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the gutsby collection
after @gutsby 's recent disappearance, i decided to compile all of her fics that i could find, originally for my own reading purposes because i, too, loved her fics. in light of all of the distraught posts and comments that have followed, i have decided to create and post this list for easy access (through compiling already existing findable reblogs, i haven't copied, downloaded, or reposted anything, i'm just putting everything in one place). discovering that you're suddenly unable to reach a favorite blog or never got to finish a well written fic sucks, so i hope y'all are able to find what you're looking for here. if you have any fics of hers reblogged that i've missed feel free to send them my way so i can add them here.
please note these might only be expandable/readable on desktop.
Waiting Game: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Extras More Extras Even More Extras Another Extra
chapters 1-8 can also be found on her ao3 which is still up!
Make It Stick: Prequel Part 1 Part 2 More Old!Joel Even More Another
🌸 Seeing Pink: "Joel steals more of your innocence every day. Fortunately, you love to give as much as he loves to take."
📺 My Body, His Choice: "After a long day, Joel just needs some relief."
🌡️ Cabin Fever: "Joel saves your life, but help comes at a price."
💧 Brighter Times: "You've always been Joel's favorite. Always."
🚸 Love Tap: "Old habits die hard with your husband–touching you at inappropriate times is one of them."
📚 Wants and Needs: "Bills are high; your dad's boss wants to help. How you pay him stays between you and him–for now."
🍼 Cry, Baby: "Joel fucks you to the point of tears. That's all."
🧺 Who's Your Daddy?: "You get stuck in the washing machine. Thankfully, your stepdad is around to help you out."
🍑 Just Peachy: "Joel's got a jealous streak and a bold idea."
🍺 Cowboy Killers: "On a mission to find–and fight–your best friend's lying, cheating boyfriend at the bar, you end up throwing your drink in the wrong face and landing in a sticky situation with Joel Miller, who never plays fair."
💵 Easy to Please: "Months pass, and you can't make rent–again. You find another way to pay your sleazy landlord. Again."
🍍 If You Like Piña Coladas: "You secretly make Joel a profile on Hinge. Then he shows you exactly why he doesn't need one."
⚾️ Heavy Hitter: "A kick in the dick is a strange way to get a man's attention, but Coach Miller doesn't mind at all."
🎬 Too Close for Comfort: "You've been babysitting Sarah Miller forever. One day, you're surfing the web on her dad's computer, and you find some...unusual things in his search history."
🇺🇸 Bigger in Texas: "Joel won't fit."
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ʟɪᴘꜱᴛɪᴄᴋ ᴄᴏɴꜰᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴꜱ
levi ackerman x fem!reader warnings: none :) an: finally some levi fluff hehe~ i saw a fic like this a long time ago and decided to recreate it 😊

You stood near Levi’s desk, arms crossed and a teasing smirk on your lips as he finished adjusting the straps on his gear. The early morning light poured in through the window behind him, casting his office in an amber glow—warm enough to soften even the infamous scowl on his face.
“You’re triple-checking your harness like a rookie,” you said lightly.
“I don’t intend on dying because of a loose strap, brat.”
“You don’t intend on dying, period,” you corrected, walking over and gently pulling his cravat tighter around his neck. “Besides, you’ve got someone to come back to now.”
Levi’s eyes flickered up to meet yours. That intensity—the one only you ever got to see soften.
“I don’t need a reminder,” he said lowly.
You didn’t break eye contact. Instead, your fingers trailed from his cravat up to his cheek. His hands instinctively found your waist, steadying you, grounding both of you in that rare and quiet intimacy that existed only behind closed doors.
He glanced at you sideways. “What are you doing?”
“This,” you whispered, and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek.
He sighed, as if he were already exhausted by your antics—but you didn’t miss the way his fingers flexed at his side.
“Are we really doing this right now?”
“Mmhmm,” you murmured, lips grazing his jaw. “Before you go risking your life, I think you deserve a proper goodbye.”
Another kiss—lower this time, brushing the underside of his jaw.
Then one near his ear.
Then one just above his collarbone.
He shifted slightly, but still didn’t stop you. Maybe he didn’t want to.
“Don’t get carried away,” he muttered.
“You love it.”
“You’re leaving marks.”
You leaned in and said sweetly, “I'm not.”
Another kiss, slow and possessive, right at the side of his throat.
Levi let out a breath through his nose and fastened his cravat lazily over it. “You done?”
You tapped your chin in thought, then kissed his mouth once—quick and warm.
“Now I’m done.”
He adjusted his jacket, grabbed his gloves—but didn’t notice the trail of lipstick evidence decorating his pale skin.
You, of course, stayed completely quiet.
As he stepped toward the door, he glanced at you once more, his tone softer now.
“Try not to miss me too much.”
You gave a slow, coy smile. “Too late.”
---
The morning chill hadn’t yet burned off. The squad stood in a loose circle near the horses, the kind of barely-coordinated gathering that usually only happened when Levi hadn’t arrived yet.
Eren was yawning. Jean was pacing. Mikasa was already fully prepared and silently judging everyone else.
“Where the hell is he?” Jean muttered, shifting his weight. “Captain’s never late.”
“Maybe he’s sick,” Connie said, brows raised. “Or like, sleeping in.”
“Maybe a Titan ate him,” Sasha added helpfully, chewing on a hunk of bread.
Mikasa didn’t say anything, but her eyes were on the HQ building like a hawk.
Then—footsteps.
Levi emerged from HQ, striding toward them with his usual quiet confidence. Scouts jacket. Bladed gear. Blank expression. Standard-issue everything—
Except the very obvious lipstick mark on his left cheek.
And the one half-hidden under his jawline.
And the faint pink blur at the base of his neck, slightly covered by his scarf but still peeking out.
He didn’t notice.
But they did.
Hange blinked once.
Sasha choked on her bite.
Armin visibly froze, as if trying to compute a math equation that broke physics.
Jean stepped back like he’d seen a ghost.
“...What the fuck is that?” Jean muttered. “Does anyone else—? Am I losing it?”
“Wait—waitwaitwait,” Connie gasped, grabbing Armin’s arm. “Look at his face. Look at his face.”
“I am looking at his face,” Armin whispered. “There’s lipstick. There’s definitely lipstick.”
One mark near the edge of his jawline.
Another just under his ear.
A third on the side of his neck.
A faint smear on his collarbone, barely hidden by the cravat.
Hange turned, took one look at Levi, and let out a loud, delighted cackle. “HOLY SHIT.”
“Are those—?” Sasha started.
“Lipstick,” Mikasa confirmed, arms crossed.
Jean took a step back like he’d seen a ghost. “Who the hell kissed Levi Ackerman?”
Eren squinted. “That… that can’t be real. That’s Levi. He doesn’t—he doesn’t do kissing.”
“LOOK AT HIS FACE!” Jean barked, pointing. “Someone full-on made out with him before he got here!”
Moblit looked like he was glitching. “Did we enter a parallel universe?”
Levi stopped walking. His expression was blank, jaw tight, but he could feel all eight of them staring holes through him.
He considered just mounting his horse and leaving without a word.
But no.
Too late now.
“What,” he said flatly, “are you all gawking at?”
“Captain,” Armin started delicately, “you… seem to be wearing… um…”
“Several very vibrant statements of affection,” Hange supplied. “In Rich Rosewood. Excellent shade, by the way.”
Levi glared. “Tch. It’s none of your business.”
“You’re covered in it,” Sasha said, voice an octave too high. “It’s everybody’s business now.”
“You’ve got kisses all over your damn face,” eren said, incredulous.
Levi frowned. “I do not.”
Mikasa reached into her pocket and whipped out a tiny compact mirror. “Check the evidence, sir.”
He looked into it.
Pause.
A longer pause.
His expression didn’t change—but his eyes did.
“…Shit.”
Connie exploded. “WHO KISSED YOU?!”
“No way this was just one kiss,” Sasha breathed. “This was like—a storm.”
Armin looked genuinely distressed. “Captain, are you in a relationship? Like—a real one?”
Hange’s grin stretched ear to ear. “Oh my god, it makes so much sense. You've been disappearing more. Staying late in meetings that mysteriously don’t involve any of us. That mysterious bruise on your neck last month. The weird good mood. This is huge.”
Levi adjusted his cravat again, this time higher, but it was far too late.
He considered lying. Brushing it off.
He sighed.
“I’m seeing someone,” he said, voice sharp as steel.
Sasha screamed.
Connie dropped to his knees. “THE WORLD ISN’T REAL.”
Jean’s eyes narrowed. “Wait. Wait, wait. Who is it? Who could it possibly be?”
“It’s not your concern,” Levi said calmly, starting toward his horse.
“It absolutely is our concern!” Jean cried. “We’re invested now!”
“Are they in the Corps?” Armin asked, trying to keep the tone respectful. “You can just say yes or no. Blink twice.”
“No,” Levi replied. “But yes.”
Moblit whispered, “What does that even mean?”
“Are they hot?” connie asked.
Levi didn’t answer.
“Oh my god,” Hange murmured, looking skyward. “It’s y/n, isn’t it?”
Levi froze mid-step.
And that silence said everything.
Eren howled. “YOU’RE DATING HER?! SHE’S LIKE—THE COOLEST PERSON IN THE ENTIRE BRANCH!”
“She could punch all of us and I’d say thank you,” Sasha added.
Jean shook his head slowly. “I didn’t even think you liked people.”
“I don’t,” Levi muttered. “She’s an exception.”
Mikasa was quiet, but the smallest, faintest smile tugged at the corners of her mouth. “She makes sense for you.”
Levi mounted his horse without further commentary.
Everyone watched him like he was a newly crowned deity.
“When did this happen?” Armin asked.
“None of your damn business.”
“Do you love her?” Sasha blurted.
Levi paused. “Irrelevant.”
“OH MY GOD YOU LOVE HER,” Jean screamed.
“Like. Deep,” Sasha whispered.
“You guys gonna get married or—?” Connie started.
“Enough,” Levi barked. “Anyone who brings this up on the mission gets left in the forest.”
Hange sang out. “This is the best day of my life.”
“Shut up.”
“You can’t stop us,” Connie said proudly. “This is the tea of the year.”
“Connie,” Levi deadpanned, “do you want a concussion?” "But you gotta admit captain, you're down bad." Eren said, smirking.
Levi turned around. But from the way his shoulders tensed ever so slightly, the answer was clear.
And he still didn’t wipe off the lipstick.

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Moving On 💜
You can sleep with me.
PAIRING: Hoseok x (f) Reader
SUMMARY: All you wanted was to help your best friend move in with her fiancé, Jin — you just didn't know putting up with Hoseok came with the deal. And now there's only one bed.
WORD COUNT: 22.2k
GENRE: enemies to lovers, one bed trope, smut, oneshot (is renovating a house a genre? 🤣)
RATING: Explicit
WARNINGS: bickering, arguing, Jin is a whole mood and sometimes he doesn't help, unfinished business, misunderstandings, Hoseok is actually a sweetheart and vulnerable and goals, alcohol (no one does things drunk), sexual tension, dirty talking, brief masturbation, exhibitionism (kinda), oh brat reader 💯, soft Dom Hoseok, oral f rec, fingering, unprotected sex, biting, his hand around your throat once, pulling out, reader can't get enough of him 🤷♀️
A.N.: So... I had the idea for this fic one year ago, when I renovated my place and moved in. I'm trying to go through my WIP folder, what can I say? Better late than never. Also, that's where some of the knowledge comes from, but don't take it at face value 😅 I did most of the painting, not the rest 🤣 Anyway, enjoy 😉 Thank you, Raven @eerieedits, for the banner! This is another entry for Bangtan Writers HQ's Second Quarter 2025 event: ‘Home Is Where The Heart Is’.
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As soon as you exited the bus, you heard a familiar voice shouting your name. Ahn Hyeonseo was easy to spot at the Gwangju bus terminal — she was the beautiful girl jumping around and waving for you to find her between the crowd of families, the elderly, and a few young people. You waved back and got your luggage from the bus luggage compartment before making your way to her.
She squealed in your ear as she hugged you, “I’m so happy you’re here!!!”
You hugged your best friend with a sigh, then pulled away. “There are way too many people here,” you complained, telling her in so many words that you wanted to leave.
She led the way from the terminal to the nearby, overcrowded parking lot. “Because of the festival. I’m happy we scheduled this well in advance, or I’m not sure how you’d get a ticket.”
“It’s why we picked this weekend anyway.” You shrugged as you dragged your luggage at least half your size behind you.
She raised an eyebrow as she eyed it. “Yeah… And you need all that for a weekend?”
You scoffed. “This is just what I might need to help you,” you underlined, poking her with your elbow as she grinned. “My clothes are in my backpack,” you added, showing her your big backpack that she certainly noticed when she hugged you.
She smiled widely as she unlocked the car and helped you load your things inside. “I got everything you told me to, and you can always wear my clothes.”
You pushed the trunk door closed. “These are just for the details… I don’t know what I’ll encounter.”
Hyeonseo laughed playfully as she got into the driver's seat, and you got into the shotgun seat. You were teasing her because she had only sent you a few photos, hoping to convince you to visit and see for yourself. That made things more complicated because you didn’t just want to visit, you wanted to help her restore the house she had bought with her fiancé. But Hyeonseo preferred to keep up the mystery.
“Don't exaggerate, you've seen the whole place. I've sent you enough photos and videos.”
“Not of the details,” you complained, and she shrugged.
“People were working, so everything was covered anyway. Now that the electricity, plumbing, floors, and all that is done, we can finally finish it.” She had a massive smile as she drove you to her new home. “I'm very excited about it.”
“How was the move-in?”
“We took two days off and already slept there tonight.” She glanced at you with sparkles in her eyes. “I love it. I’m so happy we did this, even if it literally makes me broke for the rest of my life.”
You grimaced ever so slightly, but stopped yourself from commenting negatively.
“It was a good investment,” you told her, observing the streets that would witness your best friend building her family. “It was a good find for where it is and everything.”
“Yeah, it’s just the amount of work it needed,” she sighed. She gave you the latest update about the roof, and you recognized the long sigh of someone who wanted to spare you the stressful details. “But it’s finally done. We’ve moved in, everything is in boxes everywhere, and we can now work on the details. That’s where you come in.”
She smiled sheepishly, and you felt lighter. “I thought you’d want to settle in asap and overlook the details.”
“Well, Jin is right — if we don’t do it now, we will never do it. And since we can get help, we decided to push through it,” she explained as you observed the residential neighbourhood you were now in. “Our kitchen isn’t finished, we only have a few pieces of furniture… It’s a work in progress. Actually, that’s one thing we need your help with,” she added, as though suddenly remembering. “We thought to replace the built-in closets, but it’s really expensive. So we wanted you to take a look and tell us if they can be recovered.”
“That’s not a problem.”
“There’s also— Ah, you’ll see,” she cut herself short when she entered her new driveway.
A pickup was already parked there, and you automatically assumed someone was still working at the house. More importantly, you leaned forward to look out of the windshield at their new home. It had two floors, plus an attic, and it looked quite nice, with black tiles on the roof and large windows. Who knew your best friend would become a homeowner?
“Come, let’s get you inside,” she said, already getting your luggage from the trunk. “I have to call the furniture store again, it’s getting late.”
Hyeonseo huffed and refused to let you carry everything by yourself. Instead, she went ahead and entered the place through the garage, welcoming you inside her home for the first time.
“Come in!!!” she almost squealed, putting your luggage to the side and forcing you to put your backpack down too.
You were already in awe, eying the whole place. It was spacious, with an open concept and large windows at the front, providing ample light to an almost empty living room, aside from the materials and machines left there and the air conditioning unit up in the corner. The wood floor was beautiful and matched the vibe of a fixer-upper. The kitchen also looked brand new, but you could see what Hyeonseo meant with it not being finished — there was no stove, for example.
“We’re supposed to get a bunch of things still today, I’m so excited!” She clapped her hands. “Chairs, a dining table, and a couch. Finally, it will start looking a bit more proper!”
“Tell me you have a bed,” you asked, suddenly worried.
Hyeonseo laughed. “First thing we assembled — our bed and the guest room’s bed.” You sighed, and she waved at you to follow. “Come, I’ll show you the rest!”
You wanted to stop and observe things a bit more carefully, but Hyeonseo dragged you along to the first floor after a glimpse at the bathroom. Instantly, you noticed the dark blue stains on the wood stair treads and halted. Glancing behind you, you noticed that the ground-floor wooden floor had no stains.
“What happened here?” you asked, reaching to touch a particularly dark stain to feel how thick it was.
“Some walls upstairs were blue and they didn’t protect the floors while painting,” Hyeonseo revealed, then heaved a deep breath. “The renovating team fixed the floors, but not the stairs. They proposed it, but it was expensive, and it would mean not being able to access the rooms for a while, which didn’t work for us. We needed to move in this week,” she reminded you as she climbed the rest of the stairs, and you nodded.
“Yeah, well, it’s not a lot, it just takes a lot of time… I might be able to do something about it.”
Hyeonseo sighed in relief, happy to count on you. Once on the first floor, she proudly showed you the second bathroom and the master bedroom. You nodded, noting that the only pieces of furniture you’d seen so far were that bed and a couple of chairs in the living room. The ladders didn’t count. Nor did the yet-to-be-assembled furniture, like the bookshelves, closets, and desk, still sitting in piles of wood planks and bolts in the living room.
“You painted the rooms already?” you asked, and she nodded.
“Just the bedrooms, so we could learn to do it and already sleep here. What do you think? That main wall was dark blue before.” She pointed at the main wall behind their bed, and you nodded, approving the very light orange tone they had chosen instead.
“It’s nice, it opens the room and makes it softer.” You walked around, noticing the corners and the skirting board. “You even protected the skirting board and taped the other wall for a perfect line. I’m impressed.”
“You told us to!”
You smirked. “Sure, but you did it properly.” Hyeonseo rolled her eyes, and you raised an eyebrow at the built-in closet. “Is that the one?”
You approached it carefully, instantly entranced by the beautiful flower engravings on the wooden sliding doors. However, once close, you scowled. “They got paint on the closets too?! How clumsy can they be?”
Hyeonseo sighed. “Yeah, they left it a mess.”
You slid the closet door open and started feeling the shelves and the back of the closet. You hummed as you did, glad that it didn’t look like there was much damage to be fixed.
“Well, the closet might look old, but the wood is sound. I think just some sanding and treatment with oil should be enough.”
“That’s wonderful news!” your best friend beamed. “Let me show you your room.”
You followed her to the room next door, which had a queen-sized bed and a similar built-in closet. You were about to make your way to it to check it out, but Hyeonseo guided you away gently by the shoulders. “You can check it later. Think about this,” she coaxed, turning you to look at the sun-lit room. “You can visit anytime,” she gushed, hugging you dearly. “We’re just a three-hour drive away!”
You smiled and held her back, eternally thankful for her.
“Now come and check the attic!” She beamed at you, grabbing your hand to drag you along. “It’s the only part they finished before we bought it,” she explained as she went up the narrow wooden stairs.
You placed your hand on the wooden railing and compared it with the other set leading to the ground floor. The Korean pine wood you were touching had been recently installed, and it still had a fresh, new smell. It was the same type of wood as the older set leading to the ground floor, but that one needed work. Starting by removing those horrible dark blue paint stains—
“Oh, hi!!” Hyeonseo beamed again, already out of your sight.
You pressed your lips and hurried to follow your best friend to the attic before she called you out for geeking about the wood of her stairs.
You instantly heard Jin’s voice replying to her and smiled, but your stomach dropped as the attic came into view.
“Hobi!” Hyeonseo all but shouted and jumped into his arms, and you almost missed the last step and fell face-first onto the beautiful varnished floor.
Only Jin seemed to notice your almost tumble; he hid a smirk as you kept going, sniffling casually. By then, your brain couldn’t take in the spacious, raised-ceiling, well-lit room. You were just staring at the man hugging Hyeonseo, anticipating being able to see his face at any moment and confirm that it was, in fact—
Hyeonseo’s feet touched the floor when Hoseok put her down. “Ah! The pickup outside! I didn’t recognize it!”
Hoseok smiled casually as he let her step back into Jin’s orbit. “It’s my father’s. I grabbed a bunch of things from him just in case.”
“I told you the roof was fixed.” Jin shrugged, placing a hand on Hyeonseo’s shoulder, only to make her slide to the side so he could greet you.
“I have other things as well,” Hoseok said as his eyes landed on you, and you stopped breathing.
For a split second, you didn’t know how to feel. He looked good five years later, with clearer skin and a sturdier build. Even if he still looked scrawny under his cargo pants and white tank top, he was taller and stronger. His eyes were just as scrutinizing as you remembered, even with soft locks of hair falling over them. Yet, they were all you could see until Jin got in your line of sight.
“There she is!”
