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Reaching out to you
#okay this is my first time trying to do something like this#it's not like the best but you know#I had fun doing it and I kinda know how to do it now so that's fun#I always remember seeing gifs like this and I always thought they looked so cool#so you know this is my attempt at it#I know how to improve for next time#i'm trying to be nice to myself#and not be too down on myself about the mistakes#because you know#~learning~#anyway#I'm gonna sleep now#before I can regret posting this#dan and phil#dnp#danandphil#phan#amazingphil#my gifs#dnp gifs#daniel howell
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Wax Seal Stims <3
#My first set of gifs!! I already know how to improve next time so yeehaw baby#my gifs#my stims#brown stim#green stim#gold stim#cottagecore#wax stim#melting stim#mixing stim#visual stim
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wait i’m just thinking but if we get another foxes vs USC match in tsc2 doesn’t that mean we finally get canon future foxes content??? ROBIN SHEENA AND JACK I CAN’T WAIT TO PERCEIVE Y’ALL IN CANON
#yes im probably so late to clocking this#i was just thinking about how much the trojans improved during their match against the ravens after facing the foxes#and thinking about a possible rematch and who’d win#and knowing robin still has so much to learn as a goalkeeper#im predicting a trojans win next time#all for the game#aftg#the sunshine court#tsc#robin cross#sheena aftg#jack aftg
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Today's drawing. I shall call it 'lost mittens in snow'
I think I might bite the bullet and buy an apple pencil. The digit crayon that I use feels so clunky
I really need to work on drawing better lines. I did practice during a meeting today, so I'll keep this going!
#hippo's drawing tag#really hoping that if I keep this up#I'll see improvement#this time next year#I just need to remember#that I didn't start knowing how to write#it took time and practice#and lots and lots of failing#to get where I am now
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I'm going back to bed the moment I post this but I've been having a super rough and stressful night... so for whatever reason I went back to read some of the kind asks I've received since I saved a lot... some since the first time I started writing... and I got so emotional and just began sobbing haha.... I can't believe how lucky I am...... I love writing so much.........
#I'm sorry I think I'm just in an emotional mood today lol#like I forget all the time that#people actually read the things I write#when I thought no one ever would#when I dreamed of wanting to make my silly dreams a reality#and I have so much to improve upon still#but like. I did that#I made all those things#wiping my snot and tears on my big fat aki plushie rn#for so so so long I felt I could never be myself#but now there are so many people who appreciate me when I am being the most true version of myself...#I just read one of the asks someone sent me where they said#'i think with your writing I can tell just how much you love to write'#and then it just made me burst into tears lol....#it's so lovely that someone would say that and YES!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!#THAT'S WHY I NEVER WANT TO GIVE UP....#I hope I can find more time to write next week......#also I know it's such a silly thing to say#considering I enjoy writing silly x reader gratuitous smut fanfiction LMAO#but understand..... it's important to me...#as silly as it is.......... it's important#and it's special#and I'm truly grateful
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Happy Lunar New Year!! 🧧🐍
Base Source: damso_2018
#khr ocs#oc: apple#canon: reborn#butterart#aah.. this took me so long but it was worth it 🥹#ship: reboapp#happy new year everyone!!!#had to use this excuse to draw them in hanfus#please ignore any historical inaccuracies#I'm here for aesthetics alone#also you can tell what sorta CN media I consume by how I draw the hanfus I fear /lh#also I wonder if I colour Reborn too pastey#i need to start adding some melanin to him#edit a week after I drew this: i am looking at it now sitting in my queue 2 days away from it being posted#and thinking about the million of was I could do it different to improve it#like I think i know how to properly do noses now ajdshajd#well for next time I shall try it I guess lol
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just two teenage girls who are crushing on each other fighting over some guy
it's been years since i've drawn furries with human-like features
#why is it so hard for me to think of something to write under the drawing omg#i know i don't have to#but it feels like it lacks something#idk#anyways#i love these two#i remember being 11 trying to hide from my family to watch lps popular#i used to watch lps videos in french and i don't know how i found the english ones#glad i did!!#i was improving my french and english at the same time hell yeah#man i had google translate next me while i watched lps popular#i remember translating “bleeding”#oh the sweet memories of watching plastic animal toys <3#art#digital art#lps#littlest pet shop#lps popular#lps popular fanart#savannah reed#savvy reed#brooklyn hayes#brooke hayes#littlest pet shop art
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I got basically no photos since I was there alone but... Had a lot of fun at MCM on Saturday! Lots of people recognised Olruggio but I only ran into one person cosplaying on the day 🫡 I've learnt I can wear a backpack under the cloak but also probably shouldn't, it's not very comfy lol. 10/10 would do this again though
#mcm continues to be the con that injures me but... i think i know how to make it easier on myself for next time#AND get more out of it! theyve made so many improvments since i last went in 2019 though#witch hat atelier#wha cosplay#if anyone happens to see this who got pictures pls share akskfjfg
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[YGO GX - JOHAN ANDERSEN]
The guiding heart in the midst of winter.
