#I keep going back and forth on it
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of course right when i'm thinking jecki's my favorite character and yord's beginning to grow on me, they're both abruptly killed off.
#star wars#the acolyte#jecki#yord#1x05#night#the acolyte spoilers#text: star wars#my text#man i don't know how i feel abt this show#i keep going back and forth on it#but i'm pretty upset abt these deaths#especially jecki's#and now i'm starting to think the show's gonna pull a rogue one and leave no survivors
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yall would be interested in the baroulamboliver love triangle verse or nah
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How does one get assigned as sam coded / dean coded ? Do I need a doctors note ? A psych evaluation perhaps ?
#i keep going back and forth on it#bc i used to identify with dean for the longest time bc i was so repressed and emotionally closed off (+older sister)#and at that point id spent my youth very purposefully protecting my younger sibling from our dad#and i guess in my brain i paralleled that with dean staying behind with john while sam took off for stanford#and dean protecting sam from knowing too much abt the supernatural#BUT having grown up ive now become the one resentful and angry at our father while my sister protects him#and our fights remind me a lot of scenes from the show where im obviously identifying a lot stronger with sam#plus the whole thing abt being the families designated academic or whatever#while also feeling cursed from the minute i was born and crushing at the guilt of everything wrong with me#and trying to be a good person and saving others to make for the fact that i feel an intrinsic evilness about myself#so like... yeah sam is very very relatable too in that sense#bc he also has that hope in him- the belief in god. in angels. in goodness. and i have that too !#im just also a miserable cynic at the same time :)#so ????#i havent been in the fandom for long enough to know the full requirements of being a sam or dean girl#(and by that i mean i havent been in the fandom for long AFTER i rejoined from my 10 year hiatus)#i literally would love to read someones page long explanation of what sam coded vs dean coded entails#someone with a spn hyperfixation or special interest needs to provide me with the goods fr 😭#spn
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am I autistic or are my social skills just irreparably fucked

#vark posts#i keep going back and forth on it#i know i have adhd so maybe its just that#its just like i feel incapable of talking like a normal person all the fuckin time#like i want to be loud and flashy and chatty like thats who i genuinely feel i am#and sometimes i am able to be like that and its great#but i feel like most of the time im just incapable of knowing how to talk#ive been working with my coworkers for over a year now and i still feel like i talk like a robot to them#and theres ppl i so badly want to reach out to or befriend some of which im even positive would want me to#but my social skills are just absolute dogshit#idk man its just SO FRUSTRATING#hopefully this shit gets easier as i get older
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Outlast trials x dream team au (cause I love that game so god damn much)
- Dream being a reagent going through the trials mainly keeping to himself cause he's seen what can happen 2 teammates and he doesn't want anymore guilt or trauma
- Sapnap being a newer reagent who has no idea what he's doing in the trials but atleast he's got the strength to fight back a little bit
- both of them seeing that the trials would be easier if they worked together (strength and speed) and forming tentative relations that develop even more (also just an excuse to have a you got hurt let me heal you while some tension grows scene)
- George being a scientist that was blackmailed to be there and he is incharge of watching and evaluating Dream and sap
-and I guess sam can be easterman as a treat to the freaks who like that loser (kidding of course who doesn't love a warden thats gone mad with power)
#mcyt#outlast trials#dteam#dreamwastaken#sapnap#georgenotfound#dteam au#idk if i want george to be a reagent or a scientist#i keep going back and forth on it#dream would have a blind rig btw#sapnap a stun rig#and if george was a reagent then he would have healing rig
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world war 3 was on the line, jason
#batman#red hood#batman and red hood#batman fanart#homegrown art#i literally cannot get this joke out of my head#i came up with it like a few days ago in dms with my friend and we keep going “world war 3 was on the line jason” back and forth#ok! time to never be this active again for a month or more !#half joking
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"you're so tight", "you feel so good", "you're so pretty like this, all fucked out, all mine", and "you're mine to use as i please", "be a good little whore", "pretty little fucktoy" can and should coexist for me
#t4t nsft#mlm nsft#ftm sub#ftm bottom#ftm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm t4t#degrading k1nk#praise kink go brrrr#possessive kink#and then i can't keep up with the switching back and forth and just become a dumb puppy who needs his brains fucked out
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if mission impossible: dead reckoning pt 1 doesn’t come to paramount+ before my one year subscription expires I will actually go insane
#I don’t think i’m gonna renew it but#I keep going back and forth on it#EITHER WAY im itching for more MI
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REALLY LOVE YOUR POSTAL ART if ur still taking requests...id love to see p1 and p3 together if you feel up to it
thank you!! hes showing him cat memes. (because i learned that that specific audio is from p3 and havent stopped thinking about it since)
#my art#crunchchute art#is this anything. hope its something#thank you again#and thanks for asking#postal#postal dude#postal 1997#postal 3#answered#sorry if they look too weird its 3am i wanted to get it done but im sleepy#evrything looks worse on my second monitor where i post from so i just keep going back n forth and editing stuff but its ok go my scarabs#mraaaawh
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Uhm hi Shep 👉👈
if I were to request more Xisuma, what would you sayyyy?
(P.S. saw you redraw one of the mini doodles for the last request - this time, can it be the cleo and X one?)
