#I cannot sleep in these conditions
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my right ear is still ringing after hearing a boat's engine for two hours but that was like 14 hours ago 😭
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Who up Elliot-ing they Smith??
#sillyposting#mental health#what’s that quote about not trusting how you feel after 9#???#idk man there is something wrong with me#but a large part of it is definitely that it’s hot as balls in my room#I cannot sleep in these conditions
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Thank you very dearly for the fuel for my soft(ish) Ego headcanons, I will write much angst where I make good use of it 🫡
#“have fun kid we'll cover it” and “...the food was good - go sleep”?#I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE#your cruel words do not hide your soft heart gremlin boy#you only care about football? yes but 'football' to you encompasses not just the game but to all making it happen#you care about your players and staff 🫵😤#you cannot lie to me you decrepit twink#I see through you#you are deeply invested in the wellbeing of all connected to your sport#is that investment conditional? probably but it's stll there 😤😤😤#happy pride month to ego jinpachi#i hope your ex husband calls you back#blue lock#bllk#blue lock manga#blue lock spoilers#ego jinpachi#lol i was so much better at masking how much i liked him before last arc ended
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does anyone else have a playlist they only listen exclusively before bed? I feel like a toddler gearing myself up for nap time with it
#but it WORKS#it’s a pretty piano playlist and I wanted to listen to it for reading but I was like. no.#we cannot get rid of the pattern.#same with the same candle i light before bed#conditioning myself to go to sleep
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The weed in public discourse happening right now is so funny to me because. It is exactly the same to me as having your phone on loud in public.
Yet the two groups of people (weed in public and phone on loud) believe adamantly that they are justified in their behavior and that the other group is rude/degenerate.
Like the weed people and the phone on loud people seems to hate each other specifically, and for the same reason: "disturbing the peace," for lack of a better term. But the behavior is the same???? Yet both want to lecture the other about etiquette?
Partaking in personal activity that actually extends 5-15ft around you when alternatives exist. Forgive me for being sober and naive but aren't edibles an excellent alternative to smoking in public? Maybe I need this explained to me like I'm five. How are those two behaviors ANY different from one another.
I am not inventing hypothetical imaginary people to argue about. The folks making comments about their God given right to smoke weed in public will, if you scroll just down just a few posts, have another post about the downfall of modern society because they sat near a teen watching TikTok on their phone.
#unfortunately because of my Conditions i cannot sleep right and will be posting 4am thoughts#and apologies for the long post im not talented enough to make it short
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Gundam ep 11 live blog
Notes: this op doesn’t help after what I just witnessed last episode
I’m not ok what if garma comes back and it was all just a fake out
They’re bringing it up oh god “we can’t let his death to be known vain” NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
“I keep thinking he’ll show up any minute”
STOP
I was looking forward to him becoming a general” GIYS STOP NOOO PLZ
WE MUST PRAY FOR THE PEACEFUL REPOSE OF GARMAS SOUL IN A QUIET AND RESPECTFUL MATTER STOP KT NO NO
THE MOMENT OF SILENCE IM NOT OK
NOT THE PAINTING AHSOEJEODJEOEJEOS
SHE WANTS REVENGE FOR HER MENKISSER EX
IM NOT OK I AM HOLDING ON BY A THREAD
SHE DOESNT KNOW IT WAS CHAR IT WAS FUCKING WAR FUEL
“Taking responsibility for Garmas death..showing loyalty to vice admiral Dozle either way, I can’t lose” CHAR STOP IT NOOO WHDODJENSKDNEJSJDJDJSJJSAJ
HOW CAN I LIVE LAUGH LOVE IN THESE CONDITIONS
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP AFTER WATCJIMG TJAY
WHATS WRONF WITH MOURNING GARMA JUST WITHIN OUR ROYAL FAMILY ? STOP IT HEZ NOT DESD STKP
How can ones shield be the wrong way!’
She just WANTS TO DEFEND HER GAY EX
NOT THE MISGUIDED VENGEANCE
SHE KILLED HERSELF?! WHAT???? IS SJE OM???
WHAT SHES SCRUSLG DEAD NOO STOP IT THIS ISNT FUN ANHMRE
After ts I’ll NEED a shikanoko nokonoko koishtantan
Me fr after that:
#gundam#gundam 0079#i did not sign up for this#garma zabi#why did my fav character just die on me#he better fake out bc wtf#amuro is exhausted same buddy#i cannot live laugh love under these conditions#violently sobbing#I cannot casually sleep after consuming that#live reaction#this is awful why did I get talked into this
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my temperature has lessened (38.2°C) but it is still painful where she stabbed me. everything i have consumed in the past 24 hours consists of water and pills. my eyes hurt and my body is tired and the sun is an unsavory shade of yellow that reflects along the whole house.
#random thoughts#fuck you varvara. ):#well actually i cannot say that...... i do not want her to find me.#very grateful to not have dreamt of her again!! but i kept waking up and wishing the night were over.#sleeping when in this condition is awful.