(Thoughts + reference under the cut)
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Not the proudest of how it came out but more project diva module stealing hours wooo
Though I know Diamond dust did originate in mirai. I used the future tone version since the proportions make certain details easier to understand

#i don't like how the eyes look but oh well#guess we have to have a few pieces we dislike for improvement to happen#i did wanna originally tie it back to the song it's based on more but i didn't really know how#snowman is great tho love the og and rerecorded versions#anyways sorry johan for doing you poorly will try to do better next time#yugioh gx#ygo gx#gx#johan andersen#jesse anderson#my art#crystals art
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I wanted to try to do the Danganronpa art style, so I drew one of my Danganronpa OCs: Erena Beniya, the ultimate arts club member!!!
I love her she is my daughter and I apologise for what happens to her
#wyfy's picturebook#danganronpa oc#dangan oc#danganronpa#oc art#my ocs#ocs#oc#my art#digital art#art#I'm pretty proud of this!#p.s: I tried to give her a dreadlock-type hairstyle but I'm not sure if I did it good so please let me know how to improve for next time!#artists on tumblr#danganronpa: perfect malice#← the name of my wip fangan#fangan character#danganronpa fangan#my fangan#fangan oc#fanganronpa
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i wish i could just do nothing for a few days straight. maybe even just sleep for a few days straight. sooo excited for constant misery over the next 20 days
ranting in the tags. i would just scroll past if i were you
#i love college.my favorite part is sitting alone on my couch for 4 months straight and getting so freaked out over grades i spend#5 hours straight trying to avoid the urge to bite into my arm so hard i bruise or bash my head into a wall#meanwhile i keep thinking my life is over. i don't have any evidence. for the first time in my life the future isn't predetermined by#other people and now that i don't know what comes next i just constantly get freaked out. it makes me want to claw through my skin#i know something is wrong with me. it's been 5 years. i know it isn't just going to go away; especially given current circumstances#and how it's only been getting worse over time#but i continue to just sit on my couch and do nothing about it. and since i'm not doing anything about it i just feel like i don't have the#right to complain about it even though shit fucking sucks. months of my life at a time just blur together#god. i was genuinely happy last month when i ripped a bunch of booster packs with my mates that i only see over the summer (minus my bestie#and it made me realize just how much everything's blurred together. i hadn't really felt anything lasting + significantly positive#for months before that. that's not normal#god. i've been wanting to go to bed for the last two hours but i just keep sitting here going “um! you need to study. and wash dishes. and”#so i just. don't. which is already bad but i also need to get up early so i can study for my test tomorrow.#god. fucking dreading my lab tomorrow. went to it last week but dipped at the last minute without getting my work checked off#and without submitting it because i got so angry and freaked out and telling myself “man you can just leave” calmed me down instantly#and then at that point i had like nothing done and i didn't want to admit that so i just. left#if i get asked about it i'll just say it was something personal and i panicked. shrug#a part of me is beyond tempted to skip the lab again but i'm not confident in my assignment grades in that class to do so#even though i'll end up with a 5 point bonus on the final grade from taking a survey. but i'll probably go just cause#it's the second to last lab#man i have three whole ass projects due in that class in 10 days. unless my mental state suddenly improves (it won't) i'm gonna end up doin#those the last possible three days#speaking of assignments. we had to do a group project in my bio lab yeah? the methods my group went with sucked and honestly these#people were a little bit frustrating (i get it. gen ed lab at 7:30am. i'm only in it cause i panicked when a different class registration#fell through) since it always felt like they were more interested in getting done than having like. slightly decent work but whatever#but these people? these people asked me to write the conclusion for our presentation. i ask “yeah sure yeah. what did we conclude”#“eh. you can write whatever” ???????????????? HUH???? MATE THAT IS HALF OF THE WORK???????????????????#the shitty sensors and our shitty methods gave us shitty data and YOU PEOPLE CAN'T EVEN SUGGEST WHAT THE CONCLUSION IS????????? fuck me dud#i was already in a poor mood (normal mental illness plus i had found out my uncle died like three days before#like i had talked to him just last month. never had someone i know die before. sucks) but that shit pissed me off
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I wasn’t going to make an art summary for 2024 because for a good quarter of the year the only artworks I made were high school art assignments, but I decided it would still be fun to share those because I actually really like them and wanted to share art I’ve made that’s out of my norm. Like realism and clay. Honestly I didn’t draw an awful lot this year until September. I also thought I’d share some 2023 art to share my improvement in my art style, and more out-of-my-norm art….

