#i am crying all over again#and more so#romance club#rc#rc soulless#rc ava wong
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We could've had it all

#screaming crying throwing up#agatha harkness#agatha all along#agathario#kathryn hahn#aubrey plaza#agatha x rio#marvel cinematic universe#nicholas scratch#marvel mcu#marvel#marvel tv#We keep losing gays#never getting over it#Marvel would rather give a duck a happy ending than the lesbian mother's it makes me sick#I am in their walls#mcu#Back to ao3 I go#Lemme not get started again
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Stanley Pines is dying.
A good samaritan on the street found his unconscious body and decided to call an ambulance for him. Stan doesn’t remember everything that happened. He just knows that a few days and a multitude of tests later, he was unceremoniously diagnosed with a terminal illness in a random hospital in the middle of Oklahoma. Emphasis on terminal. The doctors tell him that without treatment, he has maybe two weeks to live.
Stan can’t afford treatment, nor the hospital bill he’s sure to be slapped with from his current stay. He sneaks out during the night shift and disappears. It’s one more debt added to the list but it’s not like it’s going to matter once he’s dead anyway. He finds the last place he left his car and spends the rest of the night awake in the backseat, wondering what he should do.
In the end, the conclusion is obvious: he wants to see his family. To say his final goodbyes to them in person. However, this brings a new dilemma. Stan’s family are all in different places. His parents in New Jersey, Shermie in California, and Stanford in Oregon. Stan, currently in Oklahoma, is stuck in the middle and with a decision to make.
He can’t visit them all. As much as he’d like to, Stan has neither the money, the gas, or the time to do so. He’d probably die before he could see all of them. He only has enough energy and resources to make it to one of them; he’ll have to be content with phone calls to the others to say his goodbyes.
When the morning comes, Stan gets into the driver’s seat and starts the engine of the car. He sits there for a moment, just breathing deeply. He has to pick a family member to see in person before he dies, and he doesn’t have a lot time, so he has to choose quickly.
It was never really a question.
He chooses Ford.
AKA a terminally ill Stanley makes his way up to Gravity Falls, Oregon to reunite with his brother. He wants to say his goodbyes and apologies in person before he dies. He’s not happy about dying, but he doesn’t think he has much to live for anyway, so he accepts it. He just wants to make things right between himself and Ford before it happens so he can go without regrets.
Stanford is not expecting his estranged twin to randomly show up looking like he’s literally on death’s door. Nor is he approving of Stanley’s plan to seemingly just lay down and die. Good thing Stan came to him. Now he’s given Ford a chance to do something about it.
All current research and projects get shoved aside as Ford focuses everything he has on a new, single task: take care of Stanley and save his life.
(Amazing addition by tinfoil-jones here)
#Stan unknowingly makes the best choice of his life to visit Ford#because Ford with all his weird spells and research and anomalies can find a way to cure him#and of course they make up and learn to be brothers again#after some yelling and arguing and crying#eventually they hug it out#nothing like a time limit of death to make you get over your issues with your brother am I right#ford’s years long grudge goes right out the window as soon as Stan collapses on him#although he is a bit annoyed bc Stan keeps trying to have these long deep talks with him#and reminisce over old times#interrupting Ford’s very important work of trying to find a cure to save Stan’s life#poor Ford is Stressed™️#trying to be caretaker for his brother and doctor and scientist at the same time#and Stan won’t listen to anything he says about resting and eating and taking it easy#keeps following Ford around trying to bond in his final days#while Ford tries his best to make those days UNfinal#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#gravity falls au#tw terminal illness
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Anaxa’s character stories all being in mediums that have already been destroyed has me climbing the WALLS. Cerces looking through his memories. A study record that no longer exists. An improvised speech that nobody would have written down. Another fragment of memory that nobody got to see. The complicated bits of his character and explanations for his goals and Why he is the way he is will fade away and he will be remembered largely as a performer and a blasphemer. How will they remember him when so little of him yet remains?
#hsr#hsr spoilers#kind of?#anaxa#anaxagoras#hsr anaxa#I am going to LOSE MY MIND over this#the people still remaining who knew him best are probably phainon and hyacine but even they did not know him closely in that way#Phainon remembering him fondly as a good teacher is going to make me cry#Castorice too of course but. gestures at 3.2#this sent me down a rabbit trail of thinking about themes of memory in amphoreus#and how much is being lost and especially Phainon’s role in it all#if he is indeed the last one alive to witness the miracle#how will he carry the weight of all that memory#Mydei Castorice Trianne Anaxa and it is only the beginning#he knew them all and yet didn’t know everything#AND IF ITS supposedly his memories to be the ones to reshape the world. If he does indeed inherit Kephale’s coreflame#like. Even if we don’t know the specifics of how the genesis will work#boy has got to be feeling the PRESSURE#I should stop rambling in the tags and just make a separate phainon post atp#well. For now. screaming over anaxa again
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#david tennant#catherine tate#freema agyeman#someone has probably done this already but here i am with my version!!!!#one more week of work left before winter break!!!#i can't waitttt#then i can read all my dw books in peace and cry over these two all over again :')#also i really like how the colouring came out for the 3rd gif
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Look at the Piggybank
Look at the Piggybank!