You raised your eyes to meet Jin’s just in time to be swept off your feet and squeezed empty like a balloon while trying not to squeak like one.
“Don’t kill her, put her down,” Hyeonseo chuckled, tapping her fiancé’s shoulder. Jin put you down with a grin as she told him, “We need her alive.”
“That we do,” he agreed, then turned to Hoseok. “I’m guessing you remember each other.”
You almost gasped. Instead, your eyes jumped to Hoseok’s, remembering everything. Your gut churned as his features remained stoic. All he did was bow, and you bowed back.
“Hello.”
You mumbled a hello back before pointing behind you. “I’ll go check the other closet now.”
“Now?” Jin asked, confused. “You can do that later!” he suggested, but you were already going down the stairs.
“In case we need to buy something extra,” you retorted, projecting your voice so he could still hear you.
You heard feet behind you and knew Hyeonseo was following you down. You waited in the second bedroom, then closed the door behind her.
“What the hell?!” you whispered-shouted, widening your eyes at her.
“What?”
You instantly knew she was feigning her naivety. “You know we don’t get along!!”
She rolled her eyes. “That was in high school.”
You opened your mouth, then closed it, biting your lip. Reeling your frustration in. “Why is he here anyway?”
“Besides being Jin’s best friend,” she underlined, “he also knows what he’s doing. His dad is a contractor, and Hoseok has helped him his whole life with renovating houses. He brought a lot of materials and machines so we could do this right and for free.”
You groaned. “Aren’t you lucky with your friends?”
She beamed at you with the wildest smile, but you were still uneasy.
“Why this weekend?” you insisted. “I know you say it’s just high school and that it was five years ago, but you know me better than that.”
“I know,” she acknowledged, sighing. “This wasn’t the plan. He was supposed to have come last weekend, but plans changed at the last minute, so it happened like this.”
“And I don’t suppose he could come back later?” you asked, and she smiled sheepishly.
“Not really… His mom moved to Seoul, and his dad lives more than two hours away. He drove all the way on purpose to help us. Sorry,” she added before opening the bedroom door to shout back at Jin. “WHAT?”
You didn’t hear what he was asking, only that Hobi would stay there the weekend at the same time as you. Maybe he’d leave soon. Clearly, the place was almost done anyway. All that was left were details, and you could handle those.
You took a deep breath, using that thought to soothe yourself. It was temporary. And it was all water under the bridge anyway. It all happened a long time ago.
“Not yet! Come,” Hyeonseo called you to follow her. “I have to call the furniture retailer and then order something for dinner.”
You heaved a deep breath, throwing a woeful eye at the built-in closet before following her out. You didn’t want to be anywhere Hoseok was, nor did you want to pretend otherwise.
You could appreciate Jin and Hyeonseo’s effort, though. She called the furniture retailer, which confirmed delivery soon, then ordered fried chicken. Meanwhile, she bantered with Jin the whole time, who focused on trying to create cocktails without knowing where anything was.
“It’s written on the box!” Hyeonseo facepalmed, and Jin started whining just to push her buttons.
“Yeah, I know! But it’s not in the box that says bar!! Did you throw my shaker away?”
“No!!” she denied with a screech as she pushed boxes left and right, trying to find the right one. “How else would you make me drinks?”
“Right? Then you have to find it,” he teased, then scoffed. “Otherwise I’ll never again be able to—”
“Ah!!! Found it!” she claimed victoriously as she stood from her knees with a small box containing a cocktail shaker and other things.
“Woah!! How was I supposed to find it?! You called the box ‘tools’!!”
“It is a tool… to make drinks…” she tried, putting the box in his hands. He scoffed and she insisted, “The tool boxes are all yours anyway.”
He gasped. “There’s more than one?!”
She forced an angelic smile, then darted away, and Jin kept whining about her. You knew it was all playful and guessed Hoseok knew as hell, only he wasn’t listening. He was inspecting the sockets and light switches to ensure they were installed correctly. When a socket almost broke apart in his hand when he touched it, you guessed all of them needed to be checked.
He glanced at you, then kept going as though you could be anyone, and it annoyed you. He was the douchebag, why the hell was he ignoring you?
You spun on your heels. “I’m going to—”
“No way!” Jin stopped you, leaning over the counter as though he would run after you if he had to. “You had a long trip, and you just got here. Sit while I make you a drink.”
Your mood lightened as the evening progressed. Hyeonseo and Jin kept playfully bickering while she made fun of him for not making proper drinks, settling instead for soju and beer bottles. The fried chicken arrived not long after, and the conversation between the four of you was decent, even if you and Hoseok never really addressed or answered each other. You never thought you’d ever be sitting down on the floor eating fried chicken with your bare hands with him, but there you were.
You were almost done eating when the doorbell rang. Hyeonseo instantly sprang up to go get it with Jin echoing close behind her, “Finally!!!”
You glanced at Hoseok, who lowered his eyes quickly as the couple got the door. Instantly, you could hear how relieved they sounded, but it was short-lived.
“This can’t be right,” Hyeonseo challenged, and you turned to look.
There were six beige textile dining chairs with light oak legs and a gorgeous matching dining table that made you gasp quietly. It was beautiful craftsmanship with a smoke finish that just made you want to slide your hand on its surface.
“Where is the couch?��
That was the question that sparked a long, back-and-forth discussion. The delivery guys had no idea; it wasn’t on their delivery sheet. It was past closing time, so at first they couldn’t contact the retailer. Eventually, they managed to, but everything was correct on their side — chairs, table, and couch. Finally, the store said something had happened at the warehouse, and even though Hoseok offered to go get the couch himself, the manager had sad news.
“It was shipped to our warehouse in Daegu by mistake,” he said over the phone on speaker. “I can promise you’ll get it, but only on Monday.”
“It’s two hours away,” Hoseok said, and Hyeonseo shook her head.
“Two and a half hours, which makes five. You’re not going at this hour—”
“They can’t give it to you even if you go. The paperwork must be sorted before it can be delivered to you. I’ll do it personally, but they only reopen on Monday. I’m sorry.”
There seemed to be no workaround, so the call ended, and the delivery guys left.
After a moment of silence, Jin decided, “We’ll pay for your hotel room.”
“Don’t be silly,” Hoseok instantly shook his head.
“It’s the only option.” Hyeonseo exchanged a look with Jin, then continued, “Your dad is too far away.”
“The fuel is cheaper than a hotel,” Hoseok argued, and she shrugged.
“But the four-hour drive is not worth it.”
“You blew through all your savings, absolutely not,” Hoseok insisted, throwing a look at Jin as well. “I can book my own hotel room, it’s fine—”
“Everything is likely booked because of the festival,” Jin breathed, and you knew before he finished talking that Hyeonseo would groan and curse their luck.
“Damn it, you’re right!”
Hoseok still tried, “Well, there must be one room left somewhere—”
“You can sleep with me,” you offered.
Everyone turned to look at you, even him, and the silence stretched. It was the first time he was looking at you as though he saw you, and his features hardened.
Next to him, Hyeonseo raised her voice, “I’ll ask my parents for money and—”
“What?!” Hoseok interjected, then shook his head firmly. “I can sleep on the floor.”
“You can sleep with me,” you repeated firmly, trying as best you could not to be annoyed.
He looked at you again, and you could see the vexation sparkling in his eyes. You kept your eyes on his, daring him to say he was so petty about stupid high school drama that he’d rather sleep on the floor.
“We can’t ask you to do that,” Hyeonseo protested, and you shrugged.
“We’re both adults. Besides, we’re not strangers,” you pointed out, letting the room take in your laidbackness.
Hours before, you had told Hyeonseo she should have known better than to invite Hoseok while you were there, and now you were saying it was fine to sleep in the same bed. And that was the thing — it was logical. Because there was a difference between what you’d prefer and the situation at hand. You were not that petty.
Hoseok kept scrutinizing you as though he could read your mind, and you held his stare relaxedly, with nothing to hide. “I don't bite, you know.”
He rolled his eyes as Jin and Hyeonseo exchanged a look, but then they looked at Hoseok, and you noticed the hope in their eyes. You didn’t doubt they’d call their parents and get money to pay for a place somewhere, even if it cost hundreds of thousands or millions of Korean won a night. But you also knew there was no way Hoseok would go for that. And there was no way they’d let him pay it, so—
“Fine,” Hoseok accepted as he shrugged. His hands were in his pockets, and you couldn’t help the irritation. Not even a thank you, a bow, an acknowledgment, or any indication that he’d make this an endurable experience. You couldn’t believe you had ever fallen for him. Even as a teen, how were you so stupid? He was not a soft-spoken or gentle person. He was unrefined and ungrateful.
“Shouldn’t you also promise not to bite her?” Jin asked Hoseok, and Hyeonseo elbowed her fiancé. Hoseok didn’t bother answering, and you couldn’t tell if Jin was serious or trying to lighten the mood. He insisted, “No, I’m serious. I think it’s only healthy to establish boundaries. See, I should have forbidden you from hitting me from the start, now it’s a bad habit,” he explained as he caught Hyeonseo’s hands mid air trying to stop him from saying nonsense and making things weird. “We’re a cautionary tale, kids. Listen well to—”
“Oh, stop it,” she whined, and Jin smiled and kissed her forehead.
“It’s getting late,” Hobi commented, interrupting them. “Maybe we should decide on how to make this weekend the most efficient.”
He grabbed his beer and waved at the hosts to sit first on their new dining chairs. You couldn’t help but smile as Hyeonseo and Jin sat and touched the new table, kicking their feet and giggling — their house was coming together little by little.
Hoseok gave them a minute before settling on a chair next to Jin, and you finally mimicked him — you grabbed your soju and sat next to Hyeonseo.
“Okay, let’s make a list and then establish priorities,” Hoseok started, and everyone agreed. “Have you bought the stove?”
“Yes, we can pick it up tomorrow morning,” Jin replied.
“Okay, I can install it. I noticed that some sockets and light switches are not installed properly, and one of them is broken. We need to buy that too. Now, lamps,” he pointed above their heads, “you only have the light bulbs or nothing at all. We need to get something too, have you decided what you want?”
“We wanted something modern and simplistic,” Hyeonseo told him, and Jin nodded.
“Pick something, I can also install them. Same for garden lights. What else?” Hoseok mused, looking around. “We’ll need to paint the whole ground floor, bathrooms, and corridors. I noticed the damage and cracks on the wall.”
“We were told it was normal,” Hyeonseo mumbled, instantly worried, and Hoseok nodded.
“It is, it’s the house breathing, and probably from paintings and shelves and things like that from the previous owners. But I’ll patch those up before we paint. I also noticed that the doors look old, and the built-in closets are not looking great either. Have you considered replacing them?”
Hyeonseo shook her head, but you spoke first, “That’s why I’m here. They need a bit of work, but they should be great after I’m done with them.”
He didn’t instantly reply, and both Jin and Hyeonseo stayed quiet. Hoseok just looked at you as though he was evaluating whether he had misjudged your role in this renovation, and you couldn’t care less about his opinion.
You turned to the couple. “I’ll also remove the stains from the stairs. Though for that, I need you to buy the proper remover tomorrow as well.”
Hoseok hummed. “Okay, that’s a lot of work for two days. Maybe we should start prepping still tonight.”
You scoffed. “No way,” you disagreed, then shrugged. “We’re four adults and two of us know what we’re doing. As long as we have everything we need, this will go fast.”
He huffed. “Still. Prepping now is time we don’t have to spend tomorrow.”
You rolled your eyes and turned to Hyeonseo. “You have the paint you want?”
“Yes.”
“Did you pick special paint for the bathrooms?” Hoseok asked. “Because of the humidity—”
“I told them to get waterproof paint,” you interrupted.
“She did, we have it,” Jin confirmed, eyeing the two of you as though you were children about to fight.
You looked away from Hoseok to Hyeonseo. “So the most efficient way of doing things will be that you and Jin go get your stove and the ceiling and garden lights while Hoseok handles the wall patches, and I check the sockets and light switches.”
“You know how to do that?” Hoseok asked, and you couldn’t help your sarcasm.
“What else are you going to ask me? If I can change a light bulb?”
His features sharpened, but Hyeonseo spoke first, “Alright, and then?”
“Then Hoseok can install the stove so we can eat lunch while the others prep the floors, skirting boards, and windows. I wouldn’t tape the doors cause I plan on sanding them and painting them anyway. Then, after lunch, if the patches are dry, we can sand them and start painting. That will take the longest, but with three people, you’ll go fast.”
“Why, what will you do?” Hoseok asked with a hint of cynicism.
“I’ll start with the stairs because they will take the longest. Then I’ll handle the closets and then the doors. If you could sand them beforehand, that would be great.”
He scoffed with derision before smiling. “There’s one flaw in your plan.”
“What?”
“The spackling paste needs at least twenty-four hours to dry.”
You frowned. “No, it doesn’t, a couple of hours is enough.”
“No, that’s not good enough.”
You rolled your eyes. “It’s to fix little—”
“Doesn’t matter how little it is, the paint won't adhere nicely and it will be noticeable in the long run,” he argued, and you heaved a deep breath.
“Guys—” Hyeonseo tried.
“Fine,” you relented, though as annoyed as ever. “Then we only paint the walls and ceilings without patches and leave the others for Sunday.”
Hoseok didn’t even blink. “Once you open the paint bucket, the color might change.”
You had to snicker. “Over twelve hours? Give me a break!”
“It’s best to do it in one go,” Hoseok insisted.
“Sure, it’s best, but we only have two days!”
“If we start tonight, we can get it all done.”
“We’re too tired to start tonight, we can start tomorrow!” you argued, leaning over the table towards him.
“We won't be able to finish it.”
“Whatever we can’t finish, they can. They’ll at least know what to do. They can paint anytime!”
He rolled his eyes. “They need to live too. They have everything in boxes. They don’t even have closets to put their clothes or shoes in—”
You bristled. “You worry about your part, I’ll worry about mine!!”
“Okay, let’s calm down,” Jin suggested, rising from his chair. “How about a drink? A toast?”
Hyeonseo instantly picked up on his cue. “That’s a great idea! Another beer? And for you, soju?” You gave her a look, but eventually nodded and got up alongside her. Hoseok stood up too, and you ignored him. You had to swallow your pride and tone it down; there was no use in wasting your time with him.
Jin was back in a second and opened the bottles, then passed them around. Then, he raised his. “To moving in with my starlight and to surviving this,” he started, and Hyeonseo elbowed him.
“To our best man and maid of honor for being by our sides every step of our lives. We love you,” she added, teary-eyed, and you reached an arm around her. You didn’t want to fight or stress her out even more. She knew that, you could see it in her fond smile as she eyed you.
“Right, thank you also for helping us finish our house and saving us a lot of money!” Jin added cheekily, and you all had to smile.
“Jjan!”
Four bottles clinked together, and you were still smiling when your eyes crossed Hoseok’s. His expression was so much lighter and tender that it was like a gut punch. He looked just like when you were teenagers at parties or school, laughing and playing around. It was nonsensical, but your heart fluttered just as it had back then. You had to press your lips before taking a sip from your drink. It was as though your heart had forgotten all that had happened on your prom night.
But he was quick to remind you why you had fallen out. He put the bottle down and headed toward his tools in the far corner of the living room. “I’ll patch the walls tonight so we can paint tomorrow.”
You widened your eyes, instantly irked, and Hyeonseo put her hand on your shoulder, shaking her head. Jin hurried to follow Hoseok while you bristled. “Why does he have to be like this?!”
“Let him,” she told you with a shrug. “It’s his body and energy, right? Don’t worry about him, let’s get you settled in.”
You appreciated Hyeonseo's help with your bags and even more the time alone with her. With the move and her wedding planning, you barely had time to talk.
She turned to you, then propped herself up on one elbow beside you on the bed. “Do you think they're still at it?”
You nodded. You had suggested that Hoseok take the morning to do spackling because you believed he'd need more than two hours. You hadn't even been talking that long.
You tapped your fingers on the mattress over the sheet, then got up and neared the built-in closet in that room. You stood your ground that you’d only really start tomorrow, but the fact that Hoseok was getting things done already made you a little restless. It wasn’t a competition, but…
Hyeonseo called your name, and you hummed while you inspected the closet in the same way you had the other one earlier. No blue stains there, so that was a plus.
“Is it really okay for Hoseok to sleep here?”
You didn't answer, frowning as you felt something on a shelf that you weren't expecting.
“I was thinking that maybe he could sleep with Jin while I—”
“Shit!!” you exclaimed.
“What?”
She got up to join you as you started hitting the shelf until it dislodged, and you could take it out.
“Shit,” you bit again and she looked at the wooden shelf in your hand. “See this?” You pointed at the edge — it looked rugged, frail, and friable, as if it were about to break apart. “It's rotten. I think a few of them have it. Something must have spilled in there, and they didn't clean it properly at the time.”
“Okay… can you fix it?”
You were fretful as you realized the problem. “I can, but I didn't bring wood with me or tools to cut wood. I do have glue, but that’s about it.”
“Okay, but… is it really a big deal?”
You looked at her in disbelief. “I’m not going to let you use a closet that is rotting! It’s not impossible to fix, I just don’t have the tools!”
She nodded, knowing you well enough — you said you’d do it and you didn’t like failing your best friend. “I can ask Hobi.”
Your eyes instantly widened as though she had lost her mind. “I don’t want to ask him!” you blurted out louder than you needed to, and you instantly regretted it. Hyeonseo raised an eyebrow, and you swallowed dryly, reeling your irritation back in. This wasn’t about you. “But I will.”
“I can ask,” she suggested, and you shook your head.
“No, I need to ask.”
Hyeonseo didn’t question you, and you were thankful for it. You followed her out of the room downstairs as you mused over how to go about this. You decided that being professional was the best way to handle the situation. For Hyeonseo and Jin, Hoseok would surely agree.
You found him on a ladder, sanding a hole in the wall, likely from a nail used to hang up a painting. On your way, you notice multiple patches already spackled, and you have to give it to him — he’s fast and efficient. Hyeonseo turned to the kitchen to talk to Jin, but you didn’t. You stopped right next to Hoseok.
“What?” he asked quietly, feeling the hole and surrounding wall with a digit before passing the brown sandpaper a few more times.
“I need to ask you something.”
He didn’t stop working or tell you to go on, so you couldn’t help seething underneath your composure.
Still, you continued, “Did you bring any tools to work with wood?”
“I did.”
Your expression instantly morphed from concealed anger to hope. “What did you bring?”
“I have a track saw.”
“And bar clamps?”
He finally put the sandpaper in a pocket of his cargo pants and turned to look at you. “Yeah, why?”
You instantly explained the situation to him, transparent about what you needed and why. You knew you sounded overly concerned about something simple, but he didn’t snicker or mock. Instead, by the time you were done explaining what you needed and what you planned on doing, he was down from the ladder, listening to you intently.
“What type of wood do you need?”
“A type of soft pine wood. It’s inside the closet, so I can turn the shelf around and it won’t be visible even if the color is slightly different.”
He nodded. “What size?”
You raised your hand. “About twenty by ten? I’m not sure yet, I haven’t cut the rot out yet.”
“How many?”
“Two that I’ve noticed so far.”
“So, four bar clamps would be enough?” he asked, and you nodded. “I’ll check, give me a sec.”
You held back from following him and simply stayed put, waiting expectantly. You couldn’t believe you were nervous and hopeful that Hoseok would help you with this. But at the same time, you didn’t care that it was him as long as you could do it. Built-in closets were expensive, and you didn’t want to leave without fixing them. On one hand, you could just buy new shelves, but on the other, that felt like wasted money when it was something you knew how to fix.
When he came back, you rushed to him. He had six bar clamps in one hand and a couple of planks of wood that you instantly took off his hands. You analyzed the thickness, color, and size while he put the bar clamps down in the corner next to his tools.
“What do you think?” he asked, stopping next to you with his hands on his waist.
“They’ll do,” you told him with relief relaxing your shoulders. “Should I go take the measurements now?”
His eyebrows raised in a moment of surprise, and you pressed your lips. You surprised yourself by asking his opinion.
“No, that’s okay,” he said quietly, extending his hands so you could give him the planks. “Maybe we could start with the closets tomorrow morning? That way, you can leave the wood gluing until Sunday while you get the stairs done.”
You nodded, gave him the planks so he could put them down, and pressed your lips, noticing the bucket with spackling paste hanging on the ladder.
“Cool,” he told you before getting back on the ladder.
You kept your lips pressed as he grabbed his metal spackle knife. You cleared your throat. “And the sockets and light switches?”
“I can check them, don’t worry.”
He gathered paste on his spackle knife and applied it to the wall, and you ended up sighing. “Do you need help?”
“I’m almost done,” he muttered, focused on what he was doing. “A couple more and I’ll be done.”