Well normally i would rush to find a little xisuma to share from part 3 (which is almost done btw >:3), but I remembered that little doodle of cleo hugging x and whipped this up because they are so special to me and I think xisuma should get 100000 comforting hugs
#love them :(#dbhc#dbhc art#dbhc ask#dbhc xisuma#xisumavoid#xisuma#dbhc cleo#zombiecleo#art escapades#I posted the detailed keralis and x drawing because I had already been doodling it DGJBCGHNFGHNK so normally I don’t do requests but like.#augh. possessed by cleo hugging x. they’re so special to me#post s8 xisuma makes me sad#something indescribable is going to happen to me if I keep flipping back and forth between#what xisuma was like after s8 (a mental wreck) and what he was like during season 8 (chipper#and blissfully ignorant)#ffawfaeufahrfurfhrfhef xisuma :(#ask#anon#dbhc s9
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grahhhhh they multiplied
#pokemon#trainer red#trainer blue#trainer leaf#sorry if its confusing how I keep going back and forth with black haired red or brown haired red LOL#I like both.. I tend to do black hair more for the silhouette feel to it.. but I actually like the brown color more..#👁🗨!
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Oni Prince Yamato - Print
#one piece#op yamato#yamato#one piece fanart#oni#I keep going back and forth on things so I dunno#I'll probably tweak this a little more later
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I am a very vocal hater of the whole "the game is just for the cast you can't criticize it ever!!" mentality, to the extent that even when it's in response to a take I think is awful, it will always bother me more than the original take. After some reflection, I've broken it down to five key reasons why it upsets me so much.
1) The obvious one is that the idea that the show is only being made for the cast is false. If they didn't intend to make a piece of entertainment, they wouldn't have posted it online. A lot of creative works are made with the creators enjoyment as the highest priority. That does not mean that's all it was made for.
2) The way these posts commonly focus on how the cast isn't obligated to do what other people want is a fundamental misunderstanding of what criticism is and why we make it. I assure you the vast majority of people do not think their complaints should be met with the cast personally kneeling before them.
3) It implies that something being made with love automatically makes disliking any element of it wrong. Which is a belief that is impossible to hold without becoming a hypocrite. There is no way in hell you have never disliked a piece that the creator(s) had fun making. I'm writing this post for my personal enjoyment. Have fun with that paradox.
4) There's this weird belief that all complaints are about specific desires that weren't met. There are actually a whole lot of posts about whether the story succeeded in doing what it intended to do, but I guess I can't expect people to read things.
5) This is my big one. Art deserves to be criticized. It's one of if not the most important way of interacting with a work. I don't believe saying actual play is uniquely exempt from critique is respectful of the medium. You are treating it as though it shouldn't be engaged with in the way we engage with all other art and is, therefore, lesser.
#i want it to be clear this is about a wide spread opinion not a specific post or person#also good critique (good in the sense of thoughtful and well structured not necessarily correct) prompts discussion#and those discussions can help you figure out what it is you personally enjoy about the show#it is not inherently a negative#i keep going back and forth on whether to main tag this and if the way i worded it was too pretentious#but yknow what fuck it being annoying is okay actually#critical role
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elaborating on this post. mdni.
the fics-i-masturbate-to blog begins as a joke—kind of.
your pinned simply reads:
mdni. horny adult (old enough to remember life before tumblr). send an ask off anon with a link to your smutty fic + relevant cws. if i’m into it, i’ll rub one out while reading, then rb your fic after i cum.
on your byf page, people can find what you will and won’t read, what your preferred dynamics are, and what your favorite kinks are. you’re open to nearly any fandom as long as the fic is compelling; you’re here to support writers the best way you know how: with a hard-earned orgasm as tribute.
you’re aware that the idea is…niche. not every writer wants a stranger to jerk off to a fic they poured hours of emotional labor into. on the other hand, though, some writers love it. all in all, you anticipate a few asks here and there.
what you don’t anticipate is word of your blog spreading like wildfire, your inbox inundated with authors who want you to masturbate to their fics.
it’s easy to weed out those who don’t follow the instructions: blogs with no age indicators; blogs who send fics written by someone else; fics that simply don’t interest you. but you’re still left with dozens of messages. so every day after work, you get busy.
(there isn’t much of a break in your routine, as you tended to masturbate every day before you made this blog, scrolling ao3 for hours on end. at least you’re getting off with a purpose, now…right?)
as time goes on, fics-i-masturbate-to continues to flourish, and you become pickier with the fics you choose to read. several authors regularly visit your blog, but there’s one in particular who you genuinely look forward to seeing.
without fail, each of their fics feels like it was tailor-made for you. they’re all original character x reader fics, which is rather uncommon, as you mostly receive fandom requests. but they consistently hit your favorite tropes, your favorite kinks, and your favorite pet names.
the recurring original character strikes something raw and primal within you. blinded by lust, you don’t notice how each fic grows more and more specific, the reader closer and closer resembling you each day—
until one evening when you receive a dm from the writer. they say that they’re someone you know; they’ve been keeping a secret from you.
they’re ready to come clean.
#sorry this isn’t beautifully written i’m just getting the insanity of the idea across LOL#um. the writer is [insert an unhinged fave who is def stalking you]#i hope this goes without saying but this is my fic idea so please do not take it!#i’m going back and forth as to which chara i want to insert as the writer...although one fave keeps coming to mind RIP </3#— musings#ask to tag#— goonette reader
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i could never figure out what i wanted to do with this and kinda gave up on it but i wanna get used to posting imperfect things
ko-fi
gofundme
#art#digital art#light dragon#totk#zelda#loz#unfinished#wip#i keep going back and forth on this but is it weird to link your paypal on a post like u would with ko-fi? it just seems so.. forward
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i should really start posting wip's here too, because what am i afraid of huh? but lets make it fun (also please help me against my nemesis: coloring) so
#wips#griffguts#siiiggghhh i keep going back and forth between#hey it's kinda a vibe :) reminds me of the shading in the '97 anime#and#UGH god it's fucking UGLY i hate colors#i'm just being dramatic <3
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