It's shaped like Raon!!!
....this must mean Hong and Ohn's piggbanks are cat shaped with their respective colors, right?
-thinks back to the Top Whips Test on the Wind Island where only the kids piggybanks were left-
...That scene is so much more devastating now
#I am devastated#the pain...#the PAIN#*screaming crying throwing*#*slams the door shut*#i am just gonna.. stay here in my pool of tears for a while#lemme grieve all over again#😭😭😭😭#tcf#lcf#trash of the count's family#cale henituse#lout of the count’s family#tcf cale#tcf novel#tcf manhwa#lcf novel#lcf manhwa#raon miru#tcf raon#lcf raon#ohn#hong#tcf on#lcf on#tcf hong#lcf hong#tcf ohn#lcf ohn#crys talks
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"I feel like I had nothing to hide. I didn't feel like I had to show you my good side. I feel like I can be myself around you."
#hwang hyunjin#han jisung#hyunjin#jisung#han#hyunsung#userlau#usersa#forhanji#hyunjinsource#staydaily#skzco#e01o#daily3racha#*hyunjin#*jisung#*hyunsung#a hyunsung video of all time. for the history books.#i'm going to be real i'm a little fatigued by the rap better dance better label lol but i get it and they still refer to themselves that wa#so i can't be too annoyed#considering how much i love the enemies to friends and/or lovers trope it makes sense that I love this duo in particular so much lol#them talking about how they almost physically fought with each other to crying over each other :))))))))))))) I'm fine who even cares#when i learn how to write captions it's so over#i definitely think i'll revisit this video again because they said sooo much that I want to immortalise on this blog#the caption being one of many such instances#anyways i am done being insane over them (a woman who is lying)
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Do you see him too? / I see him.
I never moved on from this btw. Do you see him, too? Absolute insanity to have a love like that. A love so strong nothing could ever really keep you apart, not life or death or a hundred and thirty years.
#i'm talking about all three of them here & all the ways their love for each other endured beyond everything#ABSOLUTE FUCKING INSANITY . also just the simplicity of it. “do you see him?” “i see him.”#how intertwined do you have to be to say something like that. to know instantly what it means. jem seeing will right behind his eyes &#you know tessa is seeing the exact same thing. after such an intensely beautiful moment between the two of them too#i am NOT FINE YALL. CRYING OVER THEM AGAIN!!!!1!!!! AS USUAL!!!!!#herongraystairs#jessa#ghosts of the shadow market#the infernal devices#the shadowhunter chronicles
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Really fucked up if you want to move out of your parents' house or on your own at all even as a full time working adult and like go be a student or literally anything these days and don't have a government salary job or something, you just end up living in someone else's house instead for more expensive than what an apartment used to be itself, no privacy, no independence, every listing lying about being a full rental when it's just another shared room, and if you want your own apartment, good luck renting a place without two-three other people at the least, I think we need to kill someone, we do need to kill someone
#personal#ignore me#my friends suck my friends suck and if you see this I don't even care because you guys promised me several times throughout the year#before I applied before I paid fees before I went looking for an apartment etc#and reassured me each time I'd ask again to be sure you're serious#and then you screwed me over#and I can't even be mad at you because I understand why#but I am mad and I've been crying for weeks but then you invite me out and I have to pretend everything is okay because I love you guys#and know I probably won't get to see you very often anymore very soon and I don't want to lose you#again I don't fault you I get it. but also it's all so last minute and threw a wrench in everything and I want to say fuck you a little bit
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The tragedy that is Adar mourning each of his fallen children, crying tears grief and sorrow, giving them a farewell when nobody else did, whereas he himself died without being given any of that – neither by his children, nor by other characters, nor the narrative/the show itself.
He stood by them when nobody else did, only for nobody to stand by *him* when he needed it most.
Oof.