#can’t wait to see my improvement by this time next year#I bet I’ll be so powerful by then (jk)#artists on tumblr#small artist#fanart#cute art#2024 art#2024 art summary#art summary#art summery 2024#orginal art#clay art#realist art#illustration#art class#I don’t know how to tag this post#Sleepymeepies Art
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ko-fi fic uploads
hey guys, I'm going to start putting some of my new tumblr prompt fills and writing warm-ups (ficlets of 4k-6k length) up on my ko-fi!!
Monthly supporters will be able to go into the gallery tab on my ko-fi and click on an uploaded image. The title will be which tumblr-based au the ficlet fits into and how many words it is. The description beneath the image will be a quick summary of the au and a link to the google doc containing the ficlet. The "root" au post, aka the post that started the au on my blog, will be linked as well on that google doc.
This will not affect my wips and progress on them in any way! I feel like that's very important to state - I write these sorts of ficlets all the time because it helps get me in the writing mindset for writing ao3 fics. I will just be spending a little extra effort on them to put them up on ko-fi.
I will NOT be posting any ficlets on my ko-fi that you need to read to understand a fic on ao3 - that's some disney monster conglomerate kind of shit. I will also still be posting shorter ficlets (1k-3k) on tumblr as I write them, especially if I'm answering a prompt someone sent me here. Again, I think it'd be a bit of dick move to not do that
I'll try to vary which ficlets go up on ko-fi and every time I upload one, I'll make a post about which au it is as well as a link to the page in case anyone wants to, idk, unsubscribe for a month because they hate the hopeless in coruscant au, and then refollow next month because they enjoy the playmaker au etc etc
I'm definitely still trying to figure out what I want this to look like and what feels fair or reasonable, so hopefully this isn't a huge mess on my end!
All this being said:
I've posted the first ficlet/fic on ko-fi: it's for the Senator Menace AU, an au that's basically "What if phantom menace but reversed? how fucked up would anakin get over the youngling his father master died to protect?"
the first au post is here // my ko-fi is here
#obikin#my fics#i really hope this works ok#i know fan artists do like monthly subscribers or supporters#on patreon or ko-fi#but i haven't really seen fic writers do it#so i really don't know how it's going to work#i think the lowest for monthly supporters is $4 ? but no one has to go higher or anything!#it's not tiered membership/supporting#so if you do the lowest you should still have access to everything#im applying for grad school in the next few months and i saw the application fees are like. wild.#LOL#but commissions got really stressful for me at times#but i think this could be a good sorta thing?#maybe?#i'll reblog this once at a reasonable time tomorrow and if nothing comes of it thats also fine fr#accepting suggestions on this too if people have ideas#ideas for aus for ficlets and also ideas for how to improve this#if it turns out to be confusing or a clusterfuck#yes i do understand that anyone could share that link with anyone and get access for anyone#but im hoping that that happens not a lot or not widespread#also honestly this will not affect working on my wips#or new fics#cause lol if people wanted me focused theyd just take away my tumblr or somethign#im a lil stressed about this if you couldn't tell from all these tags#and the late night for me posting time lol
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ahhhhhh i remember why i dont read comics & books and watch movies as much as I should. Because they make me lose it
#i get suddenly hit with a tsunami of inspiration and an urgency to Make Something#but the urgency isn't about the process of making it's about I Have Stories To Present Too. I have to See Them Realized.#and that hit of urgency is obviously far too short lived to make anything. esp since it comes in a set with a feeling of 'wow this-#-thing was so great' that transforms into intensified perfectionism of No No What Im Doing Here Isnt Good. What Is This. Disgrace-#-to my idea AND to what inspired it AND to my self proclaimed status as an amateur storyteller#which turns into artblock. so like low chances that ill even get a singular good drawing made during this#and the multiple comic or script or whatever ideas that appear in my head during this are out of the question entirely#oh and all of this appears next to the normal feelings caused by a good story like attachment to the characters and having to process it-#-for a while and if its very good then even sometimes rarely i get the need to make fanart#so all of this combined just leads to me not being able to do anything for a while and feeling awful about it.