He got down from the ladder, and if he could see your uneasiness, he didn’t say anything. So you simply nodded and let him be. After informing Hyeonseo and Jin about Hoseok helping you with everything in the morning, you headed to bed, but sleep didn’t come easily.
Hoseok said he’d be done soon. What was taking so long? You huffed and played with the sheet while you waited, getting irked. Why did you care anyway?
You sighed and looked at the ceiling. While you almost berated him for wanting to start tonight, it was the fact that he did that that gave you extra time to handle the unexpected wood rot in the built-in closet. Not only that, but he simply offered to help instead of flat out refusing or even taking a jab. He ended up being way more professional than you were, making you uneasy with your own attitude. You wanted things to go smoothly.
It was almost two in the morning by the time he entered the bedroom. He did so quietly in case you were sleeping, so you croaked hurriedly, “I’m not sleeping yet.”
He paused and looked at you, already under the sheets, then nodded. He had a bag with him that he dropped against the wall on the opposite side of the room, then suddenly stopped, and turned to look back at you.
You instantly tensed up and stammered, “Do you prefer this side of the bed?”
He looked down and turned away, kneeling to search for something inside his bag. “No.”
You pressed your lips as your heart started racing inside your chest. You were hyperaware of the t-shirt and shorts you had on, of the softness of the sheets you were lying on, and of what else you could potentially feel once he joined you in bed. Of course, you were no longer a teenager, but he was still… attractive and off-putting and…
He found a t-shirt and kept rummaging for something else while you swallowed dryly. He was just a hot guy you once pinned after. That was a long time ago.
He pulled a pair of shorts out and got up with the clothes in his hands, and you spoke without thinking, “I can turn around if you want.”
He blinked at you, but you were already turning to give him privacy. Instantly, your whole body heated up like crazy. Why would he change here? You were here; that would be weird. And now it would be embarrassing in any case, whether he stayed or left to change somewhere else.
You berated yourself in your head for being stupid. You should have been asleep instead of saying—
A muffled sound reached your ears, making you feel even hotter. You could imagine his cargo pants hitting the floor or his tank top, and something thrummed under your skin, making you rub your thighs together. For a second, you closed your eyes. You still remembered what it was like to be around him during high school. The way he laughed or held the door open for you. You were good friends, although for you, he was so much more.
The bed dipped behind you, and you burned. A wave of heat scorched your spine up to your neck as Hoseok settled behind you, and you could barely breathe.
He whispered, “Can I turn off the light?”
“Wait.”
Your breath hitched with your plea, and your cheeks flushed. You didn’t know your voice could sound like that, and you could only pray that he didn’t notice.
You turned back around to face him and found him looking at you with a raised eyebrow, arm stretched out to the light switch on the wall.
“I…” Your voice trailed off as you looked down. He was under the sheet, right there, an arm's length away. You cleared your voice. “Do you need a blanket?”
He observed your whole face for a second before answering, “No, do you?”
You shook your head. “I think I’ll be too hot.”
Your heart skipped a beat, and you realized you said it out loud. He didn’t even blink, but your cheeks were burning. Suddenly, you felt like breathing was impossible while he looked at you like that.
At least until he turned off the light. “Yeah, I get that.”
You didn’t know why you were reacting this way. If anything, he turned off the lights, so it had to mean he was done for the night. No more talking, looking at each other, and certainly no touching or wondering or—
You pushed a tense breath through your gritted teeth. You weren’t making any sense.
You turned your head to his side in the dark. He hadn’t moved next to you, which meant you were both just staring at the ceiling, awkward and stiff next to each other.
“Okay, listen,” you croaked out once more. “I know this is awkward, but it’s just sleeping. Can we agree to be normal and just get through this?”
“Are you saying I’m not normal?”
“N— No, I’m just—” You struggled to find words, especially because everything pointed to you not being the normal one. “I just meant that we could cooperate since we’re in this situation.”
“Am I not cooperating?”
“You are, I’m just saying that— Gosh, just—” The more you stumbled all over your words, the more you had no idea what you even meant anymore. “You can trust me, that’s all.”
You looked at him in the dark again, wondering if he’d have a snarky remark or if he’d call you out for blushing and acting weird, unlike him. You braced yourself for it, thinking what excuse you could give, and as you waited, the silence stretched. You frowned; maybe he had fallen asleep?
But eventually, he whispered, “Okay.”
You woke up slowly, so warm and snuggly, you didn’t want to move or open your eyes. You were hugging the most wonderful pillow, warm and soft, with an earthy, citrusy masculine scent that had you dreaming of walking through sun-warmed soil and citrus groves. You buried your nose a bit more, wondering why the fabric was soft but the pillow itself was so sturdy—
Your eyes snapped open, and you pulled back, gasping mutely before your hand covered your mouth. Your heart raced inside your chest as you realized you were spooning Hoseok, burying your face in his back, and getting crazed by his cologne. Your eyes widened impossibly; how crazy were you?! Yet before you could understand what the heck happened, Hoseok’s arm moved and felt the space behind him. Your stomach twisted as you slid further away from his reach, your heart about to come out of your mouth with how fast it was racing.
Whatever he thought was missing was not enough to wake him up or make him turn around. Thinking you stood a chance, you pulled the sheet closer to his back before sliding away and putting your legs out of the bed. You hugged your chest for a moment, willing yourself to calm down before getting up, grabbing your things, and rushing to the bathroom. It looked like you were the first one up, and maybe that was a good thing, because you needed to do some serious soul-searching to figure yourself out.
It was just Hoseok. You didn’t even like him, hadn’t for many years. Hadn’t since he misled you, broke your heart, hurt you, making you angrier than you had ever felt. And humiliated and blindsided and—
You clenched your teeth as you washed your face. Right. That Hoseok. You weren’t seventeen anymore, but it didn’t hurt to remember what happened. Maybe your attraction to him was undeniable, but he still didn’t deserve a second of your attention, let alone whatever was happening to you. You were there to help Jin and Hyeonseo, nothing more.
When you got downstairs, you were glad to find the happy couple scrambling to prepare whatever was left for breakfast and brewing coffee. It gave you a moment to sit down, chill, and wait for Hoseok to wake up.
Five minutes later, Hoseok was already downstairs and ready to have coffee, so you finished yours in an instant to get to work.
Hoseok's calling halted you in your tracks. “Wait, let’s decide what our morning looks like first.” You pressed your lips and nodded, rejoining the three of them in the kitchen. He turned to the couple. “Have you decided on the lights you want?”
“Yeah, we stayed up last night deciding,” Hyeonseo beamed, and Jin grabbed his phone to show what they had picked.
You didn’t have much to say; their options were modern and seamless, easily blending in with their aesthetic.
“Okay, so the plan is the same,” Hoseok concluded, glancing at you. “You go with Hyeonseo to get the stove, the lights you selected, and the stain remover. Meanwhile, we’ll get the closets started. We should take care of the sockets and light switches before we prep for painting. Also, you need to get covers for the floor.”
“We saved cardboard boxes to use them as protection,” Hyeonseo shared with a smile, nudging you.
“Good idea,” Hoseok agreed, and your lips twitched in the hint of a smile. Of course it was.
Everyone agreed on what to do, so you went ahead upstairs. Now you were paranoid that there could be more rot you hadn’t found, so the quicker you were sure the built-in closets were fine, the better.
You grabbed your toolbox and got started in your room, removing the doors, drawers, and shelves from the closet, and laying them on the floor out of the way in a corner of the room. The two shelves that had rotted were placed to one side, and fortunately, everything else seemed to be in good condition. You tapped everywhere extra times and felt each surface to make extra sure everything was fine. Once you were certain, you moved to the master bedroom and repeated the same process there.
Fortunately, no rot there, but the front of the sliding doors had dark blue stains on the flower carvings. Once everything was dismantled, you knelt and felt the paint splashes with your finger, and that was how Hoseok found you.
“Need help?”
“No, it’s okay. The ones with the rot are in our room,” you told him, stopping what you were doing to show them to him.
Once there, you let him evaluate them himself as you discussed how you’d like them cut and fixed.
“Okay, so about five centimeters more?” he asked, and you nodded. “Do you want me to measure them and cut the new wood to size?”
“Yeah, I’ll glue them then,” you agreed, already thinking about what you had to do there while he helped with that.
He nodded. “You got it.”
You glanced at him as he left with the shelves to be cut, but didn’t notice his expression. You assumed you could trust him, given his experience, and weren’t shy about letting him do it. You had a long day ahead of you anyway.
You started getting the metal shelf pins off the closet, then unscrewed the handles of the drawers and the drawer frames. Despite the age of the wood and the carelessness with whatever liquid had rotted the shelves, the closet was at least relatively well-preserved.
When you looked up, you frowned. You were a bit short, but that closet rod was really up high. Even Hyeonseo would have difficulties using it. You should probably lower it a bit once you were done.
You jumped a few times to try to get the closet rod to come off, but it was screwed in. So your next step was to search for a ladder downstairs. You grabbed the first one you could find that was truly just a two-step folding ladder and got back to it. You had to get on your tippy toes with your screwdriver to reach the bracket and try to unscrew it, all while the metal step moaned under your feet.
Gritting through it, you smiled when the bracket came loose. However, as soon as it did, you realized it was a terrible idea to support your weight on the rod itself. As soon as it loosened, it gave way under your weight, and you fell forward.
Except a pair of hands grabbed you by the waist before you could fall inside the closet. A ruckus echoed all around you, and you cowered, covering your ears. The rod clattered inside the closet below your feet as wood shelves were tossed to the side on the floor.
Seeing them made you realize you were pressed firmly to someone’s chest. Someone who stepped on the ladder and steadied you firmly.
“Are you okay?”
You shuddered and looked over your shoulder. Hoseok was so close, letting you down slowly as your legs gave in. He supported your weight until your feet were safely on the floor. You turned to him, the adrenaline making you tremble. And yet he kept his hands firmly on your waist, making you blush even more as you tried to calm down.
“What were you doing?” he asked, and you finally saw the tension in his shoulders. “Why are you using the short ladder if you can't reach it?”
“Because— I—” you stammered, losing yourself in his eyes for a second. “Because I thought you’d need the big one.”
“I was cutting the wood pieces outside,” he pointed out.
“Yeah, well, for the…lights.”
He huffed and gave you a look, and you pressed your lips. Right as you did and realized it was unlikely your heart would stop racing for as long as his hands stayed on your waist, you heard the sound of racing footsteps up the stairs.
“Is everything okay?!” Hyeonseo shouted, but it was Jin who showed up first.
“We heard—”
He stumbled on his feet and words at the sight of Hoseok dropping his hands at your sides. Jin’s eyes were comically widened when his fiancé entered the room, looking spooked.
You cleared your throat. “It’s okay. It was just noise; nothing serious happened. Thanks for the help,” you added, looking at Hoseok for a moment. “I still need to take the rod from the other closet as well, so…”
“I’ll do it,” he offered, and you frowned.
“No, I will do it.”
He sighed. “Just let me do it.”
“No!” You squinted. “I can perfectly do it myself!”
“You won’t reach it.”
You scoffed. “I can definitely reach it!”
“It’s not safe.”
“Guys—”
“Well, then help me.”
Hyeonseo called your name, and you both finally turned to her. “Should we get the other ladder?”
Jin was already exiting the room when you said, “There’s no need. This one is already here,” you remarked, with your eyes on Hoseok. You were blatantly going against his advice, but it didn’t feel like an argument. It felt like something else.
“Be reasonable,” he breathed, and you leaned toward him.
“I am. I’ll do it, and you’ll help me.”
Hyeonseo looked at Jin while you folded the two-step ladder and exited the room with Hoseok not far behind you.
“Well, we’ll go get the stove then,” Jin announced, not getting much of a response. Hyeonseo patted his shoulder, then grabbed his hand to drag him downstairs.
You didn’t see his face of disbelief because you were busy setting the ladder in front of the built-in closet in the master bedroom.
“How should I help you?”
“Stabilize the ladder.”
You stepped on it, screwdriver in hand, and he huffed. “It’s not enough,” he complained, and you smiled, already on your tiptoes to get the bracket uncrewed.
“Then stabilize me.”
He circled the ladder to get in front of you, settling his firm hands on your waist. You had a smug smile as you got the rod, but it vanished when you looked down. Hoseok was at your chest level, looking at you with dark eyes. It made your knees weak, and he was quick to grab you and put you down on the floor again.
This time, he removed his hands quickly, pushing you out of your haze. You swallowed dryly. “Thanks. See? Reached it very well,” you told him. He nodded, and you set the rod aside. “So, the shelves. We need to glue the pieces together.”
You weren’t even surprised he helped you, but you were thankful. It went faster as you applied the glue and set the pieces in position while he tightened the bar clamps to keep everything locked tight.
“There,” he said, once everything was done. You left everything drying in the hallway so the rooms wouldn’t smell. “Now you can move on to the stairs and handle the closets tomorrow.”
You shook your head. “First, the sockets and light switches.”
“I can handle that,” he suggested as you both went down the stairs.
“No, it’s faster like this. This way, if they need to buy extra, we can call them while they’re at the store.”
Hoseok turned to you when you both got to the ground floor and nodded. “Thank you.”
You weren’t supposed to have fun with Hoseok, but you wouldn’t deny it happened. You made it a competition to check every socket and light switch as fast as possible, and it was super tight. You won, checking your half first, but Hoseok dismissed it by saying he had caught two broken sockets. He had to call Jin and Hyeonseo to ask them to buy new sockets, explaining what type was needed, and you grinned. It was still a win in your book.
When the couple returned, you were quick to say you’d fix those sockets while Hoseok installed the stove. While he took the time to prepare, you noticed he kept an eye on you. You couldn’t help a smug smile while you connected the three cables in the correct color code, housed properly in the backbox, before you screwed the faceplate over it. You did it in record time, and when you got up to move to the other one, you saw him turning away with a smile on his face. You didn’t know why, but impressing him made you really fuzzy for some reason.
After that, you evaluated the stairs more seriously. You knew that even if the stains weren’t extensive, you had to do it properly — every stair tread multiple times. You weren’t even sure a whole afternoon would be enough.
You huffed and turned away, grabbing painter’s tape to start prepping alongside Jin and Hyeonseo. You even got on the high ladder to protect the fire alarm on the ceiling and noticed Hoseok glancing at you every now and then.
Hoseok and Jin installed the bedroom and bathroom lights after that, and you decided that helping with lunch was more efficient than just hanging around. It gave you more time to talk to Hyeonseo and ensure everyone got an early lunch.
“How's your shop coming along?” she asked you as she cooked and you chopped vegetables.
“You mean my online store?” you asked, and she nodded. “I have enough commissions on Etsy and other platforms to do nothing else. Working on those items means I have content to upload on social media, and I have enough views that I make some money from that already.”
“Can you believe that? Remember when restoring things was just a hobby you did in your parents' living room?”
You nodded, giving her the chopped onions. “And now I have a room in my apartment that’s my workshop.”
She took them and kept cooking. “Maybe one day you’ll have a physical store!”
You crinkled your nose and grabbed plates and chopsticks to set the table. “Not sure it will ever be worth it, especially in Seoul.”
“Seoul?” You turned around to Hoseok and Jin, now seemingly done with the lights. For now. “You live in Seoul?”
“Yeah.”
“Where?” Hoseok asked, grabbing the glasses and water jar. Jin passed behind him and you to help his fiancée.
“Seocho-gu…”
“Seocho-gu??” Hoseok almost choked as he placed what he was carrying on the dining table, same as you. “I live there! Where?”
“Nambusunhwan-ro, in a street that leads to the Daehang Hospital.”
“That’s so close to where I live! Woah, the world is small!”
You pressed your lips and nodded slowly while setting the table alongside him. “And you work there too?”
“Not there, I teach in Hongdae.”
“You’re also a teacher?”
“Oh, you’re a teacher?”
You shook your head as Jin and Hyeonseo carried the many side dishes to the table. “Like Hyeonseo, I mean,” you clarified, working with everyone to finish everything and start eating.
It gave Hyeonseo the opportunity to talk about her school and kids, and finally sigh, “I’m happy I teach kids before they become teens.”
“Yeah, I teach adults. It’s much better,” Hoseok acknowledged before turning to you. “But you don’t teach.”
“No, I restore old items like furniture and chandeliers and sell them online.”
“Ohhhh.” Hoseok nodded. “That explains it.”
You raised an eyebrow. “What do you teach?”
“I’m a dance instructor.”
You didn’t hide your surprise. “So you don’t work with your dad?”
“Fuck no,” he grumbled.
The conversation evolved in another direction, but you stayed behind, wondering if you ever knew Hoseok at all. You were friends for a year in high school; good friends, you’d say. You remembered him talking about his parents' divorce, for example, but not about the time he spent with his dad. You knew he enjoyed dancing, but you never knew he took it seriously. You realized after that you probably didn’t know him well, if he could blindside you like that, but now you were realizing you never knew him at all.
Everyone helped clean up, and while Jin put on music to cheer up the place, you couldn’t help but chuckle. He had pulled Hyeonseo to the middle of the room to dance while you and Hoseok handled the dirty dishes, and it was a sight to see.
“It’s our song!” she laughed as Jin swung her around. To call it dancing would probably be too much, but the song did say ‘shut up and dance with me’ multiple times.
You glanced at Hoseok, who was quietly next to you, just looking at them with a soft expression, and you guessed he remembered it too. Jin and Hyeonseo were always like this, all the way back in high school. They were the living proof that young love could grow and evolve into something beautiful.
Once you finished with the kitchen, you let Hoseok handle the painting with the couple while you turned to the stairs. You were already dreading the amount of time it would take and the stinky smell, but it was for a good cause.
You opened the windows up and downstairs, put on gloves, and then prepared the gel that would remove the paint. You decided to do two steps at a time, tread and riser, top to bottom, so that while one set had the solvent, you could already scrape the previous and not get burned. Grabbing your brush, you glanced at Hoseok, who was starting to paint the kitchen ceiling after they had spent some time protecting the cupboards and surfaces. He didn’t say anything about the stairs, and you sighed. Even he didn’t want to get involved.
You covered the first two steps with the gel and stepped away to breathe normal air for a second. After fifteen minutes, you started scraping the gel and paint with a spatula, and Hyeonseo clapped behind you.
“It’s working!!”
You glanced at her, then sighed. “This is going to take a while.”
“And now?” Hyeonseo asked behind you.
You sighed and turned to her, shutting off your electric sander and wiping the sweat off your brow with your shirt. She was clearly worried about you, and you didn’t have the energy to react whatsoever.
It had been seven hours since you started with the stairs, and you could feel Hyeonseo’s discomfort every time she checked up on you. First, she thought it would go really fast—until she realized you had to apply the solvent, wait twenty minutes, scrape it off, and clean the grime at least twice from every tread and riser. All fourteen steps.
You touched the diluent with your forearm, so that got you a small burn mark that she freaked out about. When you tried assuring her it wouldn’t happen again, she assumed it was because you were done. But you still had to sand everything multiple times.
So you had been using your electric sander for the past couple of hours. First with heavy grit, then medium grit, then fine grit. Hyeonseo had checked on you a couple of times, but she didn’t understand that you couldn’t stop. If you did, you wouldn’t be able to lift a finger anymore.
You put the electric sander down and passed your hand on the last step. “It’s going well.”
“Are you done?”
You chuckled. “No.”
“It’s almost eight… we were thinking of going out for dinner and checking out the festival.”
You suppressed a laugh. “Sure. Not sure I can survive that, but sure.”
Hyeonseo sighed while the men kept painting, now in the bathroom, you believed. “You’re not supposed to kill yourself doing this.”
You rolled your eyes. “Don’t exaggerate.”
You grabbed a pot of wood filler that matched the Korean pine wood color of the stairs and a putty knife, and climbed up the stairs again.
Hyeonseo’s eyes widened. “What are you doing now?!”
“Fixing your stairs,” you informed, getting to work filling every crack and hole you saw.
“But— The paint is gone, so—”
“Stop worrying,” you told her. “Let me do my thing.”
She sighed.
You opened your eyes and instantly groaned — shit, everything hurt.
Raising your head from the pillow, you looked around the dark room with a frown. You had fallen asleep. Shit.
Your eyes drifted to the closed door. What was that noise?
You got up from bed, feeling even more dead than when you lay down just for a minute to rest your eyes. That was a terrible idea, you mused as you got out of the bedroom and followed the noise.
What you found made you stagger atop the stairs. Hoseok was sitting on the second step of the stairs, counting from the bottom, using a delta sander to get the corners perfectly, judging by his gentle and precise technique.
You shook your head. “Wait,” you said, going down the stairs, and he stopped to look at you. “The filler has to dry.”
“And it did,” he agreed, grabbing a sheet of sandpaper to sand the nosing of the step.
You were baffled. “How long did I sleep?”
He glanced at his wristwatch. “About three hours.”
You cursed vilely. “And nobody woke me up?!”