#i have made myself cry again brb sobbing#he died alone (in terms of support) in the middle of the uruk he so trusted and defended who had just turned into enemies#i guess part of it is it just feels so terribly *unfair*#i am not over that and i think i won’t be (for some time at least)#this is hugh (star trek picard) all over again (though hugh at least had elnor by his side)#adar#adar trop#adar the rings of power#trop#spoilers#trop spoilers#the rings of power spoilers#character death#rambling#textpost#mine
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learning that test me by 4eve is basically chian and bua's song (his RINGTONE for bua?????) contextualises chian choosing that particular song to sing with fourmod and his band bc when you're first watching ep 2 you're thinking it's this cute chian/fourmod moment but now knowing that it's chian's song for BUA and that bua was in the fucking crowd watching and filming them perform it (also fourmod having no idea what that song means to chian and clearly singing those lyrics to chian specifically)...my heart hurts for everyone here tbh 😭😭😭 and the fact that it's only gonna get WORSE when baabin and bua become more and more involved in this whole tangled love square oh boy...........
#the lyrics to test me...oh chian sweetie the PAIN#fourmod singing it with chian in mind and chian singing it with bua in mind...#watching bua call him over and over again with that song playing every time and chian breaking down more and more oof#me dancing and crying at the same time bc it's still a bop though i can't lie#gelboys#text#something p'boss is sooooooooo good at is the intricacy of feelings and ramping up the tension to a climax#the emotional trauma of itsay and paradise of thorns is still with me to this DAY#and here i am gladly suffering through it all again bc i'm obsessed with every piece of work that man puts out
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Whatever you do, do not think about the subversion of the olive tree bed test in EPIC
#/pos#The original is iconic obviously#But the idea to turn it into something Penelope uses to prove *to Ody* that he is still her husband#I am on the floor#I am in shambles#I am just a man who’s trying to go home even after all the years away from what I’ve known#You can feel Jorge’s love for the source material through every second of EPIC#But perhaps never as strongly as in the Ithaca saga#If you need me I’ll be over there crying about it#epic the musical#epic: the ithaca saga#would you fall in love with me again#odysseus#penelope#odypen
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Fuck you Endeavor. Fuck you All For One. Fuck you to all the Pro-Heroes. Fuck the Hero Society and FUCK YOU HORIKOSHI too 🥰
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#bnha 426#mha 426#fuck endeavor#— ❥ kelrambles;#am i pissed?? HELL YEAH. am i sad?? FUCK YEAH. I AM FUCKING CRYING FOR FUCK SAKE—#ahhhh i am so done with horikoshi istg… SO. DONE.#always killing off the characters who more than anyone in this god forsaken manga deserved to be happy#the hero society haven’t got better AT ALL#the same toxic shit all over again that promotes so much toxicity it makes me VOMIT#excusing the abusers and crucifying the victims OHH I AM SO FUCKING SICK TO MY STOMACH#been hurling so bad at the last few chapters because tf?????#like… i’m sorry today’s chapter was… nice (at most) only because touya got to have a last talk with his mother and siblings…#but other than that???? hope horikoshi steps on a lego hits the corners of every furniture with his toe EVERYWHERE he goes#and most of all???? that in this scorching weather both sides of his pillow are WARM AS FUCK#honestly… just like shigaraki’s chapter this chapter felt RUSHED as hell too…#especially after how much horikoshi have been staying behind the todorokis as a family…#idk these last chapters just don’t make sense to me…
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AWOOOOO thank you Christopher Eccleston for being such an amazing doctor!
#christopher eccleston#Dr who#Doctor who#Honestly all the doctors were great i feel bad for even trying to pick a favorite#Here i am crying over the death of a dalek all over again#Cmon!
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oh fuck oh shit oh fuck oh shit oh fuck oh shit
#worlds beyond number#the ending???#I actually don't know what to do with myself#favourite episode yet maybe?#god this podcast is so fucking good omfg#can't wait to throw up about suvi fighting her mum#that's gonna be so good for me and my mental health#I did dislocate my jaw gasping at the ending once again I feel I am owed compensation#this story is committing crimes against my jaw#also chronic illness a little bit but mostly the podcast#I truly don't have the words for how I feel rn I feel fucking insane#my skin is gonna be so funky tomorrow from all the crying over fictional characters I've done this evening#wbn#wbn spoilers#worlds beyond number spoilers#twtwatwo#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wwwo
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(wip) I am never going to get over them and their ending I fear
#jayvik#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#jayce arcane#viktor arcane#arcane fan art#jayce league of legends#viktor league of legends#sometimes I re remember their ending and I am euphoric all over again#we won on levels I never even thought were possible#I was hoping for open ended rivalry and emotional entanglement as enemies#instead we got canon soulmates in every universe#I was crying for days#they mean so much to me#also I lost my goddamn Apple Pencil before the show came out and my postal service is on strike#finally got my hands on another one NOW#art block over bc of jayvik too#basically they saved my life#every day I get closer to playing league
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