#fun./sar#i wish i was a normal artist people here are so resilient and do stuff even though they dont want to or they DO want to#because idk they enjoy being pissed bcs of a thing not turning out right and they dont mind how tedious it can get-#-and they enjoy sacrificing hours&days&months of their lives without a guarantee that anyone will appreciate it accordingly and itll pay of#its probably the resilience though#im weak like a dried twig both mentally and physically#this sounds like i never enjoyed drawing&writing ever. and to clarify thats far from true. i frequently enjoy it#just never frequently enough and consistently enough to actually make something more 'worthwhile' or linear#it's like a wind that comes & goes that i have no control over.#i try to keep telling myself that in the past i struggled to make anything 'bigger'....& know i even made animatic shitposts#this sounds so stupid god. an animatic shitpost being an achievement.#its not an art skill achievement its a fighting tooth and nail with my own self to actually finish it because its a struggle almost every-#-time achievement#what im saying is im trying to tell myself that i already improved. im doing more than i could have done in the past.#even if the process is so slow and i dont know when ill advance again#if ill advance again. i just gotta believe i guess? thank u parappa
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i did okay i guess
#so i got a b in the other exam#it might have been a more difficult one because one person in my friend group in that course actually failed it#unfortunately i can't see the average on this exam but i might have done fairly well#i can't really complain when others failed the exam#at least i almost got full points on the quiz but the writing part let me down a bit#it's just a bit anoying because so many of the grammar mistakes were actually typos 😩🤦♀️ like i know how to write these words correctly#but i type so fast on the computer sometimes the letters of a word get switched up and i don't notice it oof 🥲#and i didn't have time to proofread it otherwise i might have noticed#altough i'm just a bit oblivious to my own mistakes if i had to read someone elses text i would notice surely#i also forgot a few commas or put them in the wrong place never were not my strong suit altough i got better with it#this might also have to do with ranting here on tumblr too much lmao 😅 i'm getting into the habit of typing too fast haha#just a bit unnecessary but i still have the 2nd exam and homework also accounts for something#an a is still possible#i keep thinking about what if only i got 2 more points on the quiz and another 2 on the writing task (if only i made less silly mistakes) 🥲#just missed an a by 3.5 points#but i have to believe i will do even better on the 2nd and get enough points for an a overall#i will bother my professor with sending him many practice writing texts before the next exam and also try simulate the time restrictions#because otherwise i can write so well if i have time to think how to correct and improve my texts but i need to be able to find mistakes#also in shorter amounts of time
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knitting diaries: JANK hand warmer
i just completed my first knit project (kinda… i still have one more hand warmer to go)!! i’ve started and begun multiple different projects and kept unraveling them bc i was making mistakes, but then i remembered how absolutely atrocious my first crochet project was, which really made me push through. i used 5.5 needles bc those are all i have so even though these hand warmers are gappy around my wrists, the stitches pull a lot around my actual hand bc the tutorial called for smaller needles. also i lowkey forgot how to purl so the ribbing looks very fucked up. admittedly the whole “knit garments look more professionally made” did make me a little bummed out bc these are obviously so homemade but then i was like girl.. you’re literally learning calm down obviously it’s not gonna look professional. also maybe im just trying to make myself feel better but i lowkey don’t want it to look like something from the store, i do like kitschy stuff haha. anyway i’m learning that my camera quality is actually so shit + i do not wanna do a hand reveal so this just looks like a striped mess, but in the end i know it’s a hand warmer and i think that’s the most important part

#knitting diaries#at least at i know how to improve for the next hand warmer#the ribbing is gonna look like actual ribbing i swear#anyway im so happy i think its only a matter of time before im following ikoxun’s knitting tuts
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