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guy who has been wanting it 2 be warm all year now faced with the truth that it is like almost 11pm and its still 28°
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I was complaining about how i had to clean my old place bc im so tired and my dad was like "just go to bed now and wake up early and do it in the morning!" like wtf? u can do that? what the fuck? whats wrong with you? you can just go to sleep? hello?
#i genuinely hate people who can sleep. i literally cannot go to sleep naturally no matter how tired i am. like my dad is always like 'you#cant be going to bed at 4am and waking up at 12pm everyday.' and now i know why he gets so mad. because he literally thinks its a choice#if i go to bed too early-- TAKING AMBIEN! if i take ambien too early and go to bed too early. meaning 2am or earlier. I WILL WAKE UP AFTER#2 HOURS. and not be able to go back to sleep. do you think i dont WANT to sleep? that i dont want to have a normal lifestyle?#its a miracle i can sleep for 8 hours if all the right conditions are fulfilled!#like if i wake up early one day. i will be tired all day! i will not be tired at night or when i have to go to sleep. like this is a#physical problem that i am struggling with. and it kinda keeps me from living a normal or fun or good life honestly! how dare you
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dont even, i got maverick on the brain
#fish thoughts#im soooo normal about him#how am i to sleep in these conditions...#bwah...#him...#im so ill#if you only you knew.... if only you knew what i knew...#im soooo normal.... im soooo sane#(lie)#I CANNOT SLEEP.
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Woke up at 5 am to an eerily silent and dark house bc the power went out at some point. Ok well this is a good time to research castrati.
#I like how my thesis is just making art about anything im interested in#up to and including genital mutilation#I’ll go back to sleep when the lights go back on or it gets lighter outside I cannot sleep in these conditions…
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Where is the i don't close it until it gets below freezing option
Tf you mean people don’t keep their bedroom windows open for long amounts of time? You ACTUALY close it at night?? Dude.. I haven’t closed my window since give or take a bit around the start of spring.. and even as im freezing my bone off I refuse to close it completely - I NEED the circulating air. Do inform me.. is it actually common practice to close your window at night?
#i try to close it but then my fave gets hot#and i cannot sleep in those conditions#once the inside is cool enough i can close it#but not a momsnt before#thats why i have so many blankets#to be cozy with the window open
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Nothing jokerfies me more than when my mom forgets to fucking turn the heat down
#bc my bed blocks my bedroom vent effectively turning it into a broiler when the heat is on#and brother I am BAKING on this fine 8am#so much for even attempting to fix my sleep schedule in these conditions#and in fairness she isn’t always to blame for this but also it’s super hard to remember to turn it off before I go up when I literally did#not register that it was on thr whole night downstairs bc I was freezing 🙃🙃🙃#I think I’m seriously going to have to try and fix this whole thing before winter comes man I cannot fucking do this shit again
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the duality of ann

#🩵#the playskool is the newest one i own so thats why shes being compared#i believe the georgene is my oldest one#at the very least she is my oldest official ann#i have some handmade ones that cannot be dated due to not being official#i have a georgene andy that could be older#but hes most likely from the same time period as ann#and his condition suggests that he is not quite as old#or at least not as well loved#anyways im so normal [LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER]#ALSO THE PLAYSKOOL ONE IS THE NEWEST *I* OWN NOT THE NEWEST OVERALL#MY SISTER HAS AN APPLAUSE AND AN AURORA#AND MY OTHER SISTER HAS AURORA ANN AND ANDY WE GOT OFF AMAZON FOR HER BIRTHDAY#ALSO THERES A POSSIBILITY I HAVE A NEWER ONE BUT THATS AN ANDY NOT AN ANN#I DO NOT KNOW WHEN HE IS FROM BUT HE IS MODERN#HES NOT FROM ONE OF THE MAIN COMPANIES THAT MADE THEM HES FROM MADAME ALEXANDER#HE SITS NEAR MY BED AND WATCHES ME SLEEP BCUS IM TOO SCARED TO FUCK HIM UP SINCE HES WORTH A DECENT BIT
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oh my goodness the loudest thunder i’ve ever heard just went over and i’m literally shaking.
i’m gonna go read my bible for a bit to bring myself down but like im quite down with this weather. it can leave now, please and thank you.
#i’m so tired#but i cannot sleep in these conditions#praying for all the people stuck outside in this weather#personal
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tell me
#big light off preferably#small warm lamps or candles or plugin nightlights on#fan 100% because it's so hot all the time#and for background noise#i CANNOT sleep in absolute silence it is TOO eerie#autism#yeah#anyway#i like it cold so i can burrow under all my bedding alas i cannot use air conditioning at the moment#because landlady raises a fuss abt bills 🙄#girl i am roasting#most importantly#pillows and plushies#me a known scaredy cat: *sleeps with the lights on like a litle weakling coward*#just girly things
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