“You needed the rest.”
“And you didn’t?!”
“Everybody took a nap,” he told you with a light smile, and your eyes widened.
“You too?”
He nodded. “You didn’t flinch when I lay down or when I got up.” You rubbed your eyes, slightly embarrassed, and he continued, “Jin and Hyeonseo are getting ready for dinner, and then it’s our turn.”
You raised an eyebrow. “Dinner?”
“We’re going to a barbecue place,” he said casually, basically telling you not to worry, and you deflated. As long as you weren’t ruining anyone’s plans.
“What do you think?” you asked, kneeling to feel the texture of the stairs.
“You did a wonderful job,” he complimented, and you looked at him as he analyzed the details. “Stains are gone, every surface is smooth and balanced. You even picked the right color for the filler. A second sanding and it will basically become invisible.”
“It’s already pretty good,” you commented, scrutinizing the bigger patches you had fixed that were barely noticeable after Hoseok sanded once.
“Indeed.”
You felt the nosing of the step you were on and pressed your lips. “Thanks for the help.”
He got up, and you did the same, towering over him ever so slightly.
“Not a problem.”
Your eyes locked on his, and you didn’t know what to say. For the first time in years, you were actually fine with him. Anger and frustration were no longer bubbling under your skin, making you believe you had moved on from what happened. Though the more your heart beat, the more you questioned how he drew you in like this.
“You were right, you know,” you whispered, and his eyes lowered to your lips. It likely didn’t mean anything, but your heart skipped a beat or two. “I should have started last night. I wouldn’t have been able to do anything properly so far without your help. And I’ve only started the closets and the stairs,” you remarked with a sigh. ”I don’t know how I’m going to do the doors as well.”
“Don’t worry about it,” he instantly reassured you, raising his eyes to yours again. His tone was warm and intimate, and it made you shudder. “I’ll sand them tomorrow, and they can paint them later. They’re pros at it now.”
He said it jokingly, and you chuckled, letting that warmth envelop you.
He licked his lips. “I know how exhausting it can be, and we don’t have much time. So don’t worry about anything. Whatever you need, you can ask me.”
You searched his eyes and saw nothing but honesty, and your heart was unrestrained. Logically, you knew exactly what he was saying, but your stupid heart was still racing. You observed his features, both gentle and sharp, as he looked at you. You could swear his eyes had as much intensity as yours, but you had to doubt yourself. Were you still pining after Hoseok? Were you really over him if all it took was a few whispers for him to steal your heart again, even after so many years?
“Oh, you woke up!” Jin exclaimed from the top of the stairs, and you turned around. “You can go ahead and shower.”
You pressed your lips and eyed Hoseok before climbing up the stairs again.
You didn’t know how you got here.
“Come on!” Hoseok insisted with a lopsided smile and a glint in his eyes.
He held your hand and you blushed, stammering, “I can't…”
“Oh, come on!” he insisted. “I’ve already heard you snore. There are no secrets between us.”
You heard Jin and Hyeonseo laugh behind you, and let Hoseok drag you closer to the crowd of people dancing.
Thinking again, you knew how you got there. You all ate barbecue and had a few drinks, and now you were tipsy with a dance instructor insisting you should embarrass yourself in front of your friends. And what was worse, you didn’t mind.
He turned to you and grabbed your hand, spinning you once to loosen you up. “Just relax.”
You tried moving side to side along to the music, but you were no good. You couldn’t even look at him, your eyes were nailed to the floor as he tried to get you to follow his lead with your hand. Suffice it to say it wasn’t working.
“It’s no use,” you told him, unable to meet his eyes. “I’m just no good.”
“Nonsense,” he breathed, pulling you close. The music shifted to something more commercial that you recognised, but didn’t pay much mind to. “Just hold onto me.”
He wrapped your arms around him, then wrapped his around your middle. Your heart skipped a beat, and you had to look away, afraid your red cheeks would be too obvious. So you hugged his chest and let him swing you both to the song’s rhythm.
You closed your eyes, breathing in the earthy citrusy cologne while his firm chest acted as a pillow. Little by little, you relaxed, letting the moment sway you and take you. The lyrics spoke of running away and young love, and your mind blanked as he guided you ever so gently. His hips were moving to the beat, and although he wasn’t forcing you to match him, you found yourself doing it. Your hips had a mind of their own and swiveled to match his, and his posture changed.
You looked up at him, flushed and slightly embarrassed. You weren’t really just dancing with the way you were glued together. His body was firm, warm, relentless, pressed to you, never once leaving you behind. On the contrary, his hips responded to yours the same way his hands brushed up and down your body in feather-like touches, covering you with goosebumps all over.
What were you two doing?
“That’s it,” he murmured, and you looked up at him. He raised his fingers to brush your hair out of your face. “You’re doing so well.”
A familiar burn spread through your whole body, making you swallow dryly and lose sight of reality for a second. You wanted him. Your fingers curled around his neck, and his weren’t shy about pressing your waist. In another world, you would have kissed him already. You were burning, breathlessly swivelling your hips with him in a crowd, gushing between your legs, and eager to jump him. There was no way you felt all that without him feeling something. And on top of that, his eyes were fixed on you. He wasn’t looking away, or eager for it to be over. He was pressing you closer, guiding your bodies, breathing at the same tempo as you, licking his lips as though he wanted to taste you.
The music halted for a moment, and a message was broadcast through the speakers, but you weren’t paying attention. Hoseok hadn’t let you go; neither of you had moved.
While you pondered over what you could say, a voice from behind you snapped you back to reality.
“Woah! You’ll have to teach us how to dance like that for our wedding!”
Hoseok let go of you slowly, and you let him, loosening your grip as well. You wondered if his eyes held a question before they turned to your best friend.
“I will, don’t worry!” Hoseok replied with a grin. “Anyone can feel the rhythm. It’s easy to achieve this, I do it all the time,” he answered, seemingly proud of himself, and you felt the flame inside you wither until it was snuffed out.
“Really?” Hyeonseo asked with a teasing tone, but you were no longer listening.
“Excuse me.”
You spun around, letting your feet take you as far away as possible. You frowned as you walked, confused about the feeling twisting your guts. So what if Hoseok was a good teacher and bragged about it? Why was that making you so furious?
Sitting on a street bench while the crowds passed you by, you took a deep breath. You knew why, even if it was hard to admit. You thought you two had something special. There was tension and want, and you believed you weren’t the only one feeling it. But you were. Again.
Suddenly, there were tears in your eyes. You felt seventeen again, crying and wondering where you went wrong. What you did wrong, what you interpreted wrong. But you were twenty three now, and you refused to go through the same shit for the same guy. Fuck that!
You didn't want to worry Hyeonseo, so you made your way back. You found them chatting in a way that made you think they were waiting for you to get back. You lied about going to the bathroom, and before you could reveal your intentions to leave, Hoseok grabbed your hand.
“Come on, let’s teach them together,” he proposed with a sparkly smile.
You pulled your hand free. “I don’t feel like it. I’m sure you can find someone else here to do that.” You turned to Jin and Hyeonseo with a small smile. “I’m going home. I’m really tired.”
Hyeonseo looked at Jin, who nodded. “Sure, we can all go—”
“No, I’ll go ahead. I already called a taxi.” You bit your tongue; since when did you lie so much? “You guys should enjoy yourselves a bit longer.”
You said your goodbyes quickly and were thankful Hyeonseo knew you well enough not to insist. She told you she’d text you the code to get inside the house, and you were on your way.
Growing up in Gwangju meant you knew exactly where the taxi street of the festival was, and you headed there without a second thought. Once there, you got in line — it was almost three am, so many people were already leaving.
Not even a minute later, you heard someone calling your name, and you turned, surprised. Hoseok was making his way to you in between people, and for a moment, your breath hitched. He looked dazzling in jeans and a leather jacket, his firm body framed perfectly. To think you were pressed to his firm chest, wrapped in those arms…
You could almost forget he made you feel like an idiot. Almost.
You were ready to ignore him, but he reached you quickly, bowing to the other people waiting in line.
“I almost lost you,” he complained, clearing his throat, and you raised an eyebrow.
“Why did you follow me?”
“Because I wanted to talk to you. I think there’s been a misunderstanding,” he said. Seeing you remained skeptical, he continued, “I didn’t mean you were easy or something.” He scratched the back of his head. “When I said I do it all the time—”
“You just meant that you can teach anyone,” you interjected stoically, and he paused.
He dropped his hand as the queue moved forward. “Right. So then, why are you upset? It’s why you’re leaving, right?”
Your lips twitched. “I’m not upset. I was just reminded of why we never got along in the first place.”
He frowned. “Never? That’s not even true.”
You rolled your eyes as you became the first in line. “Whatever.”
You could see out of the corner of your eyes the way he clenched his jaw and looked away before turning to you again. “Well, what is it? Maybe if we talked about it—”
“I don’t need to talk about it. And I don’t want to. I know everything I need to know.”
He huffed and shifted his weight from one foot to the other constantly as though his frustration was physical. “Doesn’t sound like you do,” he commented with a hint of bitterness. “Maybe if we talked you’d be able to form sound opinions instead of just assuming shit and acting like you know everything.”
Your eyes widened. “Assuming?! You literally just said it!”
“You’re making up whatever story in your head,” he insisted, eying you harshly. “You hear what you want to hear.”
You scoffed before you could help it. “Yeah, right!”
A taxi stopped in front of you right on time. You spun on your heels and got in, and Hoseok grabbed the door when you reached to close it.
Instantly, your eyes were locked in a mute argument. You even expected him to shut the door behind you, seeing as he was just as annoyed as you. Instead, he was preventing you from closing it.
“Miss?”
You couldn’t even turn to look at the driver; you couldn’t lose.
Hoseok stepped closer to the car and muttered, “Don’t be like this. Let me go with you.”
You gritted your teeth and seriously pondered kicking him in the shin and closing the door, leaving him there. It was only the thought of how Jin and Hyeonseo would have been disappointed that made you roll your eyes and swallow a grumble before letting go of the door and moving along in the backseat of the car.
You told the driver the address, and Hoseok rode in the taxi with you. Why was he even there? Surely not to make sure you made it safely. Although he might have promised that to Jin and Hyeonseo so they’d stay at the festival and enjoy themselves. He was likely just tired…but you’d be damned if you cared.
As soon as you entered Jin and Hyeonseo’s place, you stormed your way to the bedroom you were sharing. You changed clothes hastily, turned off the lights, and threw yourself over the bed diagonally, spreading the pillows around you and hugging a few. You’d be damned if you wouldn’t sleep properly tonight.
You couldn’t fall asleep. Hoseok entered the room not ten minutes later and you could feel the air thickening around you. By the time he hit your foot with his knee, the lights were back on and he was pissed.
“Move.”
You ignored him, and he bumped your foot with his knee multiple times.
“Move, I want to sleep.”
“Not my problem,” you grumbled, and he scoffed.
“Indeed, but you’re mine. Get out of the way.”
“No,” you grumbled again, muffled. “I’m withdrawing the invitation; you can sleep somewhere else.”
You could almost hear the way he was fuming. “You’re fucking unbelieveable, you know that?! First, you get angry and don’t want to talk about it. Then, you withdraw your invitation? Fuck! I can trust you my ass! You’re so two-faced!”
By the time he was done, you were sitting up in bed, baffled and angry. “What?!”
He had no issues facing you head-on. “You heard me. You extend an olive branch one second and shit all over people the next. I’ve never met anyone as two-faced as you.”
“How fucking dare you!” you screeched as you kicked the sheets to get up from bed. “You’re the one who plays people, pretending to be all vulnerable and hurt, only to use them and throw them away like trash! Who the fuck are you to call me two-faced?!”
His anger was visible on his clenched jaw and flared nostrils as you shouted at him. He frowned. “What the hell are you talking about?”
You scoffed. “As if you don’t know.”
He threw his hands up in the air in frustration. “I won’t know until you tell me! Stop assuming shit!”
“Stop playing dumb!”
“When did I?” he asked you to your face, and you crossed your arms over your chest.
“It doesn’t matter. I’m not going to fall for it again.”
Hoseok groaned and pressed his palms to his eyes. “Fuck, you’re just like back then! The second I think I can trust you, you flip a switch and turn into someone else completely!”
“What?”
“Hyeonseo said I had you all wrong, that it was all a misunderstanding, but she’s wrong,” he told you, facing you head-on again. His eyes were harsh, and his tone accusatory. “This is just who you are. It’s bad enough our paths crossed twice; let’s not do it again.”
He grabbed his bag from the floor and stormed off with you hot on his tail.
“What are you talking about?!”
You chased him all the way downstairs, then stood frozen as he went outside to his pickup to get a blanket. When he started to make a makeshift place to sleep in the corner of the living room, you lost it.
“Argh, you’re fucking impossible!” you exploded, gripping your hair by the roots. “I flipped a switch?! I literally go to the bathroom, and the next thing I know, you’re kissing someone! Right after telling me you were so heartbroken you couldn’t stand the thought of being with someone! Are you serious?!”
He had taken off his jacket and thrown it on the blanket. He snickered. “Next thing you know? My, do you have selective amnesia or something?”
Your brow furrowed. “What?”
“You didn’t go to the bathroom, did you?”
You were stunned. “What?”
“I heard you!” he accused, all signs of mockery morphed into anger. “I followed you to suggest holding your drink, only to hear you giggling with your friends about how pathetic I was.”
You paled but instantly shook your head. “I never said that.”
“Your friends did, and you just laughed! Two-faced,” he underlined.
You gaped, frowning as you tried to remember what he was talking about. “I was— I don't know, I— Maybe they did say that, I don’t remember. But I wouldn’t have.”
He scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest, and you bristled. He was so sure of himself, but what did it matter?
“What does that have to do with anything? I didn’t ‘flip a switch,’” you insisted. “They called you that, not me. So what does that have to do with what you did?”
“You thought I was so pathetic, and I just—” His expression soothed as his voice quieted. “I didn’t want to be.”
“You never were.”
He scoffed derisively, and you rubbed your eyes for a second, wanting to kick yourself.
“Listen, they just—even I, we were just…mean,” you explained with regret. You weren’t proud of who you were in high school. “Young and stupid and mean.”
Hoseok listened with harsh yet glistening eyes. “I opened my heart to you and you ran to tell them.”
“That is not true.”
You stiffened, and he instantly retorted, “Yeah, right.”
“I don’t care what you heard, that is not true,” you stated resolutely. “I never told anyone a word of what you told me. I might not have refuted them when they called you that, I might have played along, but I’d never break your trust.”
He had a painful smile, holding back a snicker as you spoke, until he blew up, “Oh, come on! You expect me to believe that?”
“It’s the truth.”
“So you mean to tell me you went along with them and still never told them the things I told you when I believed we were friends.” You nodded, and he insisted, “You went along with them saying those things about me, but were still actually my friend.” You nodded again, and he threw his hands up in the air. “Does that even make sense?!”
“It’s the truth,” you repeated.
“Why would I believe you?”
Your breath hitched as you realized the answer to what he was asking. He was angry and maybe hurt; you could see it in his face. You, on the other hand, didn’t know how to feel. You were talking, actually talking, for the first time in years. But you never expected it would mean you’d have to tell him this.
But then again, it didn’t matter anymore. It was a long time ago.
You pressed your lips to hide a sad smile. “Because it’s the truth. Not just because you had told me things as friends that I would never repeat to someone else, but because I didn’t want them to look at you twice, I…had this big fat crush on you and didn’t want any of them to get any ideas.”
He wasn’t just stupefied, you could see in his wide eyes that his thought process was completely busted. “What??”
It made you blush and rub your eyes again before you blurted, “We became closer friends when you opened up about your ex, and I… I didn’t want to make a move because it would have been too soon, and I didn’t want to be a rebound, but I was hoping we could… I don’t know,” you sighed, looking away, embarrassed. “But then you invited me to prom, so I thought maybe you were over her, so I thought what the hell, why not? I was so excited that night, just waiting for the right moment to say something, but then I saw you kissing whoever that was and I just—I was fucking pissed ‘cause that wasn’t even a rejection, that was… Why invite me to prom if you wanted to be with someone else? It just—”
You stopped yourself, feeling the anger bubbling up in your chest once more. You rubbed your eyes and sighed, calming down. He looked befuddled; he probably didn’t remember any of it.
“I didn’t,” he blurted out, and you looked at him. “That girl, I… I didn’t want to be with her; I didn’t even like her. I was just pissed after hearing you and your friends saying I was pathetic for being heartbroken over my ex and…I felt betrayed. You were literally the only girl I trusted at the time, who I thought…Who I wanted to spend time with. And then you said those things and I just…I didn’t want to be pathetic,” he admitted, heaving a deep breath. “That girl caught me alone and confessed, and when she kissed me, I felt…validated. Like I was not worthless. Of course, I told her I didn’t feel the same way, and she was cool about it. Otherwise, I would have felt pretty shity about it.”
“You were never worthless, much less because you had feelings. I’m glad she made you feel good about yourself.” You looked down, a frown on your lips. She did what you couldn’t. “Regardless of what they said, you were never pathetic. They were allergic to vulnerability and needed to be bitches about it, that’s all. Hell, me too. I’m sorry about that.”
He nodded with his shiny eyes focused on you. “Even if I know now how you felt at the time…I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to do with all of this information.”
You shrugged. “You don’t have to do anything, it’s in the past. Though…about today,” you started, then heaved a deep breath as you rubbed your pink cheeks. “I’m not gonna lie, it felt just like back then. There I am, thinking something special is happening, only for you to dismiss it like it’s nothing. It’s easy to achieve this, I do it all the time,” you mimicked his voice, and he groaned.
“No, I knew it was bullshit as soon as I said it,” he confessed, scratching the back of his head. “Even Hyeonseo called me out for it.”
“‘Cause you realized it wasn’t that good to begin with, ‘cause I’m a terrible dancer?”
You spoke really fast, and he chuckled, “No, because it just isn’t true. The way we danced, especially when you’re not comfortable with it, is not easy. At all. Even seasoned dancers need months to be that smooth, sometimes even couples can’t do it, and you just— No, that was all us. I don’t do that all the time, it’s not something easy to teach.”
You frowned. “Dancing?”
“Chemistry.”
Your breath hitched as you stared at him. You couldn’t help the confusion or the way your heart raced. “I thought…” you croaked, “it wasn’t real.”
His eyes were locked with yours. “I think we can agree that it is.”
Your breath deepened as a familiar burn climbed up your chest. The air was thickening again as you stared at each other, but you stayed in place. Even if you both agreed that there was chemistry between you, you weren’t sure what to do with it. You weren’t sure you wanted to follow through…or that he did.
When he stalked slowly in your direction, you stood at attention. Your skin tingled under his eyes, roaming over your legs, past your pajama shorts and t-shirt to your eyes. By then, he was already in front of you, less than an arm away, and you struggled. You were almost dizzy with want, pushing your nails into your palms to hold yourself back. When he took another step closer, the faint scent of his cologne made you sigh and look up. You were radiating heat at that point, keeping your desire in check while wanting nothing but for him to grab you.
He seemed to be waiting for something, so you closed the distance between your bodies. Your stomach pressed to his, and your curiosity got the best of you. You looked down, wondering if you’d get to feel—
His hand raised your chin to make you look up at him. Instantly, the fire you were trying to contain reared its ugly head. Your hands found their way to his shirt, clutching it as though you were containing a visceral need to pull it off, all while you looked into his eyes. Your core ached for something to clench around and you almost begged him to fuck that crisp tension out of you.
Your lips parted as he leaned in, covering you with a shudder as his free hand palmed your waist, pulling you to him by the arch of your back. But then, all too fast, you both blinked.
The sound of car doors slamming closed hit you, and time didn’t stop to let you two figure it out together. Instead, Hoseok’s eyes flickered to your lips, but you weren’t able to say anything. By the time the first key was pressed into the front door lock pad, he had already lowered his hands and released you.
You couldn’t protest because in a second, Jin was opening the front door with Hyeonseo not far behind him.
“Oh, hey guys,” Jin said with a smile, then closed the door behind his fiancée. “We thought you’d be sleeping already.”
“Is everything okay?” Hyeonseo asked, eying you as she took off her jacket.
“Yes,” you croaked.
“We were just heading to bed,” Hoseok told them, then gave you a fleeting look before going ahead. “Good night!”
You offered Hyeonseo a small smile to reassure her and waved at Jin before following Hoseok upstairs. You closed the bedroom door behind you, and seeing the mess of pillows and sheets you had left behind, you were a little embarrassed.
“Sorry,” you muttered, getting on the bed to align the pillows and pull the sheet to lie stretched and proper. “I wasn’t thinking. I was just pissed.”
For a second, he frowned, but then he seemed to remember. “If you want me to sleep downstairs—”
“I don’t,” you cut in, sitting on your side of the bed. “I shouldn’t have said that. I’m sorry.”
He shook his head. “It’s okay, I shouldn’t have… assumed the worst.”
“That I’m two-faced?”
He hummed as he neared the bed.
“So you…also assume things?”
Your tease made him chuckle. “I guess I’m at fault, too.”
You smiled and got under the sheet comfortably. Only then did you notice he was just standing there. “What’s wrong?”
“I left my bag downstairs.”
You raised an eyebrow, imagining Hyeonseo’s questions if she saw Hoseok with his bag. “And you don’t want to go grab it?”
“Not really.”
He stepped out of his shoes, then sighed, putting one knee on the bed, and you stopped him. “Get them off.”
He raised an eyebrow, and you looked at his jeans.
“You shouldn’t get in bed with outside clothes.”
He looked down at your legs under the sheets, then back at you, and you simply held his gaze. Now that you had found common ground, you were confident that teasing him a little wouldn’t hurt.
It helped that Hoseok was precisely the kind of man who made your knees weak. You asked, and so he got rid of his jeans in a flash, casually tossing them and his t-shirt back before getting into bed with you just in boxers. As if his chiseled abs wouldn’t have you drooling. As if he weren’t half-hard. As if he didn’t know you’d eat him with your eyes. As if he didn’t want you to.
You both lay back on your pillows, and your eyelids became heavy. The light was still on, but you were comfortable and warm, and all of a sudden, it was hard to keep your eyes open. You still wanted Hoseok, but you were so tired, you were getting dizzy.
You felt his eyes on you and turned to him with a sheepish smile. “I’m really tired,” you confessed, and he nodded.
“Same, I’m hanging on by a thread.”
You smiled and licked your lips. “Can I…?”
“Hug me to sleep?”
He raised an eyebrow and your eyes widened as you gasped. Did he know about last night?!
He simply smirked. “Yeah, come here. Oh, wait,” he told you before reaching the light switch on the wall. Then he settled back and grabbed your hand over the sheet, pulling you closer. You snuggled up to him, then sighed comfortably, and he held you close.
You woke up snuggly and warm, with a citrusy perfume near your nose and your legs tangled with someone else’s. You didn’t question it, stretching lazily before pulling away slightly. You slept like a rock, but still felt the exhaustion from the previous day. Just thinking you had another day like it ahead of you made you groan under your breath.
Hoseok turned around to face you, and it made you blink a bit more awake. He looked raw and vulnerable, with his hair disheveled and eyes barely open. Instantly, it made you feel a little breathless, a little hot, and a little exposed.
“Hey,” he whispered, and your cheeks warmed.
“Hey,” you rasped back, covering your face with your hands. “I must look horrible.”
He chuckled. “You look the same as always.”
You peeked between your fingers. “So I always look terrible?”
He was caught off guard and laughed quietly. “No, you never do.”
You lowered your hands and stayed like that, just observing one another, until you asked quietly. “We were friends… How come you never told me about your dad?”
“What do you mean?”
“You talked about the divorce, your sister, your mom, your ex… but not about your dad.”
He looked down for a moment before answering, “I just… didn’t want to talk about him. Our relationship was always…complicated. He left my mom, and then he would insist on taking me to construction sites for long weekends and vacations so I could learn the trade. He refused to listen to what I wanted. Meanwhile, my mom worked two jobs to support my dreams of becoming a dancer. She pushed me to go to Seoul and supported me while my dad all but threatened to disown me if I followed my dreams.” His expression hinted at bitterness before he looked at you again. “You can imagine I didn’t want to talk about him.”
You nodded. “And now?”
“He’s changed,” Hoseok acknowledged softly. “I think he accepted that it’s up to me to do what I want to do and that I’m good enough to do it. So we’re okay now. I see him a couple of times a year.” You nodded, and he quieted. “What about you? I remember your mom was sick five years ago.”
“She was, she’s been in remission for three years. My parents moved to Jeju Island to have a peaceful life there, and I’m hoping that will help.”
“You must miss them.”
“I do… Feels like everyone is super far away now.”
“But as it turns out, we live in the same neighbourhood,” he reminded you, and you raised a corner of your mouth.
“So it seems.”
“You can call me, you know,” he offered. “If you need anything.”
Your face was warm. “Thank you.”
“You can also call me just… Just because. If you want to.”
You weren’t used to seeing Hoseok hesitate, and yet, somehow, it made you relax. “Maybe.”
“Maybe?” he asked, as though he couldn’t believe your answer, and you grinned.
“Maybe,” you teased, and he smirked. You felt warm again, seeing that smile, but also incredibly at ease.
His eyes returned to yours with a sharper edge to them, and you were instantly stirred up.
“You had a crush on me?”
“Yeah.”
His eyes roamed your features for a brief moment. “I wish the timing were different.”
“I don’t,” you admitted. “I was not the greatest person back then.”
“And now?” He raised an eyebrow, and you chuckled.
“Still a work in progress.”
He nodded, smiling too. “I wasn't great back then either. I was insecure. Thought my world was ending when my ex left, and that I had to be in a relationship to mean something.”
You nodded slowly. “Was that why you dated so many people afterwards?”
“It’s also the way people act. I don’t know about you, but my friends are constantly dating someone.”
You shrugged. “If you call that dating. I don’t get the obsession with saying you’re dating when you know it’s going to last a couple of weeks tops.”
“It has to be serious enough to avoid a stigma, but not serious enough ‘cause a relationship takes too much work.”
You raised your eyebrows. “Wow, exactly. Well said!”
“Thanks. It’s my conclusion after years of therapy to process how my parents’ divorce made me link my self-worth to my relationship status.”
Your chin dropped. “Woah!”
He smiled. “Once I realized I was following a pattern, I thought therapy would help. I had internalized that being alone meant I was less, without realizing that I didn’t even want to be with some of those people. I just said yes so I wouldn’t be alone.”
You pressed your lips. “And now?”
“I’ve been single for two years, and it’s nice.” He smiled, stretching a bit before asking, “And you?”
“I haven’t really thought much about dating,” you admitted, shrugging. “I’ve been developing my business for a year, and it takes most of my time.”
“That makes sense,” he said, adjusting the pillow under his head.
“Some pillow talk we’re having,” you joked, and he cleared his throat.
“Sorry, did I make things weird?”
“No, not at all. It reminds me of when we were friends.”
You remembered all the breaks you would spend just the two of you talking at the back of the school or in some park.
“Maybe that’s why it's so easy to talk to you,” he mused, observing your expression.
“You mean you don’t talk about this with every girl you get in bed?”
“No,” he stated, then joined you in laughing quietly. “Also, you got me in bed.”
“That’s true. Had to take charge,” you confessed with mock modesty. “Now, I have you right where I want you.”
“Do you?”
Your smile dissipated when you realized what you had said and how he was looking at you. Instantly, heat spread from your cheeks down your neck, and you had to swallow. “I—I mean, not that I’d force you to do anything you don’t want to do.”
“You mean besides forcing me to strip before getting into bed?”
You almost choked. “I didn’t mean it like that!”
“I know.” He smiled, and his hand moved near yours over the sheet, but he didn’t touch you. “If last night was an isolated thing, that’s okay. It’s cool, I promise.”
You instantly remembered the way his hand pressed you, arching your back and hitching your breath. “It wasn’t…I mean, it wasn’t alcohol or anything like that,” you said, your voice more and more quiet as the tension spread down your neck. “If anything, it feels like whenever we’re together, we…”
“Have chemistry?”
You hummed.
“Was it like this in high school? And I was just blind to it?” he asked in disbelief.
“It wasn’t like this… Wanting to kiss you and wanting you are two different things,” you explained, despite feeling like you were dipping into dangerous waters.
“So you want me?” he asked, and you felt almost assaulted by his dark, meaningful eyes. Your core clenched around nothing at the thought of being under this man. The way he turned you on was wild.
“I do…” As soon as the admission was out of your lips, he moved closer, and you had to put your hands on his chest to stop him. “But we’re not alone.”
Your tone was firm, more to tame your desires than to stop him, but he still halted. He was close enough that you could see the moles on his face, but he had yet to touch you.
He eyed you intently. “And if we were?”
“We’re not…”
“But if we were?” he insisted.
You swallowed, rubbing your legs together. “I already told you I want you.”
His lips curved in a tease. “I want to hear what else you want.”
You raised your chin. “You haven’t told me what you want yet.”
“I’ll tell you, then,” he whispered, making you shudder from head to toe. He got up on his elbow, and you rolled to face up. “I want to look at you. I want you to take your clothes off for me.”
You couldn’t help but smile. “If only you had asked before…”
“I still can.”
You hummed, unashamedly running your eyes down his exposed torso. He didn’t have the broadest shoulders, but every piece of him was defined and soft, like a taunt for you to scratch and bite. It was torture to see all that flesh but not touch it.
“I want you to touch me,” he spoke again, drawing your gaze up. “I want you to touch me and grab me with the same hunger you have in your eyes right now.”
You let out a small, tense breath as you eyed his chest again, unabashedly taking advantage. “And then?”
“Are you sure you want to know?”
You chuckled. “I might need ideas to spice up my shower.”
He groaned mutely, then gently tucked the sheet to frame your silhouette without touching you. It made your body temperature surge as you let him find his way to seeing your form without stripping you. The more he observed and wondered, the more sensual and wanted you felt. You didn’t know if you wanted to rub your legs together or spread them open for him.
“I want to touch you,” he breathed, then looked at you. “Lick and feel every curve until I know you by heart. I want to eat you out. I want to know how you taste, wet like that for me.”
Your eyebrow quirked, but you stayed quiet, letting his words burn you a bit more intensely than his presence alone did.
“I want your hips on me again. Need to appreciate the way they match mine.” His eyes caught you opening your legs under the sheets, but you didn’t close them. “And I want to fuck you. I can’t hide it,” he whispered, adjusting his posture as though he was eager to get in between your legs, if only you let him. “I need to know what you look like when I fuck all sense out of you.”
“Wouldn’t that be something,” you breathed, sneaking your hands down your stomach.
“You—”
A bang interrupted him and covered you with goosebumps from head to toe.
Neither of you breathed as you waited patiently for the sound of a car engine to roar to life, and then for it to move away from the driveway.
Your eyes were locked, both surely thinking the exact same thing — Jin and Hyeonseo were likely gone to grab breakfast. You were alone.
“Tell me what you want,” he rasped, his muscles flexing as he stayed in place.
“You.”
“Don’t just say that,” he scolded lightly, adjusting himself on his knees.
“It’s what I want,” you insisted, more than aching for him. “I want everything you said.” You leaned in a bit. “Make me scream your name.”
He ripped the sheet from over you and froze. You bit your lip but couldn’t find it in you to look innocent. Not when your hand was buried in your sex.
“I can’t believe you,” he breathed before throwing the sheet to the end of the bed.
“You never said I couldn’t,” you argued, giving up on solo pleasure when you could have him.
He caught your wrist as he settled between your legs. “I said I want you.”
“And I want you, too. Hey,” you called, letting your voice register lower. “I’d let you watch.”
He shook his head and forced your wrist to the mattress next to your head as he covered your body with his to reach your lips. His mouth wasn’t soft at the dawn of a first kiss; it was rough and helpless with want. Your free hand instantly gripped his hair, keeping him close as your bodies adjusted to each other, and in a second, your world was overturned.
He didn’t just take two seconds to push his tongue inside you; he took two seconds to melt you to a liquid state. In a split second, he was kissing you like he owned you, matching every whimper and sigh with more. If you needed to breathe, he bit your lip. If you needed to moan, he swallowed it.
He wasn’t shy about pressing his cock to your thigh, nor about palming your curves as he said he would. You could only shudder and whimper with the way he touched and squeezed you, especially when he grabbed your ass. He even parted your mouths to hide in the crook of your neck and have both hands free to squeeze your asscheeks, pressing you to him.
You had to moan, swiveling your hips to get friction.
“You and your perfect ass,” he grumbled, giving it a few more squeezes. “On the ladder, the stairs, last night… Fucking tease.”
“Didn’t know you were staring,” you breathed, and he raised his head.
“Didn’t you?”
“No. No, trust me.” You smiled, gyrating your hips as you cradled his cheeks. “Or I would have made it much worse.”
He let his mouth crash to yours harshly before pulling away. “You fucking tease… I’ll take my time with you—”
“No,” you cut in, holding his head so he’d look at you. “We don’t know how long we have.” You could see Hoseok’s gears turning, so you insisted, “You have to fuck me. I need to feel you. I need you to fuck this tension out of me.” He groaned, and you didn’t give up. “Need you to make me scream your name while creaming your cock. It will be therapeutic,” you promised, earning a smirk. “Please.”
It took Hoseok one second to ponder your request. The next, he was already on his knees.
“Take them off.”
“What?”
“Take them off,” he repeated, glancing at your shorts. His hands dipped inside his boxers to stroke himself, and you almost melted at the sight.
Instead, you swallowed. “We don't have much time.”
“Get your clothes off before I rip them off.”
Heat flushed through you as you gushed between your legs, and you scrambled to as he asked. Normally, you’d like that moment to be sensual, but all you could think of was Hoseok between your legs.
He clearly was thinking of that too, because as you got rid of your pajama t-shirt and shorts and underwear, he kept stroking himself in front of you. He wasn’t shy about grunting, licking his lips, cursing, or spreading the precum on the tip of his dick right under your hungry eyes. Especially when you leaned back down and spread your legs for him.
“Holy shit,” he almost choked, falling to his elbows on the bed right before pressing his face to your wet cunt.
Your moan echoed in the empty room as you clenched from the surprise. Your hands gripped his hair firmly, and you cursed yourself, bucking your hips against his starving mouth. You watched him eating you out, groaning into you as he drooled all over your slicked folds. That was such a power trip for some reason. Like you knew you were his kryptonite, like you knew he should have been fucking for years, like you knew he wouldn’t be able to resist you as soon as he tasted you.
But the past didn’t matter; you need him now.
“Fuck, Hoseok, wait,” you breathed between moans, finding it hard to not press his face to your sopping pussy.
He hummed, and you tried sorting out your thoughts.
“We don’t know how long we have,” you reminded him, cursing him when his tongue started drumming on your clit. “Fuck! You either fuck me now, or—!”
You keened desperately when three digits pushed through your warm walls, stretching you with a few pumps. Looking at him, his eyes were almost wicked as he saw you trying not to writhe in pleasure.
“So bossy…” he commented, licking his lips. “Lucky we’re in a hurry.”
You whimpered and curled your toes with the way he fucked you with his fingers, but stayed otherwise quiet because he grabbed his hard cock in his other hand.
“It’s a shame, really,” you breathed, and he surely thought you were teasing him, because he quickly leaned in to nip a nipple, making you jolt. “I also didn’t get to touch you and grab you.”
“Can still make it happen,” he told you, sitting back between your legs with his cock still in his hand.
You smiled. “That sounds good,” you breathed, reaching out to meet his busy hand.
While he looked down at your hand taking over from his, stroking him gently, you observed his reactions. The way his eyes hooded, or his lip raised, containing a moan when you squeezed a little more. He enjoyed watching what you were doing, and you enjoyed watching him. Even when his fingers inside you lost focus, you were set on that one goal — to see him fall apart.
“So hard,” you whispered, licking your lips. “Come on,” you coaxed, slowly pulling him by his dick to close the gap between you.
He followed your lead, removing his fingers from your sopping pussy to replace them with the tip of his cock. He moaned quietly then, as he rubbed his shaft on your slick, hungrily passing a heavy hand up your stomach to your chest. He pinched a nipple just to tease you, then pressed the head of his cock through your entrance.
You couldn’t even catch your breath, whimpering uninterruptedly as your core hugged the head of his cock. You cursed him, feeling your legs trembling as you spread them as much as you could. Your core throbbed wildly with the stretch, and you thought that was the peak for you, but then he topped it off with his fingers on your clit.
You finally let go and arched your back, so completely overturned by pleasure, you felt like you were in a tempestuous sea. You couldn’t suppress your moans, hold back the way you gripped the sheets or moved to sink further down his cock. Instead, you mumbled incoherently, begging him to poke your insides, but he smiled and kept fucking you exactly like this.
“I don’t know,” he taunted, but you could see the sweat trickling down his temple as he held back. “I think you can cum just with the tip.”
“Fuck, I can— But I want you whole— I didn’t say make me cum,” you pointed out a bit more firmly than your previous moans. “I said, make me scream your name.”
He growled your name, then gripped your hips and fell over you, sinking as far inside you as he could, bottoming out with a groan. You could only scream and throw your head back, letting the pain mix with the delight of having him tucked to the base inside you. It was so good, your nails were piercing the sheets as you clenched like a vice around him.
Looking at him, you knew you had a victorious look on your face. He smirked. “Got what you wanted all along, huh?”
“Not yet,” you breathed, then locked your legs behind him. “Fuck me, Hoseok. Please—”
He grabbed your legs further up around his waist, then finally gave in and gave you exactly what you wanted. Everything heightened your senses so much that you were speechless, finally rid of all your thoughts and judgments. The way he breathed heavily into your neck, stealing nips and licks while hearing you moan attentively. The way he gripped your asscheeks to fuck you as deeply as possible, groaning mutely against your skin. He wanted you, craved you, just like you craved him. The slap of skins, the sloppy mess between your bodies, the citrus cologne as you bit his shoulder — that was what dreams were made of.
You knew you wouldn’t hold for long, but you didn’t expect to last minutes. You were in the zone, matching your hips to his, when he bit your neck hard. Your hands instantly darted to grab him, your nails sinking into the skin of his shoulders, but still, he didn’t release you. Instead, he rutted into you like he needed to fuck you. Like he was in too deep to stop. Like he knew you needed to take his cock just once more before you’d fall apart.
You wanted to scream his name, and it was the first thing out of your mouth as soon as the wildfire spread through you in waves. You were surprised when his hand darted to cover your mouth, but he didn’t stop pounding into you, and so if anything, you came even harder. His mouth replaced his hand once you became breathless, gently kissing you and coaxing the last quakes out of you, until you stilled.
Your senses returned to you slowly, and two things were immediately clear to you: one, Hoseok was still hard as fuck inside you, and two, you were no longer alone.
“Fuckin hell,” he cursed, moving ever so gently inside you, and your hands darted to his asscheeks to stop him.
“They’re here?!” you whispered, suddenly so anxious your chest felt tight. You could hear faint noises from downstairs.
“You didn’t hear them coming in?” he asked, surprised. You were clearly spooked, so he reassured you, brushing your cheek gently, “The door slammed like seconds into your orgasm. I didn’t want to ruin it for you, so I didn’t stop.”
You gasped. “What if they heard?!”
“They didn’t.” You gave him a look, and he kept reassuring you, “They didn’t. I covered your mouth, I promise you they didn’t hear a thing.” You heaved a breath, hugging him, and he nuzzled your hair. “But I did… you sounded so fucking hot, I almost burst. Fuckin hell,” he groaned, moving once tentatively inside you. “Fuckin heaven, rather,” he corrected himself, then pulled away to look at you. “But I know you’ll want to stop—”
Your hands darted to his ass again, this time to prevent him from pulling out, at the same time your phone buzzed on the floor next to the bed. You didn’t even glance away; your eyes locked with his as they were. You couldn’t help it; you couldn’t explain.
“What?” he asked, eying you curiously.
Your phone buzzed again, and you whispered, “If they can’t hear it…”
Your voice trailed off as you bit your lip, and he chuckled darkly, leaning back in to nuzzle you. “Then what?”
“Then why stop?”
He laughed a bit more, quietly dragging his nose down your neck. “You naughty girl… I love that idea,” he whispered, withdrawing his hips for a moment before sinking into you again.
You had to curl your toes and bite your lip, but suddenly, you were exhilarated. You felt dirty, but it was so good to have him fucking you slowly while you tried your best not to make a sound. Your eyes stayed locked, spreading a hellish fire down your chest because he saw you. He saw you taking his cock, fighting the urge to moan and let the world know how good he felt. He knew how turned on you were from fucking under people’s noses like this. And all it did was make him fuck you harder, wanting to spill all his cum inside a little whore like you—
You could swear a second orgasm was right within your grasp when you heard voices talking loudly downstairs. Hoseok halted this time, looking at you while he listened attentively. Then, your phone buzzed again, and this time, you didn’t ignore it.
Hoseok almost slipped out of you as you contorted yourself to reach the bloody thing on the floor. Then you gasped.
Hyeonseo had texted you multiple times:
[Are you okay?] 2:43
[Are you hungover? I can make soup.] 9:12
[We got breakfast.] 9:39
[You can come down.] 10:01
[Are you okay? You’re still not up yet.] 10:03
You heard steps on the stairs and hurried to type:
[I’m fine, gonna shower first. Hoseok is still asleep.] 10:04
You looked at him with eyes like saucers, and he didn’t react. He stayed still, listening to Hyeonseo turning back down the stairs and telling Jin something.
“I told her I’d shower first and that you’re still asleep,” you informed him, rubbing your eyes. What the hell were you thinking?
“Okay, good,” he breathed, then pressed a kiss to your lips.
His hips instantly moved again, slowly but breathtakingly, and you knitted your eyebrows to keep quiet. You grabbed onto him while he fucked you, snapping his hips to yours with such precision, you started seeing stars. You were so turned on, the sloppy, gushing sounds where your bodies met thrilled you even more.
“I wonder if she had called you,” he whispered before licking up the column of your neck to reach your ear. “Wonder how you would have reacted, trying to talk to her while I fuck you like this.”
You licked your lips, eyes closed, shuddering from head to toe at the thought. “Maybe next time,” you said, though your voice broke apart.
Hoseok smiled at you and pressed his lips to yours firmly, halting his thrusts completely. You sighed into the kiss, imagining he’d continue, but he pulled out and away, getting up from bed.
You sulked instantly. Usually, you were very uptight about your privacy and behavior, but right now, you wanted to finish what you both had started.
You were about to open your mouth when Hoseok said, “Let’s get you in the shower.”
You turned to him, eyes wide. “What?”
He was already back in his boxers, his hand out for you to grab. “Don’t argue with me.”
You sulked further. You thought he was done, and it soured your mood.
So you put your hand in his and let him pull you up to your feet with a huge pout. It just didn’t feel right to—
Hoseok stole a kiss from you, then grabbed a folded towel nearby and wrapped it around you, making you raise an eyebrow while he smirked. “Stay quiet.”
You tucked the towel more firmly around you as he led you out of the room. Once out, you could hear Jin and Hyeonseo cooking while music played in the background, likely from one of their phones.
Hoseok pulled you by the hand to the bathroom and, to your surprise, closed and locked the door behind him. Then, he gently pushed you into the walk-in shower. You stumbled back, eyes fixed on his, wondering what he was up to.
In a flash, his hand grabbed your towel and maneuvered you against the sidewall of the shower. Your back hit the cold tiles while he caged you in, making your knees weak in anticipation. All he had to do was stretch his arm and start the shower, and you were both unleashed.
You gasped as the water spray barely caught your leg, but you had no time to think about it because he kissed you. You dared to breathe more heavily and even to whimper when he pulled your towel loose, his hands instantly grabbing your tits to pinch your nipples. He swallowed your cries, ever so mindful, and it made you gush even more. This was a man who wanted to be with you, was willing to be risqué, but still took your limits as a priority. You just wanted him even more.
As his hands trailed your sides, his mouth followed, licking every inch of skin within reach. It made you close your eyes as you leaned back against the wall, letting every touch send shivers down your spine. He kneeled in front of you, licking and nibbling, then he looked up at you before reaching your sex. Made you clench right in front of him before his lips ever touched yours. You even blushed at how much you wanted him to do crazy things to you.
As though he had heard your thoughts, he smirked and tilted your body to show him your side. Instantly, he bit your round hip, making you bite your own fist not to make a sound. The pain mixed with a pleasurable sting stunned you so much that you were nimble in his hands as he turned you around. Then, he spread your legs and asscheeks, pulling you to him, and in a second, your moan echoed in the bathroom.
He pulled his mouth away from your dripping folds. “You have to be quiet,” he warned you, and you nodded, covering your mouth as he dove in again.
His mouth on your slit was something sinful. The way he grabbed your hips to fall back on his face, and the way your hips urged you to follow, was demented. You could barely spare a thought for how important it was to keep your mouth shut.
He must have realized it, because soon after, he got up behind you, covering your arched back with his chest to reach your ear. “Something for next time,” he suggested, biting your earlobe. “Want you to touch yourself at the same time and come, but I think you’ll be too loud.”
You could only catch your breath and look at him over your shoulder. “I’m sorry.”
“Hey,” he cooed, turning your chin slightly to meet his eyes. “Don’t say sorry. I like the thought of doing this again.”
You looked at him, blushing even more if that was possible, while he just smiled at you.
Then, you felt his fingers gently rubbing your clit. “Can I?”
You nodded instantly, kissing him to stifle your whimpers as he kept caressing you. You were dazed, at the mercy of his wishes, and when he pressed the tip of his cock to your core, you easily groaned in bliss.
You pressed your hips flush to his, making him take a deep breath near your ear as you appreciated being full again.
“Fuckin heaven,” he muttured to your ear before grabbing your hips.
For a second, you thought you’d lose all sense of reason, but you were sensible enough to put your hand on the wall and press your mouth to it as Hoseok slammed his cock into you again and again. At times, you pressed your forehead instead, but the way he pushed inside you made it almost impossible to hold back your cries. It was everything, both in its entirety and in the details. The way he was holding his breath while pouding into you as though your cunt was the best he had ever fucked. Or maybe the way he grabbed you, muttering how your ass was perfect and your wet pussy was heaven. And then, perhaps it was the way he tried not to cum, pressing you flat to the wall as he kissed your face. As he made it personal by making you cream his cock thoroughly as he slowed his thrusts.
“Can you cum again?” he almost groaned, swiveling his hips.
“Yeah,” you breathed.
“How?”
“Fingers.”
He licked and nipped down your neck, and you weren’t sure he heard you. But surely enough, his fingers found your clit and rubbed in circles.
“Good?”
“Up and down,” you stammered as you shuddered, your nails looking for something on the wall to hold onto, but there was nothing.
As soon as his hand moved as you requested, you tensed from head to toe.
“Fuck,” he groaned behind you, pushing himself even further inside you. He was so deep, you could feel him in your throat. “You feel so good,” he grunted. “Close? I won’t last long.”
“Just—” You could barely breathe. You let your head fall back to his shoulder. “Just undo me.”
He kissed your neck before supporting himself on the wall with his free hand, and the way he moved was just different. He wasn’t trying to fuck you as quick and hard as possible, it was something else. His fingers were attentive to move as you had asked, bringing you so close with a simple rub that your toes were curling. But it was also the way he covered you like a cape, moved his hips with you to deepen the feeling, making you constantly feel like all you breathed, tasted, and felt was him. To the point that all you needed was a little push, so you moved closer to the wall, exposing your neck while you tried to grab his hand taking support there.
He didn’t get it at first, thinking you wanted him to cover your mouth for your orgasm. So you had to pull on his hand until you tucked it snugly around your throat, and then he got it. He pressed you by the neck to him, and you were finally tucked in. Exposed and vulnerable, while safe and thoroughly fucked.
In that position and with his hands all over you, you didn’t need much to cum. The fire building between your legs was uncontrollable, and the way he poked your insides, bliss. A few thrusts deep inside you, making you moan desperately, and you unravelled. You had a mind to cover your mouth to stifle the cries, greedily meeting him thrust for thrust to make the climax last as much as possible.
Because of this, you almost prevented him from pulling out. He had to hold your waist so you wouldn’t fall back on his dick, making him cum inside you. You looked at him as you felt him cumming over your ass and in your fucked out daze, you thought he was wonderful. Just very fucking wonderful as he groaned and shuddered, spurting ropes of cum on your skin.
When he opened his eyes to meet yours, you smiled, and he kissed you. Not once, not twice, just so many gentle kisses, you forgot about the world.
“Are you okay?” he asked the moment he pulled away to look at you.
“Perfect, you?”
He chuckled and brushed your cheek. “You could say that.”
You wouldn’t complain about having his lips on yours again, but you still gasped when you felt the water touch your arm. It shouldn’t have surprised you, you knew the shower was running next to you, but still. You were too much in your daze.
“Shower, remember?” he whispered, and you sighed, shifting to stand under the stream fully. You wiped the water out of your eyes as he turned you around, stealing another kiss. “I’ll see you after?”
“Absolutely,” you breathed, and stood there as you watched him leave the bathroom.
You weren’t exactly sure how, but you were just getting started. You were just with him, and all you could think about was being with him again. This time, in your apartment, with nothing but neighbours whom you didn’t give a shit about to feel inconvenienced by you fucking him without restrictions. All day, all night, until you got that horny bug out of you. If ever.
“Okay, but won’t you listen to me?” you asked Jin with a huff as you dragged your luggage outside.
“How about you come and do that some other weekend? Before the wedding, preferably,” Jin suggested, and you shook your head in disbelief.
Yet before you could say anything, Hoseok tapped your shoulder. “May I?”
You looked at him, and he tapped you again. “Oh, right,” you agreed, giving him your backpack, which he proceeded to load into his pickup along with your luggage. You turned back to Jin. “It’s unlikely that I will be able to.”
“And if Hobi does it?” Hyeonseo suggested, coming outside with a few snacks for you to take on your trip back.
“I might not have the time, so listen to her,” Hoseok shouted from his pickup, and Jin sighed.
Once more, you thoroughly explained how to apply the finish on the stairs; only the most essential step. “Do it as soon as you can before stepping on it damages the surface. I’d say as soon as you get your couch tomorrow. It takes a few days, but then you have beautiful stairs for a lifetime.”
Jin mumbled something you didn’t get, and Hyeonseo patted his shoulder. “We’ll do it, don’t worry. That’s all that’s left, right?”
“Yup, the closets are done. The stairs almost,” you said with a bit of a grimace. “The doors…”
“Sanded, you guys can paint them tomorrow,” Hoseok said, joining you. “All the lights, the stove, and the ceilings are done. Now you can paint what is left, you will be done tomorrow for sure.”
“Did you add the silicone sealant in the shower downstairs?” you asked, remembering suddenly, and he nodded.
“Yup, all done.”
Hyeonseo had tears in her eyes. “Thank you so much, guys, you’ve done so much for us!”
“Now, make sure to take care of the place,” Hoseok teased Jin with a look.
“Maybe we’ll invite you over once a year. Just to catch up,” Jin suggested angelically, and Hyeonseo elbowed him. Everyone chuckled. “You two seem to be getting along much better now,” Jin noted, scratching his chin. “So tell me: did Hobi ever promise not to bite you?”
“Jin!” Hyeonseo gasped.
“It does help to settle boundaries from the start.”
They started bickering, and you subtly closed your jacket lapels a bit more. You weren’t sure that was an innocent comment, given that you had a few marks around your neck.
“Don’t listen to him,” Hyeonseo sighed, then turned to you and Hoseok again. “You sure it’s okay to take her to the bus station?”
“Of course! Not a problem at all,” Hoseok reassured her with a smile. “Should we get going? I still plan on returning to Seoul tonight.”
You nodded and hugged Hyeonseo. “Thank you for dinner and for everything. See you soon!”
You also hugged Jin, ignoring his quips, then made your way to Hoseok’s pickup. You sat shotgun and instantly let it sink in: Hyeonseo and Jin were waving at you as Hoseok got into the driver's seat next to you. You glanced at him, your heart skipping a beat all so easily. You, sitting there, pretending you tolerated a man you not only had balls deep inside you earlier this morning, but intended to have again as soon as possible.
“You good?” he asked as he prepared everything, including the temperature, GPS, and music. You nodded, ready, and he glanced at you. “You know, we live in the same neighbourhood in Seoul. If you want, I can take you. I just have to drop off the pickup at my dad’s and get my car.” You stayed quiet as he buckled his seatbelt. Then, he looked at you. “If you’re comfortable.”
“You want to be with me inside a car for three hours?”
You raised an eyebrow teasingly, and he chuckled. “Actually, close to four with the detour. But there are worse things. I enjoy the company.”
You nodded and waved again at the couple while Hoseok drove you out of the driveway and away.
At the house, Hyeonseo and Jin waved until your car disappeared.
Then Hyeonseo asked, “Did we succeed?”
Jin nodded. “Yes, we did!”
Hyeonseo raised her hand, and Jin instantly high-fived her. “Mission accomplished.”
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Red Hood prefers to cope with his situations in Gotham and during missions by singing, especially to avoid killing. Being a theater kid, he can sing well, Talia even helped him improve his skills. Batman disapproves of this, believing it makes them seem less intimidating. He's also tired of Jason using lyrics from Epic the Musical to taunt him.
Here's the thing: Jason actually enjoys the musical, loves singing, and enjoys irritating his father. This often leads to many moments where he sings loudly and proudly, especially when Batman demands he stop.
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Red Hood grasped a megaphone and boomed out a challenge to his adversary.
Red Hood: Hey, Cyclops!
Black Mask (insulted): Rude.
Undeterred, Red Hood launched into a passionate, sung tirade, his voice echoing through the streets.
Red Hood (singing): When we met, I led with peace, while you fed your inner beast. But my comrades will not die in vain, their memories will forever remain.
Batman, standing beside Red Hood, glared at his son's impromptu performance.
Batman: Why am I stuck with you when you sing?
Red Hood (improvised singing line): Cuz I can't kill while I'm in Gothaaaaam!
Batman: Give me the megaphone.
Red Hood swatted at Batman's attempts to grab the megaphone, continuing his song.
Red Hood (singing): Remember them the next time that you dare choose not to spare! Remember them! Remember us! Remember me!
Black Mask raised an eyebrow, seemingly impressed despite himself.
Black Mask: It's not just the singing pissing me off, it's the fact he's got a damn good voice too!
Gary his henchman nodded in agreement.
Batman (trying to intervene): Ignore the singing, he's doing this because I won't let him kill you. Give me the megaphone! Give me the-Ow! Stop slapping me!
In a bizarre fighting, Red Hood and Batman slapped hands together, leaving both their allies and enemies perplexed. Red Hood quickly shoved Batman away, finishing his song with vigor.
Red Hood (singing): I'm the reigning king of Crime Alley, I am neither man nor mythical. I am your darkest moment, I am the infamous… RED HOOD!
Batman: He already knows who you are!
Red Hood hung the megaphone from his shoulder, a smug grin spreading across his face.
Red Hood: You don't have a flair for dramatics, and it shows. That's a you problem.
With a flourish, Red Hood turned and walked back to his car, a few of his goons applauding his performance. Black Mask, on the other hand, let out a disgusted groan.
Batman groaned walking to his car as the cops dealt with the criminals.
Black Mask: I hate that guy.
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Red Hood (singing): The line between naïveté and hopefulness is almost invisible. So close your heart. The world is dark and Ruthlessness is mercy...
Red Hood faced the goons his malicious leer concealed by his helmet.
Red Hood (coldly): Die.
Three hours later when Jason has returned after saving his brothers.
Bruce: You fucking sang a song before gunning them down?! Who does that?!
Jason: I do! Feels great!
Bruce: Don't be proud of that. You did not have to kill them! We've been over this!
Jason (while eating chicken): I took no pleasure in their pain. We only wanted to escape.
Bruce (shouting as he pinched his forehead frustrated): STOP QUOTING THE SONG!
Jason (chuckling): Nope. I agree with your whole "I don't need to kill every criminal" thing. I usually can avoid taking a life when dealing with you guys, but these men were about to kill my brothers. They're my boys. I will protect them at all costs. Ruthlessness brings mercy upon—
Bruce: Zip it!
Jason took a sip from his wine glass after Alfred poured him another glass.
Dick (icing his head): Honestly he has a pretty good singing voice and he did save us.
Bruce: Oh, would you shut up! You do the same nonsense. No one will take you seriously when you sing at random!
Dick (sarcastically): You wear a latex bat suit, have a former cat burglar girlfriend and monologue to look smarter than you are!
Jason (adding to that): Let's not forget to add that he has monologues pre-written to use.
Dick: Yes, so Bruce while we do love you have several seats.
Jason: And shut the hell up or you're done for!
Bruce: My monologues are necessary and- That last line was another song line?
Jason: Yeah, I love the musical so much! It's not entirely accurate to the novel, but I enjoy the different interpretation.
Dick: And the song lyrics you use really annoy Bruce.
Jason: Right? It's a double win!
Bruce sighed in frustration, rubbing his forehead as the song lyrics kept running through his head, impossible to get rid of.
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Im literally obsessed with your blog, and the fact that were practically the same age..their both a warm.balm to my soul 😫! Can i request something from one zayne girlie to another? We all knkw that caleb is considered a panty sniffer but...what if zayne is a bra feeler, and you catch him in the act? (We know he got some crazy hidden kinks as well 🤭). If you decide to do this, then my aether embedded heart will beat once more.

Omg thank you so much!!!! That makes me very happy 🥰 Similar age AND both Zayne girlies??? The universe must want us to be friends 🙂↕️ I'm drooling over the Zayne pic bc goddamn he looks breathtaking 😍
You are absolutely right about Zaynie being kinky (it's always the quiet ones) and I could definitely see him having a thing for bras
I haven't really written much fanfiction so there is no guarantee that it'll be good but I did my best for you!
P.S. I made the bra a red lace one to match the red lace panties in that panty sniffer Caleb edit 🤭
Dividers: enchanthings
Caught Red-Handed
Zayne x Reader
CW: Mentions of reader having breasts/wearing a bra but otherwise written as gn as possible (tagging as x fem reader just in case), pre-established relationship, two yearning idiots, Zayne realizing he is a horny freak for reader's bra (pops a boner that's never mentioned again). I think that's everything. Let me know if I forgot anything that should be here please.

Everybody knows that Zayne shows his love and care through acts of service. Which is why he's currently in your laundry room moving your freshly cleaned clothes out of the dryer and into the laundry basket that's resting gently between his arm and hip.
You had casually mentioned to him earlier in the day that you were exhausted from the countless missions the association had sent you on for the past week but couldn't spend your day off resting as there were many things you needed to take care of at your place. You had been putting the tasks off until you had more time and now that you finally had the time your body decided it only wants to rest. To say you regret leaving everything to be done on the same day is an understatement.
When you confided in Zayne about your predicament you hadn't thought he would show up on your doorstep 20 minutes later with your favorite drink in hand along with a small paper bag containing a few sweet treats for you two to share.
Once you both finished eating, Zayne adamantly insisted on helping you with your chores under the guise of not wanting the stress of it all to overwhelm your already exhausted body and heart. You knew he was helping simply because he cares about you but you couldn't resist the urge to ask if he's this caring with his other patients. His response? "Only the ones who cause as much trouble as you." You gasp. "There are others?" you joke with a faux look of shock displayed on your face. The corners of Zayne's lips quirk up ever so slightly before he breathes out a small "No".
Seeing as how Zayne wasn't going to take no for an answer you decided to leave him in charge of washing the laundry since it was the easiest task on your list. You know he works hard day in and day out at the hospital so the idea of letting him take on your biggest tasks on top of all that made a twinge of guilt bubble up in your chest.
Zayne carried the now full basket of clean clothes to your room and sat it down on the edge of your bed before proceeding to fold its contents.
When you had suggested for Zayne to wash your laundry he had politely asked if you wished to remove any intimates you didn't want him to see from the pile. He reassured you that he had no issue with handling such garments and was only asking out of respect for your privacy. You quietly thanked him before sorting through your laundry pile until you had collected all of your intimates to be washed by you later.
Zayne sorted your clean clothing as he folded them making separate piles for your t-shirts, jeans, socks, hunter uniform, etc. Once everything in the basket was folded and separated he began putting them away in the places you instructed him to. The closet was first and once everything that belonged in there was put away he moved on to the dresser. You had specified that your t-shirts go in the top drawer on the left but when he opened said drawer he came face to face with your collection of bras and underwear instead.
Realizing he must have made a mistake when remembering your instructions he goes to close the dresser drawer until a certain red lacy bra catches his eye. He stops in his tracks and stares at the garment with increasing intensity. He gets an overwhelming urge to pick up the bra and feel the delicate lace between his fingers but pushes the feeling down. Or at least he tries to.
Before he knows it he's got the red lacy bra in his hands. He drags his thumb slowly across the underside of the right cup. His fingers follow along down the length of the band before gently making their way to the straps. It's clear to Zayne that this bra serves as fashion over function due to the rather fragile natural of the straps. He imagines how they'd struggle to hold up your perfect breasts (no matter what size they are). The way they'd practically beg to be slipped off your shoulders so they can get even a few moments of respite from their losing struggle with your breasts. After Zayne's careful assessment of the garment he concludes it's rarely worn (if at all) based on the near perfect condition it's in. This discovery brings a sense of relief to his yearning heart. Next he uses his long fingers to stretch the cup out as if it were being worn by you. His breath hitches as he imagines your breast filling the cup. The way the lace would stretch across the tissue as if it were a second skin, giving the illusion that the lace was just another part of your gorgeous body. How despite your breasts being covered there is still very little left to the imagination. The growing tightness of his pants pulls him from his lewd thoughts.
He shouldn't be doing this. He knows it's wrong but he can't seem to get himself to stop no matter how hard he tries. He's never been so drawn to a piece of clothing before so he had no way to mentally defend himself against such an occurrence.
After fighting with himself internally, he cautiously continues running his fingers across the bra tracing the pattern of the lace on each cup. His breathing becoming more rapid and audible as a slight blush creeps across his face and ears. Eventually losing the battle with his intense urges, Zayne slowly drags the delicate fabric across his cheek to then ghost over his lips. A languid sigh escapes him as his eyelids flutter shut. The lace barely touched his lips but it's enough to make him weak in the knees.
While Zayne was busy fighting his demons in your bedroom you were in the kitchen putting away the last of the dishes you just finished cleaning. Suddenly you remembered (a bit too late) that you had rearranged your clothes in your dresser last week to make more room and things were now in a different spot than you had told Zayne they'd be. You mentally scold yourself for making such a mistake. You had given him the rundown on where everything goes while you were busy washing the mountain of dishes that accumulated over the last few days. That coupled with how exhausted you were led to you telling Zayne the spots those clothes used to go.
As you make your way to your bedroom to apologize and correct your mistake you can't help but wonder why Zayne hadn't come out to address it as it had been almost half an hour since he had taken your clothes out of the dryer. Surely he wasn't still folding them? Maybe he just opened the rest of your drawers to figure it out himself? But he had been so respectful of your privacy earlier so there is no way he would have gone through your other drawers without your permission, right? Questions ran through your head as you finally made your way into your bedroom.
"Sorry Zayne I-" you start but quickly cut yourself off as your gaze lands on what's happening in front of you. There stands Zayne slightly hunched over your open dresser drawer with your red lace bra in his hands and a deep blush on his face.
Zayne immediately whips his head in your direction and looks at you with widened eyes before quickly looking back down at your bra in his hands. He's been caught red-handed. He stays quiet for a moment while he tries to come up with any possible excuse that could explain why you found him in such a state. All the while his blush deepens.
You were so caught off guard by the situation that all you can manage to say is "is that my bra?" to which he just slowly nods while still avoiding your gaze. Before you can say anything else Zayne speaks up. "I apologize for my behavior. I don't know what came over me." You notice he still has your bra in his hands and has started nervously running his fingers along it. It's such a small movement that you doubt he even knows he's doing it.
The pieces of the puzzle connect in your mind as you realize Zayne, your usually composed doctor friend you're in love with, was just helplessly touching (and who knows what else) your lace bra he accidentally stumbled upon while you were in the other room. Your face heats up at the implication of the situation. Zayne wouldn't have acted the way he did if he didn't have feelings for you right? Maybe you're reading too much into this? Your mind is plagued with questions that you desperately need an answer to.
Mustering up all the courage you have you slowly move closer and gently place your hand over Zayne's to stop his fidgeting fingers. You both look up at each other and lock eyes. The two of you stand there in silence for a brief moment before Zayne instinctively looks away and clears his throat. He knows he should release your bra from his hands but that would mean removing his hand from your gentle grip. It would mean losing the feeling of your warm palm and slightly pruning fingertips against his cool skin. Zayne may often seem calm and collected on the outside but inside he deeply craves touch and affection. But not just anyone's will do, no, he craves your touch and affection. Which is why he's going to stand here as long as you'll let him with your hand on top of his.
Zayne makes no effort to move from the current position so you decide to take it upon yourself to gently remove your bra from his hands. He shows no resistance to your movement but carefully watches you from the corner of his eye. It's as if he's studying your expression for any signs of anger or disgust. He sees neither on your face but that does little to calm his racing heart.
Once the bra is free from Zayne's grip you drop it into the still open drawer and quickly close it. A deafening silence rings in the air as neither of you know where to go from here. Unable to cope with the lingering silence any longer you spit out the first thing that comes to mind. "I've never worn it. I thought I would save it for a special occasion". Zayne hums softly in response. "What occasion would warrant such attire?" he questions with a teasing lilt in his voice. You exhale a small laugh as some of the earlier tension dissipates. "I'd probably wear it on a date if I really liked the person." you half joke.
Zayne finally turns to face you before uttering lowly, "and if I was your date?" He prays you understand the underlying meaning behind his words. That you understand he's not just interested in seeing you in that risque garment. That he wants to see you in every facet both physically and emotionally. He wants to see you when you're happily gushing about a show you like, when you're sad because your favorite restaurant stopped serving your go to meal, when you're laughing over something he said, when you're too tired to get up for work in the morning because you stayed up late playing a video game. He wants to see you.
He looks at you with a mix of hope and fear in his eyes. Hope that you'll return his feelings and fear that your friendship is over if not. His heart is beating a mile a minute as he awaits your response.
Luckily for Zayne, you understood exactly what he meant. You knew he was never the type to make crude comments so it was clear to you that he was saying a lot more than the words that came out of his mouth. After being friends with Zayne for so long you had learned to pick up on the subtle ways he would express his intentions without actually voicing them. Even after all those years apart this still rang true.
A small smile appeared on your face and Zayne's heart clenched in his chest. Finally, after what felt like hours, you respond.
"I'm free this Saturday if you'd like to find out."
A/N: Ahhh I hope you liked it! I didn't mean for it to be this long but my inspiration was just raring to go apparently. I thought about making it smutty but didn't want it to be too long so maybe I can do a part 2 if people are interested. Never wrote smut before but I read a lot of it so maybe that'll be enough to help. Anywho, thank you for reading!
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dp confessional: Got into danny phantom because of vivisection and Markiplier.
like that's overly simplified but i played a roleplaying game with a group of people who were really into the markiplier and jacksepticeye egos/characters and had a whole overarching story in the roleplay, made friends with a few in the group that im still friends with to this day i love them. shortly after that first group died, the friends i made had another game, and midway through a session, one of them OOC messages me and asks me if i've ever seen DP Disecc fics because of my fascinations. my answer at the time was no but immediately afterwards i watched all of danny phantom(sans phantom planet god that episode was something when i did manage to finish it) and then i got into the phandom. it was a wild ride. yes i still love a good vivisection angsty phicc i do take recommendations
The human experience is just soooooo varied omg.
Also I'm sure you've seen it already but the whole Dis Series is legendary.
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This Week in The TCW
Jun 15th - Jun 21st
I am home from my holiday, have done all the laundry, and caught up on all of last week's shows (that I'm watching/tracking)! It's another stripy week...
Jun 15th - Boys In Love
Sometimes I see an item of clothing and it feels familiar but I can't remember where else I might have seen it (like Kit's brown 'authenticity' sweater ep 9 of Boys In Love), but then sometimes I see something and my brain immediately provides the answer - like Mon's purple zip-up sweater, which I knew straight away was worn by Sol in My Stand In (Jun 2024). A quick search in the tags and @itsallaboutbl's gif set confirmed it and gave me the ep number 😊
Later in the ep, Kim wears a t-shirt with a particular six-striped pattern in yet another colour variation, and this time potentially with a brand logo on the front. This stripe pattern has appeared in different colour variations in four other shows - so far - Bad Buddy (Jan 2022), UMG (May 2023), Peaceful Property (Oct 2024), and earlier this year in Flirt Milk (Mar 2025). @respectthepetty I've got a feeling you're not going to like this new colour either.
Jun 17th - Leap Day
But then! Just two days later we got our first colour repeat! In ep 11 of Leap Day. (The difference in colour hue is most likely due to the colour filters used in filming/post production).
Jun 20th - Knock Out
This next shirt has been very popular this past year and I was happy to see it again in ep 6 of Knock Out. First seen in Love Sea (Jun 2024), this white one has also appeared in Perfect 10 Liners (Nov 2024), Caged Again (Dec 2024), Ossan's Love Thailand (Jan 6 2025), and Jack & Joker special ep (Mar 2025). The shirt also comes in brown - Love Sea (Jun 2024) and Flirt Milk (Mar 2025) - and brown with black stripes - The Heart Killers (Nov 2024). @hughungrybear have you already discovered where to buy this one? I'm guessing another uniqlo/h&m/zara type store... (*she whispers, unable to contain her excitement* this shirt will soon cross borders and be worn in a non-Thai series!)
Jun 20th - My Sweetheart Jom
And to finish off the week, this tri-colour t-shirt was worn in ep 6 of My Sweetheart Jom - and this time I think it is a different colour to The Sign (Dec 2023) rather than a colour filter during filming/post-production. A different colour version was also definitely worn in My School President (Jan 2023).
Tagged by request: @my-rose-tinted-glasses @benkaben @pigglepiephi @jackandjoker If anyone else would like to be tagged then let me know.
#this week in the tcw#the thai communal wardrobe#thai bl#boys in love#leap day the series#knock out the series#my sweetheart jom
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hello hello hello, i don’t know if your requests are open but listen
okay, imagine larissa while she’s pleasuring an other woman who is on her lap and has her front pressed to larissa’s
reader passes in front of the door where they are doing it and she hears some moans, she slowly opens the doors, just a few inches so that she can observe the scene
larissa makes eye contact with her, she doesn’t stop, no no, she keeps going and going, she brings the other woman over the edge while constantly keeping eye contact with the reader and smirking while the two women moans in each other ears
reader then realizes how wrong the situation is and go back to her room but she isn’t aware of larissa who followed her and i don’t know the rest is up to you💀 if you will ever want to write this, i understand if you don’t like it, it’s pure smut with feelings at te end? or maybe no feelings at all but just friends with benefits? idk change whatever u want!!
-xoxo dear
i love all your fics so much and ily too!
a/n: another older request that i never got to finishing as i start on some newer ones! i'm so sorry but i hope you like it and thank you sooo much, ily!!!
watching her (nsfw)
words: ~3.7k | ao3 link in title accidental voyeurism, slutty!Larissa, slightly dubious power dynamics - enjoy!
Insomnia is slowly driving you mad. It’s been at least a week since you last got more than 4 solid hours of sleep in a row and you’ve taken to restlessly wandering the corridors of Nevermore in an attempt to tire yourself out.
Last night, you bumped into Principal Weems on your little walk, as she’d been on her way back to her quarters after being out. It had been late, sure, but you hadn’t questioned it — the woman was allowed to have a life outside of Nevermore, after all. She’d invited you back to her office for a nightcap, you’d talked for a bit, laughed even — she’d insisted you call her Larissa and stop with the formalities, it had made you blush and stutter like a fool.
She’d said you could come by again sometime if you still found yourself plagued by sleepless nights, that she often stayed up late working and could use the company. You’d told yourself you wouldn’t call on her again, she was probably just being nice, you didn’t want to bother her — but, well… why not?
Your feet carry you towards Principal Weems’s — Larissa’s — office and you knock gently, afraid of disturbing her. The door swings open at your knock, it hadn’t been closed properly, and you stare at it, perplexed.
“Larissa?” you call out, peeking your head into the office.
Silence.
The room is dark, the last embers dying in the fireplace — clearly she’d already retired to her quarters. You should leave… but she should know that her office is unlocked, you have a feeling she wouldn’t like that.
Her quarters are connected to her office by a door at the far end and you make your way towards it — you’ll just knock, politely explain that you found the door to her office open, and then leave again. Surely she’d be grateful that you told her.
As you approach the door to her quarters, you find that this one is ajar as well — and, before you have a chance to decide whether or not to knock, the most pornographic moan you’ve ever heard in your life reaches your ears.
All of the blood in your body rushes to your cheeks and you freeze in place — was Larissa masturbating? Having sex? There’s another moan, a little quieter than the first, but it sounds close, and you know you should turn around and leave but against your better judgement you lean towards the door and place your ear against it and it opens just a few inches more, so that you’re able to peer through the crack.
It feels like a hummingbird has been trapped in your chest, and even eating sand couldn’t make your mouth feel drier.
The door opens into a small sitting room, with a sofa that faces it, and sitting on that sofa is none other than Larissa herself — with a naked woman on her lap, whose back is to you. Larissa seems to be wearing lingerie, it’s hard to tell from the angle, but it’s more of her than you’ve ever seen before, her long legs spread to accommodate the other woman’s petite frame, one hand on the woman’s hip and the other hand disappearing between their bodies.
The two women are kissing, moaning into each other’s mouths. Larissa’s moans are the softer, quieter ones, and the sound makes it feel as though your whole body is suddenly on fire. Your lips feel chapped, you lick them in vain, you realize you haven’t been breathing. You know you should turn away, sneak back to your own quarters before you get caught, but your legs feel like jell-o and you’re certain that if you tried to take so much as one step, your knees would give out and you’d collapse on the spot.
Then Larissa breaks the kiss, nips at the woman’s earlobe — she tilts her head with a moan and Larissa opens her eyes and looks right in your direction and you almost do collapse on the spot, suddenly feeling more than a little lightheaded, your stomach sinking.
You brace yourself, ready for Larissa to stop everything, to come over and berate you, to unleash her fury on you and send you packing. Her eyes bore into your own, pupils so blown that barely a sliver of blue is visible, and you can’t look away no matter how hard you will yourself to.
But nothing happens. Larissa’s lips stay firmly attached to the other woman’s neck, her shoulder flexes as her arm appears to move with even more urgency — it’s hard to see from where you’re stood but from the obscene noises that reach your ears, you can only assume that Larissa is buried knuckle deep in this woman’s cunt.
Obscenities begin to spill from her lips as she bucks against Larissa, none the wiser to the audience half-hidden behind the door. Her back arches and flexes and the tendons in her neck stretch as Larissa’s lips assault her pulse point, as Larissa digs her teeth into the smooth flesh, all the while keeping her eyes on you.
You can almost see a hint of a smirk on Larissa’s lips as she brings the other woman over the edge, holding her firmly against herself as she trembles and moans in pure, unadulterated ecstasy. It’s as if Larissa is getting off on having you watch her, her cheeks adorned with a rosy flush and her eyes hooded.
It’s almost too much for you to handle. This is so wrong, not only walking in on your boss during sex but staying and watching like a voyeur. You shouldn’t be here — even if Larissa hasn’t acknowledged you yet, you’re certain that you’ll be fired by morning, when she finally comes to her senses.
You stumble back from the door, moans continuing to spill through the crack. Your foot catches on the corner of a rug and you have to catch yourself on Larissa’s desk — the action snaps you firmly back to reality and you slip out of Larissa’s office as quietly as you can.
Once you’re in the hallway your feet pick up speed, pure adrenaline carrying you back to your own quarters. You’re grateful that it’s the middle of the night and no one is around, surely people would question why you’re sprinting through the halls as if you’re being chased. You don’t stop until you’ve slammed and locked the door to your quarters behind you, and then your knees give out and you sink to the floor.
The thing is, you like Larissa — a lot more than you should. You probably shouldn’t have even taken the job in the first place, seeing as your crush started during your very first interview for the position. Until now, though, it’s been fairly easy to suppress your feelings. You truly don’t interact with Larissa that much, most of your time is spent with your students and working. Only now, you have no idea how you’re ever going to be able to face Larissa again.
One question gnaws at you, and the more you think about it, the more your stomach sinks. Why didn’t Larissa stop what she was doing? Why did she let you watch, why did it seem like she wanted you to watch? Was it because she has some sort of voyeurism kink? Or was it, perhaps, because she has some sort of feelings for you, too?
You scoff at yourself — the thought of Larissa Weems finding you desirable is utterly absurd. Plus, if she did have feelings for you, why would she be fucking someone else? Tears begin to blur your vision, spilling down your cheeks, and you press your face against your knees, losing sense of time as you try (and fail) to reign in your emotions.
A gentle knock at your door rips you from your misery, and you realize that you’re still sitting on the floor. Your knees pop as you stand and you quickly wipe at your eyes with your sleeves, trying to make it look like you haven’t been sobbing. Your heart hammers in your chest as you reach for the door handle, wondering who could be calling on you — perhaps another teacher who heard you crying? Or maybe a student needs help?
Oh.
Oh.
It’s Larissa.
She stands tall in front of you, looking down at you in a way you’ve never seen before. She doesn’t appear to be angry — on the contrary, there’s a small, playful smile on her lips and her cheeks are flushed a gorgeous shade of pink. She’s dressed, though a bit haphazardly, and a few baby hairs peek out of her updo at her forehead.
“I thought you’d still be awake,” she says, her voice a low purr, and you’re certain your face is as red as a tomato, a lump growing in your throat. You wonder if she’s being sweet on purpose to lull you into a false sense of security, but you quickly shake the thought from your head — that isn’t like her.
Your voice fails you so you nod meekly instead, and that little act of submission turns Larissa’s smile into a smirk.
“Are you alright, darling? You don’t look very well…” Her tone is light and teasing but her eyebrows crease a bit as her eyes track the dried trails of your tears down your cheeks. You nod again, wiping at your cheeks with your sleeve, certain you’ve never looked more pathetic in your life.
“I’m fine,” you lie, the tremble in your voice giving you away, and Larissa cups your cheek, her thumb grazing across your lower lip and sending a spark down your spine — your accompanying shiver doesn’t go unnoticed.
“Was that a bit too much for you, my dear?” she coos, and your breath stutters in your chest as images that you’re trying to suppress come flooding back to you.
“I-I just…” You don’t know what to say. Is Larissa looking for an explanation? An apology? Why did she follow you? Why is she touching you?
“I’m not upset with you, darling,” she reassures you, her tone soft. So you’re not in trouble, but this is uncharted territory all the same. She takes a step towards you, backing you into your quarters, and closes the door behind herself. “Why don’t we have a seat, hm?”
Her gaze flickers to your bed and you can only nod dumbly as you let her lead you towards it with a hand on the small of your back, taking a seat beside you. Her thigh is touching yours, her body heat radiating off of her, and you swear you can smell the sex on her, and it’s making it hard to think.
“Why did you come to my quarters?”
“I-I couldn’t sleep again,” you admit quietly, clasping your hands in your lap and looking down at them to keep yourself from doing something you’ll regret. “Larissa, I-I swear, I didn’t mean to walk in on you, it’s just your office door was unlocked and I–”
“I was hoping you’d come by tonight.”
Larissa’s admission knocks the wind right out of you, and you can’t help but to look up at her, struck dumb by the amusement on her face. “Y-you were?” You hate how breathy your voice has gotten, a spark of hope and something more primal sprouting in your abdomen, but your brows knit together in confusion as you try to make sense of the situation you’ve found yourself in. “But what about that other woman?”
“Just a friend,” Larissa says casually, shrugging.
“A… friend? Does she know you’re here?”
Larissa smirks. “She does.” Her gaze drops slowly, deliberately to your lips, turning your core to molten lava.
“Oh.”
“Oh,” Larissa mocks, and your face turns crimson. She reaches into your lap and takes your hand in her own, stopping your fidgeting. “Tell me you want me to leave and I will.”
“I… can’t do that,” you admit, unable to hear your own voice over the hammering of your heart in your ears.
At that, Larissa takes your hand and places it on her own waist, then kicks her heels off and adjusts herself on the bed so that she’s slowly pushing you backwards until you’re lying flat on your back and she’s hovering over you. “Do you want this as much as I do?” she asks, her gaze flickering between each of your eyes, and you almost don’t answer because you’re so distracted by how soft and right her hip feels beneath your hand.
“I don’t know how much you want this…” You swallow thickly and Larissa chuckles, the sound like music to your ears. “B-but yeah, I want this.”
Larissa shifts her weight onto one arm, her other hand running through your hair until it reaches your jaw. She hooks one finger below your chin and tilts it up, pressing her lips gently to yours and pressing the length of her body against you.
Her lips are just as soft as you’d pictured them to be (and it’s something you’d daydreamed about often) and your heart is beating so fast you think you might actually be having a heart attack. It takes you a moment to start kissing her back and, when you do, you reach up tentatively to cup her cheeks. The action spurs Larissa on and she flicks her tongue against your lips, silently begging you to part them — you do, without a second thought, unable to stifle the moan that rips from your chest as her tongue tangles with your own.
It’s easy to get lost in a woman like Larissa. Her mouth is hot and wet and tastes like red wine and lipstick, and her body is warm and soft and smells like tuberose and vanilla. She’s got a way of enveloping your senses so that nothing else exists in that moment apart from her, and you’re powerless to stop her — not that you would ever want to.
She bends her leg and intertwines it with yours, sliding her hand along your jaw and into your hair, her fingers curling behind your ear as she deepens the kiss. The most sinful little sighs and moans spill from her mouth directly into yours, making you soak through your underwear faster than the best audio porn you’ve ever heard.
You think you might be having the same effect on Larissa, because you feel her shudder against you, her hand tightening in your hair as her knee inches towards your center. “I like the way you taste,” she mumbles against your lips, her tongue delving deeper into your mouth.
“Same,” you murmur, rather pathetically, and Larissa chuckles, nipping playfully at your lower lip — then her knee presses against your core through your trousers, making you gasp. Your head falls back against the pillow and Larissa takes the opportunity to cover your neck in kisses and little bites. Her knee grinds against your cunt and, from this angle, you feel the warmth radiating from her own crotch against your thigh. “Larissa, p-please…”
“Please? Please what?” she teases, pulling back just in time to watch your face turn red, your lips parting but no words coming out. “May I take this off?” she asks, giving the hem of your shirt a gentle tug, clearly realizing she’s not going to get a coherent answer out of you, and you nod eagerly.
Larissa’s hand is warm against your stomach and your abs contract as her fingers slide up your torso, pulling your shirt along with them and revealing more and more of your body to her. She pushes your shirt over your breasts and you help her to tug it off the rest of the way, tossing it carelessly onto the floor. Your bra soon follows, Larissa’s fingers getting to work on the clasp and wasting no time in getting you naked. Her lips replace her hands, nipping at the swell of your breasts, leaving little red marks and tiny bruises, marking you as her own.
“Aren’t you just stunning?” she murmurs as she kisses her way down the center of your abdomen, her hands molding against the curve of your waist, her breath tickling your skin and making every hair on your body stand on end.
You start to squirm as she gets closer and closer to the hem of your trousers, and you feel her smirk against your lower belly as she hooks her fingers beneath the waistband and starts to tug, her lips following your trousers as they get pulled down, then discarded.
“You’re so wet,” she coos — your cheeks are aflame as you shift your hips slightly and feel how you’ve soaked through your underwear, and then Larissa speaks again and you feel you may combust on the spot. “Nothing to be embarrassed about, darling, you’re not the only one…”
Larissa sits up, unbuttoning the front of her dress — her breasts spill out of their constraints and you realize she’s come here without a bra on. You shiver. She frees her arms from the dress and tugs it down her body, over the soft swell of her lower belly, her hips, shifting to the side to pull it down her legs and toss it aside, along with her underwear, which join the heap of clothing on the floor. In the dim light of your bedroom, you can see her pale inner thighs glisten with the evidence of her arousal, the smell of her growing stronger with no more barriers in place.
“Now, where were we…” she teases, lowering herself again so that her face is level with your cunt. She presses her lips to your inner thigh, dangerously close to where you need her most, and you struggle to keep yourself from bucking your hips against her face. You pray she doesn’t notice this but of course she does — she chuckles, her breath hitting the cool, wet spot at the center of your underwear and making you clench. “Patience, darling.”
“S-sorry,” you mumble, fisting at the sheets to have something to do with your hands, to keep yourself from squirming and fidgeting as Larissa pulls your underwear down your thighs and then wraps her arms around them, giving you a little tug to get you just where she wants you.
A moan spills from your lips, so guttural that you hardly recognize it as your own, as Larissa runs her tongue up the length of your pussy. She mumbles something about how you taste but her voice is muffled against you and you can’t really focus on what she’s saying anyway as all the blood in your body rushes to your cunt.
You feel your knees bend of their own accord, your body opening itself to Larissa, seeking more of the pleasure she’s giving you. Her tongue dips inside of you, deeper, deeper, fuck, her tongue is long, she fucks you with it nice and slow, thorough, taking her time. When she moans it seems to vibrate throughout your entire body, you bite down on your lip so hard that you draw blood.
It’s clear now why that other woman was moaning so hard — Larissa knows just which buttons to press. Your thighs are already trembling as she thrusts her tongue inside of you, and then she circles your clit with her thumb and you see stars. You want to watch her so badly, you’ve fantasized about this moment and, if the last thing you ever saw was Larissa’s silky blonde hair bobbing between your thighs, you’d die the happiest person on the planet. But it’s so hard to keep your eyes open, every muscle in your body clenching with the effort to stave off your orgasm just a little while longer.
You don’t consciously remember moving your hands but they’re in Larissa’s hair now, gripping so desperately that you’re probably hurting her — though, if you are, she doesn’t let on. She doubles down, letting you push her head against your cunt, her thumb against your clit, and you finally can’t take it anymore — your body tenses as your orgasm washes over you, the most satisfying release you’ve ever felt.
Larissa stays in position as you ride out your high and even after, gently and thoroughly cleaning you up with her tongue until you whine and twitch away from her, too sensitive to continue. She releases your legs from her hold, crawling up your body and lowering herself beside you, curling one arm around you and pulling you into her side. You rest your head against her chest, your breathing slowly synching with hers, her heartbeat helping you to regulate your own. You’re sweaty and your cheek sticks to the top of her breast but she doesn’t seem to mind, just runs her fingertips up and down your arm as you come back down to earth.
“You said you wanted this,” she says after a while, her voice quiet and contemplative in the silence of your room.
You grunt in response, still feeling a little dazed.
“Since when?”
A blush spreads across your face, you’re sure Larissa can feel the sudden heat from your cheek against her skin. You can’t believe you’re about to confess to Larissa how long you’ve liked her — but then again you can’t believe she’s just eaten you out either. “I think since I first met you, actually,” you murmur, preparing yourself for a negative reaction.
Larissa laughs, her chest rumbling beneath your head. “That’s quite a long time… though my answer wouldn’t be much better.” That alone makes your heart pound but then Larissa continues speaking and your ears start to ring. “Though I think if I’m being honest, I want a little more than just this.”
“What do you want?” you whisper, trying desperately to keep your hope at bay. You steal a glance at Larissa’s face and, even though it’s hard to tell from the angle, you swear she has a small smile on her face.
“More than just sex, I mean,” she starts, her fingertips still tracing patterns against your bare arm. “I’d like to take you out, get to know you better… spoil you a little, perhaps.” There’s a trace of teasing humor in her voice, mixed with a vulnerability that you’ve never seen from her before. You nuzzle your face against her neck, your heart in your throat, your voice hoarse when you reply.
“That’s what I want, too…”
Larissa presses her lips to your head and hums softly. “Then I suppose I’d like to know if you’re free this Friday evening, and if I could take you out to dinner?”
“Yes, Larissa…” You prop yourself up so that you can look her in the eye. “Yes, I would love to go out to dinner with you.” Pausing, you reach out to tuck a strand of Larissa’s hair behind her ear, your cheeks warming and your heart thrumming in your chest as you prepare to be brave. You take a deep breath. “But… for now… let me return the favor?”
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Thursday Bangers 6/19
Free form a blurb or drawing based on the weekly lyrics prompt. It doesn't have to include the prompt just whatever you're inspired to write, write it! Then tag some friends so they can play as well. It doesn't have to be finished on Thursday just post it whenever you can (you have a whole week between Thursdays).
Thank you to @woundedsoul12 for both the game and the tag! I'm so late this week that I think everyone else has already been tagged, unfortunately. But if you see this you can consider it an open invitation to join in!
This week was Panic! At The Disco:
All my friends we're glorious Tonight we are victorious
It took me a little bit to figure out how to approach this one, and even once I did, it gave me some trouble. I got there in the end, though. Featuring my alternate Ria Hawke and Sebastian Vael, meeting for the first time since she got back from the Deep Roads.
The Party on AO3. Is immediately followed by The Branch.
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“To my dear daughter, Marian.”
“To Marian!”
Ria instinctively waved her glass at the sound of the toast, but hadn't heard anything her mother had said about her. She assumed it was complimentary, and smiled, and mentally moved along. This was the third party her mother had thrown since they moved into the estate two months ago. But, while the first two had been small affairs where it hadn't mattered that Ria excused herself in the first hour, this one was supposedly for her. As the guest of honor, she couldn't just leave–no matter how miserable she was.
“Serah Hawke, you're looking well.”
“No, I'm not, but thank you for lying,” she smiled politely. She was doing a lot of polite smiling tonight.
“I don't know if you remember me–”
The next smile was tired, but genuine. “Flint Company, I remember. Sebastian, right?”
“Aye, that's right.”
“And to what do I owe the honor of a visit from Prince Sebastian Vael?”
He coughed awkwardly. “It’s Brother Sebastian, now. Elthina convinced me to stay with the Chantry, rather than seek further vengeance.”
“So I killed all those men for nothing?” she pouted.
“No, I wouldn't go that far. If you hadn't taken that job, I might never have slept soundly again. You have my thanks for that, regardless of my choices since then.”
“Mm-hm.” Ria drained her wine, and grabbed another.
“I can't actually leave, but I'm going over there,” she pointed towards the study. “Join me? You're better company than everyone else.”
“Are you certain? I was worried I was bothering you “
She sighed, and drained the second glass. “No, I'm just in a bad mood. You don't have to come with me, I just hoped you might come along. Like I said, you're better company than most, and if you're with me then maybe the others will leave me alone.”
“Of course.”
They crossed to the study, and Ria left the door open so she could hopefully hear once the crowd thinned. She made her way over to a side table for another drink, then changed her mind and came back to the armchairs in front of the fire instead. As she curled up in one, tucking her feet underneath her in the seat, Sebastian took the other and they both watched the fire in silence for a bit.
“I'm surprised to see your mother so lively tonight,” he spoke up finally. “Elthina has me come by periodically to check on Leandra, and she's usually much more reserved.”
Ria nodded. “These things are shit for me, but they're good for her. It's why I keep paying for them.”
Silence fell again. “And how are you , Hawke?”
“Ria.”
“How are you, Ria?”
“I keep busy,” she shrugged. “Mother has her parties, and I work to keep my mind off things.”
“Does it work?”
“Not really. Mother throws parties for me here in Hightown, Varric buys me drinks in Lowtown, everyone wants to celebrate everything I supposedly accomplished when we went to the Deep Roads.”
A tear threatened to escape, and she wiped it away angrily before Sebastian could see.
“Beth would have loved these parties,” she said suddenly, changing the subject. “She always wondered what it would have been like growing up like Mother did, in society .”
“Tell me about her.”
“Little bitch was about four inches taller than me, for one,” she laughed. “But seriously, she worried a lot, and I know she hated that we all protected her so much. She was our Bethikins, though. We loved her, and couldn't bear the thought of anything happening to her.”
“She caught the blight sickness, didn't she?”
Ria nodded. “It had to have happened early in the trip, but she hid it from us until we were halfway out. There's no cure though, and she was in so much pain. We couldn't even get her to the surface where she could be made comfortable. She…”
“Ria?”
“She was so far gone,” she whispered. “She couldn't even lift her head, she was so weak. I couldn't do anything about it. Then she started coughing up the blight, choking on it. I… I'd seen it once before, with Aveline’s husband. Except he wasn't as severe. We– I– Sebastian, there was nothing else I could do but–”
“Maker,” he swore, and crossed over to her, pulling her out of her chair and into his arms.
“Shh, it'll be alright, Ria,” he soothed her, smoothing her hair, but he was surprised to realize she wasn't crying. Instead her face just held a look of quiet despair, like she could never hope to be forgiven for what she'd done.
“You can't ever let my mother know,” she whispered, begging. “Or Elthina. Or anyone. Please, swear it, Sebastian.”
“Of course,” he agreed, brushing a strand of hair from her face. One tear escaped, and she brushed it away just as angrily as the last.
“Ria? Ria, are you in here?”
“Yes Mother, I'm sorry,” she called back, stepping away from Sebastian. “Brother Sebastian and I were just talking about Bethany.”
If Ria didn't know better, she'd say her mother looked almost disappointed when she entered the study to see them. “Well, don't neglect your other guests, dear.”
“Actually, Mother, I think I need to lie down. Too much wine.”
“What am I ever going to do with you?”
“I'm sorry, Mother.”
Leandra shook her head, and turned to leave again. “Thank you,” Ria whispered to Sebastian once her mother was gone.
“Of course,” he replied, taking and squeezing her hand briefly. “You go on and get some rest. I'll call on you in a few days, to see how you're doing.
“I'd like that.”
With that she excused herself, sneaking through the empty servants' passages to the back stairs and up to her room. When she got there, though, the first thing her eyes fell on was Bethany's old birchcore staff sitting on the mantle.
The tears welled up again, and this time she let herself cry a while. When she finished, she made a decision. There was nothing she could do to change the choices she'd made. But she had to know if there was anything else that could have been done. Even if knowing the truth might kill her.
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"It is. It's adorable. You're adorable." Orion found himself almost gushing about the brunette again as he leaned in to steal another kiss, seemingly not able to get enough of the action where Bentley was concerned. "I'm lucky you don't judge people though. I think too many people judge others but I always try to remember the saying that those in glass houses, shouldn't throw stones. It's always ironic just how much they have to hide when they feel the need to bring others down and judge them. It says a lot about a person." Orion chatted casually as he finished off what he was eating, giving a rather large stretch once he was done. "Nowadays I don't need anyone else. You manage to fulfil all my needs." Orion spoke honestly, and he wasn't referring to anything sordid, simply that Bentley managed to have all the qualities he needed in a good partner. He felt whole with the other man around. "Hm... I suppose that is fair. Maybe I should ask if there is anything you can think of that you want from a partner that I don't already do. I'm not talking about huge things because I'm pretty sure you will tell me you're already content because you always make that known but I mean more..." Orion thought about how to word it. "One person might love it if their partner always got up and put the coffee on for them before they got up in the morning, or another might like little love notes left around for them. Just things to remind a person that the other is always thinking of them, you know?"
"That is so very me," he agreed bashfully, his face flushing as though the two of them had been instantly transported back into that moment. "I'm glad you do. Your instincts have proven time and time again to be absolutely impeccable," Bentley complimented, smiling to himself. He really couldn't have predicted that from their first meeting they'd be where they were today. Orion had known what he wanted from the start and Bentley was not used to being pursued like that before, but everything about their journey thus far had been so incredibly worth it. Orion had always found the perfect balance of being respectful while also trying to encourage Bentley out of his comfort zone. "I am, aren't I?" Ben noticed with a laugh. It was funny how being around certain people could bring out different parts to you. Orion brought out a bubblier and even a more flirtatious side to him. One he didn't realize he had originally.
"I can hardly judge you for that. You're allowed to do whatever you want in your life and the partners you chose in the past are nobody's business but your own," Ben said. It had been a point of insecurity of him due to being afraid of not being experienced enough for the other, but he had very quickly gathered that Orion's loyalty was not easily wavered and therefore he had nothing to worry about in that regard. "Nowadays of course it'd be a different story but I know and trust you," he added. "I feel like you're always open with me. It's hard for me to think of questions I could ask you that I don't already know the answers to."
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Im doing another fanfic that's gonna be inspired by "I wanna be yours" by Arctic Monkeys, so...
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#☁️cloudy's rambles☆#☁️ cloudy's mind#Yep#I just got finished with one and I'm already on another#It's just like that sometimes
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calling it right now that season 3 starts like this
#so confused about people saying the season finale feels like the end because to me it didn't at all#there's like 5-10 issues immediately set up for another season#they're in a happy place at this point because they've both realized their love is bigger than anything else#and makes it worth working on their problems together#the problems are still very much there#both of them have deep self esteem/self loathing issues that haven't been resolved in the week since ed woke up#ed doesn't know about stede's trauma#they haven't talked through anything#and they'll be shit at starting/running an inn lmao it's not gonna go well#and those are just some of the internal issues#then there's prince ricky and all the authorities that would very much like to get their hands on both blackbeard and stede bonnet#because stede just full-on kept using his government name after faking his death. nice one#the crew are not “gone” they're more like off to college for a bit but will probably run into trouble immediately#again because while they escaped to the ship they didn't eliminate the threat (the british empire)#it's not a forever goodbye#ok this got super long already anyway i have a whole fic marinading in my brain until i've finished these 4 wips i'm in the middle of ✌️#hope we get a renewal soon because i want to see the rest of their story!!#ofmd s2 spoilers#ofmd s2#ofmd#our flag means death
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Potential June Reads
Tolkien's Faith: A Spiritual Biography by Dr. Holly Ordway
The Man Who Was Chesterton by Dale Ahlquist
The Early Church Was the Catholic Church by Joe Heschmeyer
The Revenge of the Sith by Matthew Stover
Phantases by George Macdonald
The Country Diary of an Edwardian Lady by Edith Holden
Awakened by Roseanna M. White
The Codebreaker's Daughter by Amy Lynn Green
#monthly reading lists#books#behold a list of books that i'm currently in the middle of#last month was full of so many books that i never finished#but i do want to finish most of them#so instead of making a new list for the month you just get this hand-me-down list#only exceptions are#tolkien's faith which i've only read a few pages of weeks ago#i do want to read it and it's readable and not that long#but it's printed on thick paper so it looks huge and intimidating#putting it on the list means maybe i'll get to it#the codebreaker's daughter isn't out yet but i've got it on pre-order#and i'll want to read it asap#of the other ones the man who was chesterton will be easy to finish#i've only got a few chapters left and they're easy#i could have finished already if i could have focused#it'll make me want to read other chesterton#esp the st francis bio but that's been on so many of these lists i can't put it on another#and maybe 'eugenics and other evils' because it's been a while since i've read a nonfic by him#and it'll be relevant to shadowstruck#oh and the country diary should be easy to finish#i'm in august and half the pages are illustrations
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23 days until ode's 23rd birthday
day 9 - red and black
#xdinary heroes#ode#oh seungmin#ode23#and here we have pretty ode!#i haven't even finished this video yet because i already wrote down like 10 scenes i need to gif#fun fact: i always struggle so much with finding the best order for my gifs#but right now i'm letting fate do her job again hehe#because i got them sorted by name and now i just go through them one after another#because that's already pretty mixed
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#i was googling low maintenance pets to give my sister ideas and stumbled on this#so I made a meme and here it is#I'm gonna go back to playing totk now#I'm so close to beating it but I don't want it to end just yet#but then again i want zelink to be reunited so bad#even though I already know the ending I can't allow myself to read fanfiction without finishing the game first#btw what did you guys name the golden horse? i named it Chrysa bc it's a not uncommon greek name that means golden#i only feed her golden apples#she loves them#i took her to Zelda's house in Hateno recently bc I assumed she's missing her home#and we saw the light dragon in the sky while making the journey#i almost teared up#to me Zelda is the real main character of those games even if she's not the one we play as#legend of zelda indeed#I'm gonna miss these two#i wish we got another installment in the botw/totk universe :(#sorry for ranting I'm drunk and just turned 26 yesterday so I'm going through a quarter life crisis#meme#shitpost#crispy#my edit#is this a bird meme
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Recent life photos
#photo diary#image 1 & 2 - of course these are just cloud images. But a cool pattern of them :0#3 - another word count of game writing... aargh... Still debating about like allowing other people into the game discord or how early#in the process one should do that.. but social things are just so difficult for me lol.. I shall always suffer for my lack of networking an#self promotion skills. 4 - I was forced to get a new phone a few months ago because my beloved phone of like 10 years finally#broke too much. and I always like to go through the emojis and make a little memo with all my favorites. yaay little pictures of things.#5 - I FINALLY finished all the dictionary entries for the game (which has a little dictionary feature in the player's journal to note#any specific terms and keep track of them (like what 'jhevona' or 'avirre'thel' means. or to remember that the world is called Nanyevimi#and the country they're in is Asen. etc. etc.)). There are 75 defined terms so far and it took me a while to do so out of curiosity I put#all the text into a wordcounter thing and lol.. 8000 words isnt that much I guess but the 30 minute reading time is funny to me. 30 minutes#for my little tiny dictionary panel in my quaint little casual visual novel which is not even lore heavy at all. hee hee (though that's mor#like a minute here and there since obv people are not unlocking every term all at once. you complete the dictionary as you talk to people#and hear them mention new concepts over time.).. ANYWAY..#6 - a very soft and beautiful stuffed animal that I did not buy but wanted to at least document their charm.#7 - stimky boye waiting in front of his favorite straw meowring screaming for someone to play with him (he likes to chase the#straw around). 8 - matcha bubble tea my beloved. 9 & 10 & 11 - some cool flowers I saw. also featuring one of my favorites (columbines!)#Anyhow.. as mentioned in the other photo diary post.. I have just been packing and writing mostly.. The evil summer is coming of course#which me and my health issues always dread. Good news though is I finally got my passport in the mail! >:3 huzzah. Now I just need to find#some fellow aromantic asexual living outside the US willing to take one for the team and fake a marriage with me so I can get the#hell out of the country UwU (<joking) (...mostly... as in - definitely NOT my main goal. but if a viable opportunity presented itself I#would of course give it consideration lol). I know that's already highly regulated but I wonder if it's something that will become even mor#locked down as people hunt for any opportunity to flee. People are out here searching for any loophole. Frantically researching their#entire family tree seeing if there's any chance for a citizenship by descent in whatever place will take them. etc. etc. lol#So I wonder if such marriages are a thing that will come up more often. hmm.. ANYWAY..#I have almost all of my stuff packed even though I don't move until another 1-2 months. But that's the point is to have it all sorted early#in the last remaining scraps of ''cooler'' weather so that then I can just relax up until then. I'm going to try doing another scrapbook#/sketchbook this summer as a Mood Boosting effort. Just to find little things to help with the situational political existential dread and#climate woes. So on days it's too hot to function I can just glue little things to pages and doodle lol.. hopefully.. slowly getting things#off my to do list.. I reaaaaaally want to get back to playing games as it's so fun and realxing to me but..rghgh.. 500 other things..
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